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complicated | eren jaeger - status: 4.1k
how to describe your relationship with eren jaeger? ‘unaddressed feelings’ complicated. ‘ex-best friends’ complicated. ‘i hate that i love you’ complicated.
the salaryman and me | nanami kento - status: 2.6k
the tears you shed after nanami kento’s departure from jujutsu high were innumerable, but now that he’s back, he’s set on making it up to you (in more ways than one).
sober | gojo satoru - status: 2k
the world needs gojo satoru because he’s the strongest; you need him because he’s him. even if you can’t stand him when you’re sober, he’ll take any piece of you he can get.
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omg hello bae cheeks :0 yay for PA!!! and i knoww it's so overwhelming bruh there's so much to do now
and i'm well :D haven't written in ages so this is my first time popping out on this blog for a few weeks ... will try to be better but my classes are kind of taking off and my summer was a bit much </3
hi! i don’t know if you like your content to be shared on tiktok but i saw someone recommend you in a tiktok comment section https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMdH3aQfv/ in case you wanted to see
hi thank you so much for sending me this, i really appreciate it. for the record, i do not want my content shared on tiktok and i’ll make a disclaimer about this in my pinned. thank you again for reaching out!
BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you’re supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you’re beautiful inside and out.
😢😢😢 BAE thank u so much i’m so touched i hope you’re doing well omg <3
HII !! Is there like a chance for you to write a another fic like ‘extra help’?😳
hi!! i probably wouldn’t do another student reader x teacher gojo specifically bc i feel it would get repetitive but i could def do some extra drabbles or shorter works with that relationship 😌 i do want to do more smut oriented fics w other characters too though and hopefully i can accomplish that this summer now that i have more free time!
not an ask! but omg i love LOVE your writing its so good like PLEASE ITS IMMACULATE ??????? hope you post again when you're through w school (or when u feel like it! no pressure!) bc i thrive off your work! xx
thank u bb omg! luckily i am now off of school so hopefully i will have much more time to write and get this blog back up and running because i really do love it when i find my rhythm!! thank you for the sweet message i really appreciate it 💕
hi guys long time no see!! as always i am feral for gojo so here’s some thoughts i’ve been thinking
gojo satoru has unbeatable stroke game. because he’s the best, he does it all so well - fast, slow, steady, hard, no matter what, he finds a rhythm so easily. his hips are fucking evil, just makes you take it and looks at you like he could devour you. just wants to see you fall apart. if you try to cover your mouth and shield your noises, he will most definitely rip your hand away and pin both of them back as punishment, because he lives to hear you babble and moan and get all choked up because of him.
don’t even get me started on backshots 😭😭 he changes up his pace so strategically, starting slow and then going faster and then just hammering until he slows down again with those deep, full drags of his cock, burying himself to the base and staying for a second so you can really feel him. and you KNOW he’s pressing a hand on your tummy to increase the pressure and pull another moan from your throat bc he’s mean like that.
his mouth is running the whole goddamn time too, and honestly after a while you can’t even process what he’s saying, it’s just the low, teasing timbre of his voice pressed up against your ear that gets you all worked up. the thought of his east composure while making a mess of you beneath him is so hot.
of course, all while he’s got that cocky smirk on his face.
what’s a teacher to do when his student is building up so much cursed energy? help her get it under control, of course.
pairing: gojo satoru x f!reader
wc: 4.7k
warnings: smut, 18+ (minors dni), teacher/student relations (reader is of age), fingering, oral (f receiving), dirty talk, sir kink, unprotected sex (do not do this), lowkey corruption, squirting, exhibitionism (?), creampie, gojo refers to himself as “teacher” because i said so
note: barely edited, something to ease the brainrot. gojo satoru hollow me challenge.
“Can you maybe, I don’t know, shut the fuck up?”
The jab spews out of your mouth before you can stop it. Your filter is long gone, the thoughts that pop into your head forming into verbal words without the chance to even process them. Once you hear it, you mentally slap yourself. Now you just look like an asshole.
