Falling

I'm just picking up the pieces. Ignore the rants it's my only therapy.

[worthlesslylost]

I saw you 6 months later. You told me you were still waiting for me. Still mourning us. You spoke of all the things i did for you and how you took it forgranted. I didnt say much. You never spoke of how you wanted to show you loved me. Just spoke of how I showed you my love. You loved what i did for you. Not much else was said.

[worthlesslylost]

Not one of them matters.

How can any of them matter when not one has ever held me while i cried.

[worthlesslylost]

Morals

Seen as value and what is right

A belief of the naive

It's all perspective

Even morals have aesthetics

Morals

Just another a gilded cage we admire

[worthlesslylost]

I sat with my sister.

She was telling me about her life.

Flying to different ststes for the weekend. Festivals with friends. Brithday dinners with friends.

I dont have a life.

I suicide flashed through my mind so fast.

It still linger so darkly.

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

we are so back (relapsing)

[still-hoping-for-better-days]

I don’t feel very good right now

[remanence-of-love]

[rainywhispersblog-deactivated20]

[visionsofaselfmademan]

[remanence-of-love]

[obscurix]

kinda wanna prove everyone wrong and get my life together but also kinda wanna kill myself ://

[saccharinehell]

I did my best to be lovable.

[vexheart]

[nostalgia-curator]

😂Truth

But it's always nice to unload with that right person. Even if they can't do anything, just knowing someone is there to be an ear (and they want to be that ear)... It just hits differently.

[detached0l]

[naturalbloodstainblonde]

i’m so tired i need to be held or killed

[worthlesslylost]

I need therapy just to get a new vocabulary. I havent a clue what this feeling is. Maybe a name will help me understand it cause my ass is clueless

[worthlesslylost]

Anyone else finding happiness to be shallow? Its just feels over rated and naive. Does that make me damaged or real?