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okay so immediate post-watch spoiler thoughts:

>there's no way that's the last we're seeing of Abel. Not the smiley face mannequin using his name but like, the actual Abel. We already saw Caine & Abel engraved in the gun in Ep 6 and there's basically nothing else C&A could stand for that makes sense. There has to be a real Abel we're going to meet, whether it be Kinger, Bubble, who knows

>also I am glad 'Abel' was a one-off because it seemed really weird to introduce a pivotal character that late in the show. it does seem a bit odd that Caine played the long game with having a mannequin spy on them for that long just for a single use adventure but I don't know what's going on in that man's head by this point

>oh my fucking god Caine WHAT THE FUCK?? I was afraid there was going to be a mind control twist but the realization Caine can only influence your mind just enough to make you go mad is honestly worse. not from a writing standpoint (I prefer what we actually got far better than what I was concerned about happening) but holy shit this man influenced someone to go insane and die

>I love yuri

>it's really sweet seeing how much trust Pomni has in Kinger this episode and how highly she speaks of him. you can pry the father-daughter relationship they had for three minutes over a year ago from my cold dead hands

>I found it super interesting how the process of abstracting is portrayed as almost calming. From what we had seen before it had been assumed it was super distressing and painful, but the physical process actually seems quite soothing and comforting. I think that sequence is the first time Jax looked genuinely happy in like...this entire series

>also the build-up to the drug trip sequence was super well done and incredibly unnerving. I really hope they continue leaning more into the show's horror aspects as we approach the finale

>pomni seeing the candy canyon in the snowglobe and smiling fondly my useless little funnygummy heart

>also hey what the fuck was with that car sequence? are we implying jax got in a car crash or something? is that why they made a point of showing his license plate in episode 4

>also if the argument of 'Jax was influenced to push the red button or he did it of his own volition' is the thing that Goose said will split the fandom in half I am FIRMLY on team 'he did it by himself'. I'm sure Caine played a part in how desperate and panicked he was but I still fully believe he'd press it if he was of sound mind. This man is terrified of his own humanity and desperate to stay in the little consequence-free cartoon land he built for himself, I can never imagine him willingly leaving the Circus.

>with that being said STOP MAKING ME FEEL FOR THE STUPID PURPLE RABBIT. GOD. I'M SICK OF THIS LITTLE SHIT MAKING ME FEEL THINGS

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Ohhhh, thats why Queenie was so calm, it wasn't the darkness itself.

Unless different people experience the asbtraction in different ways

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okay so immediate post-watch spoiler thoughts:

>there's no way that's the last we're seeing of Abel. Not the smiley face mannequin using his name but like, the actual Abel. We already saw Caine & Abel engraved in the gun in Ep 6 and there's basically nothing else C&A could stand for that makes sense. There has to be a real Abel we're going to meet, whether it be Kinger, Bubble, who knows

>also I am glad 'Abel' was a one-off because it seemed really weird to introduce a pivotal character that late in the show. it does seem a bit odd that Caine played the long game with having a mannequin spy on them for that long just for a single use adventure but I don't know what's going on in that man's head by this point

>oh my fucking god Caine WHAT THE FUCK?? I was afraid there was going to be a mind control twist but the realization Caine can only influence your mind just enough to make you go mad is honestly worse. not from a writing standpoint (I prefer what we actually got far better than what I was concerned about happening) but holy shit this man influenced someone to go insane and die

>I love yuri

>it's really sweet seeing how much trust Pomni has in Kinger this episode and how highly she speaks of him. you can pry the father-daughter relationship they had for three minutes over a year ago from my cold dead hands

>I found it super interesting how the process of abstracting is portrayed as almost calming. From what we had seen before it had been assumed it was super distressing and painful, but the physical process actually seems quite soothing and comforting. I think that sequence is the first time Jax looked genuinely happy in like...this entire series

>also the build-up to the drug trip sequence was super well done and incredibly unnerving. I really hope they continue leaning more into the show's horror aspects as we approach the finale

>pomni seeing the candy canyon in the snowglobe and smiling fondly my useless little funnygummy heart

>also hey what the fuck was with that car sequence? are we implying jax got in a car crash or something? is that why they made a point of showing his license plate in episode 4

>also if the argument of 'Jax was influenced to push the red button or he did it of his own volition' is the thing that Goose said will split the fandom in half I am FIRMLY on team 'he did it by himself'. I'm sure Caine played a part in how desperate and panicked he was but I still fully believe he'd press it if he was of sound mind. This man is terrified of his own humanity and desperate to stay in the little consequence-free cartoon land he built for himself, I can never imagine him willingly leaving the Circus.

>with that being said STOP MAKING ME FEEL FOR THE STUPID PURPLE RABBIT. GOD. I'M SICK OF THIS LITTLE SHIT MAKING ME FEEL THINGS

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Ohhhh, thats why Queenie was so calm, it wasn't the darkness itself.

Unless different people experience the asbtraction in different ways

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nature is beautiful

Fanfics.

I love bad writing in fanfiction, a whole lot actually.

Its interesting to see the little mistakes the person behind the screen made when writing.

When there is not punctuation, or when a text starts with one topic and suddenly it shifts into something else entirely.

Because i make those mistakes too, and it tells me something about passion, about wanting so badly to say something and being unable to do so properly.

Im also a bunch of brain matter fighting against itself to turn the fuzzy images inside my head into a description comprehensible enough to put into the blank void of the page, im also a scared animal without words trying to communicate something i myself don't understand fully.

