pairing 𖢥 ₊°˖ spiderman!jake x f!reader ── .✦ fluff, rom-com, angst, slowburn, miscommunication!trope, classmates to lovers ft. guy-in-the-chair!sunghoon
wc 𖢥⊹✎ᝰ.ᐟ 25.4k ( ˶o˶˶o˶)
synopsis 𖢥 ⁺₊✧ keeping his secret identity...a secret? easy work. hiding his raging, massive, all-consuming crush on you? not so much. sim jaeyun has a lot on his plate: high school, late-night crime-fighting, a history final next week, and a painfully massive crush on his chemistry lab partner—you. and things are finally starting to look up—during the day, jake bonds with you over caffeine-fueled study sessions and at night, spider-man walks you home. but then you drop a bomb: you've got feelings for someone else. and that someone is...spider-man. and now, somehow, someway, jake is in a love triangle. with himself. turns out—falling for your lab partner and your friendly neighborhood hero? easy work. realizing they're the same guy? not so much.
warnings 𖢥⊹ ࣪ ˖ mentions of violence, blood, wounds // mild cursing // multiple kiss scenes bc jake is just so kissable whoops // slowslowburn // jakehoon bromance keeps me alive // jake pines & yearns & longs & yearns.. // concept of 'casual' dating // superhero & mcu elements & easter eggs :3 // jake is a loser but spider-man is a smooth-talker heh
°˖➴ .ᐟ 𖢥 addie ── FINALLY !!! i have finally, finally finished a full fic for the first time in literal forever and i'm actually so excited for this one bc i freaking love mcu & spiderman & jake so freaking much you guys dont understand...spidey was my first ever childhood crush i think i literally made a post abt it somewhere here on my blog ages ago...so my reaction when i got this anon request for this fic?? i cheered. ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵) ty for being patient with me and for all the words of support & encouragement & love throughout the process <333 if you've been here some time and read my other works you know i literally get myself way too indulged into the whole process,,,but i really did have so much freaking fun writing this so i really hope you guys like all 25k words of spidey!jake :3
sim jaeyun has a lot of secrets.
like the fact that he’s secretly (but not so secretly) a giant nerd and, frankly, a genius with the probable IQ of someone who can calculate pi to the 500th decimal in his head just for fun. or maybe the fact that he’s definitely smart enough to hack into the school’s database and find copies of the finals’ answer keys under ten minutes flat.
but he doesn’t. because again. sim jaeyun is a genius (and because he’s scared of getting caught. but mostly the genius thing).
sim jaeyun pours his milk before cereal. he sleeps on his stomach. he doesn’t separate his white socks from his colored ones. he’s terrified of cats. he loves rom-coms. he’s spider-man. he can’t fall asleep without his favorite build-a-bear. and he doesn’t know how to ride a bike.
but his most important secret?
he has the biggest crush on you.
so big that he’d say it’s more top-secret than the fact that he uses 5-in-1 men’s soap and being the city’s web-slinging, crime-fighting, red-and-blue spandex-wearing superhero.
and in all honestly—
it’s not like the latter is even that secret anymore.
because another thing about jake?
he sucks at keeping secrets.
he figured this out about two weeks into accepting his new life post-radioactive-spider-bite—right around the same time he decided yeah, sure, i can totally handle having powers and a double life. and not freaking out every time he accidentally shot a web out in his sleep.
he figured this out when park sunghoon, his longtime best friend, accidentally found jake’s suit in his room. and by accidentally, we mean jake just…left it lying out. on his bed. in plain sight. because he forgot to put it away the day sunghoon came over to share his history notes.
that was the day sunghoon declared himself jake’s “guy in the chair.”
so yeah.
jake sucks at keeping his spidey secret…a secret.
but his crush on you?
oh yeah.
that one’s highly classified (except from sunghoon. because again—guy in the chair).
“you should probably stop staring before it gets creepy.”
jake blinks.
he stops staring at you—across the cafeteria, laughing with your friends, completely unaware of how he’s most definitely about five seconds away from writing your name in bubble letters with a pink glitter pen on his notebook cover.
he turns his head toward the voice.
sunghoon, of course.
“actually, too late. it’s creepy,” sunghoon adds before casually chewing on the cafeteria pizza that’s always a little too suspiciously rubbery but no one ever questions it for their own sake.
jake sighs, his eyes going back to your figure across the busy room. “you think she’ll talk to me in chemistry today?”
sunghoon doesn’t even blink.
“she has to talk to you. you guys are literally lab partners.”
“that’s different,” jake mutters, chin in his hand, eyes never leaving you once. “i mean, i could ask what her favorite color is or something…”
sunghoon stares. jaw slack. full deadpan.
“that’s a joke, right? please tell me that’s a joke. because i don’t know what funnier—the fact that you have the pick up lines of a first grader, or the fact that even i know that you know you don’t have the guts to say anything to her that’s not directly related to ionic bonding.”
jake whips his head to his best friend, the look in his eyes being nothing less than betrayed, “i so totally can!”
“jake,” sunghoon says slowly, voice lowering, “you broke the test tube in your hand last week when she asked what your weekend plans were.”
a pause.
“then you ran out of the room. without saying anything.”
jake groans. drops his head into his arms on the table. “okay, i specifically remember saying we would never bring that up ever again.”
sunghoon chuckles, hands raised, “just saying.”
a brief silence falls over the table as jake lifts his head up in despair. he goes back to probably-definitely-not-so-subtly watching you from across the cafeteria.
“you should just…y’know—” sunghoon nudges jake’s side. “—get your lil buddy to help you out.”
jake freezes.
turns to his best friend in horror, “my…lil what now?”
sunghoon’s palm smacks the side of jake’s head before his voice drops to a whisper, “your alter ego, idiot.”
jake rubs the side of his head, staring at the way sunghoon is casually sitting there like this is a perfectly reasonable suggestion.
“you heard me,” sunghoon continues when jake makes no sign of responding, the look on his face enough to tell sunghoon he thinks he’s probably borderline psychotic. “go up to her as spider-man. be mysterious. say something cool. i bet she’ll be super impressed and instantly fall in love with you.”
“that is literally the worst idea you probably could’ve ever thought of.”
“is it?” sunghoon shrugs, smug as he leans back in his chair. “because seeing as your track record so far is either a) breaking glass around her, or b)…actually, no. yeah, that’s it. that’s all i got. your track record sucks, bro.”
jake groans for the nth time and lets his head thunk onto the table this time with a soft clunk. “i hate it here.”
“you’re not even going to consider it?”
jake lifts his head just enough to glare his eyes at sunghoon, “do you hear yourself? you want me to flirt with her…while wearing spandex. in full mask. while i talk like this—” his voice drops to the deeper, definitely-not-as-disguising-as-he-thinks-it-is tone he uses while saving the city at night. “‘hey. i know i’m wanted by, like, a hundred bad people out there, but also, what’s your favorite color?’”
sunghoon grins. “add a little web trick and shoulder touch and boom—she’s yours.”
jake deadpans at him, his voice returning to normal, “do you even like me? are we even friends?”
sunghoon shrugs. pops a fry in his mouth. thinks for a second. “you’re entertaining.”
jake groans again. slumps dramatically into his seat, staring at the too-bright fluorescent lights in the ceiling above him. “i can’t flirt as spider-man me,” he mutters. “that sounds like a nightmare. i can’t even talk to her as me me.”
“duh. that’s kinda the entire point.”
“and then what, huh?” jake dramatically throws his hands up. “i take her on a date while web-swinging through the city? and if i drop her?”
“i dunno,” sunghoon takes another unbothered bite of his rubber pizza. “use two webs? you’re the one with the sticky powers, i don’t know it works!”
jake lets out an exasperated sound.
sunghoon pats his back, attempting to be the supportive friend he is. “face it. it’s the only way she’s ever gonna know you’re slightly even remotely cool and do anything more than read books on like…i don’t know—how physics makes the earth spin or something.”
jake pouts. “i am cool!”
“you own a build-a-bear named woofy.”
“he’s a comfort object!”
“exactly. that’s why spider-man has to take the wheel from now on.”
jake stares at sunghoon, shakes his head, and starts packing up his completely untouched lunch.
“whatever. i’m going to chemistry,” he mutters, swinging his backpack around his shoulder with a huff, despite the fact that class doesn’t start for another twenty minutes.
and it’s not like he needs to get to class early to ask the teacher questions or get extra help on the homework or anything normal and productive like that—don’t be ridiculous.
because here’s the thing. jake getting to class early means one very important thing: he gets to his seat—the one next to yours—before you do.
which means you have to acknowledge him first. which is crucial.
because if the roles were reversed—jake does not trust himself to be able to acknowledge you first and say hi without choking on his own air or probably knocking over a glass beaker that wasn’t there before but would somehow magically appear because that’s just jake’s luck in the process.
regardless, it works. the system works. he’s perfected it by now. because it’s about half way through the school year and without fail, every time you walk into class and jake’s already sitting there—busy pretending like he’s reading some article on his laptop when in reality his senses are going haywire over being overwhelmed by your entire presence that he already felt from down the hallway—you always greet him first with the same airy, cheery tone in your voice, bright smile, hair flowing, perfume floating in the air—
"hi jake!"
jake's soul ascends.
he looks up (too fast), catches himself (too obvious), and tries to play it cool with a little nod and smile that definitely looks a little more like a grimace (too tragic).
"hey." nailed it.
you smile casually as you plop your backpack down on the lab table you share with him and start pulling out your notebooks for the day. and jake just stares ahead like a soldier at war. his hands are sweating. his feet are bouncing. his entire nervous system is screaming at him to say something, anything.
and as if the universe decided to play a casually cruel trick on him—
"...so what's your favorite color?"
"so, any fun weekend plans?"
both your voices overlap.
you both freeze.
turn to each other at the same time.
blink.
"oh—"
"—sorry, you go—"
"no, you first—"
"okay—wait—i, i forgot—"
silence.
you hold back a smile.
jake wishes to melt into the earth and hopes he never reincarnates.
"i was just gonna ask," you say, a small smile still playing on your lips that it makes jake's brain actively start doing 360s, "if you're doing anything this weekend."
jake short-circuits.
say something. be mysterious. be cool. be normal. channel spider-man. but maybe...not spider-man when you talk to him. spider-man when he talks to everyone else. "i'm...uh." he clears his throat. tries again. "probably just, y'know. working."
you tilt your head, eyes sparkling with curiosity, "working?"
"yeah," jake nods, too quickly for his own liking, then stops himself. "like—side gig."
if a side gig came with at least two new bruised ribs some nights and meant saving a city from criminals, but yeah, okay. sure. side gig.
your brows raise. "that's cool! what do you do?"
jake freezes.
panics.
what does he do.
he can't say spider-man.
he also can't say he has the molecular build of an eight-limbed arthropod and can stick onto walls with only his bare fingers.
and he definitely can't say i spend 70% of my free time thinking about you and the other 30% swinging off buildings.
"...delivery." he says it like he's mysterious. cool. totally normal.
you blink. as if waiting, as if expecting him to elaborate.
he blinks back at you.
"delivering...what?"
"...pizza."
(and he did once deliver a stolen pizza order back to its rightful owner after webbing the thief to a lamppost. that totally counts.)
"oh," you nod slowly, giving him a genuine smile. "that sounds fun!"
jake gives a thumbs up.
mentally smacks himself in the face repeatedly.
but then, his brain suddenly catches up to the situation at hand and before he can stop himself, he blurts—
"wait—uh, why do you ask?"
and then you break eye contact, glancing down at your notebook, and jake pretends not to notice your fingers suddenly fidgeting with one of your many too-colorful pens.
"well," you start, and jake is trying his very, very best to ignore the fact that his senses can pick up on your heart beat. "we've got the final coming up next week, and i don't know—you always seem like you know what you're doing in class, so—"
she thinks im smart? oh my god. she notices me? even when i’m not breaking glass? oh my god oh my god oh my—
"—i was hoping maybe we could study together?" you look up at him again, your eyes wide. "or go over the study guide one last time or something. but it's totally fine if you're busy working! and that makes sense, you probably don't even need to study, you're, like, uber smart and stuff, so—"
"no."
your words come to a halt and your mouth is left slack.
jake smacks himself. mentally. again.
and again.
"...oh, um—"
jake coughs suddenly, a little too loud, a little too forced. "sorry! i mean—no...no, i'm not busy. yes, i'm down. down. to study. together. yeah."
he takes note in the way your shoulders slightly relax and the way you release a breath of what sounds like relief and amusement at the same time.
then, a soft smile makes its way to your face again, "okay! okay, cool!"
jake doesn't know if he should scream, sob, or launch himself into the sun.
he smiles back. "cool."
there's a pause.
"wait—but what about work?" your head tilts slightly, a soft crease forming between your brows.
shit.
"oh. right," jake mutters, clearing his throat as his hand casually brushes through his hair as if he thought this one through (he, in fact, did not).
quick, lie—wait, no. casual lie. lying is not cool. don't lie to the girl you like. you're simply protecting her. be mysterious. be cool. be normal.
"i'm...sure the pizzas will be okay for a night! yeah. they have flexibility. my job, i mean. not the pizzas. my manager's chill."
your smile brightens at his answer and jake decides launching himself into the sun is dramatic. in fact, he thinks the sun came out today just for him.
"okay, yay!" you're beaming. "sounds like a plan."
jake also thinks his heart just tripped over itself.
"here, let me—" you rip off a corner of your notebook and start scribbling something down with one of your pens before sliding the slip of paper over to his side of the table, "—give you my number and you let me know when and where works best, yeah?"
and jake is simply a guy.
a guy entirely entranced.
it's the way you lean a little closer to the desk, tongue peeking out at the corner of your mouth in concentration. the way your hair shifts when you tilt your head, the gentle swish of it brushing over your shoulder. the way your bracelets softly clink together when your hands move. the way you smoothly push the small slip of paper with your number and name signed with a small smiley face towards him like it's no big deal.
jake stares at the paper like all those nights of manifesting finally paid off and this small slip of notebook paper is first proof that a manifestation journal really does work.
your name. your number. a tiny smile doodled next to it.
it's the cutest thing he's ever seen.
he looks at the note. then at you. then back at the note.
how did this happen. what did he say? was it the pizza lie? no, it couldn't have been the pizza lie.
"cool," jake eventually says, but he realizes he's said cool one too many times and it comes out so high-pitched, he's genuinely unsure if he said it out loud or just squeaked like a mouse.
and you just simply smile back at him, soft and sweet and light, and jake decides to revisit the potential idea of self launching into orbit.
and when the teacher enters the classroom, immediately starting the lecture, jake turns back to the front of the class, trying his very best to focus—
"pink."
it comes out as a low and soft whisper. jake's head jerks slightly towards you, and you're leaning in, just slightly enough for your shoulder to brush against his.
"...i—what?"
you smile, your eyes crinkled at their corners as you look at him, "my favorite color. it's pink."
then, you turn back to the whiteboard, already scribbling down your notes like you didn't just change the entire trajectory of jake's future.
jake doesn't move.
jake, in fact, doesn't hear a single word of whatever the teacher is saying about the synthesis and characterization of something-something-carbene-molecular-something.
all he knows is:
he's seeing you this weekend.
your favorite color is pink.
and tucked into the back of his phone is now a piece of corner notebook paper with your number on it.
and, of course, it's written in pink.
jake doesn’t know what he’s going to tell sunghoon about first—the fact that the favorite color pick-up line potentially worked, or that he has an actual study date with y–
wait.
“do you think it’s a study date?” jake’s voice is muffled by a peanut butter protein bar, his legs dangling off the edge of some random apartment building he deemed clean from bird poop to sit on.
there’s a long beat of silence from the other end of his phone that’s perched beside him on speaker, before sunghoon finally answers.
“i think it’s your chemistry lab partner…who needs to study for an exam…with her super genius bench partner,” sunghoon pauses. “but yeah. it’s definitely also a study date.
jake fist-pumps the air. “right?! that’s what i’m saying!” he leans back on one of his palms, staring down at the blur of streetlights and car headlights below, watching the tiny dots of normal people go about their normal people lives after their normal people days.
“god, i’m gonna say something dumb. i always say something dumb. i’m gonna probably tell her my favorite element is, like, carbon, or something. that’s not even a fun one,” jake sighs as he watches the sun slowly set along the skyline in front of him.
there’s a long, suffering sigh from the phone. “please, for the love of God and everything He created, do not tell her what your favorite element is.”
jake frowns, even though he knows sunghoon can’t see it. “you don’t think it’s charming?”
“remember what happened in the sixth grade when that girl asked for a pencil and you gave her an entire lecture on valence electrons and then she never spoke to you ever again?”
jake makes a face. “okay, but she didn’t specify what kind of lead she needed—”
“just…be normal,” sunghoon cuts in. “be jake.”
jake goes quiet.
because that’s just the problem, isn’t it?
because jake isn’t normal.
“normal” and “jake” haven’t belonged in the same sentence since he woke up one random morning with super strength, freakish reflexes, and abs (not that he’s complaining about the abs. but still. he knows his two-day-a-week gym habit and occasional protein bar didn’t cause them).
normal isn’t waking up in the middle of the night because your fingers literally fused to your bed frame. normal isn’t learning how to navigate puberty while also learning how different wrist angles shoot out different types of webs. normal isn’t lying to your mom about why your laundry always smells like burnt rubber and concrete dust and weirdly enough, hot dogs.
and normal definitely isn’t sitting a hundred feet above the city at 10PM on a friday night with your best friend on speaker and your spandex suit hidden under a hoodie, trying to decide if your biggest life crisis is:
a — the rise of petty city crime
or
b — the way your ridiculously pretty chemistry partner smiled at you and made you question your entire being in 0.2 seconds
but when he thinks about you?
when jake’s with you—he’s just jake. no suit, no webs, no…fear of potential death.
he feels like a regular teenage boy. the kind who worries about history finals and likes stupid memes and builds lego sets with his best friend on saturdays and has a crush on the cute girl in his chemistry class.
with you, he doesn’t feel like a science experiment. or a secret. or an accident waiting to happen.
he just feels like…jake.
“i just—dude. i didn’t even have to pull the spider-man card!” jake sits up a little, legs now swinging. “like. at all. she said i was smart! jake-smart. i didn’t need to save a cat or catch a bus or—”
“—instead,” sunghoon’s monotone voice cuts in, “you told her you deliver pizzas for fun and somehow it worked.”
“you’re the worst guy in the chair.”
“and yet, here we are. you’re still call—”
“wait” jake freezes. sits upright. his head tilts slightly. “hold on.”
something in the air hits him.
his senses prick. muscles tense. tingling. sounds slow, scents sharpen. the world zooms in all at once.
“i gotta go,” jake stands up, his voice muffled by shoving the rest of his protein bar into his mouth, already slipping his mask over his head.
“duty calls,” sunghoon replies casually, like this is the third time this week (it is). “be safe!”
“love you, bye!” jake says before the hanging up and shoving his phone into his backpack and thwipping it to the rooftop wall in one motion. it’ll probably still be there later. hopefully.
on most nights, it is still right where he left it, waiting patiently after the hours of his city-saving. but right now, jake couldn’t care any less about his belongings. he’s already airborne, swinging building to building with smooth, practiced ease. he follows the tug in his chest, the sense of something being slightly off. a scuffle. somewhere just a block or two away.
and on most nights, you’re careful. you’re observant, aware. you know how to check left, right, then left again before crossing the street. you stick to the well-lit sidewalks, don’t take shortcuts, avoid the sketchy alleyways your parents used to warn you about growing up.
and you also know, deep down, that you probably shouldn’t have stayed at this library this late. but here we are.
you’re barely a block from the bus stop you just got off at when it happens. a shadow moves—quick, low, but intentional. he’s stumbling. smirking. slurring.
your stomach drops immediately.
“hey, pretty thing,” he calls out, “where you off to this late?”
“not interested,” you mumble, clutching your bag closer to your body, steps picking up faster.
“oh, come onnn,” he draws. you hear his footsteps behind you. too close now. “just a little chat—”
you turn over your shoulder just in time to see his hand land slightly on your shoulder, just where your bag strap sits.
but before you can even react—
THWIP.
it happens before you can even blink.
the guy disappears. yanked off his feet. with a yelp, he’s slammed against the nearest parked car on the street with a heavy thud, followed by a line of white, sticky substance trapping his sides.
and suddenly, another one hits his hands.
then his ankles.
then his chest.
until it’s all around him and he’s stuck to the car like a decal himself.
you freeze, not knowing what just happened or what the hell you’re supposed to do now. your heart is racing, your brain playing catch-up, your breathing paused.
and as you’re staring at the man-shaped cocoon, wondering if this is what finally wills you into full-blown psychosis—
a figure drops from above. with absolutely zero subtlety. and lands directly in between you and said webbed-up guy in a crouch.
dressed in red and blue. head to toe. and so much spandex.
spider-man.
“wow,” he says deadpan, turning to point at the man-turned-car-decal. “okay. that was, like, a solid ten out of ten on the creep scale. would’ve been a nine, but then you touched her. so. automatic point deduction.”
the guy groans beneath the webbing. “what the—who the hell are you?”
spider-man throws his arms up in exasperation, gesturing to himself like it’s obvious.
“spider-man, dude. the webs? the spider logo on my chest? keep up.”
he then turns to you, brushing off the imaginary dust from his hands. “you know, if i had a nickel for every time some scuffy guy tried the whole grabby in an alley thing this week, i’d have like…four nickels.”
a beat.
you’re still frozen. eyes wide. jaw slack.
“which isn’t a lot. but it’s weird that it happened that many times. should probably do something about that. or i guess that’s my job.”
the man groans from behind him, squirming, “get this shit off me man—”
“shhh,” spider-man shushes him, raising a hand. “don’t speak. we’re in a delicate moment of justice here.”
then, he turns back to you, head tilting. the eyes of his mask dilate as they squint at you.
his voice softens. “hey. everything okay?”
and you’re still frozen.
because there are many things you don’t believe in. you don’t believe in narwhals. you don’t believe that tarot cards can predict your love life. you don’t believe in flushing ice down the toilet to make it snow the next day, and you probably, maybe, sometimes don’t believe in birds being government spies.
but spider-man? you didn’t know if you believed in him or not. sure, you’ve seen the headlines. heard the rumors, watched the blurry phone footage. but never with your own eyes. until now.
“uh…” you nod quickly, eyes still wide, mouth still slightly ajar. “i...yeah. thank you. for that.”
and jake tries his best to keep his cool. exhales behind the mask, trying to not completely lose it.
to not completely combust when the literal crush of his life is standing in front of him, somehow glowing even under a dim, flickering street light. to not think about the very real fact that he just saved you from whatever-he-refuses-to-think-about that he just saved you from.
so he gives a casual shrug.
“that’s what they pay me for.”
you blink. “you get paid?”
jake stills. “uh, well. no. not technically. emotionally, yes. and sometimes sweet old ladies buy me churros.”
you blink again, but this time, your lips twitch slightly. “…okay. right.”
jake clears his throat, straightening up, placing his hands on his hips all awkward again and then putting them down when he realizes he probably looks like a cheap superhero mascot like that.
this part—this part—he’s usually good at. web the creep. leave a note for the cops. call them in. that’s how it usually goes.
what doesn’t usually happen is…this.
saving the girl he likes. the girl who doesn’t know she’s the girl he likes. the girl who definitely doesn’t know he sits next to her in chemistry and pretends to read when she walks in.
the creep behind him groans again. jake spins around on his heels and double thwips a neat string of webs over the guy’s mouth.
“aaaaand silence,” jake mutters, nodding to himself. “look at that. instant peace. should’ve probably done that twenty seconds ago.”
he turns back around. and you’re smiling now. it’s small and slightly shaky, but it’s there. jake notices. of course jake notices.
“are you sure you’re okay?” his voice dips again, gentler now.
you nod. “yeah, i think so. seriously…thank you so much.”
and jake hesitates—heart thumping, nerves sweating, because you are literally standing in front of him and he has the mask of spider-man on right now but the confidence of jake from chemistry. but still, he manages, "get home safe, yeah? you shouldn’t be walking alone this late. city’s full of creeps and…men in spandex.”
you let out a quiet laugh. “noted.”
“cool,” jake lets out, throwing up an awkward thumbs up and he makes a mental note to stop using the word ‘cool’ and to stop using thumbs ups as a defense mechanism.
he clears his throat and takes a casual step back as you watch him, still unmoving, as if you’re still trying to convince yourself he’s real.
“alright,” jake says, pointing his hand up to the building behind you before saluting you goodbye with the other. “spider-man…away?”
he fires. latches perfectly. but the fact that he actually, out-loud, said ‘spider-man away’ gets to his head and so he doesn’t time the swing quite right and his foot hits the top of a recycling bin on the way up. and he really hopes you didn’t see it happen (you did).
he lands on the rooftop above you, immediately crouching down out of view, chest heaving as his brain catches up to his body, still processing what just happened. heart still hammering, fingers still tingling.
then, after waiting a few seconds, he peers his head carefully over the line of buildings down the street and watches your figure walk away. head down, bag hugged close, pace quicker now.
and of course, because he’s jake—and spider-man (but mostly because he’s jake)—he follows you from above. quiet, careful, out of sight. just to make sure you make it back okay.
and when you finally reach your apartment building and unlock the front door, he still waits.
waits until he sees a light flicker on in your bedroom window.
waits until he sees your figure draw your curtains closed.
waits until he knows you’re safe.
only then does he finally exhale.
he drops onto the roof of a nearby pizza place—the one that claims they sell dollar pizza but it’s really $1.49—pulls off his mask with one hand and runs the other through his completely wrecked hair.
“jesus christ, jake,” he mutters to himself, a hand dragging down his face. “spider-man away? really?”
he shakes his head at himself, partly in shame, partly in disbelief, but mostly in shame, then stretches out his legs, groans at the ache in his biceps, and swings back towards the first rooftop where he left his backpack.
and thank god it’s still there. because once he unwebs his bag and fishes through his textbooks, unknown food wrappers, and decathlon club fliers to take out his phone with just merely 12% battery left, he clicks on your contact. stares at the blank message field. then he types.
JAKE (10:42PM) :
hey! it’s jake (from chem lol)
hope your night’s going okay :)
also
still good to meet at the cafe near school tomorrow? maybe around noon?
he stares at it. rereads it six times.
changes lol to haha.
then back to lol.
deletes the smiley face.
then the whole message.
then retypes it word for word.
eventually, he hits send.
and jake, bless his heart, keeps staring at the screen. forgets it’s nearly 11PM. forgets that his mom, who thinks he’s in bed, is probably gonna check in on him any second now (and yes, jake is nearly a legal adult. but he also grew up with chronic nightmares, so. check ins are necessary at times).
but then his screen lights up.
your name. a single message.
Y/N (10:43PM) :
yes :)
he feels his entire body exhale.
or light up on fire. he’s not sure of the difference, honestly.
and jake’s also not sure how long he sits there smiling at his phone like an idiot.
he doesn’t remember swinging back home. he doesn’t remember sneaking back into his room through his fire escape. he doesn’t even remember showering and wincing at the sting of soap against his fresh cuts and scratches.
because all he’s thinking about is your text.
which is probably why he also forgets to set an alarm.
so when he wakes up the next day at 11:45AM, twenty minutes away from the café he promised to meet you at in fifteen minutes, and absolutely zero minutes ready to leave his place—he’s in full blown panic.
“oh crap, crap—ow, damn it—crap,” he’s mutters, runs into a chair, accidentally smears toothpaste on his hoodie sleeve, and grabs the first protein bar he sees—cookies & creme this time—before sprinting out the door. but not before kissing his mom on the cheek goodbye.
his hair is still damp. his backpack is half-zipped. he’s 85% sure he applied deodorant twice and toothpaste once. or maybe the other way around.
and by the time he barges into the corner café that sells overpriced matcha lattes with the grainy oat milk but has good lighting and free wifi and outlets to use so it’s deemed a good study spot anyways, he immediately zeroes in on you at the small corner table—pen in hand, sipping from a cup casually and not at all aware that your mere existence and the way the little beam of sunlight shining through the café windows reflecting on you is already sending his sleep deprived state into overdrive.
he makes—or more like stumbles—his way over, just in time for you to glance up and catch his eye.
“hey!” you smile, so warm and relaxed that it almost makes jake forget he sprinted over in mismatched socks. “you made it.”
“yeah—sorry,” jake exhales, pulling out the seat across from you and placing his stuff down. “i stayed up late, forgot to set an alarm, then couldn’t find matching socks, i had this blue one on and then a red—“
jake stops himself. looks at you. gives you a sheepish smile. “sorry. you don’t need to hear about the whole sock saga.”
you giggle as you look up at him, “what a shame, i was kinda invested to see where that was going.”
jake tries not to float.
“and it’s fine, jake. really. if it makes you feel any better, you’re only like twelve minutes late.”
jake lets out a nervous chuckle as he slides into the seat across from you, “thanks. i’m usually only, like, ten minutes late, so this is all new to me. including the study date part.”
jake freezes.
your eyebrow quirks.
why did he say that.
why. did. he. say. that.
a small smile tugs at your lips, “study date?”
jake’s eyes are frozen and blown wide as he stares at you in horror from across the table, stumbling over his own words, “i mean. i—no, not a date! unless…unless you wanted it to be a date, which is fine! not just fine! i mean, it’s fine if you wanted—i just assumed that—well sorry, i shouldn’t have assumed—that would be non-consensual and i’m really big on, like, mutual respect and consent and—”
he stops.
jake needs to stop. he should stop talking about consent before he even got to ask you how your morning’s been like a regular human being does.
your stare lingers for a beat longer before you break into laughter, hand flying to your mouth, the other holding onto the table in front of you to support yourself as you snort. “jake.”
jake sinks slightly in his seat. wishes he was sinking into the earth. “yeah?”
your laughter softens into something gentler, and you look up at him, sure and simple and steady. “it’s okay. let’s call it that. a study date.”
you know how your laptop sometimes freezes because it’s firing a million tasks at once and then the fan starts whirring violently before the entire thing decides to just shut off and it has to take a few minutes to recover before rebooting itself back up to be able to fully function again?
yeah. that’s what’s happening to jake. right now.
