Xanadu Incunabula

[loveemagicpeace]

9th house of marriage/ travel/ believe💍⛵️🎨

9th house is very beautiful house and have a lot of things that are so amazing. It represent luck, travel, faith, long journeys, adventure, philosophy, teaching, higher education, quest for meaning. It means exploring the unknown and having fun doing it. Wisdom & greater understanding of ourselves and the world around us. Here we seek answers to life’s bigger questions. Get to know the world around you. Learning and growth. And it is also the house of marriage (how do you see marriage , what kind do you want to have, what beliefs do you have about it).

This in signs through houses and I actually believe that 9th house is so much more connected to marriage and wedding live than it is 7th house. 7th house represents the person you love the relationship you want or need & what it is good for you and the marriage you want. And yes it is connected to wedding and which wedding do you want to have or where do you want to have but it’s more like thinking it’s not doing it. And yes 7th house is your first marriage you have and the 9th house is your second marriage (if you have the second marriage)but most likely 9th house is more connected to the spiritual bonding the spiritual marriage do you have with someone. And how marriage grows.

✨Aries in 9th house - you go on with your life inspired by a higher meaning. You feel independent in your own world and love to explore all parts of the world. Above all, this energy is more related to you. You like things that are bold and spontaneous. That's why your wedding can be spontaneous and not expected. It can also mean that you will have a bold wedding. And you want to always have good energy and action in your marriage. It can also be a quick wedding. Your spiritual curiosity keeps your faith at high levels and helps you move forward through the challenges of life.

🦊Taurus in 9th house- you love to travel and you are strongly connected with mother nature. Many of them decide to live far away from where they were born. You explore the world slowly and with pleasure. You like to enjoy life and like to experience the energy of other countries and cultures. Your wedding can be old school. It can have many flowers and it can also be in the garden. Maybe a wedding in a castle or something similar. But it's usually always simple. Your marriage is usually nice and pleasant. You can enjoy a lot with a person and share a lot with them.

🌵Gemini in 9th house-you can learn new things very quickly and you can quickly adapt to a foreign environment. But you also like to change things, which means you like to travel but you don't like to stay in one place for a long time. Even your beliefs can change. You like to discover new things. They like to talk and write on philosophical and religious topics. Marriage may not be a priority for you. But you are the person who will want to have a written promise and read it aloud at the wedding. Your wedding can be very interesting. But it can also mean that you get married more than once.

🏝️Cancer in 9th house- usually, people with this placement feel other places more than their own. Maybe you can feel that your home is somewhere else. And you can spend a long time looking for a place where you will truly feel at home. You have an emotional approach to things you believe in and are important to you. They can travel with their minds a lot, especially when not wanting to be far away from the places they’re used to. Your wedding will be where you will feel the most safe, beautiful and emotionally refined. And in a place where you will feel the energy. It can usually involve more family and people close to you. Your marriage will be emotional, comfortable and safe (maybe it can be with someone you've known for a long time).

🫧Leo in 9th house- you are very passionate when it comes to traveling and you like to experience new things. You like to party. This brings a dynamic and spirited energy to higher learning, spirituality, and exploration. They’re only going places in which they can learn new things and experience something from a spiritual point of view. Inspiration comes easily for them because they’re enthusiastic and ready to live their life in the most beautiful manner. The wedding will be big and there will be many people at it. Usually, the wedding is dramatic and contains a lot of people that you may not know very well. But you are usually with the person from your childhood.

🌙Virgo in 9th house- you tend to criticize a lot or always have something that could be better than it is. You are smart and focused, meaning that you can find solutions to problems easier than others. You are pragmatic when it comes to matters of philosophy and religion. You have your own principle about what you believe in and you stick to it. A wedding can often be practical and contain many details. At the same time, you can be a person who can analyze everything before getting married. Marriage is usually aimed at wanting it to be perfect and practical. Animals may also be present at the wedding.

💘Libra in 9th house-you can travel a lot with your partner and explore a lot with him. Relationships help you grow and become your own person. You believe in the beauty of the world and everywhere you go you find something that is really beautiful to you. You can dream a lot about places and want to experience as much as possible. You can fall in love with places and corners of the world. You see life as something worth living for. And you want to experience love through travel and exploration. You can do all activities with a partner or someone you have an emotional bond with. You can meet the love of your life while traveling. Or you have someone who is from another country. Even your wedding can be in a foreign country. Your marriage can be very beautiful and pleasant. You can travel a lot with this person and have fun and learn a lot from your partner as well. Can also be a dream wedding.

