A Sad Boyz Diary

Author -R.Anton- Boys get sad about love loss mixed emotions and belonging too the struggles of being a young man and what that means and pure feels

[asadboyzdiary]

Remember-

Remember this social media life isn’t real all those funny Reels and Cute photos on the gram are just a snapshot there is pain behind every smile it’s all just a fucking flex - R. Anton

[syrenki]

[imaassfanatic]

🤤👌🏾 Sharing Is Caring

[eusonheiqueerarei]

Carry On

[asadboyzdiary]

Some scars and traumas from the past are too much to overcome I mean they’re not as bad as they once were but you can never truly heal and they’ll always be a constant reminder of how fucked up life once was before you know it you begin to to sink again and find yourself surrounded by blood pills and darkness

[dolores-hazy]

I can't keep being tossed to the wayside by anyone until such a time as they decide they wish to recycle me and start the degrading cycle again.

Especially when knowing what it's like to be treasured

[asadboyzdiary]

Realising it's been a year since I started writing this shit and my depression has only got deeper

That's to everyone who shows love and repost it makes me feel less alone

[bpdamn]

Realizing that you’re relapsing after you tried so hard to get better is a different kind of pain.

- trying my best wasn’t enough.

[asadboyzdiary]

Dying inside

If you want to experience dying from the Inside out try loving somebody who doesn't love you back

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[asadboyzdiary]

Stop

I may as well give up on me too.

Everyone else fucking finds it so easy to let me down -R.Anton

[asadboyzdiary]

Hands of the clock

Watching the Hands of the clock and the squares on the calendar i remember I’m not living I’m just killing time until I’m ready to go -R.Anton

[mlmlmlmlmlmlmlmlmlml-deactivate]

[asadboyzdiary]

Nostalgia

Nostalgia is a dirty fucking liar

It always makes things seem better than they were

[asadboyzdiary]

Sad Part

The Sad part is they only love you.

When they feel like they’re losing you

[asadboyzdiary]

Anymore

I don't want to hurt myself but I don't want to be here anymore -R.Anton

[asadboyzdiary]

One of these days I’m going to overdose

And the all the pain will be gone

-R.Anton