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Did I mention...?

Did I mention that I go to school full-time? No? Well I do that too. I’ve been taking online courses since 2018 and for some odd reason, the female professors are always a pain in the ass to deal with.

For example, I have a class that has a group project. No biggie. I don’t mind group projects. Except she doesn’t assign us to the group page like every normal professor. Instead she uses a separate program, gets annoyed because it’s not showing everyone their group team members, and then gets offended when I took it upon myself to create a group chat for my team since she couldn’t do it herself. No, she decides to post an announcement saying to use the group chat feature on this other program. Okay, sure ma’am. I get there, follow all her instructions... just to have it say I haven’t been assigned a team yet and contact my instructor.

Never mind the project is due next week, we didn’t find out our team members until yesterday. 

Does anyone else get annoyed with someone who is supposed to be organized, isn’t? or are you normal?

I’m off to binge the rest of Riverdale.

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The New Era

I start new blogs all the time. I always chicken out because after all, who really cares what I have to say? I keep feelings like I have no purpose in the world. Like no matter how much I try to be something, something stops me. Whether it be myself or someone telling me it is a stupid idea.

But here I am. I’m a twenty somethin’ year old with no friends. All my friends have let me down and I’ve become the poster child of a loner. I’ve learned to accept this because I just have a bad habit of picking the wrong people. All of this to say, I’ve pushed myself to my limit. Everything I’ve done lately is out of character. I’m just trying to grow. 

One of these things is obviously posting here. But you see, I’ve done something else too that I haven’t told many people. I’ve become a cam girl (if you will). I started thinking why not. Sex is completely normal. I’m not doing anything illegal. In fact, I was hoping I’d gain self confidence out of it and I have. I’m at a crossroads in life. Wondering if I still believe in the things I used to or if I’ve changed. The truth is, I have. I’m just trying to make sense of it all.