🩵Scorpio in 9th house- you deeply believe in things that are important to you. You have an intense view of the world and events. You like to travel to places that are mystical, mysterious and by the water. You like trips that bring you some inner healing. You experience a lot of transformation when you travel, and that's how you grow the most. Your wedding can be somewhere out in the open or even secret (so no one will even know you got married). Many things that will happen between you and your partner will remain hidden from others. Everything just between you two. You value privacy.

⭐️Sagittarius in 9th house- you live life to the fullest and with optimism. You live like every day is your last. You have a lot of passion for travel and this is where you find yourself the most. You can deal a lot with spirituality and things related to it. You can teach others a lot. And you can tell a lot about your travels. But you can have a strict opinion about what you think and about your view of the world. You accept all people and cope well with unknown things. You can gain a lot from your partner. U two can also travel a lot. Your wedding will most likely be in another country. Your marriage will be active, interesting, optimistic, fun and full of travel.

🎸Capricorn in 9th house-this has a significant impact on a person's views, academic pursuits, journey, and devotion. Capricorn signifies ambition, discipline, and realism. You may travel a lot on business or your job is active. You like to help others and look out for society. Usually these people do not have specific beliefs or have a hard time believing in anything. It may be more difficult to find trust and faith in something, but when they find it, they feel a sense of responsibility towards this. The marriage with the partner is more likely to be busy or perhaps even more distant. Or both have a more public role. Even your marriage can be publicly exposed.

🪴Aquarius in 9th house-you will probably resist anything that will be publicly exposed. You will never believe in the church or have any special contact with it (unless you have some aspects of the planet that are different). You will not be everything that others believe. You will have your faith. You will be too lazy to learn new things. You will travel to places that others will not, or to places that are a little different. You may want to travel to the same place many times. You can have a lot of friends from other countries and also a lot of people you can meet while traveling. Your wedding can be unusual and different from the others. Your marriage can be unpredictable and different. Maybe you can have many unexpected things with your partner. It can always be in flux.

🐚Pisces in 9th house-you have faith, which can also be infinite. You never stop believing because you have a lot of illusion inside you. And there is definitely a mission you should follow in this lifetime. These natives can’t be kept to only one place. Pisces are known for creating magic around them, but also for poisoning their environment when it comes to the aspects of life they haven’t explored. You always have to follow your passion & things that are good for you soul. You are very nice to everyone. And you believe that the world is full of magic, dreams and goodness. You deeply believe in soul connection of people,soulmates and everything that requires somehow higher meaning to this life. Places by the ocean are good for your soul and you actually love to be near Ocean. Your wedding can be dreamy, by the water or somewhere like a magical world. A marriage with a partner is spiritual and more deeply connected. But you have to make sure that the person doesn't cover things up or lie to you.

✨Ig-bekylibra✨

-Rebekah☁️🌊💍

[loveemagicpeace]

🌞Sun in Houses🌞

☀️Your sun is your basic personality. It helps you to find your individuality and who you really are. Your sun sign is giving you natural talents. It's your ego. It's your self sense. It represents your will to live. Where you have the sun in your house is where you find light and where you find the most inspiration. And also shows how you can inspire others and help them find the light.

🫧Sun in 1st house- people, for some reason, will always find you to be an inspirational person. They will always somehow find the light in you or something positive about you. You can give off a very positive energy. And even if you are not confident, others will see you as if you are. A lot of inspiration comes through you. And you find a lot of light when you delve deeper into yourself and your personality. And your ego is visible on the outside and you show it that way too. Your will to live shows through what you do.

🍹Sun in 2nd house- you can find your inspiration and satisfaction through money, food, music, luxury. I won't lie, money and expensive things can actually inspire you, and maybe through that you can find hope and the will to live. You can also compete with people who has more money. Or you want to have everything the best or better than others. Since the sun is your ego, you can feed yourself in a way that shows how much money you have or with material things. You show your pride through material things and your value can also be shown in this way (depending on other signs, but sometimes you can feel that you are important or worth something if you have money). People with this placement sometimes find it difficult to find a personality that is not associated with materialism.

