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You know what? No

I need for Ryland to somehow come back to Earth (with Rocky and Adrian ofc, they're a package deal now) after they saved Erid and meet with Colt and Court (i do love some coltlandgentry even though i only watched phm as of now)

BUUTTT it's can't be this nice, we need some angst

Ryland still has problems with his memories, he doesn't remember a lot of his childhood (be it cuz his brain wants to protect him from the trauma or due to memory wipe or both, cuz both is good) and the brothers just look at Ryland's eyes sometimes looking for recognition and see nothing. Kinda as if they're seeing just somebody or something wearing their brother's skin

the "new" Ryland also has new habits - can't sleep without being watched by someone, clicks and taps, uses "statement" or "question" at the end of the sentences and overall copies a lot from Eridian's style of communicating. He also sometimes slips and says something in a very broken Eridian language instead of English

Throw in some chronic pain because he spent years in space and suddenly is in a place with gravity (counting Erid in that too)

I want Colt and Court to look at Ryland and mourn the loss of their youngest brother from before-the-Hail-Mary. Re-mourn if you will

I want Ryland to spend more time with Rocky and Adrian than with his brothers because the thought of looking at his siblings and not recognizing them to a level that he knows he should makes him feel so guilty that he'd rather isolate than to face them.

I want them to be reunited but in an angstiest (it's not a word, is it?) way possible without Ryland being dead

Edit: thought of something else - Colt and Court don't know Ryland was forced to go and so they think he'd "abandoned" them. Ryland wants them to believe he volunteered because he's "brave" (he doesn't even think about the possible "abandonment") but slips at some point and mentions the kidnapping.

yexerrr

a bunch of eridian! grace and a little bit of rocktiz.

xan-an

Why does he look like Poland

goodieprocter

This one goes out to my cat (and also @justcakethanks of course)

morallygrayautisticscientist

Grace: Do you think you can add spice to the MeBurgers? I’m a hot sauce kinda guy.

Rocky: What is spice question?

Grace: It’s when humans eat something that burns our mouths because it evolves to be painful to stop animals from eating it, but we like the flavor of pain.

Rocky: ……….there is something wrong with your entire species statement.

carcingeneticist

quackity u wanna add awizo so bad, multi u wanna tell quackity how good of a pick awizo would be on qsmp, graf u want to tell quackity how good of a friend awizo is, everyone wants awizo on qsmp #cope

smol-ghosts

Yeahhhh he’s not getting up anytime soon

wayba3

The cutest little guys who could say no to them

sonnayamuha

Let’s name it “Late at night at the bar”

Pt. 1

wisteriapetalss

WIP I'm probably gonna never finish like whatever, bruh✌️😭

wisteriapetalss

Finished it, hate it, fuck my stupid baka life🚬😮‍💨

kosmical

long time no naegami

thegoblinthatwantmad

QSMP SPOILERS

Ash's greatest hatred is to have a master, someone who controls him and that he has to obey. He spent half his life having to listen to beings stronger then him and when he is finelly free he become The supreme leader.

What's so insulting is not only did dark cucurucho speak to Ash as if he was not human (only speaking to Ewroon and asking him questions, as if Ash cant respond himself) he also kept acting like Ash was below them. He said Ewroon was his master, asked if Ewroon can control. As if talking about an unruly dog.

What's worse is that Ewroon played along, to save his on skin but still, acted as if Ash IS his pet. A weapon and inhuman. The one guy he trusted treated him like he was nothing infeont of a being with godlike powers.