I feel like I've neglected my own Tumblr account which isn't even the case. I've stated why, I still love Jason Isaacs just not like on it and obsessed as I was. I still appreciate and love what he does. Still alot of stuff of his I've not yet seen. It's more I miss what was built from his community/fanbase that was at the time. All the people I got to talk to on here, and get to know even on a deeper level. We had a discord, thats basically dead. But the memories I'll always cherish.
life right now has been rough and not good but I'm doing the best I can for myself and the support of family members around me, my dear sweet mother who has been struggling with bad arthritis for more then a decade on and off. And at the end of last year a collapsed lung passed away 2 months after her birthday. At times I forget, and all I want is to speak with my mom, at times like these. I didn't have the best relationship with my dad after alot of back and forth, emotional neglect and stuff but we need each other more then ever. So in a way it's ok, I'll be ok. The grieving process is different for everybody. Just taking it one day at a time 💚