🏝️Sun in 3rd house- you find inspiration through books, writing, reading, communication. You want people to see the light through your way of expression. Your ego shows through writing and communication (maybe you always want to have the last word). Your natural talent is to remember a lot, to encourage people with your speech. You can gain a lot of people on social networks. Your will to live is shown through your thinking and thinking. You can be most inspired through your thoughts.

💕Sun in 4th house- You find inspiration in your family or through your family. It can also be a home that you create yourself. Many times you protect the family. You also find the light through family. They become the owner of immovable property, which also adds to the assets that they possess. You do everything to help your friends and you are very supportive for them. In the family, you can often be seen as a person who gives positivity and light - you can also bring the family together. You are very attached to yout home and dream of a beautiful domestic life that you can make for yourself to feel secure. The way you evolve and make things happen later in life would be pretty much connected with your memories.

💜Sun in 5th house- the sun is at home here, so your energy here is very good and positive. You can always find happiness, joy - you know how to create an environment for you that suits you best. You find your motivation and light through your hobbies, joy, playfulness, childhood, romance. You may be very attached to your childhood and want to always have it with you. People always notice you and your talnets too. Usually these people become recognizable. In love with sports and very dramatic. Because they love life and children, they can make the great party organizers for the birthdays of little ones. With this placement, you should be careful not to become too self-absorbed.

🛁Sun in 6th house- you find your light through routine, health, body. It is important that you are connected to your body and that you love yourself the way you are. Because the sun here can become critical of your body. Which means you can find yourself through imperfection. You do things that are healthy for you and your body. At the same time, you can find a lot of good energy and inspiration through animals. Your ego can be noticed many times at work. Maybe it's better if you do something you see passion in it. You can inspire people through a healthy lifestyle or sports.

🧸Sun in 7th house- you find light through the relationships you have with people. It is important for you to get along with everyone and you like to inspire others. Relationship with this one person is also important to you, perhaps this is what complements your personality. Sometimes it can be difficult for you to be alone or to find inspiration outside of it. You can also be strongly influenced by others’ opinions on you, be it from your partner or someone from work. You are very proud of your negotiating skills and ability to bring the peace everywhere. You can also be a person who motivates others with your relationship (and that everyone can achieve a beautiful relationship).

🌊Sun in 8th house- your true personality is hidden from others and you usually find light through things that are deep, hidden, behind the scenes. Your ego shows itself many times when you are jealous or when someone notices others before you. You you may find yourself driven to understand the depths of your own nature so that you come to terms with the power you hold within. You like power and control. You could be fascinated by the workings of psyche, helping to create emotional transformation and lasting change. Self acceptance then comes from seeing others in their true light. You can find your will to live deep within yourself.

⛵️🎸Sun in 9th house- you find inspiration in travels. You see life as full of opportunities and new things. Places can take you over and you can always find your favorite place. Many times you can look for a place under the sun. You are a person who can teach others a lot and can tell many interesting stories. You get to know the most things when you travel, and that's also good for your soul. Places by the water or places that take you over are the best for you. Your belief is best seen through your passion for life. You can be a very good teacher to others and help them find faith and inspiration. Sun here indicates that you will understand who you are by exploring the world. Intuitive about deeper meanings and following what life has to offer for the soul, they will look to experience with people and situations that make them develop as philosophers.

☁️Sun in 10th house-you may feel motivated to fulfill your ambitions and so will drawn toward accepting responsibility or embracing executive positions. It can be harder to find motivation, inspiration and light - but it comes later in life. Many times you look for yourself through the audience, your parents or your father. You want to find the personality that suits you best. Sun here motivates you to have a strong influence and to get recognized while you’re also satisfying your thirst for power and make your dreams come true.

🪷Sun in 11th house-you are most motivated through your dreams, goals, friends. You find a lot of happiness and inspiration through friends. You are also very open minded. When you don’t have the same interest as someone, you prefer to leave that person behind. Because you adapt almost instantly to new groups and situations, you’ll fit in everywhere. These people also post a lot on social networks. Usually these are some things with which they inspire others. Maybe when people see your profile they feel better and you give them hope.

