I can’t do it.
Anxiety and depression have been hitting me hardcore lately.
Doesn’t help that I keep seeing duplicates repeatedly on my dash.
Feeling inferior and like my friends don’t even need me here or on my other blogs.
I can’t even focus to write funny things or send meme responses.
The duplicates of muses I rp beat me to it and just fuel my anxiety every time.
Blocking the duplicate blogs does nothing to make them leave my dash and tumblrs little filter thing stopped working so I can’t make them just go away.
I don’t know what to do anymore and I’m slowing losing grip on any of my muses I rp. If I can even say that considering I’ve barely had any interactions across any of my blogs.
A friend suggested I should break from this fandom and rp elsewhere in a different one to help my mental health and help me feel wanted again but I honestly don’t know what to do because I’m afraid what’s happened here will just follow me.
Tell me to shut up, unfollow me, or whatever, I’m too much of a mess to really care.
