whatever.

[wrecklessabandonment]

I am starting to realize that this is the year that I know exactly what the fuck I want because this is the first time in my life that I’m not compromising or shrinking for other people because there are no other people.

2026 is to be alone.

2026 is for listening to myself.

[hannibalsleatherchair]

i have finished rewatching hannibal for the fifth time since january two weeks ago

now that it’s on netflix i feel like i have to honour it by rewatching it again (i also started to feel like i miss them already)

so here i am on my 6th rewatch, knowing every single piece of dialogue by heart, minutes and seconds while my mental health is slowly declining

will i ever be normal about them

[wrecklessabandonment]

Literally just began my annual rewatch. I was so happy to see it back in my Netflix queue.

[wrecklessabandonment]

Rick James being an Aquarius makes so much sense lol.

[wrecklessabandonment]

I found the recipe online for Alamo Drafthouse’s truffle parm popcorn and now I’m on my couch enjoying it with a glass of wine, watching a movie.

[wrecklessabandonment]

I found tangible proof that I used to belong to someone.

[wrecklessabandonment]

I’m so sick of this biphobia transphobia conversation.

I don’t date bisexual women because I don’t like men at all and I don’t want to date women who date men. I identify as a lesbian and I only want to be romantically involved with another lesbian. I’m not ever going to change my mind.

I don’t date transwomen because I don’t like men at all in any capacity. I don’t care if you are a walking medical miracle, I don’t want you because I like women, who don’t require what transwomen require to call themselves women.

This also applies to intersex people. I don’t date them either.

I know I’m not their target demographic and honestly I don’t see why you would even want to date people that don’t want to date you. What can you possibly get out of that but trauma and harm?

There will be never be a point in time that I’ll be gaslit into giving up my bodily autonomy and rights to consent so a bunch of coercive, rapey assholes won’t call me a terf or a bigot.

Whatever reason a person doesn’t want to be romantic or sexual with someone else is valid. To force the issue, to unpack it, to try to apply logic to boundaries you don’t like, just because those boundaries exclude you is inherently and blatantly predatory.

And I want more for bi, trans, and intersex people. I want them seated at tables set for them with Love and Grace. I don’t want them banging on doors that will never be thrust open with Joy to receive them. I know what it’s like to not be wanted so why would you want to force that?

[wrecklessabandonment]

Sometimes you gotta go back to bed. I didn’t want to be awake anyway, I just knew I needed to wash the deep conditioner I slept it out.

[wrecklessabandonment]

thank you dr. zizmor.

[wrecklessabandonment]

I’m such an Aquarius. I never gave a fuck. If you ever me say that something ‘is nothing’ or ‘nothing to me’ please know I mean that times infinity.

I’m not afraid or anyone, I’m not afraid of what’s next, I’m not truly afraid of anything. What’s the point? We know how everyone’s story ends anyway lol

[wrecklessabandonment]

cleaned my room, washed my hair, made lasagna from scratch to feed my altar.

[wrecklessabandonment]

I made this lasagna the traditional way with bechamel instead of ricotta, used pork and beef (wagyu) in a homemade sauce, and like…I like lasagna with ricotta but the bechamel is everything.

[wrecklessabandonment]

the thing about jjk is that every character is so cool. Yuta is my favorite but I love every character and that rarely happens for me.

[wrecklessabandonment]

cleaned my room, washed my hair, made lasagna from scratch to feed my altar.

[wrecklessabandonment]

me to me: you’re going to be okay girl.

[wrecklessabandonment]

white people are so strange because they will see you, know you, and still say the most unhinged shit to you.

[feral-ballad]

Yrsa Daley-Ward, from bone; “waiting for the check to clear”

[wrecklessabandonment]

I cried for five hours today!

I ate zero meals!

I’m on my second glass of wine!

[wrecklessabandonment]

am I a better woman when my nails are done? We’re about to find out.

[wrecklessabandonment]

i don’t know if I’m a better woman but I’m certainly a badder bitch.