I plant things in the narrative that never lead anywhere, but sometimes I manage to include a motif that finally makes sense at the very end of the final chapter. And to the outsider it may look like very careful planning, but no, it was pure luck or something else inside me i cannot control or detect seeing a pattern i couldn't recognize until it was all tied togheter.

Even if i cringe at my old writting attemps and i look in shame at the millions of unifinished proyects in my notes app, I still love to go back an read, and see those little glimpses of brilliance that still shone through them no matter how rough the draft is.

Even scared I still try, and thats what matters in the end, right?

#fanfic

This too... shall pass, Habits.

This too shall pass.

Rant of Creation, The toil of imagiation

(a vent)

Its really interesting for me how erratic my own mind can be, let me explain.

I enjoy writing and drawing a lot, its something that fulfils me as a person and gives a sort of meaning to my existence, aside from the fact of howthat people interact with my works, leaving comments, likes, reblogging, etc. I find the simple act of creation as something therapeutic, I would be somewhat happy even if i kept all this products for myself and close relatives and friends.

However, over the years i have found myself enamoured by the idea of inspiration expanding like a positive plague, and the part i can play myself in this idea, i can inspire people the same way people have inspired me, my drawings, my style or writing, the way i try to imagine new scenarios is unique to me, but comes from taking from others, building on top of greatness to achieve new heights.

So its easy to see why not being able to upload my drawings, let alone completed ones, things in the making and works in progress, is mentally draining.

I have tried time and time again to find the perfect solution, that unique trick to actually force me to work, because this is not burnout, its something that comes even before that, but all of them seem to be only temporary and it becomes increasingly frustating to be able to picture something inside of your head only for your hands to fail you and never even begin with the actual process.

However, as i wrote on one of my fanfics, vocalizing my fears works as a spell to get rid of that sensation, and something that 100% works with coming up with new ideas is to talk out loud to an audience, hense why im writing this, as a sort of reminder of how frustation its temporal, something that will pass, and the pain it can bloom from it wuld never compare to the bliss of actually delivering a work in the end, even if it took a hecking long time, because it was a gift from you to you and other will also benefit from it on the long run, just wait and see.

-My Worst Habits

#vent post #myworsthabits

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ZOOBLE, ROYAL KNIGHT!

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This drawing was victim of a curse, my mouse lagged when i was about to click on "save as" and instead i lost all of the sketches i had on that particular archive, thankfully nothing of geat value was lost, i still have it on my head, but it still bummed my night.

Anyways, i hope you like this Zooble, i finally put to good use the gradient tool because i couldn't color it in the way i wanted, but lets call it a creative choice instead!

#zooble fanart

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I went to sleep last night and woke up to find this, send help!

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I send this image to a freind of mine to ask for their opinion on the piece, they said the headband wasn't of their liking, wich made me think about alternatives that would fit better, later i will try to make one with chunky headphones and other types of headwear, aswell as other types of hairstyles to acomodate for the accesories.

In the meantime it would be great to have your opinions, if you want me to draw jax in other types of clothing

#human jax #tadc fanart #digital art #tadc jax #jax fanart

animentality

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My main goal in life is to fee them rarepair shippers, they deserve to feast, to eat like kings.

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Not quite there yet, but im improving.

(this was suppoed to release when the trailer came out, but at least i finished it when the episode did, so, you take what victories you can get)

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imma start adding more context to drawings and other commentary on the reblog rather than the original post, i need to keep this thing as a gallery first

No, i don't know what it means either

But this is a declaration of intentions

(if this is somehow a reference to something, let me know, as i said, i have no idea how the words suddenly got shoved into my head, i was screaming at 7 am after not sleeping for 48 hours)

#do you like the patterns on the corners?#i did them myself

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A Ragatha drawing for all Ragatha lovers!

(i've working on this piece for a while since i wanted to experiment with the way i do my linework and some fuctions i just discoevred in my drawing engine [Medibang paint] and i just NEEDED to play a little with my own take on her design)

{Also, i have been dormant and away from tumblr because i have been working on SO MANY THINGS both related to this page and others, like a big drawing that simply refuses to manifest in my hands and the "Ilustrated project"*, besides other many things, and its diving me insane, but maybe if i reach a high enough level of insamity everything will come together nicely}

*You don't know about the "ilustrated project? good, surprises are good

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The cards are all on the table, i just need to flip them and show my hand

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THERE IS NOT ENOUGH OF THIS SHIP

There is SO MUCH potencial, why are people sleeping on this ship?

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it took SO LONG to get the pose right

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THERE YOU GO, FRESHLY BAKED!

I really love the concept of Pomni takingthe mantle of the Ringmaster, so i tried to make one in my style.

Sorry for a lack of uploads, a depressive block hit me like a truck!

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And don't you worry, the rest of the gang will also have their versions too

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You guys thought i would forgot about this ship?

Think again, this place is to hold all the good ships

I just like the idea of Pomni giving Gangle an umpromted kiss just to see how that would work (since Gangle doesn't have exactly a face)

CAUSE EVERYTIME WE TOUCH, I GET THIS FEELING, AND EVERYTIME WE KISS I SWEAR I COULD FLY!

GET 2012 NOSTALGIA'D, IDIOT!

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You know i wasn't that much into nightcore in on itself, but rather i enjoyed listening to it if it was accompanied by an AMV of a couple i liked in an anime