HELLO! ˙⋆✮
Good day or evening! I'm finally back after almost a year... Though, I'm not sure if I'll stay too long either. Times these days are unpredictable... Funny. Anyways... I've returned for a simple little quest... mainly for myself. I won't be keeping you long here and just get straight to the point. I've admittedly lost the ability to properly write. I mean, not write write in general. Silly, no. I meant like, creatively. I've lost it creatively. Sometimes I'd visit my old works and compare them to ones I just made a few minutes ago and... just, cringe. How did the gap become that large in just a year? I couldn't believe it, so I kept on writing from time to time... but the difference was way too clear. I felt almost illiterate. It's not like I didn't have any motivations. In fact, I have plenty! I just... couldn't get them to execute properly in words like I used to anymore. I stopped finding it fun and stressed out more on the quality. It felt stupid, but for me... it was incredibly valid. Who would want to stay and read something so awkwardly written? I know most advice other writers would give was to just start writing again. Simple as that. I wished it was that easy, but unfortunately, it could get pretty boring. I very much hate that I have that feeling every time I try to write, but it never leaves. AI has also made me really dependent on it's functions. It messed me up, pretty badly too. I want to try and heal from that. To find that spark again and just get that courage to make something from the depths of my own mind. I want to have fun and not feel pressured if any of it even sounded right. So... here I am. The stuff I might post here could be random: maybe one-shots, or fanfic ideas, and even headcanons! Lately, I've been greatly in love with the world of Haikyuu, it's not even funny. Coming back to old fandoms is always such a joy, and I'm willing to re-visit some old fanfic ideas I had for them back in the day... maybe even share them. And every time I do, the goal is to practice my writing! I do hope it get's better... I also pray to get a little more smarter depending on how I want to approach things. I really wish this could give me some redemption.. Anyways, that's all! I don't have much followers or viewers so, this should be fun! And if I do gain some, I welcome you! I hope you'll enjoy the little things I'll offer every now and then, but I can't promise consistency... sorry hehe. (That's unless I finally make this a habit, then I'll probably be consistent.) Thank you very much for this! Hope to see you in some future works! Once again, welcome to my little Workshop! (Lmao. Guess I'll make this my diary HAHA) ˙⋆✮