🩵Sun in 12th house- you find inspiration through everything that is hidden from others. Your personality is hidden from others and you like it because that way you can feel the safest. You are more productive when you do things alone and when you do them at night. Belief can be found through spirituality, subconsciousness, dance, music, art, or something related to your thoughts. Meditation and yoga are also good here. Sun is the representative of the ego and identity, this house is among other things, about limits and the line between what’s real and what’s completely strange. This means natives with this aspect are confused about who they are and about life altogether. Finding yourself and becoming determined, confident and starting to believe in yourself and your abilities is the key here.

✨Ig- bekylibra✨

-Rebekah🫧🌊🩵

[xanabula]

kau sudah menjadi bapak anak satu

mana mungkin teringat lagi yg lalu

masa-masa yg ternyata masih kurindu

kucoba lupakan kenangan itu satu-satu

kini aku juga sudah jadi istri

dari lelaki yg sangat kusayangi

dia pintar dan baik sekali

seperti lelaki dalam doaku selama ini

doa dia yg melindungiku

kesabarannya yang meluluhkanku

iman dia yang meneguhkanku

kebaikannya yang mengajariku

aku tak perlu lagi kamu di hidupku

sudah cukup kenganan indah dulu

banyak tawa juga sendu

aku simpan rapat jangan ada yg tahu

hidupku dahulu biarlah begitu

tanpa dendam dan tanpa ragu..

aku melangkah maju

berjalan ke depan bersama dia yg ada untukku ❤️

[xanabula]

Kesedihan dari Kehilangan

Terkadang aku berpikir keras

Dari mana datangnya kesedihan itu

Saat kehilangan orang terdekat

Kita mengenang memorinya

Ataukah sedih atas kehilangannya

Seberapa dekat dengan orang yang kita sebut kerabat itu

Kesedihan ini mewakili apa dan siapa

Kala dipaksa datang, air mata tak kunjung mengucur

Namun kala tak diundang, air mata deras tanpa permisi

Lalu, bersedih atas hal apanya?

Tapi perasaan dan transisi kehilangan pasti ada

Kekagetan, juga sekaligus kelegaan

Katanya.. dia sembuh tanpa harus merasakan sakit lagi

Entah harus sedih atau bagaimana

Pada kenyataannya perjuangan dia di dunia

Seolah selesai.. begitupun orangtuanya..

Selesai.. semua dengan tangis

Mudah2an ada ikhlas dalam sedihnya

[rowlettphobia]

If you’re diagnosed with bpd, please know u deserve better. I’m sorry the world is so cruel. I’m sorry you’ve been hurt. Please know that you matter to someone. Even if it seems like nobody cares, there’s always someone.

You are lovable. You are worthy of love. You are a good person. I hope ur doing okay.

[laikacore]

somehow i have hit the marks

of being too much

and not enough

all at once,

perfectly.

abandonment issues by laika wallace

[xanabula]

RAKAN WIJAYA

Ohh how I miss u so bad

I love you

[xanabula]

she so afraid being judged by other yet she was really a judgmental 

[xanabula]

KPOP RANDOM FREE WALLPAPER

[xanabula]

2020 dengan segala kejutannya

24 usiaku di tahun ini. 2020, Januari sampai Februari masih datar saja, memasuki Maret, semua terkaget-kaget dengan tamu baru, wabah penyakit yang begitu penuh misteri dan penyebaran yang pesat. Adaptasi hampir di seluruh unit kehidupan. Gaya hidup, ekonomi, kesehatan jasmani juga mental, sudah pasti. Dengan ketidakpastian yang katanya adalah kepastian bagi setiap manusia, tapi kali ini betul-betul semarak, kepanikan berjamaah.

Isu yang (di-)besar(-besarkan media), segala bentuk kebiasaan-kebiasaan baru, peraturan baru, jatuh bangun beragam industri yang tengah berjalan. Tuhan pasti punya rencana baikNya, kita harus tetap berpikir positif, akan selalu ada cahaya dalam kegelapan. Bagi yang beriman perlu sekali memahami dan percaya itu.

