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Hello we're Liv (and new Co-Writer Scarlett) and this is a blog for youtuber imagines, usually the fantastic foursome. We really really hope you guys will enjoy this blog. Thanks for at least checking it out. "90's pop inspires my writing" -Liv "They promised me free mangoes" - Scarlett

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Hello

Hey guys, 

So ... I'm sorry I guess ?! 

I really am and I know I've said that before but I really try to get back into writing. I have some ideas, I have some time and I really want to get back on track.

I'm terribly sorry for letting you down :( 

xx Liv

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so i'm really not intending to sound rude, so if that's how it comes across i apologise, but isn't this blog supposed to be run by more than one person? why is it we haven't heard from izzy or scarlett in months?

 I’m extremely sorry for not being active at all I am so terribly sorry but uni is making me feel … stressed, anxious and nervous so I use every minute of peace and quite I get to just … sleep I guess. 

I am sooooo sorry and I WILL go back to writing soon I promise. If there is anyone that would like to help us out with writing that would be much appreciated.

xx Liv

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Hey guys, this is Liv.

What she's still alive ? 

Yeah, and guess what ? I'll be writing a new chapter for my fanfiction. Whoot Whoot. I try my best to upload it this week.

Thanks for everyone who's still sticking with me through this inactivity.

Also : Uni sucks. Dont do it.

That being said, I hope you'r e all doing good.

xx Liv 

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You said you were stressed, so I'm here to make you smile! (Sorry, I have no prompts. :/) SOOOOO: No lie, every time one of you answers my anons I always go back to it and fangirl. Bye! Thanks for making me smile!

awww you did make me smile :D This is soooo cute. Thanks for being so adorable and cheering me up ♥

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Hey there,

Okay so it's been a while since I've been active on this blog but that's mainly because I'm in a lot of stress with uni and shit.

But also none of the imagines in our askbox really speak to me at the moment. Except for 1 they're all about pregnancies and yeah I have no idea what to do about them really.

So if you could send in some requests to spark my creativity that would be AMAZING. It's gonna take a while but they will be done.

xx Liv

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I feel awful

Guys, I feel so bad vor neglecting yo. Uni stuff is just my number 1 priority for now and  I hope you can understand that. I'm deeply sorry. The next part of TLE is halfway done and saved on my laptop that is currently at my brother's place.

Please be patient and don't hate me :(

To the other writers : Are you still alive ? Haven't heard from any of you since forever. I miss you guys ♥

That's it.

XXX, love you all so much. 

Liv

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Guys,

Things are kinda stressful lately. I try to be more active but with the whole university stuff and shopping for the new appartment and shit i'm quite busy these last few days.

I hope you can understand and don't leave us :) 

I love you

Liv

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I was feeling all sad and then I came to your bog and felt all happy and warm and fuzzy. Moral of the story: #Lizzy's imagines make me smile more than PJ's curls

I think of all messages we ever got, THIS is my favorite.

That's what keeps me writing, seeing that I can make people happy :) 

Thank you for reading our stuff, it means a lot.

HUGS & KISSES, Liv

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500 !!!! 500 Followers

Well thank you lots, hey hey that's massive wow.

I remember when I reached 100 followers...now 500 thats...wow, thank you so much.

I'll think of something to reward you lovely people.

I love you all so much ♥

xx Liv

Hugs and Kisses and imaginary cookies and a big imaginary cake for all of you ;)

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Can you do a fic where YN and Dan go to SiTC and they go up on the panel together cause YN in a singer/musician on youtube, and Ben or someone starts to flirt with her, but she is oblivious To it cause she is answering questions then dan gets jealous and fed up so you leave, but ben follows, they argue and dan slaps Ben and the start to fight and you try to pull them apart, and Ben decides to piss off dan by kissing you and you don't want to , so dan does whats right, and yeah. Thank love!!!

