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and suddenly, i remembered that i started uploading ittty two years ago. i'm still as excited about this story as the first day, and i feel that way every time i write. it's a long wait, but i hope that someday you can finish reading it, or that those who need it find it at the right time. thank you all for reading and waiting (if you're still doing so) 🖤
Every time something happens, I feel the need to come here, even though nobody really cares (I think?). I’ve never used my social media platforms to argue with people who think differently, so I didn’t take Jungwon’s message personally. I’m sticking to my stance of continuing to fight for the seven of them. And yes, I’m still editing, and yes, I’m going to keep writing OT7 stories.
It never ceases to amaze me how much violence there is in our fandom; people willing to translate inaccurately just to follow a narrative, to keep fighting even though Jungwon asked us not to, and all that. But oh well, I guess we just have to ignore it, block them, and move on.
I hope you're all doing well and don't feel alone in this. I'm always here 🫂🧡 (even though I'm the slowest person in the world when it comes to editing 😭).
well, SUDDENLY it's the last day of the month... have i made any progress? yes, but as i told you, i was involved in a project (that wasn't writing-related) that took up all my time, and maybe i forgot to mention that i'm a huge fan of the world cup... so, well, it's hard to write while watching the games 🫣 i'll keep writing and dropping tags!
it's only been four days of june and i'm already dying (= editing like crazy). btw, i decided to start another project... an enhypen project, of course. clearly, idk the words peace and tranquility 🤪🤪🤪
the best fanfiction you've ever read was written by a woman in her 40s before she made dinner for her kids. it was written by a teenager after school when they should've been studying for a history test. and a barista came up with the idea while they cleaned the espresso machine and busser fact-checked it on their break and the post-doc edited between writing grant proposals and the nurse apologized for typos in the notes after a long shift and behind every drabble and one-shot and multi-chapter fic there is a person with a wonderful and interesting and chaotic life and it is such a privilege that we get to be a part of it because they decided to do this thing we all share, for fun.
i haven't read fanfiction the same way (massively) as i used to, but there are still some fics i revisit every now and then because they remain a warm and comforting place to return to. thank you so much to all ff authors for writing and sharing 🥹❤️🩹
june will be a month where i’ll focus entirely on ittty and pour all my energy into this story. right now, i have three tabs open because, as i edit ittty, i’ll be writing heeseung and sunghoon’s perspectives in chronological order. God, i hope i don’t get confused and that it flows smoothly because you know how much i struggled to adjust ikmh so it would match what was happening from jaeyun’s pov 🫠
even though i’m always thinking about this story, i’d put it on the back burner a bit since last year because of the various activities i’ve been doing but people always say it’s best to do what you love, and well, i love this lol, so...
listen... i might have to edit (all) ittty chapters at the same time i'm writing the extras. okay, I KNOW. it'll take longer, but if i don't... it'll take MUCH longer. so it's a win either way. think of it that way 🙃
ALSO, i was going to ask this when i uploaded the next chapter, but is there a particular scene you'd like to see from heeseung's or sunghoon's povs? (i'm not really promising anything, but take it as a curiosity and maybe i'll add it if i haven't already written it) i had already been given some ideas, but i lost them among the comments 🥲
here’s my monthly update to let you know i’m still alive, i’m still an ot7, and i’m still dropping tags. even though may has been an eventful month so far, at least i can say i have a group of awesome engenes who get me, and we’re in this together. and, yes, i’m still writing! those missing chapters will come, but i’ve been thinking about this story and my other stories and… well, they’re big projects, and i’m treating them as such. i’ll be back with more updates soon 🧡
Juansen Dizon, i am the architect of my own destruction
Lately, I've been reflecting on my stance, and I've come to the conclusion that… Enhypen is seven. I don't know what the hell is going on anymore, but I keep dropping tags every day; I'd say it's almost therapeutic now. On the other hand, I love being part of that extremely small minority that tries to reason, so I've had my disagreements with both the anti-boycott and pro-boycott sides. Sometimes, I don't understand certain things, or I want them to explain their points of view, or I explain mine, and I've received both logical answers and made some people furious, lol. I'm still on the same page: I want an explanation of what happened, I want Heeseung back, I want them to be treated well. I'm not interested in fighting or getting worked up, but people have very little tolerance. Anyway, I won't waste my time with any of those people; I'm just following my instincts, and I want what's best for Enha, always.
