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@xaviniamnot
a multimuse blog. written by nita.
@lucyintheskywithaliens
āSince it was just Christmas, we should exchange gifts?ā
Can yāall reblog this if youāre okay and comfortable with playing with trans characters?
Holidays?
I find the Earth holiday traditions confusing. I don't want to offend anyone. Can I get some guidance?
Philadelphia (1993)
āI heart you.ā - xaviniamnot human exchange student AU?
āBe serious, cāmon.āĀ
āDo you think so? I have always felt⦠a little on the outside. However, it was fun to watch the other boys faces when we were training. Whenever I beat them, they got so mad.ā she began to laugh and then kissed Karolinaās shoulder.Ā
āI think it could happen, if you set your mind to it? You can start something, at least.ā She offered, a melodic, sweet laugh joining Xavinās.Ā āEven as outsiders we can do some good, Iām certain of it.ā
Xavin gazed at her for a moment and, without warning, leaned in and kissed her hard and fast. Pulling back, she found herself bright red and instead of meeting Karolinaās gaze she stuffed her face with a large bite of her tofu dog.
āYou really have a lot of faith in me...ā
[text: Goddess] I have to imagine the kisses? Like when you write a letter?
[text: Goddess]Ā šĀ šĀ šĀ į¦Ā ā
[text: Goddess] I am doing this right?
[text: Goddess] I see. Fighting for money seems a little dishonourable, especially with my training and abilities. I do not think it is a good idea. But I am unsure of what other job I could do.Ā
[text: Wifey] Yes, exactly like you would in a letter!
[text: Wifey] youāre doing great babe. Ā šššš
[text: Wifey] Oh, you could maybe give lessons somewhere? though youād have to tone down the military style a little, unless we actually get you a job on the military (but I doubt we could, the gov is not very skrull friendly)
[text: Goddess] I am glad. This isnāt difficult now that I understand.Ā
[text: Goddess] Wait. Get it. I amĀ āgetting itā. Right?
[text: Goddess]Ā šĀ šĀ šĀ š
[text: Goddess] I donāt know which would be better. But I was talking to Dorrekk and he is setting up a meeting between me and some heroes. I will get some advice. See if I can work out a path or plan. Iām not good at sitting still and doing nothing. But you know that.
@telekine
Oh, hello.
I did not see you there.Ā
Saying āyou donāt have anything to be depressed about, your life is greatā is like saying āwhat do you mean you have asthma? there is loads of air in here.ā
something my 13 year old nephew said to my mum after she claimed I had no reason to be suffering from depression, I repeat, he is THIRTEEN.Ā
I feel so... out of place.
All the time.
Artwork progress for the new single āF**Kā by THE CXDE, now available on Apple music.
lucyintheskywithaliens:
[Text: Goddess] Perhaps we dismissed it as a phase.
[Text: Goddess] No. It is fine. letās wait until i hear back from the council. i will keep you updated.
[Text: Goddess] I do not feel these virtual kisses but i send you my heart? <3 did that work?
[Text: Goddess] i think so. what is it?
[text: Wifey] Alright, lemme know.Ā [text: Wifey] Aww, I do feel your heart, it totally worked.Ā [text: Wifey] (the point of the virtual kisses/hearts is to imagine it babe) [text: Wifey] Oh itās like a type of fighting that involves a few different styles I guess? To me it looks like a free for all. I donāt know a ton about it, seeing as I kind of am the peace and love type hereā¦Ā
[text: Goddess] I have to imagine the kisses? Like when you write a letter?
[text: Goddess]Ā šĀ šĀ šĀ į¦Ā ā
[text: Goddess] I am doing this right?
[text: Goddess] I see. Fighting for money seems a little dishonourable, especially with my training and abilities. I do not think it is a good idea. But I am unsure of what other job I could do.Ā
āI heart you.ā - xaviniamnot human exchange student AU?
āBe serious, cāmon.āĀ
Xavin shook her head quickly.
āIām not sure that would help much. Particularly at home. I hold a high position. I canāt simply ignore people.ā
She sighed softly, taking another bite of her food as she thought of what to say.Ā āIām sorry, I guess Iām really not helping. Maybe you will be an important figure of change though, because of your position.ā
āDo you think so? I have always felt... a little on the outside. However, it was fun to watch the other boys faces when we were training. Whenever I beat them, they got so mad.ā she began to laugh and then kissed Karolinaās shoulder.Ā
[Text: Goddess] none of my earth data spoke about these cellular machines but yes it is easy to communicate
[Text: Goddess] I still think you should try my ear chip. the process is simple.
[Text: Goddess] why are we picture in this? does everyone picture in their cellulars?
[Text: Goddess] M M A fight-ing. someone said i should do it. there is money involved? it sounds very full on.
[Text: Wifey] Sounds like the skrulls need to update their data, because cellphones have been around at least for like 15 years.
[Text: Wifey] Iām not sure, honey⦠maybe we can try it for a bit and see how I adjust.
[Text: Wifey] Yes, everyone has pictures and emojis on their phones these days. Theyāre fun and useful. I can send you virtual kisses! -3- -3-
[Text: Wifey] Ohhh. I think that means Mixed Martial Arts? And I imagine thereās Ā leagues and stuff to make money out of it, so yeah.Ā
[Text: Goddess] Perhaps we dismissed it as a phase.
[Text: Goddess] No. It is fine. letās wait until i hear back from the council. i will keep you updated.
[Text: Goddess] I do not feel these virtual kisses but i send you my heart? <3 did that work?
[Text: Goddess] i think so. what is it?
