Aster

My name's Aster. Time Lady from the planet Gallifrey in the constellation of Kasterborous. One of the few of us that survived. I'm looking for The Doctor. Not because of the reasons you may think. I need to meet him. So, if you see him around, point him in my direction. In the meantime, feel free to talk to me. I'm pretty nice usually. ((Independent RP. Want her story? Go and look at the link. RP with anyone. Side account to trustme11thedoctor.))

[xheneedstopayx]

talktothe11thdoctor started following you.

"You are?"

[journalofvoices]

“How old are you?”

“One thousand, five hundred and twelve. Regeneration seventeen.”

[xheneedstopayx]

"What regeneration were you in when you destroyed Gallifrey?"

[xheneedstopayx]

the-guardian-in-the-tardis started following xheneedstopayx

You're a Time Lady.

[xheneedstopayx]

“Who’s fault is it then?”

[thedream-ofdestruction-deactiva]

“Just don’t meet my mother.” 

[xheneedstopayx]

"Not planning to, sweetie."

[xheneedstopayx]

“You remind me of Glospin. He’s the guy who bullied Theta. Thought he would’ve raised you better than that. Did he ever tell you about that time he almost threw Delly off the edge of the mountain because the teacher made her sit next to him?”

[thedream-ofdestruction-deactiva]

“He…He wouldn’t do that.” she said as her eyes twitched.

“My father is a better man then that. And he raised me perfectly well. It’s not his fault I act like this.” she paused, struggling to decided rather to stay angry or not. “Plus, I never heard of this Glospin. Who the fuck is he?”

[xheneedstopayx]

"Who's fault is it then?"

[xheneedstopayx]

“Wouldn’t you like to know.”

“I didn’t escape it, Theta. Me and Delta got out before you went and used that thing. At least - that was what it was like from our point of view.”

[journalofvoices]

“Sort of why I asked.”

“You blame me. I can tell. You’re tensing. Isn’t that it? You blame me for what happened? Good. So do I.”

[xheneedstopayx]

"How old are you?"

[thedream-ofdestruction-deactiva]

“My anger?”

“My anger control is none of your damn business. I don’t have to put it under control or anything. To be honest this little dream girl has been slipping since day one in her nice little red TARDIS. Because of the drums. Can’t you hear them little smart smart?”

[xheneedstopayx]

“Maybe you’re more like Kos than I originally thought. But the drums can do that to anyone. Delly had them for a while. You should’ve seen her.”

[thedream-ofdestruction-deactiva]

“Auntie had the drums? Huh, that’s interesting. Really it is. But I could hardly give a time traveling fuck.”

[xheneedstopayx]

"You remind me of Glospin. He's the guy who bullied Theta. Thought he would've raised you better than that. Did he ever tell you about that time he almost threw Delly off the edge of the mountain because the teacher made her sit next to him?"

[xheneedstopayx]

“And I thought you were mature.”

[thedream-ofdestruction-deactiva]

“I mean look at me, I am anything but mature. Now you on the other had, I thought you had more gulls to face me. But like all the other Time Ladies I’ve seen your just a wuss.”

[xheneedstopayx]

“No. I’m just someone who can keep control of my anger.”

“I recommend that you give it a go.”

[thedream-ofdestruction-deactiva]

“My anger?”

“My anger control is none of your damn business. I don’t have to put it under control or anything. To be honest this little dream girl has been slipping since day one in her nice little red TARDIS. Because of the drums. Can’t you hear them little smart smart?”

[xheneedstopayx]

"Maybe you're more like Kos than I originally thought. But the drums can do that to anyone. Delly had them for a while. You should've seen her."

[xheneedstopayx]

“And I thought you were mature.”

[thedream-ofdestruction-deactiva]

“I mean look at me, I am anything but mature. Now you on the other had, I thought you had more gulls to face me. But like all the other Time Ladies I’ve seen your just a wuss.”

[xheneedstopayx]

"No. I'm just someone who can keep control of my anger."

"I recommend that you give it a go."

[journalofvoices]

“I am. Take a guess.”

“Right, hm… Companion? No, I don’t think so, they’re usually happier to see me… You don’t seem to be of Torchwood, else you’d be yelling for help…” His face dropped then and he looked her up and down.

“You’re from Gallifrey.”

[xheneedstopayx]

“That took less time than I was expecting.”

“Didn’t you fail most of the exams? You weren’t this clever before.”

[journalofvoices]

“I’ve always been clever.”

“How’d you escape the War? The Time Lock?”

[xheneedstopayx]

"Wouldn't you like to know."

"I didn't escape it, Theta. Me and Delta got out before you went and used that thing. At least - that was what it was like from our point of view."

[xheneedstopayx]

“That’s so cute.”

“I can bring Delly into any conversation I want, sweetie. She’s my best friend.”

