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My Sweet Cairo

Synopsis: The Ravens' Soccer team Captain fell in love for Cairo Sweet

MASTERLIST | PART 1 | PART 2 | PART 3 | PART 4 | PART 5 | PART 6 | PART 7 | PART 8

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Jenna Ortega

First Time In Years - Y/N and Jenna saw each other for the first time since they broke up.

Tara Carpenter

Cairo Sweet

Wednesday Addams

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Hiiiii, when will there be another story with Sophia? I love your stories :)

I'm actually cooking something out right now, just was too busy with studies and all. but i'll be posting as soon as I finish.

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ohhh…if i could give you the biggest kiss i so would. your series are amazing i love you so much baby. your writing is immaculate — never lose this passion.

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Ihahatid Kita Part 2

Malay Mo, Tayo

Sophia Laforteza

Synopsis: Y/N who finally gave in to Tita Carla's, Sophia's mom, invite to her birthday after more than a year of hiding. Ended up seeing her ex girlfriend who she thought won't be there.

Words: 7k+

Warnings: Slight cursing, fluff!!

A/N: Hello, everyone! I know the last part was a hard read and I thought I didn't want to end it that way. So I made this part 2 for all of us, I hope you love this as much as you loved part 1. Let me know your thought!

Part 1

It’s been more than a year since you last saw Sophia. Even when tita Carla and tito Godfrey invite you to any casual gathering, you would always decline, afraid you’d see her there. But they’re persistent. Tita Carla’s been calling you nonstop. Even when you just landed the plane in whatever country you’re flight has been, she’d be reaching every chance she gets.

Right now, you’ve just landed the plane in Dubai and she’s already calling you. You sighed, removing your uniform and tossing it to the bed of your hotel room.

You finally answered.

“Hello, tita.” You greeted, slumping on the bed, putting the call on speaker.

“I will not— and yes, this is a threat— I will not stop calling until you tell me you’re coming home for my birthday celebration!” she sounded annoyed at this point.

You laughed, like a real one. You love her so much, it hurts knowing you had to avoid everyone to stay away.

You sighed. “Alright, tita. I’ll hold my schedule on that day. I promise.” You gave in.

You heard clapping on her end. You knew you just made the right choice.

“Please hold your schedule until after the holidays, I want you home even if you can’t be here with us physically.” You felt bad. She’s still very worried about you.

You hummed. “I was planning on visiting the family this holiday. So, I’ll probably be there on your birthday then drive back home to spend it with them.” You knew she wanted updates.

“That’s great, anak. Make sure to rest before your next flight, okay? See you soon, Captain. I love you.”

“Love you too, tita. See you on your birthday.”

Then she hung up.

The silence that followed calmed you. It was the kind where you could close everything. You were thankful that this is what comes with silence now. Before, it was loud, infuriating, heart breaking. But you’ve come to terms with it. Now, when it’s quiet, that’s just it. No more loud thoughts.

It gave you peace.

You’ve come so far since your break up with Sophia. Before, you couldn’t even go a day without crying and drinking. You couldn’t hear her name without being broken, and it didn’t even help that she’s everywhere. You couldn’t go to places you used to go with her without breaking down in the middle of the street. You couldn’t listen to songs you used to sing with her in your car, or even songs her group sings.

But now, you’ve finally overcame those things. You remember the first time it happened. You just landed in Japan and out of nowhere, you heard a Katseye song being blasted in one of the cafés you visited. It didn’t break your heart, it didn’t make you cry. Instead, you smiled to yourself when you heard her voice. And you knew, right then, that you were okay. You haven’t fully healed or moved on yet, you wouldn’t even if you tried, but you were doing okay. You’ve finally accepted the fact that she wasn’t yours anymore.

It was a surreal moment.

It was freeing.

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You just landed back in the Philippines after a detour. Your back is aching, your head pounding, and you still have to drive back to your place.

It’s been a long flight and your co-pilot was down with a cold so you had to step in. Now, all you wanted was to sleep. So when you got to your place, you immediately took a shower and went to bed.

When you woke up, you were already bombarded with calls and messages from tita Carla, reminding you of her birthday party. You couldn’t help but laugh. You called her as soon as you’ve fixed yourself.

“Are you back home?” was the first thing she asked.

“Whatever happened to hello? Good morning?” you joked, chuckling.

You heard tita Carla laugh. It sounded so elegant, like Sophia’s.

“Good morning, sweetheart. Are you back from your flight?” she finally asked calmly.

You hummed. “Landed last night. Had enough rest to blast the party tonight.”

“You know I love when you dance that tito dance of yours.” She teased which made you laugh.

“Hey, now. Not all of us are blessed with talent like yours!”

“You’re great, anak. You just don’t know it yet.”

“Yeah, whatever you say, tita. I’ll see you tonight, yeah?”

“I’ll see you tonight. You take care.”

You prepared to go out. You weren’t gonna show up empty handed. Tita Carla’s too precious for that. You went shopping for tita Carla’s gift and went to buy home essentials as well.

You could see Sophia’s face everywhere. You couldn’t help but smile. She really had come a long way. When you met her, she was just a girl with big dreams, just going through it and hoping. And now, she’s one of the most beloved members of a global girl group, Katseye.

You stopped on an ad, watching it intently with a smile on your face. She looked so beautiful, so free.

You knew you made the right decision then.

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You’re currently fixing yourself when you got a message. This was not the usual message you receive. It’s not from tita Carla. This time, it’s from tito Godfrey, telling —more like threatening— you to not break your promise because tita Carla’s expecting you to come.

You shook your head, laughing. “God, these oldies.” You say to yourself as you finish doing your hair.

You looked at yourself in the mirror. You’ve changed. You’ve gotten older, your face more sharper, jaw more refined, hair shorter, taller than the last time you truly stared at yourself in the mirror.

“You got this, Y/N.” You told yourself before you sprayed your perfume.

It’s still the same. The one Sophia loves.

You drove to their place with so much confidence. The thought of seeing Sophia there wasn’t on your mind. You were so sure she was too busy with group activities.

When you got there, you did a small pep talk and went on your way. When you got to the house, you saw that it was just a few of tita Carla’s friends, mostly family members. You greeted everyone who knew you, talking to them for a while.

“Y/N, anak! You’re finally here!” you heard tita Carla’s voice boom from behind you.

When you turned, you couldn’t help but smile as you spread your arms to envelop her in a tight hug. She looked wonderful. And you missed her terribly.

When she pulled away, she held your face and kissed your cheek so much you had to stop her with a laugh.

“Happy Birthday to my most beautiful tita.” You say, smiling widely while holding the gift you bought for her.

She smiled, eyes misted but she blinked it away. She took your gift with a thankful smile. “You didn’t have to, anak. This is beautiful.” She says, looking at your gift.

You smiled. “Oh, but I want to. A special gift for one of the most special woman in my life.”

Tita Carla smiled and pulled you in a tight hug again. She then pulled you with her to greet tito Godfrey.

He put his hands on his hips, acting mad. “So you have finally decided to show up, huh?” he says, then pulled you in a tight hug.

“I missed you too, tito.”

You decided to talk to the family who’ve been with you since you got together with Sophia. They still treat you the same, thank God. They were still welcoming and loving towards you. Sophia’s lolo and lola still loves talking about everything and anything with you. They were so engaging that you forgot where you were. You were so relaxed, until you heard tito Godfrey speak.

“There she is! Come join us, princess!”

You froze on your spot. You did not expect this to happen. You were so sure she wasn’t gonna be here.

You slowly turned to where tito Godfrey’s looking, then it hit you like a fucking wrecking ball. She’s here, in the fucking flesh, and she’s wearing a God forbidden beautiful black dress. She looked so gorgeous. The dress hugging her body in all the right places.

You were brought back to your senses when you felt a nudge in your rib, making you turn to person who did it.

“Mom didn’t want to tell you she’s here. She was afraid you weren’t gonna come if you knew.” Bailey said, giving you an apologetic smile.

You felt bad. You didn’t know it was going to come to this. That they would have to hide the fact that Sophia’s here just so you could be present.

You gave him a smile. “It’s totally fine. I understand.”

He nodded and stayed beside you. You’ve been friends with Bailey even before you met Sophia. It was a fact no one knew outside of the family. You were Bailey’s classmate in high school and that’s when you met Sophia during one of your house visits.

“Sure you’re gonna be okay?” he asks you after some time.

You turn to him and smile. “It’s been so long, Basil. I’m okay now.”

“If you say so.”

The entire time, you made sure you were accompanied by someone. You’d be talking to anyone, just so you could avoid being alone. You know it’s inevitable that Sophia would come up to you to talk but you just wished she wouldn’t.

You could feel her gaze on you whenever you’re speaking to anyone. You know she’s looking, you just made sure not to turn to her. It would be disastrous if you did. You are okay, but you know to yourself that you’re still not ready to talk to her.

“She’s looking at you. And Leon’s gonna be here any time soon. You sure you’re gonna be okay? I can come up with anything so you could go. Just give me the cue, I got you.” Bailey said beside you.

You couldn’t help but laugh. This is so Bailey. He’d think of anything to get you out of trouble, even lie to his sweet sister so to not get her angry than she is when you two would drive around and be home shaking because you just had a near death experience.

“I appreciate it, man. But it’s not about me. I want to spend this day for your mom.” You tell him. He looks at you like he just wants to get you out of here.

“You’re crazy impossible. Sometimes I forget how selfless and stubborn you are.” He says, shaking his head.

You just chuckled. “Let’s just go talk to your titas and titos.”

Bailey followed you towards his aunts and uncles. You engaged in conversation with them.

“Y/N, I heard you’ve just got back from a flight. How’s our legend captain?” One of the uncles asked, handing you a glass of whiskey. You weren’t planning on drinking tonight but you know you need this.

“It’s been really good. It’s exhausting sometimes but I love when we go to places I haven’t had the chance to visit yet. They’re taking really good care of me, thank God.” You answer.

“Haynako, this child of ours doesn’t even have time to visit now. She’s been everywhere but home, can you believe that?!” Tita Carla joined the conversation, holding both your shoulders behind you.

You looked up at her, smiling widely. “I have to because I don’t want to lose my job, tita.”

“That doesn’t mean you should fall off the face of the earth.” She says, holding your cheek and caressing it lovingly.

You felt warm. The love they have for you always makes your heart flutter.

“Anak, ha. It’s good that you’re making history with flying and all but don’t ever forget to rest. Look at you, oh. You’ve gotten thin.” One of the aunties say, looking at you worriedly.

“I’m taking care of myself just fine, tita. It’s just that, I’ve been booked lately because one of our co-pilots is on vacation. He’s gonna be back after the holidays so I think I’d have more time to rest.”

“Tell your employer to stop booking you on flights for a few months. You need rest and food!” one of the uncles say.

You laughed. “Oh no, I’m gonna be fired if I do that, tito.”

“Then that’s good. You’re gonna have more time to rest.” Tita Carla joked.

You shook your head. These people and their love for you.

You continue to talk to everyone. You didn’t even realize Leon’s already there, not until you heard him talking to tito Godfrey not too far from you. You turned towards them, exactly the time he looks at you.

You gave him a friendly smile, lifting the glass of whiskey. He smiled back, nodding his head. That’s a start.

When the fun started, Bailey stayed beside you. You know he’s making sure Sophia or Leon won’t come near you, and bless him for that.

The night went on with you catching up with everyone, Bailey beside you, often time Oreo would come up and talk to you. You were so busy talking to everyone that you forgot Sophia and Leon are there.

When it got a bit stuffy, you excused yourself to Bailey. “I need some air. I’ll be at the back. Gonna smoke.”

He gave you a look. “You’re back to smoking?”

You nodded, rubbing the back of your head. “Just when it gets too much.”

He sighed. “I’ll make sure none of them would bother you. Go breath.”

“You’re God sent.”

He rolled his eyes, pushing you lightly, making you laugh.

You excused yourself from the people and went to their backyard. You pulled out your vape and started smoking, sighing in the process.

You stopped smoking when you first got with Sophia. She didn’t hate it per se, she’s just worried you’d be addicted to it and is worried about your health. But then you broke up, picked it up and started again. You don’t really smoke that much, just when it’s getting heavy.

You looked up, staring at the sky. It’s unusually clear tonight, what with all the air pollution in Manila. You couldn’t help but smile. The sky looked so beautiful tonight.

You were in the middle of blowing the smoke out of you when you heard a voice, making you choke.

“Shit.” You muttered, coughing out.

You heard a small giggle, then there was her. Standing beside you, looking beautiful as ever.

“You went back to smoking?” she asks, still looking up at the sky.

You were still coughing, thumping your chest so to not die right on the spot. When you finally got back to breathing normally, you fixed yourself and looked up as well.

“Just sometimes.”

You heard her chuckle. “You know, I didn’t believe mom when she said you were coming. But here you are.”

You smiled. “They omitted the part that you’re here.”

There was silence for a while. You couldn’t bring yourself to look at her. Not yet, at least.

“I can’t believe we’ve come to a point that they’d have to lie to you just so you’d come. It felt weird.” There’s sadness in the way she says it. You felt it too.

You looked down, sighing. “To be honest, I don’t think I’d be here, otherwise.” You tell her truthfully.

You saw her turn to look at you. You still looked up, not ready to look at her.

“You really buried everything, huh?” you heard the frustration in her voice.

“Sophia...” you called out, finally looking her.

God, she’s still beautiful. She still looks so ethereal. It hurts seeing her this close and not being able to hold her, not being able to kiss her.

“Elizabeth.” She say firmly.

“Sophia.” You stood your ground.

She stared at you, the frustration oozing out.

You smiled. “How have you been? I heard the promotions are successful. You’ve been everywhere.”

Sophia sighed, finally letting it go. “I’ve been good. The earlier months were the hardest.”

You know exactly what she meant. But you’re not ready to talk about any of it. This day is not about you two.

“I’m glad you’re doing okay.”

She nodded, looking ahead.

The silence engulfed you immediately. You didn’t have to talk after that. You let it sit.

After a moment, Sophia spoke. “I was hoping, you know.” She started, turning to you.

You turned to her, not knowing what to say. She wants to talk about it. You wanted to run away, get as far away from her as possible. But you couldn’t seem to move from your spot. You just stared at her.

“I let you be because that’s what you wanted. Leon and I...” she stopped, like choosing the right words to say, her eyes holding every emotion she feels. “We did try. For a while. But... he wasn’t you.”

“Sophia...” you want her to stop. You want to walk away.

“Elizabeth, Y/N.” She said, her voice firm

“Stop.” You say, finally having the courage to step back. This is not healthy, not for you, not for her.

“You stop.” Her voice raised a bit.

You stare at her, confused. You don’t know where this is coming from. You don’t know what’s happening.

“I waited. I was patient. God, I was so patient because that’s what you wanted. You made a decision without even talking to me. You know how that feels?!”

You couldn’t speak. You’re so confused why she’s acting like this. You made a move to step towards her, then it hit you. She smelled different. A smell familiar to you.

She’s drunk.

“Sophia.” You called out softly, careful not to trigger her than she’s already is. “Let’s go back inside. It’s cold tonight. We should join them back inside, yeah?”

Sophia shook her head. “I’m never going to see you after tonight, I know it. You’re so good at hiding, it’s frustrating.”

“Sophia, please. Let’s not do this here. It’s your mom’s birthday. We should celebrate it with her.” You pleaded.

“You and your fucking excuses.” She scoffed, looking away before turning back to you, glaring at you. “You’re infuriating.” Her voice falter with that.

It broke your heart to see her like this. You couldn’t speak. You just stared at her, feeling your heart break all over again.

A tear escaped her eye and you wanted so bad to wipe it away but you couldn’t move. You don’t know what’s gonna happen if you hold her now.

“I waited for you.” She said, wiping the tear off her face aggressively. “And right now, I’m still waiting. Because God, despite everything, I still love you!”

There it is.

“I still love you so much and it hurts seeing you happy with everyone in there while acting like I don’t exist!” her voice broke with that, her tears falling down her eyes but she just wiped them away.

You just watched her. You wanted to speak but it felt like whatever you say won’t take away the pain she’s feeling. You wanted to hold her, to apologize and take everything back. But that would hurt the both of you more. You know she won’t remember this tomorrow. And right now, you just want to let it all out, to put it out there, just so she could get it out of her chest.

But seeing her like this breaks you. You wanted her to be happy. You wanted her to be free. But why does seem like she’s more broken than happy?

“You weren’t happy with me anymore, Soph. What was I supposed to do?” your voice was soft, gentle. You didn’t want to escalate things. You know her too well.

She’s a fighter.

“I’m the happiest when I’m with you.”

You shook your head lightly. “But you weren’t. I was there, Sophia. I saw everything.”

“Bullshit.” She spat.

You sighed. “Let’s go back inside.” You tried but she stepped back. Not letting this end here.

“You’re not going to run away from me again. I’m not going to let you. I did it before...” she say, determine to have this talk right here. “Not anymore.”

“Sophia, please.”

“No, mahal.” She stared at you, waiting.

When you said nothing, Sophia walked towards you, her eyes never leaving yours. You wanted to step back, to stay as far away from her as you could. But something about the way she looks at you froze you. Like putting you into place, steady.

She stopped inches from you. You could smell the alcohol in her breath.

God, how much did this girl drink. You thought to yourself.

“Why did you do it? Why did you make that decision for me?” she asked.

The air thicken around you, like making a mist to hold the both of you, engulfing you in a world where the two of you are locked.

“You weren’t happy with me anymore, Sophia.”

She rolled her eyes. “Cut it with that crap!”

“Because it’s true.” You say. Guess here’s the conversation she’s been so adamant to have. “I saw it. I was there. I saw how you changed. You think I just woke up one day and thought I’d give up the love of my life to her so called best friend? You think I didn’t think it through?”

She was quiet. You waited.

“I thought about every possible outcome, Sophia. I thought about it over and over and over again. How can I keep you when I know you weren’t happy?”

You thought you’ve moved on. You thought you’re okay. But seeing her tonight, having this conversation with her, it just came crashing down on you. You in fact have not moved on, you just learned how to cope without her.

“You should’ve just talked me.” She said in a whisper. Like she was afraid her voice would crack the moment it leaves her.

“And what? Have you ignore me? You were pulling away from me even before I made that decision.”

“I was pulling away from you because I was scared!” you’re confused. You don’t even know what’s happening right now.

“Scared of what exactly?” you asked, your voice full of confusion.

That made her stop. She was breathing heavily now. She looked like she’s about to pass out on you. But she managed through.

The quiet was loud, scary. It was like it was sucking the life out of you. She just stared, probably looking for the right words to say. You hated this. You hated how this is turning out. Then she spoke.

“I was scared because I was falling deeper. Because I was willing to give up everything just to have you. And you know what? Had you asked me to leave the group so we could be together all the time, I’d do it. Without a single word, without protest, I’d leave it all behind for you.”

That made your heart ache. This is a new information that could’ve helped you before it fell down.

You tried to speak, opened your mouth but no words would come out.

“I would never ask you to do that.” You say, your voice breaking in the process.

You heard her chuckle, a painful one. “See, I would. I was willing to be yours forever. And I didn’t think you would want the same. You were just starting out and so was I. I knew that if you’d ask me to stay, I would. And it scared me. It scared me to think that the love I have for you is turning to something that would break me.”

You don’t know what to say to that. It made you think about the kind of love you were asking for her. Was it consuming her? Was it breaking her? Were you too demanding? Too needy? Too possessive?

“I didn’t know.” You say in a whisper, looking down as you shook your head.

“Yeah, well... there it is.”

You looked up at her, staring. The moon’s light illuminating her being, like a spotlight only for her. She looked so beautiful, despite looking frustrated and mad.

You walked towards her, holding her hand in yours. It still fit the same, like it was carved to be with hers. You gave her a small smile. You didn’t have to say anything. Sophia knew. Without words. She let out a sigh, resting her face in your chest, letting the warmth engulf her.

And just like that, she’s down.

You had to carry her back. She’s too drunk to even wake up at this point.

“Oh, my God! What happened, anak?” Tita Carla came running to you when she saw you carrying Sophia.

You smiled at her. “We were talking outside. Seemed she’s too drunk. Just passed out on me.”

Tita Carla looked more amused than worried. She shook her head. Thank God the visitors are already gone by now, because this shit would be a festival for them.

“Get her up to her room, please.” Tita Carla said, helping you up the stairs.

When you got to Sophia’s room, you immediately put her to bed, removing her heels before tucking her in a blanket. When you made sure Sophia’s already comfortable, you looked around the room. It was still the same except for a few additional photos.

There’s still the picture frame of you and her on her night stand, photos of her favourite bands, favourite Disney princesses, but one photo caught your eye. You stood up, walking over to look at it clearly. It was a photo of you, holding an award you just got last month.

You turned back to Sophia’s sleeping form. She took tabs on everything about you since you broke up. It’s all in here, every achievement, every travel photos. It looked like a museum of yourself.

The tears started falling again. You didn’t know what to feel. You felt happy that Sophia still loves you. But at the same time, you’re scared. What if it happened again? Would she pull away from you? Would she let you know? Questions swirl in your head.

But one thing stuck.

Baka pwede pa.

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You didn’t see Sophia after that night. She left without saying a word to you. You tried visiting, tried going back to their house but to no avail. You never had the chance to clear things up with her. You did see photos and videos of her out and about with her friends, her family, even with Leon. But whenever you try to see her, she’s always unavailable.

It was starting to frustrate you. She was the one who came up to you first. She was the one who wanted to talk about your break up. Now, she’s pulling away again.

It’s been months since that night. You didn’t get to spend her birthday with them because you were with your family. Didn’t get to say goodbye because she just left. She’s continued with her life, busy with her schedules. Yet, not a message from her when she came home.

“This is so frustrating.” You muttered softly. You just watched a video of her dancing in a club in the Philippines with her friends.

Apparently, she’s back home and you’re still in Dubai. You were in a flight the other day, landed in Dubai and was going to be flying to London tomorrow. You knew you weren’t going to see her when you get back.

You slumped on your bed, staring at the ceiling. The past months has been a blur to you. Ever since tita Carla’s birthday, it’s like you were living on auto pilot. You wake up, fix yourself, go to work, be back home, sleep, repeat. You were back to the old you. Back to loud thoughts. Back to only thinking about Sophia. It’s driving you crazy.

When you got back to the Philippines, you didn’t even try to go back home after, you went straight to Sophia’s house hoping to corner her, only to be told that Sophia has flew back to LA just this morning.

You couldn’t help but feel like she’s doing this on purpose. Because she was. For some reason, she fucking knew your schedule, she knows when you’re leaving and when you’re coming back.

So, you made it a mission to corner her. There’s a plastered schedule of Katseye in their page, thank God.

You already asked your boss to give you a few weeks off. Just so you could catch her. VMAs are coming and her group would be there. They’re nominated for some awards and you want so bad to be there.

“You’re really going to chase after her, huh?” Bailey asked while the two of you are drinking before your flight to New York.

You nodded. “She’s so cruel.”

Bailey chuckled, shaking his head. “But that’s what she wants, you know? You chasing her.”

You turned to him, brows furrowed. The look on his face says it all. “What?” he asks.

“What do you mean?”

He shrugged. “I cannot believe you fell for her trick. It’s obvious. She wants you to chase after her because that’s the only way she’d have you back.”

You stared at him. That did not occur to you. “She really is cruel.” You huffed, drinking your whiskey.

Bailey just laughed at you.

You’re so dumb.

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You just landed in New York. VMAs would be tomorrow and you’re gonna make sure that you and Sophia would see each other in there.

You took a rest, made sure you’re well rested. You cannot look like someone who just got out of bed.

In the venue, you’re hands are clammy, you’re so nervous, you could pass out. But you stayed your ground. You waited for Katseye to arrive. And when they did, the first person you looked for is Sophia, and you did.

She looked so beautiful.

God, how can a person be this beautiful?

She looked like a Goddess who descended from the heaven to bless the world with her grace and beauty.

You stayed hidden, not wanting to scare her before their big performance. You wanted to be there, to be able to talk to her, but not to scare her. You still want her to do amazing.

So, you waited.

Like how she did for you.

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You cried. You knew you cried. You were wiping your snot when they won the award. You were so proud of her. You cannot even explain the feeling you’re feeling right now. Just that, you want to go run to her and give her a huge hug. She’s come so far from the girl who was just dreaming once. She’s so amazing, it made you feel things.

You waited patiently. You stayed hidden. You still didn’t want to scare her. But you were staring too long that for some reason, her gaze landed on you. You didn’t know how. Maybe you really were just sticking out like a sore thumb, with that damn height of yours.

You smiled. You didn’t know what to do at this point. All you could do is stand there, staring at her, smiling like a creep.

The scene looked like something out of the movies. You watched as she found her courage to walk up to you. You felt the place stop. The sound and the people, all gone.

It was just you and her.

She started slow, walking carefully. Then turned to a full blown running that it worried you. You opened your arms, waiting until she was nuzzled in your embrace. No one said a word. You stayed like that, her tightening her hold on you.

You felt Sophia shaking in your arms and you knew, she was already crying. You wanted to worry about her make-up and all that but you’re more worried that she feels overwhelmed.

“Elizabeth.” You called out softly, wanting her to know that you’re there, that you’re not just a fragment of her imagination.

“No.” You heard her say, tightening her hold, shaking her head.

You couldn’t help but chuckle. You were crying too but that could wait. You want to comfort her.

“Hey, let me see you.” You say gently. Thankfully, she pulled away. You were still smiling as she finally looked up at you. She’s still the most beautiful despite the tears and almost ruined make-up.

You reached for her face and gently wiped her tears. Like she’s a porcelain that could break if you push harder.

“You did so amazing tonight, mahal.” And the water works went off again. You didn’t want to make her cry, but there it is.

You pulled her back in your embrace, rubbing her back softly. You let her cry however long she needs. You gave her time. You stayed like that, for you don’t know how long until she calmed down. When she was finally okay, she pulled away and gently wiped her tears, making sure she doesn’t smudge her make-up.

“You good?” you asked in a teasing manner.

Sophia looked up to you, rolling her eyes as she pulled your jacket to wipe her snot. You didn’t mind though, all you care about is this, her.

“How are you here?” was the first thing she asked, despite her voice still shaking.

You shrugged. “I was hoping to see you, share the moment with you.”

She smiled, hugging you again. You chuckled as you kissed the crown of her head.

“Why didn’t you call me?”

You scoffed. “You wouldn’t answer anyway. Besides, I wanted to surprise you.”

“Well, I’m surprised. What are you gonna do about that?”

She’s so sassy, you want to squeeze her. It made you chuckle.

“You like surprises, ‘di ba? Here’s one for you.” You teased. You love teasing her when she’s emotional.

You felt her smack your back lightly. “Napaka yabang mo.”

You laughed, hugging her tighter. You were feeling the moment but you realized it’s confusing people.

“Elizabeth.” You called out, still looking over the group. You heard her hum. “They’re looking at us.”

That seemed to bring Sophia back. She turned to look at who you’re looking, still engulfed in your embrace. She looked up at you, her doe eyes smiling.

“Come on, I’ll introduce you to the girls.” She said, pulling away but holding your cold hand in hers.

You started feeling a bit shy. This is the first time you’re gonna meet the Katseye members. Even when they won Dream Academy, you didn’t have the chance to meet with them because you were waiting at the restaurant with Bailey. When they went in the Philippines, you also didn’t get to meet them because you were busy with work, which means you were in another country.

As you neared the girls, you felt yourself moving closer to Sophia. You wanted to run away. You’re so scared they’d lunge at you. But contrary to what you thought, it was the opposite. They were smiling at you and Sophia teasingly.

“Oh, now you’re gonna share?” Megan, thankfully you knew them from watching their lives, said.

Sophia intertwined your hands as she pulled you closer. You’re basically behind her, your front pressed on her back.

“Everyone, this is Y/N. Y/N, this is everyone. She’s...” Sophia introduced, a smile on her voice.

“Her girlfriend.” You continued. It came out of reflex that the girls started crowding you. They all looked so happy.

Sophia turned to you with a stunned face. You just shrugged. It was the only proper introduction in your head.

“Oh, my gosh! I’ve heard so much about you! I’m Megan! Nice to finally put a face with the name.” She sounded so excited that you couldn’t help but chuckle.

The girls introduced themselves to you one by one until it was the youngest turn.

“You’re baba!” she exclaimed, making your eyes wide.

Sophia turned to face you, laughing when she saw your face. When you got out of the initial shock, you turned to Sophia with a playful shocked face.

“We have a child and you hid her from me?” you joked.

Sophia laughed, lightly slapping your face which made you laugh. You couldn’t help but stare at her. She’s just so beautiful.

“You’re so beautiful.” You muttered, not even missing a beat. There’s a series of complaints after you said that. Sophia rolled her eyes, hugging you again.

“Y’all are jealous, I have this gentle bear for myself.” She bragged, making you laugh while the girls continued with their complaints.

They started pulling her away from you but she gripped you tightly. Before it turned to a tug of war, you had to intercept.

“Alright, alright, calm down.” You say, getting their attention. “How about we call it a night, hmm? Let’s all head back and rest. I’ll see you girls tomorrow.”

Sophia started to protest but the girls have successfully pulled her away from you.

“Convoy, I’ll see you at your hotel after you finish changing. I promise.” You say gently.

Sophia pouted but finally let go. You watched her being pulled back to the group van. You couldn’t help but laugh. They’re so amusing to watch.

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You did follow their van to their hotel that is thankfully, not that far from where you checked in. You waited for them in the lobby. You didn’t want to intrude than you already did. Besides, you still have a lot to talk about with Sophia.

After some time, Sophia already texted you her room number. You immediately went up, shaking the nerves off you. The initial meet was okay, but there’s just a lot to talk about.

When you met her in the hallways, she’s already wearing a comfortable baggy pants and a hoodie that looked all too familiar, it was yours.

You smiled at her, walking towards her. You kissed her head when you reached her, holding her hand.

“Let’s go to the rooftop, the night sky look beautiful tonight.”

She nodded, letting you pull her. The elevator ride to the rooftop was quiet. Just you and her sharing a moment of your thoughts. You didn’t know what to say. So let the silence stay.

When you finally settled in the rooftop, you stared up and smiled. This is what peace feels like. Having her here with you.

“You were so great tonight. I felt so happy. I’m so proud of what you’ve becoming.” You started, turning to look at her. You saw her smiling at the sky as well, then to you.

“And I’m glad I could share that with you.”

You smiled. You didn’t know what to say. You don’t even know what’s running in your head right now. All you know is that you’re here, she’s here, it’s perfect.

“Why did you hide away from me?” you finally asked.

You didn’t want to ruin the mood, but you needed this conversation. You can’t just go back to the way it was and act like the break up didn’t happen, that your conversation with her at tita Carla’s birthday didn’t happen. You needed to talk to finally settle the on going problem.

Sophia lowered her head, staring at her hands. You waited. You’re not going to push her. Not anymore.

“Because I didn’t know how to face you.” She answered, turning to you.

Your eyes soften. It must’ve been so scary for her.

“I didn’t know what to say to you. I came up to you drunk and spouted nonsense.”

You shook your head. “Those aren’t nonsense, Elizabeth.” You tell her softly.

You could feel her starting to relax when you said those. “How was I suppose to know that?” she asked softly.

“You could’ve just went to me.”

She chuckled. “Rich of you to say that.” She joked. You laugh as well.

“Yeah well, people learn.” You shrugged.

She nodded. “I didn’t know how to talk to you after that. I felt how scared you were, how much I hurt you. I didn’t realize how much I hurt you until I heard you talk back, you never talk back unless it was unreasonable.”

You let Sophia continue. You wanted to hear her side. It’s just how you are. You always let her compose her words for you to understand.

“I thought, maybe if I stay away then I won’t hurt you anymore. I knew, you know?” she say, smiling at you. “I knew you went looking for me. I knew you went to our house multiple times to go see me. I just didn’t think I was ready enough to face you. I was ashamed of myself.”

You take everything in. She was blaming herself. You know it. You didn’t need to hear her say it, you just know. That’s how much you love her. She didn’t need to say anything for you to know. Contrary to how you acted before your break up.

“And now? Are you still scared?” you asked.

She shook her head, smiling at you. “Not anymore. Not after tonight.”

“That’s nice to know.” You say, turning to the sky again.

The both of you let the silence engulf you. No words would be said that would equate to the relief you both feel.

“When you told the girls you were my girlfriend, what exactly did you mean by that?” Sophia asked after some time.

You turned to her. You stared, how beautiful she looks, hope in her eyes. You couldn’t help but smile. You reached for her hand, squeezed it lightly. As if to say it’s real.

“I want to try again. I want us. I want you.” You tell her. You saw her eyes become misty when you said that. “I know you’re scared. I am too. I don’t know where this would lead us. But what I know is this...” you faced her fully, holding her hand like a promise.

“I know that I still love you. I know that I would do everything and anything for you. I know I’d make myself be the best that I am for you. I don’t ever want to lose you again, Elizabeth. I want to grow old with you. I want a life with you. And if you’ll let me, I will make sure to do anything and everything in my power to take all your worries and fears away.”

