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Alisa U Zemlji Chuda

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i don't do bad sauce passes
Claire Keane
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NASA

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Jules of Nature
One Nice Bug Per Day
$LAYYYTER
Cosimo Galluzzi
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Sweet Seals For You, Always
KIROKAZE
occasionally subtle
Three Goblin Art
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New Year, Still Me. But I’m Trying.
Yeah so… I’m aware I pretty much never post anything on here anymore. My bad 🤷🏻♀️. I have a habit of going through intense phases of obsession and then just… not… obsessing anymore. I know sometimes that affects me socially and by extension, the people I meet during these bouts of manic hyper fixation. Apologies.
But that’s not the point of this post. I just wanted somewhere other than my therapist’s office to say this. Maybe it’ll help hold me accountable. Every 6 months, I have to re-sign my therapy paperwork, grade my mental health improvement or decline, and re-establish my goals (for therapy, for my life, whatever). I had that appt last week. Aside from the goal of being less of a bipolar hot mess, I never usually commit to anything else. I don’t like doing New Year’s resolutions either. But, given the timing of the new year and this particular appt, I guess you could say I did make a resolution.
So I make this post so that maybe someone else will help hold me to it? Or I’m just having a weird moment and I’ll delete this in a couple days when I come out of whatever space my head is currently in.
Now. The resolution I made for myself for this year. It’s small. Doing this kind of shit is hard for me. In the past, if I’ve tried to set a goal, I’ve done what most people do and set an unrealistic expectation, a goal too big, way out of reach for someone who doesn’t like being told what to do. So I made a goal easily attainable and likely to surpass if I don’t falter.
Read atleast 12 books by the end of the year.
Simple enough. It breaks down to 2 books a month which is more than reasonable. Even if I was someone who HATED reading, this would be doable. And for the record, I don’t hate reading. I enjoy it. It just happens that I enjoy sleeping, video games, and TV/movies/YouTube more.
So 24 books in 12 months. Atleast. That’s the keyword really. Atleast. If I’m enjoying a book, I can finish it in a week or so (taking maybe a half hour-45 mins out of each day to read). If I am absolutely loving a book, I’ll finish it in 3 days (simply because there are other life necessities that take precedence over “downtime” activities). The biggest problem I have is if I am working my way through a tv series or playing through a certain game, putting the controller down is hard.
The good news is, I’ve finished my two books for January. And considering I only officially set this goal a week ago (and picked up a book for the first time in what feels like forever a couple-ish weeks before that), I’d say I’m doing pretty good.
I’ve got stacks of TBR so I’m not short on resources to accomplish my goal. (I am not a bookworm, I am a book dragon. I love to hoard books. 😅) But suggestions are always welcome. I love supernatural/magic, horror, cozy mystery, and questionably moral dark romance. A biography is acceptable every now and then, too (especially autobiographies).
I will not be keeping track via GoodReads or any other site/app. Mostly because a decent portion of my TBR is advanced reader copies so they are not listed. I’m simply making a list in my phone’s notes app as I go. Title, author, start and end dates. If this post remains by the end of the year, maybe I’ll add my read list to it. Assuming anyone cares then.
That’s all I had to say. So… kbye.
Twitter fuckin sucks these days and i’m THIS close to just shutting it down, so I came back here. Don’t make me regret it!
So it’s been 2 hours without TikTok and it feels weird. Like what about my 2 hours doomscrolls before bed? You mean I actually have to try to sleep? What am I supposed to do when I 💩 now? I don’t wanna go back to reading shampoo bottles and trying to find patterns in my ceiling tiles. 😂😅🥲😕😖😫😭
I got a Facebook friend request about two months ago from someone using my name. I never accepted the request and just moved on with my life not thinking anything of it beyond it’s probably a spambot or scammer type thing where if I accepted the request it’d put a virus on my phone or some shit. Apparently it was a real human. Why they thought I’d ever accept a friend request from someone using my name is beyond me but okay.
Well, I was using my Messenger just now and saw I had unopened requests. That rando apparently messaged me repeatedly (time stamp was actually the day BEFORE I got the friend request). And I just… like what? 🤨
Today sucked.
happy birthday to me
Seth & Drew breaking character for a wholesome moment (Wrestlemania XL)
Someone please explain to me why I can have a serious conversation with my (month shy of) 10 year old son about mental health and he takes it seriously, genuinely trying to understand and contribute to the conversation but when I try to talk to my 41 year old husband about it, either the lights are on and no one’s home or he gets annoyed/angry. 🤦🏻♀️
11:30pm. Husband wakes up. Comes out to the living room where I am peacefully enjoying my shows. “Did he (our almost 10yo son) leave his Switch out here? I swear I keep hearing button clicking. Keeps waking me up.” We check the dock, Switch is not in it. We sneak back to his bedroom and before he has time to fake it, I catch him scrambling to hide something under his blanket and pretend to be asleep. Boy, you are not a back sleeper, I know you’re faking. “Don’t play with me. Hand it over.” He slowly hands the game over and we tell him to go to sleep and he’s grounded from the Switch. I check the thing. He was watching YouTube videos with the screen brightness all the way down and volume barely up. Little shit.
WE NEED A TIRAMISU DRAWER IN THE KITCHEN!!!!!
OMG YES I NEED THIS TOO!
This hurts. 💔💔💔
Please no😭