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I may be sad but i'll never be too sad to talk somebody out of killing themselves

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I want to love every part of you

Unconditionally

But it’s hard when all I see

Are the bad moments soon to come.

Because even the best of amazing moments

Never affect me how

The worst of bad moments do.

Because all I want are the best.

And lately all I’ve been getting at the worst.

brokenflicker

"If suicidal people were selfish, do you really think we would still be alive?"

— notes from the suicidal girl

I feel empty

So empty that my insides are caving in

Insides that I never even felt before this.

Why do I have this feel?

Why do I feel so empty?

Nothing hurts more than when you open up to somebody about your suicidal thoughts and they tell you "you're stupid for feeling that way"

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Should I kill myself or just have another cigarette?

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Sometimes I sit in my room and count how many minutes past by until somebody checks on me.

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Nobody takes you serious about suicide unless you have attempted it once before. But I only haven't yet because I know it won't just be an attempt.

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I didn't push you away because I didn't love you.... I pushed you away because I knew I would never love you the way you loved me. Because I've been too busy trying to love myself first.

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Killing myself was never just an "easy way out" -- It was the only thing I knew wouldn't let me down the way everybody else has.

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Have you ever found yourself in such a bad spot that you look back at the moments in life you once thought were "bad" and can't help but think to yourself -- I should have appreciated those bad moments a little more. Because now, they don't even come close to where I am now. They don't even come close to hurting as much as I hurt now.

@writingmj - 4am thoughts