2020-ku juga tidak banyak berbeda dengan orang-orang kebanyakan. Adaptasi, pengalihan kecemasan, bermain game the sims 4 berjam-jam demi mengalihkan dari berkeluh kesah sepanjang hari.

Janji perusahaan yang akan mempekerjakan aku tidak berujung manis, tidak ada kabar, digantung begitu saja.

Cicilan bank datang sesuai dengan jadwalnya. Selalu ada ‘alhamdulillah’ pastinya, terkadang aku mengeluh juga.

Aku hampir putus asa, seperti tidak ada gambaran masa depan kecuali membayar cicilan bank sampai selesai, setelah itu mungkin aku bisa mati tenang. Seolah-olah hidupku betul-betul berat hanya karena tagihan bulanan yang sebetulnya tidak seberapa, aku harusnya masih bisa menghasilkan walaupun aku ‘di rumah saja’.

Naik dan turun, hampir dengan siapapun aku berbicara (via WA biasanya) mereka pun mengalami hal serupa, keterpurukan ekonomi bisa di bilang.

Ketimbang betulan takut terhadap penyakitnya, sepertinya teman-temanku dikelilingi kegelisahan yang sama di bidang ekonomi justru.

Lalu, bagaimana soal hubungan?

Hmm.. rasanya hambar, ketika aku juga lagi-lagi hampir putus asa (atau memang sudah waktunya aku mundur) pada cinta yang selalu kuperjuangkan dalam doa, yang kini sudah memiliki pilihan hatinya.

Lalu kepada yang lain? Apakah aku masih bisa mencintai dengan sungguh lagi?

Aku begitu menghindari bernegosiasi dengan pria-pria dalam hal hubungan asmara, entah karena aku yang begitu menjaga hatiku, atau aku terlalu pengecut untuk kembali terjatuh. Aku tidak ingin berharap kepada pria, tapi aku perlu berusaha juga untuk ke jenjang pernikahan. Entahlah ini karena soal waktu yang terasa diburu, atau memang aku yang sudah butuh sosok pria yang akan menjadi suamiku kelak.

Menghadirkan orang baru untuk masuk dalam lingkaranku kembali rasanya begitu sulit, dengan semua ketampanan luar dan kebusukan yang aku ketahui, kenapa begitu sulit untuk menerima semua dalam satu paket?

Padahal aku sendiri tidak sempurna, bahkan tidak jarang merasa insecure.

Ah..mungkin ini hanya perkara waktu, juga diriku yang perlu dilatih sekali lagi. Mentalku harus lebih berani, menghadapi ragam resiko. Mari kita ‘naik tangga’!!! Bismillah .. :)

[xanabula]

BTS

[xanabula]

bolehkah aku menangis?

menyaksikan begitu bahagianya dia dengan kekasihnya

oh aku ingin sekali berbahagia atasnya

tapi haru juga pun sedih

selamat melangkah menuju keseriusan

sayangku

entah sampai kapan ku terus selip namamu dalam doa

menyertaimu dalam langkah

moga Tuhan selalu menyayangimu

[maladaptive-daydreaming-recovery]

Things That Will Happen When You Quit MaDD

You’ll discover things that you love to do.

All of a sudden, you have heaps of extra time that would normally be filled with daydreams, and it’s really boring. So, you try origami, or tennis, or singing, or literally anything to take your mind off MaDD - and you find you really enjoy it! And you do it again! And again! Until you have an actual real-life Hobby!!

You’ll go easier on yourself.

You’re not comparing your life to that of a perfect, impossible daydream. Once you’ve fought your way through recovery, you’ll realise how strong you are, how resilient, and how much you deserve compassion. You make friends with the real you. After all, you’ve been through a lot together.

You’ll have more time to get work done.

Instead of daydreaming about your goals, you WORK for them. I used to daydream about being an actor every day - now, I use that time to actually act! You will feel fulfilled, and proud of yourself for giving it all. Even if you fail, you’ll know, truly, that you did everything you could. No more watching your days tick by; you’ll make the most of every one of them.

You’ll WANT to spend time with people.