It's up, thanks for the request. I loved it ♥♥

xx Liv

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Little hiccups

Anon Request :Can you do a fic where YN and Dan go to SiTC and they go up on the panel together cause YN in a singer/musician on youtube, and Ben or someone starts to flirt with her, but she is oblivious To it cause she is answering questions then dan gets jealous and fed up so you leave, but ben follows, they argue and dan slaps Ben and the start to fight and you try to pull them apart, and Ben decides to piss off dan by kissing you and you don't want to , so dan does whats right, and yeah. Thank love!!!

Here it is, hope it's fine. I think it's cute. I think you wanted it to be Ben Cook right ? Well I really don't know anything about Ben other than that he's a hot piece of ass  so I decided to just make it any guy called Ben. I wanted to make him kind of an asshole and I don't know Ben Cook good enough to picture him like that. Thanks for requesting :)  Keep sending them in please.

Check the songs here (Thunder- Boys like girls) & here ( Before I even had you - Dave McPherson) I love you,

xx Liv

That's right you sing a song about him, in which you call him a tall lesbian and make fun of his hair, and upload it on YouTube. The rest will sort itself out.

Now, if the guy you want to attract is anyone other than Dan Howell, aka danisnotonfire, you maybe shouldn't use this technique. In my case Dan was exactly the person & I will forever thank my lucky stars for that.

Moving to London to pursue a career as a singer in a musical didn't go too well for me. Whereas moving to London an becoming a fairly known internet persona worked quite well.

I started out doing cover songs in my free time between shifts at a local pub and gigs at various open mic nights.

So this one particular day I was watching videos of my fellow youtuber Danisnotonfire, who not only is pleasant to look at but also makes me feel like less of a failure. That's when the idea struck. In less than two hours I had written and recorded my very own first song - Danisnotonfire, square hair princess.

And that's when people started to recognize me. They started listening to my covers, started subscribing, started asking for more. And I wrote and wrote and wrote.

That was 2 years ago.

And with the success came a great friendship.

Dan saw the video, of course he saw, his fans pretty much bombarded him with the link. And he liked it, he thought it was funny...thank god for that.

So he agreed to be in the official video for Danisnotonfire, Square hair princess.

From that day on, we were attached to the hip.

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" I'm so nervous I'm gonna pee " I exclaimed, nervously jumping up and down trying to get my heartbeat under control.

" It's just Summer in the city (Y/N), no need to freak out. I'll be there to help you. Don't be scared ... it's gonna be fucking AMAZING " Dan tried to reassure me and pulled me into a long and tight hug. My favorite hugs.

Turns out after him being in my video and me being forced to be in a truth or dare video with him, people liked us together. They thought that double the awkwardness and double the failure made it double the fun.

So the organizers of Summer in the city saw it as their duty as proper human beings to give us a panel together ... with Phil, of course.

I was also going to perform some of my own songs as well as some covers later the day but I was far more scared to face the raging fangirls, who, and I was pretty sure about that, had probably made a list at home of 75 ways to kill me causing as much pain as possible.

I've read some mean mean things on Tumblr and Twitter, apparently they saw me as some kind of threat, and obstacle between them and their happily ever after with Dan.

What a load of bullshit. 

" Aren't you excited to meet your fans (Y/N)? " he asked, his voice sounding a little concerned.

" Oh no, I am excited to meet MY fans, yours though....they're a whole different story. " 

By the sympathetic smile on his face I could tell he knew what I was talking about. 

" Don't worry, I'll try my best to keep them from assassinating you " 

Although Dan seemed to be weirdly amused by my misery, I was not in the mood for laughing.

" How honorable of you, thanks Square Hair princess " 

Just a short while later we had everything set up, autograph cards, water bottles and unknowingly to everyone else I also had a some pepper spray in my bag...just in case.

When the guys and girls ( mostly girls ) came flooding in I was overwhelmed. With joy with fear with every  emotion possible.

The next hours were filled with 

" Oh my god I love you " 

" Your videos are so awesome "

" I wish I had your voice "

" What hair products do you use ? "

" Who's your favorite youtuber "  ( To which I loudly replied " Definitely NOT Danisnotonfire ") 

" Are you guys dating "

" You're my OTP "

" Please don't ruin Phan "  .... these teenage girls. Sometimes it worried me how much more dedicating they put into analyzing every little look two people gave each other than working for school.

