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I'm the anon that asked for a Jinwoo fic with a reader that used to SH.
I just wanted to let you know that if you're uncomfortable about the topic, then let me know by responding to this so I can ask another person instead. I'm just scared of making people uncomfortable.
Hi, anon! Don't worry, I received your request! It's completely okay! I don't mind writing such a request. (If I'm not, I'll have it put in my guidelines, as assurance.)
If you don't mind patiently waiting (since I have a list of other requests to be done and I'm intending on fixing my masterlist up at the moment hayst), I'll attend to it soon! ☺️ As a side note, I hope you'll be okay over there, anon! 🫂 I hope you'll enjoy the holidays! (since the rq did concern me too, but rlly, I hope you're okay over there :))
Hii~! I apologize for my absence/inactivity ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ but I deeply appreciate the check-up 🥹🫶 I've been well lately, tysm! Been relaxing my mind and ngl I am very surprised to see so many asks and notifs upon return haha, I don't mind though! I've been recently getting into The Moonlit Oath (itching to try writing for it even though the lore got me reeling fr) and Where Winds Meet, hehe. I've got a case of burn-out and anxieties here and there but I'm all good! I'm just currently chilling and I'm trying to catch-up with other things too at the moment (reading).
I've been wanting to prepare a special Christmas event or a Christmas work but aaa I'm not sure how to do it, especially with requests lined up (I'll be careful not to burn myself out ofc). I'll get to other inquires/requests soon, dw, just please be patient with me a bit longer! 🙏 Still, I'm glad that some are still checking up on me here aaaa the thought is deeply appreciated, really! I hope your day/night would be well! :D + Merry Christmas!
(you're all always free to send me messages/drop by my inbox for small talks, if you all wish! I'll attend to them, in time. Just please be mindful and respectful as indicated in the guidelines! ^^ I don't bite don't worry. Just a bit awkward.)
Thank you for writing FGO fics ♥️♥️♥️ I love the game, so its cool seeing writers in the fandom. Also, I hope you're doing well !!!
Haii, nonnie! I apologize for the late response (I stayed off of tumblr for quite awhile sksksk). I'm glad to hear that you enjoy my writing! And yes, FGO writers indeed became a rarity over here ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ unfortunately... So, I am always more than happy to see fellow FGO lovers, hehe! No worries, I'm faring a lot better these days too! I went through quite the year and...few months in general but I really hope things could be peaceful for all time now! (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.) I hope you'll be well too, anon! 🫶
❥︎ not proof-read; possible errors and ooc; reader is the master; gender-neutral reader; fluff; pining; slow-burn (?); romance; established relationship (later on); old man moriarty being the cheery champ he is; written late at night (it's been awhile since I've dabbled in FGO content/wrote so forgive me for any errors aaaa, in case so please cut me some slack (as if I haven't slacked enough lol)); takes place after Shinjuku/name reveal; finally finished this after letting it stay halfly as a draft for dayss aaack.
ᴇxᴛʀᴀ ɴᴏᴛᴇs: Hii, surprise, surprise~ Guess who came back from the grave?/j I deeply apologize for taking like a month before attending to this request, anon! 🙏😔 I disappeared quite a bit (long enough), had a case of burn-out and anxieties but don't worry, I am all here now again! ^^ I'm honestly so surprised I got a lot of asks and notifs in my absence TvT as a bit of an update! I really apologize for the wait! But hey, Merry Christmas, Anon and everyone reading this~! I'll still try my best to get back to writing! I hope this is worth the wait! >.< (Also tysm for 110 followers omgg I can't come up with any good specials to match it yet...)
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✿︎☾︎ 𝐉𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐲
❥︎ The airs of a gentleman; mischief hidden beneath the bright glimmers of his eyes; smiles that sparkled with sincerity that screamed only of evil; and a mind filled with the most devious of thoughts! That is the Napoleon of Crime for you— the prideful James Moriarty. As he preaches, do not mistake his 'faithfulness' as genuine for every villain needs a perfect cover for their schemes, don't they~?
