Fuckin' Catastrophic

People fail me time and time again. // Claudia Eileen. //

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The possibilities of dark places my mind takes me are endless. It's terrifying.

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I've been so insistent on being everyone else's light that now I'm drowning in darkness alone.

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Drunk me talks alot about how much life isn't worth it happily and it's terrifying.

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Doubt kills more dreams than failure ever will.

Suzy Kassem (via syntacked)

Tonight I got drunk.

Very drunk.

The first time since you left me.

And I laughed. I smiled. I texted the person who wouldn't sleep until I was home safe.

I ventured home by myself.

I made comments I'll regret in the morning.

I laughed hard as I ran into doorknobs. I gushed my dumb feelings knowing very well I'd regret it in the morning.

Tonight felt good.

Tonight felt like tomorrow was achievable. Tonight felt like tomorrow was within reach.

Tonight I didn't get a goodnight until I was safe in bed.

Tonight was different than my many yesterdays.

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Think globally, act locally. 🌎

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Today I found out one of my coworker's sister is brain dead in intensive care. He has been at work every day through the ordeal, smiling and joking and being stubborn as always. Perspective man. Slaps you in the face when you need it.

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What a beautiful day.

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Today I miss you a little more than I did yesterday.

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Let it hurt. Work through the hurt. Learn from it. Don't avoid it.

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I want to figure out how to love myself and I want you to love yourself. That's the only way this could ever be healthy. Right now all the best in me is you and it hurts.

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Nothing will change unless you make changes.

I want to revert, but I know how unhealthy that'll continue to make us.

I'm sorry.

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where’s my oscar for acting like i’m not falling apart 

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I'm not afraid to admit my life feels empty without you, but I'm strong enough to know the need to change that.

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I hate that this still effects me this bad even knowing how irreversible it is. If the anxiety would just subside I would be perfectly okay.

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Nightmares and nausea.