But who am I to talk ? I did videos for a living while earning a little more money with gigs at little shady pubs.

I think that day I signed nearly everything, cds, cards, shoes, arms, no boobs unfortunately... I once heard that when you're asked to sign someone's boobs you officially made it.

" See that wasn't so bad now was it ? " Dan asked as we sat ''backstage'' at a lounge relaxing after the exhausting meetup.

" Nah it was actually really fun " 

We shared one of these looks that we shared often. Those looks I previously thought didn't exist. Those looks you only see in movies. When each is lost in the other ones eyes and you just want to squish their faces together and yell " KISS " .

Every time I wished THIS TIME he would actually kiss me...but he never did. He'd probably never do it. We'd be permanently stuck in this kind of skinny love until he met someone better who took his breath away.

Slowly the tension grew uncomfortable, I think we both noticed that.

" uhm...well I hope you're gonna break a leg on stage " Dan interrupted the slowly settling awkward silence.

" What ?! " my eyes grew wide....and so did his when he noticed what he just said.

" Oh my god no (Y/N) I don't want you to break a leg...just like, break a leg, like good luck....ugh I should think before I speak " 

" I think it's cute, my little clumsy Dan " I smiled 

" You do ? well I've been thinking ..." he started nervously before he was rudely interrupted.

" Hey there gorgeous, long time no see " a guy, twice my size with bright green eyes and shaggy black hair came walking over to us engulfing me in a hug that lasted a little too long for my liking.

" uh...hi ?! " I answered seriously not knowing where to put his face, I've seen him before ...but where ? 

" Don't remember me beauty ? It's me Ben. We've met at the Youtube Christmas Party ? "

Oh right, I had met him before. Back then we exchanged maybe 4 sentences and went our separate ways...weird how close he made us seem.

" Oh Ben right, nice to see you...do you know my friend Dan ? " I tried to get Dan involved in the conversation.

" Yeah Yeah I know him, it must be great to be friends with such a lovely lady isn't it ? " Ben asked Dan turning slightly towards him.

" It is " my awkward best friend answered coldly. What got his panties in a bunch so suddenly ? 

A few minutes later some more fellow youtubers joined us asking me questions about my songs, the setlist for later and Carrie and I of course engaged in some typical girl talk about our clothes.

" God, your dress is so pretty (Y/N) the color fits your eyes perfectly " Carrie complemented my new dress. Before I could thank her though, Ben chimed in.

" Yeah doesn't she looked great ? But I bet she'd also look incredible in a potato sack. " 

" Awww you guys are too cute " I responded pulling them both in a hug.

Every once in a while I glanced towards Dan, who had a sour look on his face and seemed to get more and more aggravated with each second passing.

Soon Carrie stole back my attention and we chattered lively about our performances later on. I was going to play 2 or 3 covers, 2 original songs and of course Danisnotonfire - Square hair princess.

" There you go Princess " Ben said and handed me a steaming cup of hot chocolate he went out to get earlier. I thanked him while listening to Carrie still.

" Princess my ass " Dan huffed under his breath.

Something seemed to be bothering him but I knew him better than myself and I knew for a fact even if I asked him what was wrong his answer would be "Nothing " so I chose to ignore it and wait until he'd come around to talk it over.

Ben though seemed to catch up on Dan's increasingly bad mood as well.

" Now now, Danny don't you think she's a princess ? " 

Oh please just shut up, I thought.

" She certainly is " Dan replied through gritted teeth.

I think that's when Ben made it his goal to get to Dan as much as possible...and slowly I started to realize what was going on here.

Slowly he draped his arm around my shoulder, pulling me towards him harshly, tightly. His other hand stroked a piece of my hair behind my ear.

" She's such a pretty princess " Ben said with a low, husky voice. I felt incredibly uncomfortable.

" Ben just... " I wanted to tell him to back off but Dan was faster.

