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Casual (Lia Wälti x Mac McCabe)
From The Pretender Series
“Did you know?” Leah asked, pulling your eyes away from your phone as you looked at her. “I know you don’t really talk, but Jesus Mac, you could have at least told me” Leah moaned.
“What are ye talkin’ about?” You frowned at the English girl, who was stood over your table that you were the only one sitting at.
She nodded her head towards the window where Caitlin and Katie were sitting. Katie was talking about something which seemed to be hilarious and was running her fingertips along Caitlin’s thigh, who wasn’t making any effort to move her hand away.
“You could have told-”
“I didn’t know” you shook your head, eyes glued to the two of them as your thoughts went wild. “I didn’t even know her and Ruesha split up” you shrugged.
“Well, if it makes you feel any better, Lia didn’t know her and Caitlin had split up either” Leah whispered and you immediately understood what Leah was hinting at.
You couldn’t believe it. Lia and Caitlin always seemed so happy, yet here they were, not sitting together. Caitlin with your sister and Lia was sitting with- Wait.
“Where is Lia?” You asked.
“She’s put in for time off” Leah explained. “I suggested going back to Switzerland but she didn’t seem too pushed”
“Do ye want me to have a word?” You raised your eyebrow.
“With Lia? Have you two ever spoken before?” Leah chuckled.
“No” you frowned. “I mean with her” you nodded your head over towards your older sister.
“Don’t put yourself out” Leah shook her head. “Thank you though” she smiled.
“Can I join you?”
“Don’t push it” you mumbled, going back to your phone as she girl swung the chair out and sat down anyway.
Leah had always had a habit of forcing a friendship with you. If anything, this situation with Katie was great for her because whether you liked it or not, you were involved. And therefore, you had something to talk to her about.
You really had never spoken more than a “Hello” to Lia before. It wasn’t an unusual thing for you, because you barely spoke to anybody. If you had the choice, Leah would be included on that list. You were the quiet and intimidating person on the Arsenal team that girls went feral for. You were different than your sister, she loved being in a relationship, but you were much better on your own.
You got through the rest of the day, deciding it would be funny to put in a fairly hard shoulder on Katie that caused her to fall onto the ground as you ran a particular drill.
“What the fuck was that?” She grunted, standing straight back up and squaring up to you, although you were nearly a foot taller than her.
“Won the ball” you argued back, as multiple people rolled their eyes that Katie was starting yet another argument.
“Stop arguing” Caitlin inputted, pulling Katie back by the hand.
“Go on, your girlfriend’s callin’” you challenged, feeling your own hand being pulled backwards by Leah as Katie’s face dropped.
“I told you it wasn’t worth it” Leah mumbled.
“She’s a fool” you grunted, watching as Leah was slowly inhaling and exhaling and quickly realising she wanted you to copy her.
When she got you calm, the two of you went back beside each other and play continued. You and Katie continued at each other for the entire drill before Kim intervened and moved you away from each other to stop another fight breaking out.
You took a shower at the end of training before getting changed. You weren’t really ever one for goodbyes, so you quickly nipped out the front door and took off home in your car.
On the entire drive you couldn’t help but feel angry about the situation. How could you go from saying you love one person one day to the next day leaving them for someone else? You didn’t get it. And if you felt like this, you couldn’t even begin to imagine how Lia felt.
Most people didn’t really know you. They took you for what was on the cover, and knew very little about you personally. Your family and your teammates all included in that. You didn’t really mind though, you liked your own company and didn’t like wasting your social battery.
So, how you ended up outside Lia’s house on your drive home is a mystery, even to you. There had been a few occasions Lia had been in a taxi with you going home from wherever you had been, so you knew where the Swiss girl lived.
You’d stopped at a shop on the way there, and picked up something small to give to her, making it look like you had an excuse to come over.
You walked up to her front door and knocked on it, waiting for around a minute until she swung the door open. She was wearing a maroon matching tracksuit, hair tossed up in a messy bun. She had a real look about her that she’d just been lazing around the house all day. And you don’t really understand why, but you found her attractive as hell.
“What do you want?” Lia frowned, just as confused as you were as to why you were standing at her door.
“Uh”
“Did they send you to get her stuff?” She growled.
“No, no” you shook your head. “Sorry, I, uh, I just came to check on ye to see if ye were alright” you mumbled.
“Did they put you up to it?”
“No” you sighed, realising this was way too out of character and a massive mistake.
“Here, I got ye these” you said, handing her a box of mini Toblerone chocolates. “I’m real sorry about my sister” you added, before turning on your heels and walking off.
“Wait, Y/n” Lia shouted after you, forcing you to stop. “Do you want to come in?”
“Yeah, okay” you nodded, turning back to her door and stepping into the house.
You allowed Lia to talk for hours, never once showing any sign of boredom or disinterest on your face. Lia was a bit shocked at how easy you were to open up to. She felt a bit guilty that she’d never made a proper effort with you before, kind of falling into the group that seemed to have this prejudgment of you. Which to be fair, everyone but Leah seemed to have.
“Sorry, I’ve kept you for way too long, you should probably go” Lia sighed, realising it was just after 10pm and you’d gotten here at around 4pm.
“Yeah, sure” you nodded, standing up and heading to the hall to get your shoes. “If ye need anythin’ or just want someone to talk to, I’m here, alright?”.
Lia’s not really sure what came over her, maybe because you were being nice, or possibly because you were the perfect person to piss Caitlin and Katie off, but she swung her arm around your neck and pulled you in for a kiss.
“Lia, come on. Ye don’t want to kiss me” you shook your head as you pulled back.
“Yes I do” she nodded. “Please, just kiss me” she whispered as you let her tug you forward back into her lips. You’d always found Lia hot, but Lia had always been your sister’s best friend’s girlfriend.
The tracksuit Lia had been wearing that you admired when she came into view at the door, was now lying on the floor, along with your own bottoms and t-shirt.
“Was that alright?” You asked as Lia giggled.
“Just what I needed” she nodded. She’d made a mess of your neck, which was now completely covered in dark marks.
“I should probably go home” you said, hours after Lia had originally told you that.
“Would you want to make this a casual thing?” Lia blurted out, tugging your arm back towards her as you attempted to push back out of bed.
“Is it because it was good or because of who my sister is with?” You hummed quietly.
“It did cross my mind” Lia admitted, not wanting to start whatever this was off by lying to you.
“But that isn’t why I would want to do it again” she added, interlocking your fingers with hers.
“I’m happy to keep it casual” you confirmed, letting her squeeze your hand before you pulled back, got changed and left.
-
That’s how it began with Lia. Meaningless, casual sex almost every day. You’d drive to her after work or she’d swing by your place. It slowly became more intimate, and the two of you started connecting on a way deeper level than either of you would have ever anticipated.
Which is why when Lia came back to work, you tried your best to make her feel as comfortable as possible.
Due to Jen leaving a few months ago, the locker beside yours was free, so you suggested Lia move her stuff in beside you. The Swiss girl took you up on the offer, and you’d spent all morning helping her transfer everything from her old locker to the one beside yours, before everyone else even got to the training ground. Lia was a bit taken aback that you were actually quite a chatty person, but in front of one particular individual, you were almost completely silent.
“Comin’ to the gym?” Katie asked, interrupting your conversation with Lia, almost like she didn’t even care that Lia was there . You nodded, letting her head out before you as you changed into your shorts and runners.
“I’ll see ye later on?” You said quietly, looking around to make sure no one was around before pressing your lips to Lia’s.
“See you later, you want to come back to mine?” She smiled.
“Yeah. We get dinner?” You suggested as Lia squeezed your hand to let you know that was a good idea.
“Mac, Katie’s looking for you” Caitlin said, as you pulled your hand quickly back from Lia.
“Yeah, I’m goin’” you huffed, walking out of the changing room doors and bumping into Leah who burned your ears off on the walk to the gym.
“How are you?” Caitlin asked.
“Let’s not do this” Lia sighed.
“You can’t stay mad forever. I thought you took time off to get over it” Caitlin shrugged.
“I’m happy for you, so let’s just agree to not speak” Lia sighed, standing up from the bench and brushing past her and trying to head out the changing room door.
“I just thought when you moved on, you’d go further afield than Mac.” Caitlin chuckled.
“At least I was single when I moved on” Lia shouted.
“My new girlfriend’s sister is really stooping the bottom of the barrel” Caitlin scoffed.
“Lia, are ye ready?” You asked, coming back in the door and sticking your hand out for Lia to take.
You had forgot your phone, but that was less important now than getting Lia out of there.
“Can I help ye with somethin’?” You asked Caitlin, standing directly in front of her and looking down at her.
“No” she shook her head, gulping slightly at how you towered over her.
“Don’t speak to her like that ever again” you grunted as Caitlin stuttered before you turned off away from her.
Lia stepped out of the changing rooms ahead of you, so you followed her down the corridor until you caught up to her.
“I’m- I’m sorry if I overstepped. I just-” you were cut off when Lia pressed a kiss to your lips.
“You didn’t overstep” Lia shook her head.
“I just don’t think it’s fair for her to be at ye” you shrugged.
“Well thank you for coming to my rescue” Lia giggled, and continued to walk towards the gym.
“Lia?” You shouted as she stopped again. “Can I take ye out? Properly? I know we said we are casual so if ye don’t want to it’s grand. But I just really would like to take ye out and we could just do dinner or go see a movie or somethin’. It’s just-”
“Yes” Lia nodded, cutting off your nervous rambling you had been doing with her a lot more lately. “I’d love that” she kissed your cheek quickly as the two of you headed off to the gym.
Leah quickly picked up where she left off and ignored the fact you were putting headphones on. You noticed Katie’s jaw drop when Caitlin came in and whispered something to her, and you knew exactly what the Aussie had said, because Katie’s eyes kept flicking between you and Lia.
You didn’t really care though. It wasn’t as if you liked your older sister that much in the first place.
-
Date one with Lia was dinner at a nice, swanky London restaurant that had been recommended by Leah, despite not knowing who Lia’s dinner date was. Date two, you caught a movie. One Lia had picked out that almost put the both of you to sleep, but gave you something to laugh about on the drive home. Date three, you spent the entire day in Lia’s sheets, getting a bit caught up in her kisses. Yet, by the time the season had came to a close, you still hadn’t made it properly officially that you two were dating.
On the team night out, celebrating the end of the season, before you were all heading to the World Cup, you were sat alone on a couch, sipping a drink with a stoic look on your face as Lia was being chatted up.
“Why does Mac look all angry?” Leah teased, as she squeezed your chin between her pointer finger and thumb, sitting down beside you.
“I’m not” you huffed, throwing your eyes away from Lia and the girl she was talking to.
“Is there a girl you’re interested in here?” Leah asked, looking over in the direction you’d just had your eyes glued to.
“Yeah” you nodded. “But she’s talkin’ to someone else, so doesn’t matter” you said, taking an aggressive gulp from your drink.
Leah’s eyes scanned that corner of the room, and she could only find one girl that was chatting to someone in a flirty looking way.
“Are you talking about Lia?” Leah frowned, darting her eyes between you and her. Your silence was enough for her to realise that Lia was exactly who you were talking about. “Holy shit”
“It started just casual, and then we went on a few dates. Clearly she’s not interested or I did somethin’” you moaned.
“I’m goin’ to go home. Best of luck in Australia” you said, finishing your drink quickly and getting up to leave. Leah tried to call you back, but it was no use. You had always been severely stubborn when someone upset you because you had no idea how to handle your emotions properly.
You knew the situation was always going to be messy, but you never thought Lia would mess you around. You really had tried with Lia, so much so, you’d sacrificed your relationship with Katie just to try and make things work with the Swiss girl.
And for what? Nothing.
You and Katie’s relationship has never been strong, but now, it was barely existent. You’d only recently started talking to her because you realised you were about to be spending a lot of downtime together while you were at the World Cup.
The night before you were set to fly back to Ireland to head into camp for the World Cup, you were interrupted by a knock on your door. You thought it might have been Katie, who had found it more funny than Caitlin had about you sleeping with Lia and then you ghosting her. Instead, it was the Swiss girl herself who was stood outside.
“Can I come in?” She asked, as you stood backwards and she stepped inside.
“I’m just packin’” you informed her, trying to hurry this situation up and make it short and sweet.
“I talked to Leah” she began. “I just wanted you to know, that I was not flirting with that girl on the night we went out. She was someone I did a photoshoot with a while ago, and we were just talking. She’s married, to a man” Lia explained.
“Oh” you sighed, feeling a bit embarrassed.
“If you got that jealous, you could have just came over. I thought you would had realised by now that I’m yours” Lia said.
“Mine?” You frowned.
“I thought we were dating?” Lia shouted, a little bit frustrated at the fact you’d been ignoring her for the last few days and not even given her so much as an explanation.
“Well, so did I” you shrugged, your voiced also raised slightly.
“Well, maybe we should be” Lia stated.
“Fine” you shrugged.
“Fine” Lia repeated, before jumping into your arms and kissing you so hard that you almost toppled over. When you found the rhythm of the kiss, your hands went under her thighs to keep her comfortably up in your arms.
“Take me upstairs” Lia whispered.
-
Throughout the World Cup, you and Lia spoke every single day. Due to you being in Australia and her being in New Zealand, you couldn’t spend any of your downtime physically together, so most of it was spent on the phone.
So, you both couldn’t wait to see each other again. You’d looked into staying after you got knocked out, but you were obliged to fly home with the team while she was staying a little longer at the tournament. When she did eventually arrive back in London, you were there to pick her up from the airport.
You pulled out all the stops. Flowers, balloons, wearing her Switzerland jersey and also buying her a cake, her favourite one, to congratulate her on the World Cup. She’d also returned the favour once she’d gotten over her jet lag and had a chance to head to the shops to buy decorations and do up her own house to surprise you.
You’d finally found a girl who put all your worries at ease and was interested in you for you. Which is something you never thought you’d find, let alone someone who had been right infront of your eyes for years.
-
When you started back at Arsenal, Jonas called a team meeting to introduce the new group of girls to the squad. He always assigned a mentor to the new squad members, to help them settle in. Leah was assigned the new England striker, Alessia, who the England captain obviously knew extremely well.
“This is Lia’s girlfriend, Mac. And this is Alessia” Leah smiled, while Lia was off talking to another one of the new girls and a group of other players. You knew Alessia from playing against her. She was a decent player. That’s all you thought of her.
“Hi” you said as you shook Alessia’s hand.
“Hi Mac, nice to meet you properly” Alessia shook your hand quickly, before Leah brought her off to the next person.
“Hi, baby” Lia giggled. “You want to come meet some of the new girls?” Lia asked.
“Yeah, sure darlin’” you nodded, taking her hand and heading over to the group she’d been just talking to and rejoining them, only now with her arms wrapped around you as you soothed your way into the conversation.
Permanent Headache (Mac McCabe x Alessia Russo)
From The Pretender Universe
When Alessia decided to retire as a 2x European champion and a World Cup champion, with multiple club awards also to her name, you knew this conversation was going to happen. It had never really been brought up before, with Leah only moving out around 2 years ago, and you transitioning into a new career path, you both just never had time to think about it, let alone talk about it.
Alessia had been turning into a proper housewife recently since she retired, almost like she was trying to show you how well and easy she could run your home while you were off working or travelling for work. Almost like she was showing you that she needed a new challenge.
So, when Alessia planned a spontaneous dinner at your favourite restaurant in London, you knew tonight was the night she was going to bring it up.
“So, listen” Alessia began as you put your knife and fork down so she could place her hand over yours. “I was thinking-” she added.
“Ye want to have a baby”
“I want to get the kitchen converted”
The two of you glared at each other, not really sure how either of you got to the conclusion you’d gotten to. All this time you thought that Alessia wanted a baby, when actually, she just wanted to get the kitchen converted.
“You- you want to have a baby?” Alessia asked softly.
“That’s what I thought ye were gonna say” you mumbled. “If it’s just the kitchen, I mean, yeah, grand. I’ll do whatever ye want to the kitchen” you shrugged, a bit defeated in your tone of voice.
“I just didn’t think that’s what you wanted right now” Alessia said. “Babies are loud and I’d be worried with your head”
“I’d take a permanent headache if it meant we could- Ye know what? Never mind, it’s stupid, Less” you huffed, pulling your hand away from her.
“It’s not stupid, baby” Alessia pouted, letting silence fill the air for a few seconds before she sighed and spoke again.
“We’re on the same page” she confirmed as your head shot back up to meet her eyes.
“Really?” You smiled.
“Yes, Y/n. I’d love to start a family with you” Alessia giggled, squeezing your hand.
“I’ve been lookin’ into it and there’s so many different ways to do it. I don’t really understand a lot of them but there’s all these clinics that could help us. Well, that’s if ye wanted to do IVF, there’s obviously different ways too. Like we could adopt or-” you rambled as Alessia’s heart swelled at how you had gone back to your nervous rambling ways, the same way you had been at the beginning of your relationship.
“You can take a breath” Alessia stopped you, wiping a tear from her eye that she reassured you wasn’t because she was sad.
“I wrote it down” you added, which seemed to make her tears start flowing a bit faster.
“Of course you did” she laughed, using both hands now to wipe away tears.
You took your phone out of your pocket and opened the notes app, turning it around to show her the long, long note that was filled with information about different treatments and clinics as well as adoption agencies.
“You’ve really looked into this” Alessia whispered, flicking through the note that she didn’t think had an ending.
“It’s somethin’ I’ve kind of wanted for a long time, but we’ve both been so busy, and then we had Leah” you chuckled. “But I want this, Less. With you” you smiled.
-
After multiple consultations, you and Alessia eventually agreed on a suitable plan which worked for both of you. And without going into too much detail, the baby was biologically yours, and Alessia was going to give birth. So technically, you were the baker, and Alessia was the oven.
The night you found out Alessia was really pregnant, you kept it between yourselves, not wanting to rush into telling anybody. Instead, you kept the moment as an intimate one between yourselves, because after all, it was just your moment.
You waited until the three month scan before firstly telling your parents and then branching out to tell your siblings. Katie and Caitlin were living in Australia now, so you were glad that they were far away enough so they couldn’t ruin the surprise for when you told your friends.
Leah and Alexia went crazy when they found out Alessia was pregnant. Alexia went so far as to move to London for a year so she could be there for the entire pregnancy when you asked her to be the Godmother. Leah had suggested that Alexia move in with her, because she had a spare bedroom and the two of them weren’t awkward with each other whatsoever.
Alexia and Leah looked after Alessia while you were working or travelling, although you kept your work trips as short as possible. You were good at balancing work needs and your pregnant fianceé’s needs. You made sure not to plan any trips away when she had big appointments coming up, ensuring you were there for every single one of them.
-
When the day came for Alessia to give birth, thankfully, you weren’t obliged to be anywhere with work. You were right there with her, for the entire time. Alessia gave birth to a beautiful baby boy and your entire world exploded when you seen him for the first time. The nurse handed him straight to Alessia when she got him cleaned up, and told you it was okay for you to go and stand at the top of the bed, where Alessia was sat up, cuddling your baby.
“Ye did so amazin’, Less” you whispered, wrapping your arm around her shoulders and pressing a kiss to her forehead.
“I love you” she whispered, letting her head fall against your stomach out of pure exhaustion.
“If mum is tired, you can try to hold him. We’d recommend taking the top off though, for skin to skin contact” the nurse explained as you nodded your head and took your hoodie off, which Alessia immediately took hostage of.
“Okay, mum let’s gently hand over the baby to mum” the nurse instructed, helping Alessia to hand you the baby. Once you got a hold of him, Alessia’s head hit the pillow and she was out like a light, snuggling your hoodie which was pressed against her face.
The nurse helped you to hold the baby correctly against your body, and you sat there for a very long time in complete silence, while Alessia slept and the baby rested against you. It had been a long time since things had been this quiet, and you were soaking up what you believed was going to be your final minutes of silence for the next 18 years.
And it was going so well. The peace and the-
“Hola” Alexia shouted, who was the first one through the door, with a massive bouquet of flowers in hand. She was followed by Leah, who was tangled up in an array of balloons and moaning something to Alexia that she needed help.
“Silencio, estupida” Alexia grunted at Leah, when she noticed Alessia was asleep, despite her having shouted only a few seconds ago.
The pair’s antics had woken your unnamed little boy up and he began screaming and your head started bouncing. Alessia sprung awake at the noise of him crying, maternal instincts seemed to have kicked in with her straight away
“Sorry” Leah winced.
“It’s okay, little man” you cooed as he quietened down fairly quickly, tucking back into your chest as you stood up to greet the two of them.
“He’s okay” you smiled at Alessia who nodded at you and took a breath.
“England’s fittest manager anyway” Leah chuckled, squeezing your bicep.
“It’s like a rock, no?” Alexia asked, poking your stomach.
“Do you two mind not touching my fianceé while I physically can’t hit you both?” Alessia frowned from bed.
“Here grumpy, these are for you” Leah chuckled, handing her the flowers that Alexia had been holding.
“Can you leave them on the table, just over there?” Alessia asked Leah, who nodded and placed them and the balloons on the other side.
“Can ye take him for a minute? I just need to take somethin’ for my head” you whispered to Alessia.
“Yeah, of course” she nodded, as you gently nestled him into her arms. “Are you okay?” She asked, cupping your cheek and rubbing over your eyebrow with her thumb.
“Yeah, just the screamin’ over those two gave me a bit of a headache” you admitted, quietly.
“Do you regret-”
“I told ye” you stopped her. “This. Me, you and him. It’s worth a permanent headache” you smiled, kissing her gently and pushing yourself off the bed, deciding to take Leah with you and leaving Alexia to look after Alessia.
Get Ready With Me (Alessia Russo x Mac McCabe)
From The Pretender Series
“Mac? Do you have a minute?” Craig, from the media team asked as you walked by his office space, rushing to get to a meeting.
“Literally one” you mumbled, stopping politely at his door and sliding your phone into your pocket. “Sorry, just runnin’ for a meetin’” you explained, realising you’d probably came across a little bit abrupt.
You had a busy day planned out, the squad were due in today and there was a a lot of fresh faces coming in. So, you wanted to lay out a plan with your team to make the environment as homely as possible for them, especially the younger ones.
“We can do it after your meeting” he smiled, going back to editing something on his laptop.
You were about to walk off, until you fully comprehended what he’d said.
“Wait, sorry. Do what?” You frowned.
“It might be better to wait until after your meeting until I tell you” he chuckled, already knowing you were going to hate every minute of what they were planning to make you do.
“No, it’s okay to tell me now” you shook your head, easing a little bit further into the doorframe and folding your arms.
“Well, the social media team put out a poll on Instagram about which player everyone wanted to see do a Get Ready With Me post” Craig began to explain.
“Yeah, listen, whichever one of them ye need, take them whenever. They just need to be-”
“Uh, no. See, this is the thing” he cut across you. “You won”
“How did I win?” You frowned. “Why was I even an option in the first place?”
“You weren’t” he added. “No matter how many times we put it up and told people to stop voting you, they just kept doing it” he laughed.
“What’s a Get Ready With Me anyway?” You asked. “Is that like the video people do when they’re gettin’ ready and show people what they’re doin’?”
“Exactly” Craig nodded. “It’s a Get Ready With Me for the first day at camp”
“Y/n? Meeting, let’s go” Lucy grunted, tapping her watch as you were now running one second late.
“Yeah, okay, fine” you nodded to Craig. “But please make it as painless as possible” you begged, giving him a smile before scooting off down the hall to get to the room your meeting was taking place in.
“You are 25 seconds late” Lucy teasingly smirked as you walked towards her.
“I don’t see ye sittin’ down, so technically, ye are late too” you chuckled, punching her in the arm as the two of you got into the room.
“Bronzey, are you already causing trouble? Mac’s never late” one of your staff members laughed, as you gestured the room to quieten down and get started.
When Alessia was the last of your three comfort people at England to retire, you suggested to Lucy that she come back to be on your staff. Leah had slipped more into punditry and commentary, while Alessia enjoyed being a stay at home mum and doing the occasional photoshoot. Lucy took you up on the offer, slotting into your old role of assistant manager and it just clicked right off the bat.
“What did Craig want?” Lucy asked, as both of you headed down towards the canteen so you could get meal three of the day, so far.
“They need me to do some video” you groaned. “It was meant to be a player but everyone online voted for me apparently” you said as you rolled your eyes.
“And they didn’t vote for me?” Lucy sarcastically huffed, swinging her arm in a defeated punching motion with her fist clenched.
“I wish they did” you laughed. “Ye know I hate doin’ that shite”
“Media stuff is fun” Lucy argued, but with a smirk, knowing you both had different opinions on this.
Alessia’s caller ID popped up on your phone, as you stood up from the table, shooting Lucy a singular finger to let her know that you’d be one minute.
“Hey darlin’” you smiled when her face appeared on the other side of your phone.
“Hi baby” she smiled back, wishing she was there to squish your cheeks and squeeze your big frame in a tight hug. “Busy?”
“No, never too busy for ye” you replied, voice soft and face moulding into an agonisingly painful grin. “The girl’s are just gettin’ in now”
“So you’re probably moving onto meal number three by now?” Alessia smirked as you released a light laugh, because she was absolutely right.
“Somethin’ like that” you grinned. “Here, listen to this. They’re makin’ me do some video in the mornin’. Some like Get Ready With Me thing” you groaned.
“Why you?” Alessia titled her head.
“They put it online asking for suggestions for players but apparently everyone asked for me” you huffed.
“Oh, so they took my suggestion?” Alessia giggled.
“Ye did not participate in the poll” you frowned at her.
“Baby, I was the poll” Alessia smirked, as you continued to glare at her. “What? I’m interested to see what you do when me and Conall aren’t there” she added.
“Ye know what I do” you rolled your eyes at your wife, who you’d been with for over eight years now. “I get up, I go for a run, shower, eat and work” you rattled off as she giggled.
“How is that entertainin’?” You asked.
“Because it’s you and you’re so loved by everyone” she gushed. “Especially me, and Con” she said, lowering the camera to find your three year old on her lap sticking stickers into his WSL sticker book that Alexia had bought him.
“Hi little man” your voice dropping to an even more softer tone as his head shot up to look at you.
“Hi mammy” Conall waved quickly before looking back down to concentrate on his book.
“Ye get somethin’ nice?” You asked, interested what had his attention.
“Auntie Lexi dropped me stickers before she went on holiday” he explained.
“And who else?” Alessia smirked, bouncing her knee that he was sat on to make him shake with laughter.
“Auntie Lee” he mumbled.
“Oh, auntie Lexi and auntie Lee” you chuckled.
“Who came in one car” Alessia added, smirking in amusement.
You and Alessia had a sneaking suspicion that Alexia and Leah were a little bit more than friends. They’d never confirmed they were more than that, but you could tell there was more.
“Look at who I got” Conall said, holding up a sticker to the camera.
“Who is that?” Alessia encouraged.
“Mammy’s favourite” he giggled, proceeding to rip the back off Katie Reid’s sticker and stick it down in the complete wrong place in his book.
“You’re absolutely right” you chuckled, having maybe brought up the young defender more than a few times on a weekly basis.
“Big, tall, awkward centre backs stick together, isn’t that right?” Alessia teased as you gave her a softer version of your stern look.
“Mac, they’re waiting for you in the room” Lucy shouted, having left you be while you were on the phone to Alessia.
“Have to go” you mumbled. “I’ll ring ye later, I love ye Less”
“Love you too” Alessia smiled. “Say bye-bye” she squeezed Conall who gave you a wave and a soft “bye-bye” as instructed by his mum.
“See ye soon” you grinned, before hanging up and picking up your rake of notebooks, heading towards the meeting room.
-
You woke the next morning, before your alarm to a bang on your door at 5:30am. You got up and quickly moved towards the door, dressed in just a pair of shorts and a basketball jersey, to find Nate from the social media team on the other side.
“Morning” the young, new media guy smiled. “I’m Nate, they told me to be here for this time because you usually get up at 6am” he explained.
“Oh yeah, the video” you nodded. “Yeah, come on in” you smiled.
“So, do you know what to do?” He asked.
“Not really” you chuckled. “My wife had to explain what one of these videos was to me” you added.
“It’s nice and easy, you just get ready for today and talk us through what you’re doing” he said softly, a bit intimidated by how much bigger than him you were.
“Oh, so just like my mornin’ routine?”
“Exactly” he nodded.
“What’s the weather like?” You asked.
“Freezing” he chuckled.
“Go get a jumper so” you smirked.
“Why?” He frowned.
“We’re goin’ for a run” you explained as his eyes went wide. “I run every mornin’”
“Can I just attach a GoPro to your head?” He moaned.
“If ye are goin’ to make me do a video, ye are goin’ to run” you chuckled.
You took an extra long route this morning, with poor Nate running after you before having to switch to a bike. He filmed your entire morning routine right up until you headed in for your meeting with the squad, so a few regular faces were in there for fans to see. Although, they were used to getting cameras shoved in their face constantly by the media, they just presumed it was footage of them they were looking for and not that you were the centre of the video.
Lioness and football fans in general loved that you were so clear and concise when you spoke about one of your players. You’d properly big them up when asked about them, and then all of a sudden it would come to speak to them and you’d just smile and nod at them.
That’s just the way you were though, and the players who played under you respected that. They liked that when you remove the tattoos and the intimidating features, you were just this approachable softie that married the nicest human on the planet. The only downside to being married to Alessia was definitely that Grace Clinton just saw you as a huggable tree that you couldn’t give out to because of her friendship with your wife.
You got on with the day, not thinking much of the morning time. Although, as much as you’d been dreading doing it, Nate made it seem quite natural and easy. You think it was harder on him having to follow you around to get content than it was on you to actually just do your thing.
As the days on camp ticked on, you didn’t really pay much attention to the fact that video still hadn’t came out yet. The media team knew what they were doing with algorithms and whatever else they look into to know when the best time is to post.
But your luck had ran out after match day one.
-
The match had gone exactly to plan, 4-0 against Mexico with four different scorers on the sheet. You’d also gotten to see Alessia and Conall and they spent the night in the team hotel after the game. The squad loved Conall, and he loved them right back. You’d adopted a family-friendly environment at camp, continuing on what Sarina had developed when she arrived. So, you had no issues with dogs, kids or partners coming to stay on certain days.
Your back had just hit the mattress, Conall asleep in a room with his auntie Lucy, when Alessia emerged from the bathroom giggling about something on her phone.
“What is it?” You asked, frown on your face pondering over what she could possibly be looking at. She didn’t answer you, instead just turning her phone around to show you what had made her giggle.
@lionesses What a win tonight 🤩 Want to see how it was done? We’re dropping a behind the scenes look at camp life with our Maccy tomorrow at 11am
“Oh for fuck sake, I thought they forgot about that” you groaned.
“You thought they forgot about the day they spent following you around, paying someone to record footage of you and spending days editing it, all to just say meh?” Alessia asked, in a teasing tone.
“It’s goin’ to be so borin’, I didn’t think they were actually goin’ to use any of it” you shrugged.
“It’s not going to be boring” Alessia reassured you. “I’m in it, so of course it’s going to be entertaining” she teased.
“Yeah, alright” you chuckled. “Do ye want me to go get Conall?” You asked, a smirking expression curving onto your face.
“No, no” Alessia shook her head. “He’s okay with Lucy” she replied.
“Ye sure?” You mumbled, hovering over her on the bed, pressing a kiss to her neck.
“So sure, baby. Right here” she moaned, pulling you to a different spot on her neck, closer to her collarbone. “I’ve missed you so much”
“Missed ye too Less” you said between kisses.
“Show me how much you missed me” she challenged, moving her hand to the back of your head and pushing you downwards.
“Whatever ye want darlin’” you nodded, moving further down the bed.
-
You came back from your run to see Alessia was no longer in bed, or even in your room. You checked your phone to see she’d texted you to let you know she was in Lucy’s room because Conall was awake. You quickly took a shower and got changed, heading off to Lucy’s room and were instantly jumped on by your son.
“Hi mammy” Conall giggled as you picked him up.
“Mummy Mac” Lucy smirked as you rolled your eyes at her before pressing a kiss to Conall’s forehead.
“Did ye have fun with auntie Lucy?” You asked as he nodded and pulled your head in to whisper something to you.
“Oh really?” You said aloud. “Is that right?” You added.
“What’s he saying?” Lucy frowned, thinking she’d be caught out by the amount of sweets she’d snuck him during their movie night and sleepover last night.
“Just that he missed me. Why? Is there anythin’ ye’d like to tell me?” You asked, eyes flicking towards the bin which contained numerous wrappers from the sweets.
“No” Lucy said with a smirk, prolonging the O to really get her teasing tone across. “We’ve a meeting at 11” Lucy added, pushing herself up off the bed.
“No we don’t” you frowned. “I didn’t pencil anythin’ in til later when he was gone”
“Emergency” Lucy shrugged. “You can bring him, and I’m sure everyone would be happy to see you” she chuckled, nudging your wife’s arm.
“Ouch, that really hurt” Alessia moaned sarcastically, rubbing her arm.
“Auntie Lucy hurt mummy, you should punch her” Conall whispered.
“No, mummy isn’t really hurt. Auntie Lucy was only jokin’” you explained. “We don’t hit people, even when we really want to” you said, looking at Lucy sternly.
“Come on little man, do you want to go to a meeting with your mammy today?” Alessia smiled, taking Conall out of your arms as he nodded frantically at her. “Come on then” Alessia gestured towards the door, leaving through it and walking down the corridor.
“Ow” Lucy shouted as you fist connected with her arm. “What was that for?”
“Touchin’ my wife” you smirked.
“You just told your son-”
“Come on, we’re goin’ to be late for this meetin” you ushered her out the door and caught up to your wife, Conall shaking himself out of her hold to get back into your arms.
You took a seat in the room, still a bit confused as to what this meeting was. Who called it? Who was leading it?
You busied yourself instead speaking to your appointed captain, Katie. Although, you didn’t speak much to each other, both of you too quiet of individuals to mutter more than a few words to anyone, let alone each other.