“oh. okay. cool. cool, cool, cool,” he tugs at the collar of his hoodie. stop it with the cool, jake, we talked about this. and whatever you do, do not throw up a—
he throws a thumbs up at you. puts it away. tries to recover. “i’m very…pro…studying.”
you grin at him. “clearly.”
the dating part? not so much.
and after that, thing settles. in that warm, weirdly comforting way things do when you’ve either known someone your entire life or just long enough to know you want to.
textbooks open, laptops propped, flashcards highlighted, questions exchanged, your iced matcha is slowly disappearing while jake’s iced americano just sits there untouched—slowly watering down because jake forgets coffee makes him jittery but he was in a state of panic when he got to the counter so…here we are.
“wait, can i ask you something kinda random?"
you glance up from your notes, giving jake a small nod. “yeah?”
jake’s eyes land on the back of your laptop and he gestures vaguely to it. “why is your laptop covered in like…fourteen different beluga stickers?”
your head tilts as you follow his gaze and—yup. it’s true. it’s covered with not only fourteen little cartoon belugas, but also otters, starfish, and a little whale in the corner that isn’t so little and cost you a whole whopping five dollars at the book fair.
you blink at it. “oh, right.” a small smile then tugs at your lips. “i’m kinda obsessed with ocean life. it’s, like…one of my things.”
and jake is silent. not because he’s judging. no, he recites the periodic table in alphabetical order to help him fall asleep at night, so he can’t judge. but because—god. you say that like it’s the most casual thing in the world and not the most adorable sentence he’s ever heard.
“like, belugas are my favorite sea animals,” you continue, your own voice picking up from your own excitement now. “they’re just so cute and squishy looking. and they always look like they’re smiling? and granted i’ve never met one, but if i did meet one, i just know it’d be kind.”
jake is still not saying anything.
he’s watching the way your hands move animatedly, the way your eyes light up, the way your voice lifts when you say the words “if i did meet one” like it’s the most natural thing in the world to meet a literal beluga.
“they do look pretty nice,” jake adds eventually, absolutely trying his best to fight the grin off his face. “for a whale, i mean.”
your eyes widen as you suddenly gasp and lean in over the table towards jake, catching him off guard. “okay, i’m gonna pretend you didn’t just say that.”
jake freezes. and he doesn’t know how and he doesn’t know when, but he’s pretty sure he messed up somehow just by trying to impress his crush by complimenting a beluga.
“belugas aren’t whales,” you say, matter of fact, “they’re actually a type of dolphin, despite the name. common mistake.”
“oh,” jake just blinks and nods like this is a totally normal conversation. like he isn’t currently being lectured by the cute girl from his chemistry class about beluga whales. beluga…dolphins? not whales.
his eyes flick briefly to your hands, still hovering mid-air, animated from your explanation. then to your face, your eyes sparkling just a little bit too much for him to blame it on the café lighting. and everything—every little detail jake seems to notice and learn about you—makes jake feel like his heart is about to beat out of his chest.
“sorry,” you pause, noticing his stare. “i just…i really love this kind of stuff. it’s all just so fascinating to me. it’s kinda like whenever you start freaking out over, i don’t know…cis-trans isomerism in alkenes?”
jake chokes on his spit. smooth.
“wait,” he’s coughing, sitting up straighter, “how do you know that i—wait, how do you even know about cis-trans isomerism?”
“what can i say? i’m observant,” you look at him over the rim of your cup as you take a sip, casually shrugging, a small smirk on your lips.
and jake just casually tries not to freak out.
because, sure, jake has had his fair share of realizations through out his lifetime. like the day he woke up and found out he could suddenly stop a bus with his bare hands. or the time he discovered he’s mildly allergic to cauliflower. but this? this might top the list.
because you notice things. about him. him. and it short-circuits his brain. just a little. maybe a lot.
jake tries not to smile too hard. tries not to read too much into it. tries not to wonder if you notice the way he leans closer during chemistry labs or the way his voice raises half a pitch when you talk to him or the way he purposely gets to class early just so he could talk to you before.
they’re the kind of thoughts that keep him up that night. the kind that plague his entire mind until the only thing he’s thinking about when he falls asleep that night and the only thing he’s thinking about when he wakes up the next morning is…you.
and for the next few days, that’s just about the most exciting thing that happens to jake. the next few days for him go pretty normal.
and by normal, jake means boring. and by boring, i mean on monday, spider-man stops a bodega robbery and gets a pat on the back from the police officer and a sprained ankle. on tuesday, he wakes up late and almost misses his history final (which honestly would’ve been preferable). and on wednesday, you text jake for help on a chemistry review question. which is actually very exciting and not at all boring nor normal, despite how hard jake tries his best to act normal.
on thursday, however, jake stays late in the school computer lab to tinker with his web shooter tech. and that’s when sunghoon pulls up in front of him, dropping two small pieces of paper on jake’s mess of wires and tools and notebook doodles.
“bada-bing, bada-boom,” sunghoon announces as he plops into the chair next to jake.
jake looks up. sunghoon’s spinning awkwardly slowly in the swivel chair, arms out like a king clearly waiting for applause.
jake squints at the slips of paper. then back up.
“sunghoon.”
“yes?”
“why are we binging and booming and why are there clown fish on my web shooters?”
sunghoon beams. the kind of beam that makes jake’s spider tingle feel immediately and instinctively nervous.
"because, my friend,” he begins proudly, “i am your guy-in-the-chair and thanks to me, you are now officially going on an aquarium date this weekend.”
jake blinks down at the two tickets. then looks up at sunghoon. blinks again. “wait. i’m going on a what with who now?”
sunghoon’s face falls flat. “with y/n, you idiot. who else would i be sending you to the aquarium with? me?”
jake’s jaw slackens. eyes widen. heartbeat pounding, “what—why, why, why, would you do that?”
sunghoon’s brows furrow as if the answer is the most obvious one in the world (and it is), “because you like her? and now you can take her to see those things she has fourteen of on her laptop that she likes so much. beluga whales or whatever they were.”
jake opens his mouth to argue—then shuts it. looks at sunghoon very, very, seriously. “beluga dolphins. they’re beluga dolphins. common mistake.”
and sunghoon could give two flying farts about beluga whales versus beluga dolphins versus beluga birds for all he knows, but because jake’s his best friend, he tries not to judge.
“…okayyyy, beluga dolphins.” he claps jake on the back and jake flinches. “anyways! you. y/n. aquarium date. this weekend. bada-bing. bada-boom.”
friday is the most un-normal and the most un-boring day of them all.
because on friday, right when jake slams his locker shut at the end of the day—ready to go home and debating if he should build his brand new imperial star destroyer lego set or practice different swinging techniques off the library roof—
“JAKE!”
and jake’s spidey sense could not have predicted what happens next. because before he can even register his own name, jake’s slammed into. stumbling. arms flailing. back hitting the lockers behind him.
and it’s you.
you, clinging to him in a hug. smiling. glowing.
and jake is dying. screaming. ascending.
“I GOT A 99,” you smile as you look up at him, eyes sparkling and wide.
jake swallows hard. his hards are still awkwardly hanging at his side, unsure whether to hug you back or just spontaneously combust into dust right then and there.
“wait. the chemistry exam?” he manages, voice higher than usual.
you nod so fast it’s a blur. “yes!—i think it’s a little stupid she docked me a single point just because i rounded wrong on that molarity question—which, yeah, i know you warned me about. but it’s fine. i’m literally a chemistry genius.”
jake lets out a breathy laugh, looking down at you—still warm, still wrapped around him, still lighting up like the literal sun in the middle of the school’s halls.
“you are,” he says, and it comes out softer than he expected.
and then you’re looking up at him again—close, glowing, happy—and jake swears the whole world pauses. like the only thing that has ever mattered to him is this exact moment. like someone hit pause on everything except you. the shouts, the lockers slamming, the overhead announcements—he doesn’t hear any of it.
all he knows is you. the way your smile curves just slightly more on one side. the scent of your shampoo. the feel of your arms around him and the way his pulse has never been louder in his entire life.
jake doesn’t think he’s ever felt this way about someone before.
and like you suddenly realize how long you’ve been holding onto him, or maybe just how close the two of you are—you slowly pull back. not all the way, just a half-step, your arms slipping from around his middle. you clear your throat, eyes flickering to a locker, then to a ceiling.
“um—thanks to you, though. seriously,” you say, voice softer now, “for all your help. and studying with me.”
and jake is still staring. still dazed. “oh! no, yeah. yeah yeah. totally. i had fun. it was fun.” he swallows again. please stop saying fun. “so fun.” yeah. he’s absolutely a lost cause.
but you laugh. and god, jake loves your laugh. he wants to bottle it up, carry it around in his pocket, and use it like a power-up when he’s out fighting criminals at night.
and it’s in that moment, somewhere between your grin and the sound of your giggle still ringing in his ears, that it hits him.
this is it.
this is the moment.
jake clears his throat. wipes his palms on the sides of his jeans like it’ll help. glances off to the side before looking back at you.
“listen, so um—” he’s already fumbling. “i was wondering—like if you’re free this weekend, and only if you really, really want to, seriously no pressure at all because i know you’re probably busy, but—”
he pauses. breathes. tries again. “—but if you’d be down, i, uh—i have two tickets to the aquarium. and since you’re really into the ocean and stuff i thought—”
“oh my god,” you interrupt, eyes lit up. “you got tickets to the aquarium?”
jake nods so fast he swears he looks like a bobblehead.
“yeah! well—no. technically sunghoon got the tickets but—”
“ohhh, like you and sunghoon were going to go together?” you tease, grinning now. “that actually sounds kind of fun—”
“wait. wait—no.” and jake nearly panics, his hands waving. “no, no, no, i mean—i’m trying to—”
jake inhales sharply. gets a grip. “do you want to go with me? this weekend? to the aquarium?”
“oh!” you blink up at him, clearly surprised—but not in a bad way. your voice goes a little softer. “like…just us?”
“yeah,” jake nods, trying to sound chill and not at all like he’s internally combusting. which is definitely, 100%, happening right now. “i mean—if you want. if you don’t, it’s totally cool. i’ll just…give the ticket to my mom or something. she likes fish. i think. probably. i’ve never actually asked—”
“jake.”
jake stops. looks at you again. “yeah?”
you smile. all fond and amused and sweet. “i’d love to go to the aquarium with you.”
and jake completely loses the grip he thought he had a strong hold of.
“wait, really?”
“really.”
“oh,” jake breathes. “cool. cool, cool, cool.”
you tilt your head, “you’re doing the repeating thing again.”
“i know,” jake groans, dragging a hand down his face. “i literally had a whole mental intervention about this, it’s not working—
you laugh. again. and jake ascends. again.
“okay,” you say, stepping back just enough. “aquarium this weekend. it’s a date.”
jake ascends a third time.
“right,” he says, barely recovering. “totally. i’ll—uh, i’ll text you the details?”
you nod, already backing away towards the main doors, “can’t wait!”
and forget the imperial star destroyer set or brand new swinging techniques. jake 100% knows what he’s doing tonight—and it’s sounding a lot like googling beluga dolphin facts.
later that night, jake’s perched on the edge of a random rooftop—one leg dangling off the ledge, a protein bar in one hand, his phone in the other, glowing with an article titled: top twelve facts about belugas that will shock you.
but then—his spidey senses prick.
because at exactly 10:32PM, like clockwork, your usual bus pulls up to the stop below the building he’s seated at.
okay. so maybe it’s not exactly a coincidence he’s here. and maybe this roof isn’t that random after all.
and maybe, just maybe, he’s made it a habit to make sure you get home safe every night. it started with just one night—making sure you got home safe after last week’s incident. then it turned into two. then three. then…every night. at exactly 10:32PM. now it’s a full-blown instinct he hasn’t admitted to anyone (especially not sunghoon) because, well…he likes making sure you get home safe. sue him.
when he sees your figure step off the bus, jake immediately straightens. the hairs on his arms prick up. his pulse quickens. his palm slightly sticks against the protein bar wrapper. and this is just a regular friday.
except—it really isn’t. because today, you—you, the very smart and very funny and very pretty ocean-loving girl who sits next to him in chemistry—hugged him today and agreed to go on a date with him and oh god.
so actually, nothing about today was regular. not even close. and nothing about what jake is about to do is regular.
instead of just watching from above like he has the past week…
he swings.
with a few quick, practiced motions, he webs himself building to building, bouncing off a wall to land neatly right in front of you on the sidewalk.
and you scream. “what the—oh my god—” you jolt back mid-step, instinctively clutching your bag closer to you.
“ah—sorry! sorry!” jake holds his hands up, immediately regretting his dramatic entrance. he straightens up from his crouch, brushing dust off his suit. “that probably looked a lot cooler in my head.”
you narrow your eyes, still trying to catch your breath, looking not totally convinced, “right.”
jake rubs the back of his neck awkwardly.
then, like it’s the most normal thing in the world to be nearly ambushed by a red-and-blue-suited vigilante, you simply adjust the bag on your shoulder, sidestep him, and continue walking down the sidewalk.
jake blinks behind the mask, stunned for a second, before quickly scrambling to catch up.
“you know,” he says, effortlessly falling into step beside you, “if i didn’t know any better, i thought we agreed you wouldn’t be walking home alone this late.”
you glance over, the corners of your mouth slightly tugging upwards, “and if i didn’t know any better, i’d say you’re starting to follow me, spidey.”
“woah,” jake fake-gasps. fake-clutches his chest as if offended. “spidey? oh wow. we’re already on nickname basis and i don’t even know yours.”
you snort. “y/n,” you say, finally looking at him fully. “it’s y/n.”
jake’s heart does a triple flip. he thinks he’s heard your name a thousand times already—slipped through conversations with sunghoon, when your teacher calls out your name during attendance, in his dreams—but somehow, this feels new.
he flashes a smile you can’t see behind his mask, “y/n.” he repeats it like it’s the most important thing he’s ever learned. he then points to himself. “spidey.”
you laugh again, this time loud and real and soft and sweet. and suddenly, jake’s night feels warmer.
“yeah, i got that,” you say, shaking your head. “thanks for the clarification, spidey.”
there’s a short silence after that—comfortably quiet, but not empty. both your footsteps crunch against a thin blanket of scattered leaves, the echoes of your steps bouncing off the dimly lit sidewalk. somewhere in the distance a dog barks faintly. a bus drives by.
“shouldn’t you be out—” you finally speak again, glancing up at him, “—stopping carjackings or getting churros from old ladies?”
jake hums, the sound low in his throat. be mysterious. be cool. be normal. "well yes,” he clears his throat and adjusts his web shooter just to do something with his hands, “but it’s also part of my duty as your friendly neighborhood spider-man to make sure the citizens of this city get home safe.”
you raise a brow, smirking, “is it also part of your duty to walk every single citizen home after saving them?”
“…well. not exactly,” he tries not to sound nervous. tries. “just the ones i think are…pretty.”
you freeze mid-step. your breath catches, feet stopping entirely.
jake does the same. his heart might actually fall out of his chest. “that’s—” he coughs, scratching the back of his neck. “that’s just you, by the way. if that wasn’t…super clear.”
your mouth parts. but no words come out. only your eyes react—wide, soft, blinking.
“oh—" you eventually say, softly and unsure, as if you’re trying to figure out if the literal spider-man is trying to flirt with you. “thanks? i think.”
and jake is 98% pretty sure he’s redder than his own suit right now. “yeah, yup. of course,” he says, voice cracking ever so slightly as his mind searches for anything, something else to talk about. “uh…so any fun plans this weekend?”
smooth. so smooth.
you blink, still looking at him a little weird, but your smile comes back almost instantly as you two start walking again, “actually yeah! i’m going to the aquarium tomorrow.”
jake’s heart does another little flip. yes. yes, yes. she still wants to go. she’s still going with me—
“with this guy,” you add casually, kicking a pebble in your way.
jake feels his heart do a little pause. “a guy?” he says, wincing when it comes out just a little too quickly, a little too high-pitched. “oh. a guy guy. wow. a guy.”
you nod along, completely oblivious, mind clearly elsewhere, “yeah, he’s pretty great. got us the tickets and everything.”
jake nods stiffly, staring straight ahead like the lamp post across the street is the most fascinating thing he’s ever seen in his entire life, “nice. that’s…really nice. sounds like a pretty solid dude.”
“totally,” you grin up at him, and it’s the kind of grin that makes jake’s lungs forget why they exist in the first place. the crinkle of your eyes, the curve of your mouth, the gentle ease in your voice—it all hits him at once. the most perfect storm.
“a little awkward,” you continue. “says ‘cool’ way too much. but he’s really sweet. and funny. and a genius.”
and jake combusts on the spot. jake thought he knew what happiness was. he thought getting accepted into the school’s robotics team felt good. he thought shaking hands with the mayor after saving him from a limo crash was peak fulfillment. he even thought finishing the millennium falcon lego set with sunghoon in a single night was the height of his serotonin levels. but this? hearing you talk about him—about jake—with that softness in your voice, that tilt in your smile, that warmth in your eyes?
oh yeah. this is what true happiness is.
and by the time jake returns back to earth, the two of you are approaching your apartment now—he recognizes the street by heart at this point.
you come to a stop in front of your building, turning to face him beneath the glow of the overhead lighting, “thanks for walking me, by the way.”
jake shrugs, hands shoved into the sides of his suit awkwardly, “it’s part of the job description. gotta make sure my favorite citizen gets home safe.”
you give him a look. one of those lingering ones that makes jake wonder. the kind that lasts a beat too long.
“…favorite, huh?” you raise a brow, lips quirking into a soft smile.
jake’s heart stutters. “top three, at least.”
you giggle again, shaking your head slightly, “night, spidey.”
“night, y/n,” he murmurs quietly before you go in, watching as you head inside. the door clicks shut behind you, and jake’s world immediately feels a little dimmer.
jake stands there in the quiet for a second.
and then—
he fist pumps the air in celebration, kicking his leg up like an animated character, “yes, yes, yes!”
with the goofiest grin under his mask, jake flings a web up toward the apartment building across the street and launches himself in one fluid motion. he lands with practiced ease, sitting in his usual spot just as the light flickers on in your bedroom window.
he’s still grinning.
still breathless.
still absolutely unable to believe what just happened.
with a newfound confidence, jake pulls out his phone from one of his suit pockets and unlocks it.
JAKE (10:54PM) :
hey! just wanted to say im excited for tomorrow :) hope you have a good night y/n
he doesn’t hesitate before hitting send this time.
and when he wakes up the next morning, jake is still smiling.
no nightmares. no forgotten alarms. no dreading history finals. just the lingering memory of yesterday—from the hug to the walk last night, from the way you smiled at him to the way you said ‘night, spidey’, from the way he swears your laugh is not permanently stored in his brain’s top five sounds of all time.
now, he’s staring up at the massive curved glass in front of him, a large ‘beluga whales here!’ sign above him. you’re already right up against the glass, peering inside like you’re looking at the most fascinating thing in the world.
and to you—it is.
to jake? his answer would be very different.
his answer would look a lot like you.
because you’re right there, next to him. shoulder brushing him. looking effortlessly beautiful in the soft dim blue light of the tank.
and jake is trying very, very hard to look calm, cool, and collected. despite the fact that he’s sweating through his button-up because he’s nervous, giddy, and definitely sprayed way too much cologne (two spritzes max, sunghoon said. jake did six. he panicked).
but you—you look completely at peace.
you’re smiling, your eyes lighting up with wonder, one palm pressed gently against the glass as you watch one of the belugas swim past.
“they’re literally smiling,” you whisper, completely in awe. “look at them. they’re so pretty.”
jake glances at you. then the belugas. then back at you.
he’s not entirely sure who you’re talking about anymore.
“yeah,” he says, a little breathlessly. “they’re…really pretty.”
at that, you turn to look at him and jake has to force himself to not look away. he smiles at you when your eyes meet his. and your smile is soft. soft and amused. like you knew what he was saying. like you’re choosing not to call him out on it.
“so,” you eventually say, tilting your head to look up at him. “on a scale of one to ten, how ridiculous does this shirt make me look?”
jake glances down at your outfit—you’re wearing an oversized t-shirt now layered over the outfit you picked out for today. it’s bright blue, has a cartoon fish giving a thumbs up, and across the front in bubbly letters sits, ‘fish makes life betta’.
your eyes landed on it the second you two walked past the gift shop. and you had to have it. immediately, of course.
jake had laughed at first when you turned to him, holding up the shirt against you, eyes wide. “should i buy this?” you asked, not a hint of sarcasm in your tone.
and that’s when jake realized, you meant it.
and that was also the exact moment jake realized he’s absolutely, undeniably, hopelessly gone for you.
“negative twelve,” jake says now, very seriously, despite the smirk on his face. “you look unironically very cool.”
you scoff, “you’re such a liar.”
jake shrugs, still grinning. “did that get me a couple more points at least?”
one of your eyebrows quirk, like you’re surprised by the sudden confidence. and honestly? so is jake.
there’s a beat—one of those soft, lingering ones carrying a silence that feels full with something unspoken. the kind that hums quietly below the surface. the kind jake could live inside forever.
then, your lips twitch into a smile. “mmm…maybe half a point. you’re up to, like, an 89.5%.”
jake lets out a soft, breathless laugh, eyes still on you, “i’ll take it. that’s like…a B plus.”
“better than what you got on the history final,” you say, already smirking.
jake’s eyes widen as he gasps, “hey—what!? that was so uncalled for.”
you laugh again, clearly enjoying this. “you got a 73, jake.”
“a 74!” he corrects you, his voice now a pitch higher. “it was curved! and i woke up late! blame it on sleep deprivation.”
“that…still sounds like barely passing to me.”
jake narrows his eyes at you playfully, “okay, you know what? i’m deducting your points for emotional damage. 99.5%.”
you gasp dramatically. “you can’t deduct points!”
“better than what you got on the chemistry final,” jake says, eyebrows quirked, feeling ridiculously proud of himself for that one.
your eyes widen—equal parts shocked and impressed, “touché, jake. touché.”
and jake just grins, heart pounding so fast he swears it’s about to break out of his ribcage and up and run.
your smile lingers for a little longer before you glance away for a moment, returning your gaze back to the tank in front of you, watching as the belugas swim past lazily, weightless and floating like clouds. and you think there’s something oddly calming about them. it makes the whole world slow down.
jake watches you instead.
the lights from the tank dance against your skin, your features glowing blue and soft and perfect. your hands are simply at your side, head tilted slightly as you follow their movements with your wide eyes. you’re not even saying anything—but you don’t need to.
jake swallows hard. takes half a step closer to you.
“hey,” he says quietly.
you look over.
“yeah?”
“i’m really glad you came today.”
your expression shifts—just a little. surprised, maybe. but then, it softens. into something gentle and honest.
“i’m glad you asked,” you say, just as quiet.
and jake is so close. so close, that he can feel the slight brush of your pinky against his own. and suddenly, the air feels heavier. tighter. packed with nerves and possibilities and hope and everything that makes jake’s senses want to scream into a pillow.
and jake, because he’s still jake, blurts out the first thing his brain lands on—
“let’s take a picture with a beluga!”
you blink. but then, your laugh bubbles up again as you nod, stepping close behind him as he’s already fumbling to pull out his phone.
the photo is slightly blurry. your shirt is bright and front and center. jake’s smile is too wide, and yours is somewhere between a laugh and a look—
one that’s angled towards him instead of the camera.
the walk back later that night is quiet. not the awkward quiet. not the quiet filled with weird tension. but soft quiet. warm quiet. the kind of quiet that settles over jake like his favorite blanket—thick and safe and familiar, the kind that jake feels whenever he’s tucked into bed after a night out around the city.
and when you two walk side by side, you’re close enough that jake can feel your sleeve brush against his every few steps.
and the sidewalk is wide. but neither of you move away. not even once.
street lamps shine above you, the city hums quietly around, and jake—who literally has the ability to swing between skyscrapers and soar through the air—feels like he’s floating for the first time in his life.
because he’s definitely not thinking about how he can catch the small traces of your perfume or how your hand keeps brushing his.
and he’s definitely not spiraling over whether or not you’re thinking about how his hands keep brushing yours back.
and right when he’s mentally trying to calculate just how fast his heart is currently beating (and if his calculations were correct, he thinks he’s at 142 beats per minute)—
you stop walking.
jake halts a half step ahead, blinking in surprise as he turns back to face you, “everything okay?”
you bite your bottom lip. squeeze your eyes shut for a second. “yeah. yeah—i just…” a breath. “i have to tell you something.”
and that knocks the air straight out of jake’s lungs.
he steps towards you instinctively, his steps quiet against the pavement until he’s standing right in front of you—frozen under the soft glow of the streetlight overhead.
“okay,” he says, trying to sound normal.
which is hard. because jake is currently experiencing what can only be described as sensory overload.
he tries to not notice the way you’re fiddling with the hem of your incredibly bright blue shirt. or the way you’re blinking too many times. or the way he can literally hear your heartbeat from where he’s standing. and he calculates 143 beats per minute. maybe 144.
“i—um…i actually didn’t really need help with chemistry,” you blurt, eyes still focused somewhere near his shoelaces in front of you. “i know exactly what cis-trans isomerism in alkenes is. not only because i thought it was really cute when you explained it in class that one time, but because i genuinely think it’s super cool so i did my research project on it last—”
you pause. “…which is super irrelevant. oh my god—wait, let me backtrack.”
then your words start tumbling.
“i just—i thought you were really cute. and smart. and witty. and honestly, probably a little awkward too but, like, in a cute way. and i didn’t know how else to talk to you outside of class. i figured you were too busy or not really into random girls asking to hang out. so i panicked. even though i have a 98 in chem right now.”
you stop. take a breath—finally.
jake, however, does not.
jake’s entire being has stopped functioning.
his brain is blank—no thoughts, just the steady, continuous static of oh my god, oh my god, oh my god. every nerve in his body is on high alert. his spidey senses are firing—heart pounding, breath caught, fingertips tingling. it’s like his body’s trying to prepare him for a fight, when really? he’s just trying his hardest not to melt into the ground.
and jake can feel everything. the warmth of the streetlight on his back. the shift in the breeze between you and him. the exact distance between your body and his. it’s all too much and not enough and jake is losing his mind.
and when you notice his frozen stare, you wince—your eyes squeezing shut again as you start mumbling, “oh my god. i’m so sorry. okay, let’s just forget i said—”
and jake, because he’s still jake, doesn’t think.
jake kisses you.
it happens before he can overthink it. which is entirely a lie, because jake always overthinks.
but this time, it happens before he could spiral through every worst case scenario. before he could remind himself of all the ways he could possibly screw this up.
all he knows is that you were standing there—rambling, flushed, perfect—and he just had to.
his hand finds your cheek instinctively, warm and unsure and trembling ever so slightly. and when his lips meet yours—it’s gentle. so gentle, like a question asked without words. like an answer given all at once.
and jake is still spiraling. his senses are everywhere—you smell like faint citrus and something a little like vanilla, your grip on his shirt is tight, and your lips are soft, so soft, moving with his like you two have known this rhythm forever.
everything is heightened for him. blurred and focused at the same time. and the kiss isn’t perfect—his nose bumps yours and you step too close and accidentally hit his shoe—but none of that matters.
because this is real.
because it’s you.
and when jake finally, slowly, pulls back—just barely—both of you are breathless.
both heartbeats loud enough for jake to hear. quite literally.
“you think i’m smart?”
you let out a small scoff as your eyes meet his, his shirt still under your grip, “out of everything that just happened, that’s what you’re focusing on?”
“i mean,” jake shrugs, helplessly smiling, “i’m just making sure i heard that part correctly.”
you laugh louder now—relieved and warm and everything jake wants to hold onto forever.
the rest of the night moves slower for jake. literally slower.
like neither of you want the moment to end—your steps gradually slowing the closer you get to your apartment building. jake keeps his hands in his pockets, fingers still tingling, goosebumps still on his skin. every now and then, he steals a glance your way, just to make sure this is real. that you’re real.
and when you reach the front of your apartment building, jake’s chest tightens the tiniest bit. you stop at the base of the stairs. so does he.
“well,” your voice is quiet as your eyes flick up to his. “i’ll see you at school on monday?”
jake nods, trying to look cool, calm, and collected even though he’s pretty sure he’s still at 142 beats. “yeah. for sure. monday.”
you smile, soft and a little shy. “night, jake.”
“night, y/n,” he echoes, offering a tiny, awkward wave that makes you smile as you slip through the door.
jake lingers for a second longer, watching until the door clicks shut.
then he spins on his heel, a giddy smile on his face, stumbles three steps down the sidewalk and—
“holy shi—” he physically clamps a hand over his mouth to keep himself from screaming.
jake fist-pumps the air. once. twice. spins in a circle. nearly trips and eats it on the curb. but he doesn’t care.
he kissed you.
he kissed you. and you kissed him back.
and jake is back to nearly launching into orbit.
his fingers are still trembling as he pulls his phone out from his pocket, text message already full of typos from typing too fast when the screen lights up—
incoming call : GUY IN CHAIR 🧠
“DUDE,” jake answers instantly, breathless and borderline yelling. “i was just about to text you—I KISSED HER!”
a beat.
