hopeless

[wutever00]

kau menyapa

dengan senyuman biasa

kita berbicara

seakan masa lalu yang belum lama

lalu aku tertawa

karna ini hanya mimpi yang fana

[wutever00]

Maaf,

Kita mungkin masih memiliki

Namun rasanya

Kita ini sudah merasa cukup

Cukup untuk berjuang

Cukup untuk berharap

Dan

Cukup untuk berusaha saling mengerti

Tetapi ku rasa sudah tidak berhasil

Aku rasa kita sudah setuju

Ya

Hubungan ini sudah berakhir

Semua sudah selesai

[wutever00]

Menginginkan nya? Sepertinya mustahil.

Perasaan apa ini?

Melihatnya akrab dengan yang lain,

Membuat ku merasakan perasaan yang mengganjal.

Cemburu? Bagaimana rasanya?

Apakah ini cemburu?

Orang lain berkata 'cemburu tanda sayang'

Ku menyayanginya? Benarkah?

Bagaimana mungkin?

Katakan padaku ini hanya kebohongan belaka.

Ku tak mengenal dia, bagaimana aku bisa cemburu terhadapnya?

Katakan padaku, apakah ku berhak atas perasaan ini?

-deepest heart

[fyp-psychology]

The stronger person is not the one making the most noise but the one who can quietly direct the conversation toward defining and solving problems.

Aaron T. Beck (via fyp-psychology)

[wnq-writers]

I want to cry. I want to pull this sadness out of me as if they were physical strings. I want to let the tears flow so that I can wake up in the morning with a lighter smile. I want to feel better than the hurricanes that are raging within my mind. I want to scream. I want to yell out to the world on a cliff in the middle of the night so that I can listen to the silence when I am finished. I want to unleash everything that is stored inside of me. To unleash the pain. The weight. The darkness. I want to let my soul bleed out because keeping it locked up hasn’t been working. I want to leave. I’d like to simply vanish into the oblivion without a trace. I want turn into mists of nothing without any consequences. I want to float in the emptiness of space and marvel at its vastness. I’d rather be pieces of atoms that are no longer bound together that are free to do as they wish. I want to crumble and fade into the wind so that all I ever will be is a whisper against your skin.

Escapingtheconstrictingboxes (via wnq-writers)

[wnq-writers]

I look for you in others but it doesn’t feel the same, maybe it’s because my words and this that I feel only come through when you’re near.

ssweet-nothingsss (via wnq-writers)

[tamamita]

SE PLEA THE DO THAT BEST CAN YOU DO!

[sparksthemajinshapeshifter]

really… japanese comics read right to left

[tamamita]

PLEA DO BEST YOU SE THE THAT CAN DO!

[thej-key]

…. right to left, then top to bottom.

[tamamita]

SE PLEA THE THAT CAN DO!

[an0n-1o1]

@enecoo PLEASE DO THE BEST THAT YOU CAN DO!

[tamamita]

I’m trying!

[wutever00]

Kegoblogan yg hqq

[wutever00]

Anybody Remember?

Adakah yang mengingat ku? Apa yang kau ingat tentang diriku? Suara? Senyuman? Sifat? Wajah? Kenangan? Sebutkan apa yang kau ingat tentang diriku! Sepenting apa diriku bagimu? Seburuk apa diriku? Sebaik apa diriku? Adakah yang mengingat nya? Jawab lah! Apakah hanya aku yang mengingat kalian? Apakah hanya aku yang mengetahui sifat kalian? Apakah hanya aku yang mengingat semua ini? Apakah diriku tak berhak di ingat? Tak seberharga nya kah diriku? Bicaralah! Diriku bagaikan tertidur dan bermimpi indah, lalu dibangunkan, Mimpi itu hanya diriku saja yg tau Ya kehidupan ku seperti ini Anyone can't remember a little piece of this world

[wutever00]