“Morning ladies” Lucy smiled from the top of the room, leading you to pull Conall back onto your lap and letting your arm fall effortlessly behind Alessia’s chair, tracing your fingertips against her arm. “Thank you for all attending our special presentation this morning” your assistant manager chuckled and that’s when it clicked.
“No” you shouted from the back of the room as every head turned to look at you. “Don’t put it on, I don’t wanna see it” you huffed.
“Is mammy going to be on the screen?” Conall asked innocently, directing the question towards your wife, who was sat comfortably in the seat next to you. “I want to see mammy on the screen” Conall frowned, matching the expression you currently had on.
“Are you really going to deny your son that opportunity?” Lucy smirked, knowing once she had Conall on side that you were screwed.
“Wait, what’s gone on?” Grace asked.
“They made her do media” Alessia whispered.
“Holy fuck, they made Mac talk?” Grace burst out laughing as Alessia shot her such a stern look for cursing in front of Mac.
“She said a bad word” Conall told you. “Mummy is going to give out to her” he added as you watched your wife’s nose scrunch up in the face she made just before she shouted.
“Can we focus?” Lucy asked, clapping her hands to regain everyone’s attention and hitting play before anybody else can utter a word.
You gave Conall a snack as Alessia pushed herself in a little closer to you, trying to make you as comfortable as possible in this very uncomfortable situation. She knew you hated this, from being asked to do it, recording it, and now sitting here watching it, but she thought you looked so cute. She loved that you were such an awkward being, despite your exterior making you look anything but.
“Mornin’” you smiled into the camera. “It’s just before 6:00am and I’ve woken up for my mornin’ run” you explained, holding up your phone to the camera to show the time.
“I’m being dragged along” Nate chuckled from behind the camera.
“I’m just gonna get changed into my runnin’ gear” you announced, picking up your gear and going into the bathroom, coming back out in the space of one second thanks to editorial cuts to speed up the video. You came out dressed in a short pair of running shorts and a sleeveless vest, an Arsenal one, with the number 23 on it.
“Grand, all good to go” you nodded.
You could feel the room were all a bit in awe at just exactly how built you were and how many tattoos you had. You usually had tracksuit bottoms and a half zip top on when you were coaching, which covered the muscles and the tattoos that Alessia loved so much.
“You look good, baby” Alessia whispered to you, while your hands continued to hold your son in your lap and trace shapes on Alessia’s arm anxiously.
A few older clips of you on the sideline at matches began to play before a voice note came over in your voice.
“Hi, I’m Y/n Russo-McCabe and I’m the senior England women’s national team manager, but most people know me as Mac” before the video continued to you grabbing some stuff in the room before heading out.
“How many tattoos have you got?” Nate asked, as footage of your tattooed arms rolled on the video in slow motion.
“Couldn’t tell ye” you chuckled. “I’d love more, just don’t know where I’d put them” you shrugged.
“What’s the most recent one?” Nate said, before the video showed the tattoo in question.
“These two” you explained, showing the word ‘Home’ you got tattooed beside your Arsenal canon. “Got this one after we won the Euros and then this one I got after my son was born” you continued, showing the wolf tattoo on your leg.
“Why a wolf?” Nate smiled, although, it couldn’t be seen on the camera.
“His name in Irish means strong wolf” you nodded. “Camp life is a little different when he’s not here, I can get up and go out for my run without him calling his other mum lazy” you snickered.
“Do they stay at camp with you?”
“Yeah, sometimes” you smiled. “We do camps when it’s a bit more relaxed, the girls can bring their partners, kids or their dogs. Then obviously there’s camps that we need 100% focus and it’s the same rules for everyone, players and staff. The girls like when Alessia is here though, apparently I’m nicer” you chuckled.
You headed off on your run, talking Nate through the trail as he struggled to keep up. You just kept getting further and further away from the camera. You done a quick 10km run and Nate filmed you coming back into the complex, taking the right instead of the left to go back to the room.
“Where you off to?” Nate asked.
“Canteen” you replied.
“Morning Mac” the few women who were preparing breakfast practically giggled.
“Mornin’, how are we?” You asked them all with a massive grin.
“We have your breakfast ready, or do you want just your snack now?”
“Just my snack, I’ll be back in 20 minutes for breakfast” you smiled. “Could I bother ye for-”
“Here” another one said, giving you your travel mug you left with them last night that was filled with tea. Another one of them handing you your pre-breakfast snack.
“Thanks a million, see ye in a little while” you waved to them as you headed off, and thankfully for their partners, and yours, Nate turned the camera around so nobody could see all of their eyes glued to you as you left.
“So the rumours are true? We have a standard menu and a Mac menu?” Nate chuckled.
“Trust you to suck up to the women in the canteen to give you extra food still” Alessia giggled, rubbing the back of your head gently.
“This whole video is about to turn to just food” you chuckled.
“I’m not even surprised” Alessia rolled her eyes playfully.
“They treat me so good” you nodded. “They just feed me every time they see me”
“Okay, so run, snack and tea, what’s next?” Nate encouraged, clearly having had been told you’d need to be prompted to speak.
“I’ll have a shower and get ready for the mornin’” you said, taking a sip out of your tea and biting into your snack.
Within seconds you were walking out of the bathroom in your England tracksuit, heading to your desk to pick up your notebooks.
“Oh” you chuckled, turning back to your bedside table.
“Forget something?” Nate hummed.
“My ring” you nodded. “I’ve just been a bit flustered this mornin’, I usually put it on when I get out of the shower but I forgot because of the camera” you said.
“Does that sound bad? I don’t mind that ye are here or anythin’” you clarified as you could hear chuckling from behind the camera.
“Is that your wedding ring?” He asked.
“Yeah, it’s nice isn’t it?” You smiled, looking down at your finger. You were disrupted by your phone buzzing, and seeing it was Alessia’s contact you knew Nate’s nodding head meant he wanted you to answer it. “Speak of the devil”
“Hi baby” Alessia smiled when you answered.
“Hi darlin’” you grinned. “I’m just recordin’ this thing”
“Oh yeah, how’s it going?” She asked.
“I don’t know, how is it goin’?” You turned to Nate.
“She’s doing great” he shouted which made Alessia giggle.
“See! No need to be stressed” Alessia reassured you. “Conall just wanted to say hello before you got busy”
“Grand, grand. Could ye give me 2 minutes?” You asked your trusted camera man as the footage cut.
“I didn’t want him in it” you mumbled now to Alessia who squeezed your hand, holding a similar opinion to you on the topic of showcasing your son on social media.
You came back out of the room, mutters of “I love you” and “I love ye too” coming from the phone before you smiled back at Nate who was stood waiting for you, camera still pointed in your direction.
“Where to gaffer?” He smiled.
“Get Bronzey and then we’ll grab some breakfast” you smiled, a smile that finds its way onto your face anytime you speak to Alessia.
“Is it good having Lucy here?”
“The best, yeah” you nodded. “When I moved to Barcelona, Lucy was the first person that reached out to me and I don’t think I’d have coped very well without her” you admitted in a soft tone of voice.
“Thanks Mac, now I feel guilty about doing this to you” Lucy huffed.
“Ye should” you shouted back.
You picked up Lucy and she greeted the camera, being so used to media days from her time as a player.
“Well, we’re just about to go get breakfast and head to a meetin’ but thanks for comin’ along with me today. See ye all at our next game” you smiled as you signed off and Nate gave you an unseen thumbs up. The video ended with you and Lucy walking down towards the canteen, and flicked for a few seconds to a similar video the media team had taken of you both walking this corridor on the very first day you started at England, working under Sarina.
“That was great, you did so great” Alessia squeezed your hand.
“I didn’t come across stupid or anythin’?” You whispered.
“Not at all” she shook her head. “You never come across that way” she added, hating how you thought that of yourself.
“Wait, so Mac is actually soft?” Grace asked.
“She’s always been just a big softie” Lucy chuckled, turning the laptop off at the top of the room.
“Even all the scary tattoos have a cute meaning” Grace cooed, standing up as if she was going to hug you.
“Gracey” Alessia sighed. “Here take him” she said, taking Conall from your arms and putting him in Grace’s.
“Mac, you’re so cool” a few of the kids gushed.
“Can we see your Arsenal tattoo?”
“Can we see your wedding ring?”
“How many calories do you eat a day?”
“Can we leave Mac alone for ten minutes? I’ve told you all 101 questions is not the approach” Lucy mumbled, shoving the kids out of the door.
“I still find it funny how you always intimidated everyone we played with or against, but never the younger ones. They all just found you so approachable” Alessia smiled.
“Oh great! You’re both here” Nate said as he burst through the door.
“Hey, good mornin’” you greeted him.
“The video is doing so great!” He buzzed. “They want us to do another one” he added.
“Not another one” you groaned and rolled your eyes.
“It’s a cross over one in association with the Spanish FA and Barcelona for the upcoming game” he clarified. “It’s to do it with the new Spanish team manager”
“Who is the new Spanish team manager?” You frowned.
“Oh you didn’t hear?” Nate asked as you and your wife shook your heads. “It’s Alexia Putellas”
Whose Side Are You On? (Katie McCabe x McCabe!Reader)
From The Pretender Universe
🚨 Sarina Wiegman is unavailable for tonight’s game vs The Republic of Ireland due to illness. Assistant manager Y/n McCabe will take the reins for the first time against her home country who she has been capped 53 times for! 🇮🇪 What a way to start your managerial career 🫣
“Big day for you, Mac” Leah said from across the table, pulling you away from the in depth conversation you were having with Lucy.
“Yeah” you nodded, turning your head back towards Lucy to continue chatting.
“Bet you’re really hoping they’ll beat us” Leah muttered.
“Lee, stop messing with her” Alessia moaned, sitting beside the England captain, directly across from you.
“I’m just saying” Leah shrugged.
“I know where my allegiances lie today” you confirmed, frowning at your alleged best friend for picking up this attitude today of all days.
“And where are any future McCabe-Russo babies allegiances going to lie?” Leah added as you rolled your eyes and got up from the table.
“Are you being rude for any particular reason today?” Lucy asked.
“I just want to make sure she remembers who pays her cheques” Leah said loudly enough for you to hear.
“She’s aware” Alessia scoffed. “And she doesn’t need you of all people today down her throat” Alessia slammed her hands off the table before standing up and jogging after you.
“Hi I’m Leah Williamson, and today, I’m going to talk you through how to piss both your best friends off in 30 seconds” Lucy mocked as Leah rolled her eyes.
“You do realise Sarina has given her full control today? Team sheet, tactics, it’s all her” Lucy added.
You and Sarina had previously spoken about natural progression in the role. The FA had already approached her to ask would you be interested in taking the role on when she left and you’d informally agreed. Despite her wanting to keep you on her staff for life, she knew you were bound for bigger and better things than to be someone’s assistant manager.
It was an easy decision when Sarina woke feeling sick that she allowed for you to take the reins and felt comfortable doing so. Unfortunately, it just happened to be Ireland you were playing against.
“Baby” Alessia shouted after you while you were storming off down the corridor. Her soft voice made you stop in your tracks and wait for her to catch up.
“Don’t mind her, she’s being an idiot” she added, sliding her hand into yours as you continued to walk once you had a hold of her.
“I just thought of all people-”
“I know, that’s what I said” Alessia nodded. You stopped again, releasing a sigh before pulling your phone out and handing it to Alessia, your text thread with Katie open for her to go through.
“What?” Alessia frowned.
“Read them” you nudged the phone closer to her as she took it from you and flicked through the texts.
Katie
Are you joooooking? You decide to be a real manager today?
Alessia up for it today against me? 😂
What’s the XI?
You gonna sing God Save The King? 😂😂
“It’s been all fuckin’ mornin’ and I was tryin’ to talk to Lucy about it” you huffed, shocking Alessia that you were actually expressing your feelings to someone.
“I’m just stressed” you admitted.
“Come on, let’s go get you something to eat” Alessia tugged your hand.
“Canteen is that wa- oh” you smirked, realising she was pulling you towards the bedrooms.
“You don’t mention this to anybody” she warned, knowing this was going against every single rule the two of you had agreed on when you joined the England staff.
When you finished, breakfast, you called the team in for a meeting to explain today’s game.
“I’m sorry” Leah whispered as you walked into the meeting room, standing up from her seat beside Alessia. “I didn’t know- I didn’t mean to annoy you” she mumbled.
“It’s grand” you shrugged. “Do ye really think I want to lose to Katie?” You chuckled.
“No” Leah laughed. “We won’t” she shook her head, squeezing your shoulder before re-taking her seat beside a thankful looking Alessia.
“Right, here’s the starters” you said, eyes flicking to the screen.
“You dropped your own girlfriend? Mac, you’re ruthless” Ella laughed.
You’d dropped Alessia because you knew Katie would murder her on the pitch if she got the chance. You’d already explained it to Alessia when you went upstairs to eat, so she was aware.
You ran through the formation and the planned substitutions, made sure everyone was happy before sending them off to get ready to head to the stadium.
“You were made for this” Alessia smiled, kissing you quickly before running off with Ella to get ready.
“Imagine you are shagging the manager and you still can’t get a game” Lucy shouted after Alessia who stuck the finger up at her.
You went up and got yourself ready, continuing to ignore Katie’s endless stream of annoying messages. You threw on your match day outfit before leaving the room to get onto the bus and headed towards the stadium. You sat up top on your own, jotting down some notes for the game. When you arrived at the stadium, the Ireland team were already there. A few of your old teammates greeted you warmly and the Irish manager shook your hand.
“Is McCabe an English name now?” Katie shouted. “Do ye not find it a bit mental that they put ye in charge today?”
“Sarina’s sick” you shrugged. “Thanks for bein’ supportive though, and not tryin’ to wreck my head all mornin’” you grunted.
“Doesn’t take much to wreck your little delicate head, does it?” Katie laughed.
“Do ye not think I’d rather be on the pitch with ye today?” You asked.
“If ye actually thought that, ye would be assistant manager here, not there” Katie shook her head. “We beat ye before, we will again” Katie smirked.
“Think you are forgetting who played in that match when you won” Leah intervened, putting her hand on your shoulder and tugging you lightly back behind her. You had won the ball back that had made it 2-1 in the Euro’s game when you played against England.
“Piss off” she warned, making your older sister roll her eyes and walk off away from the two of you.
“I don’t need ye to-”
“I know you don’t” Leah inputted. “But she was being insensitive about your head, and I won’t have anybody disrespect that big beautiful brain you’ve got in there” Leah warned loudly, slapping you between the shoulder blades before going to the dressing room.
It was a bit of a shock to the system when you got onto the pitch that the Ireland fans clapped and cheered for you. When you played, you and your sister were always the fan favourites and despite it being bittersweet to be on the opposing side today, it was nice you still felt appreciated.
As the team’s warmed up, the announcer came over the intercom to introduce the starting lineups. You watched Katie burst out laughing when Alessia’s name wasn’t read out, now knowing she’d gotten to your head in those text messages. Maybe you’d made a mistake dropping her, but you couldn’t dwell on it right now.
When you got the team back into the dressing room, you gave a very brief pep talk. They knew what they needed to do, and they wanted to win this, for you. You stood for the anthems, not opening your mouth through either one of them. You were stood with the coaches with an ear piece in that you couldn’t confirm or deny if it was hooked up to Sarina.
Lucy was marking Katie and the two of them were at each other the entire time. Quite early in the game, Katie had put in a bad challenge on Lucy right in front of you and the referee quickly blew her whistle, signalling for a foul.
“Ref, this is fucking ridiculous” Lucy snapped.
“Lucy” you warned. You’d always made a point of being respectful to referees when you played, and that wasn’t going to end as you progressed to management.
“I didn’t fuckin’ touch her” Katie huffed.
“Go, McCabe” the referee pointed to move your sister away.
“Ref, excuse me, but how many times does she get to foul my player until she’s booked?” You asked calmly.
“Ye can shut the fuck up” Katie grunted, pointing her finger at you, causing another one of the Irish team to pull her away before the referee decided to book her.
“There’s two of them at it, Mac. Next one goes in the book” the referee explained as you nodded and gave her a thumbs up.
“Sorry, did that referee just call you Mac?” Alessia asked when you got back to the bench.
“Yeah” you nodded, taking your notebook off her lap which you’d left there for safe keeping. “Go get warm” you said, nodding your head at her, Ella and Jess.
You’d mapped out a play that involved attacking down the right side, knowing Katie’s ego would force her to drift over which would leave Lucy free as a bird on the left hand side of the box. When you watched Hempo whip the ball from right to left, and the ball landing perfectly for Lucy, you held your breath as the full back caught it beautifully on the volley, smashing it past Courtney into the top left corner.
Lucy ran to you and picked you up off the ground to celebrate. The crowd erupted, and you were happy it was 1-0, but you were straight back to business.
“We go again. We don’t stop here” you shouted, clapping them back to the pitch with a stern expression.
It was 2-0 at half time, an unexpected rocket from Keira right at the death which had you smirking as the teams walked down the tunnel.
“What are ye smirkin’ at?” Katie said, shoving your shoulder. “Whose side are ye on here?” She asked, grabbing you by the arm.
“The winnin’ one” you hissed, pushing her back off you and storming into the home dressing room. The room was buzzing, the girls were in good spirits and then you walked in like a bull.
“I want more” you whispered to Lucy, cutting straight to the point.
“What do you want?” Lucy asked.
“Every time she touches the ball, you do her” you clarified as Lucy nodded to let you know she understood.
“Good half. I’m gonna make two changes to freshen it up. I want ye to put it to bed in the next 15” you said as mumbles of agreement came from the team.
You took Fran and Beth off and brought on Alessia and Grace. Instantly the two girls linked up and Alessia slotted it home to make it 3-0.
You could see Katie was fuming, and you couldn’t help but wonder how much more she could take of feeling inferior. Lucy did as instructed, every time Katie got the ball, she was there to get it back. And if she got by Lucy, Leah stepped in. It was driving Katie crazy. She knew you’d told them to do it, so she went after the one thing she knew would wind you up. Alessia.
As your girlfriend got the ball, Katie slid in with her two feet off the ground and clipped Alessia’s ankle.
“Ref” you screamed from the side, as an England coach pulled you backwards to speak to the fourth official. The referee showed a smirking Katie a yellow card as she jogged off and set herself for the free kick.
“How is that not a red? Her two feet were off the ground!” You shouted.
“We’re checking with VAR” the fourth official stated, holding her hand to her earpiece. She beckoned the referee over to take a look at the screen and Katie jogged after her, shouting protests.
“That’s a fuckin’ disgrace, she should be off” you groaned, watching the replay behind the referee’s shoulder.
“Why are ye on my fuckin’ case today ye new born Brit?” Katie huffed, attempting to shove you but Lucy quickly stood in the way.
“Get off my pitch, McCabe” the referee demanded, holding a red card up to Katie who stormed off down the tunnel. “Back to your box Mac, now. Or you are going too”
“Don’t ruin this for yourself mate, come on” Lucy sighed, pushing you back towards the tactical area.
“Keep the head” Leah said, patting your shoulder and jogging back off as you watched Alessia being taken off to the side after she’d gotten medical treatment.
“Ye alright?” You asked her.
“Better than you” she giggled. “When I seen McCabe red card on the screen I didn’t know which one it was” she chuckled.
“Are ye okay to keep goin’?” You quickly changed the subject.
“I’m fine, baby” Alessia nodded.
“Go on then” you nodded towards the pitch, as the referee waved her back on. “That goal was perfect, by the way” you added, earning a thumbs up from her while she jogged back into her position.
The game finished 3-0 and you were surprised that so many people at the stadium were asking for your autograph still. You didn’t think much people cared about you anymore. The Irish fans you signed autographs for all begged you to come manage Ireland but you just laughed it off.
When you got down the tunnel, Katie was standing at the bottom of it, waiting for you.
“Nice to see ye” she said.
“Can’t wait for a rematch in Dublin” you laughed, giving her a hug. “Will ye be eligible to play?” You smirked as she punched you in the arm.
“That wasn’t a red, ye know it wasn’t” she sighed.
“Ah I know, funny though that they gave it” you chuckled.
“Are you two serious? You wound each other up so much all day and you almost broke my ankle” Alessia growled, pointing at your sister.
“It’s just a bit of craic, will ye calm down” Katie laughed.
“Ye should say sorry, that challenge was bad even if it wasn’t a red” you argued as Katie rolled her eyes and apologised to Alessia. The blonde joined your conversation, tucking herself into your side as your arm wrapped around her waist.
“No way to convince ye to come manage here?” Katie asked.
“No” Alessia shook her head. “Tell her” she added, squeezing your waist.
“Tell me what?” Katie frowned.
“Sarina’s leavin’ after this campaign. They’re offerin’ the job to me permanently” you mumbled.
“That’s amazin’” Katie smiled. “I didn’t know England wanted to lose the next Euros though?” Katie teased, as you laughed and stuck your finger up at her.
“Ye are a proper dickhead” you moaned, as your sister shrugged with a chuckle.
“I don’t understand this relationship” Alessia whined, slipping out of your arms and going to get changed.
🚨 Y/n McCabe leads England to a 3-0 victory over the Republic of Ireland at Wembley tonight. Are we looking at the future England manager? 👀
@wosofan: Alessia, I didn’t get it before, but I get it now.
@lionesseslover: @wosofan we have been getting it all along. Where have you been????
Mi Amor (Leah Williamson x Alexia Putellas)
From The Pretender series
A/n - this story happens in the main Pretender universe
You’d been friends with Leah and Alexia for years. Separately. They knew of each other. Both were their respective national team captains. Both were their club captains for years, albeit in different leagues. They’d crossed paths playing against each other, but they’d never so much as uttered more than a hi to each other.
Then you came along, a glue, or a magnet, that connected the two worlds. That’s how they met, how they became friends, and eventually, how they ended up doing whatever it was they were doing now.
When you were living in Barcelona, you’d came home to visit Alessia one time when Alexia decided to tag along with you. She’d never been to your London home before, and she also wanted to meet your new puppy, Alban. You were more than delighted to have company on the plane and now that Alessia and Alexia had gotten over the whole misunderstanding that people thought you’d been fucking the Spanish captain, they got on really well too.
You’d explained to Alexia before you even boarded the plane that your house had two bedrooms. One was taken by Alessia and you, while the other was occupied by Leah. Alexia didn’t seem to care much, she said she would sleep on the couch or just sleep with Leah which had you chuckling.
You’d never in your wildest dreams have paired them with one another. Not even to speak in general.
The four of you had hit a night club while you were home. You loved to party, especially when Alessia was with you and the two of you could get drunk and touchy. Alexia didn’t speak great English, and Leah knew a word or two here and there in Spanish, but the alcohol seemed to be helping to move a conversation along.
Alexia was a naturally hands on kind of person, which is one of the main factors into why Alessia thought something had happened between you. So, when you saw Alexia get a bit touchy with Leah, you didn’t so much as bat an eyelid.
What you didn’t see, however, was the night when you and Alessia were busy in your own bedroom, Leah had leaned in to kiss Alexia, only to be stopped and told “Lo siento, tengo novia” I’m sorry, I have a girlfriend.
Thankfully, that was the last night of the trip and you and Alexia headed back to Barcelona, with not a word spoken by either of them to each other again.
-
The next time they saw one another was at the trip to Ibiza after you and the Barcelona girls had won the league. You’d paid for Alessia and Leah to get on the next flight to the island to come and party and Alexia had done the same for her girlfriend, Olga. They’d been dating for a little under 2 years and had became quite serious over the last little while.
But despite your delicate head being the topic of most conversations in Ibiza, Alexia and Leah found it difficult to stay drifted apart, especially since you were all in the same villa. In fact, Alexia and Olga were in the room right next door to Leah and Keira.
On a night when Olga wasn’t out with the team, deciding to stay in with you and Alessia and watch a movie, Alexia once again had to stop herself from kissing the England captain.
Leah couldn’t help herself, Alexia was gorgeous. She just wasn’t single.
-
Once you’d retired and moved home, Leah didn’t have to worry much about bumping into Alexia anymore. At least, she thought she didn’t.
It was early on a Saturday morning, the girls having played last night and Alessia taking full advantage of snoozing until the afternoon. You hadn’t went on your usual morning run, instead you were busy pacing around the kitchen talking softly and soothingly in Spanish over the phone.
You’d nodded Leah inside, letting her know it was fine to come in and make tea and breakfast while you were speaking.
“Everything alright?” Leah asked when you eventually hung up.
“Sí” you nodded.
“Back to English, Mac” Leah chuckled.
“Sorry” you sighed, letting out a little soft laugh that you’d replied to Leah in Spanish. “That was Alexia, she called me because her and Olga broke up and she’s quite upset. I’m gonna go visit her next week for a few days” you explained.
“That’s nice of you” Leah smiled. “She, uh, she doing alright? Her and that girl were together for a good bit” Leah mumbled.
“She really liked her” you nodded back. “Just one of them things” you shrugged.
“Yeah” Leah agreed. You were disrupted by a groan of your name coming from upstairs, and you quickly excused yourself to go check what Alessia wanted, which was just a kiss and a snuggle.
Leah took her phone out and hovered over Alexia’s contact, not really sure if she should be sliding into someone’s messages after they just broke up with their girlfriend. But that was a friendly thing to do, right?
Leah Williamson
Hey. Mac told me what happened. I hope you’re okay
Alexia
Hi. Thank you
Are you coming with Mac next week?
Leah Williamson
I can’t, I’m working
Alexia
Oh ok
I’m sure there will be a different time to see you
Leah Williamson
Yeah, maybe 👍🏻
-
The night before you were set to fly to Barcelona, you were a bit shell shocked to see Alexia stood at your front door. You were going to Barcelona with the sole purpose of being there for her, yet here she was, stood infront of you in London.
“I could not wait” Alexia mumbled, crashing her body against yours and squeezing you tightly. “Needed a Mac hug” she whispered against your chest.
“It’s alright” you nodded, giving her a hard yet comforting hug. Leah was walking downstairs, whistling to herself when Alexia came into view and the two of you broke apart.
“Hi” Leah stuttered out.
“Hi” Alexia smiled, not too much but enough that it was evident on her face. “I came here” she stated.
“I can see that” Leah chuckled. “I can take the couch if-”
“We can share again” Alexia cut across her.
“I’ll take that for you” Leah said, nodding towards the Spanish girl’s suitcase and reaching her hand out to take it.
“Ale” Alessia smiled warmly, hugging your friend as she was stood in the doorway now empty handed.
“I needed to come here sooner, she gives good hugs” Alexia chuckled, pointing towards you.
“I agree” Alessia nodded. “Well, come in” Alessia said, pulling her by the hand. “You want to go take a shower? I’ll make some dinner”
“Yeah” Alexia nodded.
“Take whatever ye need from my room, or from Leah” you smiled, as you turned to walk after Alessia into the kitchen. Alexia walked upstairs, remembering the way to Leah’s room and pushing the door open.
“You came here?” Leah whispered as the door closed.
“Sí” Alexia shrugged. “You said no to Barcelona”
“So what? You came for me?” Leah asked.
“No” Alexia shook her head.
“You just said-”
“My English is not good” Alexia cut across her. “I just wanted to leave Barcelona for a bit” she rephrased.
“How long are you staying?”
“A few days” Alexia shrugged as the conversation went flat for a few seconds.
“Which side of the bed do you want?” Leah said. “I usually sleep on this one, but if you want it you can have it”
“I did sleep here last time” Alexia said, pointing to the side of the bed Leah had just pointed to, claiming it was hers.
“Well last time you just took it. This time I’m giving you the opportunity to be a nice person” she teased as the Spanish girl chuckled.
“I will take this side then” she smiled, settling on the opposite side of the bed.
-
You and Alexia only spoke Spanish when the two of you were alone. She struggled with English, and as much as she wanted to improve, you’d rather she just spoke to you coherently when she was this upset.
“¿Cómo ha ocurrido?” How did it happen? You asked.
“Rompí con ella” I broke up with her She shrugged. “Hace un rato casi besé a alguien. No lo hice, pero quise hacerlo” I almost kissed someone a while ago. I didn't do it, but I wanted to She explained.
“Al menos no le pusiste los cuernos” At least you didn’t cheat You squeezed her shoulder.
“Sí” she nodded. “I am ready to be drunk” she mumbled.
“We can go out” you chuckled. “Podemos ir al partido del Arsenal y luego ir de fiesta” We can go to the Arsenal game and then go party
Leah and Alessia had already left to get to the match. Leah was so tired this morning when they got up, so Alessia drove them both. Alexia was also exhausted, due to the two of them lying back to back with their eyes wide open and their mouths glued shut for the entire night.
Leah did however wake this morning after getting about two hours sleep, with Alexia’s hand slinked around her waist. And she felt guilty about it, but she decided not to move for a few minutes, instead backing herself further into the Spanish captain who just squeezed her tighter in her sleep.
You and Alexia sat in the stands, mumbling on to each other about the game, in Spanish so nobody around could understand. You were both in plain, neutral clothes to show that she wasn’t spying for Barcelona and you weren’t scouting for England.
After the match, you headed out with the Arsenal girls to celebrate. You gave Katie a brief hello before walking off to a corner with Alexia. Of course all eyes were on Alexia when she walked in. She was like this Spanish lesbian god that oozed confidence, even when she felt like rubbish. It attracted Leah, the confidence Alexia had. Which is why, Leah’s eyes were glued to her as she walked to sit down beside you and Alessia.
“More?” Alexia asked, pointing at the drinks in your hand.
“I’m fine with just this one” you smiled.
“I’ll have another” Alessia replied, as the two of you melted into each other’s lips the second Alexia walked to the bar.
“You okay?” Leah asked, sliding up beside Alexia at the bar.
“Are they always this way?” She asked, pointing towards you and Alessia. The blonde grinding on your lap, knees dug into the couch and kissing you roughly.
“Always” Leah laughed. “Count yourself lucky you don’t live with them” she added.
“Which are you?” Alexia asked, still looking at you as Leah frowned at her.
“What do you mean?” Leah responded.
“Mac or Alessia” Alexia added, and Leah suddenly understood what she meant.
“Both, depending on who it is with” Leah whispered.
“Sí” Alexia nodded. “And with me?”
“Which one would you be?” Leah queried while Alexia nodded. “I think you are the same. Depends on the person”
“Do ye want to go home?” You rushed out disrupting them, Alessia tucked into your side, running her hands across your stomach.
“Not to listen to the two of you” Leah smirked and shook her head.
“Everyone’s moving to the other night club, but we’re going home” Alessia explained.
“We go home later?” Alexia suggested, not really shocked that Leah nodded.
“No nieces or nephews yet please” Leah shouted after you as you and Alessia were leaving, making you roll your eyes and stick the finger up at her. If you and Alessia could make a baby, you’d have at least three by now.
“So everyone is gone?” Alexia hummed.
“Seems that way” Leah nodded, looking down at Alexia’s hand wandering closer to hers.
“Do you like to dance?” Alexia asked.
“We can dance” Leah smiled, letting Alexia take her hand and pull her to the dance floor. It didn’t take long for things to get a bit more intense, prolonged touches and heavy breathing until Leah’s lips were next to Alexia’s ear
“You and your ex, you’re fully done?” Leah asked.
“Sí, done” Alexia nodded.
“So, we’re not doing anything wrong?” Leah asked, just for clarification.
“Not yet” Alexia smirked, before pushing her lips against Leah’s. The kiss was hungry, a thing they’d both wanted since the last time Alexia was in London.
“Fuck” Leah moaned as Alexia trickled kisses down her neck.
“Eres muy caliente” You are so hot Alexia grunted.
“I’ve no idea what that means” Leah chuckled.
“Hot” Alexia blurted out.
“You feel hot?” Leah asked.
“No, you are hot” Alexia huffed. “Do you know how to go home?”
“Is that where you want to go?”
“Sí” Alexia nodded.
They rushed off into a taxi, hands all over each other and mouths everywhere in the back of the car. They didn’t waste any time when they got home, rushing upstairs, ignoring whatever noises were coming from you and Alessia’s room, and getting busy themselves.
“Just stay quiet” Leah whispered.
“It will be you that has to be quiet, Leona” Alexia smirked, pushing the England captain backwards onto the bed.
“Alexia, por favor” Leah whined as the older girl kissed down her body.
“La Reina” Alexia said, bluntly.
“What?” Leah frowned.
“I want you to call me that, when we’re here” Alexia explained, patting the bed.
“Por favor, la Reina” Leah rephrased, which seemed to make Alexia go feral, because her lips were attached to Leah like lightning.
-
“Ye get up to much last night?” You asked the pair at the breakfast table the next morning.
“No” they both answered in unison.
“Well aren’t ye are both a barrel of laughs?” you chuckled, standing up to go get your phone from upstairs.
“So, who gave you the hickey?” Alessia asked, poking the girl’s neck as Leah glared at her.
“What- what hickey?” Leah frowned, looking through her front camera at the dark mark on her neck.
“It was a girl” Alexia answered. “She was very hot” she smirked.
“Oh? Getting your bit Lee?” Alessia teased.
“She spoke about her on the whole way home” Alexia said. “And practically all night” she added as Leah’s face went bright red.
“Uh, I need to go to the bathroom” Leah choked, running off to the bathroom.
“What about you Ale? Any girls for you last night?” Alessia asked
“Just one” Alexia nodded. “She was hot too, but no uh, hickey? for me” she playfully pouted. “Maybe next time”
-
From then on, Alexia and Leah were surface level with each other. Nobody knew about the casual hook ups, the endless stream of text messages, or their reluctance to talk about their feelings for the other.
It had been going on for a long time. You’d tried to encourage Leah to settle down, but instead, your encouragement led to Leah moving out.
Their was constant anger directed towards the other person in Leah and Alexia’s relationship. When there was someone else on the scene, it would be followed by a spontaneous trip to Barcelona or London to make it up to the other one. But still, never choosing to speak about it what they were to each other.
