Junô

Wiz / dumpsite

[woundedsouldier]

Desperately want to pull the trigger.

[woundedsouldier]

From deep within, a voice whispers—a truth that cannot be denied. No jest, no illusion can mask the essence of who I am. Exaggeration fades, but the core remains, unwavering. The truth of this matter is eternal, and I cannot betray what fuels my very being.

-woundedsouldier

[woundedsouldier]

I cannot fathom why this smile persists on my face. It is grotesque, unnatural, an offense to my condition. I should be mourning, as is my custom, dragging myself through the familiar corridors of despair. When I err, I obliterate my worth, pulverizing my existence as a cautionary tale—a warning to cease being this... thing I am. But now, inexplicably, I smile. And it haunts me—this question: why?

-woundedsouldier

[woundedsouldier]

Distance became us despite our close proximity. The world stretched its road, you eventually faded from my sight, even though, you were right there. Only you weren’t. And what once was is now no more.

-woundedsouldier

[woundedsouldier]

How do I tell your soul, I am in love with you.

[woundedsouldier]

some days are blah blah blah blah blah

-woundedsouldier

[woundedsouldier]

“Thank you for being so perfect, I haven't a single expectation, but one, - For you to continue on the path, the tiresome path of righteousness.”

If only the beloved knew the burning struggle within. Oh compassion, extinguish this flame.

-woundedsouldier

[woundedsouldier]

I wonder what non existence feels like.

-woundedsouldier

[woundedsouldier]

Next time don’t wonder too deeply. Because now the days feel like mountains on my back and I’m physically dragging myself through living. Living has never been more deathly.

-woundedsouldier

[woundedsouldier]

I wish I never got involved with you. I wish I never knew you. I wish I never came to love you so deeply, now all I’m left with is intense emptiness and sadness.

-woundedsouldier

[woundedsouldier]

Who tf is this about?

( proof that writing captures and imprisons, sometimes heals too)

-woundedsouldier

[woundedsouldier]

Time has passed and I’ve come to learn love. I’ve come to meet consideration and an overwhelming sense of sadness. Because with the beauty of this revelation comes the outcome of separation. Parting has never been more beautiful, more romantic,more sad.

turns out sadness can be romantic too.

-woundedsouldier

[woundedsouldier]

Could it be I’m destined for hell? As my actions speak like it’s inmates and my tongue dances with its fuel, I ponder over escape. Redemption. Guidance. Am I worthy of such thoughts? It feels weighty. It feels posh. It feels out of reach.

-woundedsouldier

[woundedsouldier]

sometimes I wonder about the trajectory of our paths had we gone to that class, would we be as miserable as we are now? What blinded us into placing greater importance on grabbing a drink? Every. Single. Time?

-woundedsouldier

[woundedsouldier]

How do I confess? I miss you through the hurt. I wish you missed me too.

-woundedsouldier

[woundedsouldier]

Today feels like a good day to die.

[woundedsouldier]

Rant

Holding back profanities, holding back the blade. Excuses I make, In hope, I appear brave. Visions of greatness, words of swoon, blanketed faces, I sigh in my gloom. This was once funny, but the joke is no more, for now I will it to end. I desire it’s destruction - this facade of perfection, when the reality is, a hollow shell of human, awaiting emancipation.

-woundedsouldier

[woundedsouldier]

I wish I never got involved with you. I wish I never knew you. I wish I never came to love you so deeply, now all I’m left with is intense emptiness and sadness.

-woundedsouldier

[woundedsouldier]

I wonder what non existence feels like.

-woundedsouldier