" Dude, she's pretty now get your hands of her " 

" Are you jealous Danny ? " Wow what a prick.

" Ben please stop it " I told him and he softened his grip slightly so I could put a little distance between us.

" Poor Danny, so in love with such a pretty girl. But so scared to act on his feelings. So clumsy and foolish. And BAM another guy comes up and takes her breath away "

By now Dan and Ben had an intense stare down.

" Shut up " Dan hissed.

" Dan what is he talking about ? " 

They just casually ignored me. Great.

" You know what ? I know your game. You try to work your way into her heart and tell yourself one day she's gonna notice just how much she loves you back and then you'll have your happy ending. Guess what ? That's not how it works. I know what you want...and I'm gonna get it, watch me Dan "

Ben exclaimed before turning towards me grabbing my waist and crashing his lips towards mine passionately.

I wanted to puke.

With all my power I pressed my arms against his chest when suddenly his wet, disgusting lips were gone and his grip had left my waist.

My eyes found Ben lying on the floor with a bloody lip, Dan towering above him holding him up a little by the collar of his shirt.

" If you ever EVER touch her without her consent ever again I swear to god, I'll hit you so hard you'll wish you were never born and that I'd used a baseball bat instead of my fist. Is that clear ? " 

Never in my life had I seen Dan so angry and intimidating. It was scary.

Ben nodded his head slightly, seemingly scared by the tall guy threatening him. He was on his feet faster than a bullet and hurried away quickly.

Dan turned towards me a look on his face I couldn't quite get. Was he...ashamed ?

" I'm sorry for freaking out (Y/N) "

" It's okay...your were just protecting me, thank you "

Again we shared THAT look, the look people write songs about but this time...this time he did what I always wanted him to do.

He kissed me.

His lips were soft and tender and sweet, I never wanted this moment to stop.

" (Y/N) 5 minutes until your set " a voice called from side stage.

Slowly Dan pulled away a satisfied smirk on his face. 

" We'll talk about this later yeah ? Break a leg baby...not literally "

I walked towards the stage, adrenalin rushing through my body. Not only because I was about to perform but also because of what just happened. Could it really be that I finally got my wish ?

Slowly I stepped on stage being greeted by a huge crowd. There were so many more people than I had expected.

" Hello you lovely people, I really didn't think anyone would show up...so this is fantastic. Okay I'm really nervous and a little shaken up but I hope everything works as smoothly as possible. " I said into the mic earning laughs and claps from the audience.

The first song I played was " Thunder " by Boys Like Girls, and through my whole performance I locked eyes with Dan who found a spot on a balcony, where I could see him but the fangirls couldn't. He was joined by Carrie and some other youtubers.

" Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder"

Next I played some of my songs and an acoustic version of " A Daydream Away " by All Time Low and then my hitsingle Danisnotonfire - Square hair princess.

That song made everyone go wild, even more when some other youtubers came on stage to join me...yes also Dan, which caused the audience to go completely nuts.

All the guys left the stage and I got ready for my last song.

" Okay guys, wow this was intense. You were a great audience and this was the most fun I had since...ever I think. Thank you thank you thank you. So I didn't actually plan to play this next song, I wanted to play something happy and upbeat but this songs seems perfect for today. It's by a guy called Dave McPherson. Basically it's about two people who are in love with each other but are too scared to admit and it keeps getting awkward between 'em. They care so much and try so hard not to mess up but it happens anyway. Now I kind of lived just that scenario. But I'm pretty sure things are looking up for me. I don't know if the people in the song eventually ended up together...I certainly hope we do . So this song goes out to the boy who's not only the biggest idiot I know but also my best friend and the one who stole my heart. I'm in love with you with all your flaws and insecurities and clumsiness and even though you said you want me to break my leg on stage. I love you. Baby you make me sick in the best way. This song is called " Before I even had you "

