Multitudes of Thoughts

22 | Deep Thinker | Futurist

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I think this is the only platform that I can rely on bursting out my emotions.

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trauma, a trauma of being just someone they can rely on when they needed, but in reality they just wanted to heal. Like, you should've just get away from me back then lol. I HATE PEOPLE LIKE YOU! I HATE YOU!!!! I HATE YOU ALL, AND I WILL NEVER LOOK AT YOU AGAIN! maybe my words are subtle, but ok. idc.

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Time (Part 1: Rest)

We close our eyes, and suddenly it's morning. That is what we call resting. How much time do we have for resting?

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Some people just needed you for a brief moment, then they'll leave. I always experience it alway.

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I thought I'll be able to withstand this sadness, I guess I thought wrong.

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I showed to much feelings, people need to hide themselves to be discovered. That's what I'll do now.

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I guess this is the only safe place to be.

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I feel lonely, not because of being alone but because you're not here. You're not here for me, even virtually you're too far away from my heart.

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Hmm. These days, I feel you here beside me, I don't know why but I have to resist this until I can be profitable for myself too.

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I couldn't say less.

The LYF x SWYP Virtual today is very very fruitful in all aspects.

Everyone is trying their best to be like Christ, no one should judge another. And most of all, their (SWYP and kuya Robert) examples of being a Christian is ultimately a great blessing for us to treasure and hold on to. Goodnight

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I DON'T KNOW DEATH

Sometime, in my life, I wished to die. To rest, and be untangled from this body's curse.

But, I don't know death. The sorrow of it, the loss within it.

When I was struggling with my own mind, my own false humility, and my lack of empathy, someone is dying and someone is PRAYING to GOD help him. To help him carry on, despite of what he is seeing, and that his wife should live.

Now, I see life, what is it? It's with God, and the Death, it is SORROWFUL.

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OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!

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I waited too much

I waited on a pavilion, sitting alone, waiting for the light to come. Maybe, I enjoyed the sense of solitude, the feeling of being free. Why do I have to be in bondage? Have I waited too much for you? To get nothing but a slap in the face that I am not good enough. Well, I am sorry.

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I want her to see how beautiful the world is with me. And, absolutely, I want to see the the aesthetics of this world with her.

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I guess, I’m Happy.

Well, I made someone’s heart today to open up a little. It’s like, my existence made sense. She should come back. We will wait for her.

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building the very craft of yourself, then ends up being destroyed is the most oddly satisfying thing. not because of the destruction, but because you know that there will be a comeback some day.