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I was meaning to post a year end blog but never got it, now my son is turning 1 in three weeks

Holy shit.

Time flew by so fast and i enjoyed every minute of it. From excruciating labor, to my tits literally bleeding from breastfeeding, from all the diaper changes, late night feedings, play time and cuddle time.. I’m thankful and can’t believe this is the life I’m living. I never once thought I’d be able to experience this, but here I am enjoying it.

My little Roman is the most precious thing in the world. I would give everything to give him everything. His first year on earth was truly a core moment, and i cannot wait to see the man that he will be when he grows up.

But for now, I’m going to enjoy these cuddles, him sleeping on my stomach, kicking me in the middle of the night, and all the coos and night laughter. Because right now in this moment, I am what he needs and nothing else. And I wouldn’t wanna have it any other way.

2024 was the BEST year. i have so much more to say, but hands down i wish all years coming are going to be as fun and as fulfilling as this one.

4 months already! Jesus time flies so fucking fast. Roman fits 6mos clothes. He’s so tall - 95% percentile! He just got his vaccine and is a little fussy today. Poor baby. He stopped crying immediately after the shot and fell asleep. I know it hurt but I know he’ll get through it. Also I’m thankful for my mom being here to support us, typing this as I sit right next to her online shopping. lol.

I’m having the best life - wouldn’t trade this for anything in the world.

Two months have officially gone by, my baby is not a new born anymore. His personality is starting to show, and I can’t get enough of his cute little smiles. He’s such a good baby, only cries when he needs sleep, poop or eat. He’s also sleeping through the night (which I believe is rare). It’s 3:20am from where I’m at and couldn’t sleep. I love hearing him dream and his little coos. Just listing down random thoughts, one day I know I’ll appreciate reading these back.

It’s been almost two months since I gave birth to my child. What an exhilarating experience. To be able to hold and kiss the child I carried for 9 long months. Letting him peacefully sleep on my arms, hearing him take his breath and watching his little uncontrollable reflexes. This is life’s greatest gift as much as cliche that sounds. I wouldn’t trade this for the world.

Counting down the hours. I’m getting induced tonight and will soon hold and meet my baby. I’m actually going to be a whole mom, which is insane because I never thought this was in the books for me. Life has a funny way of doing its thing but I couldn’t be more grateful for all of it. I hope everything goes well.

A month to go left till I get to see and hold the biggest blessing I’ve yet to receive. I promise I will make you feel loved and protected - everything I did not have in life you will have it and more. I cannot wait to meet you, Ro.