It felt good to let it out. It felt nice to know that she’s here to hear your thoughts. And right now, you’re making a serious promise, in front of her, the love of your life.

Sophia’s tears fell out of her face, a gentle smile plastered in her lips. Even then, you still think she’s the most beautiful.

Sophia pulled you in for a sweet, gentle kiss. When she pulled away, you gave her a smile as you wipe her tears. You didn’t want to see her like this. You want her to always be happy.

Malay mo, kayo parin sa dulo.

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Ihahatid Kita Part 2

Malay Mo, Tayo

Sophia Laforteza

Synopsis: Y/N who finally gave in to Tita Carla's, Sophia's mom, invite to her birthday after more than a year of hiding. Ended up seeing her ex girlfriend who she thought won't be there.

Words: 7k+

Warnings: Slight cursing, fluff!!

A/N: Hello, everyone! I know the last part was a hard read and I thought I didn't want to end it that way. So I made this part 2 for all of us, I hope you love this as much as you loved part 1. Let me know your thought!

Part 1

It’s been more than a year since you last saw Sophia. Even when tita Carla and tito Godfrey invite you to any casual gathering, you would always decline, afraid you’d see her there. But they’re persistent. Tita Carla’s been calling you nonstop. Even when you just landed the plane in whatever country you’re flight has been, she’d be reaching every chance she gets.

Right now, you’ve just landed the plane in Dubai and she’s already calling you. You sighed, removing your uniform and tossing it to the bed of your hotel room.

You finally answered.

“Hello, tita.” You greeted, slumping on the bed, putting the call on speaker.

“I will not— and yes, this is a threat— I will not stop calling until you tell me you’re coming home for my birthday celebration!” she sounded annoyed at this point.

You laughed, like a real one. You love her so much, it hurts knowing you had to avoid everyone to stay away.

You sighed. “Alright, tita. I’ll hold my schedule on that day. I promise.” You gave in.

You heard clapping on her end. You knew you just made the right choice.

“Please hold your schedule until after the holidays, I want you home even if you can’t be here with us physically.” You felt bad. She’s still very worried about you.

You hummed. “I was planning on visiting the family this holiday. So, I’ll probably be there on your birthday then drive back home to spend it with them.” You knew she wanted updates.

“That’s great, anak. Make sure to rest before your next flight, okay? See you soon, Captain. I love you.”

“Love you too, tita. See you on your birthday.”

Then she hung up.

The silence that followed calmed you. It was the kind where you could close everything. You were thankful that this is what comes with silence now. Before, it was loud, infuriating, heart breaking. But you’ve come to terms with it. Now, when it’s quiet, that’s just it. No more loud thoughts.

It gave you peace.

You’ve come so far since your break up with Sophia. Before, you couldn’t even go a day without crying and drinking. You couldn’t hear her name without being broken, and it didn’t even help that she’s everywhere. You couldn’t go to places you used to go with her without breaking down in the middle of the street. You couldn’t listen to songs you used to sing with her in your car, or even songs her group sings.

But now, you’ve finally overcame those things. You remember the first time it happened. You just landed in Japan and out of nowhere, you heard a Katseye song being blasted in one of the cafés you visited. It didn’t break your heart, it didn’t make you cry. Instead, you smiled to yourself when you heard her voice. And you knew, right then, that you were okay. You haven’t fully healed or moved on yet, you wouldn’t even if you tried, but you were doing okay. You’ve finally accepted the fact that she wasn’t yours anymore.

It was a surreal moment.

It was freeing.

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You just landed back in the Philippines after a detour. Your back is aching, your head pounding, and you still have to drive back to your place.

It’s been a long flight and your co-pilot was down with a cold so you had to step in. Now, all you wanted was to sleep. So when you got to your place, you immediately took a shower and went to bed.

When you woke up, you were already bombarded with calls and messages from tita Carla, reminding you of her birthday party. You couldn’t help but laugh. You called her as soon as you’ve fixed yourself.

“Are you back home?” was the first thing she asked.

“Whatever happened to hello? Good morning?” you joked, chuckling.

You heard tita Carla laugh. It sounded so elegant, like Sophia’s.

“Good morning, sweetheart. Are you back from your flight?” she finally asked calmly.

You hummed. “Landed last night. Had enough rest to blast the party tonight.”

“You know I love when you dance that tito dance of yours.” She teased which made you laugh.

“Hey, now. Not all of us are blessed with talent like yours!”

“You’re great, anak. You just don’t know it yet.”

“Yeah, whatever you say, tita. I’ll see you tonight, yeah?”

“I’ll see you tonight. You take care.”

You prepared to go out. You weren’t gonna show up empty handed. Tita Carla’s too precious for that. You went shopping for tita Carla’s gift and went to buy home essentials as well.

You could see Sophia’s face everywhere. You couldn’t help but smile. She really had come a long way. When you met her, she was just a girl with big dreams, just going through it and hoping. And now, she’s one of the most beloved members of a global girl group, Katseye.

You stopped on an ad, watching it intently with a smile on your face. She looked so beautiful, so free.

You knew you made the right decision then.

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You’re currently fixing yourself when you got a message. This was not the usual message you receive. It’s not from tita Carla. This time, it’s from tito Godfrey, telling —more like threatening— you to not break your promise because tita Carla’s expecting you to come.

You shook your head, laughing. “God, these oldies.” You say to yourself as you finish doing your hair.

You looked at yourself in the mirror. You’ve changed. You’ve gotten older, your face more sharper, jaw more refined, hair shorter, taller than the last time you truly stared at yourself in the mirror.

“You got this, Y/N.” You told yourself before you sprayed your perfume.

It’s still the same. The one Sophia loves.

You drove to their place with so much confidence. The thought of seeing Sophia there wasn’t on your mind. You were so sure she was too busy with group activities.

When you got there, you did a small pep talk and went on your way. When you got to the house, you saw that it was just a few of tita Carla’s friends, mostly family members. You greeted everyone who knew you, talking to them for a while.

“Y/N, anak! You’re finally here!” you heard tita Carla’s voice boom from behind you.

When you turned, you couldn’t help but smile as you spread your arms to envelop her in a tight hug. She looked wonderful. And you missed her terribly.

When she pulled away, she held your face and kissed your cheek so much you had to stop her with a laugh.

“Happy Birthday to my most beautiful tita.” You say, smiling widely while holding the gift you bought for her.

She smiled, eyes misted but she blinked it away. She took your gift with a thankful smile. “You didn’t have to, anak. This is beautiful.” She says, looking at your gift.

You smiled. “Oh, but I want to. A special gift for one of the most special woman in my life.”

Tita Carla smiled and pulled you in a tight hug again. She then pulled you with her to greet tito Godfrey.

He put his hands on his hips, acting mad. “So you have finally decided to show up, huh?” he says, then pulled you in a tight hug.

“I missed you too, tito.”

You decided to talk to the family who’ve been with you since you got together with Sophia. They still treat you the same, thank God. They were still welcoming and loving towards you. Sophia’s lolo and lola still loves talking about everything and anything with you. They were so engaging that you forgot where you were. You were so relaxed, until you heard tito Godfrey speak.

“There she is! Come join us, princess!”

You froze on your spot. You did not expect this to happen. You were so sure she wasn’t gonna be here.

You slowly turned to where tito Godfrey’s looking, then it hit you like a fucking wrecking ball. She’s here, in the fucking flesh, and she’s wearing a God forbidden beautiful black dress. She looked so gorgeous. The dress hugging her body in all the right places.

You were brought back to your senses when you felt a nudge in your rib, making you turn to person who did it.

“Mom didn’t want to tell you she’s here. She was afraid you weren’t gonna come if you knew.” Bailey said, giving you an apologetic smile.

You felt bad. You didn’t know it was going to come to this. That they would have to hide the fact that Sophia’s here just so you could be present.

You gave him a smile. “It’s totally fine. I understand.”

He nodded and stayed beside you. You’ve been friends with Bailey even before you met Sophia. It was a fact no one knew outside of the family. You were Bailey’s classmate in high school and that’s when you met Sophia during one of your house visits.

“Sure you’re gonna be okay?” he asks you after some time.

You turn to him and smile. “It’s been so long, Basil. I’m okay now.”

“If you say so.”

The entire time, you made sure you were accompanied by someone. You’d be talking to anyone, just so you could avoid being alone. You know it’s inevitable that Sophia would come up to you to talk but you just wished she wouldn’t.

You could feel her gaze on you whenever you’re speaking to anyone. You know she’s looking, you just made sure not to turn to her. It would be disastrous if you did. You are okay, but you know to yourself that you’re still not ready to talk to her.

“She’s looking at you. And Leon’s gonna be here any time soon. You sure you’re gonna be okay? I can come up with anything so you could go. Just give me the cue, I got you.” Bailey said beside you.

You couldn’t help but laugh. This is so Bailey. He’d think of anything to get you out of trouble, even lie to his sweet sister so to not get her angry than she is when you two would drive around and be home shaking because you just had a near death experience.

“I appreciate it, man. But it’s not about me. I want to spend this day for your mom.” You tell him. He looks at you like he just wants to get you out of here.

“You’re crazy impossible. Sometimes I forget how selfless and stubborn you are.” He says, shaking his head.

You just chuckled. “Let’s just go talk to your titas and titos.”

Bailey followed you towards his aunts and uncles. You engaged in conversation with them.

“Y/N, I heard you’ve just got back from a flight. How’s our legend captain?” One of the uncles asked, handing you a glass of whiskey. You weren’t planning on drinking tonight but you know you need this.

“It’s been really good. It’s exhausting sometimes but I love when we go to places I haven’t had the chance to visit yet. They’re taking really good care of me, thank God.” You answer.

“Haynako, this child of ours doesn’t even have time to visit now. She’s been everywhere but home, can you believe that?!” Tita Carla joined the conversation, holding both your shoulders behind you.

You looked up at her, smiling widely. “I have to because I don’t want to lose my job, tita.”

“That doesn’t mean you should fall off the face of the earth.” She says, holding your cheek and caressing it lovingly.

You felt warm. The love they have for you always makes your heart flutter.

“Anak, ha. It’s good that you’re making history with flying and all but don’t ever forget to rest. Look at you, oh. You’ve gotten thin.” One of the aunties say, looking at you worriedly.

“I’m taking care of myself just fine, tita. It’s just that, I’ve been booked lately because one of our co-pilots is on vacation. He’s gonna be back after the holidays so I think I’d have more time to rest.”

“Tell your employer to stop booking you on flights for a few months. You need rest and food!” one of the uncles say.

You laughed. “Oh no, I’m gonna be fired if I do that, tito.”

“Then that’s good. You’re gonna have more time to rest.” Tita Carla joked.

You shook your head. These people and their love for you.

You continue to talk to everyone. You didn’t even realize Leon’s already there, not until you heard him talking to tito Godfrey not too far from you. You turned towards them, exactly the time he looks at you.

You gave him a friendly smile, lifting the glass of whiskey. He smiled back, nodding his head. That’s a start.

When the fun started, Bailey stayed beside you. You know he’s making sure Sophia or Leon won’t come near you, and bless him for that.

The night went on with you catching up with everyone, Bailey beside you, often time Oreo would come up and talk to you. You were so busy talking to everyone that you forgot Sophia and Leon are there.

When it got a bit stuffy, you excused yourself to Bailey. “I need some air. I’ll be at the back. Gonna smoke.”

He gave you a look. “You’re back to smoking?”

You nodded, rubbing the back of your head. “Just when it gets too much.”

He sighed. “I’ll make sure none of them would bother you. Go breath.”

“You’re God sent.”

He rolled his eyes, pushing you lightly, making you laugh.

You excused yourself from the people and went to their backyard. You pulled out your vape and started smoking, sighing in the process.

You stopped smoking when you first got with Sophia. She didn’t hate it per se, she’s just worried you’d be addicted to it and is worried about your health. But then you broke up, picked it up and started again. You don’t really smoke that much, just when it’s getting heavy.

You looked up, staring at the sky. It’s unusually clear tonight, what with all the air pollution in Manila. You couldn’t help but smile. The sky looked so beautiful tonight.

You were in the middle of blowing the smoke out of you when you heard a voice, making you choke.

“Shit.” You muttered, coughing out.

You heard a small giggle, then there was her. Standing beside you, looking beautiful as ever.

“You went back to smoking?” she asks, still looking up at the sky.

You were still coughing, thumping your chest so to not die right on the spot. When you finally got back to breathing normally, you fixed yourself and looked up as well.

“Just sometimes.”

You heard her chuckle. “You know, I didn’t believe mom when she said you were coming. But here you are.”

You smiled. “They omitted the part that you’re here.”

There was silence for a while. You couldn’t bring yourself to look at her. Not yet, at least.

“I can’t believe we’ve come to a point that they’d have to lie to you just so you’d come. It felt weird.” There’s sadness in the way she says it. You felt it too.

You looked down, sighing. “To be honest, I don’t think I’d be here, otherwise.” You tell her truthfully.

You saw her turn to look at you. You still looked up, not ready to look at her.

“You really buried everything, huh?” you heard the frustration in her voice.

“Sophia...” you called out, finally looking her.

God, she’s still beautiful. She still looks so ethereal. It hurts seeing her this close and not being able to hold her, not being able to kiss her.

“Elizabeth.” She say firmly.

“Sophia.” You stood your ground.

She stared at you, the frustration oozing out.

You smiled. “How have you been? I heard the promotions are successful. You’ve been everywhere.”

Sophia sighed, finally letting it go. “I’ve been good. The earlier months were the hardest.”

You know exactly what she meant. But you’re not ready to talk about any of it. This day is not about you two.

“I’m glad you’re doing okay.”

She nodded, looking ahead.

The silence engulfed you immediately. You didn’t have to talk after that. You let it sit.

After a moment, Sophia spoke. “I was hoping, you know.” She started, turning to you.

You turned to her, not knowing what to say. She wants to talk about it. You wanted to run away, get as far away from her as possible. But you couldn’t seem to move from your spot. You just stared at her.

“I let you be because that’s what you wanted. Leon and I...” she stopped, like choosing the right words to say, her eyes holding every emotion she feels. “We did try. For a while. But... he wasn’t you.”

“Sophia...” you want her to stop. You want to walk away.

“Elizabeth, Y/N.” She said, her voice firm

“Stop.” You say, finally having the courage to step back. This is not healthy, not for you, not for her.

“You stop.” Her voice raised a bit.

You stare at her, confused. You don’t know where this is coming from. You don’t know what’s happening.

“I waited. I was patient. God, I was so patient because that’s what you wanted. You made a decision without even talking to me. You know how that feels?!”

You couldn’t speak. You’re so confused why she’s acting like this. You made a move to step towards her, then it hit you. She smelled different. A smell familiar to you.

She’s drunk.

“Sophia.” You called out softly, careful not to trigger her than she’s already is. “Let’s go back inside. It’s cold tonight. We should join them back inside, yeah?”

Sophia shook her head. “I’m never going to see you after tonight, I know it. You’re so good at hiding, it’s frustrating.”

“Sophia, please. Let’s not do this here. It’s your mom’s birthday. We should celebrate it with her.” You pleaded.

“You and your fucking excuses.” She scoffed, looking away before turning back to you, glaring at you. “You’re infuriating.” Her voice falter with that.

It broke your heart to see her like this. You couldn’t speak. You just stared at her, feeling your heart break all over again.

A tear escaped her eye and you wanted so bad to wipe it away but you couldn’t move. You don’t know what’s gonna happen if you hold her now.

“I waited for you.” She said, wiping the tear off her face aggressively. “And right now, I’m still waiting. Because God, despite everything, I still love you!”

There it is.

“I still love you so much and it hurts seeing you happy with everyone in there while acting like I don’t exist!” her voice broke with that, her tears falling down her eyes but she just wiped them away.

You just watched her. You wanted to speak but it felt like whatever you say won’t take away the pain she’s feeling. You wanted to hold her, to apologize and take everything back. But that would hurt the both of you more. You know she won’t remember this tomorrow. And right now, you just want to let it all out, to put it out there, just so she could get it out of her chest.

But seeing her like this breaks you. You wanted her to be happy. You wanted her to be free. But why does seem like she’s more broken than happy?

“You weren’t happy with me anymore, Soph. What was I supposed to do?” your voice was soft, gentle. You didn’t want to escalate things. You know her too well.

She’s a fighter.

“I’m the happiest when I’m with you.”

You shook your head lightly. “But you weren’t. I was there, Sophia. I saw everything.”

“Bullshit.” She spat.

You sighed. “Let’s go back inside.” You tried but she stepped back. Not letting this end here.

“You’re not going to run away from me again. I’m not going to let you. I did it before...” she say, determine to have this talk right here. “Not anymore.”

“Sophia, please.”

“No, mahal.” She stared at you, waiting.

When you said nothing, Sophia walked towards you, her eyes never leaving yours. You wanted to step back, to stay as far away from her as you could. But something about the way she looks at you froze you. Like putting you into place, steady.

She stopped inches from you. You could smell the alcohol in her breath.

God, how much did this girl drink. You thought to yourself.

“Why did you do it? Why did you make that decision for me?” she asked.

The air thicken around you, like making a mist to hold the both of you, engulfing you in a world where the two of you are locked.

“You weren’t happy with me anymore, Sophia.”

She rolled her eyes. “Cut it with that crap!”

“Because it’s true.” You say. Guess here’s the conversation she’s been so adamant to have. “I saw it. I was there. I saw how you changed. You think I just woke up one day and thought I’d give up the love of my life to her so called best friend? You think I didn’t think it through?”

She was quiet. You waited.

“I thought about every possible outcome, Sophia. I thought about it over and over and over again. How can I keep you when I know you weren’t happy?”

You thought you’ve moved on. You thought you’re okay. But seeing her tonight, having this conversation with her, it just came crashing down on you. You in fact have not moved on, you just learned how to cope without her.

“You should’ve just talked me.” She said in a whisper. Like she was afraid her voice would crack the moment it leaves her.

“And what? Have you ignore me? You were pulling away from me even before I made that decision.”

“I was pulling away from you because I was scared!” you’re confused. You don’t even know what’s happening right now.

“Scared of what exactly?” you asked, your voice full of confusion.

That made her stop. She was breathing heavily now. She looked like she’s about to pass out on you. But she managed through.

The quiet was loud, scary. It was like it was sucking the life out of you. She just stared, probably looking for the right words to say. You hated this. You hated how this is turning out. Then she spoke.

“I was scared because I was falling deeper. Because I was willing to give up everything just to have you. And you know what? Had you asked me to leave the group so we could be together all the time, I’d do it. Without a single word, without protest, I’d leave it all behind for you.”

That made your heart ache. This is a new information that could’ve helped you before it fell down.

You tried to speak, opened your mouth but no words would come out.

“I would never ask you to do that.” You say, your voice breaking in the process.

You heard her chuckle, a painful one. “See, I would. I was willing to be yours forever. And I didn’t think you would want the same. You were just starting out and so was I. I knew that if you’d ask me to stay, I would. And it scared me. It scared me to think that the love I have for you is turning to something that would break me.”

You don’t know what to say to that. It made you think about the kind of love you were asking for her. Was it consuming her? Was it breaking her? Were you too demanding? Too needy? Too possessive?

“I didn’t know.” You say in a whisper, looking down as you shook your head.

“Yeah, well... there it is.”

You looked up at her, staring. The moon’s light illuminating her being, like a spotlight only for her. She looked so beautiful, despite looking frustrated and mad.

You walked towards her, holding her hand in yours. It still fit the same, like it was carved to be with hers. You gave her a small smile. You didn’t have to say anything. Sophia knew. Without words. She let out a sigh, resting her face in your chest, letting the warmth engulf her.

And just like that, she’s down.

You had to carry her back. She’s too drunk to even wake up at this point.

“Oh, my God! What happened, anak?” Tita Carla came running to you when she saw you carrying Sophia.

You smiled at her. “We were talking outside. Seemed she’s too drunk. Just passed out on me.”

Tita Carla looked more amused than worried. She shook her head. Thank God the visitors are already gone by now, because this shit would be a festival for them.

“Get her up to her room, please.” Tita Carla said, helping you up the stairs.

When you got to Sophia’s room, you immediately put her to bed, removing her heels before tucking her in a blanket. When you made sure Sophia’s already comfortable, you looked around the room. It was still the same except for a few additional photos.

There’s still the picture frame of you and her on her night stand, photos of her favourite bands, favourite Disney princesses, but one photo caught your eye. You stood up, walking over to look at it clearly. It was a photo of you, holding an award you just got last month.

You turned back to Sophia’s sleeping form. She took tabs on everything about you since you broke up. It’s all in here, every achievement, every travel photos. It looked like a museum of yourself.

The tears started falling again. You didn’t know what to feel. You felt happy that Sophia still loves you. But at the same time, you’re scared. What if it happened again? Would she pull away from you? Would she let you know? Questions swirl in your head.

But one thing stuck.

Baka pwede pa.

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You didn’t see Sophia after that night. She left without saying a word to you. You tried visiting, tried going back to their house but to no avail. You never had the chance to clear things up with her. You did see photos and videos of her out and about with her friends, her family, even with Leon. But whenever you try to see her, she’s always unavailable.

It was starting to frustrate you. She was the one who came up to you first. She was the one who wanted to talk about your break up. Now, she’s pulling away again.

It’s been months since that night. You didn’t get to spend her birthday with them because you were with your family. Didn’t get to say goodbye because she just left. She’s continued with her life, busy with her schedules. Yet, not a message from her when she came home.

“This is so frustrating.” You muttered softly. You just watched a video of her dancing in a club in the Philippines with her friends.

Apparently, she’s back home and you’re still in Dubai. You were in a flight the other day, landed in Dubai and was going to be flying to London tomorrow. You knew you weren’t going to see her when you get back.

You slumped on your bed, staring at the ceiling. The past months has been a blur to you. Ever since tita Carla’s birthday, it’s like you were living on auto pilot. You wake up, fix yourself, go to work, be back home, sleep, repeat. You were back to the old you. Back to loud thoughts. Back to only thinking about Sophia. It’s driving you crazy.

When you got back to the Philippines, you didn’t even try to go back home after, you went straight to Sophia’s house hoping to corner her, only to be told that Sophia has flew back to LA just this morning.

You couldn’t help but feel like she’s doing this on purpose. Because she was. For some reason, she fucking knew your schedule, she knows when you’re leaving and when you’re coming back.

So, you made it a mission to corner her. There’s a plastered schedule of Katseye in their page, thank God.

You already asked your boss to give you a few weeks off. Just so you could catch her. VMAs are coming and her group would be there. They’re nominated for some awards and you want so bad to be there.

“You’re really going to chase after her, huh?” Bailey asked while the two of you are drinking before your flight to New York.

You nodded. “She’s so cruel.”

Bailey chuckled, shaking his head. “But that’s what she wants, you know? You chasing her.”

You turned to him, brows furrowed. The look on his face says it all. “What?” he asks.

“What do you mean?”

He shrugged. “I cannot believe you fell for her trick. It’s obvious. She wants you to chase after her because that’s the only way she’d have you back.”

You stared at him. That did not occur to you. “She really is cruel.” You huffed, drinking your whiskey.

Bailey just laughed at you.

You’re so dumb.

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You just landed in New York. VMAs would be tomorrow and you’re gonna make sure that you and Sophia would see each other in there.

You took a rest, made sure you’re well rested. You cannot look like someone who just got out of bed.

In the venue, you’re hands are clammy, you’re so nervous, you could pass out. But you stayed your ground. You waited for Katseye to arrive. And when they did, the first person you looked for is Sophia, and you did.

She looked so beautiful.

God, how can a person be this beautiful?

She looked like a Goddess who descended from the heaven to bless the world with her grace and beauty.

You stayed hidden, not wanting to scare her before their big performance. You wanted to be there, to be able to talk to her, but not to scare her. You still want her to do amazing.

So, you waited.

Like how she did for you.

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You cried. You knew you cried. You were wiping your snot when they won the award. You were so proud of her. You cannot even explain the feeling you’re feeling right now. Just that, you want to go run to her and give her a huge hug. She’s come so far from the girl who was just dreaming once. She’s so amazing, it made you feel things.

You waited patiently. You stayed hidden. You still didn’t want to scare her. But you were staring too long that for some reason, her gaze landed on you. You didn’t know how. Maybe you really were just sticking out like a sore thumb, with that damn height of yours.

You smiled. You didn’t know what to do at this point. All you could do is stand there, staring at her, smiling like a creep.

The scene looked like something out of the movies. You watched as she found her courage to walk up to you. You felt the place stop. The sound and the people, all gone.

It was just you and her.

She started slow, walking carefully. Then turned to a full blown running that it worried you. You opened your arms, waiting until she was nuzzled in your embrace. No one said a word. You stayed like that, her tightening her hold on you.

You felt Sophia shaking in your arms and you knew, she was already crying. You wanted to worry about her make-up and all that but you’re more worried that she feels overwhelmed.

“Elizabeth.” You called out softly, wanting her to know that you’re there, that you’re not just a fragment of her imagination.

“No.” You heard her say, tightening her hold, shaking her head.

You couldn’t help but chuckle. You were crying too but that could wait. You want to comfort her.

“Hey, let me see you.” You say gently. Thankfully, she pulled away. You were still smiling as she finally looked up at you. She’s still the most beautiful despite the tears and almost ruined make-up.

You reached for her face and gently wiped her tears. Like she’s a porcelain that could break if you push harder.

“You did so amazing tonight, mahal.” And the water works went off again. You didn’t want to make her cry, but there it is.

You pulled her back in your embrace, rubbing her back softly. You let her cry however long she needs. You gave her time. You stayed like that, for you don’t know how long until she calmed down. When she was finally okay, she pulled away and gently wiped her tears, making sure she doesn’t smudge her make-up.

“You good?” you asked in a teasing manner.

Sophia looked up to you, rolling her eyes as she pulled your jacket to wipe her snot. You didn’t mind though, all you care about is this, her.

“How are you here?” was the first thing she asked, despite her voice still shaking.

You shrugged. “I was hoping to see you, share the moment with you.”

She smiled, hugging you again. You chuckled as you kissed the crown of her head.

“Why didn’t you call me?”

You scoffed. “You wouldn’t answer anyway. Besides, I wanted to surprise you.”

“Well, I’m surprised. What are you gonna do about that?”

She’s so sassy, you want to squeeze her. It made you chuckle.

“You like surprises, ‘di ba? Here’s one for you.” You teased. You love teasing her when she’s emotional.

You felt her smack your back lightly. “Napaka yabang mo.”

You laughed, hugging her tighter. You were feeling the moment but you realized it’s confusing people.

“Elizabeth.” You called out, still looking over the group. You heard her hum. “They’re looking at us.”

That seemed to bring Sophia back. She turned to look at who you’re looking, still engulfed in your embrace. She looked up at you, her doe eyes smiling.

“Come on, I’ll introduce you to the girls.” She said, pulling away but holding your cold hand in hers.

You started feeling a bit shy. This is the first time you’re gonna meet the Katseye members. Even when they won Dream Academy, you didn’t have the chance to meet with them because you were waiting at the restaurant with Bailey. When they went in the Philippines, you also didn’t get to meet them because you were busy with work, which means you were in another country.

As you neared the girls, you felt yourself moving closer to Sophia. You wanted to run away. You’re so scared they’d lunge at you. But contrary to what you thought, it was the opposite. They were smiling at you and Sophia teasingly.

“Oh, now you’re gonna share?” Megan, thankfully you knew them from watching their lives, said.

Sophia intertwined your hands as she pulled you closer. You’re basically behind her, your front pressed on her back.

“Everyone, this is Y/N. Y/N, this is everyone. She’s...” Sophia introduced, a smile on her voice.

“Her girlfriend.” You continued. It came out of reflex that the girls started crowding you. They all looked so happy.

Sophia turned to you with a stunned face. You just shrugged. It was the only proper introduction in your head.

“Oh, my gosh! I’ve heard so much about you! I’m Megan! Nice to finally put a face with the name.” She sounded so excited that you couldn’t help but chuckle.

The girls introduced themselves to you one by one until it was the youngest turn.

“You’re baba!” she exclaimed, making your eyes wide.

Sophia turned to face you, laughing when she saw your face. When you got out of the initial shock, you turned to Sophia with a playful shocked face.

“We have a child and you hid her from me?” you joked.

Sophia laughed, lightly slapping your face which made you laugh. You couldn’t help but stare at her. She’s just so beautiful.

“You’re so beautiful.” You muttered, not even missing a beat. There’s a series of complaints after you said that. Sophia rolled her eyes, hugging you again.

“Y’all are jealous, I have this gentle bear for myself.” She bragged, making you laugh while the girls continued with their complaints.

They started pulling her away from you but she gripped you tightly. Before it turned to a tug of war, you had to intercept.

“Alright, alright, calm down.” You say, getting their attention. “How about we call it a night, hmm? Let’s all head back and rest. I’ll see you girls tomorrow.”

Sophia started to protest but the girls have successfully pulled her away from you.

“Convoy, I’ll see you at your hotel after you finish changing. I promise.” You say gently.

Sophia pouted but finally let go. You watched her being pulled back to the group van. You couldn’t help but laugh. They’re so amusing to watch.

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You did follow their van to their hotel that is thankfully, not that far from where you checked in. You waited for them in the lobby. You didn’t want to intrude than you already did. Besides, you still have a lot to talk about with Sophia.

After some time, Sophia already texted you her room number. You immediately went up, shaking the nerves off you. The initial meet was okay, but there’s just a lot to talk about.

When you met her in the hallways, she’s already wearing a comfortable baggy pants and a hoodie that looked all too familiar, it was yours.

You smiled at her, walking towards her. You kissed her head when you reached her, holding her hand.

“Let’s go to the rooftop, the night sky look beautiful tonight.”

She nodded, letting you pull her. The elevator ride to the rooftop was quiet. Just you and her sharing a moment of your thoughts. You didn’t know what to say. So let the silence stay.

When you finally settled in the rooftop, you stared up and smiled. This is what peace feels like. Having her here with you.

“You were so great tonight. I felt so happy. I’m so proud of what you’ve becoming.” You started, turning to look at her. You saw her smiling at the sky as well, then to you.

“And I’m glad I could share that with you.”

You smiled. You didn’t know what to say. You don’t even know what’s running in your head right now. All you know is that you’re here, she’s here, it’s perfect.

“Why did you hide away from me?” you finally asked.

You didn’t want to ruin the mood, but you needed this conversation. You can’t just go back to the way it was and act like the break up didn’t happen, that your conversation with her at tita Carla’s birthday didn’t happen. You needed to talk to finally settle the on going problem.

Sophia lowered her head, staring at her hands. You waited. You’re not going to push her. Not anymore.

“Because I didn’t know how to face you.” She answered, turning to you.

Your eyes soften. It must’ve been so scary for her.

“I didn’t know what to say to you. I came up to you drunk and spouted nonsense.”

You shook your head. “Those aren’t nonsense, Elizabeth.” You tell her softly.

You could feel her starting to relax when you said those. “How was I suppose to know that?” she asked softly.

“You could’ve just went to me.”

She chuckled. “Rich of you to say that.” She joked. You laugh as well.

“Yeah well, people learn.” You shrugged.

She nodded. “I didn’t know how to talk to you after that. I felt how scared you were, how much I hurt you. I didn’t realize how much I hurt you until I heard you talk back, you never talk back unless it was unreasonable.”

You let Sophia continue. You wanted to hear her side. It’s just how you are. You always let her compose her words for you to understand.

“I thought, maybe if I stay away then I won’t hurt you anymore. I knew, you know?” she say, smiling at you. “I knew you went looking for me. I knew you went to our house multiple times to go see me. I just didn’t think I was ready enough to face you. I was ashamed of myself.”

You take everything in. She was blaming herself. You know it. You didn’t need to hear her say it, you just know. That’s how much you love her. She didn’t need to say anything for you to know. Contrary to how you acted before your break up.

“And now? Are you still scared?” you asked.

She shook her head, smiling at you. “Not anymore. Not after tonight.”

“That’s nice to know.” You say, turning to the sky again.

The both of you let the silence engulf you. No words would be said that would equate to the relief you both feel.

“When you told the girls you were my girlfriend, what exactly did you mean by that?” Sophia asked after some time.

You turned to her. You stared, how beautiful she looks, hope in her eyes. You couldn’t help but smile. You reached for her hand, squeezed it lightly. As if to say it’s real.

“I want to try again. I want us. I want you.” You tell her. You saw her eyes become misty when you said that. “I know you’re scared. I am too. I don’t know where this would lead us. But what I know is this...” you faced her fully, holding her hand like a promise.

“I know that I still love you. I know that I would do everything and anything for you. I know I’d make myself be the best that I am for you. I don’t ever want to lose you again, Elizabeth. I want to grow old with you. I want a life with you. And if you’ll let me, I will make sure to do anything and everything in my power to take all your worries and fears away.”

It felt good to let it out. It felt nice to know that she’s here to hear your thoughts. And right now, you’re making a serious promise, in front of her, the love of your life.