❥︎ James Moriarty thrives on the title of being an evil man. Everything about him is evil. To be called evil, is a compliment for him. Even he also casually tells you about his notoriety and insists that you view him as such. Although, the way he moved largely differed from every word that sprang free past his lips— He preached evil, yet for an old man such as he, you still found lingering traces of warmth underneath such cover.
❥︎ The so-called Napoleon of Crime could be seen at times doting on children, and of course on you, acting like the cheery old fellow he is, with light teasing of potentially leading you astray to evil. Despite his demeanor, Moriarty is one of your most-keen followers. He believes you possess a heart of gold. Perhaps, it was his kindness hidden in mischief and never the other way around is what has drawn you to him.
❥︎ It felt rather strange at first but as it goes on, even you started to realize the way your heart fluttered differently around him. The way you'd clutch at the pages of his 'guide to wickedness' manual with your fingers tracing along the fine ink written by his own hand with great care, and the way you found your heart opening far more than you thought — to a servant who called himself 'unfaithful' beneath his prided evil exterior is enough for you to tell that you've gone seeing the Professor a lot differently than before. Not just a mere old man— but the apple of your eye.
❥︎ At first, it was Denial. Surely you can't be into moustached elegant old men with chronic back-pains, right? Right? That's what you thought. Perhaps it was just your attachment issues at work? Maybe not. You reached the point of questioning your own interests, but ultimately, you chose to take one teaching of his to heart— Evil listens to the selfish desires of humankind. Perhaps, you truly feel attracted to his flairs. Beautifully insane, as he'd normally put it whenever his 'criminal mind' is at work.
❥︎ You started being subtle in your approaches, as if to test the waters in how Moriarty would view a change in treatment. Moriarty initially doesn't catch on just yet, simply finding your attempts of closure to 'curry favor with the villain' or took the lens of a concerned esteemed Professor who saw you as a troubled youth in need of guidance.
❥︎ At first, Moriarty laughed his heart out before sincerely thanking you while still acting his character with your offered gifts. Though, at that point, the more you gave him— the more he also got suspicious of your motives. Is this a ploy of servant-bonding of yours? He wonders. Though, he's quick to rule that out when he's specifically garnering such huge attention from you, compared to everyone else. It doesn't take two geniuses for him to figure out that you've set your eyes on him.
❥︎ You were an equation that puzzled Moriarty, but also one he's more than eager to unravel. James would initially just brush your crush on him as mere admiration, but if it stretched longer and you've continued your advances— he'll ponder on addressing it with you. Moriarty would feel flattered, maybe even blush slightly at the honor of learning that you liked him romantically. But he'd initially discourage you, his beloved master, and frequently would cite that goodness cannot be with evil. He'd likely try convincing you that you should set your eyes elsewhere, rather than an old man like he is, who might only lead you astray on a path of evil (though his primary concern is that he felt slightly conscious due to how old he appeared. He felt too old for you, and of course, you were his opposite.).
❥︎ Rejected, you'd eventually find yourself confiding in Holmes, out of everyone. Holmes, for his part, would definitely raise an eyebrow at your confession of liking James Moriarty of all people. But seeing as you looked deeply disheartened and is actually serious about pursuing him, since this is also one good opportunity for him to test his wits further against his rival— Holmes agrees to lend you a hand. As much as he also questioned your tastes, but if you're actually that insane to want it... Well, you could fit with Moriarty's definition of criminally insane. Moriarty can consider himself triumphant over Holmes for once, for even in his old age and villainous energy, he still won your heart over.
❥︎ Pursuing Moriarty is akin to living through several chapters of one of those slow-burn stories that you've seen some of your servants write. It'll take a huge amount of time before he'd finally relent, and with the prided expression of 'seeing how you'd last long with him.' For once, he allowed himself to get caught. Not in the cuffs of justice, but rather in the tangles of love.
