whatever.

[wrecklessabandonment]

I am going to be okay. I am going to get through this time. It is absolutely going to change me though. Like I’m evil now for real.

[theambitiouswoman]

Working hard from insecurity = proving

Working hard from self worth = building

Being independent from fear = avoidance

Being independent from wholeness = freedom

Overexplaining from anxiety = seeking approval

Explaining from clarity = communication

Staying busy from discomfort = escaping

Staying busy from purpose = creating

Chasing someone from fear = attachment

Choosing someone from confidence = alignment

Avoiding conflict from fear = suppression

Choosing peace from standards = discernment

Overgiving from fear = earning love

Giving from fullness = generosity

Withdrawing from fear = self protection

Taking space from awareness = regulation

Seeking validation from lack = dependency

Receiving validation from wholeness = appreciation

Controlling outcomes from fear = anxiety

Leading outcomes from trust = stability

Being chill from fear = self abandonment

Being calm from security = groundedness

Holding back feelings from fear = disconnection

Pacing vulnerability from wisdom = emotional intelligence

Clinging from fear = scarcity

Allowing from trust = abundance

Perfectionism from fear = never enough

Excellence from self respect = pride

People pleasing from fear = losing yourself

Being kind from alignment = staying yourself

[blackqueernotables]

Rosemonde Zebo: Wedded in the first same-sex union in the French Caribbean.

[wrecklessabandonment]

learning that a very fly, smart and successful woman is a lame ass pick me is always so jarring. like I don’t want to know about how you were down bad over a man. that’s embarrassing.

[wrecklessabandonment]

I’m watching this documentary series called The Many Lives of Benjaman Kyle and it’s about this guy who was found behind a Burger King with no memory of anything and nobody knew who he was, his prints weren’t in the system.

Very weird shit going on and I kinda think he’s faking having amnesia.

[miseducatedmelanicmuse]

[fuckin-cinderella]

[wrecklessabandonment]

I have a calling on my life but I literally cannot stand yall so idk what I’m supposed to do.

[wrecklessabandonment]

there’s this place that I order from that makes such good sandwiches, salads, and wraps but sometimes they don’t take the effort to cut them in half and it be pissing me off so bad but today it’s cut in half.

because who just eats a whole wrap? stop playing with me.

[wrecklessabandonment]

I’m in the Netflix preview club and I’m not sure about this first selection lol

[wrecklessabandonment]

I might have spoke too soon. The beginning threw me off but it’s slightly improving.

[wrecklessabandonment]

I’m in the Netflix preview club and I’m not sure about this first selection lol

[wrecklessabandonment]

there’s really no point in calling me. I don’t answer the phone and I don’t have shit to say

[yourreddancer]

More history you were never taught in school.

Battle of Bamber BridgeJun 24, 1943 – Jun 25, 1943

On this day in 1943 black American soldiers faced off with white American Military police during World War II on British soil. Yes you read correctly black American soldiers had to fight their own white American soldiers, while in England, where they were fighting for the world.

Why? Because the English town of Bamber Bridge in Lancashire was not segregated so they treated the black soldiers like all other races, aka blacks were free to eat, drink anywhere, BUT back in America segregation of blacks and whites still existed. So essentially the American army went to someone else’s country and demanded they adopted America’s racist practices

So when the American Military police found out that their own black American soldiers were drinking at the same pubs as white people they went in to arrest them. The people in the town got mad about the treatment of the black soldiers and decided to then turn their pubs into “BLACKS ONLY DRINKING PUBS” the very opposite of what was taking place in America with their WHITES ONLY businesses

.Of course this pissed off the American military so guns went blazing, and when word spread back at camp that black soldiers had been shot, scores of men formed a crowd, some carrying rifles and by midnight more American military police arrived with a machine gun-equipped vehicle, so the black soldiers had no choice but to get rifles from British stores while others barricaded themselves back on base, so now it was American white soldiers versus American black soldiers. This lead to the death of one soldier, injury of 7, and 32 convictions.

Back in America the battle was hushed up because they didn’t want the country to find out that they were fighting their own soldiers which would anger the black population and weaken the morale in the country.Y

u may read about the ill treatment of black American soldiers by their own army in the book FORGOTTEN.

[aidashakur]

[wrecklessabandonment]

I shouldn’t have laughed like that but that’s what happens when you go to sleep at 8pm

[wrecklessabandonment]

whatever you’re going through will be fine you just need to watch a doc about cults and be like omg men are evil because it’s always men

[wrecklessabandonment]

summer is just going to have to get the body I have this year while I’m still in it.