Sophia’s tears fell out of her face, a gentle smile plastered in her lips. Even then, you still think she’s the most beautiful.

Sophia pulled you in for a sweet, gentle kiss. When she pulled away, you gave her a smile as you wipe her tears. You didn’t want to see her like this. You want her to always be happy.

Malay mo, kayo parin sa dulo.

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Ihahatid Kita Part 2

Malay Mo, Tayo

Sophia Laforteza

Synopsis: Y/N who finally gave in to Tita Carla's, Sophia's mom, invite to her birthday after more than a year of hiding. Ended up seeing her ex girlfriend who she thought won't be there.

Words: 7k+

Warnings: Slight cursing, fluff!!

A/N: Hello, everyone! I know the last part was a hard read and I thought I didn't want to end it that way. So I made this part 2 for all of us, I hope you love this as much as you loved part 1. Let me know your thought!

Part 1

It’s been more than a year since you last saw Sophia. Even when tita Carla and tito Godfrey invite you to any casual gathering, you would always decline, afraid you’d see her there. But they’re persistent. Tita Carla’s been calling you nonstop. Even when you just landed the plane in whatever country you’re flight has been, she’d be reaching every chance she gets.

Right now, you’ve just landed the plane in Dubai and she’s already calling you. You sighed, removing your uniform and tossing it to the bed of your hotel room.

You finally answered.

“Hello, tita.” You greeted, slumping on the bed, putting the call on speaker.

“I will not— and yes, this is a threat— I will not stop calling until you tell me you’re coming home for my birthday celebration!” she sounded annoyed at this point.

You laughed, like a real one. You love her so much, it hurts knowing you had to avoid everyone to stay away.

You sighed. “Alright, tita. I’ll hold my schedule on that day. I promise.” You gave in.

You heard clapping on her end. You knew you just made the right choice.

“Please hold your schedule until after the holidays, I want you home even if you can’t be here with us physically.” You felt bad. She’s still very worried about you.

You hummed. “I was planning on visiting the family this holiday. So, I’ll probably be there on your birthday then drive back home to spend it with them.” You knew she wanted updates.

“That’s great, anak. Make sure to rest before your next flight, okay? See you soon, Captain. I love you.”

“Love you too, tita. See you on your birthday.”

Then she hung up.

The silence that followed calmed you. It was the kind where you could close everything. You were thankful that this is what comes with silence now. Before, it was loud, infuriating, heart breaking. But you’ve come to terms with it. Now, when it’s quiet, that’s just it. No more loud thoughts.

It gave you peace.

You’ve come so far since your break up with Sophia. Before, you couldn’t even go a day without crying and drinking. You couldn’t hear her name without being broken, and it didn’t even help that she’s everywhere. You couldn’t go to places you used to go with her without breaking down in the middle of the street. You couldn’t listen to songs you used to sing with her in your car, or even songs her group sings.

But now, you’ve finally overcame those things. You remember the first time it happened. You just landed in Japan and out of nowhere, you heard a Katseye song being blasted in one of the cafés you visited. It didn’t break your heart, it didn’t make you cry. Instead, you smiled to yourself when you heard her voice. And you knew, right then, that you were okay. You haven’t fully healed or moved on yet, you wouldn’t even if you tried, but you were doing okay. You’ve finally accepted the fact that she wasn’t yours anymore.

It was a surreal moment.

It was freeing.

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You just landed back in the Philippines after a detour. Your back is aching, your head pounding, and you still have to drive back to your place.

It’s been a long flight and your co-pilot was down with a cold so you had to step in. Now, all you wanted was to sleep. So when you got to your place, you immediately took a shower and went to bed.

When you woke up, you were already bombarded with calls and messages from tita Carla, reminding you of her birthday party. You couldn’t help but laugh. You called her as soon as you’ve fixed yourself.

“Are you back home?” was the first thing she asked.

“Whatever happened to hello? Good morning?” you joked, chuckling.

You heard tita Carla laugh. It sounded so elegant, like Sophia’s.

“Good morning, sweetheart. Are you back from your flight?” she finally asked calmly.

You hummed. “Landed last night. Had enough rest to blast the party tonight.”

“You know I love when you dance that tito dance of yours.” She teased which made you laugh.

“Hey, now. Not all of us are blessed with talent like yours!”

“You’re great, anak. You just don’t know it yet.”

“Yeah, whatever you say, tita. I’ll see you tonight, yeah?”

“I’ll see you tonight. You take care.”

You prepared to go out. You weren’t gonna show up empty handed. Tita Carla’s too precious for that. You went shopping for tita Carla’s gift and went to buy home essentials as well.

You could see Sophia’s face everywhere. You couldn’t help but smile. She really had come a long way. When you met her, she was just a girl with big dreams, just going through it and hoping. And now, she’s one of the most beloved members of a global girl group, Katseye.

You stopped on an ad, watching it intently with a smile on your face. She looked so beautiful, so free.

You knew you made the right decision then.

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You’re currently fixing yourself when you got a message. This was not the usual message you receive. It’s not from tita Carla. This time, it’s from tito Godfrey, telling —more like threatening— you to not break your promise because tita Carla’s expecting you to come.

You shook your head, laughing. “God, these oldies.” You say to yourself as you finish doing your hair.

You looked at yourself in the mirror. You’ve changed. You’ve gotten older, your face more sharper, jaw more refined, hair shorter, taller than the last time you truly stared at yourself in the mirror.

“You got this, Y/N.” You told yourself before you sprayed your perfume.

It’s still the same. The one Sophia loves.

You drove to their place with so much confidence. The thought of seeing Sophia there wasn’t on your mind. You were so sure she was too busy with group activities.

When you got there, you did a small pep talk and went on your way. When you got to the house, you saw that it was just a few of tita Carla’s friends, mostly family members. You greeted everyone who knew you, talking to them for a while.

“Y/N, anak! You’re finally here!” you heard tita Carla’s voice boom from behind you.

When you turned, you couldn’t help but smile as you spread your arms to envelop her in a tight hug. She looked wonderful. And you missed her terribly.

When she pulled away, she held your face and kissed your cheek so much you had to stop her with a laugh.

“Happy Birthday to my most beautiful tita.” You say, smiling widely while holding the gift you bought for her.

She smiled, eyes misted but she blinked it away. She took your gift with a thankful smile. “You didn’t have to, anak. This is beautiful.” She says, looking at your gift.

You smiled. “Oh, but I want to. A special gift for one of the most special woman in my life.”

Tita Carla smiled and pulled you in a tight hug again. She then pulled you with her to greet tito Godfrey.

He put his hands on his hips, acting mad. “So you have finally decided to show up, huh?” he says, then pulled you in a tight hug.

“I missed you too, tito.”

You decided to talk to the family who’ve been with you since you got together with Sophia. They still treat you the same, thank God. They were still welcoming and loving towards you. Sophia’s lolo and lola still loves talking about everything and anything with you. They were so engaging that you forgot where you were. You were so relaxed, until you heard tito Godfrey speak.

“There she is! Come join us, princess!”

You froze on your spot. You did not expect this to happen. You were so sure she wasn’t gonna be here.

You slowly turned to where tito Godfrey’s looking, then it hit you like a fucking wrecking ball. She’s here, in the fucking flesh, and she’s wearing a God forbidden beautiful black dress. She looked so gorgeous. The dress hugging her body in all the right places.

You were brought back to your senses when you felt a nudge in your rib, making you turn to person who did it.

“Mom didn’t want to tell you she’s here. She was afraid you weren’t gonna come if you knew.” Bailey said, giving you an apologetic smile.

You felt bad. You didn’t know it was going to come to this. That they would have to hide the fact that Sophia’s here just so you could be present.

You gave him a smile. “It’s totally fine. I understand.”

He nodded and stayed beside you. You’ve been friends with Bailey even before you met Sophia. It was a fact no one knew outside of the family. You were Bailey’s classmate in high school and that’s when you met Sophia during one of your house visits.

“Sure you’re gonna be okay?” he asks you after some time.

You turn to him and smile. “It’s been so long, Basil. I’m okay now.”

“If you say so.”

The entire time, you made sure you were accompanied by someone. You’d be talking to anyone, just so you could avoid being alone. You know it’s inevitable that Sophia would come up to you to talk but you just wished she wouldn’t.

You could feel her gaze on you whenever you’re speaking to anyone. You know she’s looking, you just made sure not to turn to her. It would be disastrous if you did. You are okay, but you know to yourself that you’re still not ready to talk to her.

“She’s looking at you. And Leon’s gonna be here any time soon. You sure you’re gonna be okay? I can come up with anything so you could go. Just give me the cue, I got you.” Bailey said beside you.

You couldn’t help but laugh. This is so Bailey. He’d think of anything to get you out of trouble, even lie to his sweet sister so to not get her angry than she is when you two would drive around and be home shaking because you just had a near death experience.

“I appreciate it, man. But it’s not about me. I want to spend this day for your mom.” You tell him. He looks at you like he just wants to get you out of here.

“You’re crazy impossible. Sometimes I forget how selfless and stubborn you are.” He says, shaking his head.

You just chuckled. “Let’s just go talk to your titas and titos.”

Bailey followed you towards his aunts and uncles. You engaged in conversation with them.

“Y/N, I heard you’ve just got back from a flight. How’s our legend captain?” One of the uncles asked, handing you a glass of whiskey. You weren’t planning on drinking tonight but you know you need this.

“It’s been really good. It’s exhausting sometimes but I love when we go to places I haven’t had the chance to visit yet. They’re taking really good care of me, thank God.” You answer.

“Haynako, this child of ours doesn’t even have time to visit now. She’s been everywhere but home, can you believe that?!” Tita Carla joined the conversation, holding both your shoulders behind you.

You looked up at her, smiling widely. “I have to because I don’t want to lose my job, tita.”

“That doesn’t mean you should fall off the face of the earth.” She says, holding your cheek and caressing it lovingly.

You felt warm. The love they have for you always makes your heart flutter.

“Anak, ha. It’s good that you’re making history with flying and all but don’t ever forget to rest. Look at you, oh. You’ve gotten thin.” One of the aunties say, looking at you worriedly.

“I’m taking care of myself just fine, tita. It’s just that, I’ve been booked lately because one of our co-pilots is on vacation. He’s gonna be back after the holidays so I think I’d have more time to rest.”

“Tell your employer to stop booking you on flights for a few months. You need rest and food!” one of the uncles say.

You laughed. “Oh no, I’m gonna be fired if I do that, tito.”

“Then that’s good. You’re gonna have more time to rest.” Tita Carla joked.

You shook your head. These people and their love for you.

You continue to talk to everyone. You didn’t even realize Leon’s already there, not until you heard him talking to tito Godfrey not too far from you. You turned towards them, exactly the time he looks at you.

You gave him a friendly smile, lifting the glass of whiskey. He smiled back, nodding his head. That’s a start.

When the fun started, Bailey stayed beside you. You know he’s making sure Sophia or Leon won’t come near you, and bless him for that.

The night went on with you catching up with everyone, Bailey beside you, often time Oreo would come up and talk to you. You were so busy talking to everyone that you forgot Sophia and Leon are there.

When it got a bit stuffy, you excused yourself to Bailey. “I need some air. I’ll be at the back. Gonna smoke.”

He gave you a look. “You’re back to smoking?”

You nodded, rubbing the back of your head. “Just when it gets too much.”

He sighed. “I’ll make sure none of them would bother you. Go breath.”

“You’re God sent.”

He rolled his eyes, pushing you lightly, making you laugh.

You excused yourself from the people and went to their backyard. You pulled out your vape and started smoking, sighing in the process.

You stopped smoking when you first got with Sophia. She didn’t hate it per se, she’s just worried you’d be addicted to it and is worried about your health. But then you broke up, picked it up and started again. You don’t really smoke that much, just when it’s getting heavy.

You looked up, staring at the sky. It’s unusually clear tonight, what with all the air pollution in Manila. You couldn’t help but smile. The sky looked so beautiful tonight.

You were in the middle of blowing the smoke out of you when you heard a voice, making you choke.

“Shit.” You muttered, coughing out.

You heard a small giggle, then there was her. Standing beside you, looking beautiful as ever.

“You went back to smoking?” she asks, still looking up at the sky.

You were still coughing, thumping your chest so to not die right on the spot. When you finally got back to breathing normally, you fixed yourself and looked up as well.

“Just sometimes.”

You heard her chuckle. “You know, I didn’t believe mom when she said you were coming. But here you are.”

You smiled. “They omitted the part that you’re here.”

There was silence for a while. You couldn’t bring yourself to look at her. Not yet, at least.

“I can’t believe we’ve come to a point that they’d have to lie to you just so you’d come. It felt weird.” There’s sadness in the way she says it. You felt it too.

You looked down, sighing. “To be honest, I don’t think I’d be here, otherwise.” You tell her truthfully.

You saw her turn to look at you. You still looked up, not ready to look at her.

“You really buried everything, huh?” you heard the frustration in her voice.

“Sophia...” you called out, finally looking her.

God, she’s still beautiful. She still looks so ethereal. It hurts seeing her this close and not being able to hold her, not being able to kiss her.

“Elizabeth.” She say firmly.

“Sophia.” You stood your ground.

She stared at you, the frustration oozing out.

You smiled. “How have you been? I heard the promotions are successful. You’ve been everywhere.”

Sophia sighed, finally letting it go. “I’ve been good. The earlier months were the hardest.”

You know exactly what she meant. But you’re not ready to talk about any of it. This day is not about you two.

“I’m glad you’re doing okay.”

She nodded, looking ahead.

The silence engulfed you immediately. You didn’t have to talk after that. You let it sit.

After a moment, Sophia spoke. “I was hoping, you know.” She started, turning to you.

You turned to her, not knowing what to say. She wants to talk about it. You wanted to run away, get as far away from her as possible. But you couldn’t seem to move from your spot. You just stared at her.

“I let you be because that’s what you wanted. Leon and I...” she stopped, like choosing the right words to say, her eyes holding every emotion she feels. “We did try. For a while. But... he wasn’t you.”

“Sophia...” you want her to stop. You want to walk away.

“Elizabeth, Y/N.” She said, her voice firm

“Stop.” You say, finally having the courage to step back. This is not healthy, not for you, not for her.

“You stop.” Her voice raised a bit.

You stare at her, confused. You don’t know where this is coming from. You don’t know what’s happening.

“I waited. I was patient. God, I was so patient because that’s what you wanted. You made a decision without even talking to me. You know how that feels?!”

You couldn’t speak. You’re so confused why she’s acting like this. You made a move to step towards her, then it hit you. She smelled different. A smell familiar to you.

She’s drunk.

“Sophia.” You called out softly, careful not to trigger her than she’s already is. “Let’s go back inside. It’s cold tonight. We should join them back inside, yeah?”

Sophia shook her head. “I’m never going to see you after tonight, I know it. You’re so good at hiding, it’s frustrating.”

“Sophia, please. Let’s not do this here. It’s your mom’s birthday. We should celebrate it with her.” You pleaded.

“You and your fucking excuses.” She scoffed, looking away before turning back to you, glaring at you. “You’re infuriating.” Her voice falter with that.

It broke your heart to see her like this. You couldn’t speak. You just stared at her, feeling your heart break all over again.

A tear escaped her eye and you wanted so bad to wipe it away but you couldn’t move. You don’t know what’s gonna happen if you hold her now.

“I waited for you.” She said, wiping the tear off her face aggressively. “And right now, I’m still waiting. Because God, despite everything, I still love you!”

There it is.

“I still love you so much and it hurts seeing you happy with everyone in there while acting like I don’t exist!” her voice broke with that, her tears falling down her eyes but she just wiped them away.

You just watched her. You wanted to speak but it felt like whatever you say won’t take away the pain she’s feeling. You wanted to hold her, to apologize and take everything back. But that would hurt the both of you more. You know she won’t remember this tomorrow. And right now, you just want to let it all out, to put it out there, just so she could get it out of her chest.

But seeing her like this breaks you. You wanted her to be happy. You wanted her to be free. But why does seem like she’s more broken than happy?

“You weren’t happy with me anymore, Soph. What was I supposed to do?” your voice was soft, gentle. You didn’t want to escalate things. You know her too well.

She’s a fighter.

“I’m the happiest when I’m with you.”

You shook your head lightly. “But you weren’t. I was there, Sophia. I saw everything.”

“Bullshit.” She spat.

You sighed. “Let’s go back inside.” You tried but she stepped back. Not letting this end here.

“You’re not going to run away from me again. I’m not going to let you. I did it before...” she say, determine to have this talk right here. “Not anymore.”

“Sophia, please.”

“No, mahal.” She stared at you, waiting.

When you said nothing, Sophia walked towards you, her eyes never leaving yours. You wanted to step back, to stay as far away from her as you could. But something about the way she looks at you froze you. Like putting you into place, steady.

She stopped inches from you. You could smell the alcohol in her breath.

God, how much did this girl drink. You thought to yourself.

“Why did you do it? Why did you make that decision for me?” she asked.

The air thicken around you, like making a mist to hold the both of you, engulfing you in a world where the two of you are locked.

“You weren’t happy with me anymore, Sophia.”

She rolled her eyes. “Cut it with that crap!”

“Because it’s true.” You say. Guess here’s the conversation she’s been so adamant to have. “I saw it. I was there. I saw how you changed. You think I just woke up one day and thought I’d give up the love of my life to her so called best friend? You think I didn’t think it through?”

She was quiet. You waited.

“I thought about every possible outcome, Sophia. I thought about it over and over and over again. How can I keep you when I know you weren’t happy?”

You thought you’ve moved on. You thought you’re okay. But seeing her tonight, having this conversation with her, it just came crashing down on you. You in fact have not moved on, you just learned how to cope without her.

“You should’ve just talked me.” She said in a whisper. Like she was afraid her voice would crack the moment it leaves her.

“And what? Have you ignore me? You were pulling away from me even before I made that decision.”

“I was pulling away from you because I was scared!” you’re confused. You don’t even know what’s happening right now.

“Scared of what exactly?” you asked, your voice full of confusion.

That made her stop. She was breathing heavily now. She looked like she’s about to pass out on you. But she managed through.

The quiet was loud, scary. It was like it was sucking the life out of you. She just stared, probably looking for the right words to say. You hated this. You hated how this is turning out. Then she spoke.

“I was scared because I was falling deeper. Because I was willing to give up everything just to have you. And you know what? Had you asked me to leave the group so we could be together all the time, I’d do it. Without a single word, without protest, I’d leave it all behind for you.”

That made your heart ache. This is a new information that could’ve helped you before it fell down.

You tried to speak, opened your mouth but no words would come out.

“I would never ask you to do that.” You say, your voice breaking in the process.

You heard her chuckle, a painful one. “See, I would. I was willing to be yours forever. And I didn’t think you would want the same. You were just starting out and so was I. I knew that if you’d ask me to stay, I would. And it scared me. It scared me to think that the love I have for you is turning to something that would break me.”

You don’t know what to say to that. It made you think about the kind of love you were asking for her. Was it consuming her? Was it breaking her? Were you too demanding? Too needy? Too possessive?

“I didn’t know.” You say in a whisper, looking down as you shook your head.

“Yeah, well... there it is.”

You looked up at her, staring. The moon’s light illuminating her being, like a spotlight only for her. She looked so beautiful, despite looking frustrated and mad.

You walked towards her, holding her hand in yours. It still fit the same, like it was carved to be with hers. You gave her a small smile. You didn’t have to say anything. Sophia knew. Without words. She let out a sigh, resting her face in your chest, letting the warmth engulf her.

And just like that, she’s down.

You had to carry her back. She’s too drunk to even wake up at this point.

“Oh, my God! What happened, anak?” Tita Carla came running to you when she saw you carrying Sophia.

You smiled at her. “We were talking outside. Seemed she’s too drunk. Just passed out on me.”

Tita Carla looked more amused than worried. She shook her head. Thank God the visitors are already gone by now, because this shit would be a festival for them.

“Get her up to her room, please.” Tita Carla said, helping you up the stairs.

When you got to Sophia’s room, you immediately put her to bed, removing her heels before tucking her in a blanket. When you made sure Sophia’s already comfortable, you looked around the room. It was still the same except for a few additional photos.

There’s still the picture frame of you and her on her night stand, photos of her favourite bands, favourite Disney princesses, but one photo caught your eye. You stood up, walking over to look at it clearly. It was a photo of you, holding an award you just got last month.

You turned back to Sophia’s sleeping form. She took tabs on everything about you since you broke up. It’s all in here, every achievement, every travel photos. It looked like a museum of yourself.

The tears started falling again. You didn’t know what to feel. You felt happy that Sophia still loves you. But at the same time, you’re scared. What if it happened again? Would she pull away from you? Would she let you know? Questions swirl in your head.

But one thing stuck.

Baka pwede pa.

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You didn’t see Sophia after that night. She left without saying a word to you. You tried visiting, tried going back to their house but to no avail. You never had the chance to clear things up with her. You did see photos and videos of her out and about with her friends, her family, even with Leon. But whenever you try to see her, she’s always unavailable.

It was starting to frustrate you. She was the one who came up to you first. She was the one who wanted to talk about your break up. Now, she’s pulling away again.

It’s been months since that night. You didn’t get to spend her birthday with them because you were with your family. Didn’t get to say goodbye because she just left. She’s continued with her life, busy with her schedules. Yet, not a message from her when she came home.

“This is so frustrating.” You muttered softly. You just watched a video of her dancing in a club in the Philippines with her friends.

Apparently, she’s back home and you’re still in Dubai. You were in a flight the other day, landed in Dubai and was going to be flying to London tomorrow. You knew you weren’t going to see her when you get back.

You slumped on your bed, staring at the ceiling. The past months has been a blur to you. Ever since tita Carla’s birthday, it’s like you were living on auto pilot. You wake up, fix yourself, go to work, be back home, sleep, repeat. You were back to the old you. Back to loud thoughts. Back to only thinking about Sophia. It’s driving you crazy.

When you got back to the Philippines, you didn’t even try to go back home after, you went straight to Sophia’s house hoping to corner her, only to be told that Sophia has flew back to LA just this morning.

You couldn’t help but feel like she’s doing this on purpose. Because she was. For some reason, she fucking knew your schedule, she knows when you’re leaving and when you’re coming back.

So, you made it a mission to corner her. There’s a plastered schedule of Katseye in their page, thank God.

You already asked your boss to give you a few weeks off. Just so you could catch her. VMAs are coming and her group would be there. They’re nominated for some awards and you want so bad to be there.

“You’re really going to chase after her, huh?” Bailey asked while the two of you are drinking before your flight to New York.

You nodded. “She’s so cruel.”

Bailey chuckled, shaking his head. “But that’s what she wants, you know? You chasing her.”

You turned to him, brows furrowed. The look on his face says it all. “What?” he asks.

“What do you mean?”

He shrugged. “I cannot believe you fell for her trick. It’s obvious. She wants you to chase after her because that’s the only way she’d have you back.”

You stared at him. That did not occur to you. “She really is cruel.” You huffed, drinking your whiskey.

Bailey just laughed at you.

You’re so dumb.

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You just landed in New York. VMAs would be tomorrow and you’re gonna make sure that you and Sophia would see each other in there.

You took a rest, made sure you’re well rested. You cannot look like someone who just got out of bed.

In the venue, you’re hands are clammy, you’re so nervous, you could pass out. But you stayed your ground. You waited for Katseye to arrive. And when they did, the first person you looked for is Sophia, and you did.

She looked so beautiful.

God, how can a person be this beautiful?

She looked like a Goddess who descended from the heaven to bless the world with her grace and beauty.

You stayed hidden, not wanting to scare her before their big performance. You wanted to be there, to be able to talk to her, but not to scare her. You still want her to do amazing.

So, you waited.

Like how she did for you.

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You cried. You knew you cried. You were wiping your snot when they won the award. You were so proud of her. You cannot even explain the feeling you’re feeling right now. Just that, you want to go run to her and give her a huge hug. She’s come so far from the girl who was just dreaming once. She’s so amazing, it made you feel things.

You waited patiently. You stayed hidden. You still didn’t want to scare her. But you were staring too long that for some reason, her gaze landed on you. You didn’t know how. Maybe you really were just sticking out like a sore thumb, with that damn height of yours.

You smiled. You didn’t know what to do at this point. All you could do is stand there, staring at her, smiling like a creep.

The scene looked like something out of the movies. You watched as she found her courage to walk up to you. You felt the place stop. The sound and the people, all gone.

It was just you and her.

She started slow, walking carefully. Then turned to a full blown running that it worried you. You opened your arms, waiting until she was nuzzled in your embrace. No one said a word. You stayed like that, her tightening her hold on you.

You felt Sophia shaking in your arms and you knew, she was already crying. You wanted to worry about her make-up and all that but you’re more worried that she feels overwhelmed.

“Elizabeth.” You called out softly, wanting her to know that you’re there, that you’re not just a fragment of her imagination.

“No.” You heard her say, tightening her hold, shaking her head.

You couldn’t help but chuckle. You were crying too but that could wait. You want to comfort her.

“Hey, let me see you.” You say gently. Thankfully, she pulled away. You were still smiling as she finally looked up at you. She’s still the most beautiful despite the tears and almost ruined make-up.

You reached for her face and gently wiped her tears. Like she’s a porcelain that could break if you push harder.

“You did so amazing tonight, mahal.” And the water works went off again. You didn’t want to make her cry, but there it is.

You pulled her back in your embrace, rubbing her back softly. You let her cry however long she needs. You gave her time. You stayed like that, for you don’t know how long until she calmed down. When she was finally okay, she pulled away and gently wiped her tears, making sure she doesn’t smudge her make-up.

“You good?” you asked in a teasing manner.

Sophia looked up to you, rolling her eyes as she pulled your jacket to wipe her snot. You didn’t mind though, all you care about is this, her.

“How are you here?” was the first thing she asked, despite her voice still shaking.

You shrugged. “I was hoping to see you, share the moment with you.”

She smiled, hugging you again. You chuckled as you kissed the crown of her head.

“Why didn’t you call me?”

You scoffed. “You wouldn’t answer anyway. Besides, I wanted to surprise you.”

“Well, I’m surprised. What are you gonna do about that?”

She’s so sassy, you want to squeeze her. It made you chuckle.

“You like surprises, ‘di ba? Here’s one for you.” You teased. You love teasing her when she’s emotional.

You felt her smack your back lightly. “Napaka yabang mo.”

You laughed, hugging her tighter. You were feeling the moment but you realized it’s confusing people.

“Elizabeth.” You called out, still looking over the group. You heard her hum. “They’re looking at us.”

That seemed to bring Sophia back. She turned to look at who you’re looking, still engulfed in your embrace. She looked up at you, her doe eyes smiling.

“Come on, I’ll introduce you to the girls.” She said, pulling away but holding your cold hand in hers.

You started feeling a bit shy. This is the first time you’re gonna meet the Katseye members. Even when they won Dream Academy, you didn’t have the chance to meet with them because you were waiting at the restaurant with Bailey. When they went in the Philippines, you also didn’t get to meet them because you were busy with work, which means you were in another country.

As you neared the girls, you felt yourself moving closer to Sophia. You wanted to run away. You’re so scared they’d lunge at you. But contrary to what you thought, it was the opposite. They were smiling at you and Sophia teasingly.

“Oh, now you’re gonna share?” Megan, thankfully you knew them from watching their lives, said.

Sophia intertwined your hands as she pulled you closer. You’re basically behind her, your front pressed on her back.

“Everyone, this is Y/N. Y/N, this is everyone. She’s...” Sophia introduced, a smile on her voice.

“Her girlfriend.” You continued. It came out of reflex that the girls started crowding you. They all looked so happy.

Sophia turned to you with a stunned face. You just shrugged. It was the only proper introduction in your head.

“Oh, my gosh! I’ve heard so much about you! I’m Megan! Nice to finally put a face with the name.” She sounded so excited that you couldn’t help but chuckle.

The girls introduced themselves to you one by one until it was the youngest turn.

“You’re baba!” she exclaimed, making your eyes wide.

Sophia turned to face you, laughing when she saw your face. When you got out of the initial shock, you turned to Sophia with a playful shocked face.

“We have a child and you hid her from me?” you joked.

Sophia laughed, lightly slapping your face which made you laugh. You couldn’t help but stare at her. She’s just so beautiful.

“You’re so beautiful.” You muttered, not even missing a beat. There’s a series of complaints after you said that. Sophia rolled her eyes, hugging you again.

“Y’all are jealous, I have this gentle bear for myself.” She bragged, making you laugh while the girls continued with their complaints.

They started pulling her away from you but she gripped you tightly. Before it turned to a tug of war, you had to intercept.

“Alright, alright, calm down.” You say, getting their attention. “How about we call it a night, hmm? Let’s all head back and rest. I’ll see you girls tomorrow.”

Sophia started to protest but the girls have successfully pulled her away from you.

“Convoy, I’ll see you at your hotel after you finish changing. I promise.” You say gently.

Sophia pouted but finally let go. You watched her being pulled back to the group van. You couldn’t help but laugh. They’re so amusing to watch.

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You did follow their van to their hotel that is thankfully, not that far from where you checked in. You waited for them in the lobby. You didn’t want to intrude than you already did. Besides, you still have a lot to talk about with Sophia.

After some time, Sophia already texted you her room number. You immediately went up, shaking the nerves off you. The initial meet was okay, but there’s just a lot to talk about.

When you met her in the hallways, she’s already wearing a comfortable baggy pants and a hoodie that looked all too familiar, it was yours.

You smiled at her, walking towards her. You kissed her head when you reached her, holding her hand.

“Let’s go to the rooftop, the night sky look beautiful tonight.”

She nodded, letting you pull her. The elevator ride to the rooftop was quiet. Just you and her sharing a moment of your thoughts. You didn’t know what to say. So let the silence stay.

When you finally settled in the rooftop, you stared up and smiled. This is what peace feels like. Having her here with you.

“You were so great tonight. I felt so happy. I’m so proud of what you’ve becoming.” You started, turning to look at her. You saw her smiling at the sky as well, then to you.

“And I’m glad I could share that with you.”

You smiled. You didn’t know what to say. You don’t even know what’s running in your head right now. All you know is that you’re here, she’s here, it’s perfect.

“Why did you hide away from me?” you finally asked.

You didn’t want to ruin the mood, but you needed this conversation. You can’t just go back to the way it was and act like the break up didn’t happen, that your conversation with her at tita Carla’s birthday didn’t happen. You needed to talk to finally settle the on going problem.

Sophia lowered her head, staring at her hands. You waited. You’re not going to push her. Not anymore.

“Because I didn’t know how to face you.” She answered, turning to you.

Your eyes soften. It must’ve been so scary for her.

“I didn’t know what to say to you. I came up to you drunk and spouted nonsense.”

You shook your head. “Those aren’t nonsense, Elizabeth.” You tell her softly.

You could feel her starting to relax when you said those. “How was I suppose to know that?” she asked softly.

“You could’ve just went to me.”

She chuckled. “Rich of you to say that.” She joked. You laugh as well.

“Yeah well, people learn.” You shrugged.

She nodded. “I didn’t know how to talk to you after that. I felt how scared you were, how much I hurt you. I didn’t realize how much I hurt you until I heard you talk back, you never talk back unless it was unreasonable.”

You let Sophia continue. You wanted to hear her side. It’s just how you are. You always let her compose her words for you to understand.

“I thought, maybe if I stay away then I won’t hurt you anymore. I knew, you know?” she say, smiling at you. “I knew you went looking for me. I knew you went to our house multiple times to go see me. I just didn’t think I was ready enough to face you. I was ashamed of myself.”

You take everything in. She was blaming herself. You know it. You didn’t need to hear her say it, you just know. That’s how much you love her. She didn’t need to say anything for you to know. Contrary to how you acted before your break up.

“And now? Are you still scared?” you asked.

She shook her head, smiling at you. “Not anymore. Not after tonight.”

“That’s nice to know.” You say, turning to the sky again.

The both of you let the silence engulf you. No words would be said that would equate to the relief you both feel.

“When you told the girls you were my girlfriend, what exactly did you mean by that?” Sophia asked after some time.

You turned to her. You stared, how beautiful she looks, hope in her eyes. You couldn’t help but smile. You reached for her hand, squeezed it lightly. As if to say it’s real.

“I want to try again. I want us. I want you.” You tell her. You saw her eyes become misty when you said that. “I know you’re scared. I am too. I don’t know where this would lead us. But what I know is this...” you faced her fully, holding her hand like a promise.

“I know that I still love you. I know that I would do everything and anything for you. I know I’d make myself be the best that I am for you. I don’t ever want to lose you again, Elizabeth. I want to grow old with you. I want a life with you. And if you’ll let me, I will make sure to do anything and everything in my power to take all your worries and fears away.”

It felt good to let it out. It felt nice to know that she’s here to hear your thoughts. And right now, you’re making a serious promise, in front of her, the love of your life.

Sophia’s tears fell out of her face, a gentle smile plastered in her lips. Even then, you still think she’s the most beautiful.

Sophia pulled you in for a sweet, gentle kiss. When she pulled away, you gave her a smile as you wipe her tears. You didn’t want to see her like this. You want her to always be happy.