❥︎ Given the age he is summoned in, James is surprisingly a patient partner to have. He'd normally just reason that it is part of the perfect formula for a fitting villain for calculations, but in reality, he is gentle in the heart— most especially now, for you, his Master. Dating or not, courting or not, he will always be patient for you. Though, this time, there's an added layer of gentleness to it.
❥︎ He's an old man thus he's got lower energy compared to his younger years. But of course, James had a cheerful personality and would insist that it won't keep you from having fun with him. He still could lift a finger and run in hurried steps with you, hand-in-hand for whatever mischief you want to drag him into coming up with, or merely to go on small dates around Chaldea.
❥︎ James is reluctant but he gave you a chance. And slowly, although it is hard for him to believe— with how sure you are with him, and after hearing your declarations of love and essays he had made you do out of 'ruthlessness' where he'd made you define your reasons for loving him... James finally considered your heart. In that case, he'll walk through both the light and through your shadows with you.
❥︎ James Moriarty never had any romantic involvement for most of his life, even in his younger years. He devoted much of his time to his goals and studies, thus leaving no room for love. It's only with you, even at his old age, did he experience such feelings. The same kind of warmth that a villain should detest, but he ultimately lost to. But for your efforts in pursuing his heart that you wished to understand beyond the so-called 'constraints' of evil, Moriarty would open his heart for you to warm.
❥︎ Most servants shot you concerned looks when word got out of your relationship with Moriarty. Some even believed you were coerced, and some even almost blasted the old man into pieces before you had to declare to everyone how serious you really are with him. Moriarty is impressed at your frequent speeches regarding you and him, but even the tips of his ears turned pinkish too. (Holmes is definitely having the time of his life observing Moriarty through your relationship.)
❥︎ Moriarty is an ardent lover of Mathematics, and would appreciate a partner who knows their way around complex calculations and equations! He could spend hours on end, debating and answering back and forth with you on problems. If not, he doesn't mind teaching you regardless whether you're decent or not with mathematics! Oh, you can bet he'd make you love it, if you hate it.
❥︎ Moriarty is a protective lover. Not in the sense of being possessive or anything of the sort. He's rather subtle about it, but should you be crossed— it meant extending the offense over to Moriarty as well. It meant you just messed with the Napoleon of Crime too. Moriarty may be all smiles and flairs, but you can bet, in just seconds, he's already devised plans in how to make one writhe beneath his palm for hurting his dear Master. His coffin might finally serve its real function, heh. He's got both bullets and a coffin ready in one go!
❥︎ Moriarty views you as a good person and is eager to guard your heart. But, he's also the type of lover to encourage a crashout or two from you. He believes even you deserve to have such instances in your life to blow some steam. He'd be either your willing listener or conspirator. He's at your beck and call. But of course, he won't allow for you to fall down to genuine evil.
❥︎ As another form of bonding, Moriarty most certainly would enjoy playing board games with you! He'd particularly enjoy games like chess or maybe even Cluedo (a mystery game) or anything you'd like! Though he's most up for those that needed great analysis as to make his mind work. He'd say that he won't show mercy even on the board but won't mind intentionally making you win, rounds later, just to see a beaming smile on your face, enough to move his heart.
❥︎ Contrary to what most would think of your relationship with him, Moriarty is a caring lover to have. He would be the type to actually be mindful of your health— be it physical or mental. He'd make a habit out of asking for your condition. He does work as a Bartender occasionally, and while he wouldn't mind encouraging drinking, he is the type to impose limitations on you. On sleepless nights, Moriarty wouldn't mind dropping his villain look for once and act like a doting lover to tuck you in bed. He'd jest about scaring you to sleep, or coming up with backhanded means as a light threat to make you sleep. But in reality, he's genuinely just worried about you. Rather than be scared, it'd be both his gentleness and maybe a warm cup of tea is what you'd receive for the night.
