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JUST REALIZED MY LADT IC POST WAS “If i dont post after this it means i died” H. HE WASNT SUPPOSED TO DIE I SWEAR

This might be a weird way to reach out but. I miss roleplaying, like a lot. But I also generally feel like ive disappointed many people here... but. Anyways, considering coming back. If you wanna hmu feel free to on discord (michael#0516) or on my main blog @fazpark or honestly just send this acc an ask/dm because i might be checking in some times. Peace

coll4p2e

This goes for here too since. Im the same mun. ✌🏻i miss you guys. Esp the people i talked to regularly. If you want to start talking again please please message me.

#i would reach out but I feel like ive messed up #so consider this me reaching out?#ooc

fazpark-moved

When I was hospitalized back in 2016 homestuck was my comfort media. I had gotten into homestuck around 2014, but around 2016, it was my life line. This is an actual picture I drew of Mituna while i was hospitalized. I remmeber being upset bc there weren’t the colors I wanted- but now that I look back at it I like how it came out. I want to redraw it but I dont feel like it’d be fair to younger me.

Homestuck has been a huge special interest since I was a very very young teen, and its followed me everywhere i went. I met my best friend through homestuck fanart, I coped with my mental illnesses by relating to characters who behaved similar to me, when I went to school for the first time in my life I used escapism to cope, and of course i escaped by daydreaming about homestuck.

It was homestuck that made me take my art seriously because I too wanted to make a comic. It made me start writing, even if i started writing by doing stupid character x reader fanfics. I made my first ocs in homestuck. Trips I went on with my parents before life changing moments i remember drawing Sollux in the hotel room. In freshmen year id calm myself down by doodling my favorite characers with cheap pens on lined paper. I remember writing my own aus, my own theories and stories about the dancestors and ancestors. Homestucks been with me through everything, and its “dorky” and “cringy” but it got me through the worst and best parts of my life.

I want to reread it, but with how my life is right now, idk when I’ll get around to it. But its not something I can just forget about. I wish I could draw something new, something big for 4/13, but with my computer i cant. Hopefully my 15 year old selfs drawing will do. Im sure he’d be more than happy to know I’ve made it so far, and to know I still really like homestuck (and Mituna, lol. Hed probably go insane if he knew his future initials would be MT)

Happy 413 guys.

8-bitfiction

angelicguy

thinking about when my brother got chatbanned from overwatch and the email they sent him after he tried to appeal it said “we dont normally bring up the incriminating messages, but in this case we feel its necessary to show you what got you banned” and it was all shit like “ i will kidnap you in the desert and make you forget how to eat”

#i w42 kidn4pped two the de2ert 4nd forgot how two e4t

2o if i dont po2t 4g4in ever 4fter thi2 i died

#like it2 h4ppening like right now #derigging b4by #im h4ving 4 p4nic 4ttck

8-bitfiction

my in2ide2 t42te like deodor4nt

#chemich4ly

i re4lly ju2t w4nt two t4ke 4 bite out of deodor4nt right now

#i 2pelled bite 42 bighte 4t fir2t

anyways im home from virginia city but also im still hyperfocused on my horror trolls so once agian im gonna promo them @lambs-chop @preywatching @prettyredringer ANYWAYS i should start posting as mythae more often))

#though i think he may be like SUPER out of it for a while #being derigged sucks #ooc #it just hasnt happened yet

sometimes i come on here two compl4in 4nd then i go b4ck two i2ol4ting my2elf

#fuck

hey? hey 2how me notific4tion2? ple42e? fucking ple42e?

god i feel like im going cr4zy

#i would be holding my he4d with bug eye2 4nd cr4zy m4nic h4ir #if i yknow #h4d h4nd2