Malay mo, kayo parin sa dulo.

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Second chances, mayhaps?

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i suppose it is, they deserve it anyway

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Ihahatid Kita Part 2

Malay Mo, Tayo

Sophia Laforteza

Synopsis: Y/N who finally gave in to Tita Carla's, Sophia's mom, invite to her birthday after more than a year of hiding. Ended up seeing her ex girlfriend who she thought won't be there.

Words: 7k+

Warnings: Slight cursing, fluff!!

A/N: Hello, everyone! I know the last part was a hard read and I thought I didn't want to end it that way. So I made this part 2 for all of us, I hope you love this as much as you loved part 1. Let me know your thought!

Part 1

It’s been more than a year since you last saw Sophia. Even when tita Carla and tito Godfrey invite you to any casual gathering, you would always decline, afraid you’d see her there. But they’re persistent. Tita Carla’s been calling you nonstop. Even when you just landed the plane in whatever country you’re flight has been, she’d be reaching every chance she gets.

Right now, you’ve just landed the plane in Dubai and she’s already calling you. You sighed, removing your uniform and tossing it to the bed of your hotel room.

You finally answered.

“Hello, tita.” You greeted, slumping on the bed, putting the call on speaker.

“I will not— and yes, this is a threat— I will not stop calling until you tell me you’re coming home for my birthday celebration!” she sounded annoyed at this point.

You laughed, like a real one. You love her so much, it hurts knowing you had to avoid everyone to stay away.

You sighed. “Alright, tita. I’ll hold my schedule on that day. I promise.” You gave in.

You heard clapping on her end. You knew you just made the right choice.

“Please hold your schedule until after the holidays, I want you home even if you can’t be here with us physically.” You felt bad. She’s still very worried about you.

You hummed. “I was planning on visiting the family this holiday. So, I’ll probably be there on your birthday then drive back home to spend it with them.” You knew she wanted updates.

“That’s great, anak. Make sure to rest before your next flight, okay? See you soon, Captain. I love you.”

“Love you too, tita. See you on your birthday.”

Then she hung up.

The silence that followed calmed you. It was the kind where you could close everything. You were thankful that this is what comes with silence now. Before, it was loud, infuriating, heart breaking. But you’ve come to terms with it. Now, when it’s quiet, that’s just it. No more loud thoughts.

It gave you peace.

You’ve come so far since your break up with Sophia. Before, you couldn’t even go a day without crying and drinking. You couldn’t hear her name without being broken, and it didn’t even help that she’s everywhere. You couldn’t go to places you used to go with her without breaking down in the middle of the street. You couldn’t listen to songs you used to sing with her in your car, or even songs her group sings.

But now, you’ve finally overcame those things. You remember the first time it happened. You just landed in Japan and out of nowhere, you heard a Katseye song being blasted in one of the cafés you visited. It didn’t break your heart, it didn’t make you cry. Instead, you smiled to yourself when you heard her voice. And you knew, right then, that you were okay. You haven’t fully healed or moved on yet, you wouldn’t even if you tried, but you were doing okay. You’ve finally accepted the fact that she wasn’t yours anymore.

It was a surreal moment.

It was freeing.

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You just landed back in the Philippines after a detour. Your back is aching, your head pounding, and you still have to drive back to your place.

It’s been a long flight and your co-pilot was down with a cold so you had to step in. Now, all you wanted was to sleep. So when you got to your place, you immediately took a shower and went to bed.

When you woke up, you were already bombarded with calls and messages from tita Carla, reminding you of her birthday party. You couldn’t help but laugh. You called her as soon as you’ve fixed yourself.

“Are you back home?” was the first thing she asked.

“Whatever happened to hello? Good morning?” you joked, chuckling.

You heard tita Carla laugh. It sounded so elegant, like Sophia’s.

“Good morning, sweetheart. Are you back from your flight?” she finally asked calmly.

You hummed. “Landed last night. Had enough rest to blast the party tonight.”

“You know I love when you dance that tito dance of yours.” She teased which made you laugh.

“Hey, now. Not all of us are blessed with talent like yours!”

“You’re great, anak. You just don’t know it yet.”

“Yeah, whatever you say, tita. I’ll see you tonight, yeah?”

“I’ll see you tonight. You take care.”

You prepared to go out. You weren’t gonna show up empty handed. Tita Carla’s too precious for that. You went shopping for tita Carla’s gift and went to buy home essentials as well.

You could see Sophia’s face everywhere. You couldn’t help but smile. She really had come a long way. When you met her, she was just a girl with big dreams, just going through it and hoping. And now, she’s one of the most beloved members of a global girl group, Katseye.

You stopped on an ad, watching it intently with a smile on your face. She looked so beautiful, so free.

You knew you made the right decision then.

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You’re currently fixing yourself when you got a message. This was not the usual message you receive. It’s not from tita Carla. This time, it’s from tito Godfrey, telling —more like threatening— you to not break your promise because tita Carla’s expecting you to come.

You shook your head, laughing. “God, these oldies.” You say to yourself as you finish doing your hair.

You looked at yourself in the mirror. You’ve changed. You’ve gotten older, your face more sharper, jaw more refined, hair shorter, taller than the last time you truly stared at yourself in the mirror.

“You got this, Y/N.” You told yourself before you sprayed your perfume.

It’s still the same. The one Sophia loves.

You drove to their place with so much confidence. The thought of seeing Sophia there wasn’t on your mind. You were so sure she was too busy with group activities.

When you got there, you did a small pep talk and went on your way. When you got to the house, you saw that it was just a few of tita Carla’s friends, mostly family members. You greeted everyone who knew you, talking to them for a while.

“Y/N, anak! You’re finally here!” you heard tita Carla’s voice boom from behind you.

When you turned, you couldn’t help but smile as you spread your arms to envelop her in a tight hug. She looked wonderful. And you missed her terribly.

When she pulled away, she held your face and kissed your cheek so much you had to stop her with a laugh.

“Happy Birthday to my most beautiful tita.” You say, smiling widely while holding the gift you bought for her.

She smiled, eyes misted but she blinked it away. She took your gift with a thankful smile. “You didn’t have to, anak. This is beautiful.” She says, looking at your gift.

You smiled. “Oh, but I want to. A special gift for one of the most special woman in my life.”

Tita Carla smiled and pulled you in a tight hug again. She then pulled you with her to greet tito Godfrey.

He put his hands on his hips, acting mad. “So you have finally decided to show up, huh?” he says, then pulled you in a tight hug.

“I missed you too, tito.”

You decided to talk to the family who’ve been with you since you got together with Sophia. They still treat you the same, thank God. They were still welcoming and loving towards you. Sophia’s lolo and lola still loves talking about everything and anything with you. They were so engaging that you forgot where you were. You were so relaxed, until you heard tito Godfrey speak.

“There she is! Come join us, princess!”

You froze on your spot. You did not expect this to happen. You were so sure she wasn’t gonna be here.

You slowly turned to where tito Godfrey’s looking, then it hit you like a fucking wrecking ball. She’s here, in the fucking flesh, and she’s wearing a God forbidden beautiful black dress. She looked so gorgeous. The dress hugging her body in all the right places.

You were brought back to your senses when you felt a nudge in your rib, making you turn to person who did it.

“Mom didn’t want to tell you she’s here. She was afraid you weren’t gonna come if you knew.” Bailey said, giving you an apologetic smile.

You felt bad. You didn’t know it was going to come to this. That they would have to hide the fact that Sophia’s here just so you could be present.

You gave him a smile. “It’s totally fine. I understand.”

He nodded and stayed beside you. You’ve been friends with Bailey even before you met Sophia. It was a fact no one knew outside of the family. You were Bailey’s classmate in high school and that’s when you met Sophia during one of your house visits.

“Sure you’re gonna be okay?” he asks you after some time.

You turn to him and smile. “It’s been so long, Basil. I’m okay now.”

“If you say so.”

The entire time, you made sure you were accompanied by someone. You’d be talking to anyone, just so you could avoid being alone. You know it’s inevitable that Sophia would come up to you to talk but you just wished she wouldn’t.

You could feel her gaze on you whenever you’re speaking to anyone. You know she’s looking, you just made sure not to turn to her. It would be disastrous if you did. You are okay, but you know to yourself that you’re still not ready to talk to her.

“She’s looking at you. And Leon’s gonna be here any time soon. You sure you’re gonna be okay? I can come up with anything so you could go. Just give me the cue, I got you.” Bailey said beside you.

You couldn’t help but laugh. This is so Bailey. He’d think of anything to get you out of trouble, even lie to his sweet sister so to not get her angry than she is when you two would drive around and be home shaking because you just had a near death experience.

“I appreciate it, man. But it’s not about me. I want to spend this day for your mom.” You tell him. He looks at you like he just wants to get you out of here.

“You’re crazy impossible. Sometimes I forget how selfless and stubborn you are.” He says, shaking his head.

You just chuckled. “Let’s just go talk to your titas and titos.”

Bailey followed you towards his aunts and uncles. You engaged in conversation with them.

“Y/N, I heard you’ve just got back from a flight. How’s our legend captain?” One of the uncles asked, handing you a glass of whiskey. You weren’t planning on drinking tonight but you know you need this.

“It’s been really good. It’s exhausting sometimes but I love when we go to places I haven’t had the chance to visit yet. They’re taking really good care of me, thank God.” You answer.

“Haynako, this child of ours doesn’t even have time to visit now. She’s been everywhere but home, can you believe that?!” Tita Carla joined the conversation, holding both your shoulders behind you.

You looked up at her, smiling widely. “I have to because I don’t want to lose my job, tita.”

“That doesn’t mean you should fall off the face of the earth.” She says, holding your cheek and caressing it lovingly.

You felt warm. The love they have for you always makes your heart flutter.

“Anak, ha. It’s good that you’re making history with flying and all but don’t ever forget to rest. Look at you, oh. You’ve gotten thin.” One of the aunties say, looking at you worriedly.

“I’m taking care of myself just fine, tita. It’s just that, I’ve been booked lately because one of our co-pilots is on vacation. He’s gonna be back after the holidays so I think I’d have more time to rest.”

“Tell your employer to stop booking you on flights for a few months. You need rest and food!” one of the uncles say.

You laughed. “Oh no, I’m gonna be fired if I do that, tito.”

“Then that’s good. You’re gonna have more time to rest.” Tita Carla joked.

You shook your head. These people and their love for you.

You continue to talk to everyone. You didn’t even realize Leon’s already there, not until you heard him talking to tito Godfrey not too far from you. You turned towards them, exactly the time he looks at you.

You gave him a friendly smile, lifting the glass of whiskey. He smiled back, nodding his head. That’s a start.

When the fun started, Bailey stayed beside you. You know he’s making sure Sophia or Leon won’t come near you, and bless him for that.

The night went on with you catching up with everyone, Bailey beside you, often time Oreo would come up and talk to you. You were so busy talking to everyone that you forgot Sophia and Leon are there.

When it got a bit stuffy, you excused yourself to Bailey. “I need some air. I’ll be at the back. Gonna smoke.”

He gave you a look. “You’re back to smoking?”

You nodded, rubbing the back of your head. “Just when it gets too much.”

He sighed. “I’ll make sure none of them would bother you. Go breath.”

“You’re God sent.”

He rolled his eyes, pushing you lightly, making you laugh.

You excused yourself from the people and went to their backyard. You pulled out your vape and started smoking, sighing in the process.

You stopped smoking when you first got with Sophia. She didn’t hate it per se, she’s just worried you’d be addicted to it and is worried about your health. But then you broke up, picked it up and started again. You don’t really smoke that much, just when it’s getting heavy.

You looked up, staring at the sky. It’s unusually clear tonight, what with all the air pollution in Manila. You couldn’t help but smile. The sky looked so beautiful tonight.

You were in the middle of blowing the smoke out of you when you heard a voice, making you choke.

“Shit.” You muttered, coughing out.

You heard a small giggle, then there was her. Standing beside you, looking beautiful as ever.

“You went back to smoking?” she asks, still looking up at the sky.

You were still coughing, thumping your chest so to not die right on the spot. When you finally got back to breathing normally, you fixed yourself and looked up as well.

“Just sometimes.”

You heard her chuckle. “You know, I didn’t believe mom when she said you were coming. But here you are.”

You smiled. “They omitted the part that you’re here.”

There was silence for a while. You couldn’t bring yourself to look at her. Not yet, at least.

“I can’t believe we’ve come to a point that they’d have to lie to you just so you’d come. It felt weird.” There’s sadness in the way she says it. You felt it too.

You looked down, sighing. “To be honest, I don’t think I’d be here, otherwise.” You tell her truthfully.

You saw her turn to look at you. You still looked up, not ready to look at her.

“You really buried everything, huh?” you heard the frustration in her voice.

“Sophia...” you called out, finally looking her.

God, she’s still beautiful. She still looks so ethereal. It hurts seeing her this close and not being able to hold her, not being able to kiss her.

“Elizabeth.” She say firmly.

“Sophia.” You stood your ground.

She stared at you, the frustration oozing out.

You smiled. “How have you been? I heard the promotions are successful. You’ve been everywhere.”

Sophia sighed, finally letting it go. “I’ve been good. The earlier months were the hardest.”

You know exactly what she meant. But you’re not ready to talk about any of it. This day is not about you two.

“I’m glad you’re doing okay.”

She nodded, looking ahead.

The silence engulfed you immediately. You didn’t have to talk after that. You let it sit.

After a moment, Sophia spoke. “I was hoping, you know.” She started, turning to you.

You turned to her, not knowing what to say. She wants to talk about it. You wanted to run away, get as far away from her as possible. But you couldn’t seem to move from your spot. You just stared at her.

“I let you be because that’s what you wanted. Leon and I...” she stopped, like choosing the right words to say, her eyes holding every emotion she feels. “We did try. For a while. But... he wasn’t you.”

“Sophia...” you want her to stop. You want to walk away.

“Elizabeth, Y/N.” She said, her voice firm

“Stop.” You say, finally having the courage to step back. This is not healthy, not for you, not for her.

“You stop.” Her voice raised a bit.

You stare at her, confused. You don’t know where this is coming from. You don’t know what’s happening.

“I waited. I was patient. God, I was so patient because that’s what you wanted. You made a decision without even talking to me. You know how that feels?!”

You couldn’t speak. You’re so confused why she’s acting like this. You made a move to step towards her, then it hit you. She smelled different. A smell familiar to you.

She’s drunk.

“Sophia.” You called out softly, careful not to trigger her than she’s already is. “Let’s go back inside. It’s cold tonight. We should join them back inside, yeah?”

Sophia shook her head. “I’m never going to see you after tonight, I know it. You’re so good at hiding, it’s frustrating.”

“Sophia, please. Let’s not do this here. It’s your mom’s birthday. We should celebrate it with her.” You pleaded.

“You and your fucking excuses.” She scoffed, looking away before turning back to you, glaring at you. “You’re infuriating.” Her voice falter with that.

It broke your heart to see her like this. You couldn’t speak. You just stared at her, feeling your heart break all over again.

A tear escaped her eye and you wanted so bad to wipe it away but you couldn’t move. You don’t know what’s gonna happen if you hold her now.

“I waited for you.” She said, wiping the tear off her face aggressively. “And right now, I’m still waiting. Because God, despite everything, I still love you!”

There it is.

“I still love you so much and it hurts seeing you happy with everyone in there while acting like I don’t exist!” her voice broke with that, her tears falling down her eyes but she just wiped them away.

You just watched her. You wanted to speak but it felt like whatever you say won’t take away the pain she’s feeling. You wanted to hold her, to apologize and take everything back. But that would hurt the both of you more. You know she won’t remember this tomorrow. And right now, you just want to let it all out, to put it out there, just so she could get it out of her chest.

But seeing her like this breaks you. You wanted her to be happy. You wanted her to be free. But why does seem like she’s more broken than happy?

“You weren’t happy with me anymore, Soph. What was I supposed to do?” your voice was soft, gentle. You didn’t want to escalate things. You know her too well.

She’s a fighter.

“I’m the happiest when I’m with you.”

You shook your head lightly. “But you weren’t. I was there, Sophia. I saw everything.”

“Bullshit.” She spat.

You sighed. “Let’s go back inside.” You tried but she stepped back. Not letting this end here.

“You’re not going to run away from me again. I’m not going to let you. I did it before...” she say, determine to have this talk right here. “Not anymore.”

“Sophia, please.”

“No, mahal.” She stared at you, waiting.

When you said nothing, Sophia walked towards you, her eyes never leaving yours. You wanted to step back, to stay as far away from her as you could. But something about the way she looks at you froze you. Like putting you into place, steady.

She stopped inches from you. You could smell the alcohol in her breath.

God, how much did this girl drink. You thought to yourself.

“Why did you do it? Why did you make that decision for me?” she asked.

The air thicken around you, like making a mist to hold the both of you, engulfing you in a world where the two of you are locked.

“You weren’t happy with me anymore, Sophia.”

She rolled her eyes. “Cut it with that crap!”

“Because it’s true.” You say. Guess here’s the conversation she’s been so adamant to have. “I saw it. I was there. I saw how you changed. You think I just woke up one day and thought I’d give up the love of my life to her so called best friend? You think I didn’t think it through?”

She was quiet. You waited.

“I thought about every possible outcome, Sophia. I thought about it over and over and over again. How can I keep you when I know you weren’t happy?”

You thought you’ve moved on. You thought you’re okay. But seeing her tonight, having this conversation with her, it just came crashing down on you. You in fact have not moved on, you just learned how to cope without her.

“You should’ve just talked me.” She said in a whisper. Like she was afraid her voice would crack the moment it leaves her.

“And what? Have you ignore me? You were pulling away from me even before I made that decision.”

“I was pulling away from you because I was scared!” you’re confused. You don’t even know what’s happening right now.

“Scared of what exactly?” you asked, your voice full of confusion.

That made her stop. She was breathing heavily now. She looked like she’s about to pass out on you. But she managed through.

The quiet was loud, scary. It was like it was sucking the life out of you. She just stared, probably looking for the right words to say. You hated this. You hated how this is turning out. Then she spoke.

“I was scared because I was falling deeper. Because I was willing to give up everything just to have you. And you know what? Had you asked me to leave the group so we could be together all the time, I’d do it. Without a single word, without protest, I’d leave it all behind for you.”

That made your heart ache. This is a new information that could’ve helped you before it fell down.

You tried to speak, opened your mouth but no words would come out.

“I would never ask you to do that.” You say, your voice breaking in the process.

You heard her chuckle, a painful one. “See, I would. I was willing to be yours forever. And I didn’t think you would want the same. You were just starting out and so was I. I knew that if you’d ask me to stay, I would. And it scared me. It scared me to think that the love I have for you is turning to something that would break me.”

You don’t know what to say to that. It made you think about the kind of love you were asking for her. Was it consuming her? Was it breaking her? Were you too demanding? Too needy? Too possessive?

“I didn’t know.” You say in a whisper, looking down as you shook your head.

“Yeah, well... there it is.”

You looked up at her, staring. The moon’s light illuminating her being, like a spotlight only for her. She looked so beautiful, despite looking frustrated and mad.

You walked towards her, holding her hand in yours. It still fit the same, like it was carved to be with hers. You gave her a small smile. You didn’t have to say anything. Sophia knew. Without words. She let out a sigh, resting her face in your chest, letting the warmth engulf her.

And just like that, she’s down.

You had to carry her back. She’s too drunk to even wake up at this point.

“Oh, my God! What happened, anak?” Tita Carla came running to you when she saw you carrying Sophia.

You smiled at her. “We were talking outside. Seemed she’s too drunk. Just passed out on me.”

Tita Carla looked more amused than worried. She shook her head. Thank God the visitors are already gone by now, because this shit would be a festival for them.

“Get her up to her room, please.” Tita Carla said, helping you up the stairs.

When you got to Sophia’s room, you immediately put her to bed, removing her heels before tucking her in a blanket. When you made sure Sophia’s already comfortable, you looked around the room. It was still the same except for a few additional photos.

There’s still the picture frame of you and her on her night stand, photos of her favourite bands, favourite Disney princesses, but one photo caught your eye. You stood up, walking over to look at it clearly. It was a photo of you, holding an award you just got last month.

You turned back to Sophia’s sleeping form. She took tabs on everything about you since you broke up. It’s all in here, every achievement, every travel photos. It looked like a museum of yourself.

The tears started falling again. You didn’t know what to feel. You felt happy that Sophia still loves you. But at the same time, you’re scared. What if it happened again? Would she pull away from you? Would she let you know? Questions swirl in your head.

But one thing stuck.

Baka pwede pa.

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You didn’t see Sophia after that night. She left without saying a word to you. You tried visiting, tried going back to their house but to no avail. You never had the chance to clear things up with her. You did see photos and videos of her out and about with her friends, her family, even with Leon. But whenever you try to see her, she’s always unavailable.

It was starting to frustrate you. She was the one who came up to you first. She was the one who wanted to talk about your break up. Now, she’s pulling away again.

It’s been months since that night. You didn’t get to spend her birthday with them because you were with your family. Didn’t get to say goodbye because she just left. She’s continued with her life, busy with her schedules. Yet, not a message from her when she came home.

“This is so frustrating.” You muttered softly. You just watched a video of her dancing in a club in the Philippines with her friends.

Apparently, she’s back home and you’re still in Dubai. You were in a flight the other day, landed in Dubai and was going to be flying to London tomorrow. You knew you weren’t going to see her when you get back.

You slumped on your bed, staring at the ceiling. The past months has been a blur to you. Ever since tita Carla’s birthday, it’s like you were living on auto pilot. You wake up, fix yourself, go to work, be back home, sleep, repeat. You were back to the old you. Back to loud thoughts. Back to only thinking about Sophia. It’s driving you crazy.

When you got back to the Philippines, you didn’t even try to go back home after, you went straight to Sophia’s house hoping to corner her, only to be told that Sophia has flew back to LA just this morning.

You couldn’t help but feel like she’s doing this on purpose. Because she was. For some reason, she fucking knew your schedule, she knows when you’re leaving and when you’re coming back.

So, you made it a mission to corner her. There’s a plastered schedule of Katseye in their page, thank God.

You already asked your boss to give you a few weeks off. Just so you could catch her. VMAs are coming and her group would be there. They’re nominated for some awards and you want so bad to be there.

“You’re really going to chase after her, huh?” Bailey asked while the two of you are drinking before your flight to New York.

You nodded. “She’s so cruel.”

Bailey chuckled, shaking his head. “But that’s what she wants, you know? You chasing her.”

You turned to him, brows furrowed. The look on his face says it all. “What?” he asks.

“What do you mean?”

He shrugged. “I cannot believe you fell for her trick. It’s obvious. She wants you to chase after her because that’s the only way she’d have you back.”

You stared at him. That did not occur to you. “She really is cruel.” You huffed, drinking your whiskey.

Bailey just laughed at you.

You’re so dumb.

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You just landed in New York. VMAs would be tomorrow and you’re gonna make sure that you and Sophia would see each other in there.

You took a rest, made sure you’re well rested. You cannot look like someone who just got out of bed.

In the venue, you’re hands are clammy, you’re so nervous, you could pass out. But you stayed your ground. You waited for Katseye to arrive. And when they did, the first person you looked for is Sophia, and you did.

She looked so beautiful.

God, how can a person be this beautiful?

She looked like a Goddess who descended from the heaven to bless the world with her grace and beauty.

You stayed hidden, not wanting to scare her before their big performance. You wanted to be there, to be able to talk to her, but not to scare her. You still want her to do amazing.

So, you waited.

Like how she did for you.

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You cried. You knew you cried. You were wiping your snot when they won the award. You were so proud of her. You cannot even explain the feeling you’re feeling right now. Just that, you want to go run to her and give her a huge hug. She’s come so far from the girl who was just dreaming once. She’s so amazing, it made you feel things.

You waited patiently. You stayed hidden. You still didn’t want to scare her. But you were staring too long that for some reason, her gaze landed on you. You didn’t know how. Maybe you really were just sticking out like a sore thumb, with that damn height of yours.

You smiled. You didn’t know what to do at this point. All you could do is stand there, staring at her, smiling like a creep.

The scene looked like something out of the movies. You watched as she found her courage to walk up to you. You felt the place stop. The sound and the people, all gone.

It was just you and her.

She started slow, walking carefully. Then turned to a full blown running that it worried you. You opened your arms, waiting until she was nuzzled in your embrace. No one said a word. You stayed like that, her tightening her hold on you.

You felt Sophia shaking in your arms and you knew, she was already crying. You wanted to worry about her make-up and all that but you’re more worried that she feels overwhelmed.

“Elizabeth.” You called out softly, wanting her to know that you’re there, that you’re not just a fragment of her imagination.

“No.” You heard her say, tightening her hold, shaking her head.

You couldn’t help but chuckle. You were crying too but that could wait. You want to comfort her.

“Hey, let me see you.” You say gently. Thankfully, she pulled away. You were still smiling as she finally looked up at you. She’s still the most beautiful despite the tears and almost ruined make-up.

You reached for her face and gently wiped her tears. Like she’s a porcelain that could break if you push harder.

“You did so amazing tonight, mahal.” And the water works went off again. You didn’t want to make her cry, but there it is.

You pulled her back in your embrace, rubbing her back softly. You let her cry however long she needs. You gave her time. You stayed like that, for you don’t know how long until she calmed down. When she was finally okay, she pulled away and gently wiped her tears, making sure she doesn’t smudge her make-up.

“You good?” you asked in a teasing manner.

Sophia looked up to you, rolling her eyes as she pulled your jacket to wipe her snot. You didn’t mind though, all you care about is this, her.

“How are you here?” was the first thing she asked, despite her voice still shaking.

You shrugged. “I was hoping to see you, share the moment with you.”

She smiled, hugging you again. You chuckled as you kissed the crown of her head.

“Why didn’t you call me?”

You scoffed. “You wouldn’t answer anyway. Besides, I wanted to surprise you.”

“Well, I’m surprised. What are you gonna do about that?”

She’s so sassy, you want to squeeze her. It made you chuckle.

“You like surprises, ‘di ba? Here’s one for you.” You teased. You love teasing her when she’s emotional.

You felt her smack your back lightly. “Napaka yabang mo.”

You laughed, hugging her tighter. You were feeling the moment but you realized it’s confusing people.

“Elizabeth.” You called out, still looking over the group. You heard her hum. “They’re looking at us.”

That seemed to bring Sophia back. She turned to look at who you’re looking, still engulfed in your embrace. She looked up at you, her doe eyes smiling.

“Come on, I’ll introduce you to the girls.” She said, pulling away but holding your cold hand in hers.

You started feeling a bit shy. This is the first time you’re gonna meet the Katseye members. Even when they won Dream Academy, you didn’t have the chance to meet with them because you were waiting at the restaurant with Bailey. When they went in the Philippines, you also didn’t get to meet them because you were busy with work, which means you were in another country.

As you neared the girls, you felt yourself moving closer to Sophia. You wanted to run away. You’re so scared they’d lunge at you. But contrary to what you thought, it was the opposite. They were smiling at you and Sophia teasingly.

“Oh, now you’re gonna share?” Megan, thankfully you knew them from watching their lives, said.

Sophia intertwined your hands as she pulled you closer. You’re basically behind her, your front pressed on her back.

“Everyone, this is Y/N. Y/N, this is everyone. She’s...” Sophia introduced, a smile on her voice.

“Her girlfriend.” You continued. It came out of reflex that the girls started crowding you. They all looked so happy.

Sophia turned to you with a stunned face. You just shrugged. It was the only proper introduction in your head.

“Oh, my gosh! I’ve heard so much about you! I’m Megan! Nice to finally put a face with the name.” She sounded so excited that you couldn’t help but chuckle.

The girls introduced themselves to you one by one until it was the youngest turn.

“You’re baba!” she exclaimed, making your eyes wide.

Sophia turned to face you, laughing when she saw your face. When you got out of the initial shock, you turned to Sophia with a playful shocked face.

“We have a child and you hid her from me?” you joked.

Sophia laughed, lightly slapping your face which made you laugh. You couldn’t help but stare at her. She’s just so beautiful.

“You’re so beautiful.” You muttered, not even missing a beat. There’s a series of complaints after you said that. Sophia rolled her eyes, hugging you again.

“Y’all are jealous, I have this gentle bear for myself.” She bragged, making you laugh while the girls continued with their complaints.

They started pulling her away from you but she gripped you tightly. Before it turned to a tug of war, you had to intercept.

“Alright, alright, calm down.” You say, getting their attention. “How about we call it a night, hmm? Let’s all head back and rest. I’ll see you girls tomorrow.”

Sophia started to protest but the girls have successfully pulled her away from you.

“Convoy, I’ll see you at your hotel after you finish changing. I promise.” You say gently.

Sophia pouted but finally let go. You watched her being pulled back to the group van. You couldn’t help but laugh. They’re so amusing to watch.

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You did follow their van to their hotel that is thankfully, not that far from where you checked in. You waited for them in the lobby. You didn’t want to intrude than you already did. Besides, you still have a lot to talk about with Sophia.

After some time, Sophia already texted you her room number. You immediately went up, shaking the nerves off you. The initial meet was okay, but there’s just a lot to talk about.

When you met her in the hallways, she’s already wearing a comfortable baggy pants and a hoodie that looked all too familiar, it was yours.

You smiled at her, walking towards her. You kissed her head when you reached her, holding her hand.

“Let’s go to the rooftop, the night sky look beautiful tonight.”

She nodded, letting you pull her. The elevator ride to the rooftop was quiet. Just you and her sharing a moment of your thoughts. You didn’t know what to say. So let the silence stay.

When you finally settled in the rooftop, you stared up and smiled. This is what peace feels like. Having her here with you.

“You were so great tonight. I felt so happy. I’m so proud of what you’ve becoming.” You started, turning to look at her. You saw her smiling at the sky as well, then to you.

“And I’m glad I could share that with you.”

You smiled. You didn’t know what to say. You don’t even know what’s running in your head right now. All you know is that you’re here, she’s here, it’s perfect.

“Why did you hide away from me?” you finally asked.

You didn’t want to ruin the mood, but you needed this conversation. You can’t just go back to the way it was and act like the break up didn’t happen, that your conversation with her at tita Carla’s birthday didn’t happen. You needed to talk to finally settle the on going problem.

Sophia lowered her head, staring at her hands. You waited. You’re not going to push her. Not anymore.

“Because I didn’t know how to face you.” She answered, turning to you.

Your eyes soften. It must’ve been so scary for her.

“I didn’t know what to say to you. I came up to you drunk and spouted nonsense.”

You shook your head. “Those aren’t nonsense, Elizabeth.” You tell her softly.

You could feel her starting to relax when you said those. “How was I suppose to know that?” she asked softly.

“You could’ve just went to me.”

She chuckled. “Rich of you to say that.” She joked. You laugh as well.

“Yeah well, people learn.” You shrugged.

She nodded. “I didn’t know how to talk to you after that. I felt how scared you were, how much I hurt you. I didn’t realize how much I hurt you until I heard you talk back, you never talk back unless it was unreasonable.”

You let Sophia continue. You wanted to hear her side. It’s just how you are. You always let her compose her words for you to understand.

“I thought, maybe if I stay away then I won’t hurt you anymore. I knew, you know?” she say, smiling at you. “I knew you went looking for me. I knew you went to our house multiple times to go see me. I just didn’t think I was ready enough to face you. I was ashamed of myself.”

You take everything in. She was blaming herself. You know it. You didn’t need to hear her say it, you just know. That’s how much you love her. She didn’t need to say anything for you to know. Contrary to how you acted before your break up.

“And now? Are you still scared?” you asked.

She shook her head, smiling at you. “Not anymore. Not after tonight.”

“That’s nice to know.” You say, turning to the sky again.

The both of you let the silence engulf you. No words would be said that would equate to the relief you both feel.

“When you told the girls you were my girlfriend, what exactly did you mean by that?” Sophia asked after some time.

You turned to her. You stared, how beautiful she looks, hope in her eyes. You couldn’t help but smile. You reached for her hand, squeezed it lightly. As if to say it’s real.

“I want to try again. I want us. I want you.” You tell her. You saw her eyes become misty when you said that. “I know you’re scared. I am too. I don’t know where this would lead us. But what I know is this...” you faced her fully, holding her hand like a promise.

“I know that I still love you. I know that I would do everything and anything for you. I know I’d make myself be the best that I am for you. I don’t ever want to lose you again, Elizabeth. I want to grow old with you. I want a life with you. And if you’ll let me, I will make sure to do anything and everything in my power to take all your worries and fears away.”

It felt good to let it out. It felt nice to know that she’s here to hear your thoughts. And right now, you’re making a serious promise, in front of her, the love of your life.

Sophia’s tears fell out of her face, a gentle smile plastered in her lips. Even then, you still think she’s the most beautiful.

Sophia pulled you in for a sweet, gentle kiss. When she pulled away, you gave her a smile as you wipe her tears. You didn’t want to see her like this. You want her to always be happy.

Malay mo, kayo parin sa dulo.

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salamat sa happy ending tol!

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thank you so much, i appreciate you!

