tate, brendan.

What do you do when the people you love most in the world are gone and it's all your fault? Kill yourself. That’s the answer. So I’m done. I’m done with them. With hurting. With being lied to; being told 'it's not your fault'. I’m done. I will never be enough and so I'm taking my own life so no one else has to deal with my pitiful, pathetic existence. I'm sorry to everyone. Bye.

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She glared a bit. “No.” She huffed and then continued to look before then turning and walk over to him and then nudge him. “Your turn to take over watch anyways.” She flopped beside him, glaring over at him.

[xafuckingwreckx]

He glared back, not pleased that he has to take watch when he was still exhausted. "Crazy bitch..." He muttered under his breath before getting up slowly. His eyes wandered down the the floor and he smirked. "Found your knife."

[maiaxiosarchive]

"My mind." She replied sarcastically. Looking over at him from where she stood, going through her bag and then sighed a little. "My knife." She told him. "The one that goes in my boot."

[xafuckingwreckx]

"Okay," He nodded slowly, rubbing his tired eyes. "Can you look for it a little quieter then? I'm trying to sleep." Mumbling, Brendan tried to get back into the awkward position he was in before she woke him up.

[xafuckingwreckx]

"What have you lost?" It was way too late to be dealing with this. Brendan just wanted to sleep. He yawned, sitting up straight. 

[xafuckingwreckx]

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[xafuckingwreckx]

Ok so I smashed my laptops screen so I'm gonna be inactive for a while maybe???

[xafuckingwreckx]

"Calm down." He commanded in a relaxed voice. Better not anger them even more.

[d-evi-l]

“Bernie, th’ answer ‘s simple. If ye ge’ th’ chance tae live, ye live.”

[xafuckingwreckx]

"Evi. Stop actin' like a little bitch and just come with me!" He was going through one of those phases.

[xafuckingwreckx]

"I don't think you understand," Bernie said through gritted teeth. "Would you rather be bitten or live to see another day?"

[xafuckingwreckx]

Brendan, do you have a valentine yet?

"Nope." He half shrugged. "Why?"

[maiaxiosarchive]

"Cause you’re nice enough, you might end up with one."

[xafuckingwreckx]

He poked her side. "Is that so?"

[xafuckingwreckx]

Brendan, do you have a valentine yet?

"Nope." He half shrugged. "Why?"

[maiaxiosarchive]

"Valentine’s Day is a stupid thing. Not to mention it’s not really crucial to survival, so…no. I was just curious."

[xafuckingwreckx]

"Why did you ask me if I had a valentine yet though?"

[xafuckingwreckx]

Brendan, do you have a valentine yet?

"Nope." He half shrugged. "Why?"

[maiaxiosarchive]

"….no reason….just curious."

[xafuckingwreckx]

"Right." 

[xafuckingwreckx]

Brendan, do you have a valentine yet?

"Nope." He half shrugged. "Why?"

[xafuckingwreckx]

"Got bit"

"What?"

He pulled a face of disgust, shaking his head. “Quit playin’, Sade. That’s not the sort’ve thing you should be joking about.”

Ah, Brendan was so denial. He refused to turn around just to meet her face. He couldn’t. He was biting his lip, focusing on Bernie so that he could just block out Sade.

A punch in the gut was what he was feeling. He wasn’t careful about these things. He allowed himself to get a little closer to the brunette and now she was gone. Just like the rest. You couldn’t rely on anyone anymore. He clenched his fists, chest starting to flinch. With clenched teeth, Brendan shifted himself to meet the clearly visible bite mark on her whatever. He didn’t feel any sympathy right now. He shot daggers at her, before having his out burst.

"How could you be so stupid?!" He screamed, running his slender fingers through his hair before tugging at it in compete frustration. "You— you… selfish cunt!" He wasn’t thinking. He was just letting the meaningless words flood from his cussing mouth. "Bernie needs you! He fucking needs you and you were too fucking careless to fucking make sure of that!" Brendan didn’t realize that he’d started to cry. "He needs you!" A tug of the hair made him kick over a stool, "Now what are we gonna do?" He raged, not thinking about what he was doing. 