“WHAT?!” sunghoon’s voice explodes over the phone. “you KISSED her? you KISSED HER? oh my god.”
jake is pacing now, still walking down the street but barely aware of it. “i know. it just happened. i don’t even know—like, we were walking, then she stopped and told me she didn’t even need chemistry help and that she just needed an excuse to talk to me and i literally blacked out so i don’t remember the rest—”
“oh my god. oh my god.”
“i KNOW.”
“like, wait—you kissed her-kissed her?”
“i KISSED her-kissed her, dude.”
“bro.”
“i know.”
they’re both beaming. celebrating. somewhere above him, a very confused old lady stares at jake from her window as he dances in the middle of the sidewalk like he just won the lottery.
“wait. wait, crap—” sunghoon cuts in, tone suddenly serious. “hang on, i called you for a reason.”
jake freezes mid-spin, “huh?”
“guy in chair duties,” sunghoon’s voice shifts. “there’s a call coming through the police scanner. armed robbery. bank on 23rd and main. it just came in, like, thirty seconds ago.”
jake stops. groans. “you’re kidding me,” he mutters under his breath.
“sorry, man.”
without missing a beat, jake glances around for any people—then ducks into the nearest alleyway.
“can’t a guy catch a break?” he mumbles, already yanking off his button up, his suit already underneath (because—obviously, you can never be too prepared), then bunches up the shirt and webs it to the brick wall in one fluid motion.
sunghoon’s voice buzzes through his phone, “good luck, spidey.”
jake pulls the mask over his face. “i’ll just tell you the rest on monday.”
“copy that.”
“thanks, hoon. spidey’s on it.”
turns out—spidey, in fact, was not on it.
he doesn’t know if he should blame it on the fact that he was mildly (extremely) mentally distracted by the memory of kissing you under the warm streetlight, or the fact that those robbers had insanely good aim, but either way:
jake comes home with a black eye, a rapidly darkening bruise on his cheekbone, a bullet graze burning across his left side, and what he’s 97% sure is a dislocated ankle.
“crap, crap, crap,” he mutters under his breath, wincing as he carefully locks the window behind him. he drops down from the ceiling with a thud, trying not to yelp out in pain when he lands on the ankle that he’s now 99% sure is dislocated. the apartment is quiet. his mom’s probably asleep. hopefully.
jake rips off his mask and immediately grimaces at his reflection in the mirror, “jesus.”
his right eye is already swelling. there’s dried blood going down the side of his face. his suit is slightly torn and singed and still sticky over the wound at his ribs. he presses a palm there, breathing through his teeth.
it’s fine. he’s fine. totally fine.
the shower was probably the most painful part of the night. every drop stings, and there’s something really, really humbling about trying to wash off dirt and dried blood while also replaying the moment you kissed him in perfect clarity over and over again in his head.
and jake’s been at this for a while now. out patrolling, out fighting crime, out throwing dad jokes to creeps at night. but he’s never had a night like this. not with this much chaos, not with this much feeling.
an unexpected bullet. a slam against concrete. some dumb goon with a perfect punch.
but right before it? you. you in an obnoxiously bright blue t-shirt saying ‘fish make life betta’. looking at him like that. kissing him like that.
by the time jake stumbles out of the bathroom, patched up with some teenage mutant ninja turtles bandages and wrapped in an oversized hoodie, he’s exhausted.
every limb aches. every muscle screams. every brain cell thinking of you.
and by the time monday rolls around and he wakes up to his alarm at 6:32AM—because he snoozed it for 32 extra minutes—jake frowns at what he sees.
his black eye looks worse, his face is, at least, five different shades of blue, purple, pink, and his ankle is still swollen. every step sends a jolt of pain up his body that even breathing feels like a core workout.
so jake does what any emotionally and physically fatigued teenage superhero would do.
he fakes food poisoning.
when his mom knocks on his door to get him up for school, jake meekly groans out a quick, “mooom. i’ve been projectile vomiting since, like, 3AM. i think it was the fish tacos.”
jake did not eat fish tacos.
but she buys it anyways, says something about him getting rest, and how she’s going to the store for medicine.
and jake sighs. mentally blesses his mom’s heart. attempts to fist pump weakly. fails. winces in pain. then, he turns his phone completely off, buries himself under his blanket, and with nothing but the hazy image of beluga whales, a reminder that he needs to wash his bloodied suit, and you—jake finally falls asleep.
the next thing jake can comprehend is more than twelve hours later. a lot more than twelve hours later. when he blinks awake—it’s pitch black, his body is still aching, his phone is dead, and—
there’s knocking.
soft, but persistent.
he stumbles out of bed with a groan and a wince, croaking out a low, “coming..” while he limps over with one arm holding his side before he whips his door open and—
it’s you.
jake blinks.
you blink.
your jaw drops.
“y/n,” jake blurts out, eyes wide. he rubs them once. twice. hopes, prays, this is just one of those weird fever dreams that feel way too real that he gets whenever he sleeps for too long.
but then you rush forward, brows furrowed and eyes flicking from his black eye, to the bruise on his cheek, to the way he’s leaning heavily on one leg with the other slightly elevated—
yeah.
this is not a fever dream.
“what are you—what—how—what are you doing here?” jake stammers, instantly turning around, nerves spiking as he quickly scans his room for any incriminating spidey-like props.
suit? mask? web shooters? where did he put that damn mask—
“i texted you, like, fourteen times,” you say following him in, concerned painted all over your face. “you didn’t show up to school. you weren’t answering. i panicked and your mom let me in—jake.”
you stop.
jake stops.
your voice drops.
“what in the world happened to you?”
jake did not plan for this part. well, he didn’t plan for any of this. “i—uh,” he turns to you, eyes wide. “i…fell.”
your eyes flick down to his knuckles—bruised, battered, and definitely the aftermath of punching something hard. you raise a brow.
jake follows your gaze. panics.
“jake—did you…get in a fight?”
“what?!” his voice goes an octave too high. he clears his throat. tries again. “no. no, no. i don’t—fights? me? no. i don’t—i don’t get into fights. that would be very…un-cool.”
you give him a look that says you clearly don’t buy it, but to his relief, you don’t push.
but because jake is still jake, he continues anyways. “i…i was biking—”
jake doesn’t know how to ride a bike.
“—without a helmet. bad idea, don’t do that. and then i hit this…massive pothole. huge. basically fell off and hit the curb and…and yeah.”
you blink at him. and jake’s panicking, so he’s still going.
“—and then a pigeon flew into me…?”
you blink again. “a pigeon.”
jake nods quickly, as if that could convince you anymore (it doesn’t). “a pigeon! you know how they are. dumb pigeons.”
there’s a pause. you stare at him from halfway across the room. jake stands there awkwardly with his hands by his side.
you sigh. cross your arms. “you’re a really bad liar.”
jake looks at the ground. his ears turn red. then he looks back at you with a small, sheepish smile on his face. “yeah,” he admits softly. “kinda am.”
jake moves to sit on the edge of the bed, and you take that as an invitation to sit next to him. there’s a silence between you two again as jake fiddles with the ends of his hoodie, his face warm from either the bruising, the fact that you just called him out, or the fact that somehow, someway, you’re here. in his room. on his bed.
you glance sideways to look at him. then at the floor. then back at him again. you nudge his knee with yours. “…well,” your voice comes out quiet. “are you okay? at least?”
jake looks up. meets your eyes.
and they're wide and worried and so completely focused on him. and for the second time in twenty-four hours, jake thinks his heart might literally give out.
he nods once. swallows. “yeah. yeah, i am. thanks, y/n.”
the moment lingers as the same warm hush settles again between you, like some kind of quiet, mutual agreement—like hey, i’m here, and yeah. i care. and no, i’m not going anywhere. and jake doesn’t know what to spiral about first.
the fact that:
you haven’t left.
you haven’t pried about why he looks like a literal punching bag.
you care.
you shift a little, reaching into the backpack that jake hadn’t even noticed you brought, and pull out a packet of neatly clipped papers.
“i brought the chem notes from today,” you say, holding them out in between you. “there was a pop quiz, and i figured you might want the stuff we reviewed after.”
jake blinks down at the packet, then up at you. then back at the packet. he tries to act normal when he brushes against your fingers when it takes he from your hand. fails spectacularly.
“and,” you continue, eyes flicking to his for a second before focusing somewhere behind him. notably, the crooked bill nye ‘science rules!’ poster taped to the wall. “i just…wanted to see you.”
and jake, quite literally, forgets how to form words for half a second, but you don’t notice. your knee is still against his and he thinks he’s memorized the smell of your shampoo at this point.
“anyways—” you clear your throat and the shyness in your tone makes jake forget how to breathe.
“—there’s this documentary they’re playing at the theater tomorrow.” you pause, as if gauging his reaction but jake’s pretty sure he’s blacked out right now. “it’s about—um—deep sea ecosystems? something about bioluminescence and predator-prey adaptations and this super weird jellyfish migration they just discovered.”
jake blinks hard. shakes himself back to reality. realizes this definitely, 100%, isn’t a fever dream. but surely, he’s dreamt of something like this before.
“that…sounds amazingly weird,” is all he can manage to say, nodding slowly.
“i figured,” you give a little half-shrug, “maybe you’d wanna go with me?” then you nudge his shoulder this time. “if you’re not still crippled by then, that is.”
there is a full three seconds of stunned, stunned silence.
then, jake scrambles to sit up straighter, eyes wide, “yes. yeah—yes, i’d love to. with you. to see the jellyfish. yeah.”
you smile at him, “cool.”
and jake can’t stop smiling back. he’s 98% pretty sure he looks like an idiot, but 100% knows he doesn’t care in the slightest.
you push up from the bed before grabbing your backpack and slinging it over your shoulder. “alright then,” you say, clapping your hands together. “i should go. rest up, okay?”
“i will. i will,” jake nods quickly, still a little dazed. “can’t be too crippled for tomorrow.”
you let out a soft laugh as he follows you to the front door. and when you step outside, you pause in the doorway—hovering like there’s still something on the tip of your tongue.
jake’s hand lingers on the doorknob. you glance up at him. open your mouth, then close it again.
then finally, quietly—you try again.
“i, um…” you tuck a loose strand of hair behind your ear. “about the other night…”
jake’s heart rate spikes.
your eyes flicker up to meet his, and they’re a little unsure. as if searching.
“i wasn’t sure,” you admit. “when you didn’t show up to school and didn’t answer my texts…i didn’t know if maybe—”
you trail off for a second, then finish in one quick breath:
“if maybe you regretted it.”
and jake—bruised and aching and completely out of his mind for you—feels the air knocked out of him all over again.
his entire body goes still before he reboots all within 0.5 seconds. “no,” he says. fast. too fast, jake. “god, no.”
your eyes lift again.
“i didn’t regret it. not even a little bit,” his voice stumbles, his nerves are on fire, and his chest tightens with something dangerously close to hope. “i think…i think i relived it a million times in my head, honestly.
jake lets out a small chuckle—partly pathetic, but entirely sincere. “i meant it,” he murmurs. “every second of it.”
you shift your weight from foot to foot, “okay.” a reassured smile rests on your face. “just checking.”
jake exhales, rubs the back of his neck, and looks at you with something boyish and sorry. “i don’t regret it, but i do regret not checking my phone. that was stupid.”
you smirk at him, “a little bit.”
jake grins, releasing a short breath of relief as he leans a little against the doorframe, “i’ll do better.”
you hum, giving him a certain, knowing look.
“i’ll hold you to it,” your voice drops a little, and before jake can fully process the shift, you lean in—just barely, but yet just enough—and place the lightest kiss to his cheek.
and jake goes completely still. because it’s not dramatic, and it’s definitely not cinematic by any means.
not when you’re both standing in the middle of his apartment hallway, under a flickering light his super refuses to fix no matter how many maintenance requests his mom files. not when there’s a suspicious cloud of weed-scented air coming from the new college neighbors, who obviously do not care about the no smoking indoors sign. and especially not when jake’s ankle is still swollen, his ribs still sore, and he’s wearing star wars pajama pants with a hole in them that he’s praying you didn’t notice.
but it’s warm. and real. and so vulnerable it makes jake’s heart yearn in the most inconvenient way. like breathless honesty wrapped in nothing but silence and the glow of someone who cares.
you pull back slowly, your cheeks a shade pinker than before, your eyes still on his. and jake—well, he’s pretty sure his entire body is red head to toe. his cheek tingles from where your lips just were and his senses are so hyper-focused on you, he doesn’t even notice the pain of his wounds anymore.
“goodnight, jake,” you say finally before turning and going down the hall. and jake stands there, watching you—entirely, irrevocably, shamelessly, gone.
when you’re finally out of sight, jake finally stands up straight, snapping himself out of it and shuts the door behind him, limping his way back to his room when—
his eye catches the clock.
10:43PM.
crap.
you really need to stop walking home this late.
and suddenly, jake’s adrenaline kicks back in. not from the kiss. okay, maybe a little from the kiss. but mostly because it’s you, and you’re walking home alone, and, yeah, you live a five minute walk away from his but what if something happened, and then—
yeah.
with no hesitation, jake locks his room door, goes into his closet, and grabs his suit—still battered and bloodied and roughened up, but it’ll do.
two minutes and one-struggle-to-put-on-a-suit-when-half-crippled-later, jake is quietly hobbling out of his window, praying his mom is asleep.
he swings himself easily onto the rooftop of his own building, easily spotting you already a block down. he keeps to the rooftops, stealthily going from building to building until—
his damn ankle.
his ankle—which he clearly forgot about for a hot business second—catches on a loose gutter and the next thing jake knows is pain, the taste of concrete in his face, and a loud-and-not-so-subtle crash, bang, clang.
“crap, crap, shit—” jake stands up, dusting his suit off, one leg propped up as he balances on his good one. “ouch, god—”
“spidey?”
oh god.
jake freezes. peeks over the edge.
and there you are—fifty-something feet below, staring up at him, brows furrowed, arms crossed.
“oh—” jake gives an awkward wave from where he is. “—y/n! hey! hi. what’s—uh—what’s up?”
jake steps back to duck out of sight, muttering a stream of whispered curses to himself before inhaling sharply and flinging himself down from the rooftop, landing right in front of you with the composure of someone with a screaming ankle and bullet-shaped wound in their abdomen.
you arch a brow. “…is this the part where you admit you are following me, after all?”
jake straightens up slowly. and painfully.
“i—what? no. i was, uh…” he gestures vaguely down the block. he has no idea what he’s pointing to. “getting pizza. dollar slice. late night craving.”
“uh huh,” you squint, clearly not believing him. “if i promise to stop walking home this late, will you stop stalking me from rooftops?”
jake pauses. tilts his head. “define stalking.”
you let out a small laugh, half-exasperated, half-fond.
“fine then,” you say, shrugging, “c’mon then. you’re already out. i’m coming with you.”
jake blinks. “…coming with me to…where?”
“to get pizza,” you’re walking now, already turning without second thought. “duh.”
ten minutes and two lukewarm pizza slices later, you’re sitting shoulder to shoulder on your fire escape. the air is thick with humidity and smells faintly of marinara, melting cheese, and rusted metal. there’s a low buzz of cars below in the distance, and the stars up above are mostly hidden.
you’re chewing in silence. jake, on the other hand, is holding his slice in his hand in fear—too nervous to even lift his mask up to eat it. thankfully, you don’t notice. or if you do, you don’t mention it. either way, he’s relieved.
you knee bumps his. “so why do you do it?”
jake startles slightly, his eyes dragging over to you beneath his mask, “why do i…do what?”
you take another bite, still staring out across the street. “spider-man. why do you do what you do?”
he follows your gaze to the building you’re looking at. gives a weak shrug.
“i…didn’t really have a choice, i guess,” he offers quietly.
that makes you turn. “you’re being forced to do this?”
“no—no, not like that,” he’s quick to shake his head. then he pauses. thinks for a second. “it’s more like…one day, i woke up with these powers. and i realized i could do something with it, you know? like something good. and if i have the chance to…shouldn’t i?”
you’re silent for a second. then you glance over, studying the smooth fabric of his mask like you’re trying to see the face beneath it.
“so you fight crime and get beat up on the daily…willingly?” you shake your head, a small scoff escaping your nose. “you’re better than me, spidey.”
jake lets out a short breath—half of a laugh, half of a sigh. “someone has to. i mean, if i just sit back and watch bad things happen…then it’s like the bad things happen because of me.”
you nod slowly, your lips pressing together in thought. “yeah. that makes sense.”
there’s another pause. quiet, mutual. a pocket of space in the noise of the city where nothing exists but your knees pressed side by side and the pizza box going cold between you. you shift beside him, letting your legs dangle freely off the fire escape. “you’re a good guy,” you say eventually, turning to shoot him a soft smile.
jake swallows hard. his heart’s somewhere in his throat, and he doesn’t quite trust his own voice not to crack, so he simply nods—just once—and turns his gaze back out to the horizon.
“welp,” jake finally says, voice low, a little reserved, “i should probably get back to…you know. my thing.”
you tilt your head, eyes narrowing playfully. “like walking your favorite citizens back home?”
“that part—” jake scoffs under his breath, then smirks behind the mask, “—is already done.” then, because spider-man is still jake, he throws up a finger-gun for good measure. he hates himself.
you roll your eyes, but the same smile stays on your face, “you’re unbelievable, spider-man.”
“i try.”
jake slowly rises to stand on the narrow ledge, glancing down at you one more time. the moonlight hits your cheek just right. you’re still holding the crust of your pizza slice, legs swinging, your eyes slightly narrowed like you’re trying to figure something out. and for the third time in twenty-four hours, jake still feels like his heart might give out.
he gives you a little salute, meant to be casual, but he feels anything but. and then, without thinking—he says it.
“see you tomorrow.”
a beat of silence.
jake’s face blanks. his body completely stills.
you blink up at him.
“…tomorrow?”
crap. crap, crap, CRAP.
jake’s silence goes for a second too long. then he scrambles for cover.
“i mean—uh—hypothetically,” jake stammers, waving a gloved hand vaguely. “like, if you’re…out again. tomorrow. late at night. which you shouldn’t be. because, you know. laws.”
you give him a look. “laws?”
“yup,” he taps his chest with two fingers. “spidey laws.”
you let out a small giggle and lean back against the railing, arms loosely wrapped over your knees. “right. goodnight, spidey.”
jake clears his throat and bids a small, “night, y/n,” before shooting his web to the corner of the next building and swinging himself out of sight.
and jake doesn’t stop smiling the whole way home.
not even when he peels the suit off with a small wince. not even when he collapses into bed, muscles aching and bruises throbbing and heart racing.
but the panic eventually sets in.
and it’s early evening the next day by the time it does for jake.
jake stands in front of his closet, yanking hangers out as he quickly skims and tosses another outfit into the rejected pile.
sunghoon lies on the bed behind him, sprawled out horizontally, lazily twisting a rubik’s cube with one hand and scrolling on his phone with the other.
“you know,” sunghoon says without looking up, “it’s literally just a movie. actually, it’s barely even that. it’s a documentary.”
jake whips around, ignoring sunghoon’s comments, holding up a navy button-up in one hand and a graphic tee in the other. “which one says i-tried-but-didn’t-try-too-hard-because-i’m-not-100%-sure-what-we-are-quite-yet-but-just-enough-try?”
“…okay,” sunghoon says, twisting the cube into a perfect, one-colored side. “i’m just…gonna ignore everything you said. but go with the navy.”
“perfect,” jake grins at first, before his eyebrows furrow slightly. “wait, wait, wait. do you think she suspects anything?”
sunghoon lowers the cube. looks at jake. “about you liking her? bro, you kissed her—dude, it’s so obvi—she knows, trust me.”
“no,” jake hisses, yanking off his shirt and then buttoning the navy one on. “about me. like me me. like, spider-man me.”
sunghoon pauses. eyes jake. “what? why? what did you do?”
jake tries to fight back the dumb grin growing on his face as he runs his hand through his hair. “i walked her home.”
“okay…” sunghoon gives him a look that says he’s not impressed. “and i walked my grandma home last week, what’s your point—”
jake rolls his eyes and glances at him through the mirror. “as spider-man.”
“wait—” sunghoon gasps. “so you did end up using your lil guy!”
jake turns to sunghoon, face horrified, “can we please stop calling it my lil guy—”
but before sunghoon can respond, a sudden crackle of static cuts through the air from where jake’s police scanner sits on his cluttered desk.
“—reports of an assault in progress near 37th and bay. suspect is armed. five victims. officers en route. any nearby units respond.”
the air stills.
sunghoon immediately sits up.
jake’s head jerks towards the tracker.
sunghoon’s already reading the look in his best friend’s eyes, “don’t.”
jake doesn’t answer.
his eyes are locked on the scanner. his jaw tightens. his mind already racing.
assault in progress. you. suspect is armed. documentary. weird jelly fish. 37th and bay. you. five victims. y/n.
y/n. y/n. y/n.
sunghoon watches him carefully, like someone trying to talk a bomb out of detonating.
“jake. don’t even think about it.”
“i’m not!” jake blurts, too fast, too high, and the crack at the end gives him away.
sunghoon groans. “dude. you have another date. with y/n. you’ve been waiting for this for so long.”
“i—i know,” jake’s voice rises in panic. and he’s trying so hard not to panic. “but what if no one gets there in time? w—what if…it’s close. i can handle it. i’ll be quick.”
“jake.” sunghoon gapes at him. “quick? you literally limped up the stairs today. you barely beat that guy from the other day!”
jake doesn’t hear him.
in fact—
jake’s navy button-up is already off.
“i’ll be fine!”
“you still have a bullet scar in your stomach!”
“exactly, sunghoon. scar. practically healed. no biggie!”
sunghoon throws his hands up. “you can’t be serious—”
“i’ll be done and early to the theater. i swear, hoon.” jake is already tugging the suit halfway over his upper half, wincing at the movement but powering through. “i’ll swing in, swing out. three minutes, tops.”
sunghoon groans louder.
and jake is already yanking the window open.
“jake.” his friend’s voice softens slightly. “don’t blow this. you like her. she likes you.”
jake pauses, foot on the ledge, mask in hand. he turns back towards sunghoon, lips tight, shoulders tense.
“i do like her,” he murmurs.
he pulls the mask down over his head anyways.
“but you know me, sunghoon. you know i can’t be the guy who looks the other way.”
and sunghoon does know. of course he knows.
this was always a losing battle from the start. because he knows his best friend, he knows jake. knows his heart wasn’t just made of gold, but forged in it. soft and stubborn, foolish yet fearless. the kind of heart that doesn’t back down, even when it knows it should. the kind that tries anyways.
so sunghoon doesn’t push any further. he presses a hand to jake’s shoulder and gives it a firm pat.
“you better not be late.”
jake offers a crooked salute with two fingers—part promise, part apology—
and falls backwards out the window.
a flick of his wrist, a few shots of web, a sharp whoosh of air as jake swings into the wind—and the night cleans the rest of his loud thoughts out of his head.
because as much as he wants to see you—as much as he’s worrying about being late—he can’t think about that right now.
and so one fight, a couple hard punches to the gut, a potentially dislocated shoulder, and a webbed-up criminal later—
jake is limping his way back across a rooftop ledge, blood in his mouth and the taste of guilt already rising up like bile behind it.
he lands with a grunt just outside his window on the fire escape, cracking it open and tip-toeing in. he stumbles into his room—still half-messy from earlier—navy button-up on the floor, rubik’s cube on the bed.
jake groans softly, one hand pressed into his side, the other slowly dragging his mask off.
his jaw aches. his ribs throb. his other ankle is definitely going to bruise. but his heart?
sinks when he finally turns on his phone.
6 missed messages.
3 missed calls.
all from you.
Y/N (7:41PM) :
hey! just got here early :)) but no rush!!
Y/N (7:57PM) :
are u on ur way?
Y/N (8:03PM) :
jake? is everything okay?
Y/N (8:16PM) :
im going in now…meet me inside when u get here?
Y/N (9:45PM) :
jake if u forgot u can just tell me
Y/N (10:12PM) :
i hope ur okay
jake stares at the screen. sits on the edge of his bed, defeated. like he might fall apart.
because jake has seen a lot in his short lifetime.
he’s seen back alleyways soaked in red. he’s seen broken glass way too many times a teenager ever should. he’s seen someone take a swing at him with a crowbar. he’s seen bruises bloom on his ribs and vanish before anyone could ask questions. he’s seen criminals twice his size fall, and he’s seen friends—good people—get hurt anyways.
but this?
this wrecks him.
this has jake in shambles.
because he missed it. he missed you.
and before he could talk himself out of it—before he even knows what he’s going to say—he’s tapping on your name and pressing the call button.
it rings once. twice. three times.
“jake?” your voice is soft. cautious. like you didn’t know if you should answer, but did anyways.
jake swallows hard, voice caught in his throat.
“i’m sorry.”
a pause. it hangs in the air and jake already wants to scream.
“i’m so sorry,” he says again, voice low, words falling out fast, as if trying to outrun his own guilt gnawing at him. “i—i didn’t mean to—i was gonna be there, i swear i was gonna be there, but then something happened and—”
“hey,” your voice cuts through. not loud, not pressing, not angry. “it’s okay.”
but it’s far from it. not in jake’s head. not when the image of you sitting alone in the dark theater has already carved itself into his brain. not when he can hear the disappointment in your voice.
jake licks his lips. he can hear the shift of your weight rustling against your bed. maybe you’re curled up somewhere in the dark. maybe you’re still in the outfit you wore to the movies. maybe you cried, and maybe you didn’t. and maybe jake will never know.
“no, no it’s not,” jake manages. he winces—at the pain growing at his ribs, at the mess he’s made, at himself. “i—i didn’t even text, i—god, i’m such an idiot—”
“you’re not an idiot, jake,” you say. and your voice is tired, but never cold. “i was just…worried.”
“i’m okay. i promise. and i promise i didn’t forget,” he whispers. “not even a little.”
and there’s so much more jake wants to say.
“…did something happen?” you ask gently.
jake’s fingers tighten around the phone.
“yeah,” jake says, the sound barely coming out. “kind of.”
another beat passes. a small exhale from you.
“do you want to talk about it?”
and jake’s throat closes up.
because he wants to. god, he wants to.
he wants to tell you everything—about the fight, the chase, the guy with the knife, the way his side still burns, the way he pictured you waiting outside the theater for him with every swing and every hit he took and every punch.
he wants to tell you he didn’t forget. that you were the only thing on his mind the whole time.
but he can’t. he knows he can’t.
“…i—i can’t.”
you’re quiet again. but this time, jake can feel the shift even over the phone.
and it’s not annoyance, it’s not cold. jake doesn’t think a single bone in your body could ever hold an ounce of bitterness.
just disappointment. sadness.
“…okay.” your voice barely goes through. jake squeezes his eyes shut. his fist balls up the sheet under him. “i’m sorry,” he whispers again.
you inhale through your nose, “it’s okay. i just—i didn’t know if something happened. i didn’t know if you were hurt...or if i said something wrong.”
jake’s stomach twists—sharp and awfully close to throwing up. and this time, it’s not from the amount of times he took it to the gut today.
“no,” he blurts, too quickly but he doesn’t care. “no, it wasn’t you. you didn’t do anything wrong.”
another long, still silence.
“alright…well,” you murmur eventually, voice light in that way people use when they’re trying not to sound disappointed. “i’ll see you at school then, i guess?”
“yeah,” jake nods, even though you can’t see him. “yes. yeah, tomorrow.”
you don’t say anything else.
and neither does he.
you end the call first.
and jake stays frozen, still on the edge of his bed, phone still pressed to his ear even after the line goes dead with a soft click.
he shuts his eyes, letting the dark swallow him whole. and as he groans, rubbing a tired hand over his face—wincing at the physical pain, but mentally cursing at the emotional one—jake can’t stop hearing your voice in his head.
everything is too much.
halls buzzing, lockers slamming, sneakers squeaking. the overhead lights are way too bright, and the air smells like gym socks and cafeteria mystery meat.
and it’s all overwhelming. well, it should be, at least. especially for someone who has heightened senses that feels everything a hundred times more than the regular human being. sharper, louder, closer.
but jake barely notices any of it. he’s already halfway down the corridor, eyes immediately locking in on you the second he walked through those doors. and as far as he’s concerned, nothing else matters.
you’re at your locker, spinning the combination without looking, when jake finds himself next to you before he knows it.
he clears his throat, “hey.”
you glance over.
“oh,” you say, blinking. “hi.”
jake steps a little closer, a little hesitant, nerves jumbled in his gut. “look, y/n. i’m really sorry. i still am.”
you shake your head almost immediately, pulling out a book and shutting your locker gently. there’s a polite smile on your face as you look over at him, “jake. it’s okay. really.”
"it’s not—” he says, frowning, his voice coming out rougher than he intends. his ribs still hurt. his ankle’s still swollen. his face still bruised. but none of that stings half as much as the way you’re not meeting his eyes right now. “you had every right to be pissed—”
“i wasn’t pissed, jake,” you cut in gently. “i told you. you just worried me…that’s all.”
that makes jake shut up. his throat closes up. because worried might be worse. worried means you care. and he let you down anyway.
and that’s it for a moment. the silence that follows stretches a little too long—lockers clang in the background, someone yells about running late to class. the world keeps moving—but jake doesn’t.
“i’m glad you’re okay,” you finally say, voice quiet as your gaze skims across his face, lingering just a moment too long on the faint bruise along his jaw.
jake exhales slowly. tries not to flinch under the weight of your concern. because how? how can you still look at him like that—with care, with softness—when he doesn’t know what he even did to deserve it?
and the worst part is, he’s terrified he already lost you before he ever even earned you.