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Ihahatid Kita Part 2

Malay Mo, Tayo

Sophia Laforteza

Synopsis: Y/N who finally gave in to Tita Carla's, Sophia's mom, invite to her birthday after more than a year of hiding. Ended up seeing her ex girlfriend who she thought won't be there.

Words: 7k+

Warnings: Slight cursing, fluff!!

A/N: Hello, everyone! I know the last part was a hard read and I thought I didn't want to end it that way. So I made this part 2 for all of us, I hope you love this as much as you loved part 1. Let me know your thought!

Part 1

It’s been more than a year since you last saw Sophia. Even when tita Carla and tito Godfrey invite you to any casual gathering, you would always decline, afraid you’d see her there. But they’re persistent. Tita Carla’s been calling you nonstop. Even when you just landed the plane in whatever country you’re flight has been, she’d be reaching every chance she gets.

Right now, you’ve just landed the plane in Dubai and she’s already calling you. You sighed, removing your uniform and tossing it to the bed of your hotel room.

You finally answered.

“Hello, tita.” You greeted, slumping on the bed, putting the call on speaker.

“I will not— and yes, this is a threat— I will not stop calling until you tell me you’re coming home for my birthday celebration!” she sounded annoyed at this point.

You laughed, like a real one. You love her so much, it hurts knowing you had to avoid everyone to stay away.

You sighed. “Alright, tita. I’ll hold my schedule on that day. I promise.” You gave in.

You heard clapping on her end. You knew you just made the right choice.

“Please hold your schedule until after the holidays, I want you home even if you can’t be here with us physically.” You felt bad. She’s still very worried about you.

You hummed. “I was planning on visiting the family this holiday. So, I’ll probably be there on your birthday then drive back home to spend it with them.” You knew she wanted updates.

“That’s great, anak. Make sure to rest before your next flight, okay? See you soon, Captain. I love you.”

“Love you too, tita. See you on your birthday.”

Then she hung up.

The silence that followed calmed you. It was the kind where you could close everything. You were thankful that this is what comes with silence now. Before, it was loud, infuriating, heart breaking. But you’ve come to terms with it. Now, when it’s quiet, that’s just it. No more loud thoughts.

It gave you peace.

You’ve come so far since your break up with Sophia. Before, you couldn’t even go a day without crying and drinking. You couldn’t hear her name without being broken, and it didn’t even help that she’s everywhere. You couldn’t go to places you used to go with her without breaking down in the middle of the street. You couldn’t listen to songs you used to sing with her in your car, or even songs her group sings.

But now, you’ve finally overcame those things. You remember the first time it happened. You just landed in Japan and out of nowhere, you heard a Katseye song being blasted in one of the cafés you visited. It didn’t break your heart, it didn’t make you cry. Instead, you smiled to yourself when you heard her voice. And you knew, right then, that you were okay. You haven’t fully healed or moved on yet, you wouldn’t even if you tried, but you were doing okay. You’ve finally accepted the fact that she wasn’t yours anymore.

It was a surreal moment.

It was freeing.

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You just landed back in the Philippines after a detour. Your back is aching, your head pounding, and you still have to drive back to your place.

It’s been a long flight and your co-pilot was down with a cold so you had to step in. Now, all you wanted was to sleep. So when you got to your place, you immediately took a shower and went to bed.

When you woke up, you were already bombarded with calls and messages from tita Carla, reminding you of her birthday party. You couldn’t help but laugh. You called her as soon as you’ve fixed yourself.

“Are you back home?” was the first thing she asked.

“Whatever happened to hello? Good morning?” you joked, chuckling.

You heard tita Carla laugh. It sounded so elegant, like Sophia’s.

“Good morning, sweetheart. Are you back from your flight?” she finally asked calmly.

You hummed. “Landed last night. Had enough rest to blast the party tonight.”

“You know I love when you dance that tito dance of yours.” She teased which made you laugh.

“Hey, now. Not all of us are blessed with talent like yours!”

“You’re great, anak. You just don’t know it yet.”

“Yeah, whatever you say, tita. I’ll see you tonight, yeah?”

“I’ll see you tonight. You take care.”

You prepared to go out. You weren’t gonna show up empty handed. Tita Carla’s too precious for that. You went shopping for tita Carla’s gift and went to buy home essentials as well.

You could see Sophia’s face everywhere. You couldn’t help but smile. She really had come a long way. When you met her, she was just a girl with big dreams, just going through it and hoping. And now, she’s one of the most beloved members of a global girl group, Katseye.

You stopped on an ad, watching it intently with a smile on your face. She looked so beautiful, so free.

You knew you made the right decision then.

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You’re currently fixing yourself when you got a message. This was not the usual message you receive. It’s not from tita Carla. This time, it’s from tito Godfrey, telling —more like threatening— you to not break your promise because tita Carla’s expecting you to come.

You shook your head, laughing. “God, these oldies.” You say to yourself as you finish doing your hair.

You looked at yourself in the mirror. You’ve changed. You’ve gotten older, your face more sharper, jaw more refined, hair shorter, taller than the last time you truly stared at yourself in the mirror.

“You got this, Y/N.” You told yourself before you sprayed your perfume.

It’s still the same. The one Sophia loves.

You drove to their place with so much confidence. The thought of seeing Sophia there wasn’t on your mind. You were so sure she was too busy with group activities.

When you got there, you did a small pep talk and went on your way. When you got to the house, you saw that it was just a few of tita Carla’s friends, mostly family members. You greeted everyone who knew you, talking to them for a while.

“Y/N, anak! You’re finally here!” you heard tita Carla’s voice boom from behind you.

When you turned, you couldn’t help but smile as you spread your arms to envelop her in a tight hug. She looked wonderful. And you missed her terribly.

When she pulled away, she held your face and kissed your cheek so much you had to stop her with a laugh.

“Happy Birthday to my most beautiful tita.” You say, smiling widely while holding the gift you bought for her.

She smiled, eyes misted but she blinked it away. She took your gift with a thankful smile. “You didn’t have to, anak. This is beautiful.” She says, looking at your gift.

You smiled. “Oh, but I want to. A special gift for one of the most special woman in my life.”

Tita Carla smiled and pulled you in a tight hug again. She then pulled you with her to greet tito Godfrey.

He put his hands on his hips, acting mad. “So you have finally decided to show up, huh?” he says, then pulled you in a tight hug.

“I missed you too, tito.”

You decided to talk to the family who’ve been with you since you got together with Sophia. They still treat you the same, thank God. They were still welcoming and loving towards you. Sophia’s lolo and lola still loves talking about everything and anything with you. They were so engaging that you forgot where you were. You were so relaxed, until you heard tito Godfrey speak.

“There she is! Come join us, princess!”

You froze on your spot. You did not expect this to happen. You were so sure she wasn’t gonna be here.

You slowly turned to where tito Godfrey’s looking, then it hit you like a fucking wrecking ball. She’s here, in the fucking flesh, and she’s wearing a God forbidden beautiful black dress. She looked so gorgeous. The dress hugging her body in all the right places.

You were brought back to your senses when you felt a nudge in your rib, making you turn to person who did it.

“Mom didn’t want to tell you she’s here. She was afraid you weren’t gonna come if you knew.” Bailey said, giving you an apologetic smile.

You felt bad. You didn’t know it was going to come to this. That they would have to hide the fact that Sophia’s here just so you could be present.

You gave him a smile. “It’s totally fine. I understand.”

He nodded and stayed beside you. You’ve been friends with Bailey even before you met Sophia. It was a fact no one knew outside of the family. You were Bailey’s classmate in high school and that’s when you met Sophia during one of your house visits.

“Sure you’re gonna be okay?” he asks you after some time.

You turn to him and smile. “It’s been so long, Basil. I’m okay now.”

“If you say so.”

The entire time, you made sure you were accompanied by someone. You’d be talking to anyone, just so you could avoid being alone. You know it’s inevitable that Sophia would come up to you to talk but you just wished she wouldn’t.

You could feel her gaze on you whenever you’re speaking to anyone. You know she’s looking, you just made sure not to turn to her. It would be disastrous if you did. You are okay, but you know to yourself that you’re still not ready to talk to her.

“She’s looking at you. And Leon’s gonna be here any time soon. You sure you’re gonna be okay? I can come up with anything so you could go. Just give me the cue, I got you.” Bailey said beside you.

You couldn’t help but laugh. This is so Bailey. He’d think of anything to get you out of trouble, even lie to his sweet sister so to not get her angry than she is when you two would drive around and be home shaking because you just had a near death experience.

“I appreciate it, man. But it’s not about me. I want to spend this day for your mom.” You tell him. He looks at you like he just wants to get you out of here.

“You’re crazy impossible. Sometimes I forget how selfless and stubborn you are.” He says, shaking his head.

You just chuckled. “Let’s just go talk to your titas and titos.”

Bailey followed you towards his aunts and uncles. You engaged in conversation with them.

“Y/N, I heard you’ve just got back from a flight. How’s our legend captain?” One of the uncles asked, handing you a glass of whiskey. You weren’t planning on drinking tonight but you know you need this.

“It’s been really good. It’s exhausting sometimes but I love when we go to places I haven’t had the chance to visit yet. They’re taking really good care of me, thank God.” You answer.

“Haynako, this child of ours doesn’t even have time to visit now. She’s been everywhere but home, can you believe that?!” Tita Carla joined the conversation, holding both your shoulders behind you.

You looked up at her, smiling widely. “I have to because I don’t want to lose my job, tita.”

“That doesn’t mean you should fall off the face of the earth.” She says, holding your cheek and caressing it lovingly.

You felt warm. The love they have for you always makes your heart flutter.

“Anak, ha. It’s good that you’re making history with flying and all but don’t ever forget to rest. Look at you, oh. You’ve gotten thin.” One of the aunties say, looking at you worriedly.

“I’m taking care of myself just fine, tita. It’s just that, I’ve been booked lately because one of our co-pilots is on vacation. He’s gonna be back after the holidays so I think I’d have more time to rest.”

“Tell your employer to stop booking you on flights for a few months. You need rest and food!” one of the uncles say.

You laughed. “Oh no, I’m gonna be fired if I do that, tito.”

“Then that’s good. You’re gonna have more time to rest.” Tita Carla joked.

You shook your head. These people and their love for you.

You continue to talk to everyone. You didn’t even realize Leon’s already there, not until you heard him talking to tito Godfrey not too far from you. You turned towards them, exactly the time he looks at you.

You gave him a friendly smile, lifting the glass of whiskey. He smiled back, nodding his head. That’s a start.

When the fun started, Bailey stayed beside you. You know he’s making sure Sophia or Leon won’t come near you, and bless him for that.

The night went on with you catching up with everyone, Bailey beside you, often time Oreo would come up and talk to you. You were so busy talking to everyone that you forgot Sophia and Leon are there.

When it got a bit stuffy, you excused yourself to Bailey. “I need some air. I’ll be at the back. Gonna smoke.”

He gave you a look. “You’re back to smoking?”

You nodded, rubbing the back of your head. “Just when it gets too much.”

He sighed. “I’ll make sure none of them would bother you. Go breath.”

“You’re God sent.”

He rolled his eyes, pushing you lightly, making you laugh.

You excused yourself from the people and went to their backyard. You pulled out your vape and started smoking, sighing in the process.

You stopped smoking when you first got with Sophia. She didn’t hate it per se, she’s just worried you’d be addicted to it and is worried about your health. But then you broke up, picked it up and started again. You don’t really smoke that much, just when it’s getting heavy.

You looked up, staring at the sky. It’s unusually clear tonight, what with all the air pollution in Manila. You couldn’t help but smile. The sky looked so beautiful tonight.

You were in the middle of blowing the smoke out of you when you heard a voice, making you choke.

“Shit.” You muttered, coughing out.

You heard a small giggle, then there was her. Standing beside you, looking beautiful as ever.

“You went back to smoking?” she asks, still looking up at the sky.

You were still coughing, thumping your chest so to not die right on the spot. When you finally got back to breathing normally, you fixed yourself and looked up as well.

“Just sometimes.”

You heard her chuckle. “You know, I didn’t believe mom when she said you were coming. But here you are.”

You smiled. “They omitted the part that you’re here.”

There was silence for a while. You couldn’t bring yourself to look at her. Not yet, at least.

“I can’t believe we’ve come to a point that they’d have to lie to you just so you’d come. It felt weird.” There’s sadness in the way she says it. You felt it too.

You looked down, sighing. “To be honest, I don’t think I’d be here, otherwise.” You tell her truthfully.

You saw her turn to look at you. You still looked up, not ready to look at her.

“You really buried everything, huh?” you heard the frustration in her voice.

“Sophia...” you called out, finally looking her.

God, she’s still beautiful. She still looks so ethereal. It hurts seeing her this close and not being able to hold her, not being able to kiss her.

“Elizabeth.” She say firmly.

“Sophia.” You stood your ground.

She stared at you, the frustration oozing out.

You smiled. “How have you been? I heard the promotions are successful. You’ve been everywhere.”

Sophia sighed, finally letting it go. “I’ve been good. The earlier months were the hardest.”

You know exactly what she meant. But you’re not ready to talk about any of it. This day is not about you two.

“I’m glad you’re doing okay.”

She nodded, looking ahead.

The silence engulfed you immediately. You didn’t have to talk after that. You let it sit.

After a moment, Sophia spoke. “I was hoping, you know.” She started, turning to you.

You turned to her, not knowing what to say. She wants to talk about it. You wanted to run away, get as far away from her as possible. But you couldn’t seem to move from your spot. You just stared at her.

“I let you be because that’s what you wanted. Leon and I...” she stopped, like choosing the right words to say, her eyes holding every emotion she feels. “We did try. For a while. But... he wasn’t you.”

“Sophia...” you want her to stop. You want to walk away.

“Elizabeth, Y/N.” She said, her voice firm

“Stop.” You say, finally having the courage to step back. This is not healthy, not for you, not for her.

“You stop.” Her voice raised a bit.

You stare at her, confused. You don’t know where this is coming from. You don’t know what’s happening.

“I waited. I was patient. God, I was so patient because that’s what you wanted. You made a decision without even talking to me. You know how that feels?!”

You couldn’t speak. You’re so confused why she’s acting like this. You made a move to step towards her, then it hit you. She smelled different. A smell familiar to you.

She’s drunk.

“Sophia.” You called out softly, careful not to trigger her than she’s already is. “Let’s go back inside. It’s cold tonight. We should join them back inside, yeah?”

Sophia shook her head. “I’m never going to see you after tonight, I know it. You’re so good at hiding, it’s frustrating.”

“Sophia, please. Let’s not do this here. It’s your mom’s birthday. We should celebrate it with her.” You pleaded.

“You and your fucking excuses.” She scoffed, looking away before turning back to you, glaring at you. “You’re infuriating.” Her voice falter with that.

It broke your heart to see her like this. You couldn’t speak. You just stared at her, feeling your heart break all over again.

A tear escaped her eye and you wanted so bad to wipe it away but you couldn’t move. You don’t know what’s gonna happen if you hold her now.

“I waited for you.” She said, wiping the tear off her face aggressively. “And right now, I’m still waiting. Because God, despite everything, I still love you!”

There it is.

“I still love you so much and it hurts seeing you happy with everyone in there while acting like I don’t exist!” her voice broke with that, her tears falling down her eyes but she just wiped them away.

You just watched her. You wanted to speak but it felt like whatever you say won’t take away the pain she’s feeling. You wanted to hold her, to apologize and take everything back. But that would hurt the both of you more. You know she won’t remember this tomorrow. And right now, you just want to let it all out, to put it out there, just so she could get it out of her chest.

But seeing her like this breaks you. You wanted her to be happy. You wanted her to be free. But why does seem like she’s more broken than happy?

“You weren’t happy with me anymore, Soph. What was I supposed to do?” your voice was soft, gentle. You didn’t want to escalate things. You know her too well.

She’s a fighter.

“I’m the happiest when I’m with you.”

You shook your head lightly. “But you weren’t. I was there, Sophia. I saw everything.”

“Bullshit.” She spat.

You sighed. “Let’s go back inside.” You tried but she stepped back. Not letting this end here.

“You’re not going to run away from me again. I’m not going to let you. I did it before...” she say, determine to have this talk right here. “Not anymore.”

“Sophia, please.”

“No, mahal.” She stared at you, waiting.

When you said nothing, Sophia walked towards you, her eyes never leaving yours. You wanted to step back, to stay as far away from her as you could. But something about the way she looks at you froze you. Like putting you into place, steady.

She stopped inches from you. You could smell the alcohol in her breath.

God, how much did this girl drink. You thought to yourself.

“Why did you do it? Why did you make that decision for me?” she asked.

The air thicken around you, like making a mist to hold the both of you, engulfing you in a world where the two of you are locked.

“You weren’t happy with me anymore, Sophia.”

She rolled her eyes. “Cut it with that crap!”

“Because it’s true.” You say. Guess here’s the conversation she’s been so adamant to have. “I saw it. I was there. I saw how you changed. You think I just woke up one day and thought I’d give up the love of my life to her so called best friend? You think I didn’t think it through?”

She was quiet. You waited.

“I thought about every possible outcome, Sophia. I thought about it over and over and over again. How can I keep you when I know you weren’t happy?”

You thought you’ve moved on. You thought you’re okay. But seeing her tonight, having this conversation with her, it just came crashing down on you. You in fact have not moved on, you just learned how to cope without her.

“You should’ve just talked me.” She said in a whisper. Like she was afraid her voice would crack the moment it leaves her.

“And what? Have you ignore me? You were pulling away from me even before I made that decision.”

“I was pulling away from you because I was scared!” you’re confused. You don’t even know what’s happening right now.

“Scared of what exactly?” you asked, your voice full of confusion.

That made her stop. She was breathing heavily now. She looked like she’s about to pass out on you. But she managed through.

The quiet was loud, scary. It was like it was sucking the life out of you. She just stared, probably looking for the right words to say. You hated this. You hated how this is turning out. Then she spoke.

“I was scared because I was falling deeper. Because I was willing to give up everything just to have you. And you know what? Had you asked me to leave the group so we could be together all the time, I’d do it. Without a single word, without protest, I’d leave it all behind for you.”

That made your heart ache. This is a new information that could’ve helped you before it fell down.

You tried to speak, opened your mouth but no words would come out.

“I would never ask you to do that.” You say, your voice breaking in the process.

You heard her chuckle, a painful one. “See, I would. I was willing to be yours forever. And I didn’t think you would want the same. You were just starting out and so was I. I knew that if you’d ask me to stay, I would. And it scared me. It scared me to think that the love I have for you is turning to something that would break me.”

You don’t know what to say to that. It made you think about the kind of love you were asking for her. Was it consuming her? Was it breaking her? Were you too demanding? Too needy? Too possessive?

“I didn’t know.” You say in a whisper, looking down as you shook your head.

“Yeah, well... there it is.”

You looked up at her, staring. The moon’s light illuminating her being, like a spotlight only for her. She looked so beautiful, despite looking frustrated and mad.

You walked towards her, holding her hand in yours. It still fit the same, like it was carved to be with hers. You gave her a small smile. You didn’t have to say anything. Sophia knew. Without words. She let out a sigh, resting her face in your chest, letting the warmth engulf her.

And just like that, she’s down.

You had to carry her back. She’s too drunk to even wake up at this point.

“Oh, my God! What happened, anak?” Tita Carla came running to you when she saw you carrying Sophia.

You smiled at her. “We were talking outside. Seemed she’s too drunk. Just passed out on me.”

Tita Carla looked more amused than worried. She shook her head. Thank God the visitors are already gone by now, because this shit would be a festival for them.

“Get her up to her room, please.” Tita Carla said, helping you up the stairs.

When you got to Sophia’s room, you immediately put her to bed, removing her heels before tucking her in a blanket. When you made sure Sophia’s already comfortable, you looked around the room. It was still the same except for a few additional photos.

There’s still the picture frame of you and her on her night stand, photos of her favourite bands, favourite Disney princesses, but one photo caught your eye. You stood up, walking over to look at it clearly. It was a photo of you, holding an award you just got last month.

You turned back to Sophia’s sleeping form. She took tabs on everything about you since you broke up. It’s all in here, every achievement, every travel photos. It looked like a museum of yourself.

The tears started falling again. You didn’t know what to feel. You felt happy that Sophia still loves you. But at the same time, you’re scared. What if it happened again? Would she pull away from you? Would she let you know? Questions swirl in your head.

But one thing stuck.

Baka pwede pa.

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You didn’t see Sophia after that night. She left without saying a word to you. You tried visiting, tried going back to their house but to no avail. You never had the chance to clear things up with her. You did see photos and videos of her out and about with her friends, her family, even with Leon. But whenever you try to see her, she’s always unavailable.

It was starting to frustrate you. She was the one who came up to you first. She was the one who wanted to talk about your break up. Now, she’s pulling away again.

It’s been months since that night. You didn’t get to spend her birthday with them because you were with your family. Didn’t get to say goodbye because she just left. She’s continued with her life, busy with her schedules. Yet, not a message from her when she came home.

“This is so frustrating.” You muttered softly. You just watched a video of her dancing in a club in the Philippines with her friends.

Apparently, she’s back home and you’re still in Dubai. You were in a flight the other day, landed in Dubai and was going to be flying to London tomorrow. You knew you weren’t going to see her when you get back.

You slumped on your bed, staring at the ceiling. The past months has been a blur to you. Ever since tita Carla’s birthday, it’s like you were living on auto pilot. You wake up, fix yourself, go to work, be back home, sleep, repeat. You were back to the old you. Back to loud thoughts. Back to only thinking about Sophia. It’s driving you crazy.

When you got back to the Philippines, you didn’t even try to go back home after, you went straight to Sophia’s house hoping to corner her, only to be told that Sophia has flew back to LA just this morning.

You couldn’t help but feel like she’s doing this on purpose. Because she was. For some reason, she fucking knew your schedule, she knows when you’re leaving and when you’re coming back.

So, you made it a mission to corner her. There’s a plastered schedule of Katseye in their page, thank God.

You already asked your boss to give you a few weeks off. Just so you could catch her. VMAs are coming and her group would be there. They’re nominated for some awards and you want so bad to be there.

“You’re really going to chase after her, huh?” Bailey asked while the two of you are drinking before your flight to New York.

You nodded. “She’s so cruel.”

Bailey chuckled, shaking his head. “But that’s what she wants, you know? You chasing her.”

You turned to him, brows furrowed. The look on his face says it all. “What?” he asks.

“What do you mean?”

He shrugged. “I cannot believe you fell for her trick. It’s obvious. She wants you to chase after her because that’s the only way she’d have you back.”

You stared at him. That did not occur to you. “She really is cruel.” You huffed, drinking your whiskey.

Bailey just laughed at you.

You’re so dumb.

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You just landed in New York. VMAs would be tomorrow and you’re gonna make sure that you and Sophia would see each other in there.

You took a rest, made sure you’re well rested. You cannot look like someone who just got out of bed.

In the venue, you’re hands are clammy, you’re so nervous, you could pass out. But you stayed your ground. You waited for Katseye to arrive. And when they did, the first person you looked for is Sophia, and you did.

She looked so beautiful.

God, how can a person be this beautiful?

She looked like a Goddess who descended from the heaven to bless the world with her grace and beauty.

You stayed hidden, not wanting to scare her before their big performance. You wanted to be there, to be able to talk to her, but not to scare her. You still want her to do amazing.

So, you waited.

Like how she did for you.

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You cried. You knew you cried. You were wiping your snot when they won the award. You were so proud of her. You cannot even explain the feeling you’re feeling right now. Just that, you want to go run to her and give her a huge hug. She’s come so far from the girl who was just dreaming once. She’s so amazing, it made you feel things.

You waited patiently. You stayed hidden. You still didn’t want to scare her. But you were staring too long that for some reason, her gaze landed on you. You didn’t know how. Maybe you really were just sticking out like a sore thumb, with that damn height of yours.

You smiled. You didn’t know what to do at this point. All you could do is stand there, staring at her, smiling like a creep.

The scene looked like something out of the movies. You watched as she found her courage to walk up to you. You felt the place stop. The sound and the people, all gone.

It was just you and her.

She started slow, walking carefully. Then turned to a full blown running that it worried you. You opened your arms, waiting until she was nuzzled in your embrace. No one said a word. You stayed like that, her tightening her hold on you.

You felt Sophia shaking in your arms and you knew, she was already crying. You wanted to worry about her make-up and all that but you’re more worried that she feels overwhelmed.

“Elizabeth.” You called out softly, wanting her to know that you’re there, that you’re not just a fragment of her imagination.

“No.” You heard her say, tightening her hold, shaking her head.

You couldn’t help but chuckle. You were crying too but that could wait. You want to comfort her.

“Hey, let me see you.” You say gently. Thankfully, she pulled away. You were still smiling as she finally looked up at you. She’s still the most beautiful despite the tears and almost ruined make-up.

You reached for her face and gently wiped her tears. Like she’s a porcelain that could break if you push harder.

“You did so amazing tonight, mahal.” And the water works went off again. You didn’t want to make her cry, but there it is.

You pulled her back in your embrace, rubbing her back softly. You let her cry however long she needs. You gave her time. You stayed like that, for you don’t know how long until she calmed down. When she was finally okay, she pulled away and gently wiped her tears, making sure she doesn’t smudge her make-up.

“You good?” you asked in a teasing manner.

Sophia looked up to you, rolling her eyes as she pulled your jacket to wipe her snot. You didn’t mind though, all you care about is this, her.

“How are you here?” was the first thing she asked, despite her voice still shaking.

You shrugged. “I was hoping to see you, share the moment with you.”

She smiled, hugging you again. You chuckled as you kissed the crown of her head.

“Why didn’t you call me?”

You scoffed. “You wouldn’t answer anyway. Besides, I wanted to surprise you.”

“Well, I’m surprised. What are you gonna do about that?”

She’s so sassy, you want to squeeze her. It made you chuckle.

“You like surprises, ‘di ba? Here’s one for you.” You teased. You love teasing her when she’s emotional.

You felt her smack your back lightly. “Napaka yabang mo.”

You laughed, hugging her tighter. You were feeling the moment but you realized it’s confusing people.

“Elizabeth.” You called out, still looking over the group. You heard her hum. “They’re looking at us.”

That seemed to bring Sophia back. She turned to look at who you’re looking, still engulfed in your embrace. She looked up at you, her doe eyes smiling.

“Come on, I’ll introduce you to the girls.” She said, pulling away but holding your cold hand in hers.

You started feeling a bit shy. This is the first time you’re gonna meet the Katseye members. Even when they won Dream Academy, you didn’t have the chance to meet with them because you were waiting at the restaurant with Bailey. When they went in the Philippines, you also didn’t get to meet them because you were busy with work, which means you were in another country.

As you neared the girls, you felt yourself moving closer to Sophia. You wanted to run away. You’re so scared they’d lunge at you. But contrary to what you thought, it was the opposite. They were smiling at you and Sophia teasingly.

“Oh, now you’re gonna share?” Megan, thankfully you knew them from watching their lives, said.

Sophia intertwined your hands as she pulled you closer. You’re basically behind her, your front pressed on her back.

“Everyone, this is Y/N. Y/N, this is everyone. She’s...” Sophia introduced, a smile on her voice.

“Her girlfriend.” You continued. It came out of reflex that the girls started crowding you. They all looked so happy.

Sophia turned to you with a stunned face. You just shrugged. It was the only proper introduction in your head.

“Oh, my gosh! I’ve heard so much about you! I’m Megan! Nice to finally put a face with the name.” She sounded so excited that you couldn’t help but chuckle.

The girls introduced themselves to you one by one until it was the youngest turn.

“You’re baba!” she exclaimed, making your eyes wide.

Sophia turned to face you, laughing when she saw your face. When you got out of the initial shock, you turned to Sophia with a playful shocked face.

“We have a child and you hid her from me?” you joked.

Sophia laughed, lightly slapping your face which made you laugh. You couldn’t help but stare at her. She’s just so beautiful.

“You’re so beautiful.” You muttered, not even missing a beat. There’s a series of complaints after you said that. Sophia rolled her eyes, hugging you again.

“Y’all are jealous, I have this gentle bear for myself.” She bragged, making you laugh while the girls continued with their complaints.

They started pulling her away from you but she gripped you tightly. Before it turned to a tug of war, you had to intercept.

“Alright, alright, calm down.” You say, getting their attention. “How about we call it a night, hmm? Let’s all head back and rest. I’ll see you girls tomorrow.”

Sophia started to protest but the girls have successfully pulled her away from you.

“Convoy, I’ll see you at your hotel after you finish changing. I promise.” You say gently.

Sophia pouted but finally let go. You watched her being pulled back to the group van. You couldn’t help but laugh. They’re so amusing to watch.

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You did follow their van to their hotel that is thankfully, not that far from where you checked in. You waited for them in the lobby. You didn’t want to intrude than you already did. Besides, you still have a lot to talk about with Sophia.

After some time, Sophia already texted you her room number. You immediately went up, shaking the nerves off you. The initial meet was okay, but there’s just a lot to talk about.

When you met her in the hallways, she’s already wearing a comfortable baggy pants and a hoodie that looked all too familiar, it was yours.

You smiled at her, walking towards her. You kissed her head when you reached her, holding her hand.

“Let’s go to the rooftop, the night sky look beautiful tonight.”

She nodded, letting you pull her. The elevator ride to the rooftop was quiet. Just you and her sharing a moment of your thoughts. You didn’t know what to say. So let the silence stay.

When you finally settled in the rooftop, you stared up and smiled. This is what peace feels like. Having her here with you.

“You were so great tonight. I felt so happy. I’m so proud of what you’ve becoming.” You started, turning to look at her. You saw her smiling at the sky as well, then to you.

“And I’m glad I could share that with you.”

You smiled. You didn’t know what to say. You don’t even know what’s running in your head right now. All you know is that you’re here, she’s here, it’s perfect.

“Why did you hide away from me?” you finally asked.

You didn’t want to ruin the mood, but you needed this conversation. You can’t just go back to the way it was and act like the break up didn’t happen, that your conversation with her at tita Carla’s birthday didn’t happen. You needed to talk to finally settle the on going problem.

Sophia lowered her head, staring at her hands. You waited. You’re not going to push her. Not anymore.

“Because I didn’t know how to face you.” She answered, turning to you.

Your eyes soften. It must’ve been so scary for her.

“I didn’t know what to say to you. I came up to you drunk and spouted nonsense.”

You shook your head. “Those aren’t nonsense, Elizabeth.” You tell her softly.

You could feel her starting to relax when you said those. “How was I suppose to know that?” she asked softly.

“You could’ve just went to me.”

She chuckled. “Rich of you to say that.” She joked. You laugh as well.

“Yeah well, people learn.” You shrugged.

She nodded. “I didn’t know how to talk to you after that. I felt how scared you were, how much I hurt you. I didn’t realize how much I hurt you until I heard you talk back, you never talk back unless it was unreasonable.”

You let Sophia continue. You wanted to hear her side. It’s just how you are. You always let her compose her words for you to understand.

“I thought, maybe if I stay away then I won’t hurt you anymore. I knew, you know?” she say, smiling at you. “I knew you went looking for me. I knew you went to our house multiple times to go see me. I just didn’t think I was ready enough to face you. I was ashamed of myself.”

You take everything in. She was blaming herself. You know it. You didn’t need to hear her say it, you just know. That’s how much you love her. She didn’t need to say anything for you to know. Contrary to how you acted before your break up.

“And now? Are you still scared?” you asked.

She shook her head, smiling at you. “Not anymore. Not after tonight.”

“That’s nice to know.” You say, turning to the sky again.

The both of you let the silence engulf you. No words would be said that would equate to the relief you both feel.

“When you told the girls you were my girlfriend, what exactly did you mean by that?” Sophia asked after some time.

You turned to her. You stared, how beautiful she looks, hope in her eyes. You couldn’t help but smile. You reached for her hand, squeezed it lightly. As if to say it’s real.

“I want to try again. I want us. I want you.” You tell her. You saw her eyes become misty when you said that. “I know you’re scared. I am too. I don’t know where this would lead us. But what I know is this...” you faced her fully, holding her hand like a promise.

“I know that I still love you. I know that I would do everything and anything for you. I know I’d make myself be the best that I am for you. I don’t ever want to lose you again, Elizabeth. I want to grow old with you. I want a life with you. And if you’ll let me, I will make sure to do anything and everything in my power to take all your worries and fears away.”

It felt good to let it out. It felt nice to know that she’s here to hear your thoughts. And right now, you’re making a serious promise, in front of her, the love of your life.

Sophia’s tears fell out of her face, a gentle smile plastered in her lips. Even then, you still think she’s the most beautiful.

Sophia pulled you in for a sweet, gentle kiss. When she pulled away, you gave her a smile as you wipe her tears. You didn’t want to see her like this. You want her to always be happy.

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Ihahatid Kita Part 2

Malay Mo, Tayo

Sophia Laforteza

Synopsis: Y/N who finally gave in to Tita Carla's, Sophia's mom, invite to her birthday after more than a year of hiding. Ended up seeing her ex girlfriend who she thought won't be there.