“Jeez, no need to be a bitch about it,” mutters Nobara. She rests on the concrete steps on her elbows, appearing utterly disinterested with her head tossed back and eyes closed, soaking in the fresh air.
“I’m not being a bitch.”
“Yes, you are.”
“I’m not!”
“You kind of are,” Megumi says quietly, shrugging slightly when your incredulous expression finds his to be stoic and unmoving. He leans down to scratch behind one of his dog’s ears. His nonchalance boils your blood even further, effectively working you up past your melting point. A bitter laugh leaves your mouth.
Oh, bestie... "extra help" was IT. "extra help" didn't come to play. You said Yall horny? 'Ight, imma help you!!! And godDAMN you did. The vocabulary, the descriptions and smut itself... this is the 1st work of yours I've ever read, but I can tell you are so skilled, so you can bet your butt I'm going through your entire masterlist tonight. That was so incredibly good honestly. You did amazing, thank you for sharing your writing with us 💞💖
😢😢😢 BESTIEEEE
you are so kind omg thank you so much that means the world <3 <3 <3 much love for you mwah mwah
i'm so sorry i literally haven't been on tumblr in days first of all happy birthday!!! probably belated by now but!!! still!! also you have such a wonderful friend 😢😢 you get levi as your bf for your birthday what a beautiful gift <3
I'VE BEEN HAVING A SHITTY DAY SO I CAME TO YOUR PAGE TO READ HSHSGDGSV
IM SO TIRED PLS, HOW R U BTW¿?¿
head been empty just Levi. HSGSGAGHA
THAT MIKASA PICTURE RANDOMLY SHOWED UP AND IDK HOW TO GET IT TO GO AWAY, ANYWAYS LEVI 😩😩😩🤌🏽
i’m sorry you’ve been having a shitty day :( i hope it gets better from here on out!! i’m doing well, but i have a lotttt of tests and exams this week so 😭😭 i have to deal with that BUT BESIDES THAT i’m chillin
also absolutely loving the levi onslaught hehe it’s much appreciated :3 wishing u the best my friend <3
you are literally the only person ive seen who writes levi correctly. everyone is hooked on the idea of him being a sadistic dom when that seems so out of character so thank you 😭
thank you haha i really appreciate that!! levi is such a tender character despite his stoic exterior and i wish ppl appreciated that more 😢 much love <3
with whatever happens from here, our names will last far beyond our years
for my armin angst anon :) thank you for the request, i honestly love angst and write it all the time outside of fanfic so idk why i don’t do it more often!
pairing: armin arlert x reader
wc: 1.5k
genre: angst, fluff (happy end)
a/n: takes place somewhere just before the events of season 4. also, hi guys! this is lowkey word vomit and i’m a bit out of practice so if this doesn’t seem like me, that’s why lol
they say that time heals all wounds, but in your case, time does nothing but prolong the constant sting in your throat. it denies the sinking acceptance your weary heart pleads for. because as long as you have time, you don’t have to face the truth.
so what if you love him? so what if it’s been years? so what if no matter what you do, you can’t let him go? it’s not like it’s going to change any time soon. but even if it did, even if you had the choice to move on, you’re not so sure you would. he’s the last bloom of the season left that you pick out of selfishness, the butterfly you’re blessed to catch yet hate to let go.
because if not him, who else?
armin is everything. he’s your reflection and your opposite, late nights and early mornings, kind and then cruel across his commitment to morality. he’s there on good days and bad days, with a smile or sympathy. if you’re lucky, you get both.
he’s brutally imperfect, perfectly human, and so easy to love.
but when standing against the end of humanity, there’s no room for childish fantasies like yours.
you love him so bad it hurts. he’s at the forefront of your mind at all times, even when he’s standing right in front of you. you think of him visiting that girl in the basement, day after day, frozen in her cowardly crystal as she hides from retribution. he waits, staring, and she occupies his mind when you desperately wish it could be you. what is it about a criminal that intrigues him past rationality?