-
It was when Alessia gave birth to Conall that they spoke for the first time about their feelings, despite having been living together for a few months when Alexia wanted to be close to you for the baby.
“Do you want that?” Leah asked, when they were in the kitchen of Leah’s apartment later that evening.
“Una bebé?” Alexia frowned.
“Sí” Leah nodded.
“Maybe” Alexia shrugged. “You?”
“Yeah” Leah whispered, letting a beat of silence go by before she sighed out “Ale, what are we doing?”
“Not now” Alexia shook her head, expression turning to anger.
“I need more” Leah mumbled. “I want you to be with me. I want all of that with you”
“Leah, por favor mi amor” Alexia groaned.
“It’s pointless. This is pointless” Leah shouted.
“Silencio por favor” Alexia cooed, grabbing her hands. “You want this? You want something with me, Leona?”
“Yes” Leah nodded.
“Okay” Alexia said, as the two of them melted against each other. “One condition”
“Go on” Leah urged her.
“Mac can never know” Alexia said.
That’s Where She Gets it From (Alessia Russo x McCabe!Reader)
Part 6
You got to Gabriella’s house, waiting for her to text to let you know the doorbell camera was off before you walked to the front door. You felt weird and a little lifeless as you walked to her door, not having seen or spoken to the girl since before your sister’s wedding.
She was about to make a teasing comment about how you’d ran back to her, but even she noticed you looked out of it. You didn’t even greet her, just pushed by her and into the house, heading straight for her bedroom, muscle memory taking you to the correct place.
Gabriella wasn’t a very nice person anymore, but you knew she cared about you a little bit still. Gabriella had been head over heels for you for your entire relationship, and maybe you did end it too quickly with her. She was the only person who ever loved you, and Gabriella was all you were worth, which was basically nothing.
“Do you want to talk about it?” Gabriella asked, coming into the bedroom a few minutes later with a cup of tea.
“No” you shook your head.
“Did something happen with that girl?” Gabriella guessed as you nodded. “I get the situation with us wasn’t ideal, but you told me you and her were just friends”
“We were” you sighed, trying not to burst into tears. “Sorry” you added with a sniffle.
“Explain it to me, I just want to help” Gabriella said softly, stroking your shaky hand with her thumb.
“We slept together at the weddin’ and then she told me wanted to try bein’ together and ye know me. Ye know I give everythin’ to a relationship and I know it was wrong I didn’t explain it to ye before but-” you were speaking so fast and barely coherently that Gabriella was really struggling to keep up.
“Don’t apologise” she shook her head. “Keep going”
“It was goin’ really well and I really thought that I might be in love with her” you explained, as Gabriella bit her lip to stop herself from getting sick that you’d just said that.
“We went away together, she told her best mate and her nan and I told Ella. It was just goin’ so well and, I dunno, we were out with her mates and I left to get us drinks and I came back and she was kissin’ this lad and then one of her friends kissed me and-”
“Okay, slow down” Gabriella interrupted you as she watched tears fall from your eyes and your fists clenching up.
“Come here, it’s okay” she cooed, pulling you into a hug.
You didn’t mind being vulnerable around her, she’d seen you cry multiple times through the course of your relationship, yet strangely, she was never the cause of it.
“I’m sorry, Gabs” you sniffled against her as she tugged you in a little tighter.
“It’s okay” Gabriella repeated. “At least we’re even now” she smirked as you pulled away and frowned at her.
“What?”
“We’re even” she echoed. “I cheated on you, by mistake. You cheated on me, not really by mistake, so we’re even” she explained.
“I don’t get how it’s the same thing? You’re still with Dara” you moaned as the girl scoffed at you.
“And imagine I was about to break up with her for you, and you cheated on me” Gabriella hissed. “I was just about to end things with her when you got back from Ireland and then you ghosted me”
“I-”
“There’s no excuse for what you did to me” she pouted, crossing her arms and turning her head away from you.
“Fine, we’re even” you huffed, just willing to accept whatever the girl said to make your head stop pounding.
“Do you even want to be with me?” Every ounce of care that was in Gabriella’s voice had left, and you noticed it was since you told her how you felt about Alessia.
“Yeah” you nodded.
“I want you to block her” Gabriella quipped, tapping on your phone that was sat on the bed.
“I need to talk to her before-”
“It’s me or her, Y/n” Gabriella growled and picked your phone up this time. You couldn’t make the mistake again, but you felt trapped.
“Just block whoever ye want to, I don’t care anymore” you mumbled, closing your eyes and sighing deeply, letting your head fall back onto the pillow.
You felt the phone hit the bed again after a few minutes, not sober enough yet to comprehend Gabriella had just had full access to your phone, all your texts on every app. Gabriella was horrible, but she wasn’t evil. She’d never expose your private conversations, but she would definitely have a look at them.
“So this is how this is going to work” Gabriella began as you sat up at the feeling of her hands touching your arms. “I’m going to break up with Dara, and you are going to stay loyal to me, okay?”
“Okay” you nodded, not really sure why you were agreeing.
“I do Dara’s accounts, which is obviously going to stop when I finish things with her, so I want to take over yours” she added and again, you just nodded.
“Great, because I’ve been offered a contract with an American accountancy firm who are looking for high profile athletes, so we can switch you to them” she continued.
“Wait, are ye movin’ to America?” You frowned.
“No, we are” Gabriella continued.
“But, I can’t just leave. I train here, ye know I can’t just up and leave. Ye saw how difficult it was with this contract and movin’ to London”
“We were kids back then” Gabriella huffed. “We’re adults now, you can move and train with new people” Gabriella shot you a look as if you were stupid.
“I don’t-”
“What? You don’t want to be with me?” Gabriella snapped.
“No, it’s not that” you shook your head.
“If you want to be with me, we’re moving. Are you going to do that or not?”
“Yeah, okay” you nodded as you felt her lips press against yours. “I just need time to speak to my coaches” you mumbled as she pulled away.
-
Gabriella had pretty much blocked everyone you’d ever spoken to by the looks of things. She had blocked who she felt necessary, but missed one key link, not putting any lines together that the friend of Alessia’s that kissed you, was none other than Leah Williamson.
You went to speak with your coaches about moving to America and they were shocked, to say the least. You’d been training with them since you turned professional six years ago and now suddenly you were just up and leaving them.
“Is there not anything we can do to convince you to stay?” Your coach asked, trying to make the slightest bit of eye contact with you.
“No, we’re movin’ in the next little while” you shook your head.
“We?” He frowned.
“Just- thanks for everythin’” you sighed, turning on your heels and heading to the door.
“You’re making a massive mistake” he shouted after you as you walked out of the gym. “Y/n, wait”
“I’m sorry” you pouted, knowing this was a bad decision.
“Look, you know where we are okay? If anything happens, the door is always open to come straight back” he squeezed your shoulder, waiting for you to nod before he headed back into the gym.
-
You kept to your side of the deal and Gabriella kept to hers. She ended things with Dara and moved in with you in Sutton. She was busy while she was finishing up with her job in the U.K and getting ready to move to America, with you, who’d agreed to move to the opposite side of the world with the person who ruined your life.
You’d been out of training since you left your coaches, not really eating properly and losing weight rapidly from sitting around. It’d been a few weeks since the night of hell had taken place, and you hadn’t heard from anyone, not that they could contact you in anyway because you’d Gabriell had blocked them.
Alessia, Katie and Ella had been busy too with their own careers, too busy to come all the way to Sutton to talk to you about why you’d blocked them. It was getting to Katie and Ella a lot more because obviously, Alessia knew why you blocked her. But Ella and Katie couldn’t really pinpoint a reason, especially Ella. Katie thought maybe you were embarrassed you kissed Leah, and that’s why you did it, but then why hadn’t you blocked Leah? Ella on the other hand was just miserable, because all she’d done was use your vape, but she’d done that thousands of times.
“Leah” Katie moaned, breaking the silent treatment she’d been giving her since that night as she approached Leah in the empty changing rooms.
“Oh, you’ve remembered my name, have you?” Leah huffed as Katie rolled her eyes.
“Have ye heard from Y/n?” Katie frowned, not even attempting to look up towards the blonde girl she’d interrupted you kissing all those weeks ago now.
“Do ye know if she’s alright?”
“How would I know?” Leah shrugged.
“I just thought ye might have been talkin’ to her” Katie mumbled. “She, eh, she blocked me and Ella and I dunno why” Katie pouted as Leah’s expression softened.
“What do you mean she blocked you?” Leah frowned, scrambling at her phone to check if she’d been blocked on anything and surprised to see she hadn’t been.
“Why am I not blocked?”
“This is what I’m sayin’” Katie added. “I just can’t check to see if everythin’ is alright, so I was just seein’ if ye were talkin’ to her just so I know she’s okay”
“I can ask” Leah gave your sister an empathetic smile as Katie nodded. “You know we were both just drunk, don’t you? It wasn’t anything serious” Leah clarified.
“I don’t really care that ye got with her” Katie shrugged with a soft laugh. “I just thought something else had happened and she felt guilty and wouldn’t speak to me”
“I’ll happily go see your fit sister and get to the bottom of what’s wrong” Leah teased as Katie rolled her eyes at her. “Where’s Caitlin?” Leah asked.
“Canteen” Katie replied. “Why?”
“I want to ask her which McCabe she thinks would be a better kisser” Leah smirked as Katie chuckled, but quickly ran after Leah when the blonde girl took off to actually ask Caitlin that question, shouting her protests on the way there. The two of them came into the canteen in fits of laughter as they grabbed some food and sat down beside Caitlin.
“All friends again?” Caitlin smiled, wiggling her eyebrows.
“Yeah, we’re fine” Katie mumbled with a nod.
“Have you not asked Alessia to speak to her?” Leah asked, gesturing her head towards the girl who was sitting on a table between a hyper Kyra and Vic who were shouting at each other over the blonde’s head.
“She’s seemed a bit spaced the last while, we think she might have stuff goin’ on” Katie shrugged.
“Has anyone checked in?” Leah frowned.
“Kyra” Caitlin whispered.
“Kyra?” Leah’s frowned deepened.
“We gave her the responsibility to make sure Less was alright and she came back and repeated what she said” Caitlin explained.
“And?” Leah added, looking over at her England teammate who seemed to be in a trance, staring at the wall and subconsciously poking her food with her fork.
“Just said it was personal and she didn’t wanna talk about it” Katie shrugged.
Alessia and Leah had been friends for a long time, playing for England together for several years, and Leah being a key figure in getting Alessia to move from Manchester to London. So, she wasn’t overly convinced that Kyra was the best person to get to the bottom of Alessia’s issues, but she’d promised Katie she would deal with you and knew she needed to do that first.
Leah hadn’t even bothered to message you, she just asked Katie for your address and her mouth dropped when she realised you lived so far away. But she drove all the way out to Sutton in anyway, knocking on your door as if she’d been here thousands of times.
Luckily Gabriella had an actual job and wasn’t there when Leah came over, because you think if your current girlfriend had met the friend of Alessia’s that you kissed, she’d have flipped. Gabriella and you were actually in a really good place since she ended things with Dara, and you didn’t want anything to get in the way of that.
“Leah?” You frowned, not knowing why the blonde girl was here, or how she even knew where you lived.
“Hey” Leah smiled, looking up from her phone now to face you, smile dropping instantly and turning into a frown to match yours when she saw you.
“What are ye doin’ here?” You asked. Leah was a bit concerned when she saw you that you didn’t look like yourself. You were still rapidly losing weight, shrinking into a shell of your former self.
“Can I come in?” Leah asked as you hesitated briefly. You knew Gabriella wouldn’t be back for hours, but you didn’t want Leah to get the wrong impression that you were in anyway interested in her.
“Yeah” you nodded. “Do ye want a cup of tea or anythin’?” You asked and the girl gave you a thumbs up.
She made herself comfortable in the living room while she waited on you to come back. Your house was very neat and tidy, nothing out of place and well furnished. Gabriella was a bit of a self-made interior designer and a clean freak, so once she moved in, she’d practically redesigned your entire house.
“Here” you mumbled, shoving the mug into Leah’s hand.
“Thanks” Leah hummed back. “How are you?”
“Sorry, not to sound bad, but why are ye here?” You mumbled, your tone a little bit dismissive.
“Oh, yeah” Leah nodded. “I guess, I haven’t heard from you since-”
“It didn’t mean anythin’” you shrugged.
“What didn’t?” Leah asked.
“Us, the kiss, it meant nothin’” you rephrased. “I was just drunk”
“No, sorry” Leah groaned, now realising you thought she was here to talk about that night.
“Look, Katie is worried about you and she doesn’t know why you blocked her, and frankly, I don’t know or care why you did either. But your little sister is losing her mind and Katie just wants to know that you’re okay to ease her stress” Leah word vomited, deciding to stop beating around the bush as you shrunk into the chair.
“Oh” you sighed.
“You don’t need to tell me anything, but Katie just thought because you didn’t block me that you’d talk to me. I know you’d probably prefer Less but she seems to be on another planet at the minute” Leah laughed, not understanding why that was funny to her and not you.
“Ye can tell Katie that I’m grand” you nodded.
“You don’t seem yourself” Leah added softly, squeezing your shoulder with her free hand that nearly made you jump out of your skin.
“Sorry” she frowned, knowing she’d made you uncomfortable.
“If I tell ye somethin’, can you keep it between us?” You asked the girl who was sat beside you, nodding her head. “Do ye remember a few months ago we were out and we were talkin’ and I got into a fight?”
“Yeah, I can remember trying to separate you and screaming for help” Leah chuckled.
“Yeah, well, the girl” you choked.
“The one you hit?” Leah asked and you shook your head.
“The other one” you corrected her. “She was-”
“Your ex” Leah inputted.
“Everyone knows now that after that night we started sleepin’ together again but she was still with the-”
“One you punched” Leah gasped, tucking her knees up and putting her free hand under her chin. She was glued to this gossip.
“Yeah” you nodded, you decided to skip over the entire Alessia chapter in the story and cut right to now. “I know I shouldn’t have kissed ye that night, but after I left I just felt so bad that I went to her house and-”
“Oh my god did you kiss me and sleep with her on the same night?” Leah laughed.
“I didn’t sleep with her” you shook your head. “She told me that she’d break up with Dara and get back with me” you sighed.
“Okay? So you’re back with your ex?” Leah frowned, knowing Katie would flip the lid if she found out.
“See, Gabs is an accountant” you mumbled, not exactly answering Leah’s question, but she was allowing for you to side note.
“She got this contract in America and is movin’ there in the new few weeks and she told me if we got back together, I’d have to go with her”
“Which you obviously can’t do because you train here and you live here and-” Leah rambled until she saw the guilty look on your face. “You’re going?” She asked.
“I have to go” you shrugged. “So, I left the gym here and I’m movin’ my books to Gabriella’s accountancy firm in America” you replied.
“Okay, well, I don’t think you should give your cheating ex- sorry, your girlfriend, full financial control” Leah explained. “Move and be with her in America, that’s fine, but please just don’t move your finances to her” Leah added.
“Why?” You frowned.
“Can you just trust me, alright? If you need help with it, I can do it or I can get someone to help you, but don’t let her take control of your money” Leah sternly told you.
“What would ye know about money?” You laughed.
“I have a degree in accountancy” Leah mumbled, sipping from her tea. “So clearly your type is just accountants” she laughed as you rolled your eyes.
“Very funny” you shook your head, letting out a soft chuckle.
“If anything came from this, I just want you to know you’re a really good kisser, and if you ever find yourself drunk and single again, call me” Leah smirked and squeezed your cheeks.
“Do ye ever give it a rest?” You asked as the girl shook her head, still smirking.
“Listen, I’m injured at the minute” Leah lied. “I need to get a few extra gym sessions in, would you maybe want to come with me?” She asked.
“Yeah, okay” you nodded.
You loved the gym and training, but since you left your coaching team, you hadn’t touched anything. Leah seemed to have figured that out by looking at the size of you in comparison to the you she sat on top of a few weeks ago, and she was going to try and help you.
“Can ye please just not tell Katie anythin’? I’ll talk to her and Ella properly before I go” you added.
“Maybe you could talk to Alessia too, because Katie for some reason trusted Kyra to do it and I don’t know if you know Kyra but Christ, I don’t know what they were thinking” Leah laughed.
“Me and her don’t speak anymore” you shook your head, not even saying her name out of fear you’d just break down crying.
“Right” Leah nodded with a sympathetic smile, not really wanting to push further but presuming whatever you’d argued about that night had ended your friendship.
“I’ll see you in a few days” Leah hugged you goodbye and headed home, sighing loudly at how she’d became so heavily involved in the McCabe’s family drama.
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When Gabriella got home later that evening, you didn’t bring up your house guest that had been here a few hours ago. She came into the house to smell cooking and was shocked to see you’d actually gotten up for the couch.
“I’m home” she called, as you mumbled something back to confirm it was really you in the kitchen.
“What do I owe the pleasure of you cooking for me?” Gabriella giggled as she wrapped her arms around your neck and kissed your cheek.
“Can I not just cook for my girlfriend without it bein’ a big deal?” You shrugged.
“You can” Gabriella nodded. “But I like making it a big deal” she giggled, jumping up on the counter and pulling you in for a kiss.
“Okay then, it’s a big, massive deal that I’m cookin’ for my really pretty girlfriend” you smirked as she rolled her eyes. “How was your day?” You asked.
“Busy” she groaned, rubbing her hands up your arms as yours matched her movements on her thighs.
Once Gabriella broke up with Dara, you noticed she changed dramatically. It was almost like the girl you did once know and fall in love with at the beginning was back, and there was nothing stopping you both from being happy.
“Can I do anythin’?” You whispered as she gave you a soft smile back and shook her head.
“I’m going to go take a shower and get changed, before I tuck into-” Gabriella glanced over at the food you were making so she could finish her sentence.
“Chicken and pasta” you told her as she looked back at you.
“Are you going back training?” She asked, jumping down from the counter and grabbing out two bowls.
“I’m goin’ to go back to the gym” you said softly, testing the waters a little bit.
“That’s great, baby” Gabriella smiled. “I’m proud of you for going back and doing something”
“I just don’t really feel great about myself at the minute” you shrugged.
“Well” Gabriella began, cupping your face as she pulled you towards her. “I’ll always think you look sexy, regardless of if you are training or on a break from it” she kissed you softly again as you melted into it.
“I love you” Gabriella said between breaths.
That was it. That was why no matter what happened, you’d always run back to Gabriella. You didn’t have to guess where you stood with her, you knew she loved you because she told you that she did. She was the only one who’d ever told you that she loved you.
“I love ye too” you smiled back, content you’d made the right decision in being with her again.
“I know you’re not happy you’ve lost a little weight, but you got your arms so big before that they’re at a normal person size now” she giggled, wrapping her fingers around your bicep.
“My arms are tiny” you groaned.
“No they aren’t” she shook her head at you. “Your arms have been gigantic since we were 15” she laughed, making you smirk.
“Stop” you shrugged her off.
“Can you not remember my dad telling you that you had the biggest arms he’d ever seen before?” She wiggled her eyebrows at you teasingly
“Yeah, I can” you nodded, chuckling at her but taking a hold of her hand. She never really brought him up often anymore.
“He was always your number one fan, no matter how hard I tried to be” she smiled. “He was obsessed with you, it was so embarrassing” she shook her head.
“I miss him too” you smiled softly as the girl nodded.
“I’m going to go for my shower, okay?” She said.
“Go on, I’ll have dinner ready when you’re back down” you squeezed her a little harder before you let go.
Gabriella’s dad passed away a few months before you originally split up, which is why the break up was harder for you to get over knowing that you’d dumped a girl whose dad had just died and kicked her out of your shared house. Gabriella didn’t really like talking about him anymore because she just got too upset, so you always treaded lightly when he was brought up. You wouldn’t have been surprised if Dara didn’t even know if Gabriella had a dad, she was very cautious around who she brought him up too. But Gabriella knew how much you loved him and how much he loved you, but she didn’t know the last conversation you had with him was you telling him your plans to propose to his daughter.
“Thank you” Gabriella whispered when she scooted up next to you on the couch and you picked her bowl up to give it to her. She’d came back down from the shower snug in your jumper and a pair of small shorts that left very little to the imagination.
“Can I speak to ye about somethin’?” You asked and the girl nodded. “I miss Ella, and I know ye blocked her, but I really want to talk to her” you mumbled as you felt a hand fall on your arm.
“I really didn’t have the right to block them, I shouldn’t have blocked your sisters” she breathed out.
“Can you just keep her blocked?” Gabriella sighed and was a bit shocked when you agreed so quickly. Alessia wasn’t sorry for what she’d done, not like Gabriella was.
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Alessia was sorry. Guilt ridden since the night everything went to shit and just longing for the day you’d somehow forgive her and talk to her again.
Of course when Kyra and Leah asked, she’d said she was okay, she was just working through some personal things, but neither of them knew that the personal thing was you. The only three people that knew the extent of how badly she’d fucked things up with you, were you, Ella, and Ella Toone.
Despite being blocked, your Ella was always going to remain loyal to you, and hadn’t reached out to Alessia to see if she was alright after she watched you and Leah go at it and proceed to have a front row seat to the screaming match that occurred between you and your then girlfriend. So, Ella Toone was the only option Alessia had, and it wasn’t a bad option, being her best friend and all, but the Manchester girl did at times struggle to take anything seriously.
“Less, it’s not that bad” Ella sighed, watching as her best friend was sobbing on the couch, wrapped up in your jumper that Ella didn’t know was yours, but took a good guess that it was.
“I know I messed up, but I can’t even talk to her because she blocked me on everything” Alessia sobbed.
“Well, let’s think of another way” Ella suggested.
“What other way is there?” Alessia shouted. “She unblocked Katie and they’re back talking, she never blocked Leah, and Katie and Leah are talking again, so is she with Leah?” Alessia was choking on her words, trying to get them out coherently.
“I doubt her and Leah are together” Ella sighed, sitting next to her and resting her hand on her shoulder. “She really loves you Less, there’s no way she just moved on that quickly”
“She never told me she loved me during our whole relationship” Alessia mumbled as Ella regretted mentioning it. “There was times that I thought she was going to tell me and then she just went completely off topic” the blonde explained.
“Did you tell her?” Ella asked.
“No, because I thought it was too soon to feel that way about someone” Alessia cried. “And the last time I told someone I loved them, they hurt me and I didn’t want to put myself in that scenario again with her”
“Lessi, there’s no way in hell she’d move on so quickly. She was mad about you. After I found out and the three of us would do something together, she would only talk to me about you” Ella laughed.
“It was like she was trying to get it out of her system how much she liked you to me because I knew about it”
“I just miss her” Alessia shrugged, tucking her knees up to her chest. “I miss having her around, even when we were just friends, she was like this comfort that I’d never felt before with anyone”
“Wow, thanks Less” Ella sighed playfully as Alessia rolled her eyes, but a hint of a smile displayed on her face.
“It was different, Tooney” Alessia groaned, watching as her best friend folded her arms and playfully pouted.
“I get it, you felt like you were yourself” Ella smiled, watching Alessia nod. “Girlfriend, boyfriend, partner, whoever you end up with, Less, isn’t my business. As long as they make you happy, I don’t care what they are or who you are” Ella added, causing Alessia to crash against her into a hug.
“Thanks, Tooney” Alessia whimpered.
“Have you thought about telling your parents?” She asked.
“Not yet”
“You know they aren’t going to care either” Ella encouraged her best friend. “Your dad would love someone like Y/n”
“So would my mum, with the amount of tea she makes, they’d be best friends” Alessia sighed with a small laugh.
“It’ll work out, okay? Even if it’s not with Y/n, someone will come into your life and make you happy” Ella smiled as the girls hugged again.
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You’d been really coming back to yourself, training with Leah, who was more so just watching you as you worked out. You asked the girl multiple times about her recovery programme and if she needed help, but she didn’t seem to be doing anything at the gym whatsoever, other than keeping you company. Leah would sometimes come straight from training to the gym to meet you, realising after she watched your gym routine for the first time that faking an injury to spend time with you, wasn’t the option she should have went with.
With the move to America just around the corner, Gabriella had came up with a plan for both of you to meet Katie and Ella to tell them about your move, and that you were back together. So, you’d invited Katie and Ella over, knowing Caitlin would come with them too, for dinner in your house.
They took the drive out to Sutton, finding you alone in the house, as expected. Gabriella was stuck at work and vowing to get back as quickly as possible. Katie hadn’t been to your house in quite a while, but Ella had stayed in this house right before the wedding, and had been over while you were with Alessia, and it looked very different.
“Hey” you grinned when you seen all three girls at the door.
“You think a hey with a cheeky little grin will work instead of an apology?” Katie asked, but before you broke the silence, Caitlin did.
“Works for me, hey puddin’” she giggled as she brought you into a hug.
“Caitlin” Katie groaned. “Ye agreed not to break that fast”
“Look at her little face, of course she’s sorry” Caitlin gushed, squeezing your cheeks before she headed towards the nice smell in the kitchen.
“I am sorry, to both of ye, it’s a long story that I’m goin’ to explain” you pleaded your innocence with them both as they gave each other a knowing look before turning back to you.
“Fine” Ella moaned. “But ye better have made somethin’ nice” she added, leaning her body against yours for a hug, but not wrapping her arms around you.
“Ye look strong” Katie said, as Ella wandered after Caitlin.
“I feel strong” you nodded. “Been goin’ the gym a lot with Leah”
“Yeah, yeah, she was tellin’ me” Katie mumbled back. “Was that just a once off?” Katie asked.
“Leah?” You frowned, watching Katie nod her head but refusing to make eye contact with you. “Yeah, a drunk mistake” you stated, your sister not understanding how much meaning the word mistake had in that sentence.
“Cool, yeah, grand” Katie shrugged. “What did ye make?” She asked, shuffling off towards the kitchen as if all was forgiven now, which it was.
You’d served up food for them after Gabriella had texted you to say she was still held up and to go on without her, she’d just make something when she was back or order something in. You’d been chatting with the three girls and just catching up as you all ate dinner.
You’d missed them. You saw them all a lot when you were with Alessia from being over that side of London, and after that night, you hadn’t seen or spoken to any of them. It just made you wonder how much you were going to miss them when the journey for them went from an hour’s drive to an eight hour plane trip.
Your cough seemed to break the conversation they were having and you went pale as a ghost, causing some concern until you opened your mouth to speak.
“I need to tell ye somethin’” you mumbled, staring at the ground as both of your sisters looked at you. “I wanted to invite ye over because I wanted to tell ye in person that I’m- we’re movin’” you eventually got out.
“We?” Katie asked
“Movin’?” Ella frowned.
“Sorry baby, traffic was chaos” Gabriella shouted from the door, kicking her shoes off and coming into view as she got to the door frame. Both of your sister’s heads whipped around, looked Gabriella up and down and turned back to you.
“No” they both said simultaneously.
“Hear me out” you grunted.
“Get up, we’re goin’” Katie stood up and tried to pull your little sister out of the seat as Caitlin scrambled to get a grip on your older sister to get her back sitting down. Ella hadn’t moved, rooted to the spot on her seat and waiting for you to explain.
“Katie, please” Caitlin begged as she watched her girlfriend’s breathing become more and more irregular.
“Are ye stupid?” Katie snapped.
“Don’t speak to her like that” Gabriella grunted, and suddenly you were flashed back in time, back in Katie’s house in London, both of them arguing like cat and mouse, just like the used to.
“Ye can stay out of this” Katie pointed at her. “Ye are the reason for her bein’ the way she is”
“Katie” you scowled. “I know both of ye have your differences but fuck sake will ye just stop and let me explain” you shouted. Whenever you shouted, it caught everyone’s attention, because despite you looking terrifying, you were a very soft individual.
“Would it be better if I left?” Gabriella whispered as she slinked her fingers through yours.
“No darlin’, stay” you shook your head and pulled out a seat for her to sit down. “Me and Gabs are back together, actually together” you began. “There’s nobody else involved and it’s properly serious” you continued.
“See, what I don’t understand is, you’ve spent nearly two years gettin’ over her, after she fucked ye over and ruined your life, just to end up back with her?” Katie scoffed.
“I’ve told her I was sorry, she knows I was going through a rough time and that it was a mistake” Gabriella inputted as you squeezed her shoulders to let her know she didn’t need to explain herself.
“My sister came home early from a trip that you yourself sent us on just so ye could ride some random lad” Katie began.
“Katie” you warned, but she continued.
“She fuckin’ rushed home to propose to ye and found ye fuckin’ him” Katie shouted as your head dropped.
Ella was just staring at a wall and you felt Gabriella want to shrivel up and die on the spot when Katie said that. She had no idea.
“So don’t tell me that ye have fuckin’ changed, because ye weren’t there to pick up the pieces when ye did that to her, I was”
“Katie, enough” you grumbled.
“You were going to propose?” Gabriella asked as Katie froze, not knowing she didn’t know that you had planned to do that.
“You idiot, just shut up” Caitlin whispered to her.
“Gab’s been offered a contract in America, and we’re movin’ there” you mumbled.
“Am-” Katie tried to say.
“When?” Ella asked.
“In a few weeks” you continued. “Gabs moved to London with me for my career, and it’s only fair I go with her now” you explained as Ella nodded.
“As long as ye know what you’re doin’, I’m happy for ye” Ella shrugged.
“Ella, ye can’t-”
“I know what I’m doin’” you said, cutting across your older sister who was now just staring blankly at both of you.
“Thanks for makin’ my sister happy, whatever ye did in the past is done now” Ella smiled at your girlfriend and you felt yourself completely relax.
“I’m not overly happy but if it’s what ye want, I’ll support ye” Katie shrugged.
“Thank you” Gabriella smiled towards your sister. “I promise I won’t hurt her again” Gabriella tried to ease your sister’s worries, but Katie still wasn’t overly comfortable, not like Ella, who was acting like her and Gabriella had been best friends for years as they chatted and got to know each other properly as adults.
It was a little while later when they headed off that you finally took a breath.
“That didn’t exactly go the way I wanted it to” you hummed as Gabriella sat down on your lap.
“It went pretty much like I expected from Katie” she laughed. “Ella is so nice though, she was such a cute little kid” Gabriella recalled.
“Yeah, she was” you smiled.
“Is what Katie said true?” Gabriella asked.
“About proposin’?” You sighed, hoping that would just be forgotten about and you could move on.
“Yeah” she nodded.
“Yeah” you echoed.
“I’m so sorry I ruined that, Y/n” Gabriella pouted and you shook your head.
“Please don’t get upset, darlin’” you hummed as you felt her nails start running through your hair and she pulled your head against her chest.
“I’m not” she muffled. “Did anybody else other than Katie know?”
“Your dad” you whispered. “I asked him a few days before he passed, it was the last thing I said to him and we’d planned to go pick the ring together” you added and that of course broke her.
You eventually got the girl calm again before you’d decided to just chill out for the rest of the evening and watch the next episode of the series you were watching. Gabriella didn’t watch bullshit TV like Alessia did, she watched proper TV shows that you both enjoyed.
Meanwhile, on the drive back to St. Alban’s, Katie was going ballistic in the car.
“And don’t even get me started on ye in the back, sidin’ with that evil little bitch” Katie snapped. “Are ye bleedin’ stupid?”
“Are ye stupid?” Ella shouted back. “I’m obviously not happy about it, but she said we have a few weeks so that’s enough time to break them up and stop her goin’” Ella explained.
“What?” Caitlin asked.
“We’re goin’ to break them up, she’s not stayin’ with her” Ella huffed, puffing her vape as Katie aggressively hit the button to roll the window down.
“You’re evil” Katie snickered.
“I’m logical, unlike ye are, ye snappy fucker” Ella smirked.
“So, what’s the plan?” Caitlin asked, fully invested in the drama.
“I haven’t got that far yet” Ella shrugged.
That’s Where She Gets It From (Alessia Russo x McCabe!Reader)
Part 5
You woke the next morning to a bang at the conjoining door. It wasn’t really a knock, more like a thump followed by a loud grunt that then proceeded to excessive knocking.
“Ow” Ella groaned on the opposite side of the door, causing Alessia to burst out laughing. “We promised not to lock these doors” your sister shouted from the other side.
“I didn’t promise ye anythin’” you shouted back, feeling Alessia’s hand reach around to rub the back of your head as yours rested against her stomach.
“Well will ye come on, breakfast is in fifteen minutes” Ella grunted, as you mumbled back some sound of agreement that seemed to make her satisfied as you heard her main room door close behind her.
“Good mornin’” you smiled as the blonde pushed herself a little further back into you, and your grip on her tightened.
“Good morning” she whispered back, a tone of pure happiness that was not even a little bit hidden in her voice.
“Ye okay this mornin’?” You asked as she nodded against you. “Ye don’t like, regret-”
“I don’t regret anything, Y/n” Alessia cut you off, turning around quickly to face you and cupping your cheek, allowing her eyes briefly fall to your lips before she tugged your head in to kiss you.
The feeling of her lips against yours was almost addictive, and you knew there and then that you’d never be able to get enough of it. The kiss was soft and terrifyingly natural for two people that one of them was straight up until about ten hours ago and the other had a blatant disregard for commitment. However, as you pulled away and her lips curved into a smile, you realised that all the rules around girls that you’d set for yourself, the no exchanging numbers, no spending the night, no going on dates, you’d broken them all with Alessia. Yet, you felt happy, because you’d broken them all, with Alessia.
“If this is what ye want, then I’m yours, Lessi” you said softly to the blonde who smiled at you with a nod. You didn’t really expect that you’d jump so quickly from sleeping together one night casually, to fully committing to her, but it felt right in the moment.
“All mine?” She smirked as you nodded. “Are you sure?” She asked.
“Ye are all I want” you clarified.
“This is still quite new for me” she explained. “I don’t know what I am or how to explain things so quickly” she added.
“We can keep it between us” you reassured her, placing your palm protectively on her face. “It’s our business, nobody else’s”
“I want to be all yours” Alessia whispered, pulling her lips closer to your ear as you groaned.