❥︎ Moriarty lived in an era that valued etiquette above all else. As your lover, that extends even beyond your relationship, or to put it more accurately, James is a refined gentleman in front of you— moreso in private, when addressing you as his beloved in reciprocation for your affections. During cold days or when struck by a cold breeze, he'd be the type to take off his coat and drape it over your shoulders. Don't mind his health, all that matters is you. He'd assure you that someone like him does not succumb to colds so easily~ Just ignore his small sneezes here and there, much to Holmes's amusement. He'd open doors for you, escort you arm-in-arm, and basically just be a gentleman for you!
❥︎ Moriarty would also teach you beyond the manual he gave you. Of course, not about evilness, but rather countermeasures. In situations where he isn't around to protect you, Moriarty went teaching you at your leisure, in how to protect yourself or even handle situations. He understands how cruel the outside world can be, and moreso to someone as you, and so, he'd teach you all that he can so that you can protect yourself too~ That's how considerate he is. Only James Moriarty is allowed to act villainous in front of you now, of course!
❥︎ Moriarty suffers from lower back-pains due to his age and would frequently complain about being old in comparison to Moriarty. Dare give him a massage and you'd see a rare flustered Moriarty~! But of course, he'd relax into it, and for once, he might be speechless at your assurance of loving him regardless of his form. Truly despicable, that you are, dear master for causing the poor old man's heart to quicken!
❥︎ Perhaps it's due to his form as an old man, but Moriarty is fond of napping. He doesn't necessarily ask that you join him or that you don't tap him awake when in need of his company or guidance but having your presence whenever he slumbered does soothe his heart in peace. He doesn't feel so guarded around you, and can completely relax whenever you're in the same room as him. He'd be reluctant but if you wish to sleep near him or cuddle with him, then you'll have it. Moriarty normally won't let anyone win on a whim to make him give them their demands, but you're special.
❥︎ James is proficient with the human psyche, given that he is famed for his criminal networks and also for being a scholar of philosophy. Thus, if you're upset, he's perceptive about it. It's not easy to hide anything from him. So, don't even think about it. Whether it's about you being genuinely upset or up to no good, Moriarty would instantly know in just a blink of an eye. Good honesty and communication would solve the trick, if you don't want him casually having it pried out of you~ He's not about to leave you sulky or mischievous for too long. It's his way of gently nudging his lover in spilling the tea.
❥︎ Overall? 100/10. Moriarty, especially in his Archer form, may be an unconventional lover to have but he sure can be among the top most lovable partners to have! Days with him would be nothing short of eventful, even with his current form. To him, you added colors in his life that were once only filled with black and white. He'll guide you in the sides of good and evil, while it's you who will teach him how to yearn and love. Maybe even villains do receive gracious blessings like this one.
Hello! I hope you're doing well, and if not I hope everything gets better soon for you! I found your blog not long ago because of your Shinshengumi imagines and wanted to drop to say that they're so well written!! 🥹 Have a good day!
Awiee, tysm for the kind words, nonnie! 🥹🫶 I really didn't expect for my Shinsengumi (very first one too!) request to gain so much attention from the FGO fandom here in tumblr aaaack I'm so happy to meet many more Shinsengumi fans too 🥹🥹 there's so many of youu (I don't feel so alone in loving them here yipieee) (plus it was my first ever published smoot content, so all the more surprising, haha). It makes me so glad that my writing is well-received, despite the recent lack of updates given that I'm really feeling down these days (been spiraling down to good old depression) (๑´•.̫ • `๑) still, I'm happy to see that I can serve good content for everyone! ^^ please take care too, anon! Have a good day too! :D
if its alright could you mayb write something for puzzle >.<' he's been one of my favourite arknights characters since he's released and i think hes very underrated and deserves much love 🩷🩷 (im very excitedlt waiting for his rock skin to come out to global) :'33 please take care and i wish you well!! <33
❥︎ not proof-read; possible errors and ooc; reader is the doctor; fluff; gender-neutral reader; pining; yearning; floofity-floof!; he looks beri much pretty, yes yes (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.); mentions of puzzle's recorded name (fischer).