yet the worst thought is that one day, you might not feel so strong.
it’s something keeping you around. it’s something to imagine on nights when the sun hangs in the sky as low as your hope for the future. he’s something to bet on and pin your fleeting dreams to. however long this feeling lasts, you hang on with all that you can, because waiting at the end is the inevitable sting of loving someone who doesn’t love you back.
it’s a realization you’re not ready to come to yet. for now, a little voice convinces you that there’s a chance. and a chance is enough, isn’t it?
you’re sitting by the docks, feeling the afternoon sun sear your skin, when gentle footsteps knocking on the wood alert you to his presence. when you crane your neck up to see him, he stretches his arms behind his head before sitting down next to you. it’s not surprising, considering armin makes a point to show he cares for all of his friends, but you still wonder if maybe how hard you were thinking about him somehow drew him in. you try to resist the heat burning at the skin of your cheeks fueled by his mere appearance.
“it’s a really nice night, huh?”
he sighs as he lowers his palm to the edge of the wood and throws his legs over, cementing his place beside you. you cling your knees close to your chest while your head rests upon them for support.
“yeah. i didn’t know it could be this pretty.”
tender rays of sunshine brush over his blond hair, making it shimmer like gold. it’s tentative, as if the great light source that keeps your world turning is even too afraid to touch armin arlert.
“me too, but i think i always hoped for it. expected it, at least,” he says with a nod. nostalgia swims in the pond of color in his eyes as he looks out across the water. “but that’s how it is when you’re a kid.”
you want to laugh. when you were a kid, you certainly weren’t concerned with the existence of an ocean beyond the walls. something tells you armin didn’t just expect it out of naivety.
“oh, please,” you say with a roll of your eyes. “you don’t give yourself enough credit. you practically know what’s going to happen before the rest of us have even started thinking about it.”
he lets out a breath of shy laughter through a smile. he’s too modest. “yeah, maybe.”
the blunt edge of your nail scratches at the fresh, amber wood to your side. you press a little more, digging it out like a miniature canyon while silence fills the air. armin opens his mouth and the proximity allows you to hear a rushed intake of air, like courage, filling his lungs before it hitches in his throat. it pauses there, contemplating, before he lets it out in faltered attempt to seem like it went according to plan.
but he swallows and tries again, because armin knows the world will always give him a second chance.
“speaking of… i wanted to talk to you in the first place because, well,” he cedes, rubbing his eyes, “i kind of get the feeling something big is about to happen.”
he chews at the corner of his lip, eyes darting to the side to gauge your reaction.
your head tilts in curiosity. “really? what makes you say that?”
you watch as he fiddles with his fingers in his lap. his nails run along his cuticles, the natural folds in his palms, gathering his thoughts in preparation to set them all out.
his fingers tug through his bangs to soothe his tired roots. “well, it’s been a long time coming. with eren gone, sending notes, arranging plans. it’s coming to its climax, i think. and once it starts, it’s not gonna stop until it’s over.”
bright locks fall in front of his fact when a light gust of wind blows by. his cheeks are smooth and soft with a slight pink tint from the heat of the day, and his lashes are long and wispy, like the wings of an insect. you have to pry your gaze away though your heart pleads you for a second longer spent admiring.
“i really care about you. i just wanted you to know that.”
you’re not sure you hear it right at first. swept away with his image in the hazy evening, you almost miss that he’s talking to you directly. he cares about you. your pulse stutters.
he cares about you.
you blink, swallowing the apparent dryness in your mouth. “i care about you, too.”
after all this time, you should be used to it. the way how he cares will never be the same as how you care, it shouldn’t hurt you, but you still feel your eyes sting and throat tighten. you can’t help it.
you can’t look him in the eye. instead, you avert your attention to the place in the wood you’ve been indenting your nail. the pressure helps distract from the tears gathering along your lashline. it slowly forms the shape of your initial, a diminutive mark on the expansive docks soon to be walked over by thousands.