“There’s nobody else, Lessi” you shook your head as the girl swung her leg over yours and allowed her knees to dig into the mattress, placed on either side of your thighs.
It was around twenty five minutes later that the two of you showed up downstairs for breakfast, acting quite casual despite what the two of you had just gotten up to upstairs.
“Took ye long enough” Ella rolled her eyes as you both got closer to the table. “Ye can grab hot drinks up there, we haven’t ordered food yet” she added.
“You sit, I’ll go” Alessia smiled. “Tea?” She asked, slyly allowing her fingertips to brush off your hand.
“Yeah please” you nodded as she took off and you sat down.
“Should I even ask?” Ella smirked.
“Not here” you mumbled back, shaking your head and looking down at your hands as your fingers began to anxiously intertwine with each other.
“Katie didn’t see” Ella whispered as you shot her a stern look.
“There wasn’t anythin’ to see” you bit back, turning your head to see Alessia talking to Caitlin and Katie and rolled your eyes as you realised you weren’t getting your tea anytime soon. “I’ll be back in a few” you told your younger sister as you left the area you were in for breakfast and headed outside to sneak a few stress puffs of a vape.
You were soaking up all the time you could spend with your flavoured little stress reliever, knowing when you were back training you couldn’t even look at it. You’d only been gone for a couple of minutes, before you had been found by your - girlfriend?
“There you are” you heard the posh British accent chirp from the smoking area door. “Your tea is getting cold”
“Sorry, I’ll be in in a minute” you mumbled, turning back away from her.
“You regret it, don’t you?” She sighed, slouching against the door frame.
“No, no, it’s not that” you shook your head and slipped your vape into your pocket. “Ella saw us, and I don’t think she’ll tell Katie but I just- I know ye said ye don’t want anybody to know and-”
“Hey, stop” Alessia interrupted you and cupped your face, trying to get you to take proper breaths and speak at a normal pace. “I kissed you in a very open area, I expected a few people to see. Your sister knowing doesn’t change the fact that I still want to be with you” she smiled and pulled you in for a hug.
“Just to be clear, if I regretted it, I wouldn’t have went back for seconds this mornin’” you smirked and felt her giggle against you, before she pushed you off and began to walk back inside with you trailing behind her.
She’d tugged you by the hand and released it just as you got to the door that your entire family were sitting behind.
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You spent another night at the hotel, actually grabbing a proper dinner together, alone, instead of ordering room service. A few of your siblings were heading out to a nightclub but you made an excuse for you, Alessia and Ella to not go. The three of you sat in your hotel room, watching a movie on your bed but it was being drowned out by the billion questions that Ella was asking both of you.
“So, are ye, like, together?”
“Can we just watch the film?” You moaned.
“Come on, it’s just me” Ella protested, although she didn’t really need an answer. All she had to do was just look at the way the two of you were snuggled up against each other and she would have got her answer.
“Yes, we are” Alessia smiled and nodded and your head whipped around to the blonde girl.
“I thought-”
“There’s no point denying it to her, she saw it happen” Alessia shrugged and squeezed your arm.
“I promise both of ye that I won’t say anythin’ to anybody. Nobody else other than Manda saw and I can tell her not to tell Katie” Ella explained and you rolled your eyes.
“I’ll be back in a minute” you mumbled, getting off the bed and heading outside, down the corridor to Amanda’s room to give her an earful.
“I might stick a no returns policy on her” Ella smirked, making Alessia laugh.
“I don’t want you to think I don’t want people to know because I don’t like her, I just, I’m not ready to tell people I’m-” Alessia stuttered at the end, not knowing what word should fit in there just yet.
“Don’t worry” Ella smiled. “I can tell she really likes ye” Ella nudged her as Alessia blushed and the hotel door flung back open.
“Sorry” you said as you squeezed back in between them.
“I love when you come back smelling like fruit” Ella teased, making you roll your eyes. “What is that?”
“Banana and watermelon” you said, handing her the vape for her to look at it.
“Think I’ll keep this one” Ella winked, jumping off the bed and skipping into her room, taking the vape with her as you huffed, but you hadn’t began to move yet to go after her.
“I wish you didn’t vape, it’s like your one little thing I don’t like” Alessia mumbled, gripping your arm, almost as if she was stopping you following Ella before you’d even thought to do that yourself.
“One day into this relationship and you’re already bossin’ me around? Red flag Russo” you chuckled.
“Get used to it” Alessia smirked back and pressing a kiss to your cheek, which turned very quickly to your lips. Your vape became long forgotten.
“When we get back, I will be a bit busy trainin’” you explained as you broke away from the kiss.
“That’s okay” Alessia nodded with an encouraging smile. “We can make up for it now, if you want” she suggested as your hand gripped her waist tightly.
“You’re so fit, do ye know that?” You grunted in the girls ear.
“So I’ve been told” she winked playfully before pressing her lips to yours again.
If Ella didn’t know that the two of you were together before tonight, she definitely would have after.
-
As you sat on the plane back to London, you found it funny how you came here with a friend and were leaving with a girlfriend. You weren’t complaining though, your girlfriend was arguably the most beautiful girl who’d walked the planet.
But dynamics changed quite quickly when you got back to London. You both lived separately and were both professional athletes that were straight back into heavy training. You weren’t seeing each other too often, but the distance was being made up for with constant FaceTiming and texting.
You’d practically just ghosted Gabriella and you knew she was smart enough to know why. You also knew she wouldn’t say anything, because if she did, you could tell everyone she’d cheated on Dara.
You and Alessia agreed to see each other at least once a week, and then you would also go to her matches if you could. You’d sometimes chill at hers, or yours, and other nights you’d take each other out. You’d done everything at this stage, shows, cinema, dinner, bowling. Any date you could dream of, you and Alessia had done it.
You hadn’t went to any of the nights that they’d gone out because you weren’t drinking on the lead up to your fight. You trusted Alessia with your life, she wasn’t like Gabriella, she wouldn’t do anything to hurt you.
Although you weren’t attending any of these night outs, when Alessia would call you drunk, you’d press your foot on the accelerator in your car and go and pick her up, usually with a few stragglers tagging along for a lift home. The girl would consistently forget the whole idea of hiding your relationship when she was drunk and would always get a bit touchy with you, but luckily everyone else in your car was always too drunk to recognise it and you would be able to subtly brush her off.
You’d spend the night with Alessia and rush off early in the morning to head to training. She’d send you an apologetic text for getting you out of bed and forcing you to collect her from the other side of London, but you’d wave her off and tell her that you’d do it for her whenever she wanted.
-
You had a break from training tomorrow, so you headed to Alessia’s house to spend the night. You’d gotten there quite late but she’d cooked you dinner and greeted you at the door by jumping into your arms and peppering your face with kisses.
“Give my arms a break, I feel broken” you chuckled as the girl jumped down. You’d been training for a good few hours today and your arms were aching. Alessia loved your arms, they were probably her favourite part of your body.
“I made you dinner” she chirped, gently tugging your fingers towards the kitchen.
You’d been seeing each other now for about two and a half months, and it was weird how natural it felt with her. You’d only ever been in love with one other person before, but you knew that this is what it felt like.
“Thanks, baby” you smiled, pressing a kiss to her cheek as the girl blushed at the little pet name you’d become used to calling her now.
It took about ten seconds for you to wolf down the food she’d made you and you shoved her away when she tried to clean up, instead telling her to go find something to watch while you did it.
“How do I buy a ticket to your fight?” Alessia asked when you got back into her on the couch, noticing she’d stuck on the Arsenal men’s match that was on tonight.
“Ye don’t buy tickets, I give ye them” you chuckled.
“Katie charged me the last time” Alessia gasped as you tried to contain your laughter.
“That’s a good side hustle” you smirked.
“You’re meant to support me in these arguments” she said as she pinched your cheek.
“I do, I’m just sayin’ that it was smart” you laughed. “Speakin’ of my fight actually” you coughed as she muted the TV, knowing your tone was a bit more serious.
“Yeah?”
“I have this like weird superstition thing” you began to explain. “Basically, there’s like a particular seat that I like people that I, uh-” you stuttered at the thought of telling her you loved her, it was way too early to tell her that “Care about to sit in” you continued.
“Okay?” Alessia frowned, a little confused.
“Ye sat in the seat the first time ye came and I fought really well and I think like, deep down my brain was tryin’ to tell me that it was always meant to be that ye are sittin’ there” you stated.
“I don’t want it to be by chance that that’s where ye are sittin’ this time. So, can ye just make sure ye sit in that seat?” You asked.
“That’s why you stared at me that night” Alessia realised.
“Well, that, and I thought you were really fit” you smirked as the girl rolled her eyes before giving you a giggle. “Ella will know which one it is, but it’s fourth from the right”
“I’ll gladly sit there” Alessia nodded as you leaned over to kiss her. “Every time” she added.
“Every time” you nodded.
-
You drove Alessia to training the next morning, sneaking a quick kiss in the car park and telling her you’d be back to pick her up later. You’d planned to spend the day with Ella, who was off work, and then take Alessia out for dinner. Ella was really supportive of your secret relationship, she thought Alessia was really good for you and started to see you acting like the real you lately. You spent the day just catching up, but most of her questions were about your new girlfriend.
“Ella enough, please” you groaned.
“All I asked was if ye love her” Ella teased, not really expecting you to say anything back. But when she saw you starting to stutter her eyes went wide at the realisation that you were trying to answer her.
“Oh my god, ye love her” Ella gasped excitedly.
“It’s not a big deal” you shrugged.
“It’s a huge deal” Ella corrected you. “Have ye told her?” She asked.
“I don’t wanna wreck it and rush into somethin’ she’s still gettin’ used to” you shook your head.
“Suppose” Ella groaned and sat back in her seat.
“Can I ask ye somethin’?” You mumbled as your sister nodded. “Ye know, everyone obviously thinks we’re just friends, yeah? But like, friends go on holiday together, don’t they?” You asked.
“Yes, Y/n, friends go on holiday together” Ella laughed at how stupid you were being. “Do ye wanna take her away?” She smiled.
“Yeah, after my fight” you nodded.
“That sounds lovely” Ella encouraged. “But I’d suggest ye leave and pick her up shortly if ye want her to say yes” Ella laughed as you checked your watch and shot up from your seat.
You zoomed towards the Arsenal training facilities and picked your girlfriend up, catching the attention of your sister who frowned at you and walked towards your car.
“What ye doin’ here?” Katie asked.
“Was up to see Ella, was just gonna do somethin’ with Alessia tonight” you shrugged awkwardly. You almost had to stop yourself calling her Lessi, you wanted to give your sister no inkling you were dating her teammate.
“What ye’s doin’?” Katie pushed further.
“Get food or go cinema or somethin’” you gulped, noticing the look in your sister’s eye was a mischievous one.
“Cool, we’ll come too” Katie smirked. “Lads, anybody up for the cinema and food?” She announced to the entire car park as a few heads nodded and thumbs shot up.
You rolled up the window as your sister went off back to her own car. You gave Caitlin a quick wave as you pulled out of the car park.
“Sorry, she’s bein’ a fuckin’ dickhead” you grunted as Alessia shook her head.
“It’s okay” she smiled and squeezed your arm.
“The one day I get off to spend with ye and she just puts herself in the middle” you continued.
“Y/n, it’s okay” Alessia repeated as you sighed. “You can make it up to me later” she smirked and pressed a kiss to your cheek as a grin appeared on your face.
You pulled up a little while later outside the cinema, the girls had decided in their group chat what film was being seen and Alessia had bought your two tickets. You headed for food first, just for a quick Nandos trip and you sat between Caitlin and Leah and Alessia sat opposite you, between Katie and Kyra.
You and Alessia had found the fine balance of acting like just friends in front of people and it worked on most people, they all seemed to fall for the facade. But as Katie watched Alessia pick food off your plate, and not be swatted away by your hand, and then again in the cinema as she watched you sharing your bundles of sweets that she saw Alessia paid for, she knew there was more going on. Since you were a teenager, you would almost strangle someone if they attempted to touch your food. There was only one person you openly shared with, and that was Gabriella, and now it seemed, that was Alessia.
Katie didn’t say anything, she couldn’t just start accusing the two of you of being together. She waited and waited for the right moment to come to bring it up, she’d told you it wasn’t going to happen, and it seemed like you’d just blanked her.
She kept her lips shut that night. She kept her lips shut the night of your fight when Alessia sat in the seat, and she kept her mouth firmly closed when she saw the two wander towards the bathrooms together in the club after your fight.
You’d beaten the girl by KO in round two, you’d fought her a few years ago, and at least one of you had improved since that fight, and it was safe to say that it wasn’t her. You weren’t too heavily banged up, much to the delight of your girlfriend who’d specifically restocked her own personal first aid kit at home, just incase.
She’d convinced you not to vape tonight and to try stop vaping all together, instead giving you something else to suck on when she pulled you into the bathroom stall behind her. It’d been two weeks since you had even saw each other, so to say there was a lot of sexual frustration built up, was a bit of an understatement. You always wanted to treat her with more respect than having sex with her in a nightclub bathroom, but when there’s a need, there’s a way.
You’d thought nobody had even noticed the two of you were gone, and when you got back to the bar, Alessia giggling beside you, you asked her to go on holiday with you. She very quickly agreed, obviously, and then even quicker had to stop herself from kissing you now that you were back in an open area.
Neither of you noticed Katie’s eyes were glued to both of you, watching as the two of you laughed and gently brushed off each other. Katie realised that you two must have been keeping it to yourselves, so in return, she kept the information to herself too.
-
You woke up the next morning, you and Alessia had stayed in a hotel last night that had been booked for you. Nobody had taken notice that you’d left together, it was often a common occurrence now that you were best friends, that you came and left everything together.
Before you checked out, you both had breakfast delivered to the room and decided on where you were going on holiday. Alessia wanted to take you to Italy, being part Italian and all that, she decided it would be the ideal destination for you both. You’d argued about it, but not in a serious way, because you wanted to pay for everything to thank her for being patient with you while you were training. Eventually, you’d agreed for Alessia to sort accommodation and you would sort out everything else. Alessia had a week long break coming up in two weeks, so you’d booked it to go then.
Although she was busy during the two weeks, you’d made sure any night she wanted you over, that you were there.
The night before your flight, Alessia asked you to come over and stay so you could go to the airport together, and you instantly said yes. She told you to come over for around 6:30pm and you eventually showed up at 7:15pm
“Sorry Lessi, I stopped to get us a pizza” you announced, coming through the door using your key she’d given you a few weeks ago.
“I wish you would have called or texted me” Alessia sighed. “I made dinner”
“Ah, fuck” you huffed.
“Don’t worry, I’m sure you’ll eat it both anyway” she giggled. “I’m really excited for tomorrow” she said as you put the pizza box on the kitchen table and she wrapped her arms around your neck.
“Me too” you smiled as you kissed her quickly. “You still haven’t told me the name of the hotel” you mumbled, squeezing her waist.
“Because it’s a surprise” Alessia teased, jumping up and into your arms.
“Did you check us in on the flight?” Alessia asked and noticed by the smirk on your face it meant you hadn’t. “Phone please” she hummed, jumping down and placing her hand out to take your phone.
Alessia proceeded to check you both onto the flight and you dished up dinner and brought the bowls and the pizza into the living room.
“Do ye wanna watch somethin’?” You shouted as Alessia hummed back a response, leaving you to proceed to start looking for something to watch.
She joined you shortly after, the two of you ate and watched a movie before she asked to go to bed. You had an early flight tomorrow morning, so she double checked the bags were all packed and then you both headed to sleep.
The plane didn’t take long, both of you had slept for most of the flight and Alessia had packed a lunchbox of food to keep you occupied for the three hours.
“Okay, so about the hotel-” Alessia mumbled when you walked through the arrivals gate.
“Lessi, la mia ragazza” you heard an older voice shout.
“Nonna” Alessia giggled as she ran towards her grandmother. “Questo è Y/n”
“Ciao” her grandmother smiled at you.
“Ciao” you smiled and stuck your hand out but Alessia’s grandmother pulled you into a hug and placed a kiss on your cheeks.
“Puoi guidare?” Alessia’s grandmother asked her and you watched the girl hesitate in her reply. Alessia was a good driver, but driving in Italy was like being in a fast and furious movie.
“Io so guidare” you inputted, as both of their heads whipped around to face you.
“You speak Italian?” Alessia frowned.
“I did it in school, I was actually good at it” you chuckled.
Alessia’s grandmother handed you the car keys and instructed you where to go to get the car while her and Alessia waited with the bags.
“So, is she the one you told me about?” She asked your girlfriend when she got her alone.
“Yes, but only you and her sister know” Alessia anxiously brushed her fingers through her hair as she waited for you to come back.
Alessia and her grandmother had always been really close. When her nonna lived in the U.K, Alessia would spend every weekend with her and would force her to come and watch her play football. So, when Alessia had literal gay panic about you, she didn’t tell anybody. But when you became a couple, she told her Nonna.
You pulled up eventually in the car, getting out and putting the bags into the boot before helping Alessia’s grandmother into the passenger seat and Alessia buckled herself into the back.
“Where we goin’?” You asked. Alessia still hadn’t said the name of the hotel.
“I’ll direct you” Her grandmother smiled and you started driving. It took about 30 mins and some very tight turns, but you eventually made it to the villa. “Now, the villa is yours for the week” she announced when you arrived.
“You’re not stayin’?” You frowned, feeling a bit guilty that the woman was giving up her house.
“I have some friends to meet this week, we are going sailing near the coast” she smiled and squeezed your confused looking face.
You both jumped out of the car and you grabbed the suitcases and brought them to the front door while Alessia stood and chatted with her grandmother.
“Mi piace lei” Nonna chuckled.
“Anche io” Alessia giggled and hugged her grandmother goodbye.
“Ciao” you waved from the door as Alessia skipped over and opened it. “When were ye gonna tell me we were stayin’ in your nan’s place?”
“I didn’t want to freak you out because I knew she wasn’t going to be here” Alessia explained. “When were you going to tell me that you can speak Italian?” She nudged you, causing you to chuckle.
“Eventually” you shrugged.
“You should probably know, I told her that you were my girlfriend” Alessia whispered.
“You did?” You raised your eyebrows.
“Is that okay?” Alessia asked and you nodded.
It felt like the right moment to tell her that you thought you were in love with her. You knew for a fact you were in love with her, but the words just wouldn’t come out of your mouth.
“I, uh-”
“Let me guess, you are starvin’” Alessia teased while imitating you accent as you bounced quickly back to reality.
“Yeah” you nodded and faked a laugh, following her towards the kitchen. You had a week, that was plenty of time to tell her, right?
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As the week went by, you’d tried to make yourself concentrate on ensuring Alessia had a nice time on the holiday rather than potentially ruining something that was making you happy. You just hoped she knew you loved her, despite having still not told her. Alessia knew the area you were staying in like the back of her hand, so she’d taken you to lots of nice places to eat and get nice views. Each time the moment felt right to discuss your feelings, you chickened out of it.
The way you felt about Alessia was different than how you felt about Gabriella at the beginning. You understood that when you fell in love with Gabriella you were really young, but it didn’t feel as comfortable as it did with Alessia. You couldn’t really pinpoint how you’d fallen so fast and hard for the England striker.
The holiday was really special, and you already couldn’t wait to do something alone again with her.
-
You got back to London late into the night and Alessia had mumbled something about you spending the night and going home into the morning. At least you were hoping that’s what she said because that was what you were doing in anyway.
Alessia went to the kitchen to make tea and you had headed upstairs with her suitcases, opting to leave yours at the bottom of the stairs to grab them quickly in the morning. You had just thrown the suitcase into her room when you heard a scream and something smash downstairs.
“Lessi” you shouted, racing downstairs and into her in the kitchen.
You couldn’t see her anywhere, only a different person was stood in the kitchen, in a pair of tracksuit bottoms and a hoodie.
“What the fuck do ye think ye are doin’?” You frowned and lunged towards this very small person, lifting them up off the ground by their jumper.
“Y/n, stop” Alessia shouted, coming out of the extension to her kitchen where she kept the cleaning supplies to sweep up the smashed mug that had splattered across the ground.
“Ye can’t just come into someone’s house” you huffed, gripping a bit tighter.
“Baby stop, it’s just Ella” Alessia scrambled at your arms, trying to free her best friend from her grip.
“That’s not Ella” you grunted, making eye contact with the girl.
“Not your Ella, my Ella” Alessia corrected you. Alessia’s best friend, Ella, was currently being held up against the wall by you and she was absolutely shitting herself.
“I just came to drop off bread and milk, I have a key” Ella explained.
“Let her down” Alessia whispered calmly and you released the little footballer back to the ground.
“Sorry, thought ye had broke in” you shrugged and patted her shoulder once she’s found her feet again. “Did ye say ye brought bread and milk?” You asked as the girl nodded.
“I’ll make you a cup of tea and toast, just go to bed” Alessia smiled, shoving you out of the kitchen and closing the door behind you.
“I have so many-”
“You can have three” Alessia mumbled.
“Girlfriend?”
“Yes”
“How long?”
“Over four months”
“Who else knows?”
“Her younger sister and my Nonna” Alessia sighed. “And now, you”
“Despite her almost killing me, I was wondering why you seemed so happy the last little while” Ella teased.
“Well, there’s your reason” Alessia giggled, starting to pour your tea and butter your toast.
“She looks familiar” Ella hummed.
“Yeah, she’s a boxer” Alessia laughed.
“Is she Irish? She sounded Irish” Ella continued to think.
“Yes, she’s from Dublin” Alessia nodded, seeing how long this would take Ella to align the two worlds.
“Irish boxer from Dublin that lives in London” Ella recited. “The only boxer from Ireland that lives in London that I know is-” Ella stopped
“There you go” Alessia shook her head.
“How did it happen? How did-”
“I said you had three questions” Alessia smirked, heading out of the kitchen and up the stairs with your tea and toast.
-
The next while, Ella had warmed up to you after she eventually forgave you for the first encounter you had with each other. She was Alessia’s best friend, so she wouldn’t do anything to upset your girlfriend. She was trusted with your secret of being together, and much like your Ella, Alessia’s Ella loved the two of you together.
A few weeks had passed and Alessia had invited you to come out with her friends tonight, a mixture of Arsenal and England girls to celebrate having some time off. Despite Katie’s suspicions, nobody knew, apart from Ella and Ella, that you were together and that you were both hopelessly in love with each other, which had been growing stronger every day the past 5 and a half months.
Alessia had convinced you to fully stop vaping and you’d been off them for just over a month now, too busy with her tongue in your mouth most of the time to even bother thinking about puffing on a vape.
There was no sitting around tonight in the club, Alessia wanted you to dance with her and you couldn’t say no to your girlfriend. It felt good calling her your girlfriend, although you only got to call her that to the Ella’s or the girl herself.
You’d both been drinking and dancing together happily during the night, and the more you both drank, the closer you got to each other. The boundaries you’d both talked about having in public were fading and fading as she pressed her back against your front and grinded against you. Your free hand slinked around her waist, using the other to grip your drink while her free hand swung around your head, trying to shove it into her neck. It was when she felt your breath against her neck that she suddenly remembered where you both were and pushed you off.
“What are you doing?” Alessia snapped, frowning at you as if what you had been doing was unnatural to you both.
“We’re just dancin’ Lessi, relax. Nobody saw” you reassured her, placing your hand on her forearm, but she quickly shoved you off.
“Just go get us drinks. Just go away for a couple of minutes” Alessia was a bit flustered, anxiously looking around the dance floor to make sure nobody had caught sight of the two of you. L
Meanwhile, you had wandered off to the bar and stood and ordered drinks, while Alessia sat back down beside the group. The group were all chatting about random things, just getting caught up after all having some time away from each other. Viv and Beth were talking about a West End show they’d just seen.
“We saw that too” Alessia inputted. “I thought Y/n was going to fall asleep. I had to keep feeding her to keep her awake” she giggled
“Ye know, there’s a lot of we did this, we went here, we love this from ye both lately” Katie frowned. “Are ye a we then or what?” She added as the whole group turned to look at the blonde girl.
“What? No” Alessia stuttered out quickly, adding a nervous laugh which she hoped didn’t come across as nervous.
“So why are ye ignorin’ that lad who’s been lookin’ over at ye all night?” Katie asked, gesturing her head towards a guy who’d been staring at your girlfriend since you got in.
“Go talk to him” Katie challenged.
“Leave her alone” both Ella’s inputted and shot each other a look. Despite not really knowing each other, both of them knew from that look that the other one of them also knew.
“Go on Russo” Katie chuckled, pulling her up and out of the seat and lightly pushing her over to the boy.
You didn’t see any of this, still stuck at the bar trying to get drinks for the both of you. When you finally got to the front, you shouted your order to the bar man who started working on your drinks.
“How does someone’s arms get this big?” A voice asked before wrapping a hand around your bicep.
“I box” you replied sternly, not paying much attention to the girl but also removing her hand from your arm carefully.
“You going to buy me a drink?” The girl hinted.
“Does it look like I’m gonna buy ye a drink?” You frowned at her.
“Yeah it does, actually” The girl smirked. “Aren’t you single?” She added, almost as if she knew who you were.
“No, I’m not, actually” you mocked her.
“The Y/n McCabe is with someone? I hope she knows what she’s in for” she giggled and walked off as you frowned at her.
That girl didn’t know you, she didn’t know how well you treated Alessia. You shook your head to rid the thought of the conversation and walked back towards the group, sitting beside Ella and anxiously looking for Alessia.
“Where’s Lessi?” You asked your sister but she could hardly look at you. “Ella? I said where’s Less-” as you spoke, you could see Ella’s eyes were fixated on something on the dance floor, so you matched her gaze and followed them right to where Alessia’s lips were planted against some random guys.
Your whole body numbed and you went into fight or flight mode. You wanted to go over there and kill him, but you couldn’t do that when everyone thought you were just her friend.
“Can ye get me a vape?” You asked your sister.
“I thought ye were off-”
“Just get me a fuckin’ vape” you shouted as Ella scrambled to her feet and went off towards the machine.
You couldn’t even look up, the sight of her with someone else was going to make you sick. You downed your full drink and Katie gave you a signal as she walked off to the bar that she’d get you another. She felt slightly guilty knowing by the look on your face that maybe there was actually nothing going on between you and Alessia, but you definitely liked her. Worse, maybe something was going on and she’d possibly just ruined that by trying to get Alessia to admit it.
“Now, why does my boyfriend look so sad tonight?” Leah teased as she sat down beside you, but you were sure if you even attempted to speak right now, you’d burst out crying.
“Y/n?” Leah said, a little bit more concerned this time that you hadn’t answered her in the playful tone you usually would, or any tone at all.
You looked across to Alessia again, still attached to the random bloke she was kissing as you felt your face being forcefully turned towards Leah.
“Are you alright?” Leah asked, trying to find any signs on your face that would tell her what was wrong or if you were just drunk.
You don’t know why, you knew it was a bad idea and you didn’t want to do it. Maybe it was because Leah was an unknown yet familiar person you felt comfortable with, but you leaned in and kissed her. Leah kissed you back, both of you were drunk but it was the blonde that seemed to snap to her senses first.
“What are you doing?” Leah asked, pushing your shoulders lightly backwards away from her.
“Sorry” you closed your eyes and sighed loudly at what you’d just done.
“Do it again” Leah whispered as you looked back up at her and reconnected your lips.
This time, Leah allowed herself to kiss you back properly. The kiss was just getting more intense and eventually, Leah had positioned herself on your lap, deepening the kiss further every few seconds. Ella had came back and quickly left again, stressfully puffing the vape she’d gotten you herself.
You and Leah had been going at it for quite awhile, in a usual circumstance it would be around now that you’d probably suggest going back to yours or hers, but you weren’t fully comprehending what was evening happening right now. Alessia had finally pulled away from the boy, realising it had been probably going on a bit too long and everyone would be convinced by now there was nothing going on between you two. Only, everyone was convinced now there was nothing going on for not one reason, but two.
“You okay?” The boy asked as Alessia pushed his chest away from her.
She knew the hand gripping the top of Leah’s skirt was yours. She knew the person Leah was currently straddling was you. She just couldn’t believe that it was you. Alessia, without even thinking, marched straight over to the two of you, but she was interrupted from telling you both off by someone else, who’s eyes had just been nudged over to look at you and Leah for the first time.
“Leah” Katie snapped as you broke off each other. “That’s my little sister” Katie argued, sliding a drink and a vape across to you on the table and not even looking in your direction.
“It was just a kiss” Leah shrugged back, walking off and getting an earful from your older sister who followed her towards the group’s seats. You sat up properly on the sofa, only to make eye contact with the worst person possible right now.
“Are you serious?” Alessia asked.
“Am I serious? Are ye jokin’?” You scoffed, getting up and walking away from her.
She followed after you, continuing to argue with you as you stayed completely silent, just trying to stay calm on your walk towards the smoking area.
“Lessi, will ye just fuck off?” You shouted, becoming more and more frustrated that the girl who just cheated on you was pretending as if she’d done nothing wrong.
“Who even are you?” Alessia shouted, putting her hands towards you almost like she was going to shove you, or hit you, but she pulled them back before she got near you.
“I never want to see you again” she added, turning her body away from you.
“Why are ye playin’ the victim here? Are ye forgettin’ that ye kissed him?” You snapped as the girl stopped walking.
“I told you I didn’t want anybody to know yet” she whispered back to you, a little hard to hear in the middle of this nightclub.
“That doesn’t give ye any excuse to get with someone else” you grunted back.
The two of you were getting into another heated argument, back and forth shouting and screaming with Alessia flying hand gestures at you to really get her point across.
“Go get your boyfriend to stop arguing with Less” Caitlin nudged Leah before letting out a laugh.
“You don’t think that’s over me, do you?” Leah asked, titling her head at the sight of you two and frowning. With Katie and Ella nowhere to be seen, Caitlin and Leah sat at the booth just watching as the argument went on and on.
“Lessi, this is pointless. Can we just forget it?” You pleaded, trying to grip her hands and stop her waving them about.
“Leah’s my friend” Alessia shouted and you knew this wasn’t going to stop.
“It wasn’t like I did it unprovoked” you grunted.
“You’re a dickhead” Alessia huffed, poking your chest a little harshly that sent you a step or two backwards.
You looked up at her when you found your feet again, not really sure how you’d gotten into this position with someone you wanted to tell you were in love with them for the last few weeks.
“This isn’t workin’ for me anymore” you shook your head.
“What?” Alessia pouted, almost entirely shifting personality.
“I don’t wanna be with ye if this is how it’s gonna be” you shrugged, stepping back further from her as you watched her eyes fill up with tears.
“No, Y/n, please” Alessia tried grabbing your hands now, trying to rid the pout that was forming on her face.
“Sorry” you mumbled as you freed yourself from her and walked straight off and headed to where you could see Ella, leaving the girl stood on her own and starting to cry. You quickly walked over and grabbed your stuff and tried to make a quick escape.
“Is everythin’ okay? Are ye two-”
“Just fuck off, Ella” you grunted, storming off and out of the nightclub and straight into an Uber.
“Where to?” The driver asked.
A drive back to your house right now would cost you an absolute fortune, so you only really had one option.
“Two seconds” you said, taking your phone out and banging a text off to the only person you could think of texting right now.
Y/n
You up?
Gabriella
Yeah, come over x
Dara’s not here
Y/n
On my way x
That’s Where She Gets it From (Alessia Russo x McCabe!Reader)
Part 4
Smut 18+
“Y/n, firstly, congratulations on back to back wins” the presenter shouted into the microphone, trying to get you to hear her over the crowd that was screaming while celebrating your win.
“Thanks, yeah. A bit more of a difficult one there today, but happy to come away with the win” you nodded.
“We know you have another fight coming up soon, so how will you turn it around in such a short space of time?” She asked.
“Yeah, another one now in three months, so I’ll take some time off. My sister is gettin’ married so I’ll enjoy that, and then back into camp to start trainin’ again” you hummed.
“And after that fight, is there anybody else you can see yourself coming up against over the next few months?” She smirked, almost like she’d been told to ask the question.
“Think everyone knows the answer to that already” you laughed. “It’s bein’ sorted out with agents, but I’m ready for Dara whenever she wants to stop bein’ a little bitch and move up the weight” your smug expression caused the presenter to giggle, and then proceed to apologise for your use of language on live TV.
“Enjoy the celebrations” she smiled.
“Thanks darlin’, might see ye there” you winked and handed her back the microphone.
Your coaches were waiting for you to finish the interview before wrapping their arms around your shoulders to bring you back to the changing rooms. You were the second last fight of the night on the card, so nobody was out of the venue yet.
“Heard your little speech, McCabe” the annoying voice you hated to hear piped up.
“Heard your girlfriend screamin’ my name the other night too” you mumbled under your breath with a chuckle.
“Have you something you want to say?” Dara shouted after you, having, thankfully, not heard what you mumbled.
“We’ll talk when ye sign the contract” you shot the girl your middle finger and proceeded to be pulled off. Gabriella was stood a bit further up, away from Dara, who had now been pulled off for a ringside interview.
“Two seconds, I’ll follow ye in” you said to your coaches as they headed into your changing room.
“Congratulations” your, whatever Gabriella was to you, smiled and squeezed your arm.
“Thanks, baby” you replied, not even a hint of hesitation behind the pet name.
“Looks sore” she pouted, cupping your face.
“Maybe ye can come over later and kiss it better?” You smirked as the girl giggled.
“I’ll see you before the week is out” she promised, looking around to make sure the coast was clear before kissing you quickly and scooting off. She had you hooked all over again. Not too hooked that you would refuse if another girl offered, but hooked enough that you’d choose her over any other girl right now.
It felt like you blinked and you were at a club, music blaring and a few drinks in already. You’d puffed your way through the entirety of a vape and had begged Ella to go get you another one so you could avoid the dance floor. Your younger siblings and parents had left and a few of the older ones that were here were gone now too.