Words: 7k+

Warnings: Slight cursing, fluff!!

A/N: Hello, everyone! I know the last part was a hard read and I thought I didn't want to end it that way. So I made this part 2 for all of us, I hope you love this as much as you loved part 1. Let me know your thought!

Part 1

It’s been more than a year since you last saw Sophia. Even when tita Carla and tito Godfrey invite you to any casual gathering, you would always decline, afraid you’d see her there. But they’re persistent. Tita Carla’s been calling you nonstop. Even when you just landed the plane in whatever country you’re flight has been, she’d be reaching every chance she gets.

Right now, you’ve just landed the plane in Dubai and she’s already calling you. You sighed, removing your uniform and tossing it to the bed of your hotel room.

You finally answered.

“Hello, tita.” You greeted, slumping on the bed, putting the call on speaker.

“I will not— and yes, this is a threat— I will not stop calling until you tell me you’re coming home for my birthday celebration!” she sounded annoyed at this point.

You laughed, like a real one. You love her so much, it hurts knowing you had to avoid everyone to stay away.

You sighed. “Alright, tita. I’ll hold my schedule on that day. I promise.” You gave in.

You heard clapping on her end. You knew you just made the right choice.

“Please hold your schedule until after the holidays, I want you home even if you can’t be here with us physically.” You felt bad. She’s still very worried about you.

You hummed. “I was planning on visiting the family this holiday. So, I’ll probably be there on your birthday then drive back home to spend it with them.” You knew she wanted updates.

“That’s great, anak. Make sure to rest before your next flight, okay? See you soon, Captain. I love you.”

“Love you too, tita. See you on your birthday.”

Then she hung up.

The silence that followed calmed you. It was the kind where you could close everything. You were thankful that this is what comes with silence now. Before, it was loud, infuriating, heart breaking. But you’ve come to terms with it. Now, when it’s quiet, that’s just it. No more loud thoughts.

It gave you peace.

You’ve come so far since your break up with Sophia. Before, you couldn’t even go a day without crying and drinking. You couldn’t hear her name without being broken, and it didn’t even help that she’s everywhere. You couldn’t go to places you used to go with her without breaking down in the middle of the street. You couldn’t listen to songs you used to sing with her in your car, or even songs her group sings.

But now, you’ve finally overcame those things. You remember the first time it happened. You just landed in Japan and out of nowhere, you heard a Katseye song being blasted in one of the cafés you visited. It didn’t break your heart, it didn’t make you cry. Instead, you smiled to yourself when you heard her voice. And you knew, right then, that you were okay. You haven’t fully healed or moved on yet, you wouldn’t even if you tried, but you were doing okay. You’ve finally accepted the fact that she wasn’t yours anymore.

It was a surreal moment.

It was freeing.

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You just landed back in the Philippines after a detour. Your back is aching, your head pounding, and you still have to drive back to your place.

It’s been a long flight and your co-pilot was down with a cold so you had to step in. Now, all you wanted was to sleep. So when you got to your place, you immediately took a shower and went to bed.

When you woke up, you were already bombarded with calls and messages from tita Carla, reminding you of her birthday party. You couldn’t help but laugh. You called her as soon as you’ve fixed yourself.

“Are you back home?” was the first thing she asked.

“Whatever happened to hello? Good morning?” you joked, chuckling.

You heard tita Carla laugh. It sounded so elegant, like Sophia’s.

“Good morning, sweetheart. Are you back from your flight?” she finally asked calmly.

You hummed. “Landed last night. Had enough rest to blast the party tonight.”

“You know I love when you dance that tito dance of yours.” She teased which made you laugh.

“Hey, now. Not all of us are blessed with talent like yours!”

“You’re great, anak. You just don’t know it yet.”

“Yeah, whatever you say, tita. I’ll see you tonight, yeah?”

“I’ll see you tonight. You take care.”

You prepared to go out. You weren’t gonna show up empty handed. Tita Carla’s too precious for that. You went shopping for tita Carla’s gift and went to buy home essentials as well.

You could see Sophia’s face everywhere. You couldn’t help but smile. She really had come a long way. When you met her, she was just a girl with big dreams, just going through it and hoping. And now, she’s one of the most beloved members of a global girl group, Katseye.

You stopped on an ad, watching it intently with a smile on your face. She looked so beautiful, so free.

You knew you made the right decision then.

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You’re currently fixing yourself when you got a message. This was not the usual message you receive. It’s not from tita Carla. This time, it’s from tito Godfrey, telling —more like threatening— you to not break your promise because tita Carla’s expecting you to come.

You shook your head, laughing. “God, these oldies.” You say to yourself as you finish doing your hair.

You looked at yourself in the mirror. You’ve changed. You’ve gotten older, your face more sharper, jaw more refined, hair shorter, taller than the last time you truly stared at yourself in the mirror.

“You got this, Y/N.” You told yourself before you sprayed your perfume.

It’s still the same. The one Sophia loves.

You drove to their place with so much confidence. The thought of seeing Sophia there wasn’t on your mind. You were so sure she was too busy with group activities.

When you got there, you did a small pep talk and went on your way. When you got to the house, you saw that it was just a few of tita Carla’s friends, mostly family members. You greeted everyone who knew you, talking to them for a while.

“Y/N, anak! You’re finally here!” you heard tita Carla’s voice boom from behind you.

When you turned, you couldn’t help but smile as you spread your arms to envelop her in a tight hug. She looked wonderful. And you missed her terribly.

When she pulled away, she held your face and kissed your cheek so much you had to stop her with a laugh.

“Happy Birthday to my most beautiful tita.” You say, smiling widely while holding the gift you bought for her.

She smiled, eyes misted but she blinked it away. She took your gift with a thankful smile. “You didn’t have to, anak. This is beautiful.” She says, looking at your gift.

You smiled. “Oh, but I want to. A special gift for one of the most special woman in my life.”

Tita Carla smiled and pulled you in a tight hug again. She then pulled you with her to greet tito Godfrey.

He put his hands on his hips, acting mad. “So you have finally decided to show up, huh?” he says, then pulled you in a tight hug.

“I missed you too, tito.”

You decided to talk to the family who’ve been with you since you got together with Sophia. They still treat you the same, thank God. They were still welcoming and loving towards you. Sophia’s lolo and lola still loves talking about everything and anything with you. They were so engaging that you forgot where you were. You were so relaxed, until you heard tito Godfrey speak.

“There she is! Come join us, princess!”

You froze on your spot. You did not expect this to happen. You were so sure she wasn’t gonna be here.

You slowly turned to where tito Godfrey’s looking, then it hit you like a fucking wrecking ball. She’s here, in the fucking flesh, and she’s wearing a God forbidden beautiful black dress. She looked so gorgeous. The dress hugging her body in all the right places.

You were brought back to your senses when you felt a nudge in your rib, making you turn to person who did it.

“Mom didn’t want to tell you she’s here. She was afraid you weren’t gonna come if you knew.” Bailey said, giving you an apologetic smile.

You felt bad. You didn’t know it was going to come to this. That they would have to hide the fact that Sophia’s here just so you could be present.

You gave him a smile. “It’s totally fine. I understand.”

He nodded and stayed beside you. You’ve been friends with Bailey even before you met Sophia. It was a fact no one knew outside of the family. You were Bailey’s classmate in high school and that’s when you met Sophia during one of your house visits.

“Sure you’re gonna be okay?” he asks you after some time.

You turn to him and smile. “It’s been so long, Basil. I’m okay now.”

“If you say so.”

The entire time, you made sure you were accompanied by someone. You’d be talking to anyone, just so you could avoid being alone. You know it’s inevitable that Sophia would come up to you to talk but you just wished she wouldn’t.

You could feel her gaze on you whenever you’re speaking to anyone. You know she’s looking, you just made sure not to turn to her. It would be disastrous if you did. You are okay, but you know to yourself that you’re still not ready to talk to her.

“She’s looking at you. And Leon’s gonna be here any time soon. You sure you’re gonna be okay? I can come up with anything so you could go. Just give me the cue, I got you.” Bailey said beside you.

You couldn’t help but laugh. This is so Bailey. He’d think of anything to get you out of trouble, even lie to his sweet sister so to not get her angry than she is when you two would drive around and be home shaking because you just had a near death experience.

“I appreciate it, man. But it’s not about me. I want to spend this day for your mom.” You tell him. He looks at you like he just wants to get you out of here.

“You’re crazy impossible. Sometimes I forget how selfless and stubborn you are.” He says, shaking his head.

You just chuckled. “Let’s just go talk to your titas and titos.”

Bailey followed you towards his aunts and uncles. You engaged in conversation with them.

“Y/N, I heard you’ve just got back from a flight. How’s our legend captain?” One of the uncles asked, handing you a glass of whiskey. You weren’t planning on drinking tonight but you know you need this.

“It’s been really good. It’s exhausting sometimes but I love when we go to places I haven’t had the chance to visit yet. They’re taking really good care of me, thank God.” You answer.

“Haynako, this child of ours doesn’t even have time to visit now. She’s been everywhere but home, can you believe that?!” Tita Carla joined the conversation, holding both your shoulders behind you.

You looked up at her, smiling widely. “I have to because I don’t want to lose my job, tita.”

“That doesn’t mean you should fall off the face of the earth.” She says, holding your cheek and caressing it lovingly.

You felt warm. The love they have for you always makes your heart flutter.

“Anak, ha. It’s good that you’re making history with flying and all but don’t ever forget to rest. Look at you, oh. You’ve gotten thin.” One of the aunties say, looking at you worriedly.

“I’m taking care of myself just fine, tita. It’s just that, I’ve been booked lately because one of our co-pilots is on vacation. He’s gonna be back after the holidays so I think I’d have more time to rest.”

“Tell your employer to stop booking you on flights for a few months. You need rest and food!” one of the uncles say.

You laughed. “Oh no, I’m gonna be fired if I do that, tito.”

“Then that’s good. You’re gonna have more time to rest.” Tita Carla joked.

You shook your head. These people and their love for you.

You continue to talk to everyone. You didn’t even realize Leon’s already there, not until you heard him talking to tito Godfrey not too far from you. You turned towards them, exactly the time he looks at you.

You gave him a friendly smile, lifting the glass of whiskey. He smiled back, nodding his head. That’s a start.

When the fun started, Bailey stayed beside you. You know he’s making sure Sophia or Leon won’t come near you, and bless him for that.

The night went on with you catching up with everyone, Bailey beside you, often time Oreo would come up and talk to you. You were so busy talking to everyone that you forgot Sophia and Leon are there.

When it got a bit stuffy, you excused yourself to Bailey. “I need some air. I’ll be at the back. Gonna smoke.”

He gave you a look. “You’re back to smoking?”

You nodded, rubbing the back of your head. “Just when it gets too much.”

He sighed. “I’ll make sure none of them would bother you. Go breath.”

“You’re God sent.”

He rolled his eyes, pushing you lightly, making you laugh.

You excused yourself from the people and went to their backyard. You pulled out your vape and started smoking, sighing in the process.

You stopped smoking when you first got with Sophia. She didn’t hate it per se, she’s just worried you’d be addicted to it and is worried about your health. But then you broke up, picked it up and started again. You don’t really smoke that much, just when it’s getting heavy.

You looked up, staring at the sky. It’s unusually clear tonight, what with all the air pollution in Manila. You couldn’t help but smile. The sky looked so beautiful tonight.

You were in the middle of blowing the smoke out of you when you heard a voice, making you choke.

“Shit.” You muttered, coughing out.

You heard a small giggle, then there was her. Standing beside you, looking beautiful as ever.

“You went back to smoking?” she asks, still looking up at the sky.

You were still coughing, thumping your chest so to not die right on the spot. When you finally got back to breathing normally, you fixed yourself and looked up as well.

“Just sometimes.”

You heard her chuckle. “You know, I didn’t believe mom when she said you were coming. But here you are.”

You smiled. “They omitted the part that you’re here.”

There was silence for a while. You couldn’t bring yourself to look at her. Not yet, at least.

“I can’t believe we’ve come to a point that they’d have to lie to you just so you’d come. It felt weird.” There’s sadness in the way she says it. You felt it too.

You looked down, sighing. “To be honest, I don’t think I’d be here, otherwise.” You tell her truthfully.

You saw her turn to look at you. You still looked up, not ready to look at her.

“You really buried everything, huh?” you heard the frustration in her voice.

“Sophia...” you called out, finally looking her.

God, she’s still beautiful. She still looks so ethereal. It hurts seeing her this close and not being able to hold her, not being able to kiss her.

“Elizabeth.” She say firmly.

“Sophia.” You stood your ground.

She stared at you, the frustration oozing out.

You smiled. “How have you been? I heard the promotions are successful. You’ve been everywhere.”

Sophia sighed, finally letting it go. “I’ve been good. The earlier months were the hardest.”

You know exactly what she meant. But you’re not ready to talk about any of it. This day is not about you two.

“I’m glad you’re doing okay.”

She nodded, looking ahead.

The silence engulfed you immediately. You didn’t have to talk after that. You let it sit.

After a moment, Sophia spoke. “I was hoping, you know.” She started, turning to you.

You turned to her, not knowing what to say. She wants to talk about it. You wanted to run away, get as far away from her as possible. But you couldn’t seem to move from your spot. You just stared at her.

“I let you be because that’s what you wanted. Leon and I...” she stopped, like choosing the right words to say, her eyes holding every emotion she feels. “We did try. For a while. But... he wasn’t you.”

“Sophia...” you want her to stop. You want to walk away.

“Elizabeth, Y/N.” She said, her voice firm

“Stop.” You say, finally having the courage to step back. This is not healthy, not for you, not for her.

“You stop.” Her voice raised a bit.

You stare at her, confused. You don’t know where this is coming from. You don’t know what’s happening.

“I waited. I was patient. God, I was so patient because that’s what you wanted. You made a decision without even talking to me. You know how that feels?!”

You couldn’t speak. You’re so confused why she’s acting like this. You made a move to step towards her, then it hit you. She smelled different. A smell familiar to you.

She’s drunk.

“Sophia.” You called out softly, careful not to trigger her than she’s already is. “Let’s go back inside. It’s cold tonight. We should join them back inside, yeah?”

Sophia shook her head. “I’m never going to see you after tonight, I know it. You’re so good at hiding, it’s frustrating.”

“Sophia, please. Let’s not do this here. It’s your mom’s birthday. We should celebrate it with her.” You pleaded.

“You and your fucking excuses.” She scoffed, looking away before turning back to you, glaring at you. “You’re infuriating.” Her voice falter with that.

It broke your heart to see her like this. You couldn’t speak. You just stared at her, feeling your heart break all over again.

A tear escaped her eye and you wanted so bad to wipe it away but you couldn’t move. You don’t know what’s gonna happen if you hold her now.

“I waited for you.” She said, wiping the tear off her face aggressively. “And right now, I’m still waiting. Because God, despite everything, I still love you!”

There it is.

“I still love you so much and it hurts seeing you happy with everyone in there while acting like I don’t exist!” her voice broke with that, her tears falling down her eyes but she just wiped them away.

You just watched her. You wanted to speak but it felt like whatever you say won’t take away the pain she’s feeling. You wanted to hold her, to apologize and take everything back. But that would hurt the both of you more. You know she won’t remember this tomorrow. And right now, you just want to let it all out, to put it out there, just so she could get it out of her chest.

But seeing her like this breaks you. You wanted her to be happy. You wanted her to be free. But why does seem like she’s more broken than happy?

“You weren’t happy with me anymore, Soph. What was I supposed to do?” your voice was soft, gentle. You didn’t want to escalate things. You know her too well.

She’s a fighter.

“I’m the happiest when I’m with you.”

You shook your head lightly. “But you weren’t. I was there, Sophia. I saw everything.”

“Bullshit.” She spat.

You sighed. “Let’s go back inside.” You tried but she stepped back. Not letting this end here.

“You’re not going to run away from me again. I’m not going to let you. I did it before...” she say, determine to have this talk right here. “Not anymore.”

“Sophia, please.”

“No, mahal.” She stared at you, waiting.

When you said nothing, Sophia walked towards you, her eyes never leaving yours. You wanted to step back, to stay as far away from her as you could. But something about the way she looks at you froze you. Like putting you into place, steady.

She stopped inches from you. You could smell the alcohol in her breath.

God, how much did this girl drink. You thought to yourself.

“Why did you do it? Why did you make that decision for me?” she asked.

The air thicken around you, like making a mist to hold the both of you, engulfing you in a world where the two of you are locked.

“You weren’t happy with me anymore, Sophia.”

She rolled her eyes. “Cut it with that crap!”

“Because it’s true.” You say. Guess here’s the conversation she’s been so adamant to have. “I saw it. I was there. I saw how you changed. You think I just woke up one day and thought I’d give up the love of my life to her so called best friend? You think I didn’t think it through?”

She was quiet. You waited.

“I thought about every possible outcome, Sophia. I thought about it over and over and over again. How can I keep you when I know you weren’t happy?”

You thought you’ve moved on. You thought you’re okay. But seeing her tonight, having this conversation with her, it just came crashing down on you. You in fact have not moved on, you just learned how to cope without her.

“You should’ve just talked me.” She said in a whisper. Like she was afraid her voice would crack the moment it leaves her.

“And what? Have you ignore me? You were pulling away from me even before I made that decision.”

“I was pulling away from you because I was scared!” you’re confused. You don’t even know what’s happening right now.

“Scared of what exactly?” you asked, your voice full of confusion.

That made her stop. She was breathing heavily now. She looked like she’s about to pass out on you. But she managed through.

The quiet was loud, scary. It was like it was sucking the life out of you. She just stared, probably looking for the right words to say. You hated this. You hated how this is turning out. Then she spoke.

“I was scared because I was falling deeper. Because I was willing to give up everything just to have you. And you know what? Had you asked me to leave the group so we could be together all the time, I’d do it. Without a single word, without protest, I’d leave it all behind for you.”

That made your heart ache. This is a new information that could’ve helped you before it fell down.

You tried to speak, opened your mouth but no words would come out.

“I would never ask you to do that.” You say, your voice breaking in the process.

You heard her chuckle, a painful one. “See, I would. I was willing to be yours forever. And I didn’t think you would want the same. You were just starting out and so was I. I knew that if you’d ask me to stay, I would. And it scared me. It scared me to think that the love I have for you is turning to something that would break me.”

You don’t know what to say to that. It made you think about the kind of love you were asking for her. Was it consuming her? Was it breaking her? Were you too demanding? Too needy? Too possessive?

“I didn’t know.” You say in a whisper, looking down as you shook your head.

“Yeah, well... there it is.”

You looked up at her, staring. The moon’s light illuminating her being, like a spotlight only for her. She looked so beautiful, despite looking frustrated and mad.

You walked towards her, holding her hand in yours. It still fit the same, like it was carved to be with hers. You gave her a small smile. You didn’t have to say anything. Sophia knew. Without words. She let out a sigh, resting her face in your chest, letting the warmth engulf her.

And just like that, she’s down.

You had to carry her back. She’s too drunk to even wake up at this point.

“Oh, my God! What happened, anak?” Tita Carla came running to you when she saw you carrying Sophia.

You smiled at her. “We were talking outside. Seemed she’s too drunk. Just passed out on me.”

Tita Carla looked more amused than worried. She shook her head. Thank God the visitors are already gone by now, because this shit would be a festival for them.

“Get her up to her room, please.” Tita Carla said, helping you up the stairs.

When you got to Sophia’s room, you immediately put her to bed, removing her heels before tucking her in a blanket. When you made sure Sophia’s already comfortable, you looked around the room. It was still the same except for a few additional photos.

There’s still the picture frame of you and her on her night stand, photos of her favourite bands, favourite Disney princesses, but one photo caught your eye. You stood up, walking over to look at it clearly. It was a photo of you, holding an award you just got last month.

You turned back to Sophia’s sleeping form. She took tabs on everything about you since you broke up. It’s all in here, every achievement, every travel photos. It looked like a museum of yourself.

The tears started falling again. You didn’t know what to feel. You felt happy that Sophia still loves you. But at the same time, you’re scared. What if it happened again? Would she pull away from you? Would she let you know? Questions swirl in your head.

But one thing stuck.

Baka pwede pa.

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You didn’t see Sophia after that night. She left without saying a word to you. You tried visiting, tried going back to their house but to no avail. You never had the chance to clear things up with her. You did see photos and videos of her out and about with her friends, her family, even with Leon. But whenever you try to see her, she’s always unavailable.

It was starting to frustrate you. She was the one who came up to you first. She was the one who wanted to talk about your break up. Now, she’s pulling away again.

It’s been months since that night. You didn’t get to spend her birthday with them because you were with your family. Didn’t get to say goodbye because she just left. She’s continued with her life, busy with her schedules. Yet, not a message from her when she came home.

“This is so frustrating.” You muttered softly. You just watched a video of her dancing in a club in the Philippines with her friends.

Apparently, she’s back home and you’re still in Dubai. You were in a flight the other day, landed in Dubai and was going to be flying to London tomorrow. You knew you weren’t going to see her when you get back.

You slumped on your bed, staring at the ceiling. The past months has been a blur to you. Ever since tita Carla’s birthday, it’s like you were living on auto pilot. You wake up, fix yourself, go to work, be back home, sleep, repeat. You were back to the old you. Back to loud thoughts. Back to only thinking about Sophia. It’s driving you crazy.

When you got back to the Philippines, you didn’t even try to go back home after, you went straight to Sophia’s house hoping to corner her, only to be told that Sophia has flew back to LA just this morning.

You couldn’t help but feel like she’s doing this on purpose. Because she was. For some reason, she fucking knew your schedule, she knows when you’re leaving and when you’re coming back.

So, you made it a mission to corner her. There’s a plastered schedule of Katseye in their page, thank God.

You already asked your boss to give you a few weeks off. Just so you could catch her. VMAs are coming and her group would be there. They’re nominated for some awards and you want so bad to be there.

“You’re really going to chase after her, huh?” Bailey asked while the two of you are drinking before your flight to New York.

You nodded. “She’s so cruel.”

Bailey chuckled, shaking his head. “But that’s what she wants, you know? You chasing her.”

You turned to him, brows furrowed. The look on his face says it all. “What?” he asks.

“What do you mean?”

He shrugged. “I cannot believe you fell for her trick. It’s obvious. She wants you to chase after her because that’s the only way she’d have you back.”

You stared at him. That did not occur to you. “She really is cruel.” You huffed, drinking your whiskey.

Bailey just laughed at you.

You’re so dumb.

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You just landed in New York. VMAs would be tomorrow and you’re gonna make sure that you and Sophia would see each other in there.

You took a rest, made sure you’re well rested. You cannot look like someone who just got out of bed.

In the venue, you’re hands are clammy, you’re so nervous, you could pass out. But you stayed your ground. You waited for Katseye to arrive. And when they did, the first person you looked for is Sophia, and you did.

She looked so beautiful.

God, how can a person be this beautiful?

She looked like a Goddess who descended from the heaven to bless the world with her grace and beauty.

You stayed hidden, not wanting to scare her before their big performance. You wanted to be there, to be able to talk to her, but not to scare her. You still want her to do amazing.

So, you waited.

Like how she did for you.

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You cried. You knew you cried. You were wiping your snot when they won the award. You were so proud of her. You cannot even explain the feeling you’re feeling right now. Just that, you want to go run to her and give her a huge hug. She’s come so far from the girl who was just dreaming once. She’s so amazing, it made you feel things.

You waited patiently. You stayed hidden. You still didn’t want to scare her. But you were staring too long that for some reason, her gaze landed on you. You didn’t know how. Maybe you really were just sticking out like a sore thumb, with that damn height of yours.

You smiled. You didn’t know what to do at this point. All you could do is stand there, staring at her, smiling like a creep.

The scene looked like something out of the movies. You watched as she found her courage to walk up to you. You felt the place stop. The sound and the people, all gone.

It was just you and her.

She started slow, walking carefully. Then turned to a full blown running that it worried you. You opened your arms, waiting until she was nuzzled in your embrace. No one said a word. You stayed like that, her tightening her hold on you.

You felt Sophia shaking in your arms and you knew, she was already crying. You wanted to worry about her make-up and all that but you’re more worried that she feels overwhelmed.

“Elizabeth.” You called out softly, wanting her to know that you’re there, that you’re not just a fragment of her imagination.

“No.” You heard her say, tightening her hold, shaking her head.

You couldn’t help but chuckle. You were crying too but that could wait. You want to comfort her.

“Hey, let me see you.” You say gently. Thankfully, she pulled away. You were still smiling as she finally looked up at you. She’s still the most beautiful despite the tears and almost ruined make-up.

You reached for her face and gently wiped her tears. Like she’s a porcelain that could break if you push harder.

“You did so amazing tonight, mahal.” And the water works went off again. You didn’t want to make her cry, but there it is.

You pulled her back in your embrace, rubbing her back softly. You let her cry however long she needs. You gave her time. You stayed like that, for you don’t know how long until she calmed down. When she was finally okay, she pulled away and gently wiped her tears, making sure she doesn’t smudge her make-up.

“You good?” you asked in a teasing manner.

Sophia looked up to you, rolling her eyes as she pulled your jacket to wipe her snot. You didn’t mind though, all you care about is this, her.

“How are you here?” was the first thing she asked, despite her voice still shaking.

You shrugged. “I was hoping to see you, share the moment with you.”

She smiled, hugging you again. You chuckled as you kissed the crown of her head.

“Why didn’t you call me?”

You scoffed. “You wouldn’t answer anyway. Besides, I wanted to surprise you.”

“Well, I’m surprised. What are you gonna do about that?”

She’s so sassy, you want to squeeze her. It made you chuckle.

“You like surprises, ‘di ba? Here’s one for you.” You teased. You love teasing her when she’s emotional.

You felt her smack your back lightly. “Napaka yabang mo.”

You laughed, hugging her tighter. You were feeling the moment but you realized it’s confusing people.

“Elizabeth.” You called out, still looking over the group. You heard her hum. “They’re looking at us.”

That seemed to bring Sophia back. She turned to look at who you’re looking, still engulfed in your embrace. She looked up at you, her doe eyes smiling.

“Come on, I’ll introduce you to the girls.” She said, pulling away but holding your cold hand in hers.

You started feeling a bit shy. This is the first time you’re gonna meet the Katseye members. Even when they won Dream Academy, you didn’t have the chance to meet with them because you were waiting at the restaurant with Bailey. When they went in the Philippines, you also didn’t get to meet them because you were busy with work, which means you were in another country.

As you neared the girls, you felt yourself moving closer to Sophia. You wanted to run away. You’re so scared they’d lunge at you. But contrary to what you thought, it was the opposite. They were smiling at you and Sophia teasingly.

“Oh, now you’re gonna share?” Megan, thankfully you knew them from watching their lives, said.

Sophia intertwined your hands as she pulled you closer. You’re basically behind her, your front pressed on her back.

“Everyone, this is Y/N. Y/N, this is everyone. She’s...” Sophia introduced, a smile on her voice.

“Her girlfriend.” You continued. It came out of reflex that the girls started crowding you. They all looked so happy.

Sophia turned to you with a stunned face. You just shrugged. It was the only proper introduction in your head.

“Oh, my gosh! I’ve heard so much about you! I’m Megan! Nice to finally put a face with the name.” She sounded so excited that you couldn’t help but chuckle.

The girls introduced themselves to you one by one until it was the youngest turn.

“You’re baba!” she exclaimed, making your eyes wide.

Sophia turned to face you, laughing when she saw your face. When you got out of the initial shock, you turned to Sophia with a playful shocked face.

“We have a child and you hid her from me?” you joked.

Sophia laughed, lightly slapping your face which made you laugh. You couldn’t help but stare at her. She’s just so beautiful.

“You’re so beautiful.” You muttered, not even missing a beat. There’s a series of complaints after you said that. Sophia rolled her eyes, hugging you again.

“Y’all are jealous, I have this gentle bear for myself.” She bragged, making you laugh while the girls continued with their complaints.

They started pulling her away from you but she gripped you tightly. Before it turned to a tug of war, you had to intercept.

“Alright, alright, calm down.” You say, getting their attention. “How about we call it a night, hmm? Let’s all head back and rest. I’ll see you girls tomorrow.”

Sophia started to protest but the girls have successfully pulled her away from you.

“Convoy, I’ll see you at your hotel after you finish changing. I promise.” You say gently.

Sophia pouted but finally let go. You watched her being pulled back to the group van. You couldn’t help but laugh. They’re so amusing to watch.

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You did follow their van to their hotel that is thankfully, not that far from where you checked in. You waited for them in the lobby. You didn’t want to intrude than you already did. Besides, you still have a lot to talk about with Sophia.

After some time, Sophia already texted you her room number. You immediately went up, shaking the nerves off you. The initial meet was okay, but there’s just a lot to talk about.

When you met her in the hallways, she’s already wearing a comfortable baggy pants and a hoodie that looked all too familiar, it was yours.

You smiled at her, walking towards her. You kissed her head when you reached her, holding her hand.

“Let’s go to the rooftop, the night sky look beautiful tonight.”

She nodded, letting you pull her. The elevator ride to the rooftop was quiet. Just you and her sharing a moment of your thoughts. You didn’t know what to say. So let the silence stay.

When you finally settled in the rooftop, you stared up and smiled. This is what peace feels like. Having her here with you.

“You were so great tonight. I felt so happy. I’m so proud of what you’ve becoming.” You started, turning to look at her. You saw her smiling at the sky as well, then to you.

“And I’m glad I could share that with you.”

You smiled. You didn’t know what to say. You don’t even know what’s running in your head right now. All you know is that you’re here, she’s here, it’s perfect.

“Why did you hide away from me?” you finally asked.

You didn’t want to ruin the mood, but you needed this conversation. You can’t just go back to the way it was and act like the break up didn’t happen, that your conversation with her at tita Carla’s birthday didn’t happen. You needed to talk to finally settle the on going problem.

Sophia lowered her head, staring at her hands. You waited. You’re not going to push her. Not anymore.

“Because I didn’t know how to face you.” She answered, turning to you.

Your eyes soften. It must’ve been so scary for her.

“I didn’t know what to say to you. I came up to you drunk and spouted nonsense.”

You shook your head. “Those aren’t nonsense, Elizabeth.” You tell her softly.

You could feel her starting to relax when you said those. “How was I suppose to know that?” she asked softly.

“You could’ve just went to me.”

She chuckled. “Rich of you to say that.” She joked. You laugh as well.

“Yeah well, people learn.” You shrugged.

She nodded. “I didn’t know how to talk to you after that. I felt how scared you were, how much I hurt you. I didn’t realize how much I hurt you until I heard you talk back, you never talk back unless it was unreasonable.”

You let Sophia continue. You wanted to hear her side. It’s just how you are. You always let her compose her words for you to understand.

“I thought, maybe if I stay away then I won’t hurt you anymore. I knew, you know?” she say, smiling at you. “I knew you went looking for me. I knew you went to our house multiple times to go see me. I just didn’t think I was ready enough to face you. I was ashamed of myself.”

You take everything in. She was blaming herself. You know it. You didn’t need to hear her say it, you just know. That’s how much you love her. She didn’t need to say anything for you to know. Contrary to how you acted before your break up.

“And now? Are you still scared?” you asked.

She shook her head, smiling at you. “Not anymore. Not after tonight.”

“That’s nice to know.” You say, turning to the sky again.

The both of you let the silence engulf you. No words would be said that would equate to the relief you both feel.

“When you told the girls you were my girlfriend, what exactly did you mean by that?” Sophia asked after some time.

You turned to her. You stared, how beautiful she looks, hope in her eyes. You couldn’t help but smile. You reached for her hand, squeezed it lightly. As if to say it’s real.

“I want to try again. I want us. I want you.” You tell her. You saw her eyes become misty when you said that. “I know you’re scared. I am too. I don’t know where this would lead us. But what I know is this...” you faced her fully, holding her hand like a promise.

“I know that I still love you. I know that I would do everything and anything for you. I know I’d make myself be the best that I am for you. I don’t ever want to lose you again, Elizabeth. I want to grow old with you. I want a life with you. And if you’ll let me, I will make sure to do anything and everything in my power to take all your worries and fears away.”

It felt good to let it out. It felt nice to know that she’s here to hear your thoughts. And right now, you’re making a serious promise, in front of her, the love of your life.

Sophia’s tears fell out of her face, a gentle smile plastered in her lips. Even then, you still think she’s the most beautiful.

Sophia pulled you in for a sweet, gentle kiss. When she pulled away, you gave her a smile as you wipe her tears. You didn’t want to see her like this. You want her to always be happy.

Malay mo, kayo parin sa dulo.

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Um Hi hello how are you? Are you good? Is your brain juice ok?

CAUSE WTF WAS THAT!!!!!! you made a tear roll down my cheek with that sofia fic its so good but i need you to fix it like right NOW. Give me an part 2 or an alt ending

Maybe one where sofia realizes that the grass ain't greener with leon. She regrets her decision but you've already dissappeared. Now she's going through the motions just existing. The kats notice cause of course they do and their desperate so they call her parents who told them the whole thing

Now the kats go into detective mode and launch a search party to find you cause sad sofia is just a crime against nature itself.