"I'm trying to think 

Before I speak 

But sometimes I think too much and this 

Awkward silence needs to be filled up 

Boy meets girl 

Girl likes boy 

Boy acts foolish even more just because 

He doesn't want anything to 

Go wrong 

I want to say 

That I don't want to play any games 

I just want to hang out  

With you 

All day 

It's that simple 

I wear my heart on my sleeve 

I'm not a robot and I can be quite naive 

Some days I'm an extrovert 

But baby you turn me into an introvert 

I'm only acting nervous 

'Cause I like you 

A mixture of confidence 

And insecurity all wash over me 

I'm only acting stupid 

'Cause I'm scared of losing you 

Despite all my 

Little hiccups 

You're gonna see me again 

Maybe you like my stumbles 

The way I mumble and shake 

I'm gonna make 

You an offer 

You'll probably refuse 

But I've got nothing to lose 

Baby you make me sick in the best way "

The crowed roared and clapped and I felt like I was on top of the world.

After my performance I stumbled backstage only to be caught by strong arms that held me close to a body, a body I knew so well. His smell was so familiar and comforting.

" I love you too " he whispered soothingly.

That night we spent cuddling and kissing and just enjoying each other's company. And I learned a few lessons that day.

•Sometimes taking a risk is worth it, grow some balls and tell your crush you like him/her. You never know he/she might feel the same.

•Don't worry too much, in the end it's half as bad as you imagine it.

and most importantly : 

•Never mess with my Square Hair Princess 

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Hiiiiiiii!!!!!!!! ❤❤❤

weeeh, you're alive. Hey there. How are you, how was/ is your day ? What about the weather ? Where in the world are you right now ? 

:D nah but seriously. Hiiii, it's really nice someone finally decided to talk to me. 

♥♥♥ I love you, cutie anon 

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Guys

there are still some requests in our inbox but I really don't have any inspiration to write them. They will be written eventually but maybe you'd like to send in some more requests for me to spark my creativity ?!

Also you don't have to request fantastic foursome we will also do other youtubers if we know them good enough. ( I'd like some Jack Howard requests maybe :D because he's perfect ! ) 

Have a magical day,

TLE will come soon.

I love you ,

xx Liv

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Really love your recent imagine :D The only critisism I have is that, you prob should've written in which P.O.V it was in the start, as it got me a little confused ;) Keep on doing the great work with the imagines and please more TLE ^^

awww thank you ♥

And yeah I totally forgot about that, but I put it there now. Thanks for reminding me :) 

TLE will definitely come. Not until sunday though. Have some important birthday parties to attend this week and looking for my first own apartment :D 

But yeah TLE will come.

Thanks again, this makes me really happy :) 

Invisible cookies and a free unicorn ride for you ;)

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" I’ll keep holding on because we are young and we are free "

I recently bought Deaf Havana's Album ' Fools and worthless liars ' and I'm head over heels in love with it. Their lyrics are incredible!

Tonight I was listening to Fifty Four while thinking about what to write for the beach imagine. This was the outcome...no beach imagine but this...thing.

It's short and a little different from the stuff I usually write but IDK give me feedback pleaseeee?!

Also listen to Deaf Havana. Here's the link to Fifty Four 

I love you,

xx Liv

Oooh fuck I forgot...anyway this is Dan's POV ;) 

You weren't home. You never were. 

I felt like I should hate you, detest you for breaking my heart over and over again. I kept putting my faith in you and you let me down over and over again. But you were undeniably captivating and I was helplessly in love. It was a vicious cycle that would undoubtedly leave the both of us broken and hurt. But we were young and we were free and we'd be broken together. And that was good enough for me.

I let the darkness surround me and fell down on our bed, that felt more like a long deserted battle ground than a place of love. 

My mind wandered back to the beginning, how it all seemed so alluring, like we were constantly walking around in a daze. From the moment I saw you at the bar I knew getting you out of my head was to no avail. 

You were my new addicting, my new high.

And I felt young and free with you. And that was good enough for me.

After all this time I spent worrying about my videos and my subscribers and the radio job, when you came along that all seemed so irrelevant and small. 

We stayed up all night just talking. About your shitty life and how you still tried so hard to make it work. But it didn't, it didn't work. 

