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[xbadusernameherex]

reminder that I’m still alive! Just thanks to a very heavy school schedule I’m roleplaying on Discord.  DM for the user if yall would like it <33  Miss everyone and hope yall are doing well! 

[xbadusernameherex]

still mostly writing on discord but I just wanna wish yall a wonderful esc for those who are watching.  ^-^ @leschanceux and I are liveblogging to each other hahahah

[xbadusernameherex]

still around, just more roleplaying on Discord than Tumblr rn.  It’s easier for me to keep up with while in school.  If you would like to write with me on there hmu in im’s and I’ll give you my discord!

[xbadusernameherex]

still around, just more roleplaying on Discord than Tumblr rn.  It’s easier for me to keep up with while in school.  If you would like to write with me on there hmu in im’s and I’ll give you my discord!

[xbadusernameherex]

Still here, just very much getting my ass kicked by school haha - It's easier to get in touch with me on Discord and if you've tried before and I didn't respond - pls try again. My ADHD means I see it and then forgot I didnt reply to it. kjfghjksf. If you would like my discord pls feel free to message!

[xbadusernameherex]

Still here, just very much getting my ass kicked by school haha - It's easier to get in touch with me on Discord and if you've tried before and I didn't respond - pls try again. My ADHD means I see it and then forgot I didnt reply to it. kjfghjksf. If you would like my discord pls feel free to message!

[xbadusernameherex]

cosmosreign​:

         ❝  i thought you would have realized this, you’re far too important to the Resistance to be killed just yet.  ❞   as bothersome as she was making herself to be, Kaen knew that he had the greatest bargaining chip in his arsenal at the moment with her as his prisoner. the Resistance would surely know that their beloved General was captured by now, and he planned to use their desperation against them, in time.

         whether he used her as a means to get them to surrender or finally and absolutely crush their hope was something he was still debating on. Kaen had half a mind to use her as bait, but what she says next does strike his interest.   ❝  joining me would be in the best interest for survival, yours and theirs.  ❞   theirs meaning her beloved group of rebels.   ❝  but i had thought destroying them while we watched would be a better idea.  ❞   now the seed had been planted, the Sith Lord would wait to see which event would happen first.   ❝  but, in the end, the choice is entirely up to you, General Organa.  ❞

         thick-soled boots fall heavily on the ground, echoing off the walls of the interrogation room as Kaen steps away from the chair the General was bound to.   ❝  while you think it over, there are some other, more pressing matters to attend to.  ❞

“Bold of you to assume I’m willing to sell out for their survival or mine.”  Leia mused, unflinching even as he suggested something that would absolutely hurt her - but she’d been through that already, hadn’t she?  She could do it again.  Leia had been willing to die for the cause at nineteen, that wouldn’t change now.  And one thing she knew was that even if they were killed off, there would always be someone willing to step to the plate.  People who would see their sacrifice and pick up the torch in their stead, even if it took time - just as her father and the others had rebelled in the first place.  “You’re boring me, Ben.  But very well, go attend to your more pressing matters.”

She’d sit there and wait.  Leia could only hope the resistance wouldn’t be stupid enough to send everyone and just send a team if it was viable.  Holdo would be smart about it, and if they couldn’t come get her - well, she’d make a hell of a martyr now wouldn’t she?  They’d know she’d expect the Resistance would come first, but either way the more she distracted him the more time they also had to make sure they were in a secure place.

[xbadusernameherex]

cosmosreign​:

         flesh hand cards through soft, brown locks. always careful to use last remaining limb when comforting his daughter, not the artfully constructed prosthetic of his left hand. they were both his hands, but the mechanics always made him feel more machine than man, and that was not the image he wanted his daughter to see him in. it was hard, especially with how close he came to needed more machinery in order to SURVIVE after Mustafar. to the rest of the Empire, he had no qualms about his image as a tall, cold, formidable man in a lifeless, nightmarish mask. but not her, he tried so hard to forge a warm figure for his daughter despite the anger and hatred that burned within him for everything else.

         Vader looked down at his daughter quiet request, warmth blooming in his chest like every time she expressed trust in him.   ❝  of course, starlight.  ❞   he replied softly, leaning down to place a kiss at the crown of her head. the Sith would shield her mind that night, keep the dreams and fears at bay. as he would never allow harm to come to her in the waking world, he would do whatever it took to protect her in the dream world as well.   ❝  let me step to the ‘fresher real quick to get changed.  ❞   he spoke as he stood, gently ushering her to his bunk so he could grab his sleep clothes from his dresser.