When there aren’t people in your head to keep you company, you’ll start to feel really lonely. So, you’ll reach out to family, friends, acquaintances, even coworkers - people you’d never have thought of getting to know. Instead of trying to get out of spending time with people to get more daydreaming in, you’ll actively seek people to spend those hours with. Before you know it, you’ll have a network of friends to keep you company. And trust me, they’ll give you more than any daydream could.

You’ll notice the things that you want to improve in your life.

You might look around and realise that your real life is pretty shitty compared to your daydreams. BUT, you’ll finally have the time, energy and motivation to do something about it! You might realise that you have a mental health condition; that’s the first step in fixing it! You might realise you don’t have many friends; join a club, call someone, message an old school friend! Putting effort into your real life instead of daydreams will have so many wonderful rewards.

You’ll learn about yourself.

The real you - who you are, who you want to be, and how you can combine the two. You’ll notice how you feel about things, what your flaws are, how you feel about the people around you. MaDD can make it feel like you have no sense of self - so, once it’s gone, you can get to work building one.

You’ll struggle. A lot. But you’ll win.

You’ll have days where you desperately want to give up. Days where it all seems pointless and MaDD seems inevitable. It’ll feel like your brain is completely out of control, like you’re suffocating on dry land. You’ll fight through those days. You’ll find better ones. The next morning, you’ll wonder how you could have ever thought things were that bad. Those days become fewer. Eventually, you don’t have them at all.

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“Daylight In bad dreams” ArchiveFaction Menswear Collection#1

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[plushxsims]

omg!

[xanabula]

Hi Teman Lama (Menulis)

Hai tumblr dan hai.. teman lama..

Sudah lama sekali rasanya tidak betul-betul menulis dan me-review hidupku. Akhir tahun 2018 adalah titik terendahku, proses pendewasaan mungkin, dan kondisi mentalku sedang betul-betul tidak stabil. Beberapa pilihan yang kuambil pun tak semuanya berjalan mulus.

Hi tumblr.. ada kisah besar yang ingin aku sampaikan, bahwa sejak 2015 itu, hingga kini 2019.. yaa, masih ada tokoh utama yang namanya sering mampir di kepalaku. Aku tahu wujudnya tidak nyata, atau..sebut saja, nyata tapi tak nampak di depan mataku.

Dia yang menurutku menjadi salah satu alasan terbesarku untuk apapun itu, mulai dari bahagia, sedih bahkan mengambil keputusan.

Dia, yang tetap dia. Aku yang sering berubah menjadi apa saja demi terlihat ‘fit in’ untuk dia. Aku tahu tak sehat, ditambah dengan sikapku yang gengsi, dan seolah-olah biasa saja terhadapnya. Padahal.. Ya ALLAH.. hanya Engkau Yang Maha Tahu.

Singkat cerita.. 2018 ke 2019 menunjukkanku pada sebenar-benarnya zona amanku. Pertengahan 2019 aku sempat menempati zona amanku. Lalu intuisiku berkata, bahwa aku tidak akan lama di posisi ini. Betul saja, akhir 2019 aku diberikan ujian yang lagi-lagi tidak terbayang sebelumnya.

Hai tumblr. akhir-akhir ini yang kupelajari adalah KEPEKAAN, KETERBUKAAN PIKIRAN, KETERBUKAAN MENERIMA JALAN PIKIRAN ORANG LAIN, dan juga, KESADARAN (mindfulness).

Hal-hal tersebut adalah mungkin yang selama ini alpa dalam kehidupanku. Aku begitu kurang peka dengan orang-orang terdekatku. Aku begitu mudah menilai orang tanpa mau tahu alasan orang tersebut, meskipun aku bersikap tetap menerima tapi dalam hatiku menyangkal. Aku begitu impulsif dan jauh dari kesadaran dalam bertindak, begitu impulsif dan kurang pertimbangan matang.

Hai tumblr, tetapi rasanya tahun terus berganti tahun, aku masih merasa seperti gadis berumur 17 tahun...entahlah, pokoknya belasan.

Aku rindu, pada yang memang harus kurindu

Cinta ini masih belum bisa terganti, bahkan dengan yang terbaik sekalipun.

Ya ALLAH.. ampuni aku, maafkan aku.. aku ingin ridho dgn segala ketetapanMu, dan tuntun aku untuk itu..

[mooka97]

Because the more people that you let into your life the more they can just walk right out.