Iāve been trying to think of a good term for the āweepy movies about tragic queer people aimed at straight audiencesā subgenre, and I think Iāve got it:
dead gays for the straight gaze
eh? eh??
queers die for the straight eye
SO YOOOO who wants to learn why this is a thing because the history is actually really fascinating and ties into some of my favorite shit ever?
Okay, so like, back in the mid-twentieth century, when being queer was still totally a crime everywhere in the United States, queer writers started working in pulp fictionāstarting with Vin Packer (she is awesome)āand writing pulps to tellĀ our stories.
So one day over lunch, her editor asks her, āHey, Vin, whatās the story you most want to write?ā
And she goes, āWell, Iād like to write a love story about lesbians because Iām, you know, gay.ā
He says, āHey, thatās awesome, I will publish it. One thing, though, the homosexuality has to end badly and the main character has to realize she was never gay in the first place. We canāt seem to support homosexuality. I donāt actually think thatās cool, but the government will literally seize our book shipments and destroy them on the basis of the books being āobsceneā if you donāt, so if we want this story actually out there, and not burning in a bonfire somewhere, itās what you gotta do.ā
So Vin goes home and writes Spring Fire, the book that launched the entire lesbian pulp genre. And while one character ends up in an insane asylum and the other ends up realizing she never loved her at all, itās massively successful, and queer women everywhere snap it up and celebrate quietly in their closets across the nation because HOLY SHIT THEREāS A BOOK ABOUT ME? IāM NOT ALONE and it starts a huge new genre.
But: every publisher is subject to those same government censorship rules, so every story has to end unhappily for the queer characters, or else the book will never see the light of day. So, even though lesbian pulp helps solidify the queer civil rights movement, itās having to do so subversively or else itāll end up on the chopping block.
So blah blah blah, this goes on for about twenty years, until finally in the seventies the censorship laws get relaxed, and people can actually start queer publishing houses! Yay! But the lesbian pulps, in the form theyād been known previously, basically start dying out.
MEANWHILE, OVER IN JAPAN! Yuri, or the āgirls loveā genre in manga, starts to emerge in the 1970s, and even starts dealing with trans characters in the stories. But, because of the same social mores that helped limit American lesbian pulp, the stories in Japan similarly must end in tragedy or else bad shit will go down for the authors and their books. Once more: tragic ends are the only way to see these stories published rather than destroyed.
The very first really successful yuri story has a younger, naive girl falling into a relationship with an older, more sophisticated girl, but the older girl ends up dying in the end, and subsequent artists/writers repeated the formula until it started getting subverted in the 1990sāagain, twenty years later.
And to begin with cinema followed basically the same path as both lesbian pulps and yuri: when homosexuality is completely unacceptable in society, characters die or their stories otherwise end in tragedy, just to get the movies made, and a few come along to subvert that as things evolve.
But unlike the books and manga before them, even though queer people have become sightly more openly accepted, movies are stuck in a loop. See, pulps and yuri are considered pretty disposable, so they were allowed to evolve basically unfettered by concerns of being artistic or important enough to justify their existence, but film is considered art, and especially in snooty film critic circles, tragedy=art.
Since we, in the Western world, put films given Oscar nods on a pedestal, and Oscar nods go to critical darlings rather than boisterous blockbusters (the film equivalent of pulps, basically), and critics loooove their tragedy porn, filmmakers create queer stories that are tragic and ~beautiful~ that win awards that then inspire more queer stories that are tragic and ~beautiful~ until the market is oversaturated with this bullshit.
The Crying Game? Critical darling, tragic trans character.
Philadelphia? Critical darling, tragic gay character.
Brokeback Mountain? Critical darling, tragic queer (? not totally sure if theyād consider themselves gay or bi, tbh?) characters.
And so on and so on VOILA, we now have a whole genre of tragedy porn for straight people, that started out as validation for us and sometimes even manages to slip some more through the cracks occasionally, but got co-opted by pretentious ~literary~ types. While tragic ends made these stories more acceptable to begin with, and in the mid-to-late nineties that started getting subverted a little bit (Chasing Amy, But Iām a Cheerleader), eventually that became the point, as more straight audiences started consuming these narratives and got all attached to the feels they got from the ~beauty of our pain~.
Queer history is crucial
[Text: Goddess] many people seem to not be able to live without this
[Text: Goddess] I wanted to participate in this part of your culture
[Text: Goddess] what was your second instant message?
[Text: Goddess] also what is M M A ?
[text: Wifey] yeah, itās become a huge thing, though we didnāt have them some time ago. I wouldnāt know though, Iām a child of this century.
[text: Wifey] Plus arenāt you happy now we can communicate way easier?Ā
[text: Wifey] It was an emoji! little images to communicate feelings and such.Ā
[text: Wifey] MMA?Ā
[Text: Goddess] none of my earth data spoke about these cellular machines but yes it is easy to communicate
[Text: Goddess] I still think you should try my ear chip. the process is simple.
[Text: Goddess] why are we picture in this? does everyone picture in their cellulars?
[Text: Goddess] M M A fight-ing. someone said i should do it. there is money involved? it sounds very full on.
āI heart you.ā - xaviniamnot human exchange student AU?
āBe serious, cāmon.āĀ
āItās not really⦠simple. Some people find it strange, bizarre, unnatural. Even when I go home, there are people there that hate me for it. People I grew up with.ā She took a large bite and sighed.Ā āNot much I can do though.ā
āBut you found people who do, and thatās a start.ā She pecked the otherās cheek softly, leading the way to a nearby bench to sit before she took the first bite of her food.Ā āMaybe you should let them go, and if they realize their mistake, theyāll contact you again.āĀ
Xavin shook her head quickly.
āIām not sure that would help much. Particularly at home. I hold a high position. I canāt simply ignore people.ā