Suddenly, his fingers wrapped around the chunky pistol grip. He lifted the weapon, eyes blurred with tears. He could feel the muscles in his arm straining as he leveled it up to take aim at Sade. He squeezed the trigger slowly with his finger. Flash bang… she fell to floor in a heap. He’d got her right between the eyes. It was all over one job.

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Your muse has just told mine that they've been bitten by a walker. Send me "Got Bit" for my muse's reaction.

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[hope-for-the-hopeless-beth-deac]

Beth stared at the man with nervous eyes. He didn’t seem to be injured at all and he wasn’t threatening her. Her breathy was heavy as she slowly lowered the gun but kept her finger on the trigger ready if the situation changed. “What do you want?”

[xafuckingwreckx]

He shifted around, nervous. He was walking by until he realized he was at gun point. He stared at the girl before lowering his head to focus on putting his shirt back on. "I want nothing." He stated bitterly. He was trying to put on a brave act. But by the look in his eyes, you could tell he was trembling with fear.

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[xafuckingwreckx]

He exhaled heavily when he was finally all the way in, kissing Sade deeply. He moved his dick out ever so slowly, not taking his eyes off her as he did. When he was halfway out, he looked down towards their colliding bodies, sighing heavily before looking back up at me. “You’re beautiful.” He said again, kissing her again.

He didn't know why, but he found himself needing to compliment Sade every chance he got. He was filled with gratitude because she was letting him do this. He pulled out again and then back in. His paced quickened slightly, though never too fast in fear of hurting her. “I promise next time-- if there is a next time-- I'll be better.” He panted. “You’ll feel so... good.” He groaned, knowing he was close.

As his climax grew nearer, his thrusts instinctively grew faster. “Fuck, you’re so a-amazing.” He moaned, squeezing the ends of the pillow on either side of her head. “I can’t h-hold it.” He rested his head in the crevice of her neck, moaning uncontrollably against it as he thrust one final time, releasing his load inside of her.

[d-evi-l]

Chasin'

[d-evi-l]

Concentrated as she was, she listened if there were any weird noises outside. When she was sure it was clear, she wanted to open the door, until she heard his question. She raised her eyebrows and opened her mouth to say something, but changed her mind and sighed.

“Whit did ye jist say?”

She took a step back and was lost in her thoughts for a while, until she shook her head and looked at Brendan again. "Ye have killed walker b’fore, right?”

But she decided to not go in further discussion about it. We need to move.

“Yes, ye go for th’ head. Without hesitation. Hesitation means time loss. An’ time loss cood get ye killed.”

Evianne turned around towards the door and opened it. The heat welcomed her and she immediately regretted puting her jacket on. Atleast I’m a little more protected for walkers for when they try to bite me, she murmured to herself in thought.

Evi moved forward, her eyes never leaving the forest in front of her. She tried to clear her mind and remembered the place where she found Brendan. “Stay close t’ me, alright?”

[xafuckingwreckx]

Brendan feared Evi because of how serious she was about walkers. He'd believed that whenever walkers were around, you had to avoid them. He'd only kill a walker if it was to have him trapped with no escape.

He stared at Evi, concentrated. He absorbed all the things the brunette was telling him, knowing that it was extremely important to know these things

Unlike Evi, Brendan wasn't wise and hadn't experienced a lot in this apocalyptic world. He'd lost loved ones-- who hasn't? But other than that, Brendan has never witnessed the true disaster that the world now possessed. 

"Without hesitation, got it." He gulped nervously. He wasn't sure if Evi was the most trustworthy person but she probably thought the same of Brendan. Evi came off as quite the badass, some may say. Brendan was convinced that she could kill relentlessly if she wanted. 

He crept behind her carefully, listening out for any odd noises. None. Brendan sighed with relief. He didn't want to face any walkers just yet. He wasn't in best conditions, which reminded him: he needs water. He holds his tongue though, waiting for when he and Evi were completely safe.

"Okay." He nodded his head slowly. Hang in there, Bern'.