“…so,” he says, the word catching in his throat awkwardly yet hopeful all at once, “how about we try again?”
your head tilts, an unreadable curiosity replacing the worry in your eyes.
jake lets out an uneven breath of nervous laughter as he searches your eyes. “tomorrow night? you, me. that corner diner with the insane milkshakes and greasy burgers. then we can regret it together afterwards.”
you only look at him for a beat. then, just slightly, your shoulders relax. and jake watches it happen in real time—the way the tension lifts just slightly, the curve of a small smile tugging at your lips.
like sunlight cutting through a cloud. like a sign from the universe that maybe, just maybe, he didn’t completely ruin everything.
“okay,” you breathe, a small laugh escaping with it. “that…actually does sound kinda fun. maybe not the grease part, but…yeah. at least we can suffer together.”
you then step closer, nudging him lightly with your shoulder, a playful glint in your eye, “you’re paying, by the way.”
jake grips the straps of his backpack with both his hands, smiling at you like a child offered candy. “done and done.”
“alright, well,” you step back with a glance down the hall, “i should probably head to class.”
jake nods back, eyes still watching you, “yeah, yeah, right. me too.” but he doesn’t move. just keeps watching you, unsure if he should try pinching himself.
you look back at him one last time, “jake?”
jake’s half-way on his heels when he stops at the sound of your voice again. “yeah?”
“it really is okay,” you reassure. and it’s real. honest. grounded. and everything jake needs to hear.
he smiles, a little too lopsided and voice a little too fragile when he speaks again, “i’ll see you?”
“counting on it,” you grin before turning back and making your way to class.
the rest of the day blurs for jake. he aces the pop vocabulary quiz in english, he steals some of sunghoon’s fries from his tray, he accidentally dents his locker door when closing it because he forgets he has literal super strength.
but it all passes in a haze. muted and unimportant.
because the only thing that cuts through the noise is the thought of you.
every hour stalls. every minute another reminder that the best way to distract himself from the chaos of his head is the same thing that causes it in the first place—
seeing you.
obviously.
“you know,” his voice comes from above, playful and easy, “i probably sacrifice at least two churros a night just making sure you get home safe instead of saving the world out there.”
“jesus christ—” you jolt back, nearly tripping over your own feet as jake—spider-man—drops down beside you later that night on your walk back home. you instinctively swat at the air as if that threatens him. at all.
“wrong guy,” he quips, sticking the landing in a crouch and straightening up. “but i do appreciate the enthusiasm.”
your face drops and give him a deadpan stare. “you really gotta stop doing that.”
“me?” jake clutches his chest dramatically through the suit before jutting a thumb behind him towards absolutely nothing. “i could totally leave right now and earn myself some churros.”
you huff out a breath, rolling your eyes even as your lips twitch towards a smile, “then why are you still here, spidey?”
“because,” jake answers simply, falling into step beside you, “it’s part of my friendly-neighborhood-spider-man-civic-duties to make sure my favorite citizen gets home safe.”
you snort, shaking your head lightly as you tilt your head at him, “fine. let’s get going then.”
jake smiles beneath the mask—too wide, too hopeful, too much. and you don’t see it, but he feels it—feels you—in every corner of himself. and jake hates how badly he wishes this could just be him. no mask, no lies, no secret. just jake. just you.
once you two make it a block or two (jake lost count), jake coughs a little too awkwardly, breaking through the quiet, “sooo…what ended up happening with that aquarium guy?”
you falter for half a second. it’s quick, but jake notices. not because his jake-tingle makes him notice everything, but because he’s watching. especially you.
you start walking again just as fast, trying to pretend the question didn’t rattle you at all before you clear your throat, “what guy?”
“y’know,” jake gestures vaguely, hands flailing, “the guy-guy. the one who took you to see the belugas—”
oh no.
jake stops. shuts his mouth.
he did it again.
you stop too. turn to look at him slowly.
“…how do you know about the belugas?”
jake looks at you. the lenses of his mask widen. then narrow. blink. squint.
“i—uh—” jake rubs the back of his neck, the suit suddenly feeling a little too tight, a little too warm. “i saw a billboard. yeah. i was swinging around the other day and—and there was this massive ad. big and blue and very…beluga-like.”
there’s a beat.
reason #1115 why jake’s going to launch himself into orbit.
but you buy it anyways, settling with a small side-eye before walking again, “okay…right.”
“yeah,” jake exhales under his mask, recovering with a casual shrug, “anyways. belugas…the aquarium guy?”
you hum, the sound barely audible as if you’re thinking, “he’s…cool. he’s alright.”
and jake’s heart caves in a little.
okay, maybe a lot.
he pretends to nod, to be chill, to not feel like maybe he’s witnessing his entire world fall apart in front of him right now and he can’t do anything about it.
“damn,” he manages to squeak out, voice lighter than how he feels. “just alright?”
you glance at him briefly before looking back at the sidewalk, “no, no—he’s…he’s really nice,” you say and jake swears he can feel the syllables in your voice individually bruise his ribs. “he’s just…confusing. i don’t know.”
and jake, because he’s jake, watches you. watches the way your voice dips quieter. watches the way your shoulders curl in just a little, watches the way your mind trails off.
“confusing…” he says slowly, carefully, testing the ice. “like you…don’t like him?” and jake doesn’t know why he asked that. he doesn’t know if he wants to hear the answer.
“yes. no. i—i don’t know. i think i do.” a small pause. you kick a pebble. “but sometimes it’s hard to tell if he…if he actually cares? or if i made the whole thing up in my head.”
jake blinks hard. looks away. swallows. bites the inside of his cheek to keep everything in. because you didn’t make it up. not even a little. and god, if only you knew how desperately he cares—how much of his life he’s unintentionally rewritten around you.
his heart screams to tell you everything. that this is his chance, that he can fix everything right here, right now.
but his brain knows better.
“i think…you should give him a chance.”
you look up, surprised. and jake doesn’t know why—but that hurts too.
“seriously,” his eyes flick forward again. “he’d be lucky. you’re smart. and thoughtful. and…even though you have the survival instincts and awareness of a sea turtle, you’re…fun. and honestly kind of unbelievable.”
and for a spilt second, jake forgets.
forgets that he’s not just jake. forgets he’s not just a teenage boy talking to his crush. forgets that to you, right now, he’s not the awkward guy that stammers next to you in chemistry and accidentally breaks glass beakers in his hand. forgets that he’s spider-man—the one you seem to trust a little more freely than the boy who let you down.
and that’s what hurts the most.
because when you glance up at him now—there’s that feeling again.
the pocket of air that only ever exists between you and him. a space that feels warmer than the rest of the world, like the universe took a breath and exhaled only around the two of you.
and it’s always there, somehow—whether he’s wearing the mask or not. whether it’s spider-man and you eating cold pizza on your fire escape. whether it’s you and jake laughing over a lame pun your teacher used in class. and jake knows that air. craves it. has memorized the shape of silence it holds.
but right now, it feels more like spider-man gets to live in it. not jake. and that realization twists something sharp and quiet inside his chest.
because jake’s the one who likes you. jake’s the one who knows you like your matcha lattes even with the grainy oat milk that makes the texture weird. the one who knows you only ever take chemistry quizzes with your favorite pink pen because you think it gives you good luck. the one who gets to share sour patch kids with you under the lab table when you both think no one is looking. but jake’s the one who messed up.
and spider-man’s the one who gets to be here now.
he looks at you—you standing there, eyes soft, smile just a little sad—and he’s willing himself not to say anything stupid. not to ruin the moment. not to cross that line he drew. not to let it get to his head every time he realizes the only way he can be close to you right now…is by being someone else.
and so jake locks in.
the next morning, he wakes up early—which, in jake terms, really means waking up at his regular time and only hitting snooze twice instead of his usual six. he throws on a hoodie that he sniffed to make sure it smells like detergent and not like it’s overdue for a wash, looks in the mirror, and brushes his hair. like actually brushes it, and not just run his hands through it and hopes for the best. he walks the full twenty minutes to the café where he studied with you, orders your usual—the matcha latte with the grainy oat milk—adds a smiley face and heart on the side of the cup next to your name, and books it to school. he arrives early to school, for once, and goes straight to your locker—not before dodging a frisbee mid-air, a frantic girl running with an art project in hand, and a couple making out aggressively by the vending machine.
when you close your locker door shut, you look up surprised—jake in your view, holding the matcha out like an olive branch. if olive branches wore oversized hoodies and had a mild existential crisis fifteen minutes ago.
you blink. then you smile and take the cup. jake gives himself a mental high five. nailed it.
and when you softly ask him to walk to you to your first class? jake nearly does a backflip. (he doesn’t. he plays it cool. barely.)
when chemistry rolls around later in the day, jake’s the first one to say hi this time. when the teacher is busy not looking, jake leans in and says a really, really stupid joke about ionic bonds and valence electrons and regrets it immediately but you laugh. you laugh and jake’s day is immediately better than any other day he’s had this week. at some point, you nudge his knee and when jake looks down—your hand is there, holding out a pack of sour patch kids. jake takes it as a good sign. or maybe a sign of impending life-long romance. either way, he takes one and tries not to make it weird. (and he still does. he accidentally eats two at once and chokes a little. but it’s fine.)
when the bell rings and class is over, you’re both packing up when you glance over and smile at him, “I’m excited to see you later tonight.” and jake thinks he misheard. thinks he’s hearing things because just three weeks ago, the most he’s ever said to you was either something about the periodic table or…running out of the classroom after breaking a glass beaker with his bare hands. but then your hand lands on the sleeve of his hoodie and gives him the slightest squeeze, and jake malfunctions.
jake gives you a thumbs up. because he panicked.
he panicked and thumbs-upped (he will never learn).
but you smile anyways and say your cute little goodbye before leaving class.
and the rest of the school day is irrelevant to jake because the rest of the school day doesn’t involve you. well, except in his head. sure, jake goes to lunch. sunghoon won’t stop talking about the new valorant expansion pack and how his computer lags everytime he tries to peek a corner—but jake’s just thinking about how your hair looked in the sunlight this morning when you asked him to walk you to class. sure, jake gets his pop quiz back in history with a big, fat, b minus written on top in red marker. normally, he’d spiral, because he really should be getting his history grade up. and normally, he’d wince at the mental image of his mom scolding him later over it—but he’s too busy replaying your laugh in his head. sure, jake goes to robotics club after school. he’s supposed to help calibrate the parts for their new battle bot but he accidentally installs a cord backwards, and now the bot is stuck running in circles—because jake sim is currently preoccupied.
preoccupied mentally drafting a speech that goes something like, “hey, i like you. a lot. possibly way more than i should but i don’t really care because you always smell good and your smile makes me want to rip my hair out and the memory of kissing you is in my dreams everynight. can i be your boyfriend? please? maybe? i’ll buy you weird oat milk drinks forever and buy you more beluga stickers even though, respectfully, you probably shouldn’t own any more.”
it’s still a work in progress.
and later that evening, jake is pacing back and forth in his bedroom, mentally preparing himself for tonight. his spider-man suit lies crumpled somewhere in the back of his closet half-covered by a flannel, a calculus textbook, and one sock he still can’t find the missing half to. he makes a mental note to wash the suit. eventually. later. not tonight. tomorrow. whatever. not important.
because tonight, he’s just jake. just jake, a regular teenage boy. just jake, a regular teenage boy with no responsibilities except to make his crush and hopefully soon-to-be-girlfriend happy.
just jake, nervously fixing the collar of his nicest hoodie, debating whether or not to wear the cologne his mom got him two birthdays ago. just jake, combing his fingers through his hair and wondering if you like it better pushed back, down, up, messy, styled, or, hell, shaved off entirely because he will do it if it gets him one (1) smile from you. just jake, practically grinning to himself because he’s going to see you.
jake checks the time again. 7:24PM. he’s early, which is good. which is the plan. because early gives him time to get to the diner first. early gives him time to find the best booth, which is the one near the corner window so you two can watch the sunset together and sit far from the kitchen door to avoid the smell of peanut oil. early gives him time to breathe and mentally run through everything he wants to say.
hi y/n. you look really pretty. i missed you—wait no, you saw her literally three hours ago, don’t say that—i was thinking we could split the strawberry milkshake together—wait is she lactose intolerant?
jake grabs his phone, wallet, the flowers he picked up at the corner deli on the way home. it’s wrapped in too much plastic, a little crooked, one of the carnations is sticking out, but it’s pink and soft and entirely you coded.
and jake makes his way to the diner, sneakers scuffing against the sidewalk, heart doing backflips in his ribcage as he turns the corner and sees the neon lights of the diner come into view just a few more blocks down. one of the lights of the sign is flickering in and out, going back and forth from diner to din_r. it’s perfect. you’re perfect. he just needs to get there.
buzz. buzz.
jake looks down at his phone in hand.
incoming call : GUY IN CHAIR 🧠
“yo, i’m gonna call you in, like, a few hours,” jake answers without thinking, barely breaking his pace, “i’m on my way to the—”
“jake.” and sunghoon’s voice is tense. urgent. the kind of urgent that tightens something in jake’s chest.
jake stops.
“it’s bad. really, really bad,” sunghoon’s voice is strained and jake doesn’t like it. doesn’t like that feeling in his gut. the pull, the weight, the way his skin pricks, the way every muscle in his body tenses.
jake shuts his eyes closed. exhales sharply. runs a hand through his hair. “how bad?”
“like…warehouse near the port is up in flames and there’s a hostage situation and no one’s close enough to get there in time.”
and just like that, jake feels it. the way the air changes, that familiar shift in gravity. that tug in his chest like a string being pulled into two opposite directions.
jake doesn’t say anything. he looks back down the street, stares at the diner. he’s so close. so close to getting there. so close to getting to you. “i can’t, sunghoon. not tonight,” he swallows hard, his voice cracking on the words. “i—i don’t even have my suit.”
there’s a beat. “jake,” sunghoon says, softer yet not any less urgent. “they’ve got kids.”
jake’s eyes flutter closed again. presses the heel of his hand to his forehead like he can press the guilt away. he doesn’t move. and for a second—just one—he thinks maybe, maybe, he could keep walking. just this once. just tonight.
but he knows better.
the responsibility. the pull.
the price of the mask.
it’s never not there.
his grip tightens around the bouquet. the plastic crinkles. he sighs, slips out a curse word or two under his breath, and—
“jesus christ,” jake mumbles, already turning on his heel. “tell the fire department i’m on my way. and tell them to hurry.”
and jake’s already running—sprinting back in the opposite direction back to his apartment. sunghoon hangs up and jake?
jake doesn’t stop.
he doesn’t even look back.
jake doesn’t know what time it is. doesn’t care. smoke still clings to his skin, the faint sting of ash burned into the fabric of his suit. his lungs ache, and his hands are scraped raw from tearing open too many metal doors and carrying too many people to safety.
but he’s alive.
they’re alive.
and yet. all jake can think about—is you.
you, maybe waiting in that booth. you, maybe sipping a milkshake through a striped straw, twirling it slowly and glancing at the door every couple minutes. you, maybe checking your phone. frowning. getting up. leaving.
god.
he doesn’t even stop to change. just swings home, crawls through his fire escape, throws a hoodie over his soot-covered suit, runs a wet hand through his hair, and jumps back out the fire escape again. he swings and swings until he lands in an alleyway near the diner, tripping over a trash can and throwing a curse word at it as he stumbles into the street and—
runs into you.
your arms are crossed tight against your chest, your head’s down. you’re walking the other way, unaware of the chaos behind you.
jake’s voice cracks before it can even form your name. “—y/n. y/n, i—”
you stop mid-step, your head turning at the sound. and when you turn and see him, you pause—the expression on your face unreadable.
“jake?” your brows furrow. “what the hell—where did you even come from? and why do you smell like—” you stop yourself. exhale shortly. shake your head. “you know what? never mind. i—i’m going home.”
you turn again.
and jake panics.
he starts after you, picking up his pace to match yours “wait—look, y/n, i’m so, so, so sorry. i swear i can explain—”
that’s when you stop in your tracks. you turn, finally facing him. and the emotions written on your face are everywhere—confused, hurt, tired, and somewhere beneath all of that—still soft.
“okay,” you say, looking him in the eye. “then explain.”
jake opens his mouth.
closes it.
he swallows. his lips open again.
"i—"
his throat burns. and it’s not from inhaling a building’s worth of smoke from earlier.
"i can’t. it's...complicated."
silence.
you stare at him. eyes wide. quiet. sad. disappointed. the kind that hurts jake more than if you were angry.
when you speak up again, your voice is quiet, barely above a whisper, “look, jake. i don’t know what’s going on with you. and i’m not mad. but…you’re just really confusing. and clearly, you’ve got something going on.”
you take a breath and fold your arms tighter around yourself, “—and while this was fun and all…i just—i don’t know if this is going to work out anyways.”
jake blinks. his stomach drops. he takes a step closer. “wait—no, y/n, i—”
and you keep going. “plus,” you let out a small laugh but it’s the worst kind of laugh—the kind that’s awkward and forced, like it’s there only to preemptively make up for the words coming after. “i’m just gonna be honest with you.”
jake doesn’t breathe.
you look him in the eyes.
“i think i like someone else anyways.”
and that does it. jake’s world tilts sideways. the words hit him like a punch—no, worse, because he’s felt bad punches before. this feels like that moment in freefall right before the web catches you, except this time there’s no web. just the fall.
“you…like someone else?” is all jake manages to let out before the words get caught in his throat. he thinks he might throw up.
you nod. slowly. hesitantly. and jake feels like he’s unraveling.
he doesn’t know what to say. he wants to scream, he wants to cry, he wants to tear his stupid hoodie off and tell you everything.
that he missed the date because he was saving lives.
that he wanted to tell you he’s falling for you.
that he bought the damn bouquet and practiced a stupid speech and picked the booth with the best view and no peanut oil smell.
that he only missed it because he was trying to be good. good enough. worthy.
but all that comes out is air.
because he can’t tell you. because he shouldn’t tell you. because spider-man doesn’t get to be selfish. because jake doesn’t get to be just jake.
your fingers fidget as you glance back down at the ground. you rock slightly on your heels before your voice breaks the silence again, “but hey. no hard feelings, yeah? friends?”
and that might be the final blow.
and jake doesn’t even know how to respond. his brain stutters. because what is he supposed to say—”friends? no? actually, i wanted to ask you to be mine tonight, and now i can’t even tell you why i missed it?”
so instead, jake does what jake always does.
he pretends. he nods, forces a smile—too quick, too wide, the kind that pulls at his cheeks but doesn’t reach his eyes.
“yeah,” he says. his voice cracks, but he clears his throat like that’ll fix anything. “yeah. of course. friends.”
you nod back and offer a tight smile, “i’ll see you at school, then. goodnight.”
then you turn.
and you walk away.
jake doesn’t move. the weight of your footsteps fade, but the words still echo in his ears.
friends. someone else. no hard feelings.
his chest feels hollow. like someone scraped everything out and forgot to fill it back in. like he just lost something he never even got the chance to have in the first place.
and spider-man’s the one who saved the day. and it should feel like a win, but it doesn’t. because although spider-man saved the day, jake’s the one who let you down.
jake was too late. too late, too secretive.
too much of everything and still not enough of what you needed.
“maybe it’s not as bad as we think.” sunghoon’s voice is cautious, but not exactly convincing from his slouched position in jake’s desk chair, spinning slowly like he’s debating whether now’s a good time to leave (it’s not. he’s been trying for the past hour. jake made him stay.)
jake lets out a guttural groan in response, already face down on his bed, limbs sprawled out in distress. a pillow is smushed over his head, in attempt to block out the agonizing, soul-crushing reality that is his life.
“it’s over, sunghoon,” jake muffles into his mattress. “over with a capital O. capital V. all the damn letters—over before it even started.”
jake flips over, sending the pillow to the other side of the room, “she likes someone else,” he says hollowly, staring blankly at the ceiling. “i was so preoccupied with everything else that i didn’t even notice she—who else could she even—”
jake cuts himself off mid-rant. because it doesn’t matter.
doesn’t matter who you like.
doesn’t matter how it happened.
it just matters that it’s not him.
that you like someone.
and it’s not jake.
jake presses a hand to his head, “god. i’m such an idiot.”
sunghoon lets out a low whistle and starts fiddling with one of jake’s pens, “okay. you’re not an idiot. you did what you had to do, and you did the right thing.”
jake lets out a small sigh, quiet and defeated, finally looking at his friend, “but when do i get to stop sacrificing to do the right thing?”
silence stretches out between them. the ceiling fan above them whirs. the clang of metal pots and pans echo from down the hall—which means jake’s mom is attempting to make meatloaf again. which means the fire alarm will probably go off in ten minutes, maybe eight. the room smells faintly of jake’s two-birthdays-ago cologne, and the burnt tinge of unwashed spandex crumpled somewhere in the room.
sunghoon taps the pen against the desk, eventually breaking the silence, “so talk to her. as spidey.”
jake sits up in his bed and gives sunghoon a look.
“talk to her as spider-man, tell her to give ‘jake’ another chance,” sunghoon repeats, throwing air quotes around his friend’s name.
jake gestures to the ceiling. the wall. the existential void of absolute nothingness around him. “sunghoon. that’s…messed up. morally. ethically. logistically. probably emotionally.”
“i mean,” sunghoon shrugs casually as if this is the answer to all of jake’s problems, “spidey’s already friends with her, anyways. and you told me yourself—it feels like she’s closer to him than she is to you.”
jake throws both hands in the air. “WE’RE THE SAME PERSON.”
he then lets out an inhuman noise and flops backwards onto his bed again, “whatever, man. this is probably for the best anyway,” he mutters. “spider-man should’ve never gotten involved in the first place. it’s safer this way. especially for her.”
a beat passes. jake stares up at the glow-in-the-dark stars still stuck to his ceiling from the sixth grade. he blinks once.
“plus, let’s be honest. i’d probably screw it up more somehow. say something dumb and let it slip that it’s been me all along.” jake pauses. “—or honestly, she probably already knows i’m spider-man. which is even worse, because now she probably hates both versions of me.”
sunghoon’s quiet for a moment. just keeps spinning slowly in jake’s chair, the wheels creaking faintly. “…so what? you’re just gonna stop walking her back home now?” he finally says, lifting a brow. “isn’t that for her safety too?”
and yeah.
yeah, he has a point.
so jake doesn’t stop.
he just stops being seen.
and that’s what jake does for the next few days.
so jake falls into this routine without really meaning to. he goes home from school, puts on his suit (it’s clean now, don’t worry), and spends the next few hours either returning stolen bikes or webbing carjackers to brick walls or showing tourists the right direction.
and somehow, someway, jake still finds himself in the same spot at the end of the day—sitting crouched on the ledge of the rooftop across from your bus stop, a hoodie pulled over his mask, hands stuffed in his sleeves.
at 10:32PM, your bus rolls up right on the dot.
at 10:33PM, you step off. same oversized totebag on your shoulder. same way you pull your phone out and unlock it in the same three motions. same streetlight that flickers just before you pass it.
and jake watches you go home. makes sure you’re okay. makes sure you’re safe. all without making himself seen.
and only when your apartment window lights up does he finally feel okay, finally swings away, the wind cold and sharp in his lungs—but not as cold as the air around him whenever you’re not there.
he does this again the next night. and the next. and the next.
and at school, jake falls into rhythm here, too—if you can call it that.
you still sit next to him in chemistry. still copy formulas off the board. still hand in the same worksheets, laugh politely when the teacher makes a pun about avogadro’s number.
but you don’t share your sour patch kids anymore. and jake doesn’t make any stupid chemistry jokes to make you laugh either, because…he can’t think of any. because all the funny ones were ones he saved for you, and they don’t feel worth saying out loud anymore.
you talk to him, sure. when you need the answer to question six, or to ask if he got the quiz grade back. but there’s space between you now. quiet, aching space. and jake doesn’t know how to fill it.
but by the end of the week—
all routines fly out the window.
because it’s friday night. and jake swings to the usual rooftop across from your bus stop, a half-eaten churro in one hand—courtesy of the sweet old lady who bought it for him after he showed her where her train station is. because it’s 10:30PM when jake lands on the roof, tossing his backpack to the side when he looks up and—
he freezes.
because sitting there, cross-legged on the ledge—on his ledge—backlit by the moonlight and the yellow glow of the streetlamps below—is you.
jake chokes. he stumbles back, the eyes of his mask blown wide immediately, “what the—y/n?! what are you—how did you—wh—”
and you’re sitting there, blinking and staring at him, unfazed. like you’ve been waiting. you don’t move. you just raise a brow.
“okay, so first you start walking me home every night, then you stop showing up, but still choose to stalk me from a distance? i don’t get you, spider-man.”
and jake is so confused right now. “i—what’s going on?” jake sputters, arms half-raised in shock and disbelief. “how are you even here right now, how did you even get up here?”
“you’re not exactly subtle, y’know,” you deadpan, ignoring his question as you tilt your head up at him. “every night you walk me home? i know this is where you drop your bag off and wait for me to get off that bus. i know you sit on that rooftop across from my place to make sure i’m okay every night. your silhouette is literally not that subtle.” then you gesture vaguely around the rooftop. “also, the webs everywhere? kinda a dead giveaway, don’t you think?”
jake’s mouth opens. nothing comes out. and if it weren’t for the mask, he’d be catching flies.
you stand now, arms crossed tight as you take a step closer to him. you take a deep breath before you ramble, “i don’t know. i’m just—i’m so confused, spider-man. i told the guy i like that i liked someone else. and i don’t even know if that was true or if i just panicked. but the truth is, i don’t even know if the guy i actually like likes me back, or even knows how to talk to me, or if i’m just completely losing it—”
“—wait.” jake tilts his head, still frozen in his spot. “wait, which guy? like the guy-guy? aquarium guy?”
you groan and start pacing, squeezing your eyes shut like you’re trying to make sense of the situation as well.
“yes. yes, of course the guy-guy, aquarium guy—who else would i be talking about? there’s no other guy—”
“you just said you told the guy-guy you liked someone else.”
“i did! i think! i—look, i don’t know! maybe i said it just to protect myself from the fact that the guy-guy doesn’t like me back. but now i might actually like this other guy—”
“okay, okay—hold on, back up,” jake steps back to process. holds up both his hands. “so there’s guy-guy you maybe like…and now a new guy…?”
jake’s mind is reeling. his insides might come out. who is the new guy? is jake even guy-guy? no. yes. maybe? jake has to be guy-guy. or else he’s gonna scold sunghoon for being very unoriginal for the aquarium date idea.
you stop pacing. you turn to him with wide eyes, like you’re mentally begging yourself to shut up, don’t do it, but your mouth moves anyways.
“…you,” your voice is quiet. barely audible. but yet, so loud and clear and more than anything else jake has ever sensed before. “i like you.”
and for a second there, jake thinks maybe he misheard, because it sounded a lot like you just said you liked him. spider-man. and there’s absolutely no way. there’s no way you said that. there’s no way you meant that.
there’s no way this is happening.
there’s no way the girl he’s been hopelessly staring at from across the cafeteria for god knows how long now, the girl he’s been walking home at night to make sure she’s safe even she didn’t know, the girl that witnessed him choke on two sour patch kids at once in the middle of chemistry—is standing here. on this rooftop. telling him that this entire time he’s been tangled up in a love triangle…with himself?
and jake? jake is actively malfunctioning. he says nothing. he does nothing. he thinks nothing.
and you seem to take jake’s stunned silence as pure horror—
because you panic.
“oh my god. oh my god—i’m insane,” you whisper, moreso to yourself than him. “i knew it. i knew that guy-guy shattered my brain and messed me up so bad i’m actually losing it.”
you start pacing again. and jake’s legs don’t work, so he just watches.
“like—i don’t even know what you look like under that mask. what if you’re, like…thirty? what if you don’t even have a nose?” your voice rises in disbelief at your own choices. “what if i’m just projecting everything onto this idea of you, because you’re sweet and funny and walk me home and call me your favorite citizen and—god, i’m actually going delusional—”
jake takes a few more steps back, shaking his head once, then twice, like he’s trying to physically undo the entire past five minutes of his life. or reset his entire nervous system.
his hands fly to his hair as he turns away from you, staring up at the sky, muttering incoherent words to himself before he lets out a groan, “i—what the hell—i can’t believe i’m doing this, i’m gonna hurl. oh god—”
then, he turns around. takes one unsteady step towards you. his heart is racing. but without another word—
he yanks the mask off.
and his hair is a mess (from the mask). his cheeks flushed like he’s been sweating (he has). his eyes wide like he’s terrified (he is).
“y/n.”
your jaw drops.
you blink once. twice.
you stare at his face. at his hair. at jake.
“…JAKE?!”
your voice echos—loud. probably throughout the entire city, if jake’s being honest. your arms flail so wildly it looks like your brain is about to evacuate your body. you blink hard, like if you do it enough times, this fever dream might just break.
“are you kidding me right now?!”
jake flinches. his eye twitches.
you immediately start pacing again—back and forth, borderline hyperventilating, “YOU? you’re spider-man?! YOU??” you shout again, turning to point at him like he committed fraud. “how—hell—you literally broke a glass beaker last month—this can’t be real—”
jake raises his hands defensively, “okay, to be fair, you caught me off guard by asking me—”
“OH MY GOD,” you groan, throwing a hand into your hair, fisting a small bunch. “i told you i liked you while you were you pretending not to be you. that’s…that’s messed up, jake!”
“okay—yes, i see how that was a little—”
“you…you called me pretty but ignored my texts but still walked me home that night and…i’m so confused right now.”
jake scratches the back of his neck with one hand, the other dropping uselessly to his side, mask still in hand, “well…yeah. but also, like, i thought you picked up on it.”