ᴇxᴛʀᴀ ɴᴏᴛᴇs: 𝐇𝐢𝐢! >.< 𝐈 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐚𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐢𝐳𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐛𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐤𝐬𝐤𝐬𝐤𝐬 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐨 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐝 these 𝐏𝐮𝐳𝐳𝐥𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐚𝐚 (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.) 𝐇𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐭 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐫, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐈 𝐠𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐦~ 𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐨, 𝐭𝐲𝐬𝐦 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬 🥹 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟𝐜 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭! 𝐈 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐈 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐏𝐮𝐳𝐳𝐥𝐞 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐚 𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐟𝐥𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐀𝐊 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦~ (I had this idea for awhile, so here you go, I'm happy to finally write it to life~ Can't let it collect dust in my drafts, haha. I hope you would like it, I really apologize for the large delays hhh)
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The clock on the wall ticked off. Clicking, as its small ornament that dangled off beneath it dangled from side to side, in indication of the later hour that has arrived.
Rhodes Island is home to the most advanced of technologies, and rapidly growing developments amongst innovations. And yet, ever since Puzzle had the chance to become your willing Secretary, he finds himself marveling slightly at how your office still housed antiquities in large contrast to the modernized aesthetics of the base. Such as that clock over there that ticked by, always rendering even the deepest of thinkers to snap back to reality at the sounds of it and be on their way.
The young vouivre won't lie. Your office felt homely, spacious with mixes of technologies yet offered the sense of home and of refined vintage tastes that only most of the Victorian Nobles may possibly acknowledge. For a Doctor, you truly had several sides to you. The strangest yet also the most interesting person he's ever come into contact with. From a commanding persona to the same person he currently could observe within his peripheral vision to be dabbling in something beneath your desk perhaps more interesting than the piles of documents that have been arranged for tomorrow instead.
Puzzle acknowledged how Intelligence Officers like he is, is content to never form attachments in priority of his work and to not leave any loose opening for his trails or possible things to be used as his weaknesses for others to exploit. And yet... It's within your kindness that he finds himself the initially unwilling recipient of your affection.
You'd make idle talk with him, even amidst his musings of being an Intelligence officer. You trusted him for his oaths of keeping all that you exchanged with him as a secret, piece puzzles altogether, share brief yet meaningful conversations and even rest in comfortable silence. It panged at his heart to admit it, but you're starting to grow on Puzzle. His face that normally was so blank, started to possess hinges of fondness in them at the sight of your innocent and relaxed look off from work, by your table at the moment.
It felt almost so traitorous to even think that Puzzle has his heart that beats for none, merely pumped its beats for he still lives, and yet now, you tugged at his heart with invisible strings. People flocked to your cause of varying backgrounds, so it'll be of no surprise that even if you may be able to charm him. As baffling it is to admit to himself.
"Puzzle!" Your enthusiastic voice rang through the quiet room, bringing an end to his train of thoughts as the young Vouivre turned his head up to face your direction as you beckoned him over from where he sat. He smoothens the edges of his clothing, straightens himself up as he rises to his feet, leaving the half-emptied teacup that emanated the faint scent of dried leaves on its own, keeping himself neat to perfection as per usual before he approached your desk with his signatory gentlemanly disposition.
"What is it, Doctor?" He responded with a polite tone, ensuring to keep his expression neutral with a gloved hand up to his chest for a bow as he loomed over your side. Your eyes were gleaming with warmth, he noted as he watched you fumble with something within the confines of your pockets.
He stilled, his breathing hitched as your hands bring out a silver clad necklace with two anchored chains— each bound by a magnet at the center, binding it to complete the shape of a heart. Puzzle...was puzzled. Ironically, yes. Could that have been what you've been fumbling with, for a few minutes already within your break?