Amanda, the bride to be, had begged you to not have anything wrong with your face for her wedding photos and you laughed straight in her face, much to her annoyance. Ella had came back with a fresh vape each and sat down beside you, watching as your leg bounced anxiously and you started puffing the vape like it was a race to see who could finish it first.
“I’m not goin’ to get ye another one if ye finish that one mad quick” Ella warned. “Should ye not be happy tonight? Ye won didn’t ye?” She asked.
“I’m grand” you shrugged, letting the loud music be the only thing heard and allowing the conversation fall flat.
“Were ye hopin’ she’d come?” Ella hummed.
“Yeah, a bit” you nodded.
“When did ye see her last?” Ella continued, rubbing your arm sympathetically.
“Earlier, after I won” you mumbled.
“Anythin’ happen?” She raised her eyebrows at you, only you were still fixated on the weird stains that covered the ground.
“She kissed me” you admitted. “Then just told me she’d see me before the end of the week” you added.
Ella felt god awful for you, she’d never seen you so distant and mopey before. When things first happened with Gabriella, Katie was the one who’d picked up the majority of the pieces, but now Ella was older, you let her see a lot more vulnerability in you. She was just about to give you a speech, telling you that you were too good for Gabriella, and that she was ruining your life all over again, until Katie interrupted.
“What’s up? Should ye not be happy? Or did I miss somethin’ and ye actually lost?” Katie laughed, pulling you up from your seat. You felt a pain in your ribs and shoved Katie off you to try and sit back down.
“Piss off for a minute” Ella huffed to your older sister, but she was met with a middle finger to the face as Katie dragged you to the dancefloor.
“What’s wrong with ye?” Katie asked.
“Nothin’” you mumbled, although you were in a fair bit of pain from the fight, probably the worst pain you’d ever experienced after a fight.
“I’ll get ye a drink” she patted your shoulder and bolted off to the bar.
“Is it just me, or are you getting even better looking?” Leah smirked as you rolled your eyes, in absolutely no mood for her tonight. “Gonna dance with me?” She asked, tugging you by the hand towards her.
“Not tonight” you shook your head and freed yourself from her grip. “Do ye know if Alessia is comin’?” You whispered to Leah who shrugged.
Since you left her that evening, in a bit of a rush to get to Gabriella, you’d both been pretty distant with each other. You hadn’t really been texting as often as usual and the last message you’d sent her to ask if she was coming tonight she’d left on the seen. Ella was the one who sat in the special seat tonight, watching you struggle for the first time in your career.
“I don’t think she can make it” Leah shook her head. “She said she had a family thing she couldn’t get out of” Leah added as you gave her a defeated looking smile.
“Eyes on you” Leah smirked, nodding over to a girl on the dance floor who was staring at you and the minute your eyes met hers, she gestured you over.
“Be rude not to, wouldn’t it?” Katie laughed, shoving a drink into your hand and pushing you towards the girl.
“Hi” the girl smiled.
“Ye alright?” You asked.
“I am now” the girl nodded with a grin. “You fought so well” she added, tracing her fingernails up your arms.
“Thanks, yeah” you replied, wincing as she brushed over a cut on your arm.
“Sorry baby, did that hurt?” She asked as you shook your head and she pulled your arm to get your ear next to her lips.
“Does it need to be kissed better? Or would you rather I kissed somewhere else instead?” She smirked, adjusting her head and pressing her lips roughly against yours.
“Who had fifteen seconds?” Leah, who’d been timing the interaction to see how long it would take for her to kiss you, shouted sarcastically.
Whatever this girls name was, you don’t think she’d actually mentioned it, she was a good kisser. She was distracting you enough not to think about Gabriella and she was long forgotten as the girl’s tongue slipped into your mouth. When you realised this kiss was probably going to go on for a while, you took the girl over towards the couches to continue. You pressed your back against it as she dug her knees into the couch and sat on your lap. The music was far too loud and your tongue was too deep down this girl’s throat to even comprehend when there was a loud cheer for the blonde, who had finally arrivied.
“Where’s Y/n?” Alessia asked the group as Leah couldn’t help but burst out laughing.
“Bit busy at the minute” Katie smirked and pointed over to the couch. Alessia couldn’t actually see you, just a girl in a short dress. She presumed the hand firmly gripping her ass belonged to you.
“Want a drink?” Leah asked.
“Need a drink” Alessia nodded, heading off to the bar and Leah jogged after her.
When you came up for breath about forty five minutes later, the girl had slid you a spare room key for the hotel next door and you’d wandered off to find Ella to tell her you’d see her tomorrow.
“Ye confuse the shit out of me” Ella laughed, eyeing over to the girl leaving and then to the key card in your hand.
“I confuse the shit out of myself” you chuckled with a shrug. “I’ll see ye tomorrow, alright?” You smiled as she hugged you gently, knowing you were in a bit of pain still. You’d just turned away from Ella before you were met by a mop of blonde hair, in an equally short dress to - god why are you so bad at remembering names.
“Leaving without even saying hello? That’s a new low” Alessia teased, having not looked up at you yet.
“I didn’t know ye were here” you replied with a shrug. “How are ye?” You asked, the girl finally looking up at you and the teasing smirk instantly wiping off her face.
“Jesus Christ” she gasped, cupping your face and scanning over it. “It didn’t look this bad on TV” she added.
“Ye watched it on TV?” You frowned.
“Practically forced my entire family too” she chuckled. “Is it sore?” She asked.
“It wasn’t til ye started pokin’ at it” you smirked, sticking the keycard in your pocket and taking hold of her wrists to remove them from your face.
“Sorry I haven’t seen ye in a while, been busy with camp and-” you tried explaining.
“You don’t need to explain yourself for being busy” she smiled. “Do you have somewhere you need to be?” She reminded you.
“Think I’m alright here with ye instead” you confirmed, watching as the girl nodded and you inhaled your vape like it was a life support machine.
“Blow that in my face and I’ll make you swallow it” she took the colourful machine out of your hand and walked towards the dance floor, stringing you along after her.
“No fair, you wouldn’t dance with me” Leah moaned as Alessia handed you back your vape.
“I had to, she took my vape” you laughed.
“Another?” Leah asked both of you and you gave her brief nods as she scooted off to the bar.
“Despite all the- you look good tonight” Alessia whispered, her fingertips on the edge of skimming your hand.
“Yeah, well, ye look good every night” you bit back, not in a flirty way, just a complimenting your friend kind of way. The same way Alessia said it to you, right?
Alessia’s hand had moved a bit, about to take hold of yours, until you were pulled off.
“Y/n, need you” your agent shouted, pulling you by the shoulder towards a group of promoters that wanted to speak to you.
“Here, hold this til I’m back” you threw your vape to Alessia and wandered off, allowing your agent to ramble on about what they wanted to talk to you about.
Just like that, Alessia had tried, again, and you’d left just before she could tell you what she’d wanted to scream at you for weeks.
-
The week rolled on and Gabriella had told Dara she was going away for a girl’s break or something, you weren’t really listening to her explanation of how she got away from her current girlfriend to come and sleep with you. She’d nipped down to your kitchen to make tea, starting to become accustomed to where everything was in your cupboards.
“Thanks darlin’” you mumbled when she handed you your mug. She always made the best cup of tea and something about it brought you some weird sense of comfort.
“You’ve got a scar here now” she frowned, pointing at a permanent scar that had formed on your eyebrow.
“Yeah, a deep cut from a few fights ago” you shrugged, not really paying much attention to the fact she looked genuinely concerned.
“Your face was quite bad the other night” she pointed out, again.
“I’m fine now though” you smiled.
“Bet all the girls were after you at your party” she teased as you laughed.
“Didn’t really see past the first one” you teased back, but her face dropped.
“You actually got with someone?” She frowned.
“What’s the problem?” You asked.
“You’re seeing me” she shouted.
“Ye have a girlfriend, Gabs” you tried to get her to calm down, but that seemed to make it worse.
“If you want to keep doing this, there can’t be anybody else” She demanded.
“We only kissed” you inputted, but she wasn’t having any of it.
“I don’t care” she almost screamed. “I want you all to myself, so no anything with anybody, okay?”
You didn’t want anything to stop with Gabriella, but you couldn’t give your entire commitment to the person who firstly, had a girlfriend, and secondly, gave you these commitment issues in the first place, could you?
“Yeah, okay” you nodded as she smirked and kissed you again.
-
From that night, you’d basically removed yourself from everything and everybody. Due to your time off, you didn’t have to go anywhere, so you were pretty much just waiting to go back to Ireland next week for the wedding. All of your calls and text messages had went unanswered, unless they were from Gabriella, who seemed to have consumed your entire existence now.
Seven days before you were set to go for the wedding, it was lashing rain outside. You decided to stay tucked up on the couch, watching TV and flicking through social media, while drinking endless cups of tea. You were eventually dragged off the couch when there was a knock at the door, and you trudged along to pull it open.
“Ella?” You frowned, looking at the soaking wet girl who was fit to kill someone.
“Get out of the fuckin’ way” she mumbled, pushing you to one side and storming straight upstairs.
“Ella what the fuck are ye doin’?” You shouted, closing the door and sprinting up after her.
“I’ve been callin’ ye and textin’ ye every poxy day and I got nothin’ back. What was I meant to do? I thought ye were fuckin’ dead” she huffed.
“How did ye even get here?” You asked, knowing she didn’t drive and she definitely didn’t get a lift from the sheer wetness of her clothes.
“I had to get like five different tubes and a bus and then ran the rest of the way” she groaned. “Can I take a shower?”
“Yeah, I’ll get ye fresh clothes” you nodded.
“Here” she said, throwing you the massive bag she had with her.
“What?” You frowned.
“Can ye wash and dry them? They’re soakin’” she added as you stared at the bag. “Oh, I’m stayin’ for a few days, until ye learn how to work a phone again” she stated, shoving you out the door and getting ready to go for a shower.
You headed downstairs, throwing her clothes into the washing machine and starting to make lunch for you both. Ella eventually came downstairs, looking snug in your shorts and hoodie.
“Made ye a cuppa” you mumbled, nodding your head towards the mug as your little sister bypassed it and instead crashed herself against you.
“Missed ye” she sighed.
“Missed ye too” you replied softly, wrapping your arms around her.
“I’m gonna take a wild guess that things are gettin’ a bit more serious with Gabriella” she mumbled as you nodded.
“Think she wants to start goin’ out again” you said, almost like you were trying to convince yourself that that’s why she’d asked you not to see anybody else.
“I was thinkin’ of asking’ her to come to Manda’s weddin’ with me” you continued.
“That’s a great idea” Ella smiled, pulling away from you and grabbing her tea.
“Really?” You smiled back, happy your little sister was happy for you and your - you were still trying to figure out what Gabriella was to you right now.
“No, not really, you fuckin’ twat” Ella huffed in frustration and headed into the sitting room.
“Why not?” You pouted.
“Well firstly, Manda will kill ye” Ella laughed. “Then secondly, Katie will kill her” Ella added. “And lastly, she’s not your girlfriend anymore, and everyone in our family hates her for what she did to ye” she reminded you.
“Ye don’t get it, she said it was a mistake” you moaned, following after her to sit down in the living room.
“Mistake or not, she’s not good enough for ye” Ella said, bluntly. “And she’s not worth ye closin’ off actual real relationships for somethin’ she sees as casual”
“Well, who am I gonna bring then? Manda thinks I’m bringin’ someone and if I don’t she’s gonna murder me now for changin’ stuff” you pinched your nose with your thumb and pointer finger, waiting for Ella to offer a solution.
“Alessia” Ella shrugged casually.
“Haven’t even talked to Lessi since the night of my fight” you shrugged, trying to forget the fact that you’d been ignoring the English girl.
“Few days away back home then to catch up” Ella added, offering another solution to another problem. “The worst she can say is no” she flicked your phone as you sighed.
Actually, the worst Alessia could say was yes.
Y/n/n 🐻
Hey, how are you?
Are you free next week?
Lessi 👸🏼
Hi, I’m good
It’s nice to hear from you 💕
I’m free, what do you have in mind?
Y/n/n 🐻
Will you come to my sister’s wedding with me?
Alessia was currently at home, pacing back and forth looking at your message. The problem Alessia was having was that she’d realised she really liked you, in a way she’d never like another girl before. Only, while she was still trying to figure out her own feelings, she didn’t want to start labelling herself or explaining herself to anybody. So, she kept her feelings for you hidden, and didn’t call anybody to explain the fear that was running through her body looking at your message.
Lessi 👸🏼
If I say yes, do I need to ask your sister for the actual details? 😂
Y/n/n 🐻
Defo 😂
I haven’t a clue 🤷♀️
Lessi 👸🏼
What’s the theme?
Y/n/n 🐻
What do you mean theme?
Wedding
Lessi 👸🏼
Oh my god 🤦♀️
Give me Ella’s number
Ella had arranged for Alessia to come over to yours tomorrow, and you, weirdly, messaged Gabriella to say you were busy and that you’d see her when you got back from the wedding. For the remainder of the night, you and Ella just relaxed out on the couch, tucked up together and watching a film that you fell asleep during.
When you got downstairs the next morning, Ella was sat at the kitchen table. You were just about to moan about being tired, until you saw the two heads of blonde hair instead of one.
“Lessi” you smiled.
“Morning” she smiled back, getting up off the chair and coming to give you a hug. You squeezed the girl tightly, regretting every second that past you by the last while that you hadn’t spoken to her.
“You ready?” She asked.
“For?” You frowned back at her, sticking the kettle on.
“Well, your sister has informed me that you do not actually have an outfit yet, for the wedding that’s next week” Alessia explained. “And I also need to get something” she added as you rolled your eyes.
“Can ye both not go shoppin’ together and I’ll stay here?” You smirked as Ella laughed.
“Go get ready” Alessia giggled, shoving you out the kitchen door, all the way to the bottom of the stairs as you released a defeated sigh. “Stop moaning” she squeezed your arm.
“Thanks for agreein’ to come” you mumbled, pulling the girl in for another hug as she completely melted against you.
“Dare I ask, have you booked flights yet?” Alessia smirked, feeling your head shake as she finally pulled away from you. “Y/n” she hissed.
“I’ve been busy” you laughed. “Ella have ye booked flights?” You shouted.
“Are ye jokin’? I sent ye flight details weeks ago to book it” Ella appeared at the kitchen door, probably the most angry you’ve ever seen her. You didn’t even give her a second to take a step out of the kitchen as you’d sprinted up the stairs to get ready for your fun day out shopping.
Once Alessia had the theme of the wedding, she set out looking for clothes for both of you to wear. You had good style, more masculine, opting for slacks and a shirt. Alessia, on the other hand, picked up a dress that complimented your outfit as well as the theme. You thought after that, that you were finished, until she then moved on to shoes, a bag and finally, jewellery.
“Are we nearly done, Lessi?” You groaned, slumped over the check out counter while the cashier was scanning the endless items.
“She gets hungry” Alessia explained to the cashier as both of them laughed.
“My boyfriend is the exact same” the girl giggled, continuing to scan the items. You waited for Alessia to correct her, like she did all the time when people made the mistake, but she didn’t.
“That’ll be £780” the girl stated and you shoved Alessia out of the way to tap your phone.
“Y/n” Alessia squeezed your arm, but the transaction had already went through and the receipt was being placed in one of the multiple bags.
“Thanks” you smiled at the cashier and took all the bags in your hands, heading for the exit. “I’m gonna throw these in the car and we can go get food or somethin’” you suggested.
“Sounds great” Alessia smiled, following behind you to the car. “You didn’t need to pay for my stuff” she mumbled.
“Ye wouldn’t need to buy stuff if ye didn’t agree to come with me” you shrugged. “Should be everythin’ sorted now though. Clothes, hotel and flights” you nodded.
“I can pay you for-”
“No” you shook your head at her, tossing the bags in the boot of your car. “You’ve saved me bein’ murdered by my sister by sayin’ ye’ll come, trust me” you laughed.
“Okay, well, I’m buying food” she smiled as the two of you took off towards the shopping centre again to head into a restaurant.
“So, how have you been?” Alessia asked as the smile you’d had on your face since you seen her this morning wiped off your face.
“Yeah” you shrugged. “How’re ye?” You asked.
“That wasn’t an answer” Alessia frowned. “I’ve been kind of worried there’s been something wrong” she added.
“It’s nothin’” you mumbled.
“If it’s nothing, you can tell me” Alessia encouraged you, putting her hand over yours. Alessia was your friend, a person you could open up to and not be afraid of being judged.
“Remember that night a little while ago I got into a fight with Dara?” You asked and the girl nodded. “The next mornin’ Gabriella texted me to apologise and, I dunno” you shrugged.
“What?” Alessia pushed further.
“She said she missed me and wanted to see me and we’ve been sleepin’ together since” you admitted as Alessia’s heart dropped.
“You’re back with Gabriella?” She asked.
“It’s complicated” you mumbled. “She’s still with Dara, but she asked me not to see anybody else while she figures it out”
“And you’re happy with that?” Alessia huffed as you shrugged.
“And what? If the person that cheated on ye wanted ye back, ye’d say no?” You grunted, making stern eye contact with the girl.
“Yeah, I would, because I know I’m worth more than that” Alessia bit back, and your head dropped in something what felt like embarrassment. “You’re worth more than that” she added, gripping your hand.
“Ye didn’t correct that girl” you mumbled under your breath as her head tilted.
“What girl?” Alessia asked.
“The girl workin’ in the shop basically called me your girlfriend and ye just smiled at her” you explained. “Ye usually correct people”
“Well, if you can be Leah’s boyfriend, then you can be mine too” she giggled, making a lighthearted joke she knew would make you laugh, which it did.
When you started laughing, you caught the girl’s eye who was smiling at you, the same way Gabriella used to smile at you when you were together. You were too fixated on her to even notice when the waitress came over to take your order, your mind was spinning.
Okay, was Alessia attractive? Yes
Did she make you feel good about yourself? Yes
Did she care about you? Yes
Wait, do you have actual feelings for her? No, because of Gabriella, but-
“Y/n” Alessia kicked you under the table, pulling you out of your trance and eyeing towards the waitress who was waiting to take your order.
“Sorry” you mumbled before proceeding to order your food and continuing to go back to a somewhat normal conversation with Alessia.
This was going to be the longest few days of your life.
-
You saw Gabriella before you left, briefly, in the back seat of your car. You told her you were bringing a friend to the wedding and were then forced into showing her Alessia’s Instagram profile.
“How did you meet her?” Gabriella frowned, until she scrolled down further to see her in Arsenal gear. “Katie” she added, watching you nod.
“I wanted to ask ye to come with me, but I didn’t think ye would be able to” you lied, deciding not to tell her that your little sister talked you out of it.
“Well, I obviously wouldn’t” she scowled, almost like you were an idiot for even thinking of asking her. “So what? That thing and you are friends? Since when?”
“A while” you mumbled.
“She’s your type” Gabriella added with a huff, folding her arms.
“You’re my type” you said softly, pulling her back towards you. “Lessi is straight and there’s nobody else Gabs” you shook your head and kissed Gabriella’s forehead as she settled back against you.
“Keep it that way” she smiled, tugging your T-shirt towards her and melting into a kiss.
You weren’t confused anymore. It was Gabriella. It was always Gabriella. It had to be Gabriella.
-
Alessia and Ella both stayed with you last night, Alessia took the spare room and Ella shared your bed, which resulted in you sleeping on the floor due to her fidgeting like a fish in her sleep. She woke you up this morning and you flung a pillow at her, almost knocking her to the ground with the force you threw it with.
“Get up ye moron” Ella shouted again as you reluctantly pushed yourself off the floor.
You were just wearing a sports bra and shorts, and trudged down the stairs to put the kettle on before you could even think about getting ready. Booking an early flight is always a good idea when you book it, but waking up for that early flight was hell, for some.
“Morning” Alessia smiled from the kitchen table, fully dressed, breakfast made, not having looked up from her phone yet.
“Mornin’” you grumbled back, heading towards the kettle.
“Is someone grumpy this-” Alessia tried to say until she looked up at you.
“She’s grumpy every mornin’” Ella laughed, coming into the kitchen also fully dressed.
“Do ye notice how me and Alessia are ready before we come downstairs?” She teased, squeezing your arm.
“Need a cuppa tea” you moaned, shoving your sister away from you.
“Go get ready and I’ll make ye one” Ella shoved you back, towards the kitchen door this time.
“Ye alright?” You asked Alessia who was absentmindedly staring at you from the kitchen table. “Lessi?” You frowned when the girl didn’t reply.
“Sorry, yes. I’m fine” she nodded, waiting until you were out of the room and up the stairs to squeeze the bridge of her nose.
Ella knew you liked Alessia and she also knew Alessia liked you. She prided herself in that she figured it out before either of you did, but she wasn’t one to push either of you to act on it.
Thankfully, there was two free seats beside Ella on the flight. Caitlin and Katie had headed the day before and you’re not sure if Ella or Alessia had told either of them you were bringing their English blonde teammate, because you certainly hadn’t. You sat between the two girls on the flight, and both of them took hostage of a shoulder each to fall asleep on, while you munched on the snacks Alessia had packed in her bag, which you presumed were for you.
Katie was the one that was assigned to pick you both up from the airport and Alessia being stood with you was not on her wedding bingo card. Before you even saw her, or she had a chance to say anything, Ella had ripped her away and was grilling her.
“Trust me, it was better than the other option of who she was goin’ to bring” Ella mumbled as Katie pressed her to explain further, which Ella did.
After hearing that the options were Alessia or Gabriella, Katie felt a weird sense of relief that her colleague was here as your date. She drove the three of you to the hotel and you checked in, now finding out Ella had booked conjoining rooms for you and her.
“We could do us in one room and then Alessia in the other one” Ella suggested.
“I’m not sharin’ with ye ever again. Ye flopped about like a fish last night” you huffed.
“It’s two double rooms” Ella explained as you grabbed a key card out of her hand.
“Ye alright with that?” You asked the blonde who nodded at you. “Do ye flop like a fish in your sleep?” You chuckled as she laughed at you.
“Guess you’ll find out” she teased, tugging your arm towards the lifts. You both flung your bags into the room and you went off to take a shower while she flicked through the TV. You’d left your phone on the bedside table and both yours and hers buzzed simultaneously.
Katie added you to a groupchat
Katie
Booked the 4 of us in for a game of ⛳️
Tee-time is at 2pm
Caitlin
So sorry in advance for how bad I am
Lessi 👸🏼
Y/n is just in the shower, but we’ll be ready 😊
“So what? They’re a we now?” Katie huffed.
“Would it be so bad? Alessia is nice” Caitlin added.
“That’s my issue” Katie sighed. “Ella told me when I collected them that Y/n is seein’ Gabriella again”
“No” Caitlin gasped, prolonging the o sound. “Since when?”
“I dunno” Katie shrugged. “But if she’s stringin’ Alessia on too-”
“We don’t know that” Caitlin interrupted. “I’m also pretty sure Alessia is straight”
“For her sake, I hope she steers clear of being anything more than friends” Katie mumbled, pulling out clothes to get ready for your golfing trip.
You arrived up to the green, carrying a set of clubs that you and Alessia were going to share, putting them in a golf cart and driving the two of you to the first hole.
“Afternoon” you smiled at your sister and her girlfriend. “Good to see ye” you said to Caitlin, giving her a hug.
“Ready to go, yeah?” Katie asked and all three of you nodded. “Ye both can tee off first, it’ll take ye both longer than us” Katie said to the two girls as you laughed, giving her a subtle fist bump that she stuck her hand out for.
“You’re both bullies” Caitlin huffed, but both of them hit off anyway and took the first cart to go find their balls.
“So c’mere, ye are back with Gabby?” Katie asked.
“Really? Hole one and you’re already on my case?” You shot her a stern look. “Ella tell ye?” You asked
“She’s worried about ye” Katie explained.
“I already told her she doesn’t need to be” you frowned. “Can we just play?” You gestured her to hit the ball, as she sighed and played on.
You spent the rest of the course with Alessia, mostly, teasing her about being god awful at golf. After what felt like hours, the four of you went back and got ready for dinner that your entire family were having in the hotel restaurant.
Your mam had quizzed Katie and Ella on what the situation was with you and Alessia, but they both were reluctant to give a straight forward answer. If your mam knew you were seeing Gabriella again, she’d murder you. Your family were very outspoken and you were actually one of the quietest siblings. You were also, in the eyes of your older sister, the most responsible of the ones that didn’t have their own kids, which is why she banged on your door this morning to wake you up.
You pulled your arm away from where it was resting on Alessia’s waist. Your hand on her stomach, slid under her T-shirt. Wait - what? Did you fall asleep like this?
“Y/n, open the fuckin’ door” your sister, Amanda, shouted as you jumped off the bed and Alessia woke up too.
“What do ye want? We were asleep” you groaned as you swung the door open to reveal your sister. “Sorry, didn’t know it was you knockin’, what’s up?” You asked.
“I’m sorry to ask, I need you to look after the kids today” she sighed, and you noticed she looked stressed.
“Yeah, no hassle” you smiled. “Everythin’ alright?” You raised your eyebrow and she nodded.
“Just tryin’ to get everythin’ sorted and I love my kids, but I’m goin’ to kill them” she groaned as you laughed.
“Just give me 15 minutes and I’ll come get them” you said as she squeezed you tightly in a big hug before rushing back to her hotel room. You shut the door of the room, and headed back towards the bed to grab your phone.
“Good morning” Alessia smiled.
“Mornin” you smiled back. “Sorry, she’s just a bit stressed” you explained to the girl as the reason you were both woken up.
“Don’t worry about it” she shook her head. “So we’re babysitting today?” She asked, jumping out of bed.
“Well I am” you laughed. “Ye don’t have to-”
“That’s what wedding dates are for” she giggled, squeezing your cheeks and heading off to the bathroom.
You both got ready quickly, both of you grabbing showers and getting dressed. You’d sent Alessia downstairs to grab tea and a coffee and you went to collect your niece and nephew who both jumped into your arms once they saw you.
“What do ye wanna do?” You asked both of them as they both started shouting ideas at you, and poking your face. “Did I hear zoo? Do ye wanna go the zoo?” You smiled as they screamed in excitement in your arms.
“Here, take my card” your sister offered, opening her purse.
“I’m alright payin’ for my niece and nephew to go the zoo, Manda” you laughed. “Come on then, have to introduce ye both to Lessi” you smiled, squeezing them both as you brought them downstairs to the lobby with you.
“Well, hello” Alessia giggled at the twins that were occupying both your arms.
“This is Lessi” you introduced them. “And this is the twins, Lily and Bobby”
“Hi Lessi” Bobby shouted, making grabby hands for her.
“Hi Bobby” Alessia giggled, fully accepting that he wanted to transfer from your arms to hers. Lily was a bit more shy with strangers, she usually only went with people she knew.
“Ye wanna say hello?” You whispered to Lily who gave Alessia the slightest of little waves before tucking her head into your shoulder.
“She’s a bit more shy than that mad man” you laughed, squeezing your niece a little bit tighter to let her know it was okay.
You used the car Katie had been given to drive the four of you out to the zoo, spending the day with Lily on your shoulders and Bobby pulling Alessia in every direction towards the animal enclosures. You stopped around half way through to get more tea and Alessia bought the two of them ice cream.
“Do you want one too?” Alessia asked, handing the two of them their ice creams, as you nodded.
“What do we say?” You reminded them.
“Thank you, auntie Lessi” Lily smiled, giggling before she bit into the ice cream.
“Yeah, thanks auntie Lessi” Bobby repeated the thanks and the motion of munching the cone before going for the ice cream.
“Lessi isn’t your auntie” you corrected them.
“Yes she is!” They both shouted back.
“Here” Alessia said, handing you your own ice cream cone.
“Thanks, auntie Lessi” you smirked as she pushed your arm and rolled her eyes.
“Don’t encourage them” she laughed quietly.
“Can we go see the lions next?” Bobby asked.
“Yeah, just finish that first” you pointed at the mess in his hands of what was an ice cream cone roughly 60 seconds ago. “And aim to get it in your mouth, Bob” you laughed.
You got them cleaned up and continued to walk around the zoo, stopping anytime Bobby so much as saw a leaf on the ground.
“Lessi, look” Lily shouted, pulling her by the hand towards the lion exhibit as Bobby ran after them. You felt a sense of comfort that both of them warmed up to the blonde so easily, so much so, they wouldn’t stop referring to her as auntie Lessi.
You continued to walk around, both of you trying to race after the pair that kept running anytime they seen an animal move. You felt a head fall on your shoulder and knew that it wasn’t either of them, because they’d have to be in your arms in order for them to reach it. You froze a little at the realisation of who it was.
“Ye okay?” You asked the girl.
“Having kids is hard” she giggled, continuing to rest her head against your shoulder.
“I know darlin’, I dunno what we were thinkin’ havin’ them” you sighed playfully, reaching your hand down to grab hers.
“Think we made a mistake” she played along, interlocking your fingers and squeezing your hand a little tightly.
“Ye wanna grab dinner alone tonight?” You asked as the girl nodded against you.
“Yeah, maybe” she smiled. “And we could just watch a movie back in the room then” she suggested.
“Sounds good” you agreed, still yet to let go of eachother’s hand. “Bob, Lil, come on” you shouted as the pair ran toward you again, only this time Lily ran to Alessia and Bobby to you. As you picked both of them up, that was the first time you released Alessia’s hand.
You dropped the tired pair back to the hotel room, your sister forcing you into another tight hug to thank you for minding them today. You headed back to your room to find Alessia tucked up on the bed as you let a laugh pass your lips.
“What? I’m tired” she sighed, laughing back.
“Wanna just order room service?” You asked and the girls face lit up at the suggestion.
You grabbed the menu and both of you scanned it, choosing what you want before you ordered it on the little tablet in the room. It wasn’t long until the food arrived and she’d picked a movie for you to watch while you ate. When you finished your food, she did as she usually did and adjusted herself against you to get a bit more comfortable.
“This okay?” She whispered and you squeezed her side to let her know she was alright there. “I meant to say, you are really cute with them” Alessia added as you chuckled.
“Who? Lily and Bobby?” You asked as the girl pushed herself off of you and sat beside you properly on the bed.
“I didn’t expect you to be so-” Alessia mumbled, trying to find the right words.
“Childish?” You guessed with a smirk.
“Caring” she corrected you and her eyes flickered as they met yours and her hand fell over your own.
You couldn’t kiss her, as much as you felt like you wanted to. Alessia was your friend, she was your straight friend and she made that very clear the first night you met each other. You also had Gabriella, who was the love of your life and had asked you to not get with anybody while she was figuring her own relationship out. But Alessia’s lips were tempting you the more you looked at them. In fact, your eyes were fixated on them.
“Do it” Alessia breathed out as you hesitated for a split second, before pushing yourself off the backboard of the bed and leaning in to kiss her. The internal thoughts that had ran through your mind a mere ten seconds ago, now forgotten as you felt her breath against your lips.
“Alessia” Ella shouted, kicking the door between your two rooms open. “My nail broke, I need help” she yelled, as you jumped off the bed in order to create as much distance possible between the two of you.
“Fuckin’ emergency of the year Ella, fuck off” you moaned. This was the second time you and Alessia had almost kissed, and the second time some idiot at a door had interrupted you.
“I have glue, one minute” Alessia scrambled to her feet, rummaging through her bag and following Ella into her room.
You needed a minute to breathe and rethink everything that just happened in the last few minutes, or maybe since the first time you and Alessia met. You grabbed your phone and your secret hidden vape and headed to the hotel bar, ordering yourself a pint and sitting outside. You’d been there for over an hour or so when you felt a hand squeeze your shoulder.
“Do your coaches know you vape?” Amanda laughed, sinking into the couch beside you.
“Can’t sleep?” You asked, watching your sister shake her head. “It’ll go grand, don’t be worryin’”
“Just what every bride wants to hear, that it’ll be grand. Thanks, Y/n” Amanda laughed. “I didn’t know ye were seein’ that girl, Katie said ye were just friends”
“We are” you nodded.
“Well the kids are very much under the impression that she is their new auntie” Amanda laughed.
“I don’t know why they started callin’ her that” you shrugged and shook your head.
“Lily said it was because she bought them ice cream” your sister smirked. “And Bobby told me that it’s because ye hold hands like auntie Caitlin and auntie Katie” she pressed a little deeper.
“She’s straight” you reiterated.
“Is that why you’re hidin’ down here then?” She asked.
“Can’t vape in the room” you lied, waving the toxic device around.
“Well whatever she is to you, just tell her thanks for keepin’ my kids entertained today” she smiled. “All three of them” she added with a smirk.
“Wanker” you scoffed playfully and stuck your finger up at her.
Amanda’s friends came to collect her from the bar, all of them were staying in the same room tonight and you were thankful you were sleeping nowhere near any of them, because they were all shitfaced. You headed back to the bedroom, only to find Alessia asleep and the room in complete darkness. You got ready for bed and slid in beside her, scrolling on your phone for a few minutes before trying to get to sleep, which didn’t take too long.
You woke to the alarm that Alessia had thankfully set, as you’d forgotten there was a certain time you needed to be up for. You had the girl pulled so close against you, it was difficult to comprehend how either of you were even breathing.
“Turn it off” you grunted, feeling the girls stomach vibrate from laughing.
“Let me go then” she giggled, wriggling out of your grip and knocking off the alarm. “Nice of you to come back” she added, turning around to face you while her head stayed comfortably on her pillow.
“I just needed a breather” you explained as the girl nodded and both of you got lost in the other’s eyes briefly.
“We better get ready” she smiled softly as you groaned and pulled the pillow over your head to scream into, causing the girl to laugh again.
The ceremony was early enough, and after the couple shared their I do’s, Amanda seemed to calm down completely. The dinner was unbelievable. You ate the entirety of yours, and then proceeded to finish off Alessia and Ella’s plates, and praying Caitlin or Katie wouldn’t finish theirs.