“WHY WOULD I THINK YOU’RE SPIDER-MAN?” you practically screech, your steps halting as you spin to face him, full disbelief painted all over your face.
jake blinks. “i don’t know! i figured the voice, the walk…literally anything—”
“i don’t listen to people’s walks, jake!” you pace faster now. like if you don’t move, you might actually implode.
jake makes a desperate, helpless noise before he tries again, “look, y/n—can..can you just stop for a second and—”
“no, jake! i’m spiraling!” your voice hits a new level of pitch that makes jake wince. again. “i told two different guys i liked them this week and it turns out they’re the same guy and somehow that makes it worse?! do you know how emotionally unstable this makes me? i ranted to you about YOU—and you let me! oh, you’re so done for jake si—”
and that’s when he does it.
jake shoots a web.
it catches your waist.
and your rant cuts off mid-sentence as you’re suddenly pulled into him.
with a small yelp, you crash into his chest, hands reflexively splayed across his alarmingly solid chest. your nose is inches from his collarbone, and jake’s hands settle on your waist, immediately grounding you in place.
and you don’t have time to orient yourself—and jake doesn’t give himself time to pause or doubt it before he does it.
jake kisses you.
no hesitation, no overthinking, just all of jake—crashing his lips onto yours, immediately silencing you.
and you don’t stop him.
you can’t stop him.
because your lips are already moving against his, messy and fast and a little too much. your fingers fist into the fabric of his suit like you’re trying to anchor yourself and you swear—you swear—you can feel his heartbeat under your fingertips. and all of the sudden, you’re hyperaware of everything. how his mouth is warm and desperate and tastes a little like cinnamon churros and familiarity. how the air between you is sharp, your noses brushing, breath mingling in short gasps—all too much and not enough all at once.
and when you pull away briefly to take a breath—realization hits you. your palm smacks against his chest once. then again. then rapid fire.
“wait, wait. wait. did you just web me?” the words tumble out of you in a half-laugh, half-accusation. and to be frank, you don’t know if you should be angry or attracted right now.
and jake’s still breathless, forehead practically resting against yours, as you feel his chest rise and fall with each shaky exhale. his voice is low, steady. a little hoarse.
“y/n—” jake whispers, so close you can feel the shape of the words against your mouth, “—shut up.”
and then he kisses you again. slower, this time. deeper. like an apology, like a confession, like something that feels way too big to name.
jake’s hand curls tighter around your waist, the other sliding up gently, carefully, until his fingers find the back of your neck, holding you there like he’s afraid you’ll disappear in his hold.
and all you can do is lean in. closer and closer, like if you press hard enough, you’ll disappear into him. disappear into that small pocket of space that only exists between you and him and never come back out.
it’s uncoordinated, a little too frantic. but it’s everything. the shock, the nerves, the confusion all blur into static. and this time, when jake pulls back, just barely, you cant help the tiny, unintentional whine that escapes your lips as you chase his without thinking.
jake exhales a breathless, shaky chuckle against you before he kisses you again. a quicker one this time. and then another. then one to the corner of your mouth. and then your jaw. and then he’s pulling back again, this time slower, eyes fluttering open just as yours do too, his hands still around you, the web still holding you against him.
“hi,” jake whispers. it’s soft and raw and boyish. and so, so real. “it’s me.”
his thumb brushes along your jaw as he swallows hard. your heart stumbles, your eyes searching his face—his stupidly soft brown eyes, the little scar on his chin, the mole near his cheek you’ve always noticed. it’s all him.
the boy who walked you home. the boy who doesn’t know how to talk to you in class. the boy you fell for. all this time.
you’re still pressed to his chest, body still tangled up in his arms, lips still tingling, mind still fuzzy. your voice comes out in a whisper, “i can’t believe it’s been you this entire time.”
he nods, a shy, crooked smile on his face, “it’s always been me.” and then his expression falters, just slightly. “i didn’t mean to lie to you. or miss our dates. i just…i didn’t know how to be this,” he gestures to his suit, “and how to be just jake, either.”
and you just blink, unmoving in his arms, still a little breathless. because there’s something in his voice. something fragile.
“so…so that day you missed school? and you were all beat up?”
jake presses his lips together, guilt painted all over his face, “yeah, i actually did get into a fight. i lied about that part.”
your eyes narrow, “with who, jake?”
jake shrugs like it’s no big deal. “some guy with six arms. real tentacle problem. you should’ve seen the damage i did on him though.”
your mouth gapes.
“i’m kidding—” jake laughs, eyes sparkling now as his nose slightly bumps against yours. “it was a bank robber. kind of. honestly, it’s all a blur now. all i remember was thinking about kissing you that same night after the aquarium.”
you let out a scoff, part processing, part amused. “and the diner night? when you suddenly showed up out of no where?”
jake nods, pulling you in just a little tighter. “suit was under my hoodie the entire time. not fun, by the way. spandex gets sweaty…fast.”
“gross,” you mutter, scrunching your nose as you instinctively tug your hands away from his chest—only to stop halfway, leaving them right where they are anyways. then, after a beat, you slap his chest again. “i can’t believe you told me to give yourself another chance. i don’t know if i should be mad at you or kiss you again.”
jake makes a face and gives a tiny shrug, “well, if you’re asking for my opinion…” he tilts his head. “i definitely have an answer. but i might be biased.”
you roll your eyes, letting out a small laugh as your hands find the back of his neck now. “this is insane, jake. you’re genuinely insane,” you whisper quietly, eyes flickering from the spider emblem on his chest then back to his face.
jake grins down at you, eyes bright, one hand brushing a stray strand of hair away from your cheek.
“yeah? well you like both jake and spider-man,” he tilts his head. “so i think that makes you just as insane.”
you gasp dramatically, smacking his arm like you’re offended. jake laughs, that easy, familiar sound filling the room between you—and the air goes warm again.
there it is. that space. the one he’s always had with you—except now, it’s his. fully his. not just spider-man’s, not a half-version hidden behind a mask.
just jake, who also happens to wear spandex and save the city.
just jake, who sucks at high school history and has feelings for the pretty girl in his chemistry class.
and just jake—who finally doesn’t have to choose between you and the suit.
you breathe in, watching him carefully. “so…” you begin. “now what?”
jake pauses.
and then he smirks.
that boyish, reckless, completely jake smirk.
”how about i take you on a proper date?”
your brows lift, your head tilts. “yeah.” you beam up at him. “i’d like that. tomorrow?”
jake shakes his head slowly, leaning in briefly with a mischievous smile on his face.
“now.”
you blink.
“…now?”
“JAKE—” your scream cuts through the sky as you’re being flung between skyscrapers, clinging yourself around jake’s neck, legs around his torso like your life depends on it.
which, to be fair, is quite literally the case right now.
“—WE’RE NEVER DOING THIS AGAIN—”
jake just laughs, a breathless, exhilarating sound—his mask back on, one arm tight around you as the other shoots another web out, latching onto the building you two swing past.
“are you sure?” he yells over the fast wind. “because you look like you’re having so much fun—“
“JAKE—“
another swing. another scream. another terrified, stupid, perfect laugh.
the city blurs below. the stars blur above.
and somewhere in between it all, you feel his heartbeat against yours.
jake’s grip tightens—instinctively, protectively—as you fly past neon signs and glowing windows and the tiny people beneath and the hum of a city that never sleeps.
and in that moment, your panic settles into something else. something warmer.
so don’t try to stop him.
you just hold on tighter.
𖢥⁺₊°˖ tenk u again for all the love & support, always <3 (& special ty for my love ronnie @heejamas for the beluga dolphins fun fact & being my support throughout this entire proces <333 hehehe)
genre: nerd! Spider-man! Ni-ki x popular! female! reader
summary: Ni-ki doesn't even know if you are aware he exists, he is well aware about you tho. Ni-ki has been crushing on you since the first time he saw you but again, who doesn't? You are arguably the prettiest in the whole school of course Ni-ki never spoke to you. Unless he is spider-man, the confidence that the mask gives him is not only enough to speak to you but even to flirt. The only thing he didn't consider is that in this way you do notice him, both ways.
note! sorry I think this is a bit long
THIS IS A REQUEST THIS FANFIC IS NOT RELATED TO MY EN-HERO SERIES
Ni-ki has his back pressed against the lockers, his second-hand leather bag dropped on the floor right next to him and his eyes closed. Sunghoon looks at him with his arms crossed.
"Dude" His friend shakes his head "Did you even rest yesterday?" Ni-ki opens his eyes and turns to face his friend, deep dark eyebags right on sight. "Ew actually don't look at me" Ni-ki chuckles "Look at her"
Ni-ki lifts his back straight up as you walk down the hallway like you own it, god he likes you so much. He is so focused on you that he almost misses out on Jungwon walking next to you.
"You got up like a show dog" Sunghoon comments "But I love how you always do that when she walks by, really is admirable. And so is your confidence in believing she will actually notices us, she barely talked with Jungwon and he is freaking popular and hot"
"I got bit by a radioactive spider" Ni-ki answers "pretty sure I can dream about her" This time Sunghoon had to admit he can't argue with that.
It was during the end of the first period when Ni-ki felt a chill down his spine, the hair on his arms going up straight, a sign that his spider-senses felt something wrong. As fast as he can, he leaves the classroom and with fluid movements takes off his normal clothes and wears the mask.
Now, what did the spider-sense catch? A robbery is not that bad even if one of the thieves has a gun, he managed worse. Why are you there is the better question in this case. Or how are you the first one to see him when he leads off a close-by rooftop.
Your hands are still high up your head but now in your eyes there's hope over fear. Slowly and with shaky hands, you point at the nearby hostages, a group of people of various age and a few children. He nods at you and walks over the edge to reach the hostage group first.
Or at least that was his idea that immediately gets forgotten when a thieves walks up to you, his gun to your head level "What the fuck did you do just now?"
That was it, the gun gets hit by a sticky string, his spider-web pulling the weapon out of his hands as fast as possible and it doesn't take long for him to defeat them with a few more webs, sticking them up against the bank they failed to rob.
Your knee gave up and you would have hit the concrete if Ni-ki wasn't there to hold you "Here, is fine now" He tries to reassure you, his hands are warm against your body even through your shirt and his gloves.
"Oh thank god you were here!" You wrap your arms around his neck and let your forehead rest over his chest, Ni-ki really hoped you couldn't hear his heart beating way too fast.
"Couldn't leave you here all alone right? Don't worry it's all over now, you did good" You don't move an inch, Ni-ki doesn't complain. Until he hears you sob, now he freaks out.
"Nonono wait, hey!" He moves his hands up and down your back "Would some water help?" You finally raise up your head and nod gently "Yeah, thank you Spider-man. But you don't have to wor- holy shit!"
Ni-ki looks around, spots the police already taking care of the situation and when a police officer nods at him, he wraps his arm around your waist and throws his spider-web up against a building and starts to swing.
You wrap yourself around him, your legs around his waist and your arms lock around his neck. Ni-ki does his best to not focus on that and takes you to... a supermarket. "Here" He adds the moment his feet touch the ground again.
That's how you found out that spider-man is insane. You look at him like he just did the most absurd thing ever, he looks at you with so much confusion that you can sense it through the mask.
"What?" He places his hands on his hips "Really?" You ask back.
"You said you wanted water..." Ni-ki struggles to understand where the issue is here. You shake your head and laugh "Wait here" You walk inside the store with a deep breath, no way you just told spider-man to wait for you outside.
Yet there he is, you are back with two bottles of water and a vegan sandwich in your hand and Spider-man is seated on a swing made of web he attached to the light. What an odd guy.
"Here" You hand him the sandwich and the water "Thanks... vegan?" He asks lifting his mask just enough to expose his lips. They are slightly pink and quite big, very kissable.
Ni-ki rubs his lips together once he notices you staring. Fuck, you like spider-man? The movement he does with his lips is enough to bring you back to the reality where spider-man just asked you a question.
"Yeah, I'm vegan and I didn't know if you would have actually stayed here so I bought something I would have eaten, just in case" He nods at your explanation and mentally writes down that you are vegan, just in case.
"Why did you think I would have left? You told me to wait" Ni-ki watches you drink a bit of water and he is glad that the mask covered his eyes because he was staring.
“But you are Spider-man” You point out.
“And I listen when pretty girls tell me to do things” You look at him for a few seconds before laughing again. “Oh my god!” Ni-ki realizes he really enjoys the sound of your laugh. “Don’t tell me guys don’t tell you you’re pretty” He continues making you blush, a bit of redness covering your cheeks and Ni-ki really wishes he could see it more often.
“Not every guy is Spider-man” He takes the last bite of his sandwich “But spider-man is still a guy” You roll your eyes but the smile printed on your lips stays there.
“Are you saying I can pull Spider-man?” Ni-ki rubs his lips together to hold back a smirk “Yeah”
You take a step closer, your legs are now in between his thighs, this time he doesn’t hold back a cocky smirk. “Aren’t you a little too friendly?” Your lips are almost over his, Ni-ki can feel your breath getting lost in his. “It’s friendly neighbourhood Spider-man for a reason”
You giggle before letting your lips meet his and you are surprised at how fast he kisses you back, his large hands reaching out to get tangled in your hair. Ni-ki doesn’t know for how long he has been kissing you but he for sure doesn’t want to stop, he doesn’t even care if there are people looking at the two of you .
The last thing he cares about is why you are out of school, or the fact that he has to go back before people find out he disappeared and that his friend is still covering up for him…shit.
But then he pulls out from you and sees your lips, now more plumped and with a little more colour from the kissing, your red cheek or the happiness in your eyes and he is ready to fuck up everything. “I really need to go back” You are still looking at his lips, Ni-ki doesn’t want to pull the mask down. “Can I take you back?” He stands up, the height difference between the two of you is almost enough for you to ask him to take you anywhere else. Damn, he is tall.
“At school? No, you are good. Pretty sure you have plenty of superhero things I stole you from for long enough” And with that, Ni-ki turns to his boring reality when the only one that talks to him is Sunghoon.
On that topic, Sunghoon doesn’t seem very happy about the whole situation “Are you insane?” He accuses his friend as they finally leave school “You came back fucking late, you fucking make out with the girl of your dreams as fucking spider-man and you don’t see the issue? She likes Spider-man, not you dude”
“But I am Spider-man!” Sunghoon walks in front of him, his hands on Ni-ki's shoulder “And guess who doesn’t know it? Your girl!” His friend was about to say something else, when he looks over Ni-ki’s shoulder and quickly walks away.
“What the f-” “Ni-ki?” He hears a voice calling his name. Your voice. You are calling him. You know his name. “Yeah?” He turns around spinning on his feet… and almost tripping. Fuck.
“I don’t know if you were in chemistry but we got paired together for the project” God, this guy is tall! How come you never noticed him? He is also so red in the face you are afraid he might faint. “No,uhm… I was not there. When do you want to start?” Is he faking his voice deeper than it actually is? This guy is odd.
“Later today? We can go to the local library at around four” Ni-ki nods with.. a bit too much intensity. “Alright then!”
“Girl he is lowkey weird, not a weird weird… but like he is not normal either” You are on a facetime with your friend while getting ready to meet Ni-ki. Of course, you did not tell her about your spider-man encounter and kiss, not like she will believe it even if you told her.
You slip on a little black dress and some trainers “Is this too much?” You look at your image on the phone screen “Is he hot?” Your friend asks back “Yeah” You admit with a smile.
When you step inside the library, you immediately spot him, his tall frame still very visible even when he is not standing and his long bleached mullet making him pop out even more.
“Hi again” You say taking the seat next to him, Ni-ki immediately gets red in the cheeks and awkwardly waves his hand at you. You don’t even notice the latte he bought you until he hands it out “Here, with oat milk” .You thank him and take a sip of it before starting to work on the project with Ni-ki.
Yet, you can stop wondering… how did he know about the oat milk? Only your friends know you are vegan, despite you being popular nobody is actually interested in what you eat. Also, you never noticed Ni-ki before, actually you didn’t even know you had chemistry with this guy which apparently wasn’t there as well.
You were making out with Spider-man when chemistry was happening, some will say you have your priority straight. Then, your eyes dart at his lips, big and a bit pink and… very kissable.
Hold on.
That’s not possible, is it? It’s just one coincidence, one odd thing and… well, probably the lips thing is because that kiss left you kinda wanting more. Unless you have a chance to touch Ni-ki, that is. Should you make it happen? It could be fun to begin with. The guy clearly has a thing for you, he has been looking at you for way too long considering what he is talking about not even mentioning how his voice randomly gets a bit higher or how he stutters from time to time. It’s also true that Spider-man not only took you between all the people at a supermarket but also kissed you back without a second of thinking.
Again, this is not enough to guess that your nerdy classmate in reality is Spider-man, nor it would be if you could actually touch him like you did with the super-hero earlier that morning, right? It seems like too much of a wild thought.
That is until his hand flies up your head, catching a book that was about to hit you, falling from the cart of the worker “Oh, my bad!” The worker apologises, but you are only looking at Ni-ki. He didn’t look at you the same, for a span of a second too long he was still looking at his book. “Thanks, Ni-ki” You smile.
Ni-ki was really doing his best to not freak out since you sat next to him, the little dress you wore was enough to kill him. Then your perfume hit him, the sweet and flowery sent was like a drug for him. And the way you are looking at his lips, Ni-ki wants to kiss you again and again. God, what if you like him? Like, him him?
Then he catches that damn book and of course you notice how quickly he did that, something in your eyes shifts, he can tell. Fuck, now not only he has to act like a normal dude around you but he also make you believe that Ni-ki is not Spider-man Even if, he had to admit, you get on him so quickly he might as well marry you on the spot. You have the brain and the looks? Damn.
“Thank you so much, Ni-ki. This was such a productive session!” You say standing up, a bit close to him. But again, Ni-ki will never complain about how close to him you are so he stands up as well and notices how you look at his chest for a bit before lifting up your head and hugging him.
Yes, you hugged him. Ni-ki’s heart drops, he can’t believe this. And you gave him your number! What a wonderful day.
Yep, Ni-ki is Spider-man. You are sure of it, not only he is exactly as tall as him but his frame and muscles are identical as they can be, if that’s not enough, you were also paying attention to his walk and the way his shoulder follows the rhythm of every steps Ni-ki takes and the same goes for Spider-man. You really want to meet him again now.
Of course, Ni-ki really wants to see you again too and does it in the only way he knows, he goes back in the costume and hopes to see you, somewhere… in a big ass city.. okay, well, maybe his plan was not the best but the man is in love enough to give it a try. To be fair, he will start looking for you near the robbery place, you were there so maybe you lived in the area.
And somehow, he finds you seated at the edge of a rooftop of what he supposes it’s your building. “Waiting for someone, pretty?” He asks walking up to you and watches a big smile form on your lips “Of course spidey” You stand up “Let me see those lips again”.
Ni-ki bites his lower lip before pulling his mask high just enough for his lips to show and kisses you. The kiss is very different from the one the two of you shared in the morning, here Ni-ki can feel the passion grow with each second,
“You know we could actually start dating now, Ni-ki” He’s pretty sure you are actually able to see his body freeze. Shtshitshitshitshit, He understood you were on him but he genuinely thought he was on you quite as much.
“Who?” He asks after way too long and his voice so unsure he might have as well admit it. “Don’t play dumb with me now, Ni-ki” You give him a quick kiss again, he takes a deep breath before pulling the mask fully away.
“I want to know how you did this” You laugh “A woman doesn’t reveal her secrets immediately, differently than someone else..” Ni-ki’s cheeks turn red as he laughs “Come on! The guilty one here is you! You could have kept the game on for longer” You place your hands on his chest
“What if I don’t want to play?” God Ni-ki is so in love with you “Fine by me. But I have a question” You tilt your head
“Go on”
“Do I take you on a date as Ni-ki and as Spider-man? Or one is enough?” This guy
“It depends, can the costume stay on even if I only date Ni-ki?” Holy shit
“Yeah!” He places his hands on your hips “Then, Ni-ki is more than enough”
SYN. jake takes your mind off of your ex’s new relationship
(𝕰𝐃𝐈𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐋) . 심재윤 x fem!reader ✶ 1.5K . . . 運命 friends 2 lovers, university au, ex bf, kissing, ──── #뮤직… CUE!
note . i know song rec couldve been capable of love but amazing by rex orange county is SO jake coded
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it was finally reaching sunset; the air was colder than normal and the leaves were falling all around you. the scenery was beautiful, but your mind was somehow elsewhere. it had only been a few hours since it felt like your world was ending.
you had just found out that your first love-- your only ex-- had officially moved on to the next.
you found out during what should’ve been a normal study session with your friends. you should’ve known not to take a break from your demanding organic chemistry class-- chaewon said it was like the universe was warning you not to dilly-dally when your exam was two days away.
when you saw the post, you gasped so loud you almost alerted the entire floor. your friends chaewon, sophia, minju, james and jake all immediately looked to you in concern; a thousand “what?”’s filling the space.
“happy hard launch @lee_heeseung <3” you felt sick to your stomach. the table erupted in little debriefs and pathetic attempts to make you feel better, but you couldn’t seem to take your eyes off the post.
“you sure you’re okay?” you hear a small voice from across the table. you look up to meet jake’s very clearly worried eyes.
the first time you met jake was in your physics class a year ago. that class was arguably one of the hardest classes you’ve ever taken, so when you heard the boy next to you quietly asking if you understood anything that the professor was saying, you weren’t really surprised. from there, the two of you would study together, occasionally treating yourselves for a meal or two. jake ended up becoming a good friend of yours.
you always had a small crush on the boy. how could you not? he looked exactly like a puppy when he laughed, he was extremely smart and never made you feel bad when you didn’t understand some topics being covered, and never hesitated to show you that he cared for you.
one thing you knew about jake, however, was that he had a girlfriend. the second you found out, you backed out, opting to keep him as a “study friend.”
not long after you reassured jake about your wellbeing, you packed up your things and bid your friends farewell. your focus wasn’t entirely there anyways. you didn’t bring your car that day; the weather was cold enough for you to have a peaceful walk home, but warm enough to where you didn’t freeze to death. you thanked your past self for the planning… you really needed to evaluate your thoughts.
so here you were now, exiting the library to make your way to your apartment. so caught up in your thoughts that you didn’t even realize a figure approaching you.
when you felt someone's shoulder brush against yours, you quickly jumped back with a yelp, causing an identical reaction from a man (who you now know was jake) beside you. you smacked his arm when you came to your senses.
“you scared the shit out of me, jake.” he giggled as he clutched his arm where you hit him. “sorry…” he said dumbly.
“are you also on your way home?” you turned to him, quickly accepting that he was accompanying you on your walk. you didn’t mind-- you never minded when it came to him.
“kind of. my apartment’s the other way.” he quickly saw your confusion. “thought i’d walk you home. especially after what you… found out.”
suddenly the ground was more interesting than anything else. you hummed in agreement, because what else could you do? it was silent for a beat.
“do you wanna talk about it?”
did you? with him of all people? last you heard he was in a happy relationship, and in all honesty, it angered you. you were jealous, to say the least. after a minute of silence, you finally spoke:
“he was my first ex, you know?” jake looked to you in surprise. “really?” you nodded.
“my first everything, really.” jake only nodded, taking in the fact that you were opening up to him.
“he’s had three other girlfriends before me. i did everything for him… i just thought that’s how it was supposed to be.” jake brows furrowed, but he didn’t say anything. ”i was young-- very naive with no backbone and i made him the prize. you have no idea how much he abused that power, jake.”
you looked up, almost as if you were cursing the universe for doing this to you.
“i mean, i was the one that broke up with him, you know?” you turn to jake exasperated, to which he quickly nodded. he wanted to show you that he was listening.
“after everything i went through, i just couldn’t take it anymore. so why did he have to move on before i did?… he cheated on me for god’s sake! and i found out after i broke up with him.” jake’s eyebrows raised in surprise.
you laughed bitterly. “it’s just… not fair. as immature as it is. i want to be capable of love too.” your eyes fell to the ground, kicking the leaves as you both exited the campus borders. “i went through hell with that man, jake.”
“so what does he have that i don't?”
you felt jake stop in his tracks beside you, causing you to stop and turn to him in confusion.
“you think you’re not capable of love?” he asked. ‘there he goes,’ you thought, ‘looking like a kicked puppy again.’ you nodded slightly.
“you’re the funniest, nicest, smartest… prettiest girl i’ve ever met, y/n.” your eyes widened. “what?”
“i mean it. i still remember the first time we went out to eat together after studying for that physics midterm. i almost cried laughing when you told me that story about the girl singing to you in a pizza line. i remember how adamant you were about making sure we cleaned up before we left to ‘“make the waitresses job easier,’” i remember only studying with you because you’re the smartest person i know.”
he walked a little closer to you, and it felt like your feet were cemented to the ground.
“so when i tell you, you are the most capable person to love… i mean it.” the air was heavy between you two now, like something shifted as he talked.
“don’t you have a girlfriend?” you whispered. he scoffed out a laugh; you were so close you could feel his breath hit your cheek. “y/n, mina and i broke up half a year ago.” that seemed to snap you out of your daze. you smacked him square in the chest, a loud “augh!” coming from the boy.
“jake sim why didn’t you say anything you dickhead?!” he started to laugh as he clutched his chest. “it never came up i guess?”
“i had a crush on you for the longest time and you couldn’t even tell me you broke up with your girlfriend? i thought we were friends, you asshole!” you turned around and rubbed your face, hearing jake’s laughs cease into shock.
“you had a crush on me too?” you turned around to meet his shocked expression. “too?” he nodded. “too.”
suddenly his smile widened, his eyes exploring your face. he grabbed your arm and gently pulled you to him, your chest now flush against his. you could feel his heart racing against yours. he was so good at hiding it, but he felt just as nervous as you did; the pink on his cheeks confirmed that.
“y/n… you’re capable of something more because i think i want something more.” your breath hitched as his eyes flickered to your lips. he leaned in ever so slightly, making your noses touch.
“can i show you?”
you grabbed the collar of his jacket and pulled him in for a kiss. it was deep the second you two connected, his hands pulling you closer by your waist as you wrapped your arms around his neck. you felt him smile against your lips as you leaned your head to deepen it. you waited a whole year for this, and it was very clear that you were not taking that for granted.
after some time, you two slowly pulled away to regain your breath. he leaned his forehead against yours as he pecked your lips a few more times.
“good?” he whispered.
“very good,” you whispered back, biting your lip to hide your growing smile. his cuteness aggression towards you won as he looked to the sky and groaned, pulling you by your shoulders for a tight hug.
“i hope you never say you’re unlucky and incapable of love again.” he mumbled into your hair. you laughed into his chest, hugging him tighter. his heart squeezed every time you laughed-- you almost felt it.
“just come over, you big dork.” he pulled back, his smile completely lovesick as he looked into your eyes.
“i’m your dork now.”
a/n: based off of a true story except my ex is too ugly to get into another relationship after me and i don’t have a jake sim
bsf!jake sim x fem!reader | university chaos au | friends to lovers | tooth-rotting fluff | chaotic comfort | mutual pining turned confessions turned first date
summary: you and jake have been best friends forever—the kind of best friends who share fries, finish each other's sentences, and accidentally fall asleep on each other during study nights. everyone sees it except you two—until a rainy night, a spilled latte, and a clumsy, chaotic confession change everything.
warning: none, just excessive affection (forehead, lip, and neck kisses), head pats, giggles, accidental wrist grabs, soft teasing, stolen fries, hoodie sharing, a dramatic confessional that involves spilled coffee, and the kind of love that makes your heart feel like it's being hugged
You've always said Jake was chaos personified—the kind of chaos that arrives wearing mismatched socks, offering you the last bite of his sandwich, and grinning like he knows he's just stolen your heart (again).
And tonight, that chaos is late.
The café you both claim as your unofficial study spot hums softly with rain against the windows, a low, steady drumbeat that somehow calms your nerves and makes them worse all at once. You sit at your usual table, books splayed open, laptop humming, but your eyes flick to the door every few seconds—waiting. Always waiting.
And then—there he is.
Jake bursts in like the storm outside followed him, hair damp, hoodie sleeves pushed up to his elbows, cheeks flushed from running. He's carrying two drinks, both precariously balanced in one hand, and his bag is slipping off his shoulder.
"Sorry, sorry, the line was insane—" he says breathlessly, dropping into the chair opposite you. His knee bumps yours under the table, and he doesn't move it. Neither do you.
You try to act casual. "You're forgiven if one of those is mine."
He grins, wide and boyish, and slides the cup toward you. "Extra foam. Like you like it."
You mumble a thanks, fingers brushing his as you take it, and the touch is so simple, so small—but it sends a warmth up your arm, as if his fingertips left sparks behind.
You both try to study. You do. But the air feels thick tonight—too full of things unsaid. His hand keeps finding reasons to bump yours when you reach for your highlighter, your pen, your cup. His hoodie sleeve brushes yours, and you swear you can feel the heat of him through the fabric.
He sighs at one point and leans back, stretching, and his foot finds yours under the table and stays there. His ankle hooks around yours like it's the most natural thing in the world.
"You okay?" you ask softly, watching him.
He hesitates—just a second—and then nods. "Yeah. Just..." His voice trails off. His gaze flicks to your mouth, then away.
You don't know who moves first. Maybe both of you at once.
Somehow, your hand ends up in his, fingers tangled. His thumb rubs circles against your wrist—a wrist grab so gentle you almost don't notice until you realize your pulse is racing beneath his touch.
"Jake?" you whisper, heart thudding loud enough you're sure he hears.
And then—chaos.
His elbow knocks over his coffee. The cup topples, splashing lukewarm latte across the table and down onto both of your laps.
"Shit—sorry!" he gasps, grabbing napkins, trying to mop it up, making it worse somehow.
You're both laughing, breathless, messy, sticky with coffee.