How could I not help you ? I just had to. So I took you home and gave you a bed or half of mine at least. And you thanked me like I just bought you the castle in Disneyland. All I gave you was a bed and my shoulder to lean on, and my god that was good enough for you.

And for the first time in a long while it was warmth that welcomed me when lying down next to you. Falling asleep with the image of your enchanting blue eyes permanently burned in my thoughts. And I felt young and you felt free and that was good enough for us.

And again we talked all night and stayed awake until we heard our next door neighbor left for work and the sun came up. You looked so pretty as the sun kissed your skin and in that moment I knew that perfection was indeed possible. There was no other way to describe you.

We’d sleep until the evening sun had burnt and we'd have breakfast when other people had dinner and laughed at our next door neighbors as they knocked against the walls when we gave in to our desires and the now deserted cold bed was heated with lust and passion and love.

I was caught in this constant bliss with you and it was deadly and I wouldn't want it any other way. Because I could live it with you and that was good enough for me.

Then I started to notice the little things. The drinks and the men.

It broke my heart and I know it broke yours too. The things  you tried so hard to leave behind came crashing back on you like a tidal wave of regret and repression.

Most nights the warmth in our bed was gone. I fell asleep dreaming about those mesmerizing eyes wishing I could look into them again. Just once more.

Whenever I caught a glimpse of them though, they were empty and grey and you laugh was hollow and voice was quite and I knew I had lost the quirky, exciting , wild girl I met. That girl that made me feel alive and young and free. 

You left me here in the dark for a bottle and cheap company and I could leave any day. I could pack my bag and leave you. With a broken heart and the best memories.

But I couldn't leave you. Not now - not ever.

I loved you and you loved me and that was good enough for me.

" Dan, are you still awake " your hoarse voice shook me out of this nostalgia.

" You know I can't sleep when you're not home. I have to make sure you're okay " you would tell me there was no need to and that you were a big girl. I wouldn't have any of it, you would crawl into bed smelling like a mix of cheep vodka and cheep pick up lines. And I'd wrap my arms around you trying to shower you with the love you deserved and make you realize that you could live a life different to this.

I stopped trying to change you long ago. The  ageing fool I was, the one that still believed that people could change was someday replaced by a nervous child that had so much faith in love. Faith that one day you'd realize just how much I loved you and that it was enough for you.

" Dear you know I fear I’m growing weak " I told you but you knew. I told you every night and you would never answer.

Silence surrounded us, wrapped us in fraudulent comfort and fake security.

" I'm sorry for letting you down Dan, I know you put your faith in me. But I feel so sure, I feel so…loved. I want to make this work but I need help Dan. I can't do this alone. I’ll keep holding on because we are young and we are free. And we have all the time in the world and if you're not tired of me then I'm not tired of this. I want to make this work....I really want to change and make this work " you said and your skinny, fragile arms found their way around my neck and for the first time in months your voice was laced with honesty instead of shame.

" I love you " it was the first time any of us said it out loud but those words were all that needed to be said. You knew you had me and I finally knew you wanted to get better and that I was good enough for you. 

What you said was right. We were young and we were free and we had all the time in the world ... WE. You and me together, and I truly hoped and wished and prayed that was the way it would stay.

That our battlefield bed was going back to being the warm embrace it once was. 

You were willing to get better and I was there by your side and 

... And my god that’s still good enough for me

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It was perfect.

wearetherevelation69 asked:

Heyy can you please make an imagine with Phil :3 Where you're pregnant(he doesn't know) and you guys fight over something,then you tell him you're pregnant and you cuddle and stuff y'know :3 Thanks xx

Thank you so much for the prompt, I really enjoyed writing this! Hope you like it ♥

(and sorry for the delay!)

You paced around the room, not even making an effort to fight the stupid grin on your face. The image of the little pink plus circled around in your head, and you felt happiness radiating from within you. Phil and you were going to get married in two weeks, and you had just found out that you were two months pregnant with his and yours child. It was perfect - you were going to marry the man of your dreams and have a family with him. Nothing, nothing, could go wrong.