Leia could not and never would see him like that.  Vader had succeeded in making sure he was a warm place for her to fall, for her to vent her frustrations and fears to without worry of repercussion.  If there was one thing she could depend on in this harsh world they lived in, it was her father always keeping her safe and loved.  His prosthetics were just that - prosthetics that helped her father move around.  Leia had been thinking up improvements on them since she was small, even.

She leaned into the affection and offered him a soft smile, nodding and heading off to his bunk as she’d already been in her sleep clothes.  Leia tucked herself into the bed, picking her preferred side which was close to the wall of the quarters they shared.  Once he came back ready for bed, she held her arms out to him with far more sweetness than one might expect out of the already fierce daughter of Darth Vader.

[lexpxrdus]

@xbadusernameherex continued! - 

“Yeah, I wanted to talk to you about a top-up of my wolfsbane potion supply?” The full moon was coming soon, after all, and Regulus was so close by…

[xbadusernameherex]

Regulus turned to smile at the man who had become like a brother to him.  “Remus, I keep a full stock of it in the workshop just in case.  Come on, I’ll grab you some, it’s already made and ready.”  He threw an arm around him and started for his father’s old workshop he’d made into his own to complete the dragonpox cure.   “You got anybody to be with you?  My schedule is wide open.”  They were adults now and things could be hectic, so sometimes they had to take shifts - and Regulus had managed to become an animagus himself after graduating with the sole purpose of helping out there.

[asleepinawell]

rest in pieces, holden’s ****

[xbadusernameherex]

cosmosreign​:

         patience won by dark enlightenment holds what would’ve been an instinctive response to lash out with the Force by the man before, when the Light still clouded his mind and weakened his soul. Darth Kaen merely remains silent, his Knights following in his example as they ignored the chattering woman. he ruthlessly squashes the remnants of a scared boy that was affronted by the General’s actions, and all is calm and silent once more in the Sith Lord. gloved hand curls around the back of the interrogation chair as he slowly comes around to her side, narrowed eyes regard her behind chrome-lined visor.

         ❝  are you quite finished, G e n e r a l?  ❞   the Sith Lord stated shortly, not waiting for an answer.   ❝  normally such mindless babble would suggest that you realize your situation is hopeless, but if memory serves me well, you were always one to cling to hope. even when it wasn’t there.  ❞   there had to be another reason she was doing this, aside from trying to get a rise out of him. she was smarter than that.

“I’m never finished, sweetheart.”  Leia said calmly, smiling over at him and keeping her intentions hidden - the more she kept him busy, the more time she had to escape or for someone to find her.  “Seeing as you haven’t stated your intentions nor have you killed me, I thought I’d merely fill the silence.”  A huff of a laugh left her and she turned her gaze forward again.

“But what can I say?  It’s difficult to be scared of a little boy I remember running around naked because he disliked clothes.”  She’d witnessed her entire planet blow up, seen his father encased in carbonite, led soldiers into battle, served as a senator during the time of the Galactic Empire and lied directly to Vader’s face about the plans for the death star - General Leia Organa-Solo was made of steel and did not frighten easily.  Never had, never would.  

She worried for her son, but she refused to give in that easily.  “But - let me take a wild guess.  You want me to join you.  Not nearly as original as you think you are - Vader wanted the same from your uncle.”

[cosmosreign-a]

@xbadusernameherex​ said: “ how long have you been here? ” (Shane @ Uncle Dyn)

         ❝  been where? this planet? not long. i arrived from Mandalore shortly after i got the transmission from General Organa.  ❞   he’d received said transmission almost a week after Shane made it to the Resistance after escaping from the First Order. the message had said to wait, give Shane time, but Dyn had waited as as long as he could stand before making his way out there. the aging Mandalorian too concerned over his long lost nephew to wait any longer, he had to see him for himself — and for his mother’s sake.   ❝  if you meant how long have i been standing here, not long either. thought you could use some company.  ❞

[xbadusernameherex]

The general had claimed to recognize him from a scar on his face from a fall he’d taken as a child.  She’d met him and his mother very briefly, apparently - but his kidnapping had left a lasting memory.  Shane wasn’t sure how he felt about knowing he’d been missed.  It was - comforting, but also distressing.  He almost felt like if he’d had no one to miss him, it would have been better.  At least then wouldn’t be worried about a family he’d only just found out he had or mourning more things the first order had stolen from him.