I was about to make the final changes to ikmh when I came across something out of the ordinary. You see... I usually try to answer comments quickly, but the last one I received was hard to answer because I wanted to do it right, as reading it made me ball my eyes out. It was one of the best comments I’ve ever received, especially at a time like this... That person said something to me that no one had ever said before, and I felt very emotional.
I don’t want to give their username since they might have felt that comment shouldn’t be there anymore for some reason, but if you felt hurt because it took me a few days to reply… that wasn’t my intention. And thank you, truly (it still moves me even now).
Thank you for reading my works all this time and for reading the updates from the flower shop. I hope my stories continue to transport you to a nice and safe place. And as for the chapters from Heehoon’s point of view, don’t worry... they’ll appear at some point. I was just saying that I might wrap up the fic in the next chapter since I think it’ll take me MONTHS to write each extra chapter, and I don’t want to keep you all in suspense for that long.
I want to tell you so much more because even if I said thank you a hundred times... I think it still wouldn’t be enough. I hope you’re doing well and staying safe, too 🧡
Today is an important day, and honestly, the fight between engenes makes me very uncomfortable. Even though I made a very hard decision, I'm willing to listen to both sides' points of view and talk civilly, but neither side seems to think that way; it's just insults and tags that only divide us. God, I still can't believe that all this has made it impossible for me to interact with people I know in real life. Fanaticism can be expressed in many ways, and most people don't even notice it.
We all just want Heeseung to be able to release his solo album while continuing his activities with Enhypen and a less grueling schedule for all seven of them. Why does everyone forget that? Everything else is just unnecessary filler. Fight with Belift or Hybe, not with each other, you fools.
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Well, I never thought the new chapter would be published under these circumstances. I thought I had plenty of time ahead of me to keep posting my stories.
I’ve never hidden my truth, I’m an OT7, and I even wrote to you once that as long as the seven were with me, I would be too. I was sincere when I said that, and also raw. I’m not looking for understanding, but I really don’t know how I’ll move forward as a fan.
My love for the seven members of Enhypen is so great that I know I won’t be able to look at them the same way if that changes. I do truly love them, so seeing them incomplete is heartbreaking.
It's a domino effect: I can't go on like this, but I can't cut them out of my life either… they're part of who I am.
Just as I told you a few weeks ago when I went to see their movie, I’ve always been at every event of theirs that I could attend, and I’ve let you know that too. I’m a very active Engene, including with voting and streaming.
Right now, I don’t think any of us has the answer to what we should do. From my perspective, I’ll never believe that Heeseung wanted to leave the group overnight, leaving everything half-finished, including major projects and goals. I trusted him, and I’ll continue to do so.
I don’t want to be left with regrets that I didn’t do everything necessary to let him know how much we love and need him in Enhypen. I’ve also been participating in different kinds of protests, from trucks, flowers, and banners… to even dropping tags on Twitter (and you know I don’t even like Twitter). I got my family and friends to sign the petition (and they did, and I love them), and at this point I’m even in favor of the boycott. It wasn’t an easy decision—make sure you understand that—I hesitated a lot, I read about both sides of the debate, and it even led me to distance myself from people I’d started to form a closer bond with.
I know it might sound dramatic, but if I told you that Enhypen isn’t one of the greatest and most beautiful things in my life, I’d be lying.