That's the plot swimming through my head. Please just consider it i BEG

hello to you! thank you so much for loving the story. I'm currently writing the part but it's a different plot. although, i would definitely use this in the next story. i appreciate you a lot! ❤

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Ihahatid Kita

Sophia Laforteza

Synopsis: Y/N could see that Sophia isn't happy with her anymore. So, she did what she thought was best, to finally let go.

Words: 2k+

Warning: ANGST! TOO MUCH ANGST!

A/N: I know. I know. I said I was gonna write a story inspired by a Ben&Ben song but this song was just stuck in my head. So, what better way than to break everyone's heart, right?! Let me know your thoughts!

You were in one of the Lafortezas house parties. They always throw grand parties whenever your girlfriend, Sophia, comes home to visit. She just got back from her schedules with Katseye. You could see how happy she was with her family, her friends— Him.

You don't know when it started, or how it even happened. All you knew was that one day, she started acting different towards you. She started distancing herself, started making excuses not to talk. It frustrated you at first. You didn't know what was going on. You just wanted to be with your girlfriend, even for just a second of her time.

Then, slowly, you saw it. How Sophia was with him. You watched, silently, intently. At first, you were mad. It infuriated you.

But slowly, you started to accept it. You know deep down that whatever you do, you'd always choose her. You'd choose her happiness over yours. And right now, you have made a decision that would break you into pieces. But you know, she would be happy. And that's what you've always wanted.

To make her happy. Even without you in it.

You wanted to run away. But that didn't sit well with you. You've made a promise that whatever happened, you would never leave her without saying goodbye.

As you were watching, you could see how happy she is with him. You could see the way her eyes lit up whenever she's talking to him, how she would subtly touch him whenever she laughs, how comfortable she is with him.

It broke you. But at the same time, there's a sense of relief within you because finally, she's letting herself be free.

You could feel your heart break, you could feel every fiber of your being torn.

"Y/N, anak? Are you alright?" You heard, a small hand settling in your back.

You turned to look at who it was. Tita Carla.

You smiled, feeling a single tear fall from your eyes.

"Tita." You chocked. "I'm happy."

You know she didn't believe that. She could see you break right in front of her. Tita Carla didn't speak. She just pulled you in a tight hug, rubbing your back in a soothing manner.

You let yourself fall, silently crying in her shoulder. She didn't have to say anything. She just lets you cry your heart out.

You pulled out of her hug, turned your back to her and wiped your tears, composing yourself. You turned back to her, smiling.

"I'll be going, tita. Please tell her I left. But I'll see her tomorrow. Thank you, tita. For everything."

With those, Tita Carla pulled you in another tight hug. She hugged you like it was the last time. Like she knew.

You left the house quietly, with a heavy heart. You drove to the place where you asked Sophia to be yours. Bottles of beers in your hands. You watched the night sky. It was like that day, clear skies. The city light illuminating the place. It was so beautiful, like the time she said "yes".

You stayed there, reminiscing everything. This was your favourite spot.

And it was heart breaking to say goodbye to it.

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The next day, you texted Sophia. Her replies were dry. But you took no mind to it. You focused on making this day the best. You reserved a table on your favourite place, you wore your best clothes, you sprayed the perfume she loves the most.

When you got to her house, she was already waiting for you, dressed in a beautiful sundress. You smiled, remembering the time you told her she looked gorgeous wearing a dress. She started wearing dresses whenever you go out together and it made you feel special.

"You look so beautiful, mahal." You tell her, kissing her lightly in the cheek.

She smiled, holding your hand.

"Where are you taking me?" She asked, excitement oozing in her voice.

If only she knew.

She looked so beautiful that it pains you to think this would be the last time you're gonna be with her, as her girlfriend.

"It's a surprise, love. You're gonna have to wait and see."

Sophia's smile widen. She loves when you do surprises. She always told you, you never miss a beat. That your surprises are the best.

"Y/N, anak." Tita Carla called out when she saw you.

You smiled at her. Went to her and gave her a tight hug. You made sure you cherish that hug.

"I'm taking Sophia out, tita. But I promise she'll be home before curfew."

Tita Carla smiled, but not the same smile she always gives you. It was a kind of smile that tells you she knew.

"You take care, okay? I love you." Tita Carla says.

You both heard Sophia giggle behind you before you felt a hand holding yours.

"You sound like this is gonna be the last time you'll see her. She's gonna be here for dinner, mom." Sophia says, leaning her head on your shoulder.

Tita Carla smiled, holding Sophia's cheek and caressing it gently.

"You two take care. We'll see you at dinner. Enjoy." Tita Carla says.

You smiled and nodded, looking at Sophia. You felt your heart break again. But you stayed strong. You can't be breaking down. You still have the entire day with her to spend.

"Alis na po kami. I love you, tita."

Tita Carla nodded and let the two of you go. Sophia excitedly sat on your passenger seat. You smiled, staring at her.

"So, where to, mahal?" She asked with that beautiful smile of hers.

You smiled. "Sit back and relax."

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The two of you spent the entire day together, going to your favourite places. She was so happy. She looked immaculate. She couldn't help herself be giddy. She just kept on talking about everything. Her members, her family, her friends. You noticed she never once mentioned him.

You just watched with a smile on your face. She looked so happy. She looked so care free.

It was breaking you, but you know this is all going to be worth it. For her.

"You know what, mahal, you should really go to one of our concerts. We're going to have a western concert tour soon but there's going to be an Asia tour and I want you to be there." She says with a smile, excitement never leaving her voice.

You smiled, nodded. "I promise I'll be in every show whenever I can."

She pouted. She looked so cute. "You promise?"

You nodded, holding out your pinky finger. You saw how her smile brighten when you did that. She knows how sacred that is.

She hooked her pinky finger with yours, clasping it together. You pulled your fingers to your lips, kissing it gently.

She smiled. The most beautiful.

When you pulled back, it felt like every memory of the both of you came crushing down. How you first met, how you took the courage to introduce yourself to her, how you started having feelings for her, how you confessed, how you started dating, how she said yes, how your life became happier and lighter with her in it.

Even when she started becoming a trainee, when she entered Dream Academy, when she won the show, how she ran to you after and told you she was so happy you could be there to celebrate her win.

Everything, all at once. And it broke you that this would be the last time.

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It was 6 in the evening when you finally got the text from him.

"I'm here."

You smiled, replied you were on your way before putting your phone back inside your pocket. You turned to Sophia who was happily watching the sky with an ice cream in hand.

"You ready for our last stop for the day?"

Sophia turned to you, still smiling beautifully. She nodded.

"Lead the way."

You guided her to your passenger seat, made sure she was wearing her seat belt before you drove off.

She was still yapping about everything and anything. You just smiled, listening to her.

You love when she yaps. That's one of her charms. She could blow your ears off and you'd still think she's the most beautiful.

The two of you got out of your car after you parked. Your hands intertwined with her. You could feel your heart start to crack with every step. But you knew this was what you needed to do.

The place looked wonderful. You didn't know how it would turn out but you thanked the heavens that it all looked in place. You're in one of your favourite restaurants. This place was a number one for you and Sophia.

You called the place this morning and asked if they could reserve it. You made sure it looked wonderful. And here it is.

Sophia stopped as soon as she saw who was seated at one of the table. He was patiently looking around, quietly waiting.

You stopped, turned back to her with a smile.

"Let's go. He's waiting." You say, gently pulling her with you but she pulled back, shaking her head.

"What are we doing here?" She asked, looking scared. It's like she knows what's going to happen.

You smiled "He's waiting for you, Sophia. Come on." You say as gently as you could.

"No." she says.

"Sophia..." you tried but she stepped back.

"Elizabeth! I'm Elizabeth to you." Sophia's eyes turned misty. She was shaking her head.

"Sophia." you called out again, gently.

"Y/N, please. Let's just go home, okay? Mom and dad are waiting for us." She tried, her voice breaking while trying to get you to go back with her.

You shook your head, smiling despite the pain you're feeling.

"Sophia..."

"No!" she finally broke down, tears falling down her cheeks. "No, mahal, please. Let's just go home, okay? Let's just have dinner at home, please, Y/N." she cried.

You smiled, your tears falling as well. It broke your heart to see her like this. But you can't turn back now.

You held her face and wiped her tears. "Do you remember what I promised you when you said yes?" you asked, still wiping her tears. "I promised that I'll do anything and everything to make you happy. And I want to keep that promise."

"Let's go home, please. Mahal." she cried.

"I can't be selfish with you, Sophia. I can't do that. I saw... how you looked at him, how you're happy with him. And God..." you chuckled, broken. "I want to hold you, keep you to myself..."

"Then do it. Be selfish." her voice raised.

"I can't do that." you chocked. "I can't keep you in a cage, Soph. I can't watch you be miserable just so I could keep you."

"Y/N, please..." she pleaded, her voice broken.

You kept your smile, wanting to be strong for the both of you. "You deserve to be happy. You deserve to be free. You don't deserve to be tethered to someone you don't love."

"No." she says, still shaking her head.

"It's okay. I'm going to be okay. All I ever want was for you to be happy. Even if it's not with me." She finally stayed still at what you said. Your smile never leaving your face. "Now, I want you to wipe your tears for me. We can't ruin your beautiful make-up, that dolled up hair and that beautiful dress."

Sophia stared at you. She knows whatever she does by now, it was worthless. You have set your mind to it and she knows she can't change that. And so, she turned her back to you, wiping her tears despite the heartbreak.

When she turned to you, she gave you a forced smile.

"Okay." She finally says.

You smiled, offering your hand to her. She took it, held it like a life line and lets you lead the way to him.

With every step, you could feel how Sophia's grip tightens. You know she wants to run for it, take you away from here.

But that would be harder for the both of you.

When you entered the place, Leon immediately stood up as soon as he saw you. He looked confused. Then his confusion turned to worry when he saw the girl behind you.

"Leon." You say, greeting him with a smile.

"What's going on here?" he asked, looking worried.

You turned to Sophia, then back to him. "I just drove her here."

His brows are furrowed at this point. He looked confuse.

"Sophia." He called out.

You pulled Sophia gently towards him, finally letting her hand go.

They really do look good together. You smiled, watching them for a moment before you spoke.

"Take care of her, okay? Take her home before curfew."

You say, trying to keep your voice from breaking. You looked at Sophia, a painful smile still displayed on your lips.

"Let yourself be free, Sophia. You deserve this." You say, holding her hand to which she gripped yours. You smiled, then turned to Leon who finally caught up with what's happening.

You took his hand, putting Sophia's on top of his.

"Don't hurt her." you say, pleaded.

"Y/N..." he called out.

You smiled, finally letting their hands go. You watched as Leon held Sophia's hand. It amazes you how their hands fit so well together. And with one final look at Sophia, you stepped back.

"I'll see you guys around." you say, finally turning your back to them.

You were already at the door when you heard Sophia call out to you. You willed yourself to look back at her, gripping the handle tightly.

"I love you." She says, tears falling down her eyes.

You smiled. "I know."

You walked back to your car with a heavy heart. You didn't dare look back. You drove back home broken, but satisfied. You knew to yourself that it was the best thing to do. You have finally let go of her.

Kung saan siya magiging masaya.​

[lafortezasboy-deactivated202604]

at least we didn’t die idk. ELIZABETH. SHES ELIZABETH TO US 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[writerswall26]

thats a great idea though, but how????? 🤔

[writerswall26]

Ihahatid Kita

Sophia Laforteza

Synopsis: Y/N could see that Sophia isn't happy with her anymore. So, she did what she thought was best, to finally let go.

Words: 2k+

Warning: ANGST! TOO MUCH ANGST!

A/N: I know. I know. I said I was gonna write a story inspired by a Ben&Ben song but this song was just stuck in my head. So, what better way than to break everyone's heart, right?! Let me know your thoughts!

You were in one of the Lafortezas house parties. They always throw grand parties whenever your girlfriend, Sophia, comes home to visit. She just got back from her schedules with Katseye. You could see how happy she was with her family, her friends— Him.

You don't know when it started, or how it even happened. All you knew was that one day, she started acting different towards you. She started distancing herself, started making excuses not to talk. It frustrated you at first. You didn't know what was going on. You just wanted to be with your girlfriend, even for just a second of her time.

Then, slowly, you saw it. How Sophia was with him. You watched, silently, intently. At first, you were mad. It infuriated you.

But slowly, you started to accept it. You know deep down that whatever you do, you'd always choose her. You'd choose her happiness over yours. And right now, you have made a decision that would break you into pieces. But you know, she would be happy. And that's what you've always wanted.

To make her happy. Even without you in it.

You wanted to run away. But that didn't sit well with you. You've made a promise that whatever happened, you would never leave her without saying goodbye.

As you were watching, you could see how happy she is with him. You could see the way her eyes lit up whenever she's talking to him, how she would subtly touch him whenever she laughs, how comfortable she is with him.

It broke you. But at the same time, there's a sense of relief within you because finally, she's letting herself be free.

You could feel your heart break, you could feel every fiber of your being torn.

"Y/N, anak? Are you alright?" You heard, a small hand settling in your back.

You turned to look at who it was. Tita Carla.

You smiled, feeling a single tear fall from your eyes.

"Tita." You chocked. "I'm happy."

You know she didn't believe that. She could see you break right in front of her. Tita Carla didn't speak. She just pulled you in a tight hug, rubbing your back in a soothing manner.

You let yourself fall, silently crying in her shoulder. She didn't have to say anything. She just lets you cry your heart out.

You pulled out of her hug, turned your back to her and wiped your tears, composing yourself. You turned back to her, smiling.

"I'll be going, tita. Please tell her I left. But I'll see her tomorrow. Thank you, tita. For everything."

With those, Tita Carla pulled you in another tight hug. She hugged you like it was the last time. Like she knew.

You left the house quietly, with a heavy heart. You drove to the place where you asked Sophia to be yours. Bottles of beers in your hands. You watched the night sky. It was like that day, clear skies. The city light illuminating the place. It was so beautiful, like the time she said "yes".

You stayed there, reminiscing everything. This was your favourite spot.

And it was heart breaking to say goodbye to it.

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The next day, you texted Sophia. Her replies were dry. But you took no mind to it. You focused on making this day the best. You reserved a table on your favourite place, you wore your best clothes, you sprayed the perfume she loves the most.

When you got to her house, she was already waiting for you, dressed in a beautiful sundress. You smiled, remembering the time you told her she looked gorgeous wearing a dress. She started wearing dresses whenever you go out together and it made you feel special.

"You look so beautiful, mahal." You tell her, kissing her lightly in the cheek.

She smiled, holding your hand.

"Where are you taking me?" She asked, excitement oozing in her voice.

If only she knew.

She looked so beautiful that it pains you to think this would be the last time you're gonna be with her, as her girlfriend.

"It's a surprise, love. You're gonna have to wait and see."

Sophia's smile widen. She loves when you do surprises. She always told you, you never miss a beat. That your surprises are the best.

"Y/N, anak." Tita Carla called out when she saw you.

You smiled at her. Went to her and gave her a tight hug. You made sure you cherish that hug.

"I'm taking Sophia out, tita. But I promise she'll be home before curfew."

Tita Carla smiled, but not the same smile she always gives you. It was a kind of smile that tells you she knew.

"You take care, okay? I love you." Tita Carla says.

You both heard Sophia giggle behind you before you felt a hand holding yours.

"You sound like this is gonna be the last time you'll see her. She's gonna be here for dinner, mom." Sophia says, leaning her head on your shoulder.

Tita Carla smiled, holding Sophia's cheek and caressing it gently.

"You two take care. We'll see you at dinner. Enjoy." Tita Carla says.

You smiled and nodded, looking at Sophia. You felt your heart break again. But you stayed strong. You can't be breaking down. You still have the entire day with her to spend.

"Alis na po kami. I love you, tita."

Tita Carla nodded and let the two of you go. Sophia excitedly sat on your passenger seat. You smiled, staring at her.

"So, where to, mahal?" She asked with that beautiful smile of hers.

You smiled. "Sit back and relax."

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The two of you spent the entire day together, going to your favourite places. She was so happy. She looked immaculate. She couldn't help herself be giddy. She just kept on talking about everything. Her members, her family, her friends. You noticed she never once mentioned him.

You just watched with a smile on your face. She looked so happy. She looked so care free.

It was breaking you, but you know this is all going to be worth it. For her.

"You know what, mahal, you should really go to one of our concerts. We're going to have a western concert tour soon but there's going to be an Asia tour and I want you to be there." She says with a smile, excitement never leaving her voice.

You smiled, nodded. "I promise I'll be in every show whenever I can."

She pouted. She looked so cute. "You promise?"

You nodded, holding out your pinky finger. You saw how her smile brighten when you did that. She knows how sacred that is.

She hooked her pinky finger with yours, clasping it together. You pulled your fingers to your lips, kissing it gently.

She smiled. The most beautiful.

When you pulled back, it felt like every memory of the both of you came crushing down. How you first met, how you took the courage to introduce yourself to her, how you started having feelings for her, how you confessed, how you started dating, how she said yes, how your life became happier and lighter with her in it.

Even when she started becoming a trainee, when she entered Dream Academy, when she won the show, how she ran to you after and told you she was so happy you could be there to celebrate her win.

Everything, all at once. And it broke you that this would be the last time.

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It was 6 in the evening when you finally got the text from him.

"I'm here."

You smiled, replied you were on your way before putting your phone back inside your pocket. You turned to Sophia who was happily watching the sky with an ice cream in hand.

"You ready for our last stop for the day?"

Sophia turned to you, still smiling beautifully. She nodded.

"Lead the way."

You guided her to your passenger seat, made sure she was wearing her seat belt before you drove off.

She was still yapping about everything and anything. You just smiled, listening to her.

You love when she yaps. That's one of her charms. She could blow your ears off and you'd still think she's the most beautiful.

The two of you got out of your car after you parked. Your hands intertwined with her. You could feel your heart start to crack with every step. But you knew this was what you needed to do.

The place looked wonderful. You didn't know how it would turn out but you thanked the heavens that it all looked in place. You're in one of your favourite restaurants. This place was a number one for you and Sophia.

You called the place this morning and asked if they could reserve it. You made sure it looked wonderful. And here it is.

Sophia stopped as soon as she saw who was seated at one of the table. He was patiently looking around, quietly waiting.

You stopped, turned back to her with a smile.

"Let's go. He's waiting." You say, gently pulling her with you but she pulled back, shaking her head.

"What are we doing here?" She asked, looking scared. It's like she knows what's going to happen.

You smiled "He's waiting for you, Sophia. Come on." You say as gently as you could.

"No." she says.

"Sophia..." you tried but she stepped back.

"Elizabeth! I'm Elizabeth to you." Sophia's eyes turned misty. She was shaking her head.

"Sophia." you called out again, gently.

"Y/N, please. Let's just go home, okay? Mom and dad are waiting for us." She tried, her voice breaking while trying to get you to go back with her.

You shook your head, smiling despite the pain you're feeling.

"Sophia..."

"No!" she finally broke down, tears falling down her cheeks. "No, mahal, please. Let's just go home, okay? Let's just have dinner at home, please, Y/N." she cried.

You smiled, your tears falling as well. It broke your heart to see her like this. But you can't turn back now.

You held her face and wiped her tears. "Do you remember what I promised you when you said yes?" you asked, still wiping her tears. "I promised that I'll do anything and everything to make you happy. And I want to keep that promise."

"Let's go home, please. Mahal." she cried.

"I can't be selfish with you, Sophia. I can't do that. I saw... how you looked at him, how you're happy with him. And God..." you chuckled, broken. "I want to hold you, keep you to myself..."

"Then do it. Be selfish." her voice raised.

"I can't do that." you chocked. "I can't keep you in a cage, Soph. I can't watch you be miserable just so I could keep you."

"Y/N, please..." she pleaded, her voice broken.

You kept your smile, wanting to be strong for the both of you. "You deserve to be happy. You deserve to be free. You don't deserve to be tethered to someone you don't love."

"No." she says, still shaking her head.

"It's okay. I'm going to be okay. All I ever want was for you to be happy. Even if it's not with me." She finally stayed still at what you said. Your smile never leaving your face. "Now, I want you to wipe your tears for me. We can't ruin your beautiful make-up, that dolled up hair and that beautiful dress."

Sophia stared at you. She knows whatever she does by now, it was worthless. You have set your mind to it and she knows she can't change that. And so, she turned her back to you, wiping her tears despite the heartbreak.

When she turned to you, she gave you a forced smile.

"Okay." She finally says.

You smiled, offering your hand to her. She took it, held it like a life line and lets you lead the way to him.

With every step, you could feel how Sophia's grip tightens. You know she wants to run for it, take you away from here.

But that would be harder for the both of you.

When you entered the place, Leon immediately stood up as soon as he saw you. He looked confused. Then his confusion turned to worry when he saw the girl behind you.

"Leon." You say, greeting him with a smile.

"What's going on here?" he asked, looking worried.

You turned to Sophia, then back to him. "I just drove her here."

His brows are furrowed at this point. He looked confuse.

"Sophia." He called out.

You pulled Sophia gently towards him, finally letting her hand go.

They really do look good together. You smiled, watching them for a moment before you spoke.

"Take care of her, okay? Take her home before curfew."

You say, trying to keep your voice from breaking. You looked at Sophia, a painful smile still displayed on your lips.

"Let yourself be free, Sophia. You deserve this." You say, holding her hand to which she gripped yours. You smiled, then turned to Leon who finally caught up with what's happening.

You took his hand, putting Sophia's on top of his.

"Don't hurt her." you say, pleaded.

"Y/N..." he called out.

You smiled, finally letting their hands go. You watched as Leon held Sophia's hand. It amazes you how their hands fit so well together. And with one final look at Sophia, you stepped back.

"I'll see you guys around." you say, finally turning your back to them.

You were already at the door when you heard Sophia call out to you. You willed yourself to look back at her, gripping the handle tightly.

"I love you." She says, tears falling down her eyes.

You smiled. "I know."

You walked back to your car with a heavy heart. You didn't dare look back. You drove back home broken, but satisfied. You knew to yourself that it was the best thing to do. You have finally let go of her.

Kung saan siya magiging masaya.​

[somedaydream]

Bakit naman ganon? 😭😮‍💨

[writerswall26]

ginanon ba naman kasi 😔

[somedaydream]

‘wag kasi ganun, otor ☹️ mesheket eh 💔

[writerswall26]

minsan sa buhay, kailangan natin masaktan para matuto. chaaaaar!

[writerswall26]

Ihahatid Kita

Sophia Laforteza

Synopsis: Y/N could see that Sophia isn't happy with her anymore. So, she did what she thought was best, to finally let go.

Words: 2k+

Warning: ANGST! TOO MUCH ANGST!

A/N: I know. I know. I said I was gonna write a story inspired by a Ben&Ben song but this song was just stuck in my head. So, what better way than to break everyone's heart, right?! Let me know your thoughts!

You were in one of the Lafortezas house parties. They always throw grand parties whenever your girlfriend, Sophia, comes home to visit. She just got back from her schedules with Katseye. You could see how happy she was with her family, her friends— Him.

You don't know when it started, or how it even happened. All you knew was that one day, she started acting different towards you. She started distancing herself, started making excuses not to talk. It frustrated you at first. You didn't know what was going on. You just wanted to be with your girlfriend, even for just a second of her time.

Then, slowly, you saw it. How Sophia was with him. You watched, silently, intently. At first, you were mad. It infuriated you.

But slowly, you started to accept it. You know deep down that whatever you do, you'd always choose her. You'd choose her happiness over yours. And right now, you have made a decision that would break you into pieces. But you know, she would be happy. And that's what you've always wanted.

To make her happy. Even without you in it.

You wanted to run away. But that didn't sit well with you. You've made a promise that whatever happened, you would never leave her without saying goodbye.

As you were watching, you could see how happy she is with him. You could see the way her eyes lit up whenever she's talking to him, how she would subtly touch him whenever she laughs, how comfortable she is with him.

It broke you. But at the same time, there's a sense of relief within you because finally, she's letting herself be free.

You could feel your heart break, you could feel every fiber of your being torn.

"Y/N, anak? Are you alright?" You heard, a small hand settling in your back.

You turned to look at who it was. Tita Carla.

You smiled, feeling a single tear fall from your eyes.

"Tita." You chocked. "I'm happy."

You know she didn't believe that. She could see you break right in front of her. Tita Carla didn't speak. She just pulled you in a tight hug, rubbing your back in a soothing manner.

You let yourself fall, silently crying in her shoulder. She didn't have to say anything. She just lets you cry your heart out.

You pulled out of her hug, turned your back to her and wiped your tears, composing yourself. You turned back to her, smiling.

"I'll be going, tita. Please tell her I left. But I'll see her tomorrow. Thank you, tita. For everything."

With those, Tita Carla pulled you in another tight hug. She hugged you like it was the last time. Like she knew.

You left the house quietly, with a heavy heart. You drove to the place where you asked Sophia to be yours. Bottles of beers in your hands. You watched the night sky. It was like that day, clear skies. The city light illuminating the place. It was so beautiful, like the time she said "yes".

You stayed there, reminiscing everything. This was your favourite spot.

And it was heart breaking to say goodbye to it.

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The next day, you texted Sophia. Her replies were dry. But you took no mind to it. You focused on making this day the best. You reserved a table on your favourite place, you wore your best clothes, you sprayed the perfume she loves the most.

When you got to her house, she was already waiting for you, dressed in a beautiful sundress. You smiled, remembering the time you told her she looked gorgeous wearing a dress. She started wearing dresses whenever you go out together and it made you feel special.

"You look so beautiful, mahal." You tell her, kissing her lightly in the cheek.

She smiled, holding your hand.

"Where are you taking me?" She asked, excitement oozing in her voice.

If only she knew.

She looked so beautiful that it pains you to think this would be the last time you're gonna be with her, as her girlfriend.

"It's a surprise, love. You're gonna have to wait and see."

Sophia's smile widen. She loves when you do surprises. She always told you, you never miss a beat. That your surprises are the best.

"Y/N, anak." Tita Carla called out when she saw you.

You smiled at her. Went to her and gave her a tight hug. You made sure you cherish that hug.

"I'm taking Sophia out, tita. But I promise she'll be home before curfew."

Tita Carla smiled, but not the same smile she always gives you. It was a kind of smile that tells you she knew.

"You take care, okay? I love you." Tita Carla says.

You both heard Sophia giggle behind you before you felt a hand holding yours.

"You sound like this is gonna be the last time you'll see her. She's gonna be here for dinner, mom." Sophia says, leaning her head on your shoulder.

Tita Carla smiled, holding Sophia's cheek and caressing it gently.

"You two take care. We'll see you at dinner. Enjoy." Tita Carla says.

You smiled and nodded, looking at Sophia. You felt your heart break again. But you stayed strong. You can't be breaking down. You still have the entire day with her to spend.

"Alis na po kami. I love you, tita."

Tita Carla nodded and let the two of you go. Sophia excitedly sat on your passenger seat. You smiled, staring at her.

"So, where to, mahal?" She asked with that beautiful smile of hers.

You smiled. "Sit back and relax."

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The two of you spent the entire day together, going to your favourite places. She was so happy. She looked immaculate. She couldn't help herself be giddy. She just kept on talking about everything. Her members, her family, her friends. You noticed she never once mentioned him.

You just watched with a smile on your face. She looked so happy. She looked so care free.

It was breaking you, but you know this is all going to be worth it. For her.

"You know what, mahal, you should really go to one of our concerts. We're going to have a western concert tour soon but there's going to be an Asia tour and I want you to be there." She says with a smile, excitement never leaving her voice.

You smiled, nodded. "I promise I'll be in every show whenever I can."

She pouted. She looked so cute. "You promise?"

You nodded, holding out your pinky finger. You saw how her smile brighten when you did that. She knows how sacred that is.

She hooked her pinky finger with yours, clasping it together. You pulled your fingers to your lips, kissing it gently.

She smiled. The most beautiful.

When you pulled back, it felt like every memory of the both of you came crushing down. How you first met, how you took the courage to introduce yourself to her, how you started having feelings for her, how you confessed, how you started dating, how she said yes, how your life became happier and lighter with her in it.

Even when she started becoming a trainee, when she entered Dream Academy, when she won the show, how she ran to you after and told you she was so happy you could be there to celebrate her win.

Everything, all at once. And it broke you that this would be the last time.

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It was 6 in the evening when you finally got the text from him.

"I'm here."

You smiled, replied you were on your way before putting your phone back inside your pocket. You turned to Sophia who was happily watching the sky with an ice cream in hand.

"You ready for our last stop for the day?"

Sophia turned to you, still smiling beautifully. She nodded.

"Lead the way."

You guided her to your passenger seat, made sure she was wearing her seat belt before you drove off.

She was still yapping about everything and anything. You just smiled, listening to her.

You love when she yaps. That's one of her charms. She could blow your ears off and you'd still think she's the most beautiful.

The two of you got out of your car after you parked. Your hands intertwined with her. You could feel your heart start to crack with every step. But you knew this was what you needed to do.

The place looked wonderful. You didn't know how it would turn out but you thanked the heavens that it all looked in place. You're in one of your favourite restaurants. This place was a number one for you and Sophia.

You called the place this morning and asked if they could reserve it. You made sure it looked wonderful. And here it is.

Sophia stopped as soon as she saw who was seated at one of the table. He was patiently looking around, quietly waiting.

You stopped, turned back to her with a smile.

"Let's go. He's waiting." You say, gently pulling her with you but she pulled back, shaking her head.

"What are we doing here?" She asked, looking scared. It's like she knows what's going to happen.

You smiled "He's waiting for you, Sophia. Come on." You say as gently as you could.

"No." she says.

"Sophia..." you tried but she stepped back.

"Elizabeth! I'm Elizabeth to you." Sophia's eyes turned misty. She was shaking her head.

"Sophia." you called out again, gently.

"Y/N, please. Let's just go home, okay? Mom and dad are waiting for us." She tried, her voice breaking while trying to get you to go back with her.

You shook your head, smiling despite the pain you're feeling.

"Sophia..."

"No!" she finally broke down, tears falling down her cheeks. "No, mahal, please. Let's just go home, okay? Let's just have dinner at home, please, Y/N." she cried.

You smiled, your tears falling as well. It broke your heart to see her like this. But you can't turn back now.

You held her face and wiped her tears. "Do you remember what I promised you when you said yes?" you asked, still wiping her tears. "I promised that I'll do anything and everything to make you happy. And I want to keep that promise."

"Let's go home, please. Mahal." she cried.

"I can't be selfish with you, Sophia. I can't do that. I saw... how you looked at him, how you're happy with him. And God..." you chuckled, broken. "I want to hold you, keep you to myself..."

"Then do it. Be selfish." her voice raised.

"I can't do that." you chocked. "I can't keep you in a cage, Soph. I can't watch you be miserable just so I could keep you."

"Y/N, please..." she pleaded, her voice broken.

You kept your smile, wanting to be strong for the both of you. "You deserve to be happy. You deserve to be free. You don't deserve to be tethered to someone you don't love."

"No." she says, still shaking her head.

"It's okay. I'm going to be okay. All I ever want was for you to be happy. Even if it's not with me." She finally stayed still at what you said. Your smile never leaving your face. "Now, I want you to wipe your tears for me. We can't ruin your beautiful make-up, that dolled up hair and that beautiful dress."

Sophia stared at you. She knows whatever she does by now, it was worthless. You have set your mind to it and she knows she can't change that. And so, she turned her back to you, wiping her tears despite the heartbreak.

When she turned to you, she gave you a forced smile.

"Okay." She finally says.

You smiled, offering your hand to her. She took it, held it like a life line and lets you lead the way to him.

With every step, you could feel how Sophia's grip tightens. You know she wants to run for it, take you away from here.

But that would be harder for the both of you.

When you entered the place, Leon immediately stood up as soon as he saw you. He looked confused. Then his confusion turned to worry when he saw the girl behind you.

"Leon." You say, greeting him with a smile.

"What's going on here?" he asked, looking worried.

You turned to Sophia, then back to him. "I just drove her here."

His brows are furrowed at this point. He looked confuse.

"Sophia." He called out.

You pulled Sophia gently towards him, finally letting her hand go.

They really do look good together. You smiled, watching them for a moment before you spoke.

"Take care of her, okay? Take her home before curfew."

You say, trying to keep your voice from breaking. You looked at Sophia, a painful smile still displayed on your lips.

"Let yourself be free, Sophia. You deserve this." You say, holding her hand to which she gripped yours. You smiled, then turned to Leon who finally caught up with what's happening.

You took his hand, putting Sophia's on top of his.

"Don't hurt her." you say, pleaded.

"Y/N..." he called out.

You smiled, finally letting their hands go. You watched as Leon held Sophia's hand. It amazes you how their hands fit so well together. And with one final look at Sophia, you stepped back.

"I'll see you guys around." you say, finally turning your back to them.

You were already at the door when you heard Sophia call out to you. You willed yourself to look back at her, gripping the handle tightly.

"I love you." She says, tears falling down her eyes.

You smiled. "I know."