You were visiting your parents in Southampton for a week while Phil was in America. He was supposed to be back in the UK either that evening or the next morning, depending on his flight, and then the both of you would go back to London where you lived. You couldn't wait for him to be back, to jump into his arms and tell him the good news. You hadn't even told your parents because you wanted him to be the first one to know. 

You sat on your bed and decided to check your twitter for a while to kill the time. Just then your phone buzzed, indicating that you had a text.

From: Aaron Guess who's back in town?!

Aaron was your cousin, his mum and your mum being sisters. You two were almost the same age, so naturally you were best friends ever since you had both been in diapers. You hadn't seen each other in a long time, since you moved to London and he went to uni in Australia.

To: Aaron No way! I'm visiting too! Coffee at the usual place in 15 min? 

From: Aaron Beat ya there!

You quickly got up and checked yourself in the mirror. You decided your dress was decent enough and only touched up your make up a little, then made your way downstairs. You accidentally bumped into your father as you made your way to the front door.

"Whoa there missy, a little excited aren't we?" he chuckled.

"Dad! Aaron's back!" you almost yelled, not able to hold in your excitement.

"Really? That's amazing!"

"Yup, I'm meeting him at the bistro," you told him.

"Great, tell him to come over," he kissed your head. "Be safe."

"I will," you kissed his cheek and went outside. 

The cafe wasn't too far from your house, so you always walked there. It was one of the oldest ones in your town, and you had been going there since a very long time ago. You walked in and saw Aaron already sitting in a booth with two coffees in fron of him. He got up when he saw you come in and enveloped you in a bone crushing hug.

"I missed youuuu," he whined as he set you down on your feet.

"I missed you too! Why didn't you tell me you were coming home?" you booped his nose and sat down, taking a sip from your coffee. "Mm, you still remember my choice. Good job."

"I've been buying you coffee since we were kids, (y/n). Of course I remember," he sat down in front of you. "And I had no idea you were in Southampton! I was gonna visit you in London but it's great that we met up here!" he took another sip of his coffee and sighed contentedly. "It feels so good to be back here, no Australian coffee can rival this baby." he held up his cup and kissed it, making you laugh.

"You haven't changed one bit," you shook your head.

"You mean my coffee cup kissing habits? Nah, they ain't going anywhere."

You two sat there for God knows how long, talking and laughing and enjoying each other's company. Afterwards you took a walk in the local park, and told each other everything about everything. When you told him about your engagement he lifted you up and spun you around, which resulted in you almost throwing up. You still hadn't told him you were pregnant, and to be honest you had almost forgotten about it in the midst of catching up with him.

You went back home long after dark, making him promise to come over the next day when he said he couldn't come right now. You were greeted by your mum as you entered the kitchen.

"Had fun?" she asked sweetly.

"I was with Aaron, what do you think?" you laughed.

"Right," she put the baking tray she was holding into the oven. "Phil's here, he's up in your room. I told him where he'd find you but he said he was too tired and he'd wait for you to get back."

She had barely completed her sentence when you ran out of the kitchen and sprinted up the stairs. You felt a little guilty for making him wait, but the excitement of giving him the good news was way more powerful. You slowly opened the door to your room and saw him looking out of the window. You walked up to him and hugged him from behind. He quickly turned around, clearly startled.

"Oh, hey." he said and turned back around. You pouted and squeezed in front of him, pressed between him and the window.

"I missed you!" you wrapped your arms around his neck. 

"Yeah, I know," he coldly said and walked to your bed, lying down and opened up his phone.

"Phil, what's wrong?" you sat next to him and put a hand on his leg. "Did something happen? You wanna talk about it?"

"Oh you tell me."

"What do you mean? What happened?" you were utterly confused by his behaviour. Was he upset because he had to wait?

"What happened? Well, maybe I was expecting to see my wife-to-be and spend a nice weekend with her but apparently she's too busy going on dates with other men!" he threw his phone to the side and sat up. "Does he know you're bloody engaged?!"