General Organa had figured out he was force sensitive and got him on a practice regime, which had helped be a distraction for awhile.  The former stormtrooper had been practicing levitating a ball with the force when he heard the man approach.  Catching the ball, he looked over and processed everything pretty quickly.  “You must be Dyn, then.  I’m told you’re my uncle.”  Shane murmured, frowning.  His force signature was familiar, and a long-lost memory flashed before him of a cousin he used to play with.  Grogu. “Does the name Grogu mean anything to you?  For some reason...I associate that with your force signature.”

[xbadusernameherex]

ben: -rests his chin on shane's head-

“You have about three seconds to knock that off before I make you shorter than me.”  

[xbadusernameherex]

cosmosreign​:

         ❝  i must say, this is quite impressive.  ❞   though his tone was appreciative, Kaen still had his suspicions. this was a rather convenient time for the old criminal to pop up out of the woodwork, turned to the dark side with the Force user he’d been after in tow. yellow eyes roamed over the unconscious form of the girl shown in the holo, head cocking to the side. he had to say, if Gabe had really taken her down, his skill must be greater than he’d originally thought. Rey was a powerful Force user, and that was in part the reason why he wanted her on his side.

         ❝  i’m afraid my current location is classified, but if you truly wish to bring her to me and make an alliance, i can send someone to retrieve you both.  ❞   the Knights would be the best option, as his most trusted and most capable.

Gabriel had anticipated as such and had told Rey to sell it until he said the code word they’d decided on.  His saber on his belt - he’d bled his kyber crystal with the intent to heal it later and apologize deeply - Rey would take it from him the moment they went into action.  It would be a test for them both, but they needed to get Ben back.  

An impressed expression crossed his features and he smirked, the very picture of a criminal who was proud of his nephew’s caution.  “I would expect nothing less, Lord Kaen.  Here are my coordinates.”  A click of a button and he sent the coordinates over to his nephew.  Gabriel and Rey were on some outer rim planet - far from any resistance bases and in a hideout of his that even Han hadn’t known about.

“I will await the transport you send.”

[cosmosreign-a]

@xbadusernameherex​ said: “Who did this to you?” (Nat @ Han)

         ❝  oh, this? this is nothing. you should see the other guy.  ❞   Han chuckled gruffly, gently wiping at the cut on his forehead.

[xbadusernameherex]

“Uh huh.”  The aging mandalorian gestured to a nearby chair.  “Sit down, before I sic my kid on you.  And we both know he’ll be far more of a pain in the ass than I am.” 

[xbadusernameherex]

cosmosreign​:

         Ben looked up at Shane with a little reluctance, dark eyes mapping the plane of his features. trailing his hand across Shane’s middle before curling around his waist, pulling him closer so he could brush his forehead against his.   ❝  it really is nothing, just… a dream i had last night.  ❞   even after everything, his voice still haunted him.   ❝  good things don’t usually follow me, i just… i don’t want anything to happen to you.  ❞

Shane gladly let himself be pulled closer, moving to just sit in Ben’s lap so he could hold him better and curling his arms around his neck and happily pressing his forehead to his boyfriend’s.  “It’s not nothing if it bothers you this much, Ben.”

Smoothing one hand down his back, the mandalorian pushed his other hand into Ben’s hair.  “I can’t promise that nothing will ever happen, because that’s a factor of the world we live in and to promise that would be a lie - as I’m sure you’re well aware.  But.”  He leaned back a little and cradled Ben’s cheek in his hand, stroking his thumb over the man’s cheekbone.   “Why don’t we see what we can do to make you feel better?  Maybe I don’t go fighting anywhere without you with me for awhile, stick to working in the infirmary for the most part.  Anything else that might make you feel a bit more secure about my safety?”  Shane didn’t want Ben to worry and as a medic, he could afford to step back a little. 

[protectxthem]

@xbadusernameherex asked: “I want the K” (Gabe and Boba, whatever one you feel works best tbh uwu)

send me two characters and “I want the K” and I’ll generate a number for them! | Accepting

14: Forehead Kiss

Boba’s eating when Gabe enters the room. Boba nods a hello at him before going back to eating. He smiles when he feels Gabe’s lips on his forehead. “Someone’s in a good mood.” Boba chuckles with a grin.

[xbadusernameherex]

The criminal just grinned and sat down close to him, his thigh more or less touching Boba’s.  “How could I not be with you here, hm?”  Gabe asked, stealing a bit of the bounty hunter’s food with a cheeky smile.  “How’d you sleep, handsome?”