You walked back to your car with a heavy heart. You didn't dare look back. You drove back home broken, but satisfied. You knew to yourself that it was the best thing to do. You have finally let go of her.

Kung saan siya magiging masaya.​

[arachnid-chris]

PUTANG INA🫠

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nag mura siya! nag mura siya, guys!

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Ihahatid Kita

Sophia Laforteza

Synopsis: Y/N could see that Sophia isn't happy with her anymore. So, she did what she thought was best, to finally let go.

Words: 2k+

Warning: ANGST! TOO MUCH ANGST!

A/N: I know. I know. I said I was gonna write a story inspired by a Ben&Ben song but this song was just stuck in my head. So, what better way than to break everyone's heart, right?! Let me know your thoughts!

You were in one of the Lafortezas house parties. They always throw grand parties whenever your girlfriend, Sophia, comes home to visit. She just got back from her schedules with Katseye. You could see how happy she was with her family, her friends— Him.

You don't know when it started, or how it even happened. All you knew was that one day, she started acting different towards you. She started distancing herself, started making excuses not to talk. It frustrated you at first. You didn't know what was going on. You just wanted to be with your girlfriend, even for just a second of her time.

Then, slowly, you saw it. How Sophia was with him. You watched, silently, intently. At first, you were mad. It infuriated you.

But slowly, you started to accept it. You know deep down that whatever you do, you'd always choose her. You'd choose her happiness over yours. And right now, you have made a decision that would break you into pieces. But you know, she would be happy. And that's what you've always wanted.

To make her happy. Even without you in it.

You wanted to run away. But that didn't sit well with you. You've made a promise that whatever happened, you would never leave her without saying goodbye.

As you were watching, you could see how happy she is with him. You could see the way her eyes lit up whenever she's talking to him, how she would subtly touch him whenever she laughs, how comfortable she is with him.

It broke you. But at the same time, there's a sense of relief within you because finally, she's letting herself be free.

You could feel your heart break, you could feel every fiber of your being torn.

"Y/N, anak? Are you alright?" You heard, a small hand settling in your back.

You turned to look at who it was. Tita Carla.

You smiled, feeling a single tear fall from your eyes.

"Tita." You chocked. "I'm happy."

You know she didn't believe that. She could see you break right in front of her. Tita Carla didn't speak. She just pulled you in a tight hug, rubbing your back in a soothing manner.

You let yourself fall, silently crying in her shoulder. She didn't have to say anything. She just lets you cry your heart out.

You pulled out of her hug, turned your back to her and wiped your tears, composing yourself. You turned back to her, smiling.

"I'll be going, tita. Please tell her I left. But I'll see her tomorrow. Thank you, tita. For everything."

With those, Tita Carla pulled you in another tight hug. She hugged you like it was the last time. Like she knew.

You left the house quietly, with a heavy heart. You drove to the place where you asked Sophia to be yours. Bottles of beers in your hands. You watched the night sky. It was like that day, clear skies. The city light illuminating the place. It was so beautiful, like the time she said "yes".

You stayed there, reminiscing everything. This was your favourite spot.

And it was heart breaking to say goodbye to it.

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The next day, you texted Sophia. Her replies were dry. But you took no mind to it. You focused on making this day the best. You reserved a table on your favourite place, you wore your best clothes, you sprayed the perfume she loves the most.

When you got to her house, she was already waiting for you, dressed in a beautiful sundress. You smiled, remembering the time you told her she looked gorgeous wearing a dress. She started wearing dresses whenever you go out together and it made you feel special.

"You look so beautiful, mahal." You tell her, kissing her lightly in the cheek.

She smiled, holding your hand.

"Where are you taking me?" She asked, excitement oozing in her voice.

If only she knew.

She looked so beautiful that it pains you to think this would be the last time you're gonna be with her, as her girlfriend.

"It's a surprise, love. You're gonna have to wait and see."

Sophia's smile widen. She loves when you do surprises. She always told you, you never miss a beat. That your surprises are the best.

"Y/N, anak." Tita Carla called out when she saw you.

You smiled at her. Went to her and gave her a tight hug. You made sure you cherish that hug.

"I'm taking Sophia out, tita. But I promise she'll be home before curfew."

Tita Carla smiled, but not the same smile she always gives you. It was a kind of smile that tells you she knew.

"You take care, okay? I love you." Tita Carla says.

You both heard Sophia giggle behind you before you felt a hand holding yours.

"You sound like this is gonna be the last time you'll see her. She's gonna be here for dinner, mom." Sophia says, leaning her head on your shoulder.

Tita Carla smiled, holding Sophia's cheek and caressing it gently.

"You two take care. We'll see you at dinner. Enjoy." Tita Carla says.

You smiled and nodded, looking at Sophia. You felt your heart break again. But you stayed strong. You can't be breaking down. You still have the entire day with her to spend.

"Alis na po kami. I love you, tita."

Tita Carla nodded and let the two of you go. Sophia excitedly sat on your passenger seat. You smiled, staring at her.

"So, where to, mahal?" She asked with that beautiful smile of hers.

You smiled. "Sit back and relax."

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The two of you spent the entire day together, going to your favourite places. She was so happy. She looked immaculate. She couldn't help herself be giddy. She just kept on talking about everything. Her members, her family, her friends. You noticed she never once mentioned him.

You just watched with a smile on your face. She looked so happy. She looked so care free.

It was breaking you, but you know this is all going to be worth it. For her.

"You know what, mahal, you should really go to one of our concerts. We're going to have a western concert tour soon but there's going to be an Asia tour and I want you to be there." She says with a smile, excitement never leaving her voice.

You smiled, nodded. "I promise I'll be in every show whenever I can."

She pouted. She looked so cute. "You promise?"

You nodded, holding out your pinky finger. You saw how her smile brighten when you did that. She knows how sacred that is.

She hooked her pinky finger with yours, clasping it together. You pulled your fingers to your lips, kissing it gently.

She smiled. The most beautiful.

When you pulled back, it felt like every memory of the both of you came crushing down. How you first met, how you took the courage to introduce yourself to her, how you started having feelings for her, how you confessed, how you started dating, how she said yes, how your life became happier and lighter with her in it.

Even when she started becoming a trainee, when she entered Dream Academy, when she won the show, how she ran to you after and told you she was so happy you could be there to celebrate her win.

Everything, all at once. And it broke you that this would be the last time.

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It was 6 in the evening when you finally got the text from him.

"I'm here."

You smiled, replied you were on your way before putting your phone back inside your pocket. You turned to Sophia who was happily watching the sky with an ice cream in hand.

"You ready for our last stop for the day?"

Sophia turned to you, still smiling beautifully. She nodded.

"Lead the way."

You guided her to your passenger seat, made sure she was wearing her seat belt before you drove off.

She was still yapping about everything and anything. You just smiled, listening to her.

You love when she yaps. That's one of her charms. She could blow your ears off and you'd still think she's the most beautiful.

The two of you got out of your car after you parked. Your hands intertwined with her. You could feel your heart start to crack with every step. But you knew this was what you needed to do.

The place looked wonderful. You didn't know how it would turn out but you thanked the heavens that it all looked in place. You're in one of your favourite restaurants. This place was a number one for you and Sophia.

You called the place this morning and asked if they could reserve it. You made sure it looked wonderful. And here it is.

Sophia stopped as soon as she saw who was seated at one of the table. He was patiently looking around, quietly waiting.

You stopped, turned back to her with a smile.

"Let's go. He's waiting." You say, gently pulling her with you but she pulled back, shaking her head.

"What are we doing here?" She asked, looking scared. It's like she knows what's going to happen.

You smiled "He's waiting for you, Sophia. Come on." You say as gently as you could.

"No." she says.

"Sophia..." you tried but she stepped back.

"Elizabeth! I'm Elizabeth to you." Sophia's eyes turned misty. She was shaking her head.

"Sophia." you called out again, gently.

"Y/N, please. Let's just go home, okay? Mom and dad are waiting for us." She tried, her voice breaking while trying to get you to go back with her.

You shook your head, smiling despite the pain you're feeling.

"Sophia..."

"No!" she finally broke down, tears falling down her cheeks. "No, mahal, please. Let's just go home, okay? Let's just have dinner at home, please, Y/N." she cried.

You smiled, your tears falling as well. It broke your heart to see her like this. But you can't turn back now.

You held her face and wiped her tears. "Do you remember what I promised you when you said yes?" you asked, still wiping her tears. "I promised that I'll do anything and everything to make you happy. And I want to keep that promise."

"Let's go home, please. Mahal." she cried.

"I can't be selfish with you, Sophia. I can't do that. I saw... how you looked at him, how you're happy with him. And God..." you chuckled, broken. "I want to hold you, keep you to myself..."

"Then do it. Be selfish." her voice raised.

"I can't do that." you chocked. "I can't keep you in a cage, Soph. I can't watch you be miserable just so I could keep you."

"Y/N, please..." she pleaded, her voice broken.

You kept your smile, wanting to be strong for the both of you. "You deserve to be happy. You deserve to be free. You don't deserve to be tethered to someone you don't love."

"No." she says, still shaking her head.

"It's okay. I'm going to be okay. All I ever want was for you to be happy. Even if it's not with me." She finally stayed still at what you said. Your smile never leaving your face. "Now, I want you to wipe your tears for me. We can't ruin your beautiful make-up, that dolled up hair and that beautiful dress."

Sophia stared at you. She knows whatever she does by now, it was worthless. You have set your mind to it and she knows she can't change that. And so, she turned her back to you, wiping her tears despite the heartbreak.

When she turned to you, she gave you a forced smile.

"Okay." She finally says.

You smiled, offering your hand to her. She took it, held it like a life line and lets you lead the way to him.

With every step, you could feel how Sophia's grip tightens. You know she wants to run for it, take you away from here.

But that would be harder for the both of you.

When you entered the place, Leon immediately stood up as soon as he saw you. He looked confused. Then his confusion turned to worry when he saw the girl behind you.

"Leon." You say, greeting him with a smile.

"What's going on here?" he asked, looking worried.

You turned to Sophia, then back to him. "I just drove her here."

His brows are furrowed at this point. He looked confuse.

"Sophia." He called out.

You pulled Sophia gently towards him, finally letting her hand go.

They really do look good together. You smiled, watching them for a moment before you spoke.

"Take care of her, okay? Take her home before curfew."

You say, trying to keep your voice from breaking. You looked at Sophia, a painful smile still displayed on your lips.

"Let yourself be free, Sophia. You deserve this." You say, holding her hand to which she gripped yours. You smiled, then turned to Leon who finally caught up with what's happening.

You took his hand, putting Sophia's on top of his.

"Don't hurt her." you say, pleaded.

"Y/N..." he called out.

You smiled, finally letting their hands go. You watched as Leon held Sophia's hand. It amazes you how their hands fit so well together. And with one final look at Sophia, you stepped back.

"I'll see you guys around." you say, finally turning your back to them.

You were already at the door when you heard Sophia call out to you. You willed yourself to look back at her, gripping the handle tightly.

"I love you." She says, tears falling down her eyes.

You smiled. "I know."

You walked back to your car with a heavy heart. You didn't dare look back. You drove back home broken, but satisfied. You knew to yourself that it was the best thing to do. You have finally let go of her.

Kung saan siya magiging masaya.​

[somedaydream]

Bakit naman ganon? 😭😮‍💨

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ginanon ba naman kasi 😔

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Ihahatid Kita

Sophia Laforteza

Synopsis: Y/N could see that Sophia isn't happy with her anymore. So, she did what she thought was best, to finally let go.

Words: 2k+

Warning: ANGST! TOO MUCH ANGST!

A/N: I know. I know. I said I was gonna write a story inspired by a Ben&Ben song but this song was just stuck in my head. So, what better way than to break everyone's heart, right?! Let me know your thoughts!

You were in one of the Lafortezas house parties. They always throw grand parties whenever your girlfriend, Sophia, comes home to visit. She just got back from her schedules with Katseye. You could see how happy she was with her family, her friends— Him.

You don't know when it started, or how it even happened. All you knew was that one day, she started acting different towards you. She started distancing herself, started making excuses not to talk. It frustrated you at first. You didn't know what was going on. You just wanted to be with your girlfriend, even for just a second of her time.

Then, slowly, you saw it. How Sophia was with him. You watched, silently, intently. At first, you were mad. It infuriated you.

But slowly, you started to accept it. You know deep down that whatever you do, you'd always choose her. You'd choose her happiness over yours. And right now, you have made a decision that would break you into pieces. But you know, she would be happy. And that's what you've always wanted.

To make her happy. Even without you in it.

You wanted to run away. But that didn't sit well with you. You've made a promise that whatever happened, you would never leave her without saying goodbye.

As you were watching, you could see how happy she is with him. You could see the way her eyes lit up whenever she's talking to him, how she would subtly touch him whenever she laughs, how comfortable she is with him.

It broke you. But at the same time, there's a sense of relief within you because finally, she's letting herself be free.

You could feel your heart break, you could feel every fiber of your being torn.

"Y/N, anak? Are you alright?" You heard, a small hand settling in your back.

You turned to look at who it was. Tita Carla.

You smiled, feeling a single tear fall from your eyes.

"Tita." You chocked. "I'm happy."

You know she didn't believe that. She could see you break right in front of her. Tita Carla didn't speak. She just pulled you in a tight hug, rubbing your back in a soothing manner.

You let yourself fall, silently crying in her shoulder. She didn't have to say anything. She just lets you cry your heart out.

You pulled out of her hug, turned your back to her and wiped your tears, composing yourself. You turned back to her, smiling.

"I'll be going, tita. Please tell her I left. But I'll see her tomorrow. Thank you, tita. For everything."

With those, Tita Carla pulled you in another tight hug. She hugged you like it was the last time. Like she knew.

You left the house quietly, with a heavy heart. You drove to the place where you asked Sophia to be yours. Bottles of beers in your hands. You watched the night sky. It was like that day, clear skies. The city light illuminating the place. It was so beautiful, like the time she said "yes".

You stayed there, reminiscing everything. This was your favourite spot.

And it was heart breaking to say goodbye to it.

✦•······················•✦•······················•✦

The next day, you texted Sophia. Her replies were dry. But you took no mind to it. You focused on making this day the best. You reserved a table on your favourite place, you wore your best clothes, you sprayed the perfume she loves the most.

When you got to her house, she was already waiting for you, dressed in a beautiful sundress. You smiled, remembering the time you told her she looked gorgeous wearing a dress. She started wearing dresses whenever you go out together and it made you feel special.

"You look so beautiful, mahal." You tell her, kissing her lightly in the cheek.

She smiled, holding your hand.

"Where are you taking me?" She asked, excitement oozing in her voice.

If only she knew.

She looked so beautiful that it pains you to think this would be the last time you're gonna be with her, as her girlfriend.

"It's a surprise, love. You're gonna have to wait and see."

Sophia's smile widen. She loves when you do surprises. She always told you, you never miss a beat. That your surprises are the best.

"Y/N, anak." Tita Carla called out when she saw you.

You smiled at her. Went to her and gave her a tight hug. You made sure you cherish that hug.

"I'm taking Sophia out, tita. But I promise she'll be home before curfew."

Tita Carla smiled, but not the same smile she always gives you. It was a kind of smile that tells you she knew.

"You take care, okay? I love you." Tita Carla says.

You both heard Sophia giggle behind you before you felt a hand holding yours.

"You sound like this is gonna be the last time you'll see her. She's gonna be here for dinner, mom." Sophia says, leaning her head on your shoulder.

Tita Carla smiled, holding Sophia's cheek and caressing it gently.

"You two take care. We'll see you at dinner. Enjoy." Tita Carla says.

You smiled and nodded, looking at Sophia. You felt your heart break again. But you stayed strong. You can't be breaking down. You still have the entire day with her to spend.

"Alis na po kami. I love you, tita."

Tita Carla nodded and let the two of you go. Sophia excitedly sat on your passenger seat. You smiled, staring at her.

"So, where to, mahal?" She asked with that beautiful smile of hers.

You smiled. "Sit back and relax."

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The two of you spent the entire day together, going to your favourite places. She was so happy. She looked immaculate. She couldn't help herself be giddy. She just kept on talking about everything. Her members, her family, her friends. You noticed she never once mentioned him.

You just watched with a smile on your face. She looked so happy. She looked so care free.

It was breaking you, but you know this is all going to be worth it. For her.

"You know what, mahal, you should really go to one of our concerts. We're going to have a western concert tour soon but there's going to be an Asia tour and I want you to be there." She says with a smile, excitement never leaving her voice.

You smiled, nodded. "I promise I'll be in every show whenever I can."

She pouted. She looked so cute. "You promise?"

You nodded, holding out your pinky finger. You saw how her smile brighten when you did that. She knows how sacred that is.

She hooked her pinky finger with yours, clasping it together. You pulled your fingers to your lips, kissing it gently.

She smiled. The most beautiful.

When you pulled back, it felt like every memory of the both of you came crushing down. How you first met, how you took the courage to introduce yourself to her, how you started having feelings for her, how you confessed, how you started dating, how she said yes, how your life became happier and lighter with her in it.

Even when she started becoming a trainee, when she entered Dream Academy, when she won the show, how she ran to you after and told you she was so happy you could be there to celebrate her win.

Everything, all at once. And it broke you that this would be the last time.

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It was 6 in the evening when you finally got the text from him.

"I'm here."

You smiled, replied you were on your way before putting your phone back inside your pocket. You turned to Sophia who was happily watching the sky with an ice cream in hand.

"You ready for our last stop for the day?"

Sophia turned to you, still smiling beautifully. She nodded.

"Lead the way."

You guided her to your passenger seat, made sure she was wearing her seat belt before you drove off.

She was still yapping about everything and anything. You just smiled, listening to her.

You love when she yaps. That's one of her charms. She could blow your ears off and you'd still think she's the most beautiful.

The two of you got out of your car after you parked. Your hands intertwined with her. You could feel your heart start to crack with every step. But you knew this was what you needed to do.

The place looked wonderful. You didn't know how it would turn out but you thanked the heavens that it all looked in place. You're in one of your favourite restaurants. This place was a number one for you and Sophia.

You called the place this morning and asked if they could reserve it. You made sure it looked wonderful. And here it is.

Sophia stopped as soon as she saw who was seated at one of the table. He was patiently looking around, quietly waiting.

You stopped, turned back to her with a smile.

"Let's go. He's waiting." You say, gently pulling her with you but she pulled back, shaking her head.

"What are we doing here?" She asked, looking scared. It's like she knows what's going to happen.

You smiled "He's waiting for you, Sophia. Come on." You say as gently as you could.

"No." she says.

"Sophia..." you tried but she stepped back.

"Elizabeth! I'm Elizabeth to you." Sophia's eyes turned misty. She was shaking her head.

"Sophia." you called out again, gently.

"Y/N, please. Let's just go home, okay? Mom and dad are waiting for us." She tried, her voice breaking while trying to get you to go back with her.

You shook your head, smiling despite the pain you're feeling.

"Sophia..."

"No!" she finally broke down, tears falling down her cheeks. "No, mahal, please. Let's just go home, okay? Let's just have dinner at home, please, Y/N." she cried.

You smiled, your tears falling as well. It broke your heart to see her like this. But you can't turn back now.

You held her face and wiped her tears. "Do you remember what I promised you when you said yes?" you asked, still wiping her tears. "I promised that I'll do anything and everything to make you happy. And I want to keep that promise."

"Let's go home, please. Mahal." she cried.

"I can't be selfish with you, Sophia. I can't do that. I saw... how you looked at him, how you're happy with him. And God..." you chuckled, broken. "I want to hold you, keep you to myself..."

"Then do it. Be selfish." her voice raised.

"I can't do that." you chocked. "I can't keep you in a cage, Soph. I can't watch you be miserable just so I could keep you."

"Y/N, please..." she pleaded, her voice broken.

You kept your smile, wanting to be strong for the both of you. "You deserve to be happy. You deserve to be free. You don't deserve to be tethered to someone you don't love."

"No." she says, still shaking her head.

"It's okay. I'm going to be okay. All I ever want was for you to be happy. Even if it's not with me." She finally stayed still at what you said. Your smile never leaving your face. "Now, I want you to wipe your tears for me. We can't ruin your beautiful make-up, that dolled up hair and that beautiful dress."

Sophia stared at you. She knows whatever she does by now, it was worthless. You have set your mind to it and she knows she can't change that. And so, she turned her back to you, wiping her tears despite the heartbreak.

When she turned to you, she gave you a forced smile.

"Okay." She finally says.

You smiled, offering your hand to her. She took it, held it like a life line and lets you lead the way to him.

With every step, you could feel how Sophia's grip tightens. You know she wants to run for it, take you away from here.

But that would be harder for the both of you.

When you entered the place, Leon immediately stood up as soon as he saw you. He looked confused. Then his confusion turned to worry when he saw the girl behind you.

"Leon." You say, greeting him with a smile.

"What's going on here?" he asked, looking worried.

You turned to Sophia, then back to him. "I just drove her here."

His brows are furrowed at this point. He looked confuse.

"Sophia." He called out.

You pulled Sophia gently towards him, finally letting her hand go.

They really do look good together. You smiled, watching them for a moment before you spoke.

"Take care of her, okay? Take her home before curfew."

You say, trying to keep your voice from breaking. You looked at Sophia, a painful smile still displayed on your lips.

"Let yourself be free, Sophia. You deserve this." You say, holding her hand to which she gripped yours. You smiled, then turned to Leon who finally caught up with what's happening.

You took his hand, putting Sophia's on top of his.

"Don't hurt her." you say, pleaded.

"Y/N..." he called out.

You smiled, finally letting their hands go. You watched as Leon held Sophia's hand. It amazes you how their hands fit so well together. And with one final look at Sophia, you stepped back.

"I'll see you guys around." you say, finally turning your back to them.

You were already at the door when you heard Sophia call out to you. You willed yourself to look back at her, gripping the handle tightly.

"I love you." She says, tears falling down her eyes.

You smiled. "I know."

You walked back to your car with a heavy heart. You didn't dare look back. You drove back home broken, but satisfied. You knew to yourself that it was the best thing to do. You have finally let go of her.

Kung saan siya magiging masaya.​

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WHAT THE FUCK??? 💔💔

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I'M SOOOORRRRYYYYYYY 😭

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Ihahatid Kita

Sophia Laforteza

Synopsis: Y/N could see that Sophia isn't happy with her anymore. So, she did what she thought was best, to finally let go.

Words: 2k+

Warning: ANGST! TOO MUCH ANGST!

A/N: I know. I know. I said I was gonna write a story inspired by a Ben&Ben song but this song was just stuck in my head. So, what better way than to break everyone's heart, right?! Let me know your thoughts!

You were in one of the Lafortezas house parties. They always throw grand parties whenever your girlfriend, Sophia, comes home to visit. She just got back from her schedules with Katseye. You could see how happy she was with her family, her friends— Him.

You don't know when it started, or how it even happened. All you knew was that one day, she started acting different towards you. She started distancing herself, started making excuses not to talk. It frustrated you at first. You didn't know what was going on. You just wanted to be with your girlfriend, even for just a second of her time.

Then, slowly, you saw it. How Sophia was with him. You watched, silently, intently. At first, you were mad. It infuriated you.

But slowly, you started to accept it. You know deep down that whatever you do, you'd always choose her. You'd choose her happiness over yours. And right now, you have made a decision that would break you into pieces. But you know, she would be happy. And that's what you've always wanted.

To make her happy. Even without you in it.

You wanted to run away. But that didn't sit well with you. You've made a promise that whatever happened, you would never leave her without saying goodbye.

As you were watching, you could see how happy she is with him. You could see the way her eyes lit up whenever she's talking to him, how she would subtly touch him whenever she laughs, how comfortable she is with him.

It broke you. But at the same time, there's a sense of relief within you because finally, she's letting herself be free.

You could feel your heart break, you could feel every fiber of your being torn.

"Y/N, anak? Are you alright?" You heard, a small hand settling in your back.

You turned to look at who it was. Tita Carla.

You smiled, feeling a single tear fall from your eyes.

"Tita." You chocked. "I'm happy."

You know she didn't believe that. She could see you break right in front of her. Tita Carla didn't speak. She just pulled you in a tight hug, rubbing your back in a soothing manner.

You let yourself fall, silently crying in her shoulder. She didn't have to say anything. She just lets you cry your heart out.

You pulled out of her hug, turned your back to her and wiped your tears, composing yourself. You turned back to her, smiling.

"I'll be going, tita. Please tell her I left. But I'll see her tomorrow. Thank you, tita. For everything."

With those, Tita Carla pulled you in another tight hug. She hugged you like it was the last time. Like she knew.

You left the house quietly, with a heavy heart. You drove to the place where you asked Sophia to be yours. Bottles of beers in your hands. You watched the night sky. It was like that day, clear skies. The city light illuminating the place. It was so beautiful, like the time she said "yes".

You stayed there, reminiscing everything. This was your favourite spot.

And it was heart breaking to say goodbye to it.

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The next day, you texted Sophia. Her replies were dry. But you took no mind to it. You focused on making this day the best. You reserved a table on your favourite place, you wore your best clothes, you sprayed the perfume she loves the most.

When you got to her house, she was already waiting for you, dressed in a beautiful sundress. You smiled, remembering the time you told her she looked gorgeous wearing a dress. She started wearing dresses whenever you go out together and it made you feel special.

"You look so beautiful, mahal." You tell her, kissing her lightly in the cheek.

She smiled, holding your hand.

"Where are you taking me?" She asked, excitement oozing in her voice.

If only she knew.

She looked so beautiful that it pains you to think this would be the last time you're gonna be with her, as her girlfriend.

"It's a surprise, love. You're gonna have to wait and see."

Sophia's smile widen. She loves when you do surprises. She always told you, you never miss a beat. That your surprises are the best.

"Y/N, anak." Tita Carla called out when she saw you.

You smiled at her. Went to her and gave her a tight hug. You made sure you cherish that hug.

"I'm taking Sophia out, tita. But I promise she'll be home before curfew."

Tita Carla smiled, but not the same smile she always gives you. It was a kind of smile that tells you she knew.

"You take care, okay? I love you." Tita Carla says.

You both heard Sophia giggle behind you before you felt a hand holding yours.

"You sound like this is gonna be the last time you'll see her. She's gonna be here for dinner, mom." Sophia says, leaning her head on your shoulder.

Tita Carla smiled, holding Sophia's cheek and caressing it gently.

"You two take care. We'll see you at dinner. Enjoy." Tita Carla says.

You smiled and nodded, looking at Sophia. You felt your heart break again. But you stayed strong. You can't be breaking down. You still have the entire day with her to spend.

"Alis na po kami. I love you, tita."

Tita Carla nodded and let the two of you go. Sophia excitedly sat on your passenger seat. You smiled, staring at her.

"So, where to, mahal?" She asked with that beautiful smile of hers.

You smiled. "Sit back and relax."

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The two of you spent the entire day together, going to your favourite places. She was so happy. She looked immaculate. She couldn't help herself be giddy. She just kept on talking about everything. Her members, her family, her friends. You noticed she never once mentioned him.

You just watched with a smile on your face. She looked so happy. She looked so care free.

It was breaking you, but you know this is all going to be worth it. For her.

"You know what, mahal, you should really go to one of our concerts. We're going to have a western concert tour soon but there's going to be an Asia tour and I want you to be there." She says with a smile, excitement never leaving her voice.

You smiled, nodded. "I promise I'll be in every show whenever I can."

She pouted. She looked so cute. "You promise?"

You nodded, holding out your pinky finger. You saw how her smile brighten when you did that. She knows how sacred that is.

She hooked her pinky finger with yours, clasping it together. You pulled your fingers to your lips, kissing it gently.

She smiled. The most beautiful.

When you pulled back, it felt like every memory of the both of you came crushing down. How you first met, how you took the courage to introduce yourself to her, how you started having feelings for her, how you confessed, how you started dating, how she said yes, how your life became happier and lighter with her in it.

Even when she started becoming a trainee, when she entered Dream Academy, when she won the show, how she ran to you after and told you she was so happy you could be there to celebrate her win.

Everything, all at once. And it broke you that this would be the last time.

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It was 6 in the evening when you finally got the text from him.

"I'm here."

You smiled, replied you were on your way before putting your phone back inside your pocket. You turned to Sophia who was happily watching the sky with an ice cream in hand.

"You ready for our last stop for the day?"

Sophia turned to you, still smiling beautifully. She nodded.

"Lead the way."

You guided her to your passenger seat, made sure she was wearing her seat belt before you drove off.

She was still yapping about everything and anything. You just smiled, listening to her.

You love when she yaps. That's one of her charms. She could blow your ears off and you'd still think she's the most beautiful.

The two of you got out of your car after you parked. Your hands intertwined with her. You could feel your heart start to crack with every step. But you knew this was what you needed to do.

The place looked wonderful. You didn't know how it would turn out but you thanked the heavens that it all looked in place. You're in one of your favourite restaurants. This place was a number one for you and Sophia.

You called the place this morning and asked if they could reserve it. You made sure it looked wonderful. And here it is.

Sophia stopped as soon as she saw who was seated at one of the table. He was patiently looking around, quietly waiting.

You stopped, turned back to her with a smile.

"Let's go. He's waiting." You say, gently pulling her with you but she pulled back, shaking her head.

"What are we doing here?" She asked, looking scared. It's like she knows what's going to happen.

You smiled "He's waiting for you, Sophia. Come on." You say as gently as you could.

"No." she says.

"Sophia..." you tried but she stepped back.

"Elizabeth! I'm Elizabeth to you." Sophia's eyes turned misty. She was shaking her head.

"Sophia." you called out again, gently.

"Y/N, please. Let's just go home, okay? Mom and dad are waiting for us." She tried, her voice breaking while trying to get you to go back with her.

You shook your head, smiling despite the pain you're feeling.

"Sophia..."

"No!" she finally broke down, tears falling down her cheeks. "No, mahal, please. Let's just go home, okay? Let's just have dinner at home, please, Y/N." she cried.

You smiled, your tears falling as well. It broke your heart to see her like this. But you can't turn back now.

You held her face and wiped her tears. "Do you remember what I promised you when you said yes?" you asked, still wiping her tears. "I promised that I'll do anything and everything to make you happy. And I want to keep that promise."

"Let's go home, please. Mahal." she cried.

"I can't be selfish with you, Sophia. I can't do that. I saw... how you looked at him, how you're happy with him. And God..." you chuckled, broken. "I want to hold you, keep you to myself..."

"Then do it. Be selfish." her voice raised.

"I can't do that." you chocked. "I can't keep you in a cage, Soph. I can't watch you be miserable just so I could keep you."

"Y/N, please..." she pleaded, her voice broken.

You kept your smile, wanting to be strong for the both of you. "You deserve to be happy. You deserve to be free. You don't deserve to be tethered to someone you don't love."

"No." she says, still shaking her head.

"It's okay. I'm going to be okay. All I ever want was for you to be happy. Even if it's not with me." She finally stayed still at what you said. Your smile never leaving your face. "Now, I want you to wipe your tears for me. We can't ruin your beautiful make-up, that dolled up hair and that beautiful dress."

Sophia stared at you. She knows whatever she does by now, it was worthless. You have set your mind to it and she knows she can't change that. And so, she turned her back to you, wiping her tears despite the heartbreak.

When she turned to you, she gave you a forced smile.

"Okay." She finally says.

You smiled, offering your hand to her. She took it, held it like a life line and lets you lead the way to him.

With every step, you could feel how Sophia's grip tightens. You know she wants to run for it, take you away from here.

But that would be harder for the both of you.

When you entered the place, Leon immediately stood up as soon as he saw you. He looked confused. Then his confusion turned to worry when he saw the girl behind you.

"Leon." You say, greeting him with a smile.

"What's going on here?" he asked, looking worried.

You turned to Sophia, then back to him. "I just drove her here."

His brows are furrowed at this point. He looked confuse.

"Sophia." He called out.

You pulled Sophia gently towards him, finally letting her hand go.

They really do look good together. You smiled, watching them for a moment before you spoke.

"Take care of her, okay? Take her home before curfew."

You say, trying to keep your voice from breaking. You looked at Sophia, a painful smile still displayed on your lips.

"Let yourself be free, Sophia. You deserve this." You say, holding her hand to which she gripped yours. You smiled, then turned to Leon who finally caught up with what's happening.

You took his hand, putting Sophia's on top of his.

"Don't hurt her." you say, pleaded.

"Y/N..." he called out.

You smiled, finally letting their hands go. You watched as Leon held Sophia's hand. It amazes you how their hands fit so well together. And with one final look at Sophia, you stepped back.

"I'll see you guys around." you say, finally turning your back to them.

You were already at the door when you heard Sophia call out to you. You willed yourself to look back at her, gripping the handle tightly.

"I love you." She says, tears falling down her eyes.

You smiled. "I know."

You walked back to your car with a heavy heart. You didn't dare look back. You drove back home broken, but satisfied. You knew to yourself that it was the best thing to do. You have finally let go of her.

Kung saan siya magiging masaya.​

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Yawa ra. Nakakainis.

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awww, please dont be mad