"Hm... A matching necklace...? I am not one to stick my nose into your affairs, Doctor, but if I may ask..." He paused, his eyes locking with yours. His facial expression remained neutral but you can see the glint of slight interest deep within his lilac-colored hues. "Are you intending on gifting this to someone? Or is it simply for the sake of your collection inside this office as usual?" Puzzle commented, trying to spark a conversation. Since you've been nothing but affable to him ever since he became your secretary, Puzzle did show efforts to try and reciprocate your attention as to match it.
Puzzle is not one to let himself seep into the depths of inadequacy, not when albeit so distractedly, his heart that once was so stiff began to beat in your presence now, would he?
"Mm. I plan to give it to a certain special someone, you see." You tell him, smiling gently before unclasping at the center, parting the heart into two pieces. Your lithe fingers were careful, graceful even as if you were strumming the strings of a lyre as you traced your fingers over both of its metallic edges, clinked at the collision of the chains that you parted before then settling the left one on your palm. You locked eyes with the vouivre before you, and then you extended your palm out to him, inducing confusion into his features.
"Puzzle, you've... been working hard lately and... you've kept me company. I-I know letting emotions dictate your courses of action is never your cup of tea, but really, um... I hope you can accept my gift. I found you..." You paused, shyly looking away but kept your hand extended upwards, in hopes of actually making him accept it even though there's a low possibility of him doing so.
".... I found you to be a good companion to me too, regardless of who you are and how you insisted you're acting as." You tell him, and he froze in place. Puzzle's eyes were wide open, and for once, his normally thin-lined lips parted as he mirrored the emotion of surprise. And of the doctor's words... Puzzle isn't exactly sure how to feel about it.
He had stepped foot in Rhodes Island, in pursuit of the usual Intelligence gathering work, in the guise of seeking treatment and being a willing operator. Never once in his life he'd even consider letting someone such as you, take great interest in a person like him. In comparison, you've got the high ground. And he? He's just a random nobody, with secrets filling the sleeves of his coat. His rationality ached for him to utter rejection or even just neutral acceptance as to not upset you and yet—
Affection gnawed at heart. His eyebrows furrowed at the feeling, finding it quite unfamiliar and almost uncomfortable yet akin to being buried under a large shower of flowers in the fields. Suffocating for a man who dared not even speak of affection for himself but also a gentle caress to a face and heart that has been nothing but stiff.
You were one puzzle that Fischer can never decipher. Simple yet akin to a sunbeam shower in his life, fraught with cold and dangerous normalcy. The kind of intel that even an intelligence officer himself hesitated to ever give away, so that none of the world may know of your radiance and have it snuffed away.
An Intelligence Officer is only ever special for the intel that they give, not for how they appeared as a person towards others. For once, sincerity bloomed in his heart, overtaking his cold logic for once as if light had found its way to his eyes.
When he lingered a second longer, you awkwardly thought you had trespassed upon his boundaries, an apology had already teetered off your tongue when you gasped lightly at the sensation of his gloved hand reaching up and carefully took the necklace with one heart part pendant into his hand, prompting you to snap your head back towards him in surprise. You've already been bracing yourself for a rejection and yet, was only met with an appreciative acceptance from Puzzle himself.
".... It's lovely, Doctor. You've picked out well. You truly have an eye for such things." Puzzle comments, his fingers now tracing over the necklace, observing it up close. "I... don't usually keep such keepsakes nor tokens from people I temporarily work with." He continues, but then you saw that rare smile on his face, cheeks lightly flushed as if he's mellowing slightly in embarrassment beneath his lilac-colored eyes.
"But... Perhaps, I can keep this one on my person. I'll be sure to treasure it, Doctor." Puzzle says, precise in his manner of speech while the pendant remained in his palm. Being gifted with a heart piece that can only be formed when flushed together... Puzzle can only imagine the implications of such a gesture but didn't dare raise them when he sees your delighted expression.
