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June 6 2026

How much yall wana bet by this time next year i’ll be a millionare?

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I really have a premonition and ive felt it before so i know it will happen. My life is about to become real comfortable

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You childish af if you eat onions

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Can yall tell i don’t give a fuck?

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I use to do sexual transmutation all the time without realizing it when i wasnt getting hos.

Now im super undisciplined and now im learning about what sexual transmutation is. Funny thing is its not my first time hearing about it. It was a buzzword when nofap and semen retention was big but i never believed in that cause i was already progressing and having success and one of my main goals was trying to pick up women. But in retrospect while i write this i realize i was unconsciously transmuting my sexual energy to be able to progress. I wasnt watching porn or fucking all the time so i had alot of time to focus on other things to get my dopamine. Then out of nowhere i started getting super lucky and im assuming its the results of all the transmuting and lowkey i felt low vibrational, depressed and exhausted all the time. Some time after i found a balance where i would release my tension once a week no more twice a week and i kinda got my spark back. Its like a seesaw cause now im back in this “drought”. Lowkey suffering from success but i feel like a fiend and my lack of discipline is slowing my momentum

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Shi Im pretty too

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I be having alot to say

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I don’t like being compared to them other niggas so ima just stop fucking with you

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People always say “lose yourself” or “find yourself” but we’re whoever we choose to be. Theres no finding anything about ourselves. We get to choose EVERYthing about ourselves!

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Shit really dont even be that deep

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Its really that easy

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I gotta lock in I’m becoming someone i wouldn’t like

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I hate minding my business after hearing dumb shit, forgetting about it, then remembering it and getting mad and thinking about what i shouldve said

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Am i greedy or just hungry

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Its been a while since i vented here. Ive just been better venting to people irl lately. I dont know if i even learned anything yet, life have been a standstill for a year now. Im hoping a vacation can clear my mind and i can start gaining momentum again.

Im currently reading atomic habits and its a guide to make the little changes have long term effects in life, weather it be good or bad. Right now i need some big changes for some short term effects. I need something now to let me know my ambition isnt delusion. I need discernment to know that im doing the right thing. Success seem like such a lonely road because everyone is so selfish.

Me and my friend was talking about quitting our job because the stress just isnt worth it. And sometimes i feel like a idiot because what am i really stressed about? Its not my job but the fact i have to work this shitty job. Im lazy and misfortuned and i hate that its in my nature to hope someone come and save me too. But change is screaming at me. I feel like im too big for my tank and im ready to create my own changes. Everything in my body is telling me change is gona come and i have no ideal what it is

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I just be sinning too much. My morals are all fucked up