#Namaste!

An aspiring beam of light. Amateur-ish in everything. -Y.A

[xcapologist]

What others do while their fav team plays the WC: Yaaaassssss!!! Vamoooos!!!! Goooooal!!!!!

What I do when my team plays the WC: *sleeps while the match is going on because anxiety and then wakes up in the middle of the night to check the score*

[xcapologist]

There's still 10 mins for the match and I'm freaking out. Argentina please don't let me down and play as a whole team without depending on the man

Argentina VS Croatia

[xcapologist]

Who with me for an award show immediately after the world cup? Cause some of the players really deserve an award for best acting skills

[xcapologist]

What a goaaaaal by Senegal!!!! The goalie of Poland is such a dumbass?

[xcapologist]

Men don't do drama? I beg to differ. Watch the Brazil vs Switzerland match

[xcapologist]

Are y'all playing let's push each other or football?! Ugh!

Brazil VS Switzerland

[xcapologist]

Me whose not an Argentine/German/Mexican

Not upset anymore about Argentina not doing well yesterday after watching Germany VS Mexico😂

[xcapologist]

If only our careers were as easy to make as our profiles on social media - Y.A

[xcapologist]

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[halleebarely]

Reblog to save a life.

[xcapologist]

[hjarta-deactivated20260124]

India's gay prince opens palace to the LGBT community

A gay Indian prince has opened up his 15-acre palace grounds to vulnerable LGBT people and is said to be constructing more buildings to house visitors. Prince Manvendra Singh Gohil, who is the son and probable heir of the Maharaja of Rajpipla in Gujarat in western India, will run the centre with his organisation The Lakshya Trust. The royal, who was ostracised by his family after coming out publically in 2006, started the community based organisation to support gay men and educate people about the prevention of HIV/Aids.

“I want to give people social and financial empowerment, so eventually people who want to come out won’t be affected. They will have their own social security system. It won’t make a difference if they are disinherited.” His name is Prince Manvendra Singh Gohil.

[babashookethed]

Everyone who reblogs this before New Years (11:59 PM 12/31/17)

will be given a small art piece based off of their blog! (Well a photo over Tumblr of it but it’ll be good quality)

And I mean EVERYONE as long as it’s before the end date! Reblog fast for cute art things!

[xcapologist]

Would I tell I’m a good person?

Would I agree if some told me I’m pretty or funny or smart?

No, I sure as hell wouldn’t.

Why you ask me? I sigh.

It’s just too much

I can’t make a good judge of myself

I’m this and I’m that, nonsense!

Heck, I’m don’t even know myself.

I don’t know why I get so anxious to pick calls and say hello

I don’t know why I change my wallpapers 10 times a day

I don’t know why I cant eat when I’m sad

Or why I’m always in search of music, like nothing can ever satisfy me

I don’t know why a book makes me feel a thousand emotions where as in real life I can mask them perfectly

I don’t know why I cant stay in contact with people,

texting, calling, meeting? Nope, social anxiety

I don’t know why I talk so bluntly to the one I love

And the strangers who bully me? Oh, I’m suddenly dumb

Why does a small piece of art in any form rips my heart into a million pieces and makes me feel happy and depressed at the same time?

And why I’m I so depressed when I’m capable of spreading positivity and believe I can move mountains

Why, oh, why I dream so much when I know I’m hopeless and I don’t stand a chance.

Why do I walk the way I walk or sleep the way I sleep?

Why do I have to feel everything so intensely but never able to express anything I feel?

Why am I this insecure? I don’t know dude. I just don’t know.

So I really don’t blame you my love, I don’t blame you for not getting me. I don’t blame you for all the misunderstandings.

It’s just me. I’m flawed as hell and a terrible person.

Sorry I’m a mess and sorry you chose me.

Sorry I disappoint you and SORRY FOR BEING ME!

[xcapologist]

Will the lights ever guide me home? This darkness seems to be perpetual!

[xcapologist]

Some how she managed to blend in the darkness because that's where she belonged

[xcapologist]

Atleast I have music

-every lonely person ever