It wasn’t too long after dinner that more people arrived and you were drinking whatever was being handed to you. There was a big area for dancing and then a mixture of tables and booth type seating for people to sit down. By 10pm, Alessia had been dancing with Lily and Bobby before they were brought to bed and Ella and Caitlin took over dancing with the English girl.
You and Katie were in a booth with some of your other siblings and you were letting the conversation completely fly over your head you were that wasted. You hadn’t touched the dance floor tonight, much preferring to suppress your possible feelings for the person you were going to share a bed with later with alcohol.
“Little baby tired?” Katie teased, poking your face as you slapped her hand away from you. “Oh little baby has good reaction time even when she’s drunk” she laughed.
“I’ll little baby ye now in a minute if ye don’t shut the fuck up” you groaned.
“Coming to dance?” Caitlin asked you, already proceeding to drag Katie out of the booth.
“Yeah, go on” you nodded, following behind them as you made your way to the dance floor.
“Oh my date is finally going to dance with me?” Alessia teased, in a whispered tone that only you could hear. “Thought I had been abandoned”
“Never” you shook your head.
“You look tired” she whispered softly, cupping your face as she said it.
“I’m alright” you smiled back, but she knew now it wasn’t tiredness you were feeling, you were drunk. “Gonna give out to me again if I vape?” You asked and the girl shook her head and you proceeded to inhale.
“We’ll be back in a few” Katie shouted as you shot her a thumbs up and her and Caitlin headed off to the bathroom. Just as they left, Ella was beckoned over by some of your family that were leaving that you’d already said goodbye to.
“I don’t know if I told ye this earlier, but ye look-” usually when you described a girl, you’d tell her she looked fit, or unreal, and that worked, but Alessia didn’t deserve that.
“Beautiful” you mumbled into her ear.
“I don’t know if anybody has told you, but you are incredibly drunk” Alessia giggled. “But it’s okay, because I am too” she slurred.
“Ye make me so confused” you blurted out as the girl frowned at you.
“Why?” She asked.
“I don’t know if ye actually want me to be your friend or not” you shrugged.
“I do want to be friends” she nodded.
“Just friends?” You whispered and the girl shook her head at you, and clamped down on her bottom lip. “Ye told me ye were straight” you added.
“I was- I am” she stuttered. “I’m confused too” she sighed. “I’ve never had these types of feelings for a girl”
“What feelin’s?” You pressed further, letting your fingertips start to find a grip on her waist.
“Feelings that I shouldn’t have” she shook her head, and your fingertips pulled her closer to you. “But I want to have them” she added, whispering in your ear.
“Tell me what ye want, Lessi” you slurred against her, as her hands found the back of your neck.
“I don’t want anything” she shook her head.
“Oh, I thought-”
“I need you” she breathed out, before pressing her lips to yours softly.
There was no interruptions this time, although the one time the kiss was successful was in a crowded room of your family members and family friends. However, everyone else seemed too occupied in their own conversations to even notice the two of you kissing, well, except for Ella and Amanda, who high fived and then Ella sprinted to the bathroom to keep Caitlin and Katie stalled for as long as possible.
The kiss felt better than anything you’d ever experienced before. It wasn’t rushed, it wasn’t forced. Instead, your lips moulded against each other perfectly, almost like you were made for one another. It felt like every relationship, situationship or casual thing you’d ever had, had led you to right now.
“Are ye sure, Lessi?” You asked when the two of you broke away briefly.
“Take me upstairs” she grunted as your eyes went wide.
Without even hesitating for a second, you took the girl’s hand and led her out of the room and upstairs, swiping the key to your shared room and kicking the door closed behind you. Alessia pushed you against the door and immediately started kissing your neck.
“Lessi” you groaned. “Can I take this off?” You asked as your hands went to the zip of her dress and she nodded at you, going back to kissing your lips instead. You unzipped her dress and felt her start to pull your shirt out of where it was tucked into your trousers.
“I should have let you kiss me that night we met” Alessia grunted, starting to undo the buttons of your shirt.
“I’ve wanted you to fuck me for so long” she moaned. Since you’d started kissing her, you had been turned on, but the minute she said that, you were done for. You slid the girls dress off her shoulders and made your way to the bed, your lips not leaving hers for a singular second.
“If ye don’t feel comfortable at any time, just tell me and we can stop” you said, before either of you touched the bed.
“Promise me” you added. Alessia wondered was this a thing you did with every girl before you slept with them, a thing that you just said to make them feel like they mattered.
“I promise” she nodded anyway, and your lips found her neck this time, as she lay back on the bed.
You sunk to your knees, hovering over the girl as you kissed down her body. You got right to the bottom of her stomach, hands on either side of her underwear as she pulled your head up.
“Lock that” she smirked, pointing to the conjoining door between you and Ella’s room.
You jumped up and locked the door, realising now that she wanted this so badly and didn’t want to be disturbed whatsoever. In turn, you wasted no time in connecting your lips to her. She groaned, feeling you against her for the first time and put her hand behind your head to pull you closer against her.
“Ye taste so good” you mumbled.
“Please don’t stop” she begged.
“I don’t have anythin’” you said, hoping she’d understand what you meant.
“I don’t need anything other than you” she replied, pulling your head even closer to try get you to refocus. “Your fingers, please” she moaned and you obliged.
“Whatever ye want, Lessi” you breathed out, as the girl screamed your name and you knew if your sister was next door, that she definitely heard it. But fuck it sounded too good to tell her not to do it.
“I’m gonna-” Alessia panted as you pressed your mouth a little harder against her, and the girl didn’t even get to finish her sentence. “Fuck” she whispered.
“Ye alright?” You asked, standing up before letting your back hit the bed. But before you comfortably took a breath, the girl had straddled you, undoing your belt and unbuttoning your trousers.
“What? Ye want more, do ye?” You laughed as the girl rolled her eyes with a giggle, pressing her lips against yours as you pulled your trousers off.
You knew two things were for certain.
You and Alessia were never going to be just friends.
You could never tell Gabriella what happened when you got back to London
Falling Down Under (Lia Wälti x Arnold!Reader x Alessia Russo)
Part 2
“Are you being serious right now?” Kirsty snapped at you as you’d completely pulled away from the striker you were still entangled with. When she didn’t get an answer from you, she changed tactic.
“Alessia” she tutted, turning to face her own blonde friend.
The pair knew each other well from when they played at United together, and were actually good friends. Alessia, swift as anything, brushed by her and out the door, shutting it behind her.
The silence broke when the roar of her car sped down the street. You put your hands on your head as you let out a loud sigh and slid to the ground. Kirsty rushed to your side. Even though you were in the wrong, she still cared about you.
“What the fuck have I done?” You sobbed as she pulled you against her.
She got you up off the floor and onto the couch and stayed with you all night, just letting you cry and curse at yourself. You couldn’t fathom how you’d done this to Lia, the woman you cared and loved more than anyone for almost 3 years.
“You need to tell Lia” she stated as you nodded.
“She’s going to hate me” you sighed.
“Do you regret it?” Kirsty asked. You didn’t know how to answer, your head was spinning, but you nodded anyway.
Did you regret it?
-
You called Lia the next morning when she’d text you to say she was awake. You hadn’t slept all night, just tossing and turning wondering how you were going to tell Lia. You knew Kirsty was asleep in the spare room, vowing last night not to leave until you felt okay.
“Morning, baby” Lia smiled through the phone, but it was quickly wiped off her face when she caught a glimpse of you.
She was still lying in bed but sat up to push her back against the frame before she spoke again. Your eyes were raw red with dark, heavy bags under them.
“My love, what’s wrong?” Lia frowned, glad in that moment she had a room to herself but had no idea how much she would need it in a few seconds. Her simple words stung now, in a weird way that they’d never had before.
“Lia” you breathed out. “Alessia” your throat denied you from finishing the sentence. Lia really liked Alessia, they had hit it off so well since the younger girl joined Arsenal.
“Did something bad happen to her?” Lia pouted but you shook your head.
“She kissed me” you blurted out. “And I didn’t stop it” you added before she could say anything.
“You kissed her?” She asked, you could tell she was about to cry and you couldn’t even give her the decency to verbally answer her, you just nodded.
“Did you sleep together?”
“No, it was just a kiss” you shook your head. You thought maybe you could leave out the fact you were seconds off taking the girls bra off before you were interrupted.
“Do you like her?”
“No” you replied. “It was a mistake” you felt like that was the right thing to say.
“I can’t do this right now, Y/n” Lia sighed, she never referred to you by your name.
“I need space to think this through” she explained as you nodded in understanding.
“I’m so sorry, Lia” you whispered.
“We’ll talk when I get back” she said as she hung up and sobbed, gripping her phone like her life depended on it and holding it against her chest.
The only person she ever wanted to speak to when she felt like this was you, and it had been that way since you got together. You threw your phone against the wall that separated your room from the spare one. Kirsty had woken up during your conversation so she jumped out of bed at the sound of the phone smashing off the wall.
“Hey” Kirsty cooed as she came in and wrapped her arms around you as you sobbed against her. “It’s all going to work out”
“I’m such a fucking idiot” you cried as she pulled you in closer.
She ended up staying with you for the remainder of the international break as you had completely shut down. You’d stopped eating and sleeping, and you’d had no contact with anyone due to your phone practically not working anymore.
You were driving Kirsty to and from training everyday in complete silence, and you would stop into your own training centre to go to rehab. You usually went unnoticed, just dipping in and out like you barely existed. Most importantly, you ignored Alessia at every opportunity possible, you had nothing you wanted to say to her.
You eventually came to your senses and realised it was a mistake that you kissed Alessia, and you only wanted to be with Lia. You were certain, almost certain, almost nearly certain that it was Lia you wanted to be with.
Lia was set to be home in a few days time, and you hadn’t heard anything from her in the last few days. You’d text her to wish her good luck in her game, but she didn’t respond.
Why would she respond?
You ruined everything with her. You checked your phone again, before leaving the car, just to make sure she hadn’t texted, and when she hadn’t, you threw it in the glove department and got out of the car.
You slung your bag over your shoulder and set off walking towards the physio room, knowing everyone else would be in the canteen and you could float in and out today without being seen as usual.
“You can’t ignore me forever” a certain blonde whispered as you pulled your head up to see who was talking to you. Once you noticed the English girl, you turned and walked in the opposite direction on the corridor.
“This is your fault too” she shouted after you.
“Can you please shut up?” You whipped around again as you beckoned her to be quiet.
“Do you not think we should talk?” She asked as you shook your head.
“The only person I need to talk to is Lia” you snapped.
“So what? It meant nothing?” She frowned.
“Obviously it meant nothing. It was a mistake” you huffed, but you knew it didn’t mean nothing. The mark on her neck that you left there alone would beg to differ.
“It didn’t feel like a mistake” she slightly smirked, and it killed you how attractive you found her in that moment. She tried to hold your arms, but you pushed her off you gently.
You only wanted Lia, right?
“Don’t touch me” you snapped as Jen turned the corner with Kim.
“Hey, what’s going on?” Jen asked, standing in between you both.
Jen and Kim were good friends with Lia, Jen in particular. You’d gotten to know the Scottish defender really well over the last two years being with Lia. She was always over in your house, or you both in hers.
“Nothing. There’s nothing going on” you turned and walked off with Kim walking off after you, explaining to you that it’s not okay to push people. Kim treated you like a child, much like she treated everyone else under the age of 26.
“You alright?” Jen asked the blonde girl who was rooted to the spot.
“Yeah” she nodded.
“Come on, breakfast is ready” she wrapped her arm around Alessia and walked her towards the canteen.
You went home after your rehab session, racing past the canteen to go and pick up Kirsty.
“Rehab go okay?” She asked in the car as you nodded. “Have you spoken to Lia?” She asked.
“She’s been pretty distant, she said we’ll talk when she’s home” you shrugged.
“Did you tell Macca?” You asked as she nodded with a guilty look on her face. “Is she pissed?”
“Shocked more than anything” Kirsty shrugged. “She said she’ll come over to talk to you when she gets back”
“She’s going to kill me isn’t she?”
“You want to maybe get a pizza?” She asked as you grunted, knowing the answer to your question was yes.
You’d barely been eating or sleeping, if rehab wasn’t mandatory you wouldn’t be leaving your bed. She forced you into pulling over and she went in to the takeaway place to put in your order. You stared blankly out the window in silence waiting for her to come back. You’d been pretty much ignoring everyone’s calls or texts because you’d presumed that everyone knew what you’d done and hated you. It didn’t help that your phone was smashed and barely working, but you could have broken the screen further with how hard you pressed accept to Lia’s call.
“Hi” you said as you answered. She looked tired and drained, and you knew you were the root cause.
“Hi” she replied before taking a deep breath. “Are you okay?” She asked.
“What?” You frowned. Why was she asking if you were okay? You cheated on her, not the opposite way around.
“Well, everyone we know has been calling me asking me if you were okay because you haven’t replied to them” she huffed.
“Sorry, my phone is-” you sighed. “I’ll sort it out” you said as you went back to looking out the window and silence filled the air for a minute or so.
“Do you promise me it was a mistake?” She asked as you readjusted in your seat and all the blood suddenly rushed to your head.
“I promise” you squeaked out. “She just kissed me out of the blue and it took me by surprise” you shrugged. The kiss in question that has replayed in your mind every minute of the day since it happened.
“I don’t want you to speak to her again” Lia warned as you nodded so quickly that you’d barely processed her words.
“I’ll never speak to her again if it means me and you can still even be friends” you meant that. You loved Lia, and her friendship alone meant everything to you.
“I’m never going to be just your friend, baby” she smiled softly. “We will work it out” you looked towards the passenger car door as Kirsty yanked it open. Lia flinched slightly when the blonde got back into the car with the pizza in hand.
“It’s Kirsty” you said, noticing her panic and moving the camera to show Kirsty. “She’s been babysitting” you slightly laughed as Kirsty flicked you in the head.
“Hi Lia” she smiled.
The pair dealt with a lot being with the Arnold’s. You were not the easiest two people to deal with, you were both stubborn, but Mackenzie was a hopeless romantic, unlike you. Lia had definitely calmed you down a little bit, but when you lived in Australia, you were pretty wild.
You drove home as the two of them caught up on the phone, eventually giving up when you pulled into the driveway and you took the phone back.
“I’ll see you in 2 days” she smiled.
“I love you” you replied before you both hung up.
“You seriously need a new phone” Kirsty laughed as you nearly cut your finger off the smashed glass.
Lia hadn’t told anybody what happened, and you knew Alessia hadn’t either. You decided to text Leah back as you hadn’t replied to her 34 messages and counting.
Y/n
Sorry broke my phone. What’s up?
Leah
Idiot
Tickets for England game tomorrow, yes or no?
Y/n
Yeah
Leah
How many?
“Hey Kirsty?” You shouted from bed.
“Yeah?” She shouted back, coming into your bedroom.
“Do you want a ticket for the England game tomorrow?” You asked as she shook her head.
“Mackenzie is home tomorrow” she smiled as you nodded.
Y/n
Just one
The England game was tomorrow and then Lia would be back the next day, and everything would be all okay again.
What could possibly go wrong in 1 day?
-
You and Kirsty had breakfast the next morning, before she packed her stuff and headed home.
“Thank you for the last few days” you said as you hugged Kirsty goodbye.
“Next time you cheat on your girlfriend, please message me to not come over” she laughed as you shot her a look, eventually letting out a brief laugh. You appreciated that she’d stayed with you during that whole time and was nothing but supportive.
You went and got a new phone and then chilled for the vast majority of the day, just swapping things over to your new phone and watching games on TV. You eventually pushed yourself off the couch and took a shower, pulling on some nice clothes and heading to Wembley.
You arrived at the stadium just as the game was set to kick off. You looked at your ticket, as you found the section and made your way into the row and seat on your ticket. As you sat down, your leg whacked off the girl sitting beside you as you whispered a quick sorry.
“It’s fine” she said as you froze. You recognised that voice any day, despite having only heard about her speak 10 words to you in the last few days.
“This can’t be happening” you mumbled under your breath, putting your head in your hands.
“My thoughts exactly” she snapped back.
You actively looked around for a spare seat, anywhere in the stadium. But you couldn’t see one, anywhere.
“There isn’t one” she blurted out, like she knew what you were doing.
“Lia asked me not to speak to you” you grunted as she rolled her eyes.
“Don’t then, just watch the game” she huffed as you both fell into silence.
When the half time whistle blew, you shot up from your seat, sending a stinging pain to your ankle as you winced.
“You okay?” Alessia asked jumping out of her seat and gripping your hand.
“Yeah, I’m fine” you said as you freed yourself and limped off.
You took off without another word, deciding to just go home and not suffer another 45 minutes of torture sitting next to her. You shot Leah a quick message to let her know that you weren’t feeling well and headed home, not that she’d really care anyway, she was Lia’s friend, not yours.
You’d seen Alessia had tried to call you three times on your drive home, but you ignored it each time. It was around 11pm when there was a knock on the door. You were just in shorts and an Aussie football jersey about to head to bed as you limped to answer it.
“When someone calls you, answer your phone” Alessia snapped, stepping inside as if this was both of your shared home, and not like she was a guest, and an unwanted one at that.
“When someone doesn’t answer, take the hint” you hit back as she scowled at you.
“You dropped this, you moron” she hissed as she threw your wallet at you.
It hit you hard onto the chest and dropped on the floor, the thump beginning a long silence between you both.
“Sorry” you groaned as you bent to pick it up and shoved it into your pocket.
“So, you talked to Lia then?” She asked as you nodded.
“We’re good” you informed her.
“We’re not” she pointed between you both.
“We’re nothing” you huffed.
“Can I just ask you one thing?” She whispered as you nodded. “Was I crazy to think you actually liked me back?” She asked.
“I thought maybe I did, but it was a mistake” you shrugged not really believing yourself in that moment.
“I love her, I want to make it work with her” you informed the blonde girl stood infront of you.
“Well, best of luck to you both” she smiled through gritted teeth as she turned away from you.
“I am sorry, Alessia” you shouted after her as she stopped.
“You’re only sorry because you hurt her” she tutted.
“I’m sorry because I hurt you too” you whispered as she looked at you.
You were looking at each other for so long you felt like you were going crazy. You watched her lean in as your mind raced.
If you kissed her, that was you and Lia done forever. You loved Lia.
If you kissed her, it would be the start of you and her. So, there was only one thing to ask yourself.
Did you love Alessia?
Falling Down Under (Lia Walti x Alessia Russo x Arnold!Reader)
Part 1
A/n: For the purpose of this story, Caitlin and Lia never dated. They were just good friends. Based in 2023 post World Cup. MDNE 🔞
You and your older sister Mackenzie were a dynamic Aussie duo. Both of you played professional football in England, just for different clubs. Mackenzie played in goal for West Ham and that is how she met her girlfriend, Kirsty. You played in defence for Arsenal and you would like to say that is how you met your girlfriend, Lia. When actually, that is why you play for Arsenal.
You and Lia had met a year before you signed for Arsenal and you were still living in Australia. You were in England, visiting your sister, when one of Mackenzie’s best friends, Caitlin, introduced you two.
You went back to Australia, after sharing a drunken kiss or two with Lia, not thinking much else of it. But when the contract came from Arsenal, the two of you began speaking more often, and two years later, here you were, living together and playing for Arsenal.
It was great being so close to Mackenzie that the both of you could meet up regularly and take Kirsty and Lia with you. You also got on really well with your Australian teammates on the Arsenal team, as well as Leah, who was Lia’s best friend and Katie, who was Caitlin’s girlfriend.
Due to an ongoing ankle injury, you weren’t heading off on the international break. You were one of the few at Arsenal who weren’t, as well as Leah and two or three others. Lia had gone back to Switzerland for camp, but you stayed in London due to your rehab taking place at Arsenal. You would have loved to go home with her and cheer her on. International camp had been quite difficult for her the last while.
You agreed to look after Steph’s dog and Katie and Caitlin’s cat while they were gone, with the help of Leah, as both of your brains were the equivalent to one normal humans. Leah was still nursing her ACL injury but was probably two months off playing again.
While Lia was gone, Leah came over every day, even opting to stay over some nights to watch movies, or the matches, as well as making you cook for her.
She’d ditched you, however, on the night of the England home match to go to the game in person. Lia’s game was also on at that time so you’d decided not to go with Leah and stay home to watch the more important Lia in your life. You were chilling on the couch with Calvin, Steph’s dog, when Leah called. You’d just got off the phone with Lia who was back in the team hotel after their victory over Denmark today.
“Mate, you should come out” Leah shouted down the phone, before you could even say hello.
“Where are you?” You asked as you heard her think out loud for a few seconds.
“I’m not sure” she laughed, you could tell she was slightly tipsy.
“Drop me your location” you replied as you heard silence, and then suddenly a ping. She was only a 15 minute drive away, and a night out did sound tempting.
“I’ll be there soon” you said, hanging up the phone and standing up gently to not disturb Calvin or Coopurr. You got ready and made sure the cat and dog were both okay before you locked up the house and headed out.
The bar was packed out with Lionesses, but you eventually spotted Leah, who waved at you frantically. The Arnold genes, in regards to height, really helped in these situations. You stood at a happy 6’1, towering over almost everyone in the league.
“You know the girls” Leah said swinging her arm up and around you and pointing to her England teammates who all smiled and waved at you.
She eventually left you to mingle as she went to get you a drink. You drifted towards Lotte, knowing her really well from playing beside each other for the last 2 years. When Leah came back, she handed you your drink and pulled you by the hand to the dance floor. When you were a few drinks deep, your eyes locked with your new-ish Arsenal team mate who was dancing with a group of the younger English girls. She smiled at you and gestured you over. Was it bad that you couldn’t stop thinking how good she looked?
“Hi” you shouted over the music as you got close to her.
“Hi” she smiled at you, squeezing you tightly as she wrapped her arms around you.
“You alright?” You asked as she nodded with a drunken giggle. “What’s so funny?” You asked with a smirk, knowing the girl was very drunk.
“Your accent sounds thicker than usual” she laughed as you shook your head at her.
“Maybe you’ve just never noticed it” you slurred as she put her hand on your toned bicep with a grin.
“Maybe you should talk to me more” she said with a squeeze to your arm. “When does Lia get home?” She asked.
“Tomorrow afternoon” you replied, Alessia’s hand still firmly gripping your arm.
“So you can stay out a bit longer and dance with me then?” She smirked as you nodded and bit your lip. Leah was too drunk to notice how flirty this conversation was getting. But the thought never even crossed her mind to be concerned. Alessia had a boyfriend and you were happy with Lia.
She had a hold of your hand as she spun around in your grasp, your other hand fell to her waist and you pulled her hips tightly against you. Luckily, everyone was far too drunk to notice this situation. You were willing to risk everything right there and then just for one chance with her.
“What about you?” You asked, “Where’s your boyfriend to dance with you?” You smirked.
“I don’t want to talk about him” she whispered in your ear as she swung her hand around your neck, still with her back pressed to your front.
Your hands on her waist tightened their grip before starting to slide lower, painfully slowly for Alessia’s liking. You continued to dance to the music with her, your hands getting lower on her body and your lips getting closer to her neck, before Leah came over. She had no idea what she was breaking up, but yanked you away anyway to dance. Leah had poured a shot of god knows what down your throat and that seemed to wash away any memories of Alessia’s existence, let alone the fact your were seconds away from almost fucking each other in the middle of the dance floor.
You stood shouting the lyrics loudly to the song with her as Alessia watched you both. She couldn’t get over how care free you looked. You’d barely made an effort with getting ready yet you still looked fit. She hated you for letting the thoughts even cross her mind that she wanted you to take her home or to a bathroom stall, she didn’t really care where it happened.
She had become good friends with Lia since joining Arsenal, but there was something about you that she just found so endearing. Although Lia was her friend and she cared about her boyfriend, selfishly, she would forget about them both in a split second if you so much as looked in her direction.
You left the night club shortly after with Leah, not looking in Alessia’s direction again for the rest of the night. Not out of bitterness or fear you might act on it. Mostly because you were so drunk you forgot the blonde was even there.
-
The next morning, you picked Lia up from the airport, picking her up and spinning her around as she came through arrivals. You took her bags and led her towards the car.
“You look tired, my love” she said as she stroked the back of your head on the drive home.
“I went out last night with Leah. Didn’t get home until late” you yawned.
“Just you and Leah?” She laughed as you shook your head.
“The whole England squad” you shrugged, making her laugh more.
“Did you miss me?” She teased, already knowing the answer was yes.
“Of course” you smiled, grabbing her hand and placing a gentle kiss on it, continuing to drive home.
You and Lia were quite a cute couple. You didn’t shy away from the fact you were together. You liked being in each other’s company and she loved physical touch.
Whenever you went on a team night out, or were just over in someone’s house for a party or get together, you and Lia loved getting lost in each other. You were pretty sure Lia’s favourite thing in the world were drunk kisses. Maybe because that’s the first thing you two shared. You were both known for slipping off early, or to somewhere more private because you both craved each other like it was an addiction.
Which is why, the next day at training, Alessia could have thrown up when she saw you come in hand and hand to the cafeteria. She felt like she was going to kill someone when your arms draped over Lia’s shoulders as her back pressed against your front, the position you were in with Alessia on the dance floor, while you waited for your food.
“You feeling alright Less?” Beth asked, as she slipped out of her trance and nodded, pushing her food away from her.
“Oh look who it is” Steph giggled as you both sat down at the table.
“Good morning” you smiled as you pulled Lia’s chair out and she sat down, before you slotted into the seat beside her.
“You two look, what’s the word?” Caitlin asked a hint of sarcasm in her voice.
“Worn out?” Katie winked as you groaned.
“Refreshed?” Leah chimed in with a smirk.
“Suppose it had been two weeks. That’s probably a new record for you two” Steph smirked as you reached over and slapped her head.
“Shut up” you grunted as you rolled your eyes.
Your eyes once again found Alessia’s, who was sat at the other table with Beth, Viv, Kyra and Vic. You couldn’t look away. She was quiet towards you all the time, but since your flirty encounter the other night she hadn’t said a single word to you. She’d made an effort to say hello to everyone today, just not you.
If you were honest, you couldn’t exactly remember much of that night. The close touches and what might have been had been long forgotten by you. But not Alessia. She couldn’t even look at you the same way. Now she’d felt your hands pressed against her body she felt weak anytime you touched Lia, which was constant.
-
It’d taken some time, but you’d been progressing well in rehab and were fit to play some minutes in the next game. You were also really happy as you were back to full training sessions from today.
In the match at the end of training, you and Alessia were on opposite teams, meaning you were marking her. She hadn’t spoken to you since the International break and you couldn’t really see why. Steph was beside you in defence, while Lia was on Alessia’s team, another person Alessia had avoided, unless it was really necessary. The ball was played into the box and as you jumped to clear it, you pulled at Alessia’s waist to help you get up high enough.
“Get off me” she huffed as she jogged away.
“Sorry, you okay?” You asked, reaching to grab any part of her to pull her back. Your hand gripped hers as she spun back towards you.
“I said get off” she shouted, pushing you and sending you tumbling towards the floor, knocking you straight onto your ankle that zinged in pain.
“Wally” Beth shouted to get your girlfriend’s attention, before pointing in the direction of where you lay on the floor gripping your ankle and wincing in pain. Lia sprinted over to you and dropped to her knees quickly as the Arsenal medic started jogging towards you.
“Baby, what happened?” Lia asked, looking extremely concerned, clutching your cheeks to force you to look at her.
“I fell” you said, making quick eye contact with Alessia who was stood over you in a panic. The medic assessed your ankle and helped you up off the ground and off the pitch, towards the medical room.
“Play on” a coach shouted as someone stepped into your place that was on the sideline. Lia jogged back over to her position, whispering to Beth something as she passed. She looked visibly upset but she knew you were okay. Alessia looked as pale as a ghost.
When the medical staff guided you into the physio room, inside was already full with Viv, Leah, Laura and Teyah, all going through their individual rehab programmes. Leah saw you as soon as you limped through the door, with a physio either side of you.
“What happened?” She asked putting her hands on your waist and replacing the physio on your left side that was helping you towards the bed.
“Nothing” you shrugged her off, “I just fell” you huffed as you sat on the physio bed.
The physios confirmed you were back to square one with your injury, and needed to use crutches for the next few days. They put a boot on your foot and you crutched into the dressing room, with Leah trudging behind you chatting about anything else to take your mind off things. You sat down beside Lia, who put her head on your shoulder and gripped her hands around your arm, much like Alessia had done the other night.
“You okay?” She asked sympathetically.
“Back to square one” you grunted towards your ankle. You were holding both crutches in one hand now as she had moved to hold your hand.
Alessia couldn’t help but stare at the crutches in your hand as she knew she’d caused it, yet you’d told nobody she was at fault. Everyone else wasn’t looking at the interaction, so only you knew the truth. You knew her intention was never to hurt you, she was harmless. She’d just caught you on a bad angle at a bad time in your recovery period.
Lia carried the bags to the car and drove you both home, singing all the way to your favourite playlist and making you chuckle. She was so good for you, and you knew that.
@arsenalwfc Jonas Eidevall confirms that Y/n Arnold went over on her ankle in today’s training session and will be out for an extended period of time.
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You were feeling extremely down, not really up for doing much other than crutching in and out of your physio appointments. Even at that, Lia was retorting to pulling you out of bed each morning to leave. Between looking after you, training, and college work, Lia was up to her eyes. You mostly were just lazing around after training, playing Xbox with Leah in your house.
“Are you gonna come to the game this weekend?” Leah asked as you shot another zombie. You shook your head at her while she huffed and went back to your game. You’d been dodging all the matches since you got injured again, you just couldn’t face it. It was bad enough having to go to the building everyday.
Leah excused herself for a minute while she went into the kitchen to grab a snack and you continued to aggressively shoot anything in your path on the TV. Lia was at the kitchen table, notepads and books everywhere while she stared at the laptop with her hands through her hair.
“Wally? All okay?” Leah asked. The brief question caused Lia to just break down in tears, as Leah wrapped her arms around your girlfriend. “Hey, talk to me” Leah cooed.
“I can’t do this on my own anymore” Lia cried. “I’m trying to do everything alone and she’s giving me nothing back”
“She seems really distant since she did the ankle again” Leah nodded.
“I get she’s upset” Lia sighed. “I just feel like she’s not here most of the time”
“I’ll talk to her” Leah sternly said, stepping away from Lia to make her a cup of tea before going back into you. Leah was your friend. But she was your friend because you were with Lia, so if you did something to piss Lia off, Leah sided with Lia.
You got a stern talking to, and from there, you’d made more of an effort with helping Lia with things around the house. As well as that, you were staying longer at the training ground too, opting to stay around for lunch. Lia was happy that you had began to make more of an effort again, but another of your team mates was not too impressed that you were around a lot more.
You’d finished up at your appointment, hobbling down to get to the canteen on your crutches. Just as you turned the corner, you crashed into the blonde who was busy on her phone. She winced as she felt you begin to topple over but reacted quickly to reach out and grab you.
“Sorry” she whispered. She’d pulled you so close against her that your lips were only centimetres away. You’d never noticed how ocean blue her eyes were before as you looked into them.
Your breathing became a bit heavier as you felt her leaning in. A quick memory of that night danced into your mind but as an array of voices came flooding through the corridor, it quickly washed away. She released her grip on you and brushed passed you, without another word. You were caught in a weird trance of wondering if you should follow her or not.
“Baby?” Lia smiled as you turned to catch her eye-line, knocking you completely out of your train of thought. “Coming?” She asked as you nodded and crutched over to her.
Alessia’s eyes burned through Lia’s head for the entirety of lunch. It frustrated her how Lia touched you and how much you cared about her. She was hopelessly in love with you and so jealous of Lia.
When she’d realised that she had feelings for you, regardless of whether they were mutual or not, she broke up with her boyfriend. But you didn’t know that. Why would you? You barely spoke to each other.
Alessia’s performances on the pitch hadn’t been great. She had been in the starting XI but eventually was dropped to the bench due to poor performances. With the pool of talent that England had, she’d also been dropped out of the squad for this international break. Here you were again, your girlfriend in Switzerland, your sister in Australia and all your friends at their respective training camps, as you sat on the couch with a cat and a dog that weren’t even yours.
You’d invited Kirsty, who was also injured, over and she had messaged you a little while ago to say she was on the way. So, when you heard a knock at the door, you presumed it was her, even though her and Mackenzie had keys. You were off crutches now but your ankle was still heavily taped up and you hadn’t been cleared to run just yet. When you opened the door, you were just surprised to see Alessia stood on the other side.
“Oh, hello” you said, puzzled as to why she was here.
“Can I come in?” She asked as you nodded and stepped back to let her in.
“Are you alright?” You asked as you closed the door and followed her into the living room. She’d been over at your house a couple of times for team bonding or spending time with Lia, prior to that night.
“No” she replied sternly. “I’m not” You weren’t really sure what to say. The only conversation you’d ever properly had was the night you were drunk and you could barely remember it.
“I didn’t mean for this to happen” she said, looking at your ankle.
“No, it’s fine. I get you were angry” you shrugged.
“Why do you think I was angry?” She asked. You hesitated for a minute, trying to think back to the events leading up to her pushing you to the ground.
“You’d asked me to get off and when I touched you again, and I guess-” you began as she sighed.
“You don’t get it” she cut you off.
“Get what?” You asked.
“How can you not see that I’m so in love with you?” She shouted, but you sensed the regret the minute the words fell from her mouth.
“Alessia” you breathed out, an empathetic tone to your voice.
“I know you’re with Lia, I’m not trying to stand in the way of that” she began. “But that night after that England game has been on my mind since it happened. You were acting like you wanted it too and I don’t know where I got it wrong” she sighed.
“I was drunk” you slid your hand up your neck and began to rub the back of your head, anxiously.
