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welcome to my mind palace! he/they (ftm), 23, spreading the trans rinsagi agenda. OCCASIONAL NSFW. read my fics on ao3 :))

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okay i'm on a roll this week so a hugoloki piece is also coming on my ao3 in the next few days!!

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what is the science behind not writing for months and then all of a sudden putting down 10k words in a day when you daydream about the right au? because i'd like to know

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delayed gratification

a drabble to celebrate the fact that chapter 351 of the blue lock manga is going to live rent free in my head for years

rating: general audiences | rinsagi (itoshi rin/isagi yoichi) | canon compliant, manga spoilers, short & sweet, the yoga room strikes again

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Lowly, Rin asks him, "Why won't you just leave me the fuck alone?"

A tiny smile forms on Yoichi's lips. "That isn't an option."

read here!

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a very short canonverse rinsagi oneshot is coming today or tomorrow :)

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isagi's face here (and his little "huh?") makes me laugh because that is the face of a man who just realized he's not getting fucked tonight

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finally graduated with my master's degree yesterday!! naturally i'm most excited about having time to catch up on bllk & write fic again...perhaps a little something for hugoloki week....

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read the gachiakuta manga to celebrate getting a thesis defense date and i can't stop thinking about zanka follo and jabber throuple. the bdsm dynamic potential between those three is insane because you have inferiority complex (self-pity), inferiority complex (self-hatred) and inferiority complex (masochism) all put together

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what if the multiple times janka have fought each other makes their jinkis resonate? as in they become so familiar with each other's souls (anima) they accidentally form a soul bond that lets them start climbing into each other's dreams... first by accident and then intentionally...

ironically enough zanka is probably the first to realize that jabber isn't just a figment of his imagination (and is there in as literal a sense you can get when you're projecting your consciousness into someone else's head) because of how in tune he is with his own jinki. jabber probably doesn't realize it's real for a very long time or until zanka lets something slip. this au makes for some very yummy thoughts...

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i have many t4t janka thoughts but i think they might be too explicit for this website

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400 lux (and i like you)

happy new year! personally, i'm celebrating with isrn and dreaming of summer's dearly missed warmth.

rating: mature | isarin (isagi yoichi/itoshi rin) | canon divergence (no blue lock), summer romance, trans itoshi rin, car sex, developing relationship

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His house is empty in the summer. His parents work incessant overtime, Sae is on another continent, and Rin has nothing to do but football and Isagi Yoichi. That isn't a sufficient explanation as to how, exactly, he ends up agreeing to skinny dip in the ocean at two in the morning, but it's a start.

read here!

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drafting a new rinsagi project and lord have mercy these two are terrible flirts. they're truly a match made in heaven because they're both awful enough to match each other's freaks especially in meet cute aus where they don't know each other that well. nothing makes me smile wider than when isagi decides very early on that he can't fix rin but he can absolutely make him worse

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thinking about isagi's canonical thigh kink and how it explains a lot about his obsession with rin because have you seen that man's legs? it probably keeps him up at night

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boyfriend has been watching heated rivalry while i grade exams and very excitedly reported to me that the first name plot point of ltoss appears in the show which i find genuinely hilarious

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the best kind of enemies, worst kind of friends

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i hope that my use of em dashes in my prose is so profoundly unsettling and unusual that you know for a fact there's no way i could've used ai to write any part of it