Your smile was so simple yet bright in his eyes. If he could compose a piece, while he dabbled in his puzzles, he'd definitely call you perfection. A puzzle he's struggled to compute yet marveled at. Anyone who might see, certainly would have something to say about it. But, at this point... To see you happy, is akin to having the same peace of mind he possesses in his retreats to solitude.
".... Doctor, please, allow me." He says, making you blink, your eyelashes fluttering. His shoes tapped on the floor, as he rounded your chair. Puzzle was nimble yet gentle like a bellowing wind that managed to sneak its way inside of the enclosed office. He reaches out for the other half of the necklace off your hands, a quiet permission, to which you granted wordlessly with a dazed expression on your face, letting the cool pendant slip off your hand. Your fingers brushed with his own gloved hand— lingering, and yet you felt warmth radiating off of it, even with the glove that acted as a barrier from a direct contact. You could swear you saw his eyes grow warm too, as he glanced briefly over to you, like an admirer who brushed past his muse down a hallway in stories of romance.
Puzzle doesn't say anything else. He wrapped the necklace around your neck, careful and gentle. He traced his fingers over its chain, letting the coolness of the metallic chain seep in, as he then clasped the necklace close, making you wear it. He then does the same thing, afterwards, to himself.
He loomed over you, leans down and your breath hitched in the next moment when Puzzle magnets the pendants together, forming the perfect shape of a heart, letting it mold together like two reunited hearts that once stood on opposing walls. You have only registered the imagery, when you feel one of his hands reach out to your own, hold it into his, lifted it up with care over his lips— pressing the gentlest of pecks like a gentleman.
There needs to be no other words exchanged, when his action alone spoke a myriad of meanings— all fluttering right inside your heart that sprang into strings of fast beats.
Even if these two pendants may rust in the future, even if he may have to depart one day—
Puzzle would wish, for another chance, to be by for your side again. Not as any other agent, but rather, a companion who can bring you the lengthiest of loyalties that he sincerely gave no other. In the end—
Puzzle was still swarmed over by emotions. Perhaps just this once, like this gift of yours, he'll let his heart be connected to yours even just for a split moment.
Hii xin! It’s anon again that checked up on you a week ago, I wanted to check up on you again to see how you’re feeling! Hopefully you’re taking your time and focusing on yourself more. I hope you feel better soon ❤️
Hii, nonnie! Gossh, tysm for the concern 🥹 I was initially planning on posting a request skskks but given my circumstances right now, I ended up just taking a longer unintended break ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ truth be told, I've been feeling mentally unwell these past few days;; I've been trying to stay positive/okay-ish so dw, I'm trying my best to compose myself well and avoid getting burnt out! ^^ I'm so glad that some still are checking up on me here 🥹 I deeply appreciate it acck 🫶
I'll see if I can make an update by later or tomorrow www (I have one stacked in my drafts that's near completion alreadyyy) (plus there's some requests I've been aching to get to!) hopefully things will be in my favor later to upload one sksksks (trying not to go insane over here). I hope you'll be well and take care of yourself too, anon! 🥹 Tysm for your check-ups, whoever you may be!
Heyyy girlie, I wanted to ask how are you doing today (or night)?
Haii, nonnie! (人 •͈ᴗ•͈) Thank you for dropping by in my inbox just to check on me, hehe. It's deeply appreciated! Admittedly, I've been feeling under the weather lately (been going through personal troubles;;) and I feel bad about not going through the requests as fast as I could;; but don't worry, I'll get to them soon enough as a small update to everyone! ^^ and the kind comments do still encourage me on, so tysm 🥹 please wait just a bit more, I'll get down to writing again soon (I won't leave everyone hanging much longer)! I did feel a bit better with being checked on, so ty, nonnie! (*´ω｀*)
hiii hello👋 i loved your fgo shinsengumi hcs so much since it’s so rare to see hcs about them despite how popular they are in jp! stumbling across your blog made me so happy. if you’re willing to write more fgo imagines can i request izou x fem reader romance hcs? sfw and also nsfw if you’d like.