“So was I, but I can still admit I flirted with you. Why can’t you?” She snapped. “It was your hands on my waist, pulling me closer. Not the opposite way around” You had remembered one thing and that was the feeling of her pressed against you as you two danced.
“I’m sorry” you huffed.
“So, you don’t like me?” She asked bluntly and you hesitated again. Something inside of you was telling you to say yes, something else was screaming no. You just couldn’t work out which one was your head and which was your heart.
“Just say you don’t and we can drop this and forget it ever happened” she said, giving you another opportunity to turn her away.
When you didn’t reply again, she pushed by you to get to your front door, but you pulled her back by the hand. When she’d turned to face you, both of your eyes had met the other’s lips. She took that as full permission and leaned in to kiss you. It was aggressive, like it was all you’d both wanted to do for the few months of knowing each other.
She pushed you backwards, as your legs hit the couch and you quickly sat down. She wasted no time in straddling your lap, sinking her knees into the couch that were placed either side of your legs. You moved to kiss her neck and she pushed your shoulders to move you off of her. You thought she was going to tell you to stop, that this was a mistake but instead, she took her T-shirt off as your eyes fell to her chest.
“You can continue” she smirked, pulling the back of your head towards her, as you sucked on the girl’s neck exactly where she had positioned your head to be.
“Fuck” she groaned as your hands slid from her waist up her back, reaching to unclip her bra. Only, you never got the chance.
“What the hell is going on?” Kirsty demanded as you both broke apart abruptly. You regretted the day you gave her and Mackenzie keys.
Not So Polar Opposites (Alessia Russo x Morgan!Reader)
Part 2
The night had turned out to be fun, despite you and the blonde barely speaking and you spending most of your time with Esme. It wasn’t a party as such, more of a get together where ungodly amounts of food was ordered and consumed, and there was a few games played before you all watched a movie.
You’d just sat yourself down on the couch, getting the movie set up, while everyone was packing away the games and putting the remaining food into bowls to bring inside.
“Have you decided what we’re watching?” you heard the familiar voice chirp from the living room door.
“Not yet” you shook your head with a smile. “Any suggestions?” you asked, as she sat down and you handed her the remote. She flicked through a few options before settling on one, content with her decision.
“That one” she smiled and handed you back the remote.
“Seriously?” You rolled your eyes playfully.
“It’s a good movie” she protested with a gasp, punching your arm lightly. The room soon started to become filled with people. Esme looked over to the couch where you and Alessia were caught up in conversation.
“You two best not speak during the movie” Esme laughed as you frowned at her for interrupting.
“Sorry Es, I’ll let you sit down here” Alessia smiled at your sister, realising that she was the odd one out in this bunch of Arsenal players. You can’t remember your brain telling you to do it, but your hand fell over Alessia’s and squeezed it.
“Don’t” you mumbled. While the England striker couldn’t quite comprehend what you’d just done, she nestled back into the chair. Thankfully, Leah came in behind Esme, putting her arm around her shoulders and pulling her to another couch. You noticed the two of them were whispering and laughing as they walked towards the seat.
“Ready to go, yeah?” Katie shouted as the room hummed back in agreement. “G’wan then Morgan, hit play” she added as you pressed the button.
The conversations fizzled out and everyone was glued to the movie. Anytime someone laughed, Alessia looked at you with a smug look, still trying to prove she had picked a good film. It was only when she’d looked at you for the 10th time, she noticed you hadn’t let go of her hand. You thought back to that night in England camp when just the two of you watched a movie together and how she struggled to get comfortable. But your mind slowly started drifting to think about how she felt pressed against you.
“You okay?” She asked as you nodded at her, her eyes still focused on the screen. You looked back towards the TV and after a few seconds you felt her head fall onto your shoulder. You finally let go of her hand and subtly wrapped it around her waist to bring her further in beside you. You and Alessia were whispering back and forth now, to not disturb anybody.
“Es, are you sure you two are twins?” Leah chuckled quietly. “Her arm is bigger than your head”
“Have you ever heard of the phenomenon that is non identical twins?” Esme teased.
“I don’t think that’s the correct term” Leah laughed, as she cocked her head. “Speaking of her arm, have you seen where it is?” Leah smirked as the two of them looked over at you.
“They’re cute” Esme smiled, knowing that whatever you had with Alessia was making you happy right now.
“Do they like each other?” Leah asked your sister who shrugged.
“I know Y/n likes Lessi, but not sure on the other way around”
“Well, I can find that part out” Leah nodded.
-
You woke the next morning, quickly realising you and Alessia hadn’t budged from the couch or from next to each other. You noticed a few other bodies around the room that clearly had stayed over too.
“Morning” Alessia smiled at you, now noticing you were awake.
“Hey, you alright?” You asked as she nodded against you. “Do you drink coffee?”
“Yeah, why? Are you making one?” She replied. You looked around the room, not really in the mood to make coffee for all the people that were down here and probably all the people who were upstairs too.
“Maybe we could go out?” You hummed.
“Like together?” Alessia raised her eyebrows.
“No, like you go to one coffee shop, I go to another one, and then we meet back here?” You teased as she rolled her eyes at you. “Go get your shoes and we’ll go, yeah?” You asked and she nodded, pushing herself gently off you.
You walked outside the room, both of you had agreed to walk to the coffee shop until you were both now stood in the doorway looking at the pouring rain. “Car it is” you said, grabbing your keys off the shelf and tossing the girl a hoodie that you had left at the bottom of the staircase. You hurried out to the car ahead of the girl and opened the passenger door, waiting patiently until she was inside to close it and run around to your side.
The place was as busy as it usually was for this time of the morning.
“Go take a seat, I’ll order. What do you want?” you smiled at the blonde as she gave you her coffee order and wandered off to get a table. You arrived back at the table with both of your coffees, and slid her one to her across the table.
“Thank you” she said, taking a sip. “So, I was talking to Katie” she began.
“Yeah?” You mumbled, sipping from your mug.
“She accidentally found out something, and I just know Katie being Katie, she’ll tell you before I got a chance to” she began. You hummed and nodded, to indicate she could continue. “I really like you, Y/n”
“I really like you-” you mumbled before she cut across you.
“And not in a friends way that I think we get along, I mean we do really get along, I just mean I-”
“Less” you stopped her rambling by placing your hand over hers. “I really like you too” you smiled, after finally getting it out. She smiled back at you, she didn’t expect that you felt the same way. Clearly you had been wrong in assuming she knew you liked her in that way.
“So what does this make us?” She asked.
“I don’t wanna ruin anything here by rushing into something” you shrugged.
“Well, I’d like to get to know you more” she giggled. “Away from all the tattoos and muscles” You smirked at her comments before letting out a chuckle.
“Would you want to go on a date then?” You raised your eyebrows at the smiling girl, who nodded at you.
“Is this our first one?” She asked. Your phone that was sat on the table, face up, began to buzz, and you both looked to see Katie’s caller ID.
“Hello?” You answered, an instant frown taking over your face, one that Alessia had grown to hate whenever it appeared.
“Where ye?” She asked.
“Me and Less just went to grab coffee” you mumbled.
“Bring me back - actually one second - lads” you heard the Irish girl shouting on the other end of the phone and eventually giving you everyone’s coffee order.
“We, uh, best head back” you mumbled as the blonde nodded. You ordered the coffees and put them into multiple holders, both of you taking handfuls each. You got them safely into the back of the car before you both sat inside.
“For what it’s worth, that was a nice first date” Alessia giggled, and kissed your cheek. You had a grin on your face the whole way home while she sung along to the music she had playing, hooked up from her phone.
You dished out the coffees to your team mates when you got in, and everyone was thankful. Not thankful enough that they offered to pay you back, but happy nonetheless.
Esme gave you a look and through your twin telepathy, you knew she wanted to speak to you, alone. You followed her into your living room while everyone was still in the kitchen. Alessia and a few others had started cooking.
“You and Lessi seemed cosy last night” Esme grinned and wiggled her eyebrows at you as you both sat on the couch.
“Yeah” you chuckled. “I asked her on a date when we went for coffee, and she said yes” you nodded with a smile.
“Ah” Esme squealed and jumped against you for a hug. “It’s so cute! I’ve never seen you hung up on a girl before” she did a sort of happy dance as you rolled your eyes.
“Oh, ye like someone then do ye?” Katie smirked from the doorframe.
“No” you huffed, shaking your head and instantly getting to your feet. You couldn’t let the facade of being like her drop. “Esme is just fucking around” you explained.
“Language” Esme tutted.
“Yeah Y/n, don’t be cursin’” Katie teased. “Come on, breakfast is ready” she nodded as she walked back to the kitchen.
“Why won’t you tell her? You two are best friends” Esme frowned.
“She’ll just take the piss out of me for it, just please don’t say anything” you said frantically, a little panicked that Katie could still be in ear shot. You both walked back into the kitchen and were instantly met by a giggling Alessia.
“Hi” she smiled.
“Hi” you smiled back.
-
Your free time eventually aligned and you had arranged with Alessia to go to the cinema and for dinner. You got ready in your bedroom, before heading downstairs quickly, grabbing your keys and opening the front door. You thought you’d made an escape, but groaned at the sound of her voice.
“Morgan, where’d ye think you’re goin’? Get back here” Katie shouted from the living room.
“I’m just heading out for a while, I’ll be back” you explained as you poked your head in the door of the room.
“Where ye goin’? Who ye goin’ out with?” She frowned, causing Caitlin to squeeze her arm at the intrusion of privacy.
“Just to the shop” you shrugged.
“Dressed like that?” Katie laughed. You were dressed overly fancy for just a trip to the shop.
“You have a lovely time wherever you’re going puddin’” Caitlin smiled as Katie’s head whipped around to give her a dirty look. You took that as your opportunity to run out the front door. “Leave her alone” Caitlin poked her girlfriend’s nose.
“I don’t get it, we’re like best mates and she’s clearly seein’ someone and won’t tell me who” Katie huffed.
“Because she’s probably scared you will poke fun, like you always do” Caitlin smirked. “Maybe try just being nice to her for a change, and she might open up. Why are you getting so worked up over it?”
“Because I know Lessi likes her” Katie shrugged.
“Why didn’t you tell me this sooner?” Caitlin shouted, and gently punched Katie in the arm.
“Ow” Katie grunted. Maybe it wasn’t a gentle punch.
-
“Y/n” Alessia waved at you from the entrance of the cinema.
“You alright?” You smiled as you got beside her and she kissed your cheek again.
“I got the tickets” she said, shoving them into your hand.
“Oh god, you picked the film?” You teased as she rolled her eyes at you. “You didn’t need to pay, I could have-”
“You can get dinner” she smiled as you nodded. “Ready then?” She asked, sticking her hand out, which you took instantly.
For some reason, the most easily scared person in the world had ended up booking you both to see a horror movie. You sat awkwardly, not really sure which way to act, twisting the rings on your fingers every few seconds while she sat practically curled in a ball, jumping at every single scare.
“Give me your arm” she eventually whispered, pulling it without you even having to move. She pressed her head against the back of her shoulder, but you readjusted so she was pressed against you and your arm was wrapped around her.
“Why did you pick this movie, Lessi?” You chuckled.
“I didn’t realise it was a horror” she whispered with a laugh. “I also didn’t realise there was that much blood inside someone’s body” she gagged as you laughed at her.
“You wanna go?” You asked as she shook her head.
“Just don’t move” she whispered as you pulled her tighter.
“I’ve got you” you cooed, and Alessia thought she was going to melt at your words. Dinner was a lot less gory, and much easier to talk through.
“I’m so sorry about the movie” she giggled.
“Don’t worry about it, I liked it” you shrugged.
“You and Esme are like polar opposites of each other” she teased.
“Yeah, I guess” you laughed.
“Do you think she would mind? You know-” Alessia said softly, moving her hands to indicate she was speaking about the two of you, dating. Although, that’s not really what you two were labelling your current situation.
“Us?” You asked and she nodded. “No, Esme told me to ask you out when I told her I liked you” you smiled.
“You talked to her about me?” Alessia grinned.
“Is that okay?” You were met with another smile and nod. Dinner was nice, you paid before walking Alessia back to her car.
“I had a really nice time” she told you, as she leaned against her car.
“Me too” you nodded. “Would you want to go out again?” You asked.
“I’d love to” she giggled. “No horror films next time” she added, making you laugh.
“Maybe something like bowling? Or mini golf?” You suggested.
“Why don’t you come around mine then after? I’ll cook for you” she said, as your eyes fell to her lips as you nodded. Usually, you’d be happy to just take a girl back to hers or yours, right now. But you meant it when you said you didn’t want to rush things with her. “Goodnight” she smiled, pressing a quick peck to your cheek and getting into her car.
“Night, Less” you mumbled back, watching the car take off before you walked back to your own. When you got back to the house, you tried to make a beeline straight for the staircase but the ungodly Irish accent stopped you again.
“Get in here now” she shouted as Caitlin rolled her eyes and headed for the kitchen.
“What’s up?” You asked casually.
“What’s up? You’ve been gone for 5 hours and didn’t answer any of my calls or texts”
“You’re not my mum, I can go out and stay out for as long as I want” you shrugged.
“Well sorry for carin’ about my best friend” she scoffed as you sighed and stepped into the room, taking in her full sulking form on the couch.
“If I tell you who I was with, do you promise you won’t take the piss?” You hummed as the girl looked puzzled, like she was debating it.
“She promises” Caitlin shouted from the kitchen.
“It’s no big deal, but I took Alessia out on-”
“That’s a huge deal” Katie shouted as she got up to hug you. “Ah man, I’m delighted. I know she really likes you” she squeezed your shoulder.
“Well only you and Esme know, so please keep it between us” you warned.
“Caitlin knows too” Katie smirked.
“Yes, but I can trust Caitlin won’t tell anybody” you hit back, verbally and physically.
“Rude” Katie grumbled, before handing you your PlayStation controller. You played a few games of Rocket League with her and Caitlin before heading upstairs and calling Esme.
“Hello” your sister giggled when she answered.
“Hey” you smiled. “You okay?” You asked, noticing she was a lot more giggly than usual.
“Look, look” she shouted, flipping the camera around to show you a light bulb in her kitchen.
“Why am I looking at your kitchen lights?” You laughed.
“I fixed it, by myself” she squealed.
“Definitely an upgrade from the bracelet making” you snickered.
“Hey! Those bracelets take a serious amount of time and effort and are a token of my love and affection” and that set Esme off on a rant about how her crafts make everyone happy, and asked if you were still wearing yours, to which you had to show her your wrist, and then Katie’s and then Caitlin’s.
The date with Alessia was tomorrow’s news now.
-
You arrived the next day at training, meeting the English striker in the car park, which was unplanned, but a nice start to the morning. You sat on a table with her, Caitlin and Katie as you all tucked into your breakfast.
“So I hear you two are-” Katie began.
“Katie” you warned, giving the girl a glare.
“What? I knew Lessi liked you, and now I know you and her are-”
“Mate, I will put your head through the wall if you keep talking” you snapped.
“Why don’t you come around for dinner soon, Lessi?” Caitlin asked.
“Caitlin Foord” you gasped. Normally Caitlin took your side in things.
“I’d love to” Alessia smiled, squeezing your thigh subtly, to let you know it was okay.
“You would?” You frowned as she nodded.
Nothing else was said at the table as a loud shout came from the opposite side of the room and Alessia had left your side to help Steph break up a fight between Kyra and Vic.
“You two are like the worst parents ever” you huffed at the two of them who smirked at you.
You took Alessia on a few more dates, deciding it was best to spend time alone first, continuing to get to know each other better, before bringing her over to your shared home with Katie and Caitlin. On the very last date you went on, before she was set to come over, you were just going to her house to watch a movie, and order in. You’d ended up not going to her house after you went bowling. Neither of you had ever been in the other’s house, except for that one night when Katie had invited everyone over.
“So what’s the overall aim here Morgan? You’re just goin’ to keep takin’ her out places and fuckin’ her but not actually ask her out?” Katie laughed, lying on your bed throwing a tennis ball in the air, as you were getting ready. Caitlin was downstairs cooking dinner for the both of them.
“We’re not - We haven’t-” you stuttered.
“No?” Katie said in a teasing tone. “Ye have kissed her though, ye?” She asked, before she saw your eyes drop to the ground. “Jesus, when ye first moved in here you had a different girl over here every night”
“It’s not like that with her though” you shrugged. “I don’t want to fuck it up”
“You’re just goin’ to hers tonight aren’t ye?” She asked and you nodded. “You’ve got to try push from just bein’ mates, otherwise ye can start takin’ me on all these nice dates” she laughed.
“I don’t really know what to say” you shrugged.
“Just be honest like, what’s the worst that could happen?” Katie asked.
“Yeah” you nodded as Katie got off the bed and made her way to the bedroom door. “Katie?” You coughed as she spun back around and felt you crash against her. “Thanks for not taking the piss” you whispered as you felt her hands fall on your back.
“It’s alright” she smiled. She was just happy you two were finally at a place you could be honest and comfortable with each other. “But if ye come back here and she’s not your girlfriend, I will never let ye live it down” she smirked and patted your face, before running off to a shouting Caitlin.
You got to Alessia’s house around 7pm, and the blonde instantly greeted you with a warm smile and a hug when she flung the front door to her house open.
“Come in, dinner is just ready” she said as she practically pulled you in.
“I thought you said we were ordering?” You laughed.
“Well, I promised you I would cook for you and then we never did, so I thought maybe I would tonight” she said. “Unless you want to order? Then it’s fine, I can just box it up and bring it for lunch or-”
“Lessi” you put your hands on her waist instinctively, although you’d never been in this position before. “It’s okay, I would much rather whatever you cooked” you smiled as she took a breath finally.
“Go get comfy, I’ll bring it in” she said, kissing your cheek and shoving you towards the living room when you tried to offer to help.
Neither of you knew it, but both of you had gotten pep talks tonight. Leah had also spoken to Alessia and had just left Alessia’s house before the striker had started cooking dinner. You’d both been doing this for far too long without any clarity of what this is.
She eventually landed in beside you, two portions of dinner in hand and ran back in to get two glasses, shouting to ask what drink you wanted. You got the option of water or Pepsi Max and settled on just a water when she rambled on that she only had a few cans left and needed to get more in the shopping. She’d just threw a film on, as you both began to eat. The food was so good that you couldn’t comprehend you weren’t in a restaurant.
“This is really good” you practically moaned.
“You’re like a human hoover” Alessia teased, shoving your arm.
“It’s just so good, Less” you mumbled, mouth full of food.
“There’s more in the-” she began as you got up quickly off the couch to go and refill your bowl, leaving Alessia almost snorting laughing how quickly you moved.
“Maybe I should tell Caitlin and Katie to let you cook when we do that double date” you laughed, almost not even realising what you’d labelled this as.
“Oh, so it’s a double date?” Alessia asked softly. “Listen” Alessia breathed out, placing her bowl on the table, and you followed suit, sensing her tone was serious. “You said you wanted to take this slow, and I respect that. But we are like, dating, right? Like we’re not just friends doing things together”
“I’d like to think we’re dating, yeah” you nodded. “I just kind of thought we already were” you shrugged.
“I just wanted to clarify” she smiled, not pushing you for more.
“When you say dating, do you mean that like it’s just me and you?” You asked.
“Well, we’ve never invited anybody else” she giggled.
“No, I mean” you paused briefly to take her hand. “As in, there is nobody else Less, it’s just you. I want this to be serious”
“Say it then” she urged, as her hand slipped to your shoulder and yours found her waist again.
“Will you be my girlfriend, Less?” You whispered as she nodded and pushed her lips against you. You both melted into the kiss. It was exactly like you’d thought it would be, her lips were gentle and safe. It quickly turned rough and there was a short battle for dominance that you had easily won, when Alessia pulled away.
“Do you still want to take this slow?” She said, a little out of breath. You shook your head frantically, before she pulled you back into her again.
-
Katie 🥄
Please tell me that there’s a good reason why you never came home last night? 😏
Morgan 🐻
Maybe 🤷🏼♀️
I guess me and my girlfriend can tell you over dinner 😉
Forever Was A Sentence (Alexia Putellas x McCabe!Reader)
Part 3.2 (The Laine Catley Story)
A/n - This POV is from an OC who is in a relationship with the Y/n from the FWAS series. Mentions of an abusive relationship from the perspective of the abuser.
“Laine”
“Laine, I swear to god open this door” I heard shouted from outside my bedroom door.
“Fucking hell” I moaned under my breath “What?” I roared back, in a tone I was hoping would scare whoever was dumb enough to be knocking on my door this early.
“It’s Christmas morning. Everyone is downstairs waiting for you so they can open their presents” the person, who I now realised was my mum called, opening my door and letting herself in.
“Hello? Have you heard of personal space?” I said, careful that my tone came across like I was joking as I began sitting up in bed and pulling the covers up to hang across my collar bone.
“Come on, I left you be long enough” she smiled and I yawned and nodded.
“I’ll be down in a second” I smiled sweetly to her so she would leave. I needed her out of that room.
The second the door clicked the boy from last night shot his head up from underneath the covers.
“God, is it actually Christmas morning?” He asked, rubbing his eyes.
“Yes” I nodded, standing up and starting to get changed. “So get out”
“Oh yeah, absolutely” he nodded, following suit and getting into last night’s clothes. “See you then” he said, heading for my bedroom door.
“What do you think you’re doing?” I snapped in a quiet tone, pushing him away from my door. “Are you insane? My entire family is down there”
“How else am I supposed to get out?” He asked like an idiot.
“There’s a window” I scoffed, pointing at my bedroom window.
Once I got whatever his name was to leave, out the window, I trotted downstairs in my Christmas pyjamas to greet my family. I saw my older cousin, Steph, sat there with a smile on her face as our grandparents and aunts and uncles fawned over her. Steph was playing football in London now, for Arsenal, meanwhile I was stuck here.
“Hey” Steph smiled at me as I planted myself next to her on the couch.
“Morning” I yawned back in her face.
Steph had always been a family person. Happy in a relationship. Happy with her job in London. She spoke so highly of London and had invited me to visit a few times, but I never went. I was busy with my job here. I was a star in the A-League in Australia and everyone knew it. I was too good for this league.
I wanted to be like Steph, away from here and starting a life somewhere different. I just knew it would break my parent’s heart if I left. They idolised me. That’s probably why they got me my entire wish list that Christmas.
-
Hearing Steph talking so highly of London to our family really had me thinking about my career. So, after I lifted another trophy and was consistently starting for the Australian national team, I spoke to my agent about the possibility of moving abroad. She put out the word that I was looking for a move to England, to the WSL, and unsurprisingly I was wanted by everyone. Duh.
After chatting with Steph, she made me agree that if I was moving to England I had to join Arsenal. So, when Arsenal offered me the most money, I did it. Steph probably thinks it was for her or something sentimental and family oriented or whatever. I, of course, let her think it because it made me look like a great person.
Once it became public I was heading to Arsenal, I started looking up some of the girls that I was going to be playing with. Some seemed sweet and quiet and I knew straight away to not bother with them. But then I came across one. Irish, cocky, and just my type. I pressed follow on her Instagram and within seconds she’d followed me back. Funny, because it seemed she had a girlfriend.
Katie messaged me first and we got talking a little before I moved to London. The text messages were obviously flirty. You’d be an idiot to not flirt with me. I mean, have you seen me? But I was careful. I didn’t mind a harmless flirt but I deserved to be someone’s main priority in a relationship, so I didn’t do girls or boys that had girlfriends. Not long term anyway.
-
I settled into a place my agent had helped me find and Steph kindly collected me on the first day to go to training. Steph is too good for own sake sometimes. Maybe she thinks I’d do the same for her or something.
“I need your help to point someone out to me” I mumbled as we pulled into the car park.
“Oh yeah? Who?” Steph asked.
“Katie” I smirked as Steph looked at me funny. “She followed me on Instagram” I said. I knew I’d followed her first but Katie wouldn’t correct me if I told people that. Not with some of the things she’d said in her messages to me.
“Well, that’s something” Steph shuddered and I wondered why she did that. I was asking for her to point someone out to me, not for her opinion. I think she thinks I valued her opinion.
We entered the building and on the walk to the dressing room, there she was, walking towards me. She was a little bit more reserved than I’d imagined her to be when we caught eyes. Hers shot down and she didn’t hold eye contact with me.
“Is that her?” I asked Steph. I felt my cousin’s hand touch my back and gently push me along. Steph smiled at Katie as we rushed past her.
“No” Steph whispered quietly as we got into the empty dressing room. “That’s Y/n”
I can’t remember seeing that name when I went to find girls on the team. But she looked so much like Katie.
“She’s Katie’s sister, they’re twins” Steph furthered explained. That made sense.
Only, I’d been talking to Katie for weeks and while she had mentioned she had several siblings, not once had she said she had a twin or that her twin also played for Arsenal. Odd.
“Wait, there’s two of them?” I couldn’t help but smirk. I’d been getting chatted up by the fittest person on this team for weeks and now there was two of them.
“No, I wouldn’t say that” Steph shook her head and busied herself with the contents of her bag. “Y/n isn’t like Katie”
“What do you mean?” I asked.
“I mean, if you want to date one of them, you would be wiser to date Y/n” Steph said sharply. I presumed Katie had a bit of a rep. Well, of course she had if she’d been texting me and still posting her girlfriend in the same breath.
But I liked that thrill, the excitement of the chase and the sneaking around. But maybe coming to London and starting a new life here meant I had to start completely fresh. Maybe dating Y/n was a safer option than dating Katie.
I found it weird Katie never even mentioned Y/n to me. I wonder what their relationship is like because she never even brought her up casually. I wonder how much I could get in the way of their relationship, if any, and drive them apart or further apart. I loved playing games like that.
During that first training session, Caitlin introduced us quickly and I had to admit that Y/n was cute. She didn’t talk much, unlike her loud mouth twin I eventually met later that day.
When I got home I made the bold decision to follow Y/n on Instagram and to no surprise to anybody, she followed me back. She didn’t post anything and she didn’t follow many footballers. Nobody really followed her either. She had a few thousand followers but that was it.
If I was going to have a fresh start, Y/n was the perfect person to do it with.
-
Katie intrigued me. I found her eyes in almost everything I did at Arsenal or out with the team. But her eyes weren’t the only ones with laser focus on me. A similar, very similar pair, always seemed glued to me too. In Y/n’s eyes I found this new sense of warmth and comfort. I really felt like she’d only reserved them for me and they never wandered.
But with Katie, I felt they strayed away from time to time. There was no denying that everytime she looked at me I felt something inside me that wanted her there and then, but I knew I wanted something more. I wanted someone to want me and only me. I deserved to be someone’s everything and I could have that with Y/n.
The problem was that Y/n was never there. Team night outs, absent. Even at training or after a match you would blink and she would be gone. It was infuriating because I wanted her to be there to see if the spark was something that could be developed. I mean, she looked a little like Katie so surely I could morph her into someone I could be with.
But then one night, like magic, she showed up. I couldn’t believe my eyes when I saw her walk in. I noticed straight away that she was on her own. She’d been playing for Arsenal for quite some time but barely anybody knew anything about her.
I’d been trying to get her attention all night, but she seemed quite content to just nurse a bottle of beer and stand aside. I wanted her to gain some confidence and come and speak to me. She had to understand, I was too pretty to ever make the first move.
I felt a hand slide into mine but when I looked up, Y/n was still sat in her spot. Only, she was staring straight at me now. She looked crushed, so I knew the hand in mine belonged to only one person.
“Do ye wanna dance?” Katie asked. I thought about saying no. But she had this smile and her eyes were focused on me and I thought maybe if I just gave her a chance, we would work. Girlfriend or no girlfriend.
So, I danced with Katie for what felt like hours. I let her hands wander all over me and I pressed my body into her. I knew what I was doing. I knew I had her hooked easily. But then I looked over at Y/n. Sweet as could be, looking back at me with what looked like the same bottle of beer. She was looking at me like you long for someone to. She was looking over trying to tell me that she regretted not making a move sooner.
Something in my brain clicked then, Steph’s words of wisdom running through my head as I pushed Katie away from me. I strode forward to get to Y/n and she instantly stood up from the seat she was sat down on. She should feel grateful I was doing this. I’d never done this for anyone.
“Hi, I’m glad you came out” I smiled at her. Her eyes went to my lips and I could tell she would only ever want me. I wouldn’t have to compete for attention, ever. She would only ever want me.
“You look good” I added because she still hadn’t said anything. I knew she was quiet but maybe she was someone that could help me to settle down a little.
“Uh, well” she stuttered. It was a little bit cute. “Ye look really pretty, but like not just tonight. Ye look pretty all the time” she said. I admired that she spoke the truth.
Her accent was strong but not as strong as Katie’s one. It was soft and sweet. I decided there and then that Y/n was the one I was going to be with. So, I kissed her really hard and she kissed me back. She was an awkward kisser but eventually settled into it.
I could make that better later. I could improve her as we went along.
-
I began to realise quickly that Y/n was one of the kindest people you’d ever meet, but she was also quite awkward and boring. Despite getting a girlfriend who adored me, my sex life hit a new all time low. Y/n was a virgin and it showed. But it got better after a few times of me talking her through it. I don’t know if it was working for her, but it certainly was working for me.
But we were building a life together. A nice life if I’m being honest. Y/n was easy to talk to and to explain my thoughts too. She also took my thoughts on board, like when I told her I didn’t like her body, she done things to improve it. She ended up being quite strong and built and it did wonders for her. And me. I didn’t look like I was dating a complete loser.
My relationship was questioned countless times by our teammates and my friends. A lot of the girls didn’t see what I saw in Y/n. Honestly, sometimes I didn’t see what I saw in Y/n. But they would always make comments about how I was too good for her or I could find someone better. But I liked the dynamic I had with Y/n. I was out her league, by miles, and she knew it. That’s what I wanted.
Steph never asked questions. Steph liked Y/n. I think she was the only one who liked Y/n. But Katie asked tons of questions, all the time. Katie thought I was way too good for Y/n and sometimes, I agreed.
There was a night I can remember so clearly. Y/n was staying late at work for media duties. She’d been paired up with Lia. I didn’t really like Lia that much but I think I always did a good job at never letting anybody know I didn’t like them. Anyway, Y/n was at the training grounds and Katie knocked on the door.
We’d been texting and she knew I was over in Y/n house waiting for her to come home. Y/n and I hadn’t moved in together and wouldn’t for another couple of months. But I did stay here a lot. Katie lived in the row of houses behind hers. She was living there with her girlfriend, but they’d recently broken up. So, that’s why Katie was here now.
“Hey” she said as she stepped inside. She seemed stressed which was unusual for her.
“Hi” I smiled back. I made an attempt to give her a hug but she was too quick at getting by me and I had to shut the front door. “Is everything okay? You seem stressed” I asked my girlfriend’s twin who was pacing up and down in the living room while also placing my hand on her arm.
“Look, we’re done. We’ve split up ages now. So why not?” Katie rushed out.
“Why not what?” I asked, confused as to what she was talking about.
“Laine” Katie frowned. I knew she was serious about what she was talking about because Katie always called me Elaine. It was a running joke we had since the day we officially met.
“Yes?” I asked with a slight giggle and she adjusted her arms so her hand was holding mine.
“I want ye. Ye know I do” Katie mumbled and I felt her sort of tug me closer to her.
“I’m with your sister” I placed my hand on her chest and pushed her back lightly.
“Yeah. I know. But come on” Katie groaned. “Ye can’t seriously compare us”
But that’s exactly what I was doing in my head. I was comparing them. I didn’t know Katie had split up with her girlfriend the night I kissed Y/n and maybe if I did, that night would have went differently. But despite not being together that long, I was happy.
“I’m home, Lainey” Y/n shouted from the front door.
“Your sister is here” I called with a smirk, though I didn’t let Katie see that.
“Oh, hello” I saw Y/n smile but Katie didn’t reciprocate it. “Ye here for a bit?” She asked, oblivious that her twin sister just tried to kiss me in her own living room.
“Nah, just headin’ off” Katie shrugged and walked towards the front door. “See ye, Elaine” Katie added. I found it hilarious she didn’t even say goodbye to Y/n.
Katie got with Caitlin quite quickly after that. It did make me slightly jealous for like a second and then I was fine with it. I didn’t need Katie, I had Y/n. I can tell you plain and simply why I chose Y/n over Katie.
I liked to be in control. I could control Y/n.
Once Katie had Caitlin she got back to normal with me. It was good she did because Katie was popular on the team and I couldn’t have people thinking less of me. Ever.
-
Life with Y/n has being going quite well to my surprise. She done everything I asked the very second I asked it. I think Y/n had always classified us, mistakenly, in our relationship, as equals. But thankfully that had been slowly changing. We were in no way equals and she was figuring that out now.
We were together about 4 years. The season was just about to begin and Arsenal took us to America for the pre season. I loved going away to spend time with the girls. We always had such a laugh. Usually Y/n would just stay in, reading like a loser or something, but that was fine with me.
For some reason, Y/n decided to stay down with us tonight as we sat around the outdoor fire pit playing some team bonding games. Asking each other stupid questions, you know the type.
I think it was Leah that asked me who the best person I ever slept with was. I saw Y/n’s face go white as a ghost. It was almost like she was expecting I wouldn’t say her.
“Obviously you” I said reassuringly and I watched her settle back into the seat. “But at the beginning, that was rough. And not in the fun way” I giggled and other people joined in.
Sometimes when I argued with Y/n or poked fun at her, it did make me feel guilty because she was harmless.
But then she started speaking back. I couldn’t believe it. How dare she ever speak to me that way when she’s meant to love me and respect me.
She put up an argument with me about going to visit my family in Australia over Christmas. You know who didn’t put up an argument? Katie. Katie went with Caitlin without hesitation. But I won that argument and now every year we go to Australia.
Then she told me she didn’t appreciate how I spoke about her in front of the team that night in America. Had she lost her mind? I wanted to grab her by the head and- anyway, I’m getting carried away.
