What the fuck is going on with my life …
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What the fuck is going on with my life …
I literally have no fucking clue who I am, sometimes I think I’m a super nice person who has been unfairly treated in life and that everyone should love me but other times I’m convinced I’m the most horrible person in the world who can’t possibly have any real friends and that I deserve all the suffering I’ve gone through as punishment for who I am.
At this point I don’t know how I feel anymore. I don’t feel happy but I don’t feel sad. I just don’t feel anything anymore ... Is it normal to feel like this ? I wouldn’t be sad if I died today but I wouldn’t be happy if I lived another day.
Can I just start over :(:
Do you ever just feel like giving up ? Just going to sleep and not waking up ...
I try my best. I get all A's. I do everything right. But why does it seem like its never good enough for them. Even if I did everything perfectly, but make even one mistake, they would cut me down for it. All they do is yell at me and never tell me that im good enough. I feel like a burden. I get so angry all of the time but I keep it inside. I want to cry but I keep it inside. I want to die but I keep it inside. Im just so done, and the sad part is, they don't even know what they've done to me.
Ik it must be hard for you but no matter what they do don’t let that impact you in a negative way. If they friends or family , they will talk to make you feel bad about yourself but they only do that because you’re above them. They put so much importance in what you do since they see what you do right. Cry it all out don’t let it stay in you because one day it will all come out and you not gonna like it. Just keep living and don’t ever give up. I believe that you’re the best version of yourself !!!
Nothing feels right anymore, I gave up trying and living...I just want to die at this moment.
I just wanna die
My next mistake
You see scissors, I see my next mistake
You see a blade, I see my next mistake
You see broken glass, l see my next mistake
You see a pencil sharpener, I see my next mistake
You see a razor, l see my next mistake
You see a crack glass screen protector, I see the beginning of my next mistake