And he freezes, napkin in hand, eyes locked on yours.
"I'm in love with you," he blurts out, voice cracking, like the words have been waiting at the back of his throat for years and finally escaped.
The café goes quiet in your mind. You're aware only of him—the rain, his wide, hopeful eyes, the way his hand still cradles your wrist like it's something precious.
"Jake," you breathe, and the way you say his name makes his shoulders relax, just a little.
"I mean it," he says, softer now. "I didn't want to ruin this. Us. But I can't—can't keep pretending I don't feel it every time I see you. Every time you smile at me like that."
Your cheeks hurt—you realize you're grinning so wide it's ridiculous. You set down the napkins, lean across the table, and hold his face in your hands. His skin is warm, a little damp from the rain.
And you kiss him.
Soft, sure, right. His lips taste like coffee and rain, and his hands come up to cup yours, holding you like he can't believe you're real.
When you break apart, you're both breathless, laughing again. His forehead rests against yours, and he kisses you there, quick and tender.
"Finally," he mutters, and you feel the vibration of his voice against your skin.
Later, after you clean up the mess (he insists on cleaning your space for you, wiping down your laptop, your books), you walk home together beneath his umbrella, pressed close, his arm around you.
And when you reach your door, he hesitates—then tugs his hoodie off and drapes it over your shoulders.
"Wear it," he says, cheeks pink. "It's cold."
You tug it close, inhale the familiar scent of him, and smile.
"Jake?"
"Yeah?"
"Me too. I'm in love with you too."
He kisses you again then, beneath the soft drizzle, hands in your hair, and it feels like the whole world narrowed down to just this—just him, just you, just the warmth of finally, finally being home.
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He shows up to your dorm the next day wearing a denim jacket three sizes too big and a grin even bigger. His hair is slightly mussed—like he'd tried to fix it and gave up halfway—and he's holding a small bouquet of crushed flowers that look like they were picked from somewhere suspiciously not legal.
"For you," he says, eyes sparkling like you're the sun and he's a little bit tipsy on its light.
You stare at the lopsided bouquet. "Did you... pick these from the campus garden?"
"No comment," he says, then adds proudly, "I ran from a security guard. For romance."
Your laugh escapes before you can stop it. You shake your head, tuck the flowers into an empty mug on your desk, and say, "Where are we going?"
Jake wiggles his brows. "A date. A real one. Like people in movies do."
"You've seen maybe three rom-coms," you tease, grabbing your bag.
"And that's all I needed," he says, reaching for your hand like it's the most natural thing in the world. Fingers tangled, palms warm.
⸻
Stop One: the arcade.
"Jake," you say slowly, watching him load coins into the machine, "you brought me to an arcade on our first date?"
He grins at you, already pulling you toward the basketball game. "Duh. I need to establish dominance. If we're gonna be together, you need to know I'm a god at skee-ball."
You nearly snort. "We've been best friends for two years. You have never won skee-ball."
"I was holding back," he replies, smug, handing you a chipped red ball. "For love."
The next ten minutes are chaos. He misses. You miss. He hits the machine and yells, "I swear that was rigged!" while you laugh so hard you nearly fall over.
You win by twelve points.
Jake clutches his chest like you've stabbed him. "Betrayed."
You pat his head with mock sympathy. "Still love me?"
"Tragically," he says, and kisses your cheek like it's a promise.
⸻
Stop Two: the food truck.
You're halfway through your sandwich when Jake reaches over and steals a fry from your tray without breaking eye contact.
"Excuse me?" you say, mouth full.
He shrugs. "I love you. That includes your fries."
You flick a ketchup packet at his face. "Love has boundaries."
Jake pouts. "But you said it. You said you love me."
You stare at him for a beat. "I did."
And just like that—his smugness melts. He looks at you like the sun just rose behind your head. His hand finds yours again, thumb brushing your knuckles.
"Say it again?" he asks, a little breathless.
You grin. "I love you."
He leans forward, presses a kiss to your forehead, then your nose, then your lips—soft, sure, like he knows he'll never get tired of doing this. When he pulls back, his voice is quiet.
"I'll never shut up about it," he promises. "You're gonna get so sick of hearing it."
"Try me," you challenge.
He steals another fry.
You let him.
⸻
Stop Three: the tiny shop you both always pass.
It's cramped and cluttered and full of things that don't match—cat stickers, vintage postcards, keychains shaped like vegetables, earrings that are suspiciously cursed-looking. You love it.
Jake points to a rack. "Pick one. I'm buying you something."
You blink. "Why?"
"Because I love you," he says casually, then mutters, "and I got ketchup on your sleeve."
You find a tiny charm shaped like a duck wearing sunglasses. He picks one shaped like a slice of pizza with sparkly eyes.
"They don't match," you say.
"They're us," he replies. "Totally different. Still go together."
You try to act like your heart didn't just explode.
⸻
Stop Four: nowhere.
You're walking nowhere in particular, hands still tangled, keychains swinging between you. The sun's beginning to set, spilling orange gold across the pavement. Your feet hurt. Jake's hoodie is now draped over your shoulders, warm with the scent of him—mint and detergent and something you can only describe as Jake.
"Can I ask you something?" he says, kicking at a leaf.
"Always."
He looks at you, eyes soft in the way only people in love look. "Why me?"
You don't even hesitate.
"Because you've always been the softest place I've ever landed. Because you make bad days feel like adventures and good days feel like magic. Because no one's ever made me laugh and feel this safe at the same time."
He stops walking.
Then, very gently, he takes your face in his hands—thumbs brushing your cheek, like he's memorizing you by touch alone. His gaze drops to your lips, then back up.
"Okay," he whispers. "You're never getting rid of me."
"Good," you whisper back, smiling like a fool.
And when he kisses you this time—slow, sweet, full of every unspoken thing—it's not a climax. It's a beginning.
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You're both curled up on your bed, socks tangled, his arm slung around your waist like he's afraid you'll disappear. The TV plays quietly in the background, long forgotten.
Jake traces idle circles on your back.
"I still can't believe this is real," he mumbles sleepily.
You press a kiss to the corner of his mouth. "It's real."
He hums. "Don't let me mess it up."
"You won't."
"Promise?"
You kiss his forehead. "Promise."
He pulls you closer. "I'm gonna marry you one day."
Your heart flips. You don't say anything—you don't have to. You just hold him tighter, your matching keychains clicking quietly against each other on the nightstand.
And in the soft, quiet dark, wrapped in each other, you think—
Yeah. This is it.
This is what love feels like.
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note . ofc rikivsco has to make a riki headcannon like it’s my brand!!
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001. has the worlds worst case of cuteness aggression
you would expect a little kiss attack or a few bites here and there kind of aggression right?? WRONG! when riki thinks you’re being cute he puts his entire POONANI into showing it
you show him a couple’s tiktok challenge you want to do with him? he’s grabbing your face and kissing your cheeks with all his might because.. omg he's your boyfriend and he can do cute couples challenges with you. you buy him something cause it reminded you of him? he’s picking you up and squeezing the life out of you. you simply talk about your day???? he’s stopping you midway and tackling you onto the couch. he just loves with his whole body what can he do ):
002. LOOOVES when you play with his hair
idk if anyone remembers that one live around enha’s debut of riki nudging jungwon’s hand to continue playing with his hair, but i fear that is burned into my head.
riki would be sitting on the floor playing fifa while you’re sitting on the couch above him. your hand would either be mindlessly carding through his hair, or playing with the ends while you listen to jungwon and sunoo talk about something that happened at work. jungwon happened to bring up the topic of weird coworkers, which obviously got you worked up because you HATE some of your coworkers.
you’re using one hand to emphasize your points while the other hand is ghosting over riki's head. and while jungwon and sunoo are like “YESS SAY IT LOUDERR” you feel riki push his head back onto your unmoving hand. you almost stopped talking to bite him or something (because u match his aggression freak), but you just continued your story about your ratty coworker while looking at the cute boy in front of you and playing with his hair
003. will willingly do any tiktok you want (force) him to do
he doesnt even act like he hates it when you ask, he just blindly follows whatever you tell him to do
the most recent one was the “ruby chan- HONKK” (this) trend and he LOOVED it. you just held the camera in his face while he was in bed next to and you can see him dying laughing everytime the sound happens
his favorite one that you did on him was the trend where you say “quick, act like i’m a random girl at the club!” and just grab his face and passionately kiss him. very much enjoyed playing pretend and doing everything wrong so he could keep touching you (you smacked him too many times to count)
can you guys tell i’m chronically online
004. lets you do your skin care/makeup routine on him
ends up looking so beautiful with your makeup on him like it lowkey pisses you off cause wtf is he doing looking that good with YOUR routine...... so rude...
005. does the boyfriend twitch in his sleep every single time you guys take a nap together but he ALWAYS denies it
006. brings you to practice sometimes and teaches you some choreography in his spare time
riki is such a good teacher he can make your questionable dancing ability look a bit more unquestionable. you love going there because it reminds you of how passionate he is about performance, and he loves when you’re there because your face is his fuel. positives of letting him teach you new choreo: a kiss for every part you remember, free food from hybe cafe, and basically a free date
007. always goes to you first when he’s struggling
being the youngest in the kpop scene at one point was one of the hardest things to handle for him- and the effects of that will of course leave an imprint. so when he gets off of his scheduled live that was filled with comments about a performance that he wasn’t too happy about, he came to your place as opposed to wallowing in his own. you, being the attentive partner you are, noticed his off mood immediately.
he usually wouldn’t prefer talking about it, so you learned to adhere to that and care for him in silence. when you step in the shower with him, he’s clinging on to you with his forehead resting on your shoulder.
“i hated the way the stage came out today.” you didn’t say anything, just reached up and played with his hair.
“i just think… since it was my fault, i shouldn’t cry about it. but sometimes…" you move impossibly closer.
“sometimes it gets to me. i want to cry about being twenty years old and already being in the scene for like... five years. i want to cry about missing my family. i want to cry about my childhood, but i did that to myself. why should i?”
and in these moments, you hold him as he lets his tears go, whisper everything he wants to hear- everything he needs to hear. riki can’t help but only express how he feels to you because he knows he’ll never feel stupid thinking the way he does. you are his home
008. refers to you as “my [insert petname] to his friends
it’s never something corny like “my baby” or “my sweet honey sugar muffin” (he calls you sugar muffin to piss you off in private though)
it’s always: “oh i can’t tonight, my lady wants to try the new thai place around the area.”
“my missus wants to go to the mall, but i can get lunch with you after.”
“my girl says hi by the way, better say it back.”
he never says it to your face or around you, which to you, makes it ten times cuter. his friends make fun of him by saying “hi missus” or “what does ‘his lady’ think?" when you're with them, and he does not care!!!
nonchalantly responds “until you guys find someone to call your 'lady’, leave my lady out of it.”
009. hates sharing his clothes unless it's you
lowkey a drabble on its own sorry i get carried away </3
that mans wardrobe is so effing expensive if i had the entire chrome hearts collection it would be sealed in a bulletproof glass case but i digress
you have watched your boyfriend get genuinely mad when he sees one of his members wearing any of his nice clothes-- rightfully so-- so you were never going to go through his closet anytime soon.
one winter day however, the ac in the dorms decided to stop working on the same day the first snow happened, leaving you absolutely freezing. when riki feels your shivering against him, he immediately moves towards his room with a small "hold on i know what'll make you warm, be right back."
when he comes back with his saint michael glory for eternity hoodie (500+ dollar hoodie btw this is a real hoodie he owns), you are pushing it away while your teeth are literally chattering.
"i know how you are about sharing your nice hoodies; there is no way in hell i'm wearing that while we eat fucking sushi." he literally stands and stares at you for like five seconds and then LAUGHS IN YOUR FACE
"babe, i don't like when anyone else wears my hoodies, but you're not anyone else," he says while he physically pulls the hoodie over your head with a grin. "i can't believe i have to tell my own girlfriend that i want her to wear my clothes..." and this dramatic ass is clutching his chest and falling on top of you after you pull your arms into the sleeves
"my bad for assuming the worst when i literally watched you chase heeseung with a bat for wearing your harley davidson jacket..."
010. favorite pastime = you + gaming
whether you’re actual shart at gaming (me asf) or an absolute demon, he would want to integrate you into one of his favorite ways to relieve his stress
if you’re bad, he always asks to teach you even when you’re hesitant because you WILL bring his score down. he pulls you onto his lap and reassures you that he doesn’t care about his stupid score (he does but that doesn’t matter). he would guide your hands onto the controller and gently put his larger hands over yours, teaching you all the basics and even playing a round in that position. if you earn points on your own? he’s yelling his signature “LET’S GOOO” as if he just won that point himself
if you’re good, he’s asking you to hop on a game every night after he comes back from practice. you can’t be on another team or just against him any way cause his competitive mindset would take over and he would demolish you… it’s for your own good ok he is not the same person you know and love when he’s playing….. would prefer you guys to be together so you can come up with strategies without having anyone else hear it (he also likes tackling you onto the bed after a win and kissing your face all over, but yeah… strategy….)
011. romanticizes everything but thinks you don't notice
he claims to be sooo nonchalant but his grocery list literally looks like this:
1. eggs (+ milk to make them fluffy like y/n likes it)
2. bread (with seeds in it that y/n claims to hate but she ends up eating all of them)
3. snacks (y/n's favorite, i trust you know that)
and you go on for so long not knowing he wrote things in his notes like that until you casually asked to go on his phone while he played games in front of you. he had so many different notes about you; reminders to get you gifts for upcoming life events, things that you mentioned in passing, huge paragraphs for you that he decided to write in the late hours of the night... and of course, that grocery list.
you couldn't stop yourself from approaching him and snaking your arms around his shoulders, kissing all over his cheek as he continues gaming with a confused smile on his face.
that night, you're sleeping in his chest (a little closer than usual) when he opens his phone to see his notes app already open, exposing almost all his love for you. he's not even embarrassed-- he just chuckled and closed his phone, kissing your forehead and drifting off into his own sleep with a little smitten smile on his face
a/n: i loooowk lost ideas towards the end so im sorry if this was ass </3 I HEART RIKI!!
desperate ex!hoon x fem!reader in which sunghoon wants you back, bad. caution suggestive/sexual innuendos mikaela’s since people begged🙄(jk, i’m very willing) | collection
the studio air is thick with heat and movement. crew members calling out cues, cameras adjusting their focus, the dull sound of heels clacking across the soundstage floor. it’s all noise to you now, familiar background static in the life you’ve slipped into, just to be close to him.
you sit just out of frame, legs crossed in the corner near the monitors, pretending to read the worn paperback in your hands. but your eyes haven’t moved past the same sentence in the last ten minutes because your attention is locked on him. riki aka your boyfriend.
nineteen now, still growing into his fame, his face sharper than it used to be but his eyes still soft whenever they find yours.
he’s in costume, hair styled, lips tinted, the top buttons of his shirt undone for the scene. it’s supposed to be a romantic moment, the height of tension between the two lead characters. a kiss is coming next, which means it’s your cue.
you set the book down and get up quietly, already used to the strange ritual of it. wardrobe shuffling you into the right top, hair team styling your hair so that it mirrors the lead actress’s style, makeup dabbing your lips with the same shade she’s wearing.
it’s weird, surreal, sometimes even funny but the only reason you agreed to it is him…because riki didn’t want to kiss anyone else.
not because he didn’t understand it was acting. not because he doubted the professionalism of it all but because he couldn’t. he told you, plain as day, months ago when the script was finalized and the role offered. “it’s not about them, it’s about me. i just…i only want to kiss you. even if it’s fake, even if it’s for two seconds on screen, it should still be you.”
you argued at first. tried to be the rational one, the supportive girlfriend. but you’d also been his best friend long before you were his girlfriend.
since the fourth grade, when he let you borrow his pencil and acted like it was no big deal even though he never shared with anyone else. you know how he is when he sets his mind on something.
so here you are, playing pretend in the shadows, stepping into frame when the camera calls for a kiss, knowing they’ll never show your face but needing to be there anyway because he needs you.
the scene wraps after a few takes, the director calling “cut!!” with a clap and a satisfied sigh. the crew shuffles around, resetting lights, discussing angles, preparing for the next shot, but riki? he doesn’t wait.
he doesn’t ask anyone, doesn’t even take a breath before he’s walking, no, beelining straight to where you are now, standing just off stage with your heart still racing.
he doesn’t say anything at first, just reaches for you, hands settling at your waist as he rests his forehead against yours. “i hate it,” he breathes out.
your fingers instinctively thread through his hair, pushing it back gently, feeling the way his shoulders slowly fall under your touch. “hate what?”
“this. the pretending. every time i do it, it makes me miss you more.” you smile a little. “but baby, i’m right here.”
he shakes his head. “not like that, not you-you. i miss you as you. not the girl i’m supposed to fall in love with on screen. i want you next to me, with me, in every scene, laughing at my lines, rolling your eyes when i mess up. i want you.”
his voice is low, worn at the edges like he’s been carrying this all day. now that he’s near you, he’s letting it spill and he always does. he always falls apart a little in your arms. not in a dramatic way, but in that quiet way that only happens when someone finally feels safe.
he wraps his arms around your back and pulls you closer, tucking his face into the crook of your neck like it’s the only place that makes sense.
you let him rest there, stroking his back in soft, slow lines. “you’re so dramatic,” you whisper teasingly. he mumbles something against your neck. “you love it.” you laugh, pressing a kiss to his temple. “i really do.”
he leans back enough to look at you now, his hands still cradling your waist. “seriously though, i wish it was you in the movie. not just as a double but as her. then i wouldn’t have to pretend and everything would be so much easier.” you tilt your head. “you think you’d be able to act if i were the lead?”
he blinks, “…no…probably not.” you grin, “see? maybe it’s better this way.”
he huffs, but his lips are tugging into a smile now, even if he’s still clinging to you like the world might pull him away again if he lets go.
“break’s over in five,” someone calls from across the set. rikis nose wrinkles and he slumps forward, laying his head against your chest. “already?”
“mmhmm.” he groans dramatically, tightening his grip. “i can’t do it.” you roll your eyes fondly. “you’ve done harder scenes before.”
“not like this. these are the hardest because they’re the ones that should’ve been with you.”
you don’t say anything to that. not because you don’t have words, but because you know none of them will fix what he’s feeling. so instead, you kiss him again, slow and sweet, letting your fingers frame his face the way he loves.
he breathes in like it’s oxygen, like you’re the thing keeping him grounded. “you’re gonna be okay,” you say against his lips. “you always are.”
“only because you’re here, pretty” he says, eyes still closed. when they call him back again, he finally lets go. but not without a final kiss to your cheek, a whisper in your ear, and a hand that lingers at your waist until the last second.
riki goes back to set with the same face the cameras love, the same cool composure that’s made him a name to remember.
but only you know how his heart thumps a little slower when he’s near you. only he knows that no matter how many girls he’s scripted to fall in love with on screen—you’re the only one he ever will.
can you, perhaps, do an idol! jungwon x reader fanfic? the setting would be reader accidentally texting jungwon and the reader is an engene as well, actually, but then reader and won keep talking but he doesn't reveal he is an idol until later!! reader could be in the industry as like a staff or smth!
Sent, Delivered, Loved
pairing: idol! Jungwon x staff! reader
synopsis: As a hardworking staff member at HYBE, the last thing you expected was to accidentally text the wrong number in the middle of a busy day. But instead of a confused reply, the person on the other end kept the conversation going. He was funny, easy to talk to, and somehow, you found yourself looking forward to his messages. You didn’t know his name, his face, or even his voice but you liked him. Which was ridiculous, right?
Oh, and the person you were texting? Yeah. It was Jungwon. THE Jungwon from enhypen.
author's note: Thank you for the amazing request, Anonie! I must say, it took me a whole month to finish this, but it was definitely worth it. I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it. Happy reading, everyone! 💖
warning: This is just for the plot and should never be taken seriously. Do NOT text random strangers 😭 and don’t ever fall for someone just through texting. Mentions of cursing and also slight angst.
permanent tag list: @sol3chu @chlorinecake @13tter @jung1w0n @layzfy
You: bro wtf where r u???
You angrily jabbed at your screen. It was late, you were exhausted, and your friend, your so-called reliable colleague, was missing in action when you needed them most.
You: i swear to god if u left me to deal with this alone i’m blocking u forever.
A few seconds passed, and then-
Unknown Number: uh… hi??
You frowned. That wasn’t the reaction you were expecting.
You: ???
You: don’t play dumb. u know what u did.
Unknown Number: i actually don’t. i think u have the wrong number??
Your eyes widened.
Oh.
OH.
You immediately scrolled up, checking the number you had just texted, only to realize that you had completely messed up one digit in your rush.
You: …omg wait. ur not Jiho?
Unknown Number: pretty sure i’m not.
You: oh my god kill me now. i’m so sorry.
Unknown Number: lmao it’s cool. what did this guy do to deserve ur wrath tho??
You sighed and debated whether or not to answer. But at this point, you’d already embarrassed yourself. Might as well go all in.
You: he bailed on me. we were supposed to finish this event setup for work but guess who’s suddenly “busy” 🙄
Unknown Number: damn. fake friend behavior.
You: RIGHT?? like i love him but i will fight him.
The typing bubble appeared, then disappeared. Then, it appeared again.
Unknown Number: sounds like a rough job. must be intense working in the industry.
You blinked at your screen. That was… a little specific.
You: wait, how’d u know it’s the industry??
Unknown Number: u mentioned an event setup. unless ur hosting birthday parties on a tuesday night, i figured.
You: touché.
Unknown Number: so what do u do?
You hesitated for a moment. It wasn’t like this was confidential information, but still…should you be talking about work with a total stranger? Then again, you had already gone on a rant about your missing-in-action coworker, so what harm would a little more do?
You: just staff stuff. event coordination, assisting with schedules, making sure idols don’t get lost on the way to their own stages. u know. the usual.
Unknown Number: sounds like a nightmare.
You: it is <3
You chuckled, shaking your head at how easy it was to talk to this person.
Unknown Number: u must meet a lot of idols then.
You sighed.
You: yeah but it’s not as exciting as u think. they’re just people. some r nice, some r annoying, some act like they don’t know what a clock is.
Unknown Number: LOL. any favorites?
You raised an eyebrow at that.
You: what, r u an idol fan?
Unknown Number: maybe.
You: ok mysterious.
Unknown Number: u didn’t answer tho.
You hummed and think.
You: idk. if i had to pick… maybe enhypen? they’re cool.
A beat of silence. Then,
Unknown Number: good taste.
Weird. Before you could think too much about it, another message popped up.
Unknown Number: anyway, u still mad at ur friend or did u forgive him?
You rolled your eyes.
You: still mad. he better buy me food.
Unknown Number: solid plan. u deserve compensation.
You: exactly!! u get it.
And just like that, the conversation flowed on, stretching far past the frustration that started it. You didn’t know who this person was, but they were easy to talk to, and for some reason, you didn’t mind keeping the conversation going.
🫐
Over the next few weeks, your accidental text became a daily habit. You didn’t know why, but talking to this stranger was easy. Maybe it was because he had no expectations of you. He wasn’t a coworker, a superior, or an idol to impress. He was just some guy who sent back sarcastic texts and asked surprisingly thoughtful questions.
And for Jungwon, it was the opposite.
For the first time in a long while, he got to be a normal person. Not Jungwon, leader of Enhypen. Just some random guy in your messages. He didn’t have to worry about his image or if he was saying the right thing. You didn’t treat him differently. You teased him, called him bro, and sent blurry dinner photos.
And he liked it.
Maybe he never corrected you when you called him a nobody. Perhaps he looked forward to your messages more than he should.
Maybe that’s why he didn’t tell you the truth.
🫐
You groaned as you dropped onto a chair in the break room. You are completely drained, and the past few hours have been horrible. Running back and forth between different rooms, handling last-minute requests, and nearly getting run over by a staff member pushing a cart too fast. At this point, your legs were made of jelly, your back ached, and your only source of comfort was-
You: listen here, u lil gremlin. i am suffering.
Unknown Number: ???
Unknown Number: what did i do this time 😭
You: EXIST. why am i here working my ass off while u get to sit there and breathe??
Unknown Number: maybe bc u have a job and i’m just a mysterious, incredibly cool stranger on the internet
You: mysterious, incredibly cool GREMLIN.
You: actually no. goblin. u give goblin energy.
Jungwon almost choked on his water. Goblin??
Unknown Number: EXCUSE ME.
Unknown Number: what part of me gives goblin energy???
You: idk. just a vibe. like a smug little goblin who laughs at my suffering.
Jungwon did, in fact, laugh at that. He leaned back in his chair, shaking his head.
Unknown Number: ok but real talk. what’s making u suffer this time
You: running around hybe like a headless chicken. setting up for another event. also why do idols need so many rooms. just share a table or smth smh.
Jungwon raised a brow.
Hybe.
So, you worked at Hybe. That confirmed it. You were in the same building as him, probably passing by his team without even realizing it.
Unknown Number: sounds rough. u need a raise tbh.
You: RIGHT?? finally someone with common sense.
Unknown Number: goblin says u should go get a snack or smth before u pass out.
You sighed before standing up and walking toward the nearest vending machine.
You: fine. but only bc goblin said so.
Jungwon grinned. He could get used to this nickname.
🫐
You still didn’t know his real name, and he still hadn’t told you what he did for a living. But weirdly enough, you didn’t mind.
One evening, after another long day of work, you flopped onto your bed and grabbed your phone.
You: goblin. tell me something random about u.
Unknown Number: hmm. i like cats.
You: ok well that’s basic. try again.
Unknown Number: wow ok. rude.
Unknown Number: fine. i used to do taekwondo when i was younger.
You: woah. that’s kinda cool. do u still remember any moves?
Unknown Number: maybe. depends. why? u planning to fight me?
You: depends. are u annoying today?
Unknown Number: always.
You rolled your eyes and smiled to yourself.
Unknown Number: ok my turn. tell me something random about u.
You: hmm. i can survive on just ramen and coffee for a whole week.
Unknown Number: that is not something to brag about.
You: shh. survival skills.
Unknown Number: more like self-destruction skills.
You laughed.
It was weird how easy it was to talk to him. Even without knowing what he looked like or what he did, you felt like you could tell him anything.
And somehow, you got the feeling that he felt the same way.
As you continued texting, an idea popped into your head.
You: btw. i’m giving u a nickname.
Unknown Number: oh? should i be concerned?
You: yes. but it’s happening anyway.
You changed his contact name and took a screenshot.
You: congrats. ur now “goblin” in my phone. [image attached]
Goblin: goblin again???? why.
You: idk u give me goblin vibes.
Goblin: i don’t know if i should be honored or offended.
You: both.
Goblin: …fair.
You grinned to yourself. Yeah, “Goblin” suited him just fine.
🫐
It was ridiculous.
You groaned and buried your face in your hands. This was getting out of control and liking someone you’d never seen. Someone you only knew through text? It was wild. But talking to Goblin had somehow become the best part of your day.
It wasn’t just his humor or the way he matched your sarcasm. It was the way he listened. The way he remembered small details. He never made you feel like you were talking too much, even when you went on long-winded rants about work.
And that was the problem.
Because now, you were catching feelings for someone who was like a ghost. What the fuck?
You sighed and stared at your phone.
You: goblin. tell me something.
Goblin: what kind of something?
You: something about you. anything.
Goblin: hmm. okay. i like late-night drives.
You: oh? fancy. what else?
Goblin: i sing a lot, but only when i’m alone.
You smiled.
You: what if ur actually really good but no one knows?
Goblin: oh, people know.
You paused, eyebrows furrowing.
You: ?? do u perform or smth?
There was a long pause.
Goblin: nah… let’s say i’ve had some practice.
You stared at the screen. You felt an odd feeling. But before you could ask more, he changed the subject.
And this was the pattern.
You’d ask about him, he’d give vague answers. It wasn’t like he was lying. He wasn’t telling you everything.
Meanwhile, Jungwon was losing his mind.
He liked you. Way more than he should.
He knew he should tell you the truth…that he wasn’t just some random guy but an idol, an Enhypen member, someone you admired without realizing he was the same person you texted every day.
But how was he supposed to do that without making you feel betrayed?
It didn’t help that you unknowingly talked about him all the time.
You: work was chaos today. my team had to set up for an engene event, and guess what? i had to carry a life-sized jungwon cutout.
Goblin: oh? lucky u. he’s pretty cool.
You: pls. i had to carry his smug face up three flights of stairs. not fun.
Goblin: bet he was judging u the whole way.
You: EXACTLY. i could hear him in my head like “hurry up, bitch.”
Jungwon nearly choked on his drink.
You: i mean, i love him, but he def gives rich, spoiled cat vibes.
Goblin: wow. tell me how u really feel.
You: LMAO SORRY. no but fr, i respect him a lot. he works so hard.
Goblin: yeah… he really does.
Jungwon smiled to himself.
But the longer he kept the truth from you, the worse it felt.
One day, he was going to have to tell you.
He just didn’t know how.
🫐
You had one job. Just one.
Don’t freak out. Don’t stare. Be professional.
Yet, here you were, standing in the same hallway as enhypen. Your heart was racing.
You hadn’t even meant to run into them. You were trying to deliver some documents to another department when you turned a corner, and bam! almost crashed straight into Jungwon himself.
“Ah, sorry!” You quickly stepped back and bowed.
“It’s okay,” he replied casually.
You kept your head down, gripping the files in your hands. You knew the rules. Staff weren’t supposed to interact too much with idols unless necessary. So, you did what you always did. You kept moving, not making eye contact.
But the moment you were out of sight, you whipped out your phone.
You: BRO WTF I JUST BUMPED INTO ENHYPEN HELP
Goblin: oh? ur alive?