“is something wrong?”
your immediate reaction is to dismiss. the words are already slipping off your tongue, excuses that it’s the sun in your eyes and denials that you’re just tired, but they get stuck at the end. is it because the opportunity is here? something pushes them away from the edge as they desperately rock themselves back onto the safety of the cliff with flailing arms and wobbly legs.
hundreds of scenarios rush through your mind, of him getting up and leaving, of awkwardness, of anger and anguish, and yet it’s not enough to derail you. you can’t sit in your itches any longer. if the world is ending soon like he implies, then so be it, because god knows you’d take his word over anything.
“i’m sorry,” you sniffle, voice frail and barely above a whisper. “i just love you.”
you brace for impact, but it doesn’t come. the only sounds are the sawing of your nail, the squawks of distant birds, the waves crashing gently on the shore how they always do at dusk. then his fingers wrap around your wrist, still moving against the wood, to grasp your attention. his eyes are warm and inviting as you slowly lift your head to find them.
“i love you, too.”
a sad smile tugs at your lips. he doesn’t get it. honesty has never hurt so much. “no,” you confess with a sorrowed tinge, “like i love you.”
his eyes crinkle up like crescents. the grin adorning his cheeks is like a medallion, glowing and bright and entirely juxtaposed from the ache of yours. “i love you” he presses, eyebrows raising in emphasis.
“but…”
“but, what? you really doubt it?” he smiles with a breath, eyes crinkling shyly as he looks away. “i thought it was obvious.”
his thumb presses small circles into the back of your palm before letting go and brushing it away from where your hand covers your mark. his nail is much wider and blunt so it doesn’t take long for a faint ‘A’ to appear beside yours, a shade just lighter than the surface.
“if you think you were being obvious, you should have caught on to me earlier,” you laugh.
a coy smile pulls at the corner of his mouth, pressing a dimple into his skin. “maybe i did.”
“you did not.”
“okay, i didn’t. but,” he pauses, holding up his index finger, “i always hoped!”
it draws an airy, relieved laugh from your chest. armin leans down and blows the dust across the wood and sweeps away the extras with his hands.
your initials sit carved into the docks of your home with love, together. no matter if you are unable to return, they’ll still be here. if no one else is around to remember today, at least these letters will be imprinted with a story.
it’s proof of life, proof you lived, and most notably, proof that it was with armin arlert.
HIHI, school is kicking all our asses rn isn't it 😩
anyways you asked for gojo stuff so I was wondering do you think he would turn on his infinitely when his s/o made him upset
I could totally imagine his s/o eating his dessert or something and them he gets all pissy KDJSKSBS
also gl with school and remember to take breaks, drink some water 😘
apologies for the late reply!! but this such an interesting hc i totally agree
but definitely yes bc you know he’s such the bratty whiney bf type and besides all the other stuff he does to get back at you and annoy you like putting stuff on high shelves and screwing the lids to foods tight so you have to ask for his help, he’d turn on his infinity so you can’t touch him or go near him on the times he especially wants to tease you or is “mad” at you. you’d go in for a hug or something unsuspectingly and when you realize you can’t touch him, you just pout and of course he loves to tease you for it and would most certainly get a little flirty w it 😩 like “you wanna touch me so bad, huh?” and when ur just like stunned and blushing he pushes it and makes you beg... anyway
I might start requesting gojo stuff because HOLYYY that man is fine asl 🧎🏽♀️
anyways how's school, I got exams starting Monday 😔💔
SORRYSSSS!!! it’s so good to see you <3 also just so you know i got your past requests but i just haven’t had time to write anything recently!! but if you have ideas for gojo blurbs or hcs or something send them my way :3
school is lowkey a nightmare rn 😭😭 there’s just so much work and i have AP exams in a few weeks lord there’s just too much but i’m rooting for us to get thru this lol