[thedream-ofdestruction-deactiva]

“Don’t call me cute.”

“Really it is, I never heard the best friend line at all.” she said with sarcasm  “Seriously keep your whore mouth going, I swear I can still smell cum on your breath from the last guy you sucked off.”

[xheneedstopayx]

"And I thought you were mature."

[journalofvoices]

“I am. Take a guess.”

“Right, hm… Companion? No, I don’t think so, they’re usually happier to see me… You don’t seem to be of Torchwood, else you’d be yelling for help…” His face dropped then and he looked her up and down.

“You’re from Gallifrey.”

[xheneedstopayx]

"That took less time than I was expecting."

"Didn't you fail most of the exams? You weren't this clever before."

[xheneedstopayx]

“Oh, I can’t wait to see that.”

“Evidently you didn’t get that part from Theta. Sorry, who was your mother again? Adria? Adria… something? I might’ve liked you if you weren’t so intent on defending your father. You only see his good bits, sweetheart. You look past the bad parts because you’d rather not ponder on them. But he’s killed his species. Complete strangers too. And his friends. Adric - for starters. I heard about that. Oh, and his big brother Brax. He left him in the Time War. And his sister - Delta. You’re lucky she got out. Actually - she saved my life. And I saved hers.” She frowns, “Have you ran into her yet?”

[thedream-ofdestruction-deactiva]

“Auntie Del? Yeah I had Ice cream with her. Nice girl to be honest.”

“I would’ve liked you if you weren’t a complete and total bitch. Nor dressed like a slut would. Oh wait you can’t help that now can you?” she said with a slight smirk then glared with a sneer. “Don’t bring my mother into this, don’t bring into any of our conversations. Nor my auntie Del you got that?” her right eye twitched a little with frustration. “Listen here goody goody I bet you have done things in your little fucking perfect dream life of that selfish bubble that you wouldn’t like to admit. And my father? Oh he is perfect. He’s the best. The. Best.”

[xheneedstopayx]

"That's so cute."

"I can bring Delly into any conversation I want, sweetie. She's my best friend."

[xheneedstopayx]

“I doubt that.”

“You’re not going to change my mind, Dreamer. You’re wasting your breath in trying.”

[thedream-ofdestruction-deactiva]

“Doubt if you must.”

“But if you lay one finger on my father I will kill you, rip your beating hearts out while life is slipping from your eyes and force you to watch the last beats of them beat out. Like small drums.”

[xheneedstopayx]

"Oh, I can't wait to see that."

"Evidently you didn't get that part from Theta. Sorry, who was your mother again? Adria? Adria... something? I might've liked you if you weren't so intent on defending your father. You only see his good bits, sweetheart. You look past the bad parts because you'd rather not ponder on them. But he's killed his species. Complete strangers too. And his friends. Adric - for starters. I heard about that. Oh, and his big brother Brax. He left him in the Time War. And his sister - Delta. You're lucky she got out. Actually - she saved my life. And I saved hers." She frowns, "Have you ran into her yet?"

[xheneedstopayx]

“He chose wrong.”

“You weren’t raised there. You don’t know what it was like. You haven’t got any right to judge me for what I want because of it.”

[thedream-ofdestruction-deactiva]

“Yes, but how come you can judge him?”

“You're not him, you weren’t in his shoes, you don’t know what he had to do. You don’t know how he feels now. He is guilty, and that’s how he has been living his life. Full of guilt. Sometimes he hides, just…Just leave him alone okay? He has suffered enough.”

[xheneedstopayx]

"I doubt that."

"You're not going to change my mind, Dreamer. You're wasting your breath in trying."

[xheneedstopayx]

“No. But I just know you won’t help me.”

“Let’s not go into that.”

[thedream-ofdestruction-deactiva]

“You want revenge on him for destroying our planet.”

“Listen here Sweetie. He saved millions for others, he saved them because he destroyed our planet. He had the universe or our planet. He choice the universe.”

[xheneedstopayx]

"He chose wrong."

"You weren't raised there. You don't know what it was like. You haven't got any right to judge me for what I want because of it."

[xheneedstopayx]

“You killed my family. What do you think I want?”

[madwomanamongthestars-blog-blog]

“I’m sorry… I… I didn’t mean to kill so many innocents… But I had no choice.”

[xheneedstopayx]

“There’s always a choice. There’s always another way out, Theta.”

[madwomanamongthestars-blog-blog]

“Not this time!” The Doctor narrowed her eyes at the other Time Lady.

“It was either winning the war and losing every single little thing in the rest of the universe, or saving the universe from being lost and… And losing those I loved. I chose the universe.”

[xheneedstopayx]

"You chose the universe." She repeats, staring at her, shaking her head briefly, "And you killed you're own family, and the rest of your kind along with it. You made that happen. I don't care what sob stories you've got, Theta, but I'm never going to forgive you for that."