You: BARELY. I almost DIED. I ran straight into Jungwon.
Goblin: sounds like a skill issue tbh.
You: SHUT UP. Anyway, I had to act normal and not fangirl. Pain.
Goblin: so u saw Jungwon up close, huh? thoughts?
You: he’s… really handsome actually like stupidly handsome.
Jungwon, reading the text, blinked.
Wait.
Something clicked in his head.
You just said you bumped into Enhypen.
His eyes narrowed slightly as he thought back to earlier.
A staff member had walked past them, avoiding eye contact. He hadn’t paid much attention, but now that he thought about it…
That had been you.
Jungwon’s breath hitched.
Holy shit.
You were the staff member he had occasionally seen around the company. He’d thought you were pretty before, but it never crossed his mind that you were you.
Now, everything made sense. The things you ranted about, your schedule, and the way you always seemed to know too much about his events.
He grinned to himself.
Goblin: so… if u had to rank the members by looks, where would jungwon be?
You: pls don’t expose me but top 1 actually. his visuals are insane irl.
Jungwon nearly dropped his phone.
🫐
Ever since Jungwon pieced together your identity, he couldn’t help but pay more attention whenever he saw you at the company.
It wasn’t full-on stalking. No, he wasn’t that creepy. But he started noticing little things.
Like how you always ran around, papers in hand, sometimes looking stressed and sometimes smiling at your coworkers. How you always carried an energy drink in the morning, eyes barely open as you dragged yourself through the halls. How you always pulled out your phone at random moments to text him.
And, most of all, how you never once looked at him.
Jungwon found it amusing. You had no idea that the same person you were texting as “Goblin” was now actively looking for you in a crowd.
He casually walked by your usual routes, trying to confirm his suspicions. If you were near, he’d glance discreetly, watching your reactions. You were always professional, always busy, always avoiding unnecessary attention.
But then, one day, he decided to test his theory.
Exhausted, you were standing near the entrance, rubbing your temples as another staff member spoke to you. You were frustrated, probably from another long day of work.
Jungwon, a few steps away, discreetly pulled out his phone and typed.
Goblin: u alive?
A second later, your phone vibrated in your pocket.
Jungwon didn’t even need to guess. The way your entire demeanor changed was all the confirmation he needed. Your tired frown softened. Your lips curled into a small smile.
Bingo.
Now he knew it was 100% you.
Later that night, he picked up his phone again.
Goblin: so, when’s ur funeral?
You: idk but work is definitely killing me first.
Goblin: want me to fight ur boss?
You: pls. throw hands.
Jungwon chuckled to himself. Oh, if only you knew.
🫐
It was late. You sat on your bed, staring at your phone screen. Without thinking too much about it, you opened your messages.
You: Goblin, you up?
A few seconds passed before the typing bubble appeared.
Goblin: For you? Always. What’s up?
You hesitated. You weren’t usually the type to unload your emotions onto others, but something about him…about this…felt safe.
You: I’m just tired. Really tired.
You: Sometimes I feel like no matter how hard I work, no one actually sees it.
You: Like, I put in all this effort, and it’s just… expected. Nothing special. And if I mess up even a little, suddenly it’s a big deal.
You stared at your screen, debating if you should delete the message, but a reply came in before you could.
Goblin: I know exactly how that feels.
That made you pause.
You: You do?
Goblin: Yeah.
Goblin: It’s like… the pressure never stops. People only see the results, not the work behind it. And when you succeed, it’s just “as expected.” But when you fail? That’s when they notice.
That was oddly specific.
You: Exactly. Like, can someone just acknowledge how exhausting it is??
Goblin: You deserve that acknowledgment. Even if no one else says it, I will: You’re doing amazing. And I mean that.
A small smile tugged at your lips despite the frustration.
You: Thanks, Goblin. That means a lot.
Goblin: Anytime.
A comfortable silence settled between you two. Then,
Goblin: Can I tell you something too?
You sat up a little straighter.
You: Of course.
A few seconds passed before he responded.
Goblin: Sometimes I feel like people don’t actually know me. They see what they want to see. They have all these expectations, and I try to meet them, but at the end of the day… I wonder if anyone would still like me if I wasn’t what they expected.
You stared at the message, something about it making your heart ache a little.
You: That sounds lonely.
Goblin: It is. But I guess I’ve gotten used to it.
Your fingers hovered over the screen keyboard before you started typing.
You: Well, I don’t know about them, but I like you. Just as you are. Even if you’re secretly a weirdo who texts strangers in the middle of the night.
There was a pause, then-
Goblin: Wow. I was about to be all deep and emotional, and you just had to call me a weirdo.
You laughed softly.
You: I’m just saying, you’re pretty cool. Whoever you are.
You didn’t realize it, but on the other side of the screen, Jungwon stared at your message for a long time. He felt something that was terrifying.
Because for the first time in a long while, he felt seen. And he wasn’t sure if he was ready for that.
🫐
It’s late at night again, and you’re sitting at home, exhausted after another grueling day at work. Your feet ache, and your body feels heavy, but despite your exhaustion, you’re still awake because of him.
Your phone is open to your messages with Goblin, and you hesitate before typing.
You: be honest. do you ever think about what it’d be like if we met irl?
Jungwon, who was lying in bed, staring at his screen, felt his stomach drop.
Oh no.
Jungwon’s fingers hovered over his screen. His heart pounded as he read your message over and over again. Of course, he had thought about it every single day since realizing who you were. But if you knew who he really was… would you still want to meet?
After a long pause, he finally replied.
Goblin: hmm, maybe… but what if we meet and you’re disappointed?
He winced after sending it. That was a cowardly response, dodging the real issue.
Your reply came almost instantly.
You: lmao please. i bet ur like a middle-aged man with a receding hairline
You: but honestly. i do wonder. it’s weird, right? liking someone u never met??
Jungwon’s stomach flipped. Liking?
Before he could stop himself, his lips curled into a small smile. Did you really mean that? Or was it just a casual way of speaking? He needed to be careful.
Goblin: do u? like me, i mean
The second he sent it, he regretted it. It felt too direct. What if you got weirded out? He considered sending a follow-up message to downplay it, but before he could, his phone vibrated.
You: idk. maybe?
Jungwon stared at the screen, his ears burning. You liked him? But you didn’t even know who he was.
And that was the problem.
He couldn’t keep lying to you.
Taking a deep breath, Jungwon sat up in bed. His fingers moved over his keyboard, hesitating for a long moment before he typed-
Goblin: Hey, can I call you?
🫐
Your phone buzzed in your hand. An incoming call. From Goblin.
Your stomach flipped. He had never called before. Hesitating for a second, you stared at the screen before finally answering.
“Hello?”
There was a pause, then-
“Hey.”
Your breath hitched. His voice was… smooth. Gentle. Familiar in a way. You sat up straighter.
“Wow. So you do have a voice,” you teased trying to mask your nervousness.
He let out a soft chuckle. “Yeah… I figured it was time.”
There was a beat of silence before he spoke again, this time more serious.
“I have to tell you something.”
Your heart pounded. “What is it?”
Jungwon took a deep breath on the other end. His hands clenched into fists, but this was it. No more hiding.
“I know who you are.”
Your brows furrowed. “Huh?”
“we’ve met before. A lot of times.”
“Wait—what are you saying?”
Jungwon hesitated. “I’m not just some random guy.”
“I’m Jungwon.”
Silence.
Your mind raced. Jungwon? Only one Jungwon immediately came to mind, but that was impossible.
“Jungwon…?” Your voice came out weaker than you wanted.
“Yeah.” Another pause. “Yang Jungwon.”
Your breath caught in your throat.
No.
No way.
The leader of Enhypen. The same Jungwon you had bumped into at the company a few times. The same Jungwon whose songs you had on your playlist.
The same Jungwon you had been texting for months.
You felt your whole world tilt.
“You’re kidding.” You whispered.
“I’m not.” His voice was cautious. “I wanted to tell you earlier, but I was scared. I liked talking to you like this. Just as… me.”
Your grip on the phone tightened. You were shocked, confused, and something dangerously close to betrayal.
You had confided in him and talked about your job, talked about him, without knowing it was actually him.
Your mind was spinning.
“I—” You swallowed hard. “I need a minute.”
Jungwon’s heart sank. He could hear the sadness in your voice.
“I get it.” His voice was soft. “Take your time.”
But as the call ended, a heavy silence settled between you.
And Jungwon could only hope he hadn’t just lost you forever.
🫐
You had deleted his contact the second you found out the truth. It was impulsive, but even now, you felt guilty.
You never gave him a chance to explain.
Not that you owed him one. He had lied to you for months. He let you vent about work, about idols, about him. All while hiding that he was the person you were unknowingly talking about. Still, a small part of you wondered what he would have said if you had stayed long enough to hear him out. But it was too late now. You had cut him off, and life had to move on.
So you threw yourself into work, acting like nothing happened. But something felt… different.
For one, your workload, usually overwhelming, had mysteriously lightened. Tasks you had been dreading were suddenly reassigned. Even the small mistakes you made generally earned you a scolding and seemed to go unnoticed.
At first, you thought it was just luck. But then, little things started to stand out.
One evening, after a long day, you dragged yourself into a break room, exhausted. You had been assigned to help with an event that had left you completely drained. As you slumped into a chair, your coworker sighed beside you.
“Lucky you,” she muttered and stretched her arms. “I heard you were supposed to be on cleanup duty tonight, but someone switched it at the last minute.”
You blinked. “Wait… what?”
Your coworker shrugged. “Dunno. Some higher-up pulled some strings, I guess. Maybe you’ve got a guardian angel or something.”
You let out a disbelieving laugh. A guardian angel? Yeah, right.
Meanwhile, Jungwon watched from the shadows, unseen. He knew he had no right to interfere. Not after what he had done, but he couldn’t just stand by and do nothing.
So he helped in the only way he could.
He stayed silent and watched from a distance. Making sure you were okay. Doing whatever he could to ease your burden, even if you never found out.
Because if he couldn’t have you back in his life… this was the least he could do.
🫐
Your phone buzzed on your nightstand just as you were about to go to bed.
You groaned, rolling over to grab it, eyes squinting at the screen. Unknown Number.
For a second, you debated letting it ring, but curiosity got the better of you. With a sigh, you swiped to accept the call and pressed the phone to your ear.
“Hello?”
Silence.
You frowned. “Uh… hello?”
Finally, a voice. “Hey… it’s me.”
You pulled the phone away, staring at the number. It was definitely not saved in your contacts.
“…Sorry, who is this?” you asked cautiously.
A pause. Then, a chuckle. “Did you delete my number that fast?”
Your stomach dropped.
That laugh. That tone.
It hit you all at once.
Your fingers clenched around the phone. “Jungwon.”
Another silence. Then, softly-“Yeah.”
You swallowed, suddenly feeling like you couldn’t breathe.
Your brain scrambled to find something to say, but you could only stare blankly at your ceiling.
“I—What do you want?” Your voice came out smaller than you intended.
Jungwon exhaled as if he had been holding his breath. “I don’t know,” he admitted. “I just… I just needed to hear your voice.”
Your grip on the phone tightened.
“You shouldn’t have called,” you muttered. “You shouldn’t—”
“I know,” he cut in. “I know, and I’m sorry. But I couldn’t help it.”
You shut your eyes. “Jungwon, I—”
“I should’ve told you sooner,” he rushed out. “I should’ve told you a lot of things.”
Your chest ached.
“I knew it was you,” he continued. “I figured it out early. But I didn’t say anything because I was selfish. I didn’t want you to treat me differently. I didn’t want to lose what we had. I’m sorry.”
“I wasn’t pretending,” he said softer now. “Everything I said to you was real.”
You pressed your palm against your forehead. You were overwhelmed.
“I know I don’t deserve it, but…” Jungwon hesitated. “Can I see you?”
Your heart pounded.
Could you face him? After everything?
🫐
You didn’t know why you said yes.
Maybe it was curiosity. Perhaps because you missed the feeling of something that had once felt so real. Or perhaps you weren’t as ready to let him go as you told yourself. So now, here you were. Your jacket covered your pj’s underneath. The air was cold, but not nearly as cold as the tension between you and the boy standing a few feet away. For a moment, neither of you spoke. He was wearing a hoodie, hands tucked into the pockets, eyes looking from you to the ground because he didn’t know where to start.
Seeing him now, after everything, felt surreal.
You swallowed. “So… you changed your number just to call me?”
Jungwon let out a soft laugh. “Yeah.”
You shook your head. “That’s insane.”
“I know.” His lips quirked, but it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “I tried to leave you alone. I did. But I couldn’t stop thinking about you.”
You clenched your jaw, “You lied to me.”
Jungwon’s expression fell. “I know.”
“You let me embarrass myself. You let me tell you things…things I wouldn’t have said if I knew who you were.” Your voice was with frustration and hurt. “Do you have any idea how humiliating that was?”
“I do,” Jungwon said quietly. “And I hate myself for it.”
There was silence again. Then, Jungwon decided to take a slow step closer.
“I never wanted to hurt you,” he said. “I swear. I liked talking to you. I liked that you didn’t see me as an idol. You treated me like a normal person. And for the first time in a long time, I felt like one.”
You exhaled sharply and looked away.
“I know I don’t deserve your forgiveness,” Jungwon continued. “But if any part of you still wants this, still wants me, then I’ll do anything to fix this.”
Your fingers tightened around the sleeves of your jacket.
Do you still want this?
Did you still want him?
You let out a bitter laugh while shaking your head. “You know what’s funny?”
Jungwon stayed quiet.
“I used to think it was ridiculous,” you admitted. “Liking someone you’ve never even met. Someone you only talked to through a screen.” You let out a breath. “But then… it happened.”
Jungwon’s expression softened, but he didn’t say anything.
“I told myself it wasn’t real,” you continued. “That it was just the comfort of having someone to talk to. It was easy to fall for someone when all you had were words and late-night conversations.” You swallowed. “But it felt real. And when everything came crashing down, it hurt like it was real.”
“I didn’t mean to fall for you,” you admitted. “But I did.”
Jungwon’s breath hitched. “You…”
“I liked you,” you said firmly this time. “I liked Goblin. Not Jungwon, not an idol. Just you.”
His hands twitched like he wanted to reach for you, but he held himself back.
“I ruined it,” he murmured. “Didn’t I?”
You hesitated. “I don’t know.”
It was the truth.
Jungwon was bracing himself for the worst.
You sighed and looked down at your feet. “I forgive you.”
He sucked in a breath. “You do?”
You nodded, “But…”
The relief that had started to settle in his features quickly faded.
“I want to take it slow,” you said carefully. “I want to learn more about you. You, not just the person I texted late at night.” You exhaled. “And I don’t know what to do, Jungwon. Even just meeting you here feels like I’m walking on thin ice.”
Jungwon pressed his lips together. He understood.
“If anyone finds out…” you hesitated as you glanced around as if someone could be listening. “I could lose my job. You could ruin everything you’ve worked for.”
“I know,” he murmured.
You let out a small, breathy laugh, “Then why are you even here?”
“Because you’re worth the risk.”
Your heart stuttered.
“I don’t want to let you go,” he said. “But I also don’t want to rush you. If you want to take it slow, we will.” He smiled. “I can wait. I mean, we already spent months texting. I think I can handle a little more patience.”
You rolled your eyes, but a small smile tugged at your lips.
“Okay,” you said softly. “Then let’s take it slow
🫐
Months Later
You were swamped with work, running from one task to another, barely catching a break. The office was hectic as usual, with staff members moving in and out, handling schedules, coordinating events, and making sure everything for the idols ran smoothly. You had settled into a routine again, though now and then, you’d catch yourself glancing at your phone, wondering if he would first text.
Your relationship with Jungwon had been… complicated. Ever since that night, you had both taken slow but careful texts, occasional calls, and a few fleeting encounters in the company's hallways. He was still an idol, and you were still a staff member. Even though no one knew about the two of you, there was always a risk.
As you finished organizing some paperwork, your phone vibrated in your pocket.
Goblin: Come outside.
Your brows furrowed.
You: I’m working??
Goblin: Just for a second.
You sighed. But curiosity got the best of you, and you slipped out of the office, making your way toward the quieter side of the building. As soon as you stepped outside, you spotted him. Jungwon, standing near one of the company vans, dressed in casual clothes, a cap pulled low over his face. Even with his attempt to stay hidden, you could still recognize him.`
“What are you doing here?” you asked, crossing your arms.
Jungwon smiled, “I wanted to see you.”
You rolled your eyes. “We texted last night.”
“Yeah, but that’s not the same,” he replied smoothly. “And I figured you could use a little break.”
You sighed. “Jungwon—”
Before you could argue, he held up a small bag. “I got you coffee.”
You blinked. “What?”
“And a snack.” He grinned, holding it out to you. “Figured you’d be too busy to get one yourself.”
You took the coffee from his hands, fingers brushing his for a fleeting second. “…Thanks, Goblin.”
Jungwon smirked. “You really won’t change that nickname, huh?”
“Nope,” you said and took a sip.
He huffed out a laugh.
You gave him a look. “What? You don’t like it?”
Jungwon stepped closer. “I don’t hate it,” he admitted before he leaned in and pressed a quick kiss to your mouth.
You barely had time to process it before he pulled away, grinning. “But I’d rather you call me something else.”
Your brain is short-circuited. “Like what?”
He shrugged, walking away with a smug face. “I don’t know. Maybe boyfriend?”
Your face burned as you gaped at him. “Jungwon!”
He only laughed, waving over his shoulder. “See you later, pretty.”
And just like that, he left you standing there, speechless.
You stared after him, then scoffed to yourself with a small smile.
fem! reader x maki, best friend’s brother maki, reader is a bit shy, sexual tension, dirty talking, unprotected sex, creampie, a bit short and rushed sex.
"I'm bored, it's so hot..." your best friend laid spread on her bed, fluttering her hands over her face as she gasped for air, it was a very, sunny, hot, summer day.
You guys had had a sleepover the night before, staying up late talking, giggling and doing all girly things (gossiping about boys and your favourite celebrities, you know, the usual).
You glanced at her from your phone, chuckling a bit, looking at the window as the sun ilumanted the whole room, it was indeed, very hot, your whole body felt like it was on fire, sticky sweat on your forehead. Her a/c was broken since weeks ago, so the heat was even more unbereable.
"Should we go for a swim?" She sat on her bed, excited. Turns out her family just acquired a new pool, and she had been waiting for the perfect excuse to dive right into the cold water.
You frowned, not really in the mood, and she pouted at you.
"Cmoooon, please? You can wear my new bikini, it will suit you, i don't mind, i'll even let you keep it" Of course she would, she had like 50 different bikini sets.
Hana and you had been best friends since forever, you grew up together and since you were an only child, she was like the sister you never had. She taught you almost everything that you knew, how to apply make up, how to paint your own nails, how to braid your hair, all of that stuff that your father couldn't teach you because of his lacking skills at raising a girl. You guys were inseparable, always did everything together, never kept secrets from each other.
Well, mostly.
The one thing she didn't know about you was your big, embarrassing, very secret crush for her brother, Maki. Ever since you'd known him you'd been completely crazy for him, he was the boy of your dreams, you couldn’t even remember a time of your life in which you weren’t totally crazy in love with him. Over the years, you’d had a few interactions with him, and even though they were meaningless in the eyes of others, you would lay on your bed eyes sticked to the ceiling as you smiled remembering them.
Like those times you would bump into him in the hallaway in front of the bathroom, a towell resting lazily over his waist, his hair dripping from a recent shower, he would smirk at you, telling you something like “Like the view?” and you would blush and trip, closing the door behind you. Other times when you were baking cookies in the kitchen with Hana, he would come in and tease you both “Don’t set the house on fire”, and he would chuckle, leaning over the door and raising an eyebrow.
Maki loved teasing you, always making fun of your for even the smallest things, like the first time you visited after the dentist had removed your braces, he laughed right in your face, saying: "If I had spent so much money to have my teeth like that, I would have sued my dentist." and you had pushed his chest, the sound of his chuckles making you blush.
Because yeah, you were a mess around him. Always nervous, always tripping on something, always stuttering, blushing and getting shy, to be honest you had no idea how it was possible that Hana didn't know about your crush yet, because discreet wasn't quite exactly the thing you were.
"Fine, let's go for a swim". You ended up accepting, and she jumped from the bed, all smiley.
Half an hour later, you walked outside of the bathroom, the bikini she gave to you was very cute, pink and girly, and it did fit your body perfectly, although you weren't the most confident girl in the world, you liked your reflection in that moment, it was honestly very flattering. You heard Hana's voice from downstairs, and you took a clean towell and a bottle of tanning spray before making your way there.
The day was actually perfect for a swim, the sunlight illumating the whole house, you walked through the living room to the kitchen, but you froze mid step.
"Fuck off, Maki, you should've stayed longer at Yuma's."
And you heard that laugh.
So he was back from his weekend trip.
You took a deep breath, you weren't expecting to see him today, since Hana said that he was at a friend's house and that you could have all the girls fun thanks to that. Suddenly your heart was beating real fast against your chest, that familiar nervousness covering your body. You could just walk straight into the backyard to the pool, and avoid him, but he would've went around to tease you and his sister anyway.
So you walked into the kitchen.
He was standing with his back towards the door, so he didn't see you immediately, but he turned around as he heard the creaking. A wide, teasing smile on his face, and those damn dimples facing you. Your heart jumped again.
"Look who's here, don't you have a house of your own?" he crossed his arms around his chest.
He was wearing a black hoodie and sweatpants, his blonde hair falling over his forehead, dark, brown eyes looking straight in yours, and it made your skin shiver. Even with the most simple clothes, lazy face, he looked so damn handsome.
You managed to hide your nervousness, or at least you thought, rolling your eyes annoyed and crossing your arms too.
"Lucky for you i come here to visit your sister and avoid you." You raised an eyebrow, and he chuckled again, his thick voice resonating in your brain.
"Exactly." Hana was chopping a watermelon, making her signature fruit salad for swimming days "I gave her my new swimsuit, doesn't she look so hot?"
Maki snorted, like making fun of you, Hana wasn't looking at him, but you were. His eyes traveled down your body in a small, tiny fraction of a second, scanning you up and down and you squirmed on your feet, because his look was intense, somehow between anylising and... admiring. When he looked at your face again, your gazes locked, for a few long seconds, and you swallowed, your heartbeat going crazy. He smirked, wetting his lips with his tongue. Then he took a step closer, and you almost jumped, he noticed it, and his smile grew, mischievously, hand lifted as he slightly pulled the strap of your bikini top, fingers brushing softly the skin of your collarbone, making you tingle, his touch throwing you off balance, eyes still connected to yours, and you suppressed a sigh.
"Yeah, that's definitely not her size." He teased again, with relaxed voice, but the look in his eyes was different, it went down to your chest, where your breasts were pushed up tight inside your top. He bit his lower lip, his body so close to yours.
The shiver on your spine went directly into another place, lower. And you blinked twice, feeling the heat take over your face.
"Oh shut up, go lock into your room to play a videogame or something." Hana lifted her gaze, knife on her hand, and the bubble popped, because he immediately laughed as he always did, like mocking you, before disappearing outside the kitchen.
It took you a few seconds to regain your composure, the leftovers of his subtle touch still making tingles on your skin, your face all red. You cleared your throat, and your best friend took the plate full of fruit before walking outside, you went behind her, not a sight of Maki in the living room.
Thank god, you thought.
These were the kind of interactions that only made your crush for him worse, because even if for him was just a game, and he did it for the sake of getting under your skin, it tormented you, you had to remind yourself that for him, you were just the annoying sister's best friend and he found fun in mocking you.
Right?
The hours went by with no further event, you and Hana settled around the pool, covering your bodies on tanning spray and laying underneath the sun, talking and laughing about a bunch of different things, enjoying the sweet and fresh fruit, before jumping into the pool and playing inside the cold water. You splashed on her face and she screamed, getting back at you, and you laughed loudly because these kind of moments with her made you so happy.
At one point she got out of the pool and layed on the tanning bed, the effects of going to bed too late appearing, so she ended up falling asleep under the sun, a magazine over her face, and you chuckled, covering her body with a towel so her skin wouldn't burn, going back into the pool.
You let your body float in the surface, closing your eyes and sighing deeply, simply relaxing around the quietness and comfort that your best friend's house gave you, a gentle breeze blowing.
Then, a shadow.
Confused for a second, you opened one eye, the sun's glow making it a bit difficult, but you saw him anyways. Maki was standing at the edge of the pool, looking down at you, that same smirk on his lips. He raised an eyebrow, and you settled your feet on the pool's ground.
"What?"
He took a few seconds before answering.
"You look like a shrimp."
You squinted your eyes, puffing trough your lips, groaning annoyed as you placed your arms above the edge, chin resting over them, the water splashing as your body moved.
"Thanks, Maki, you're always so sweet" Your tone was sarcastic, but to be honest you used it to cover up the clear nervousness that his teasing caused in you.
He laughed softly, sitting besides you, now he wasn't wearing sweatpants, but shorts, so he put his feet in the water, and leaned back, you tried not to look too much at how the muscles on his arm pumped, and he tilted his head just a bit.
"Believe it or not, that was a compliment, many people like shrimps"
You rolled your eyes again, because fucking Maki actually hated shrimps. When he was younger his parents used to fight to get him to eat just one.
"You're forgetting i know you since forever."
His laugh resonated again, and he nodded agreeing with you.
"Then, you look like an axolotl, those are fucking disgusting"
He did not.
Gasping offended, you looked at him as he cackled, head thrown back, face turning red at his own joke, and in a second, you lifted your arms agressively and splashed a bunch of water on him, completely soaking him, cackling too as you saw his expression. He stayed very still, in shock, thick drops falling from his hair, his clothes wringing wet, his eyes closed, clearly he wasn't expecting that.
Then he shook his head, running a hand through his face and he opened his eyes, serious, jaw clenched, he sighed deeply, looking straight into yours.
Oh oh.
You swallowed, but before he could get back at you you leaned on your arms getting out of the pool, body soaked dripping, the bikini fabric now sticked to you figure, running away from him as soon as he got up and went for you.
"Hey! Come back here!" He yelled behind you, and you laughed running around the pool, him chasing you clumsily because of the wet floor "Oh wait until i get my hands on you"
He ran straight to you, and you almost tripped getting inside the house, soaking the floor beneath your feet, still laughing, his face was priceless.
"Hey, you're not gonna be the one mopping the floor later" He pointed at you, and you sticked your tongue in a childish way.
Then, from one moment to another, he got to you, grabbing you by your thighs from behind, and you let out a scream as he laid you on his shoulder like a potato sack with ease, upside down, your chest going up and down, heavy breathing.
"Maki! Put me down!" You shook your legs, slapping his back.
He walked through the living room, mocking laugh leaving his mouth. He stopped by the couch, and dropped you on it, your back making contact with the cold leather, water drops still on your body. You looked up at him as he stood in front of you, your heart was racing. His eyes sticked to yours, and then he leaned on his arm, over you, his expression was different and you noticed how his gaze went down to your body, like it did earlier in the kitchen, deep, scanning you completely, pupils dilated, big, shiny. Then he looked at your face again, and you swallowed, a tension suddenly building up in the air, your skin shivering because of the water and something else, his body so close to yours, if he leaned just a little bit more, he would be on top of you.
"You're slowly running out of ideas to get my attention, aren't you?" His voice was thick as he talked low, serious, a tone you'd never heard from him before.
The air in your lungs was nowhere to be found, that nervous sensation taking you over again, and you blushed, how could you not when he was so close, talking to you like this. You opened your mouth to say something, but the words didn't come out, he got you right there, and you closed it again, lips shut together as you looked away, your face and body feeling hot all of a sudden.
"You're not so mouthy now, aren't you?" Maki raised an eyebrow, his lips curving into a smirk, and then he leaned more, until his face was so close to yours that his breath made contact with yours, and you blinked. He whispered in your ear, lips brushing as he said "You think i'm not aware of the thing you have for me?"
Your heart stopped beating, you froze, a small gasp leaving your lips.
Of course he knew what you felt for him, even if you tried so hard to hide it, your gaze, your tone, your body always gave you away, and you slapped yourself mentally because how could you'd been so dumb. And now shame showered you, you squirmed underneath him, trying to laugh it off with the most fake chuckle.
"Don't know what your talking about..." Your voice proved otherwise, it came out weak, shaky.
He chuckled, and the blush on your cheeks grew hotter, you wanted to die in that moment.
But then a hand lifted, fingers rubbing the skin of your neck, the curve of your shoulders, your skin bare because of course you were still in your bikini, every pore jumped at the touch, and his grin turned wider, something switching in his eyes, as he noticed how your body tensed, how your breathing became heavier. He stopped just in the strand of your top, tangling it between his index and thumb. He wet his lips with his tongue.
"You're bristling..." His voice was deep, raspy, it tickled all the bottoms of your brain, making your skin jump even more, and the shiver traveled down from your spine right between your legs as he pulled the strand, down your shoulder, the beginning of your breast showing up, hard nipple beneath the soaked fabric of your bikini "I'm not even doing anything and you're..." For a moment it was as if he couldn't believe it, how your body reacted to the simplest touch that came from him.
You squirmed again, biting your lower lip, and his gaze followed the movement, eyes stopping at your mouth.
He cursed under his breath before leaning all the way down and kissing you. And you melted, how could you not, you had been dreaming about this moment your whole life. A loud sigh left your lips and got lost between his, as he opened his mouth and moved it over yours, hot breaths colliding, lips crashing, and you immediately wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled so he could get closer, deeper. His lips were plush, thick, sweet, just how you imagined they would be, and his kiss was slow but hungry, tongue sticking out and exploring your mouth shamelessly, you sucked it and tangled it with yours, this made him groan softly, and you whimpered. It was a hot kiss, and the tingles in your core were a confirmation.