"W- what?" you couldn't believe what you were hearing. "No, Phil-"

"Oh save it! Don't you dare try to tell me you were somewhere else! You even had the nerve to lie to your own parents! I'm not stupid (y/n), if you want out just bloody tell me!" he was raising his voice now, and you were scared. "Does this," he lifted your left hand and pointed at the ring. "mean nothing to you?! And you knew I was coming here today! If you don't love me (y/n) just tell me! Don't play with me like this!" he was now on his feet, pacing around the room and waving his hands in the air.

"Phil! At least listen to me!" you desperately tried to get his attention, but he kept rambling on and on.

"Who is he? Some dude you met at the coffee shop and though he was hot? How long have you been seeing him? How many others have you been seeing? How could you do this to me!" his voice, although he was yelling now, was sad. Anger was something you had never seen him show.

"LISTEN TO ME YOU ASSHOLE," you slapped his face. That shut him up. 

"Would you stop talking for a bloody minute and listen to what I have to say?" you were pissed by now, and your hormones were not helping at all.

He just stood there, staring at you, waiting for you to say something.

"That 'newfound lover' of mine? That's Aaron. And you know bloody well who Aaron is!" you yelled at him and stomped away, locking yourself in your bathroom. 

You couldn't believe how Phil was acting. He had never yelled at you before this. He didn't even bother asking you, he just jumped to conclusions and started accusing you. You were feeling angrier and angrier, and you punched the cold bathroom wall as hard as you could. You drew in a sharp breath and an involuntary whimper escaped your lips. You anger soon expressed itself in the form of tears, and you sat on the bathroom floor crying your heart out. 

After your heart felt lighter, you got up and took a shower to calm yourself down. You wrapped a towel around yourself and looked at yourself in the mirror. You realized you didn't have any fresh clothes, and you had no choice but to go outside. You sighed; you didn't want to come out until Phil apologized, but you were getting cold and you had no other option. 

You slowly opened the bathroom door, your room was completely dark and noiseless. You walked to your cupboard and picked something comfortable. You were about to go back inside when Phil stopped you.

"(y/n)," his voice was barely audible."I- I'm.. Listen, I didn't know who he was. I know Aaron but I've never met him, you know that. And I, I had a rough week.. and I was just, I just wanted to spend time with you. And you weren't here.. and I.. I didn't know," he was getting caught on his own words, struggling to find the right ones.

"Phil," you softly put your hand on his face. "I get it, you didn't know it was Aaron, but what hurts me the most is that you though all those years we've spent together meant nothing. Phil, I love you and you know that. How could I ever cheat on you? Why do you think I agreed to marry you?" you two were looking right into each other's eyes, and you could tell he felt just as sad as you did.

"I'm sorry, (y/n). I had a rough week but I shouldn't have taken it out on you. Forgive me?" he pulled you closed to him, so you were pressed against his chest.

"Of course, but talk to me next time, okay?" you smiled at him, reassuring him that you weren't angry.

"Oh thank God," he leaned forward and attached his lips to yours.

"Oh hey! I have some news for you!" you pulled back and excitedly clapped your hands together.

"What is it?" he raised an eyebrow.

"Well..." you tried to keep a straight face but couldn't help but smile. "I, uh.."

"What? What is it? Tell me!"

You giggled and walked backwards, putting a hand on your stomach. You bit your lip as his eyes widened. "You're.. you're.. really?" he put his hand above yours and looked at you surprised. You simply nodded, unable to say anything. Tears were already threatning to spill from your eyes, damn hormones.

"Oh my God!" he pulled you in for a hug and held you like that for a good five minutes. After he pulled back he dropped to his knees and kissed your belly. "I love you so much," he whispered. 

"I love you too," you whispered back. He got up to his feet and looked at you. "I wasn't talking to you," he grinned. You slapped his arm playfully and kissed him. He held you close to him, and you tightened your already tight grip on him.  

It was perfect - you were going to marry the man of your dreams and have a family with him. Nothing, nothing, could go wrong.

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I know this is so fucking delayed, but congrats on winning the comp! definitely deserved it, one of my favourites! <3

thank you so much!