A Silent Voice

Rindu ini berat Diam bukan menyelesaikan masalah Setidaknya tidak menambah masalah Rindu ini berat Ingin menyampaikan, tapi Takut tak digubris Rindu ini berat Terkadang jika menempati ditempat yang sama Ingatan itu kembali muncul Rindu ini berat Menganggap seseorang tidak ada Mengacuhkannya bagai angin lalu Rindu ini berat Siapa yang bisa menahannya Jikalau ada, beritahukan bagaimana caranya Rindu ini berat Sanggupkah ia Seseorang yang pernah dekat Rindu ini berat Melihatnya tersenyum Melihatnya tertawa Rindu ini berat Manik matanya berkata tidak Tapi mungkin sebaliknya Rindu ini berat Terlihat sedang memperhatikan mu Membuatku malu Rindu ini berat Apakah hanya aku Apakah kau tidak Rindu ini berat.

[wnq-writers]

“So why don’t you talk to each other anymore?” …. “Because,” he paused giving a soft smile. “Strangers can not start  a conversation with I’ve missed you even if it’s all there is to say.”

kfroy (via wnq-writers)

[wnq-writers]

whenever you feel like you are not good enough, like you are too small, like you are stuck in one place with nothing to look forward to - please remember that life is long and you are still young. there are so many worlds you have yet to uncover, so many words to learn the taste of. so many things that will make you wonder, so many nights that will fill your heart up with the feeling of complete satisfaction - if i die now, i’ll have zero regrets. if i die now, i’ll die knowing what the world’s smile looks like, not just teeth. how beautiful it is to be the first line of a thrilling story. you are a play and the audience is glued to their seats, breaths punched out of their lungs. you deliver these lines and every step you take collides and spills and arches, you are so devastatingly human. doesn’t it excite you, to know nothing and still want everything? only you could be that brave. cling to that courage. with your teeth, if you must. and ugliness, it’s not something to run away from. i wish you were, but you are not a song bird. and these songs? we must sing them until our voices break. we must sing them until something beautiful finds a home in us.

Lana Rafaela (via wnq-writers)

Seventeen

[wnq-writers]

I guess when I close my eyes I see too many versions of me. There’s too much me to be in one person. Is it possible for a person to be everything all at once? I think it would be quite contradictory, wouldn’t it?

Olive K. (via wnq-writers)

[doujinshi]

[wnq-writers]

I’m a type of person who loves to be alone. Especially when traveling. It gives me time and specific space from this populous place. A resting point. A haven. Away from everything. It makes me feel invisible to the naked eyes. And with music, I feel the whole world shut down in front of me. As if I’m living in a different horizon. It gives me an ultimate freedom from this world. I want to explore new things and visit unfamiliar places all by myself. I want to try and experience different culture and meet different kind of people. I want to take risks, learn new languages and talk to strangers. I love being in strange places that I’ve never been before, the feeling of anxiety excites me. It makes me feel happy and alive at some point. It gives chills on my spine and it satisfies my hunger from excitement and exploration. I love the smell of mountains and deep sea in the morning. I love the way my clothes smell the day after the campfire. I love the sound of peace and quiet. Traveling alone creates a lot of opportunity for me. A room for improvement and personal growth. A day to replenish my soul. It teaches me how to become independent and confident. It gives an infinite space of possibility, where I meet myself. And little do you know, we all have this kind of person living inside of us.

E.J. Cenita (via wnq-writers)

[wnq-writers]

To my dearest love…. …. my brilliant Sun, The world has decided…. …. we can no longer be one So you take the day…. …. and I’ll take the night You with your happy glow…. …. me with my cold & lonely light It must be this way…. …. always and forever They say we can no longer ….. …. share the sky together But my nights will follow…. …. your brilliant days I am right behind you …. …. and I will love you always So do not be sad my love…. …. please do not fret For my reason to rise…. …. is in watching you set So never forget…. …. that there once was a time When I truly was yours…. ….and you truly were mine That there once was a moment…. …. when I felt you lips If ever you miss me…. …. remember our eclipse

Ranata Suzuki, A letter to the Sun from the dark side of the Moon (via wnq-writers)