zoe

19 / aquarius / pa

[wreck-captain]

Bro where tf did you go

basically i became an adult, got a job, got a house, and now i'm just chillin

[wreck-captain]

ask stuff

since i basically fell off the earth, slide in with anons

[wreck-captain]

i wanna get a tattoo that says “hearteater”

[wreck-captain]

a year later and i got it

[kenziesodrepoems]

[4am-reflections]

Everyone has moments in their life where it was the last time they did something, had something, had someone, but they didn’t know it was the last time. They think there will be more. They think they have forever and you don’t. This wasn’t one of those moments.

We were already over. So so over. I can’t remember now why we ever thought it would be a good idea for you to come and get your stuff from my house. To come and get every piece of you that you had left behind until there was no proof that you’d ever been here at all. But we did and you did and you walked back through my door. Within minutes it was like noting had changed. I laughed at all your dumb jokes, while we watched the tv show we had been watching back before you left and my god was it what I had been wanting. What I had been craving in the weeks since I had last seen you. But as I sat there next to you I realized this would be the last time I ever saw you. The last time you’d smile at me. The last time you’d make fun of me. I wish I could say that this made it easier. It didn’t. Especially when you kissed me. When we went upstairs. And after. When I layed in your arms. When I listened to your heart beat. Laying in the man you loves arms and knowing that he doesnt want you anymore is a kind of pain I wouldn’t wish on anyone.

If there’s one thing I can confindently say, it’s that take those moments, the ones where you had no idea it was the end and charish that. Charish the good, loving moments that became the last ones. Take comfort in those moments because at least in them you were happy, you had no idea what was coming. Because knowing, we think will make the goodbyes less painful. It doesn’t.

4am

[aetherblac]

Let me breathe you in,at least until I forget the scent of my lonliness.

[wreck-captain]

i wanna get a tattoo that says “hearteater”

[wreck-captain]

shit is getting so hard i don’t want to fucking do this

[wreck-captain]

“There is so many things that I love about you. Your smile, your hair, the way you blush, the way you walk. I love your long legs, and your soft thighs. I adore the way your hands feel against my skin. I love the way you moan. I love the way you taste. Your thoughts intrigue me. Your words excite me. Your ideas amaze me. You truly are the sun to me because nothing else is as bright as you. The stars look dull in the mist of your light. I may be a writer, but i become speechless in your presence because no words can captivate the way i feel about you. I know im a shitty person, i know i treat you badly. I just hope I still make you smile. I hope im still in your dreams because you overthrow mine every single night. You are imprinted on every part of my mind. You have taken me over, and all of me is yours. I just wanted to remind you that you are my galaxy, and that we are never ending.”

— 3am texts to my girlfriend

[wreck-captain]

i really miss your crazy ass being in my life. i hope you’re doing good.

i’m not

[wreck-captain]

mistakes

i broke the the only girl i’ve ever truly loved and it haunts me to this day. i lost her because i was immature and stupid.. and just blind. she was so beautiful and so unique.. the earth does not deserve a spirit like her, let alone me..

its 3 am.. and if you’re reading this, i still love you.

[wreck-captain]

forgot i had this lmao

[wreck-captain]

“I’ve never loved anyone enough to let them destroy me but God, she could take me by the throat and my eyes would sparkle at the mere inches between us.” this is exactly how i felt about you.

who are you

[yruos]

[squinchyfry-deactivated20150704]

distortionly:

“that is the problem. if she wanted to dance i would let her wreck the furniture. if she wanted to cook i would let her burn down the house. and if she wanted to scream i would let her deafen me. I’ve never loved anyone enough to let them destroy me but God, she could take me by the throat and my eyes would sparkle at the mere inches between us.”

[never-ending-rumspringa]

Fuck that’s beautiful.

[place0fperfecti0n]

this, is art

[aliensuperior-deactivated201507]

I seriously will always reblog this, damn

[sunflorally]

eating isn’t shameful. you aren’t ugly just because you’ve gained weight. calories are necessary. treating yourself is okay. please take care of yourself. your body loves you and depends on you to help it function properly.

[mo0nchxldc-deactivated20190630]

Me: *Calls you dude and babe in the same sentence*

[lesbiansgoal]