And I’ve always been distrustful, but not with them. I let my guard down around them because they seem genuine, and I felt they’d always be there for me; they gave me a sense of security I’d never felt before.
Of course, I’m not doing any of this to harm them or force them to do something they don’t want to, but as I said above, I don’t think anyone has the right answer about what we should do.
What I do know is that all this time I’ve been worried about how little rest they get. I’ve always been vocal about that: Seeing them tired or looking forward to vacations that never came killed me inside. I’m not selfish, nor am I obsessed; I don’t feel the need to see them constantly recording content, releasing albums, or going on tour under the pretext that they’re still young or that their fans will abandon them if they don’t. They’re human beings, not machines. And I won’t let Belift or HYBE treat them this inhumanely, I just can’t stand it.
What’s going to happen to my stories? It was one of the first things I thought of when the news hit us like a bucket of cold water. What I can tell you today is that I’ll finish what I started.
I was afraid to open the document to edit and discover that I couldn’t do it anymore, that it would hurt too much… but that didn’t happen. My characters are just that… characters. They aren’t truly tied to the real people. And yet, as I reread… some things did resonate with everything: with them, with the situation, with me.
I don't know how, but some of you assumed I had many more stories to tell, and I never confirmed it, but these aren't even the first stories I wrote about them. There are more. Some are finished, others aren't. So I had to ask myself: what will I do with them? My answer today is that I want to publish them as they are, OT7, that's not going to change.
There’s still a long way to go, and as I’ve always told you, I want my fics to be a safe place for you, a story you can come back to and reread as many times as you want whenever you need it most.
I don’t know if you’ll want to keep reading, for obvious reasons, but I’ll stay here for now, and if you want to talk and cry with me via DMs, go ahead. You’re not alone.
ana ☽｡⋆
ikmh's editing progress
Update before my dramatic ass statement: I've updated chapters 9 and 10 of IKMH; it's now 10k words longer, so I think it's worth rereading before ITTTY's chapter 23...
WHAT CAN WE DO TO HELP HEESEUNG AND ENHYPEN? please read below.
hi guys, i redownloaded tumblr again just to make this statement but heeseung leaving enhypen has caught many of us off gaurd. i think everyone is devasted by this and yes i know everyone is thinking about a future with enhypen as six and honestly I don’t want that either.
i came here to spread awareness about what we could do as a fandom. please refer to this thread first of all.
link one — HEESEUNG did not make the decision to leave—he was kicked out of ENHYPEN.
this shows everything that adds up to heeseungs departure if anyone was also fishy about his sudden announcement like me. honestly, it makes sense.
but now that we are aware, what can we as engenes do? thankfully, twitter engenes made a thread of everything we could do from our side to fully support heeseung and bring him back.
link two — things you can do to help enhypen
sign the petition.
link three — template to email journalists about the situation.
link four — guidance on calling / faxing hybes investment companies !
link five — i found this account very helpful with keeping up with updates and finding out ways to help enhypen.
live update accounts from hybe protests one two ( huge thank you to them ! )
please sign the petitions ( as to my knowledge, we already have just over 500k ), rich engenes donate if you can. and most of all, do not stop talking about it.
this is genuinely the least we can do and it’s heartbreaking to me that we have to take action when their shitty company can’t do jack.
reblog this post, share it, do anything you can to raise awareness because this isn’t a simple decision you make, this is injustice.
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please tag more people! reblog the post! let me know in the comments if I should be adding anything important that i missed !
Always putting them on tour, never doing shit to protect them online or offline, never clearing up shitty rumors and making them do it instead, not pressing charges against literal stalkers who call themselves fans, making a whole fuckass former iof soldier touch their discography and profit from it, force them to promote zionist brands, silence them on everything, milk them for every cent. @ HYBE you will fucking die tonight. TONIGHT.
Allow Heeseung to Pursue Solo Activities Without Leaving ENHYPEN
If you haven't signed up with all your accounts yet, now's the time.
