an american religion.

Xavier Bellamy. 26. In my imagination you're waiting lying on your side with your hands between your thighs.

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“I’m loyal when you give me reason to be.” Quen replied with a look towards Xavier. “That was my name at devilwood. Everyone called me that.” He glanced towards him, pausing eating for the moment.

[xavierbellamy]

"And I haven't I given you a reason to be loyal?" Xavier questioned, reaching up to hold Quentin's chin. "I'm not very fond of that name. It's a little bit too trashy for you, don't you think?" he asked, leaning over to press a kiss to Quentin's lips. "You're my perfect puppy, okay?"

[xavierbellamy]

Xavier picked up their glasses and went over to the table, handing one to Quentin before sitting down beside him. “I know, baby. Sometimes I wish you weren’t so willing all the time, you know,” Xavier sighed, taking a quick sip from his glass before placing it on the table. “I wish I came to get you sooner. The thought of you sleeping with random men every night disgusts me… I’m sorry.”

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“Why?” Because, curiousity. Quen coninued to eat and sip wine. He paused when he heard Xavier, spinning his fork for a moment in silence before he resumed eating. “Just living up to my name, slut puppy. You should be proud of me.” His spoke lowly, careful to not reveal any of his own emotions.

[xavierbellamy]

“So I wouldn’t have to worry about you not rejecting every guy who showed interest,” he explained, getting comfortable in his seat. “Slut puppy? Who called you that?” he asked with curiosity, resting one of his hands on Quentin’s thighs. “Hey, look at me.”

[xavierbellamy]

Xavier picked up their glasses and went over to the table, handing one to Quentin before sitting down beside him. “I know, baby. Sometimes I wish you weren’t so willing all the time, you know,” Xavier sighed, taking a quick sip from his glass before placing it on the table. “I wish I came to get you sooner. The thought of you sleeping with random men every night disgusts me... I’m sorry.”

[xavierbellamy]

“Just once a day?” he asked, reaching up to the cupboard to retrieve two bowls for them. He began transferring the pasta into the bowls, raising his eyebrows as he watched Quentin steal from the pot. “His high money maker?” he questioned, leaning over to press a kiss to the male’s cheek. “You in the mood for wine?”

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“Yeah, usually before bed. He would dope everyone up when we woke up and feed us, if we earned, after work.” Quen was impatient and stole another bite while waiting for his bowl. “Yeah, apparently I have a cute face and always gave them what rhey wanted.” He brushed off the subject as he finally got his bowl and started to eat. “Yes, I haven’t had wine since you last gave it to me.”

[xavierbellamy]

Xavier nodded his head, reaching up into the cupboard to retrieve two wine glasses. “Yeah. You’re pretty compliant in general, aren’t you?” he asked, setting the glasses down. He watched as Quen picked up the bowl, still focused on his voice as he spoke. “You like red, right?” he asked, going into the refrigerator to get his favorite bottle of red wine before filling both of their glasses. 

[xavierbellamy]

“Just once a day?” he asked, reaching up to the cupboard to retrieve two bowls for them. He began transferring the pasta into the bowls, raising his eyebrows as he watched Quentin steal from the pot. “His high money maker?” he questioned, leaning over to press a kiss to the male’s cheek. “You in the mood for wine?”

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“Fascinating?” Quen murmured with a grin. He liked that. “I probably ruined it all by taking suppressants again.” He sighed heavily. “It wasn’t by choice though, I didn’t have a choice once he identified me as a wolf.”

[xavierbellamy]

“Yeah, fascinating,” he said with a nod of his head. “Hey, that’s alright. I think you can get back to where you were. You’re still my puppy,” he insisted. “We’ll work on it, okay?”

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Quen gave a nod and relaxed and leaned into Xavier some, desperate for any attention he could get. But his stomach growled as the smell of food started to fill the kitchen and drew his attention back to why they were standing in the kitchen. “Is it almost done?”

[xavierbellamy]

Xavier pressed a small kiss to Quentin’s forehead, then pulling away and turning his attention back to the stove to finish preparing their food. “Mhm, almost. You said you haven’t been eating much?” he asked, briefly glancing back at the male. “How much did you make?”

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“Fascinating?” Quen murmured with a grin. He liked that. “I probably ruined it all by taking suppressants again.” He sighed heavily. “It wasn’t by choice though, I didn’t have a choice once he identified me as a wolf.”

[xavierbellamy]

"Yeah, fascinating," he said with a nod of his head. "Hey, that's alright. I think you can get back to where you were. You're still my puppy," he insisted. "We'll work on it, okay?"

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Quen laughed a little, only because they both knew why he had so much time with Quen one on one. “Because I’m a pain slut.” He murmured as he looked at Xavier. “Being a puppy sure ungrounds someone pretty quickly.”

[xavierbellamy]

He shrugged his shoulders. "Not only because of that. You were interesting to me... Fascinating," he explained, chewing on his lower lip. "Exactly. A puppy who didn't know how to control his wolf -- you've come a long way, you know."

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Quen gave a nod and held onto Xavier like he was a life line, trembling noticeably. “Promise? I know I was the bad one.. Levi was the favorite.”

