Make it count

36, Mummy. Wanna know anything just ask me :)

[x-bleeding-scarlet-x]

I used to think i had it all figured out. But I dont. And I am scared of what happens next. Scared of being alone and scared at the same time, to open my heart again. Scared to let some happiness in, just for it to be ripped away from me, again.

[music-keeps-me-sane]

Exactly

[x-bleeding-scarlet-x]

Yup. Story of my life

[brokenflicker]

"It's the middle of the night and I started to breakdown, overthinking about everything and all I wanted was someone to be there for me and hold me tight while I cried my eyes out."

— notes from the lonely girl

[x-bleeding-scarlet-x]

When ya get through nights like this on your own, ya dont need anyone to help you through the others

[x-bleeding-scarlet-x]

Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. But sometimes they should be kept to themselves. Cause you don't know how much of an impact they could have on someone.

My decisions are my own. I don't need anyone making me feel like a should be second guessing myself.

[iglovequotes]

https://iglovequotes.net/

[x-bleeding-scarlet-x]

Sums my life right up 😭

[iglovequotes]

https://iglovequotes.net/

[remanence-of-love]

[x-bleeding-scarlet-x]

This. This speaks volumes

[remanence-of-love]

[x-bleeding-scarlet-x]

Totally agree. I have shown too much of my life on social media and now I wanna live my life for me

[x-bleeding-scarlet-x]

Discover "Worthless" by Bullet for My Valentine on Deezer http://www.deezer.com/track/103460632

Your not worth my time anymore. Not worth my tears. Your not worth all the love I have for you!

[x-bleeding-scarlet-x]

Back to feeling like a complete failure. No one to turn to for help cause I dont want anyone else thinking that I cant control the situation.

Just want the whole ground to swallow me up.

[forgetthisuniverse]

[x-bleeding-scarlet-x]

This is true. I need to stop doing that..

[music-keeps-me-sane]

[x-bleeding-scarlet-x]

It's been 2 weeks. But every day is a struggle to not do it...

[livingfortherainydays]

[x-bleeding-scarlet-x]

Just when I need you the most, your not here...

[saa-33]

Play your music louder than your thoughts.

[x-bleeding-scarlet-x]

My heart hurts. To give someone else the responsibility of your child for a while, is huge. It's harder than I thought it was going to be...

[x-bleeding-scarlet-x]

Why is it when ya break up with someone, every song ya hear is a sad love song...

Seriously, I don't need that negativity in my life right now...