[worthless-mess]

Nothing hurts more than your favorite person turning into a life lesson

[lobotomyscars]

should have died at 15 but now it's too late and i have dishes to do

[wildwitchymama]

This is disturbingly relatable

[savemerina]

@savemerina on instagram <3

reposts only okay with credit!

[dissociative-anesthesia]

[nothus-ex-lnferno-deactivated20]

i can't believe i'm real i hate this

[exitwound]

i don’t even know what to do. every single day i don’t even know what to do

[coffin-sick]

even on tumblr i’m the quiet kid that sits in the corner and doesn’t really know anyone

[cybergirlfriend-deactivated2022]

i hate that im sensitive and jealous and stupid and quiet and ugly and annoying 

[spithate]

My love language is when I’m his first choice and he’s obsessed with me

[pinkglitterbunnies]

I want to just destroy everything, fuck everything up as badly as possible, push everyone away until I have no one and everyone I know hates me. But I also lose my fucking shit the second things actually start to go wrong, the second I even think somebody might actually be leaving me it hurts so much I can barely breathe.

I also want to get into a routine again, excel at everything I do, be the best again. Actually put the work in, study for hours everyday, exercise everyday, restrict my eating. Be the person everyone knows as the perfectionist, as the freakishly skinny girl, as the one who you don’t even have to ask how they did on the test because you know they got a basically perfect score.

But my mentality switches between the two everyday, even every few hours, so I can’t get either of them done. I don’t actually do anything, I just lay in bed, have that energy boost every now and then and do something for a day or a few hours and then it stops again. I want to just sit and watch everything get destroyed again, feel everything slip away from my grasp.

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[horrrifiction]

sometimes I get a little sad by the fact that I'm fucking insane

[lovemeorleavemepls]

everything i experience is traumatizing because i’m ALREADY traumatized

[fairycosmos]

i was so angry at everything when i was 13. and i was right

[ashstfu]

no my friend, you don't have a crush. you have serious attachment issues and someone is giving you attention.

[loyaltyy]

@paeulini

[softyin]

imagine not being tired?? i could never