Apr 23, 2022
Thoughts of a stranger (maybe TW!)
Everything is bad. It fucking sucks. There is a black cloud over my had and it rains all the time. I want to bleed it out. Every bad thought, the feeling of being sad and the wish to go away forever. I cut it deep, the liquid of life runs out of my veins. With this all traumatic moments, heartbreaks and destroying interpersonal relationships. With every drop, the real world goes by and the peaceful silence came in my mind an body. Nothing hurts. No more.
Bathed in sweat I wake up, look on my wrists. No cut, no blood, just scars. I lay down an my pillow, put the blanket over my body and close my eyes. Just a dream I want to dream again.
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