He broke the kiss, resting his forehead against yours, shaky breathing, eyes closed. He stayed still for a few, long seconds.
"Shit." he whispered, breathless.
And then he kissed you again.
His body laid over yours, and you spread your legs so his knee rested between them, dangerously close to your crotch, a mess of saliva and whimpers as his kiss became sloppier, needier, desperate. He'd been wanting this too, you could feel it.
Maki's hand then pulled the strap of your top completely, and the cold air made contact with your bare breast, your skin still slightly wet, hard nipple now in front of him, and he wasted no time in cupping it in his palm, squeezing, thumb rubbing and you moaned softly and arched your back, a jolt of pleasure installing again in your core. He separated from the kiss, looking at your face for a few short seconds before wrapping your nipple with his mouth, groaning as his tongue traced circles around it, covering it with his warm saliva, sucking, like an starved men. And you tangled your fingers in his wet hair, pulling slightly, moaning non stop. He did the same on the other side, now groping and sucking both of your titties, and you became a whiny mess just at this, his eyes filled with lust as he noticed you twisting underneath him, your hips rubbing with his hard length beneath his soaked shorts.
He let go of your nipple, this one swollen, a string of saliva that he removed by wetting his lips, and looked down at you, hands still caressing your breasts.
"Tell me you want this and i won't stop" He took a quick look outside the window, his sister was still sleeping, magazine over her face.
You bit your lip, and lifted your hips so you could rub yourself against him, his hard cock making you tremble above the thin fabric of your bikini, the look in your eyes filled with lust, need and desperation, making it very clear that you wanted, no, needed him.
He smirked again, kissing along your jawline and your neck, hand now traveling down your torso, his fingers burning your skin, and then he put them down your bikini, making contact with your wet pussy, which he wasted no time in spreading your folds, and you moaned again as he soaked them in your arousal, arching your back and subconsciously spreading your legs further, he bit his lip, his brows frowning at the feeling.
"You're soaking wet" His voice sounded weak too, desperate, you didn't have much time before Hana woke up, so, shaking, you placed your hand above his, like giving him your permission, and he shoved two fingers inside of you with ease. "So pretty"
Your whole body tensed, thighs twitching as he sighed and started thrusting his fingers in and out of you, stretching you so good, and you grabbed his arm with your hand, digging your nails in his soft skin as he fingered you with skill, thumb rubbing your aching, swollen clit, eyes sticked to yours, and he kissed you again, and again as you whimpered above his mouth, wet sounds until his palm was bumping with your entrance, so good.
"You like it?" and you nodded pathetically, eyes starting to water because the pleasure was starting to take you over.
"Y-Yes, so good..." you moaned, biting your lip as he curled his fingers inside of you, spreading your walls as your pussy swallowed his digits, your wetness dripping out and leaking into the leather of the sofa, you'd never been this turned on before, only he could have manage to have this kind of effect in you.
And Maki, he lost it. His eyes were fully dark now, jaw clenched as he pulled your bikini bottoms to the side and watched your beautiful, dripping cunt in front of him, he cursed and slapped your thigh slightly, and you jumped at the sting, the bulge beneath his shorts now impossible to hide.
You stretched your hand and ran it all over his body, because you'd always dreamed of feeling the lines of his abs beneath your fingers, and removed his shirt completely, wet skin burning at the touch, eyes shining at the beautiful sight, the muscles on his arms pumping as he kept fingering you, hand all veiny and wet. You reached for his crotch, groping his member above the fabric of his shorts, and he gasped, his face twisting as he bit his lip and nodded, moving his fingers faster, fucking you with them and you didn't waste any time before freeing him from his underwear, his cock now in front of your eyes. He was leaking precum, thick, red tip in desperate need of touch, and you stroked him slowly, tracing the veins of his dick with your fingers and he rocked his hips towards you, breathing heavily.
"Fuck yeah..." The sound of his voice was raspy "You're so tight, wanna feel you around me so bad"
You kept moving your hand, masturbating him and he was groaning and leaking all over you palm, but you were just as desperate as him, pussy pulsing everytime he fucked you with his fingers, moaning his name and closing your eyes. Then he reached your g-spot, and a loud high pitched scream left your mouth as your body trembled, your knees now touching your chest, and he chuckled, even in this situation making fun of you, removing his fingers and shoving them inside of his mouth, licking, tasting you. You blinked, chest moving up and down.
He straightened a bit, knees on the couch in front of you, and stroked himself a few times before rubbing his tip between your wet folds, exchanging fluids, and you squirmed and grabbed his arm tighter, locking your gaze with his. He did this a couple of times, just teasing, hissing between his teeth, and finally, finally, he slide in.
Your eyes opened wide as his cock stretched your walls, so good, thick, long inside of you, his heavy weight over your body, his hips crashing with yours when he thrusted, slowly, like wanting to longer the pleasure, lips parted as he moaned thickly, his manly hands grabbing your hips, the grip marking your soft skin. Your warm, wet pussy clenched around him, and that was enough for him to start moving.
His hips rocked hard against yours, skins crashing when he started to fuck you, raw, fast, desperate, deep, you could feel him in every inch inside of you, and you moaned and whimpered at the pleasure his movements caused in you, his cock burying in your pussy, disappearing between your drenched folds, the leather of the couch beneath you wet and hot because of your sweat.
"Fuck, such a perfect pussy, you're swallowing me so good, baby" He talked between his teeth, groans leaving his throat, hair sticked to his forehead, looking so messy.
He kissed you again, sloppy, wet, dirty, his tongue tangling with yours as he kept thrusting in and out of your pussy, moaning against your mouth and you'd thought it was the hottest sound ever, you didn't want this moment to end. It felt so good, so right, how he fucked you desperately, how his cock stretched you so good, you became a whiny, pathetic mess, completely cockdrunk.
"S-So good" you managed to speak, but your brain was completely shut down, only aware of the man on top of you, and he smiled, forehead against yours.
"Yeah? You like it? Fuck... been wanting to fuck you all my life" The confession made you only moan louder, and he had to put his hand above your mouth, suppressing the sound because your best friend was still asleep outside on a tanning bed.
He chuckled, suddenly pulling out and you almost cried at the empty feeling, but he flipped you over, ass lifted, and he shoved his cock inside of you again, now fucking you in fours. Your breasts and cheek against the leather of the couch, his thighs crashing with your ass when his movements became faster, this new position making him able to go deeper, and you shut your eyes, your legs shaking as you bit your lip so hard it almost started bleeding.
Then his hand reached for your clit, two fingers rubbing at the same paces as his thrusts, and you moaned again, your pussy clenching, your clit pulsing, swollen, aching, your whole body shaking, but his grip on your hips was tight, holding you. He placed kisses on your back, and you rocked your hips towards him, fucking yourself in his cock.
"Shit, you're so perfect" He gasped, not stopping.
One hand grabbed one of your breasts, squeezing, groping, and his thrusts became rougher, your whole body felt wrecked, you couldn't believe this was real life, your head spinning as he bumped deep in your insides, head of his cock slamming into your g-spot over and over again, the air heavy, heated, your high pitched moans combined with his raspy, manly voice.
He kept rubbing your clit, messy circles, and you felt it, the knot building in your lower belly.
"F-Fuck, Maki... i'm close" You whined, hair sticked to your face, and he moved faster, fucking you senseless and at this point, you weren't trying to hold back your cries anymore.
He slapped your ass, the skin turning red and the sting sending a shiver through your body, his fingers never stopping rubbing you. He talked in your ear between groans.
"Me too, cum, c'mon, cream my cock" Your nails dug into the couch, back arching creating a perfect curve, your pussy aching, so close to cumming around him, you shut your eyes, seeing stars, breathless, heavy whimpers leaving your swollen, damaged lips. "C'mon baby, cum for me"
And you did. The orgasm completely showered your body, loud, pornographic scream as you came around him, pussy dripping, legs shaking, completely wrecked, you touched the sky in that moment, eyes rolled to the back of your head, saliva falling from the corners of your mouth.
Maki came too, his thrusts messy, erratic, rhythm completely lost as he groaned gutturally and his pulsing cock spilled all of his pleasure inside of you, long, warm strings of cum filling you up so good, and you moaned again at the feeling, your cunt pulsing and aching, sore.
It took a few seconds for him to recompose, sighing deeply placing a few final kisses on your back, before finally pulling out, catching his breath, eyes sticked to your leaking pussy, his own cum falling from your folds to the couch. You stood there for a moment, trying to regain consciousness of yourself, feeling as if you were floating, waking up from a dream, your legs still trembling.
Eventually, you turned around, and you two stared at each other, he was already pulling his cock back into his shorts, an unreadable look on his face.
And then, you both started laughing, reality hitting you both, because you'd never thought this would happen. Especially you, it was a wild dream, one that you didn't want to wake up from. He kissed your forehead, helping you tie the strands of your bikini again, putting all on its place, stealing small kisses in your lips.
Then he broke the silence.
"Listen, i don't want you to think this was a one time thing, what i said... it's true" He bit his lip, scratching the back of his neck "I like you, i've always liked you"
Your heart bumped into your chest as you finished pulling up your bikini, and you froze, not only because of his sudden confession, that meant that your embarrassing crush was actually reciprocated, but because Hana appeared through the door, eyes lazy as she just woke up.
She stared at you both, staying very still, in shock. You started to make excuses in your mind to say, but she didn't let you talk.
"So finally you guys admitted you've been crazy for each other since forever, points to that. I just wished your fucking loud ass quicky didn't wake me up from a perfect nap".
You looked at Maki, then her, then Maki again.
"So i'm the only one that noticed?" she raised an eyebrow, crossing her arms.
And the three of you broke laughing.
So yeah, turns out your big crush on your best friend's brother was not very secret, but at least he felt the same way about you.
“you’re so pretty…how are you so pretty?” you mumbled to yourself, observing your boyfriend’s sleeping form. his eyes were closed, plump lips parted as small breaths came from his mouth. maki was laid on his back, head turned towards you so it was easy to observe his features. you had waken up before him and had been silently convincing yourself that watching your boyfriend sleep wasn’t creepy. he just looked so pretty you couldn’t help yourself.
it wasn’t a surprise how attractive maki was, but sometimes it was truly hard to believe that he looked the way he did even when he was off in dreamland.
“i hope you know how beautiful you are…or maybe not…i don’t need your ginormous ego fueled even more.” you joked, gently pushing a stray piece of hair away from his face. maki stirred a bit, but his eyes remained closed.
“my pretty boy, my pretty pretty boy.” you whispered in a sing song tone, continuing to softly stroke his hair. maki couldn’t help but smile, failing at pretending to still be asleep. you frowned and pinched his arm hard, causing the boy to yelp and finally open his eyes.
“i can’t believe you were awake the whole time, that’s so embarrassing.” you rolled your eyes, putting an over exaggerated pout on your face. maki gave you a cheeky smile in return and you couldn’t help but break your act.
“i was actually helping you out. i didn’t want you to feel embarrassed.” he mumbled, his voice still heavy from sleep. you sighed and shook your head before leaning down to place a kiss on his nose then one on his lips. maki chased your mouth as you pulled away but you placed a finger between you.
“i meant what i said.” you spoke softly, as if you were afraid to shatter the quiet atmosphere of your bedroom. maki hummed and leaned his forehead on yours.
“i know and i love you.” he replied before cupping your jaw and pulling you towards his lips again.
inspired by this post here (same as the text post included below)
pairing : idol!maki x reader | w.c. : ~500
a/n : all 7 instances mentioned in the post have been included, but not in the same order.
idk how well this will do but i wanted to try it out. if you guys like it and would like me to write it for the other members as well lemme know!
ej • fuma • kei • nicho • yuma • jo • harua • taki
one.
he remembers you asked him to wake you up early. you've just slept together for the first time – as in literally just slept next to each other, nothing more.
“y/n?” he calls so softly, voice laced with sleep and love and a little awe at the fact that he actually gets to wake up next to you. you hear him and pretend you don't just to hear him say it again.
two.
you're just about to head to bed, it's almost midnight when he calls.
“y/n,” he sighs, drawling out your name.
“hi, baby. how was practice? you sound tired,”
“i am,” his voice is a little muffled.
you chuckle softly. “go to bed then, silly,”
“i am,” he says again, too exhausted to even say anything more.
you can picture him in bed with his eyes closed, face half-buried in his pillow. “i see. wanted to check in with me before bed then, i presume?”
“mmhm,”
you smile. “alright then. good night, baby.”
“love you,”
three.
when you press answer on the video call request, the screen shows you your boyfriend with his mouth stuffed like a chipmunk.
“y/n!” he exclaims, barely intelligible. “this burrito is the best thing i’ve ever tasted,”
“you called me at work to tell me this?” you laugh.
he holds up a hand while he chews before answering. “well, yeah. but also to tell you that this is what we're ordering for dinner tonight because you need to taste this roll of heaven. okay bye now, i'm gonna focus on savouring every bite,”
four.
you're standing outside his apartment building waiting for him when he sneaks up behind you.
“hi y/n,” he breathes right behind your ear, sending shivers up your spine.
“oh my…”
“i know, i'm very handsome,” he brags, brushing his hair back and snaking his arms around your waist.
“no, i mean… um, can you do that again?”
“what?”
“whisper my name the way you did just now?”
a teasing smile spreads across his face as he leans in close. “ooh, we like that, do we?”
five.
“and…you know what maki…said then?” you manage to get out between fits of laughter as your audience of friends wait impatiently.
“oh my god y/n please don't tell them,” maki pleads, but he can't help laughing too.
“oh come on just spill it already!” taki cries.
you happen to lock eyes with maki then, causing the both you to erupt into laughter again.
six.
“y-y/n…wow, hi.”
you chuckle nervously, your flushed cheeks mirroring his. “what's with that reaction? didn't expect me to make it?”
“n-no, it's not that, i just uh…wow. you look… wow. i don't even know what to say. um, hi,”
you laugh again, albeit without the nerves this time. “yes you said that already, genius. but hi,”
seven.
five urgent knocks. when you open the door, you find him with tears streaming down his face.
“y/n,” he chokes out, and it sounds like help me.
you pull him into your arms, and shut the rest of the world out behind you.
Summary: Your friendly neighborhood spiderman can't seem to keep his eyes off of you, with or without his mask on.
Warnings: wounds (maki gets hurt), mentions of blood, attempted robbery on reader(twice), set in collage, mentions of a gun and a dagger. Bad grammar (idk what im doing)
You have been seeing him around more often. It seems like every time you see him the sooner he comes back around. almost lingering, Like hes seeking you out on purpose. It all started at the beginning of the semester. The first time you've seen him with your own two eyes was when two men had cornered you while you were walking home after your evening shift at the convenience store.
Walking home from work after a evening shift always made you slightly nervous, making sure to keep your surroundings in check, always clenching your fist when you passed a dark ally. Rounding a corner you immediately feel the heavy weight of eyes on you. Unease floods you. After speeding up your pace, you heard quick footsteps coming up behind you. Before you could turn around, someone grabs your arm and you're pulled aggressively "give up the bag!" A male voice yells out to you.
You're eyes dart to him before looking towards the man who had a hold on your arm "didn't you hear him? Move!" You take off your bag and hold it out for him to take, a slight tremble in your hands as the other man yanks the bag from you. He opens it up and seems to be looking for something "Where's the wallet?" He looks up at you with fury in his eyes "you trying to play us?" The other man's grip tightens on you as you see the glint of the dagger in his hand.
"Why don't you pick on someone your own size?" A voice rung out into the night. They pause, sparing a glance at each other before looking around in confusion. A sharp whistle catches their attention, both of them looking up to the rooftop above "up here idiots!" A blur of red and blue drops down to the ground just a few feet in front of them. Your eyes widen realizing THE Spiderman is standing in front of you. His eyes land on the guys beside you before reaching you. He pauses as he stops on you, slightly tilting his head. Then flickers down to the tight grip still on your arm. "We don't want any trouble man..." the guy holding your bag says as he drops it, making its contents spill out onto the pavement. "Oh but I think you do want trouble" Spiderman shoots a web outward, it sticking to the man's wrist right as he takes a step backwards to flee before pulling him forward, making him stumble and fall to his knees. The other male let's go of your arm and takes off down the street, rounding a corner quickly. The man on the ground stands up and follows his partner in pursuit.
The boys in the red and blue suit sighs out as he watches him run behind the same corner his friend did. His attention goes back to your form. Staring at him with a hint of uncertainty. He walks over to your bag on the floor, picking up the things that spilt out and putting them back into it neatly. He holds it out to you "you okay?" He tilts his head once again like hes inspecting you, his voice lower and softer then the tone he had talked to the thieves with. Stepping closer before placing the bag strap into your hand. "Thank you..." you say, looking in the direction they had ran "that could've ended horrible if you didn't intervene" looking back to him where his eyes would've been.
The sudden eye contact and comment makes him look down and scoff, seeming almost bashful "just doing my job as the friendly neighborhood spiderman" he visibly cringes at himself making you smile "well keep doing your job then Mr. friendly neighborhood spiderman" your eyes seeming to glimmer under the streetlights, making maki's face heat up. He places his hand on the back of his neck "y-yeah of course..." he replies. putting your bag over your shoulder, you look down the street in the direction of your apartment "i guess ill get going then. thank you again" giving him one last glance before walking off further into the city. Maki's gaze lingers on your figure as you walk away. His heart still rapidly beating in his chest.
And still as you walk home you could feel eyes on you. Though not as heavy as the ones before.
~♡~
The next day in the cafeteria you sit down next to your friend Ej at the square table with your lunch box "what did you bring?" Ej questions making you open your lunch box and turn it for him to see "chicken and rice" his eyes glitter at the sight and reaches his hand out, making you slap it away "I will bite your hand off" he pouts as two more people join the table. Looking up to see nico and maki "getting physical over here?" Nico laughs at your dispute. "They won't let me have some of their chicken and rice" Ej says as he glares at you, you stick your tongue out playfully. "How's devastating" nico says. Your eyes move from Nicolas to maki, finding him already looking at you. After locking eyes, he looks away to Ej "did you not bring enough food for yourself?" Theres humor in his voice as he has a smirk on his face. Ej rolls his eyes playfully "or maybe sharing is caring"
Ej and nico chatter about the latest video game they purchased as all of you began to eat your lunches. You stay quiet just listening in to their conversation. Feeling someone looking at you, you look up and meet maki's gaze once again. This time he doesn't look away. being caught staring makes his eyes widen slightly, before softening into a playful smile. Heat rises to your face, you look back down to your lunch, picking at the chicken with your fork.
You knew maki through nico. You weren't really FRIENDS, you just hung out when nico was there. He seemed to always tag along with nico. Not that you minded, you actually taken a liking to the boy. And now picking at your chicken thinking about how hes probably still looking at you right now makes your heartbeat speed up.
~♡~
Its been a month since your first interaction with Spiderman. Hes been popping up more and more lately as you're walking home from work, saying how hes "just doing his job" as he tags along beside you back to your apartment. "Isn't there like... crime you should be fighting right now?" You ask him one night. His footsteps faltered at the question "well- I mean-" he stutters out "tonight's slow" you could hear a hint of a smile in his voice. "It seems like alot of nights are slow" you tease, making him laugh. "What? I can't see my favorite civilian?" That makes you roll your eyes to conceal the blush blooming onto your face.
You can't help but smile while thinking back to that conversation now. The ring of the bell above the door brings you back to reality. Shaking your head, you greet the person who just came into the small convince store "hello welcome to-" your voice gets caught in your throat as the barrel of a gun is pointed in front of your face "put the money in the bag!" The man barks out the order, but your frozen. Staring wide eyed "didn't you hear me!?" He yells louder as he shoves the gun closer to your face. Your mind goes back to your spidey boy, wishing he was here to save the day. Dread fills your body as you slowly lean your hand down to the cash register. A cling of the register opening fills the tense air "yeah thats right" he slams the sack onto the counter "now start putting money in the bag" you are frozen once again "hurry up!" He yells making you flinch.
The door aggressively being swung open makes both of you break eyecontact and look towards the door. Spiderman had busted through the glass doors, heavily panting. He takes in the situation, eyeing the gun pointed directly at your face. His hands ball into fist "lower the gun" his voice is firm and serious, unlike any tone you've heard from him before. The man visibly grows nervous, but scoffs anyway "or what? Ill just shoot them if you try anything" his shaky voice betrays him. Maki shoots out a web from his wrist, latching into the gun before pulling it out of his hands.
The gun going off in the process, making you duck down below the counter. "Y/n!" Maki's eyes go wide, his heart sinks to his stomach thinking you got hit by the bullet. He pants quickly in panic as hes unable too see movement from you behind the counter. Shooting his webs out makes the man fly backwards and hit the wall with a thump. He struggles against the webbing, unable to escape its sticky hold. Blocking out the man's yells, maki rushes to the counter and jumps over it. Seeing you crouched on the ground "y/n?" You flinch as he gently grabs your face with his hand, pulling it up to look at him. He scans you over, worry clouding him. Meeting your eyes behind his mask, he feels the world melt away. "Did he hurt you?" You shake your head no in response. You're okay, he sighs in relief. He keeps his hands on you as you both rise to your feet. He can't shake the feeling of worry as sirens echo in the distance.
Red and blue lights bounce off the buildings as police cars surround the small store. Maki stands next to multiple police officers as they ask him the details of what happened at the scene. He drowns them out, unable to focus on anything except for you. His eyes locked on your figure as you sit on the back of the ambulance truck talking to a paramedic. he takes in your expression and body language: tired and shaken up. His heart sinks further, you shouldn't of went through that. Seeing the paramedic walk away from you, he perks up and pushes past the police officers talking to him, making them call out to him in protest.
"Hey" his voice makes you look up to him "Hey" you offer a weak smile, scooting over to make room for him to sit on the trunk ledge. He hops up, your thighs touching from proximity "how are you feeling?" You shrug in response "im good" He shakes his head and turns his body towards you "No. How are YOU feeling?" His full attention on you, seeing through you. his soft voice feels like the sun peaking through the clouds, warming your heart and melting away the cold snow.
Your head droops "i mean... I could be better" you look up towards the convenience store "I just had a gun pointed in my face and almost died. Not the best thing to happen on a Friday night." The feeling of his gloved hand entering yours makes you look down, seeing the webbed patterned hand interlaced with your fingers. "Im sorry I didn't get here sooner" his voice holds regret. You frown and tighten your grip on his hand "you got here just in time to save the day" he makes eyecontact through the mask, seeing the meaningful expression on your face. "You saved me" your eyes full of something more then just appreciation. It makes his chest bloom with warmth.
~♡~
That next Wednesday was your next shift. Your boss tried to give you time off after the accident, but you refused the offer. Bills arent going to pay themselves. As your leaning on the counter staring at the snack filled shelves in boredom, the bell above the door rings. This was your first customer since the whole incident. You perk up in alert. Your tense shoulders ease up once you see who is walking in. Your friend Maki. Now perking up in excitement to see your friend "oh hey maki!" He smiles in response "hey! I see your working tonight" he approaches the counter you're behind with a friendly smile. "Gotta keep the bills payed somehow" you huff out a laugh.
Staring at his side profile as he browsed the snack asle, his eyebrows frowned as he weighs his snack options. "I heard there was a accident here recently" he speaks up, breaking you out of your trance. He grabs a packet of sour gummy worms off the shelf and looks over to you "how are you feeling now?" His voice slightly softens "after what happened" he asks as he walks over to the counter and sets his gummy worms on top of it, his gaze hasn't left you since he asked the question.
"Well i mean..." you offer a light laugh, trying to think of the right thing to say "im fine. Its just something that happened and I have to continue on with life" you smile to show everything is fine, knowing deep down it really did effect your mental state. Having a gun pointed at your face was a scary experience, and you had to pick life back up right after it happened. Even though you were inches away from death. Maki hums as he quirks a eyebrow, like hes not truly convinced "whatever you say..." eyes lingering on you as you bring up the total of his purchase.
"Your total would be 2.99" he pulls out his wallet and hands you a 5 "heres your change" he pushes your held out hand back towards you "nah keep it its whatever" he smiles. He stays put instead of leaving out the door. you raise your eyebrow and smile "anything i can do for you maki?" He looks away and smirks "what? I can't see my favorite bestie?" His response makes your smile flicker for a split second.
You could've sworn his response reminded you of something. Deciding to brush it off, your smile widens. "Well BESTIE" you put the gummyworms in a paper bag "heres your candy" you hold out his purchase. He takes it, making your finger tips brush. A spark of electricity runs through your hand as you pull away "ill see you later" he smiles over his shoulder as he walks to the door. His pretty face still lingering in your mind as he walks away.
~♡~
Walking out of the convenience store you work at, you look at your clock '10:07" taking a deep breath and sighing out, your glad your shift is over. While walking your usual path, theres a tinge of excitement in your chest. Expecting the blue and red suit to come into view any moment. Shaking your head, you push away those thoughts. Knowing its dangerous to feel things like that towards someone when you don't even know what their name is. Nearing your apartment, theres disappointment clouding your mind.
You shouldn't feel this way, he isnt coming tonight. You sigh in defeat, picking up the speed since you're almost to your apartment.
Until you hear a loud crashing of trashcans in the ally you just passed. Your pace comes to a halt, you take a peak into the dimly lit allyway, thinking a raccoon or stray cat fell from the rooftop above. Until you see a familiar flash of red. Your heart stops. you squint your eyes, trying to make out if your correctly seeing who you think you're seeing. A low groan solidified your suspicion. Rushing towards the boy who is laying on his back clutching his side, you crouch down and look him over. His body is tense as blood seeps out through his suit from his side. "Oh god" you put a hand on his shoulder, making him turn his head towards you "y/n" he sighs out. Have you ever told him your name? Quicky brushing off the thought, you place a hand near where the blood stain on his suit is. He hisses in pain "we gotta get you to a hospital" the mention of a hospital makes him grab your arm "No!" He grunts out "No hospitals..."
You weigh your options. You can't take him to the hospital, and you definitely can't just leave him here. The next best thing to do is take him to your apartment. "Okay let's get you up" putting your arm around his shoulders and grasping his other arm with your hand, you pull him up with slight difficulty. Hes heavy when hes depending on you to get him to his feet. After helping him stand he leans on you for support, arm over your shoulder as his head hangs low. "What happened?" You ask with concern, which he replied with a low whine. Taking that as a sign to let the topic go, you both began walking back to your apartment.
Getting him up the stairs to your apartment was tough but not impossible. Unlocking your door, you push it open with your foot and lead him inside. Gently taking him off your shoulder, you set him down onto your couch. He huffs out a breath of air as he lands on the cushions. Leaving him there you make your way towards your bathroom down the hall. Hastily looking for a first aid kit under your sink. After you found it you quickly walked back out to the living room where the boy was breathing heavily. Worry filled your chest as you sat down next to his body sprawled out on the couch. Opening the first aid kit you realize theres a problem. He needs to pull his suit down so you can clean his stomach. You bite your lip. Would he refuse? He could die if he doesnt get treatment.
A hand rests on your thigh takes you out of your thoughts "i-...I can take my suit off" he hesitates. His voice small as he realises you will see HIM. His heart hammers against his chest at the thought of you possibly knowing his identity. Would you hate him? Feel betrayed? Grossed out? His anxiety heightens. A gentle hand grazes his arm "its okay. you don't have to take your mask off" you offer him a assuring smile, making his racing heart calm down. After a moment of hesitation, he finally reaches up and grabs the neck of his suit. Pulling it down to his waist, past the wound on his side.
You tried not to stare as you cleaned the wound. His muscles tensing from the pain makes it a challenge to not look, his heavy breathing making his chest fall in and out makes it hard to concentrate. You can feel his heavy gaze on your face as you worked, the silence stretches between you too "thank you..." he says quietly. Looking up to meet his masked face "of course. I could never just leave you there" you say as his finger tips graze your waist hesitantly.
He looks lost in thought as you finish bandaging him up "done! I have some pain killers if you want them-" your sentence gets cut short as his hands rest on your waist and wrist. his touch is careful, to test the waters on how close he could come. "I..." he trails off. The confusion on your face makes him continue "i... im not who you want me to be" he looks away almost ashamed. His anxiety makes you move closer. You move his face to look at you "you are you. Thats all that I want you to be" he frowns. Knowing once you see who he truly is you'll feel betrayed. You bring your forehead to his masked one, He sighs "Im scared of losing you" he whispers as his eyes close. "You have me" you whisper back.
He opens his eyes and pushes you back slightly. He hesitantly reaches for his mask. The movement makes your breath stutter in anticipation. You're finally going to see your Spiderman. He lifts his mask past his lips before stopping, his mask still gripped in his hand as he sighs out to prepare himself. He closes his eyes before ripping his mask off. Keeping his eyes closed as if hes waiting for a impact. Your gasp makes his eyebrows frown deeper, scared of your reaction.
"Maki?" Your voice cuts through the silence like a knife. Hes unable to open his eyes, until he feels your hands tenderly cup his face. "look at me maki" he openes his eyes and meets yours who are full of adoration. Your lips hold a small smile "Hi" he returns the small smile back "Hi" seeing your light expression makes his anxiety melt away. His hands reach up to grasp yours, firmly holding them like they will disappear. "I hope this isnt disappointing" he jokes as your foreheads touch again. You laugh "not at all" the tension in the air is sweet but thick. Maki's eyes go down to your lips before leaning in, You meet him half way. The kiss sends a wave of warm sunlight through you, filling your heart with light. You both part, panting slightly.
"My hero"
Authors note: ive never written for &team before so i hope this is alright! Im planing to write more for them soon. Maybe some more au stuff as well?