-
Y/n will tell you lots of things about what happened in our relationship, but none of them are true. She ran to Barcelona to escape from the horrific guilt she was facing because of what she did to me.
But all I know now is that the love of my life left out of the blue to move to Spain and I don’t know who she’s mingling with there or what she’ll tell them. But it’s all lies.
I had a few girls around the day Y/n left. Katie had called them to say I might need company. Practically the whole team showed up, because they all loved me. Apart from a few, Kyra wasn’t there I don’t think.
But Katie told them everything that Y/n did to me and the team were shocked. I fed the lie because I knew Y/n would be feeding lies about me all over Barcelona and two could play at that game. All of the team that were at my house that night unfollowed and blocked Y/n on social media.
I knew Y/n had spoken to someone about me because just three days after Barcelona posted pictures and videos of her on their social media accounts at training, I noticed something odd on my Instagram.
I had been unfollowed by Alexia Putellas.
Forever Was A Sentence (Alexia Putellas x McCabe!Reader)
Part 3.1 (The Y/n McCabe Story)
I’m not really sure where to start in terms of how I got to playin’ for Barcelona. I guess it all started when I was five or six.
My twin sister, Katie, who everyone knows and loves, started playin’ football when we were five. I didn’t really like football, but I did like Gaelic football, which is the national sport here in Ireland. And I was good at it too ye know. It’s quite similar to the football that you guys know, except ye use your hands a lot more. I dunno. It’s like if ye mixed football and basketball together. Anyway, all ye need to know was that I was really good at it.
I always thought my dream was to play for Dublin, to represent my county at the highest level in the bright sky blue jersey. But instead, that dream was set on fire the day Katie came home and told me that her football team, the football that ye know about, needed someone for a game that night or they’d have to forfeit this big tournament.
My sister is ultra competitive, and always has been. Apparently that’s a really common thing with twins, one of them is competitive and one of them is just really borin’. At least that’s what Katie always says to me, or about me. I dunno.
I was only 13 and I’d never played that kind of football before. But the thing about having a twin, especially when that twin is who she is, is that usually ye just have to agree with whatever she says. So, I missed my Gaelic match and I went to her football match and to be honest, I completely fell in love.
I had to keep my hands behind my back for the whole time to stop me from grabbin’ the ball, because ye could only use your feet in this game. They put me as a centre back and told me not to let anybody get to the goalkeeper. And I didn’t. I guess I was really good at football too because the coach of Katie’s team asked me to keep playin’ with them. And I said yes because Katie told me I was cool after the game, and she’d never been nice to me before.
I wanted to do anything’ to get my sister to like me because it always felt like she never had.
I balanced both for a few years, the teams I trained with had trainin’ on different nights of the week and then I had football matches on Saturdays and Gaelic matches on Sundays. But when I was 17, someone from Ireland, who’d already given Katie some opportunities, decided to give me one too.
Nobody from the county board had approached me to play for Dublin, so I decided to quit Gaelic and pursue playin’ for Ireland. The one thing cooler, I thought, than representin’ your county, is representin’ your country. I didn’t really think much more of playin’ for Ireland other than the fact that it would help get me scholarships for goin’ to college. I never thought of bein’ a professional footballer.
I wanted to be a teacher, a maths and PE teacher to be exact. I worked hard to get good grades in my exams to go to college, but it wasn’t a scholarship bein’ put on my table in the end. It was a professional contract to go and play with Arsenal over in London. At first, we were both a bit shell shocked that it happened. But Katie didn’t hesitate to sign on, she’d barely studied for her exams and she knew she wasn’t gettin’ to college, we both knew that. I was, though.
“I don’t wanna do this without ye” she said to me as we sat opposite the scout from Arsenal. “We’d be footballers, that’d be our job. Ye can always go back and teach” she explained.
She was right about that. I could play football and retire in my thirties and go back and train to teach. So, once again, I sacrificed my dream and went along with Katie. Trust me, it was just easier that way.
She didn’t even come to the school with me to get our Leavin’ Cert results the morning they were released. Both our parents were workin’, so I just went on my own to collect them. I pulled my sheet of paper out of the envelope to reveal my grades. I got 580 points in total. I looked around and it suddenly hit me that despite having such a massive family, not one person was there for me when I got my results. Not one.
I guess I should probably explain, for those not Irish, that grades here are worth points. And no, it’s not like Harry Potter. It works differently nowadays to when I did my Leavin’ Cert, but basically, if you got straight A’s you maxed out at 625 points. There’s more to it obviously, but that’s all ye need to know otherwise I’ll just be borin’ ye.
“Hi” Lauren, a pretty girl in my year smiled at me as she squeezed the envelope that her results sat in. Lauren was the first girl I’d ever liked, once I’d realised that I was into girls. Lauren didn’t like me in that way, she was very popular and hung around with my sister a lot. Everyone liked Katie.
“It’s Y/n” I answered, presumin’ she thought I was my sister.
“Yeah, I know” she nodded at me. “You do know you look nothing alike, don’t you?” She giggled.
“How’d ye do?” I asked her, pointin’ at her envelope which contained her results.
“450” she replied, and I could tell she was delighted with that. Lauren acted dumb to impress boys, but she was actually really clever. We were in a lot of the same classes as each other. “You?”
“580” I answered, but I made sure my tone wasn’t in anyway short or comin’ across to be showin’ off. I wasn’t a show off. I had no reason to show off.
“The smart twin” she laughed and all I could do was shrug my shoulders. “So, you’re going to England to play football?”
“Yeah, I signed a contract with Arsenal”
“And Katie’s going too?”
“Yeah” I nodded.
“Well, I wish you were staying” I remember how my face dropped when she said that and my heart start thumpin’ really fast and hard. I watched as she did a quick scan of the car park of the school, makin’ sure nobody was around before she kissed me.
I don’t think she knew it was my first kiss. She knew I wasn’t popular like Katie, because they went to the same parties and I was never there. But I think she must have thought I’d kissed someone before. I didn’t mind that Lauren was my first kiss, because, as I mentioned, I really liked Lauren.
“Well, now I wish I wasn’t goin’ too” I chuckled, not really knowin’ what else to say. That’s what girls liked to hear, I figured. Girls were strange to me.
Lauren and I texted for a little while after that, she’d even planned to come over to England to see me. But then my schedule and her schedule just got too full on and didn’t align, and then we just stopped talkin’. Lauren’s a teacher now. We would have been goin’ to the same college too.
I think about that often.
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My first day at Arsenal was very dauntin’. I was glad Katie was there, but she knew people from the Ireland team that I didn’t. She was playin’ senior football, and I was playin’ for the under 19s team. I didn’t really mind Katie abandonin’ me at trainin’, despite the whole reason me bein’ here was because she couldn’t do it without me apparently.
I didn’t really branch out and make friends, but the coaches liked me. They liked that I worked really hard, and soon the Ireland senior coaches got wind and I was suddenly promoted to the senior Ireland team.
If you ask anybody, they’ll always tell ye that it’s clear and obvious me and Katie were friends on top of bein’ twins at one stage of our lives. It was between the period of me startin’ to play football and when we signed for Arsenal.
We stopped bein’ friends when she was sent on loan to Scotland, and I was kept at Arsenal. But I guess, we stopped bein’ twins when Laine came along. I dunno if that makes sense. Katie never looked at me the same once Laine became my girlfriend.
Ye all know the situation with Katie’s love life. I don’t really want to get into it, but anyway, she is with Caitlin now and they live together in the row of houses that are just behind mine. When we first moved to England, we obviously lived together and then when Katie went to Scotland, I bought my own place.
But everything in my life was goin’ really good once Katie left, which I know is a horrible thing to say, but people on the team started talkin’ to me, and gettin’ to know me. I wasn’t just the person that was the add on to their friend anymore. I was a whole separate person. I liked when I felt like I was a person.
Katie came back, and I was happy she was back and livin’ so close to me. And I really liked Caitlin even before they started goin’ out. She was nice to me, and she introduced me to Laine.
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Laine was related to a girl on the team called Steph, and for those of you that don’t know Steph, she is a really solid person. I often went to her for advice on things when Katie wasn’t around or didn’t want to speak to me. So, I kind of presumed if Laine was related to her, that I’d be fine.
When I first saw Laine, it was at trainin’ and she was walkin’ to the changin’ room with Steph.
“Is that her?” I remember Laine asked her cousin, but I don’t think she thought I heard. Steph smiled at me, but she didn’t answer her cousin straight away. I kind of felt happy Laine knew who I was, because I thought she was so beautiful. Like the most beautiful girl I’d ever seen in my life.
I’d never went on a night out before with the team, but I went out to celebrate the start of the season because Laine was goin’ to be there. Katie and her ex girlfriend had just recently split up, so I probably should have guessed Katie was tryin’ to find a rebound. And if Laine found me in anyway attractive, unfortunately, that meant she found Katie attractive.
I saw them on the dance floor, and they looked like they were goin’ to- anyway, it doesn’t matter. All ye need to know is that nothin’ happened between them. Because Laine picked me and still to this day I dunno why. She walked away from Katie and came right up to me and told me I looked good and I told her I thought she was really pretty, but not just tonight, I thought it all the time. She kissed me then, really hard.
I had kissed a couple of girl’s between kissin’ Lauren and kissin’ Laine, but I’d never slept with anybody. Laine was the first girl I’d ever slept with, and it was safe to say it didn’t really go great. She definitely didn’t enjoy it, and I didn’t enjoy it in the slightest.
It did get better after a while, for her, I think. I’m not really sure if I’ve ever enjoyed it.
I was happy with Laine though, despite that. And the spare room in my house very quickly became her storage room for all of her things. And my room became our room and my house became our house, after just a few months of datin’. I was really, really happy with Laine, and ye have to understand that. Ye have to understand that it wasn’t always the way ye know about. At one point, I truly do believe Laine cared about me and loved me.
I’ll tell ye about when it went sour I guess. If that’s okay I mean, if not ye don’t need to stick around to listen to me.
It was the first year that Katie had started datin’ Caitlin. I guess Laine kind of had this preconceived idea that the four of us would go to Australia for Christmas. Katie had only been datin’ Caitlin for eight months by then, and we’d already been in Australia just that summer for the World Cup. Katie always liked goin’ back to Ireland to our family for Christmas, so I presumed that’s where we were goin’. With or without our girlfriends.
When I invited Laine back to Ireland, she flipped the lid. She asked me why I wasn’t as committed to her as Katie was to Caitlin. And even though, after a lot of screamin’, I agreed, I think that’s when Laine realised she could snap her fingers and I’d do whatever she wanted.
I felt like I was a committed person, if not I was the only committed person to our relationship. But I had to prove to Laine I was enough for her, otherwise she may have regretted not gettin’ with someone different that night. Maybe even with Katie. I dunno.
-
Christmas was a reoccurrin’ issue in our relationship. Every year we both longed for the comfort of our own families and homes, and every year it was me that had to sacrifice that. I’m goin’ to skip ahead to the most recent Christmas, because I realise I’m ramblin’ and that’s probably borin’. Katie always says whenever I speak it comes across really borin’, so I’m sorry if this is borin’ ye.
When we went to America durin’ the pre-season tour with Arsenal, Laine uh, Laine hit me. Laine has continued to hit me on a daily basis since. From August to early December I was really strugglin’ to cope with the change of dynamic in our relationship. I knew she didn’t love me or care about me anymore, but I guess I’d known that for a while. She hurt my feelin’s and she hurt me, on a daily basis. It was hell, if I’m bein’ honest. But strangely, I loved her still, so much.
So, when the four of us booked the flights to go to Australia, I felt really sick. I knew we had things coming up in Australia. We had Laine’s Australian teammate, Emily’s, wedding. We had Christmas and then New Years. And I thought to myself that I could get through it, because Laine was nice to me in front of her family. I don’t think she’d of hit me in front of her family.
I was really okay with goin’ with her, until she told me she’d booked us into a hotel for the trip.
I couldn’t see any other way out, and that’s something I need ye to know. There was no other way out at that point of my life. So, I backed out of the Christmas night with the Arsenal team that was bein’ held in Caitlin and Katie’s house. I told Laine, despite bein’ sick, that I’d pack our bags and make sure everythin’ was sorted and all she said was “You better”. And when she left, I sat at my desk and I wrote a letter.
I’m not sure why, but I wrote it to Katie. I explained everythin’ to her in the letter, how everythin’ had been with Laine and how it had led me to do what I was goin’ to do. I sealed the letter in a weirdly coloured envelope and wrote her name on it. I had it all planned out, how it was goin’ to happen, but I don’t want to bore ye with the details, because as ye can tell by just listenin’ to me, it didn’t happen.
I was disrupted by a knock on the door and I begrudgingly opened it to see Kyra on the opposite side.
“Hello” she smiled at me, and I didn’t really know what to say. “Katie sent me over to pick something up for her, she said she texted you”
“Okay” I said, racin’ upstairs to grab my phone. I didn’t know Kyra had followed me, but when I grabbed my phone to read Katie’s message I heard her speak again from behind me.
“Is this it?” Kyra asked, holding’ up the letter that was just sat innocently on my desk.
“No” I shook my head and snapped it out of her hand, because I was just terrified she’d open it. We stood lookin’ at each other for a couple of seconds and I tried to figure out what to say to her. “Sorry” I eventually breathed out.
“You’re okay” Kyra nodded. “Well I mean, are you okay?” She rephrased.
I didn’t answer her, instead I just said “Here” and shoved Katie’s speaker that Laine had borrowed, for her meditation and self care time, or whatever she was labellin’ it as, into Kyra’s hands. “That’s what she needs” I said.
“Right” Kyra tried to smile again, but her smile wasn’t like her usual one. “I’ll see you on the plane then”. That was the last thing Kyra said to me before she left, almost like it was a challenge to make sure I was on the flight. She didn’t even wait for my answer to what sounded like a question. She expected me to be on the plane.
And I was.
Australia was hard, really hard. The last six months have been the worst in my life. I’ve lost so much weight, I can barely even look at food without feelin’ sick and I’m just in constant pain.
The night Laine and I had Katie and Caitlin over for dinner and I spilled the wine, was the worst night of my life. And I was really aware this was the worst night of my life in that moment when the thrown glass shattered beside my head and then the bottle of wine went on the floor. I know this is probably an exaggeration, because a lot of people have it worse than me, but it is really how I felt. I’m sorry if that’s an over exaggeration.
When Laine went to bed, I thought to myself, if I stay here, this is only goin’ to be the worst night of my life so far. Despite her tellin’ me that she loved me when she came back to Ireland with me, despite my mam tellin’ me to marry her, despite everythin’ bein’ okay and happy for that brief period of time, I needed to remove myself from Laine in order to just be able to breathe again.
I’m sorry for ramblin’ on. But I hope ye can see why I left Arsenal to go to Barcelona. I know the girls here already know what Laine had told them I did, but I promise ye that none of it is true. I just don’t have the energy or the Spanish skills to explain all of this to them.
Maybe someone will ask me one day how I’m feelin’, but I understand why they wouldn’t. I do hope if someone is going to talk to me that it’s goin’ to be Alexia. I don’t know if someone has told her yet about Laine, but she was nice to be the first day I came and she always smiles at me.
She was the first person I spoke to here. I was distracted by my phone because Laine had texted me and I bumped into her. I said “Sorry” when I bumped into her and when I tried to speak Spanish it made her laugh. I’d like to think she was laughin’ at my Spanish and not just at me. She doesn’t seem like the type. She laughed again when I said “Gracias” to María, who told me to call her Mapi, so maybe it’s just the way I say things.
She looked at me funny when I was on my phone in the changin’ room, but I didn’t really know why. I was too busy tryin’ not to die with the heat. But I couldn’t take my hoodie off. Not until everyone was gone and I could put my long sleeved under armour on.
When the manager introduced me to everyone, nobody even looked at me, so I knew what they all thought of me. I knew what the girls at Arsenal and Ireland thought of me, because they’d all unfollowed me on Instagram. Maybe I should just delete Instagram. But the one person who smiled at me when the manager at Barcelona introduced me to the squad was Alexia.
So, if anybody is goin’ to be my friend, I’d like it to be her.
Forever Was A Sentence (Alexia Putellas x McCabe!Reader)
Part 2
Thankfully for you, the news about Barcelona didn’t break until the season had ended. You were due at Ireland camp for some friendlies and Laine was due back in Australia for her own international camp. You thought this was going to be the way you escaped easily and without so much as a word.
So, you played it cool, mentioning it to absolutely nobody about the upcoming move. You were good at keeping secrets. You were good at keeping things to yourself. And this one was easy, because you had no visible scars attached to this secret.
You were a bit anxious that if Keira Walsh found out you were part of some kind of trade and Arsenal hadn’t exactly put in a bid for her, that she’d tell Leah and then all hell would break loose. But thankfully, that didn’t happen.
However, you didn’t catch any bit of luck during the build up to the transfer, because the one person you desperately needed to go to the opposite side of the world had to pull out of international duty when she’d picked up a niggle in the last match of the season. Caitlin was already out injured, so both of them had originally planned to keep each other company in London, until Katie came up with the idea of both of them coming to Ireland.
International camp was when you usually got a break from Laine. Despite Katie being there, it was the one time you felt like you could breathe without this horrible feeling of fear following after you. But now Laine was going to invade that space for the first time, and you felt sick to your stomach at the thought of it.
-
While you were home, Katie had a feeling something was up, because for the first time in a very long time, you decided to go and visit your parents and your siblings. You couldn’t say much, with Katie sat frowning at you for the entire time you were there, still trying to work out why you’d come at all.
You eventually caught your mam for a few minutes alone, not knowing your twin was eavesdropping on the entire conversation in anyway. But when you asked your mam advice about big life changes and if they’d support you, your mam, and Katie, both picked that up completely wrong.
“Are you proposing?” Your mam gushed, and your stuttering voice made it seem like she had guessed right.
“W-well”
“Aw darling” she smiled, squishing your cheeks gently. “I know you don’t come home much, but I can see why! She’s a lovely girl, she’s great for you”. You don’t blame your mam in the slightest for getting Laine wrong. She barely knew her, and Laine put on a good show.
Laine had thought something was weird when you expressed an interest in going home while you were in Ireland. She was afraid you might try and tell someone something that painted her to be some kind of monster, when she fully believed she was anything but the sort. So, when she was at your parent’s house, acting like the greatest thing that ever happened to you, you knew it would be hard for anybody in your family to believe it if you told them how she treats you.
Before you’d even left the kitchen, Katie had of course told Caitlin, who told Laine, who couldn’t fully believe you were that committed to her, even with everything that had happened, that you wanted to marry her.
“Can I ask ye somethin’?” Katie mumbled to your girlfriend. Katie was stood looking at a picture of the both of you on your first day of school, a picture that was sat on the fireplace.
“Yeah?” Laine replied, sitting snug next to Caitlin on the couch while you were still in the kitchen talking to your mam. Well, she was talking to you now, planning out your wedding that you didn’t have the heart to tell her was never going to happen.
“Do ye not think, like maybe, ye could do better?” Katie asked, turning away from the photo.
“Than Y/n?” Laine frowned, a little confused by the question. Specifically because the person who asked her it was your twin sister.
“Look, you know it” she pointed to Laine, “You know it” she pointed to Caitlin. “And I know it. She’s not exactly the most exciting person, is she?” Katie chuckled.
“Katie, be nice” Caitlin said.
“I just mean, like no offence Elaine, but she’s borin’ as fuck, she never wants to do anythin’. Ye have said before she’s shit in bed, so what’s the appeal? Surely ye could do better?” Katie said, just as you turned through the door of the sitting room.
“Uh, I was just gonna run shop for mam, if anyone wanted anythin’” you said, stumbling into the conversation. You’d kind of known Katie hated you since you and Laine started seeing each other, but now you knew. You just never understood why.
“I’ll go with you, baby” Laine smiled, standing up and squeezing your hand as you both left the room. “Hey, I don’t know how much of that you heard, but don’t listen to her, okay? I love you” she pressed a kiss to your lips and for the first time in a while, you smiled back at her.
“I love ye too” you nodded, leaving the house together, hand in hand. It was easy to fall into the trap with Laine when she was being nice.
“I get it” Caitlin said as you both left the house. “But she’s still your sister, and she’s never stepped a foot out of line with Laine. You should be happy for both of them”
“I am happy for them” Katie nodded. “It’s just frustrating” she added.
“I know” Caitlin said. “But petty grievances need to be set aside now, don’t you think? For my sake too” She hummed.
“Yeah, well, I think I’m a lot happier with the way things ended up” Katie nodded with a smirk, leaning in to kiss her girlfriend.
“You better be” Caitlin giggled back.
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You often wondered how Laine made it so easy to make it look like she was in love with you. Did she love you somewhere really deep down? Or were you just someone she could string along for life, not really looking for someone to be in love with but rather someone to love and worship her. You don’t think she ever loved you, most of the time you believed you were unloveable. Laine had made you feel like you weren’t worth anything, but now you didn’t just feel like it, you believed it.
But you felt the move to Barcelona could help you to break away from believing that. Maybe you could one day feel like you were worth something, even just a little more than how you currently felt.
The trip home though, made you see the side to Laine again that you fell in love with. Maybe it was a fear of being around your family in such close proximity, but she fawned and gushed over you and your relationship. You thought made you’d made a mistake, but you tried to keep reminding yourself that it wasn’t real. The way she was acting wasn’t the real her, it wasn’t how your relationship and your life was.
Your life was miserable and the only way to change it was to get out. You did let yourself slip a few times, trying to soak up some of this good side to Laine. Going out and doing nice things with her, Caitlin and Katie regularly while you were there. You’d also slept together so many times on this trip home that it was becoming impossible to count. You didn’t really enjoy it when things were bad with Laine, but when things were good, so was your sex life.
Only, the second you got back to London, the real Laine quickly became the norm again and you remembered that it was all for show. You needed to get out, and that was exactly what you were going to do.
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You didn’t really get sufficient notice when Barcelona was going to announce the transfer. You’d been given an hours notice that it was going to release, and luckily for you, Laine was out with some of the girls. You raced upstairs and started packing your bags straight away, hoping to get everything packed and be out the door on the next flight to Barcelona without a word to anybody before she even got home.
But you weren’t that lucky. You’d never been that lucky, especially not with Laine.
“Y/n McCabe!” Laine screamed as you heard your front door slam shut.
“Oh fuck” you mumbled quietly, quickening your pace of shoving your clothes into your bags as she came thundering up the stairs.
“You” Laine pointed at you, her finger dragging her body like it was the positive side of a magnet that found its connection against your chest. “What the fuck do you think you’re doing?” Laine growled, poking your chest harshly, making you wince.
“I was goin’ to tell ye. I didn’t know they were announcin’ it today” you explained so softly that it would make it seem like you weren’t lying.
“You can’t just leave!” Laine shouted as you just remained silent, packing your belongings into your suitcases. “Did you hear me?”
“I signed a contract” you shrugged.
“Well, un-sign it” she hissed. “You did this without my permission or even-”
“I don’t need your permission” you grunted, stopping what you were doing to make eye contact with her. “I don’t need anyone’s permission to do what’s right for me” you added bluntly.
“Excuse me?” Laine frowned, not knowing where you’d found this confidence to stick up for yourself and quite frankly, neither did you. Maybe it was because you’d hoped this would be the last conversation you’d ever have with her.
“You can’t seriously think they really want you there? You’ll rot away on their bench. You’re not good enough to play at Barcelona” Laine laughed.
“I don’t care” you huffed, going back to packing.
“Can you just fucking stop it?” Laine screamed, dragging a suitcase away from you and throwing it on the floor behind her. “You are not going”
“I want to leave” you mumbled.
“Well then tell them that we’re a package deal, and that you only go if I do too”
“Do ye not understand that I’m goin’ because you won’t be there?” You groaned.
“I’m sorry, what did you just say?” Laine gasped.
“Laine” you sighed, gripping the bridge of your nose. “I’m fuckin’ terrified of ye. I really do love ye but I can’t live like this anymore” you shook your head.
“So what? This is a move and a break up?” Laine frowned, folding her arms as her eyes burned through your skull.
“I’m worth more than this” you said.
“No, you’re not. I’m the best you’re ever going to get. You’re forgetting your place” Laine screamed as she shoved you backwards into your wardrobe doors. “You’re worth nothing” she added as you held in a yelp while a stinging sensation moved around your shoulder.
“Lainey, please” you begged, letting a soft cry escape your lips.
“Get up” she muttered as you obediently stood back up, clutching your shoulder still. “Before I agreed to date you, everyone thought you were a nobody. I made you, I improved you so that people would like you, and now you think you can break up with me and leave?”
“I think-”
“You don’t get an actual opinion here” Laine warned, shoving her hand over your mouth.
“Elaine?” Katie shouted from downstairs as Laine quickly released you and somehow managed to start screaming crying. If you could have nominated her for an Oscar you would have with how quickly she changed her entire expression and demeanour right in front of you.
“I’m goin’” you mumbled, throwing your stuff into bags as you heard Katie come sprinting up the stairs.
“What is goin’ on?” Your sister demanded, scanning the room to see you packing and Laine sitting down against the wardrobe she just threw you against, crying.
“Why would ye do this to her?” Katie asked, crouching down to rub Laine’s shoulder but directing her question to you. There was no point in answering, they were all going to take Laine’s side, even Katie. And you knew the second you saw Katie go to Laine rather than to you, that you were making the correct decision leaving.
“It’s pointless” Laine sobbed as you did everything in your power not to shoot her the filthiest look you could muster up.
“She won’t talk to me” she shook her head and pressed it against Katie’s knee.
“Can ye just stop for a second?” Katie asked, but you ignored her, continuing on.
“I told you that they’d all forgive you for it. You don’t need to be embarrassed and run” Laine said softly, with an evil look in her eyes that to another person, would be mistaken for sadness.
“Forgive ye for what?” Katie frowned, as you looked at your girlfriend just as bewildered as Katie did.
“It was a mistake, you just got angry. I know you didn’t mean it” Laine added, standing up to go over to you as your whole body froze. She was turning the tables to make herself look like the victim.
“What-what are ye-”
“Did ye hit her?” Katie asked, eyes glued to you but you couldn’t move yours off the way Laine’s lips were smirking at you, out of sight from your twin sister.
“Y/n” Katie shouted, demanding your attention back. The noise of Katie’s shout must have caught Caitlin’s attention, who came running up the stairs.
“No” you shook your head, trying not to let tears form. “I never touched her”
“You don’t need to lie, I told you I forgave you. Just please don’t leave me” Laine pouted as Katie stood there gobsmacked.
“The size of her in comparison to ye, how do ye think that’s alright?” Katie snapped, grabbing you by the collar of your t-shirt and Laine made no effort to stop her.
“Please Katie, ye know I didn’t. Please just trust me” you gulped.
“Why would she lie?” Katie grunted, feeling Caitlin’s hands yank her backwards.
“Ye know what? Go to Barcelona. Ye won’t be fuckin’ missed here” Katie added, and usually that would be the point when someone would storm off. But when the two of them stayed by Laine’s side, your girlfriend taking comfort crying against Caitlin, you realised they wanted you to leave. They wanted you out of this house that Laine had moved into, a house that once only belonged to you.
Your eyes dropped to the ground as you picked up all your bags, making sure this didn’t need to be completed in two stages.
“I’m sorry” you stupidly mumbled as you left the room, solidifying to both Caitlin and Katie that Laine wasn’t lying. Even though she in fact was.
As you left the house in your car, you wondered how fast Laine’s news would get out. It would surely start with the Arsenal girls, but would your family find out? Laine’s family definitely would once her cousin, Steph, who you played at Arsenal with too, got wind of it.
Did Steph even like you? Did any of them even like you? Did your family think so little of you that they’d believe it? Katie definitely did, and if you couldn’t even convince your twin, how on earth would you convince anyone else?
You got to your agents house, looking in the mirror before you got out to make sure you looked presentable. He was going to get your car sent over to Barcelona in the next few days, and was driving you to the airport.
“I hope those bags aren’t full of these” he chuckled, grabbing the arm of your hoodie. “You won’t be needing them in Barcelona” he added.
“Yeah” you mumbled.
“Although I can’t remember a time when you were not wearing a big massive hoodie unless you’re playing” he laughed.
“Yeah” you repeated, brushing the comment off fairly quickly. Your body would be staying covered in Barcelona for the first while, until everything that could be used as evidence was gone.
“All set to go then?”
“Yeah, ready” you sighed, taking one last deep breath before closing his car’s passenger door and heading to the airport.
-
You were greeted in Barcelona airport by a driver, who helped you with a few bags and took you to your apartment building. You didn’t have much time, just throwing your bags into your new apartment and giving it a quick glance over before leaving again to head to the training grounds.
You were wearing shorts and a hoodie, thankfully she’d never went for anything below the knee, and if she did, you could blame that on football.
You were making your way from the car to the door when you noticed that Laine had messaged you on your phone. Strange. She never messaged you directly on your phone. She always messaged you on Instagram.
Instead of looking at her message, you went on to Instagram to see Laine had blocked you. But it didn’t stop there. Katie, Caitlin, Steph, Leah, Alessia, they’d all blocked you. The only one that hadn’t was Kyra. Why Kyra? Maybe she just hadn’t been online yet.
You didn’t have to debate now if they knew her lies or if they’d believe her. That was clear. You panicked as you tried to think of the links between the Arsenal squad and the Barcelona one. Who had played for both? How quick would the news get from one to the other. Keira, Laia, Mariona, they all surely still had links here.
But you didn’t have time to think about if your new Barcelona teammates hated you, because through your panicking looking at your phone, you bumped into one, the one.
“Sorry” you stuttered, remembering you were in Spain as you currently stood face to face with the Spanish and Barcelona captain, Alexia Putellas. “Uh, I mean lo siento” you rephrased as she giggled as the horrific Irish accent trying to speak Spanish.
“You’re okay” the Spaniard reassured you. Her first impression of you quickly realising that you wouldn’t hurt a fly and were also afraid of your own shadow “Hola” Alexia smiled, extending her hand for you to shake. “Alexia” she added, as if she even had to introduce herself.
“Y/n” you nodded, shaking her hand quickly before pulling your own hand away, conscious that your palms would give it away of how warm you felt. A mixture of the heat and the panic running through you right now was not a great combination.
“If you, uh, need anything, you can come talk to me, sí?” she said, continuing to smile at you but your eyes were on the ground.
“Grand” you replied softly. “Thanks- I mean gracias” you mumbled before rushing off to the changing rooms to get ready for your first training session as Alexia was joined by her two teammates in the corridor, stood on either side of her.
“She is the McCabe twin, no?” Mapi frowned, as both of them and Ingrid watched you walk down the corridor, headphones placed back around your ears and having an anxious, firm grip on your gym bag. She’d expected you to be loud and boisterous, like your sister, but you were anything but.
“Sí” Alexia nodded. “They are different” Alexia said, pointing out the obvious.
“Very” Mapi agreed.
“You heard why she left London, no?” Ingrid whispered as the three girls walked slowly in the same direction that you’d just walked off in.
“No” Alexia shook her head. “But I presume it was the girl” Alexia guessedd.
“The Australian” Mapi added.
“Laine” Ingrid reminded her girlfriend of your previous girlfriend’s name.
“Sí, she broke up with Y/n because-”
“Lo siento” you mumbled as you interrupted the conversation, causing all three of them to jump backwards at the fact that their topic of conversation was now stood in front of them. “Uh, baño?” You asked.
“Just there” Mapi answered, pointing you in the direction of the bathroom.
“Gracias” you replied, in another horrible attempt of speaking Spanish in your accent that made Alexia giggle again. She thought your accent was cute.
“Vamos” Mapi whispered once the bathroom door shut, indicating to Ingrid she could continue.
“Well, Keira told Aitana, who told Patri, who told María, who told me, that Y/n and Laine broke up because-” Ingrid stopped herself suddenly.
“She, uh” Mapi took over, proceeding to punch Alexia in the arm.
“Ow” Alexia frowned before she realised why Mapi had done it. “Oh” the girl said, eyes widening. “Her?” Alexia asked, pointing towards the bathrooms.
“Sí” Ingrid nodded. “Nobody on the Arsenal team follows her anymore”
“Not even the twin” Mapi added.
“She seems harmless” Alexia hummed, a little confused at how your anxious, sweaty demeanour matched the description of Ingrid and Mapi’s story. “Do we believe it?” She asked as both girls shrugged.
“It must be true” Mapi said. “Who would lie about something like that?”
“Sí, sí” Alexia nodded, as all three girls hushed their voices watching you come out of the bathroom.
“Sorry” you mumbled as you brushed by them to go inside to the changing room.
She’s now apologised to me three times since we met 10 minutes ago Alexia thought to herself.
“And everyone here knows this about her now?” Alexia asked.
“Sí, everyone” Ingrid nodded. “We don’t know her, we cannot judge this quickly”
“Vamos” Aitana shouted at the three of them, wanting to get out for training as quickly as possible, while the three rushed into the changing room to get ready.
Alexia noticed you were still sat by your new locker, scrolling on your phone and in your own clothes. She wondered why you were wearing that big jumper, it was a warm day, even from a Spanish point of view, so surely you were feeling the heat. You didn’t budge until everyone had gone, changing into Barcelona shorts, under armour, a training top and a long sleeved half zip with your new kit number and initials on it.
Your coach introduced you to the squad and nobody was overly enthusiastic in welcoming you, and that’s when you knew, Laine’s story had beaten you here.
You thought back to right before Christmas, two days before Katie was going to Ireland and one day before you were going to Australia. You didn’t want to leave London, you didn’t know how to get out of the trip. And more importantly, you wanted out of your relationship. You could only think of one way out. And if Laine had embedded one thing into you since you had started dating, it would be that nobody would care if you were gone. And right now, standing in front of your new team in Barcelona, Laine was being proved correct again. Nobody at Arsenal cared that you were gone, and nobody at Barcelona would care if you were to suddenly leave.
Well, all except three people who were still making up their minds about you.