literally me complaining

| 16 | tw 3d wannarexic | failing purger | just some girl idk | lesbian | british | bookworm | sw: 51kg, cw: 45.9kg, gw: 45kg, gw: 40kg ugw: 38kg | sideblog | dni: nsfw, in recovery| don’t report just block

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every day i say “i’ll starve tomorrow!”

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maybe im coming out of my morning exams literally shaking bc im running off snacks i had yesterday whoops

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who’d have thought that binging does not make one happy

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i’m never part of anything

[splatter-13]

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i’m so fucking cold all the time but it can’t be bc i’m getting rly skinny bc i literally look the same

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i acc hate this like wdym my brain is gonna scream at me to eat and make me ravenously hungry then get mad at me for eating. like…make up your mind ugh

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honestly fuck this

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kind of embarrassing how a single strawberry made me tweak out

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so bad im writing about it obsessively in my notes app im cooked if anyone else reads ts

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me when i eat and i feel shit about it after

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again!!

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hmm feel rly ugly this evening plus there’s a test im gonna fail tmrw let’s go chat

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hmmm binging today—the low calories and exam stress are beginning to catch up to me

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massive L bc i’m actually chopped

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me when i eat and i feel shit about it after

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taste of toothpaste in my mouth is making me feel like i’ve eaten something even though i haven’t fuck this