[xavierbellamy]

“I promise,” Xavier said with a little nod, rubbing comforting circles against Quentin’s lower back. “That is not true. I loved you both equally,” he said, pulling away and cupping Quentin’s cheeks. “Levi was the grounded one. That doesn’t make you bad.”

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“That isn’t what you said then..” He murmured, still remembering that altercation quite vividly. He tried to avoid looking at Xavier directly. “What does that mean?”

[xavierbellamy]

"I know, baby, but I did not love him any more that I love you. In fact, I spent more time alone with you than I did with Levi. You know that, right?" he asked, pressing a kiss to his forehead. "That means Levi was human and quiet and thought things through. He was logical. You've had a lot to battle with, Quen."

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Quen gave a nod and held onto Xavier like he was a life line, trembling noticeably. “Promise? I know I was the bad one.. Levi was the favorite.”

[xavierbellamy]

“I promise,” Xavier said with a little nod, rubbing comforting circles against Quentin’s lower back. “That is not true. I loved you both equally,” he said, pulling away and cupping Quentin’s cheeks. “Levi was the grounded one. That doesn’t make you bad.”

[xavierbellamy]

“I think so, need,” he insisted with a little nod of his head. “Mhm, I will. That’s always been my favorite collars of yours, you know. I like knowing when you are at all times, and it looks incredibly pretty on you.”

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Quen tucked his face against Xavier, smiling. It was nice to hear the things Xavier was saying, little praises and positive things, a nice change considering most of his recent interactions weren’t so great. “I missed you. Even with Blake, I missed you.”

[xavierbellamy]

“Yeah?” Xavier asked, wrapping both of his arms around Quentin and pulling him into a proper hug. “I missed you, too, baby boy. You’ve always been my perfect, little pup,” he murmured quietly, kissing the top of his head.

[xavierbellamy]

“I think so, need,” he insisted with a little nod of his head. “Mhm, I will. That’s always been my favorite collars of yours, you know. I like knowing when you are at all times, and it looks incredibly pretty on you.”

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“Yeah, I did.” Quen admitted as he looked at him. “Nope, buying it with my allowance.” Quen grinned as he reached out and wrapped his arms around Xavier’s neck to draw him in. “Would you still love me if I was shooting up with hardcore stuff?”

[xavierbellamy]

“I missed you, too,” he said with a smile, leaning forward to press a small kiss to Xavier’s forehead. “Hm, as if I’d let you have your freedom,” he teased with a smile, focusing on Xavier. “Yeah, of course I would. You could be high 24/7 and I’d still love you to death.”

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“Good to know.” He tucked his face against Xavier’s neck, breathing in the familiar scent. “Are you going to restrict my freedom? Make me your slave again?” He mused, curious as to what his honest answer was.

[xavierbellamy]

Xavier slid his arms around Quentin’s waist, pulling him even closer. “I think I will, actually. You were always mine to begin with. I think it’s your rightful place,” he replied, moving a hand up to cup Quen’s cheek. “My pretty little plaything.”

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“Yeah, I did.” Quen admitted as he looked at him. “Nope, buying it with my allowance.” Quen grinned as he reached out and wrapped his arms around Xavier’s neck to draw him in. “Would you still love me if I was shooting up with hardcore stuff?”

[xavierbellamy]

“I missed you, too,” he said with a smile, leaning forward to press a small kiss to Xavier’s forehead. “Hm, as if I’d let you have your freedom,” he teased with a smile, focusing on Xavier. “Yeah, of course I would. You could be high 24/7 and I’d still love you to death.”

[xavierbellamy]

Xavier rose his brows, crossing his arms over his chest. “Remember, super hearing and everything? Your heart skips a beat when you lie, yeah? So, what are you on?” he asked, making his way over to the male. “Yeah. And once I know you’re clean, I’ll be able to feed from you again. I miss that.”

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Quen grinned when Xavier moved towards him like that, surprised at how easy it was to fall back into this kind of banter with the other male. “You and me both.” He chewed on his lower lip, fingers running along his own neck lightly. “I’m on crack.” Which was of course was not true.

[xavierbellamy]

“Yeah? You missed that,” he asked, moving to rest his hands on Quentin’s lip. He listened to the male with a smile, shaking his head before leaning forward to press a brief kiss to his lips. “Oh yeah? Are you expecting me to supply you with coke?” he questioned, tilting his head to the side.

[xavierbellamy]

Xavier rose his brows, crossing his arms over his chest. “Remember, super hearing and everything? Your heart skips a beat when you lie, yeah? So, what are you on?” he asked, making his way over to the male. “Yeah. And once I know you’re clean, I’ll be able to feed from you again. I miss that.”

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“I vape, occasionally Marijuana.” He shrugged as he found a place to sot where he could watch. “Yeah, sometimes I’m not aware, for various reasons.” Quen shrugged as he ran his fingers along the counter. “Probably, condoms aren’t fool proof. Could be pregnant.” He joked, because it made the whole situation easier to handle.

[xavierbellamy]

“Occasionally? Good. Glad that you’re not, like, a coke addict or something,” he murmured, filling a pot with water and setting it on the stove to boil. “Okay. I’ll call my doctor and have him come take a look at you tomorrow,” he said, turning around to face Quen. “Oh yeah? You’re gonna have a little omega baby?”