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Been really really pent up lately.

Just wanted to what’s happening with my life now.

Story time,

May katalking stage ako right now, and he’s someone na minsan ko nang nakatalking stage from college. Somehow we reconnected, talked, and eventually we came to a decision na we wanted to try and start over again. Hindi na namin maalala kung paano kami nagkakilala, anong meron samin before pero mutual decision na maget to know again kami. Me, naturally ay mabilis magreply, so I easily feel ignored pag may delays, at least a heads up na may iba kang ginagawa or what, as a cancer, medyo needy and clingy ako pero I know my boundaries, it’s just that parang puro mabubulaklak na words lang ang naririnig ko sakanya, I always ask questions, trying to initiate a good and sensible conversation at nagtatanong ng mga bagay na makakapagpakilala sakin sakanya, But, hindi ko yun nararamdaman sakanya. He never started any conversation, he doesn’t even ask me back kung anong tanong yung sinabi ko just for him to get to know me. Wala akong nararamdamang effort on his end.

Should I give it time, na baka eventually lumabas na din yung personality niya, a few more days? Weeks? To assess kung worth it pa ba? Or should I stop na so that I can prevent myself from getting hurt deeper than now?

If you know me, please let me know your thoughts.

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