❥︎ not proof-read; possible errors and ooc; reader is the master; female reader; mentions of blood and violence (izou's background); established relationship; izou being izou; floofy-floof!; contains mature themes under the cut after the sfw headcannons; gosh midway into writing this reminded me of Firefly Wedding (manga) so opted for a brief reread/picked it back up to refresh, hehe. Izou just reminded me a bit of Shinpei sksksk and had firefly wedding inspired ideas, might consider it; firefly wedding inspired series/character fics/izou anyone?/j (unless...?).
ᴇxᴛʀᴀ ɴᴏᴛᴇs: hii, nonnie! I apologize for taking so long to attend to your request >.< I had quite the rough week so... hayst... but dw, I'm all good ^^ and Acck, ofc, I'd be happy to receive more FGO requests 🥹 it actually made me happy that my Shinsengumi HCs is what pulled FGO fans alike and gathered all around wkwkwkw, but still, welcome to my humble abode (blog)! ( ◜‿◝ )♡ I didn't expect to get a request about our beloved little floofy dog— I-I mean Izou, hehe (boi is happily well-fed and grailed in my NA Chaldea~). Tysm for the request again, and I hope it's worth the wait! (*´ω｀*)
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✿︎☾︎ 𝐎𝐤𝐚𝐝𝐚 𝐈𝐳𝐨𝐮 (𝐬𝐟𝐰)
❥︎ Okada Izou, The Ghost of Tosa, is a person least inclined to fall to the whims of romance. He has lived his entire life, being a lapdog to each and every employer he had taken lives for, and died in bitterness over a betrayal he thought had come from the man he treated as a friend, Ryouma. The thought of romance, let alone affection is enough to repulse him at first, preferring to cringe or show disgust for such displays that looked as if they're a brick slammed down on his face with the label of 'things you cannot have.'
❥︎ But ever since you've summoned him as your servant? Izou was still reeling from all the changes in his life, compared to the past. At first, he'd view you just like any other employer but with warnings here and there of his man-slaying traits. He won't even mind it, and find it naturally should anyone be intimidated by him. He feeds off of slaying people, as a form of thrilling pleasure. But if you do ever get closer to him, you've started seeing less of a brash man-slayer and more of the man he is, minus the manslaying and brash side of his. Izou is a lonely man, and had a lonesome life and end.
❥︎ But if ever you truly did bond with him against all odds, despite his outward presentation as a bloody man-slayer, then, well, be his guest. Okada Izou is a man who'd kill not because it is in his lifeblood now, but out of sheer will to protect you. He's more than insistent in providing your safety, and could easily point a blade at anyone just because they've offended you in his presence. Another point to recognize is that once he acknowledges you more, is that he invites you out to hang out through drinks here and there (he's a heavy drinkerr).
❥︎ Once he does start to realize that he's growing fonder of you, or that he started noting your absences more— Izou initially would try shrugging it off. But the more he seemed at ease beside you, and with the developing urge to protect you beyond mere killing even Izou had started to question just how far his devotion and loyalty truly stretched. He can't be that attached or obsessed with you, can he? That's ridiculous!He'd question. Yet the way his heart would palpitate whenever you'd go out on a mission without him or even just simple training made him feel truly differently. Worry gnawed at his heart.
❥︎ Izou isn't one to admit so easily that he could even feel love. No. It can't be. He'd be in strong denial about it. He's a man-slayer, devoid of attachment and such emotions since his life. He may not be that smart, but Izou would eventually be able to tell that he's growing fond of you beyond just master and servant or even friends. He doesn't deserve someone like you or anything like that. Yet, he also can't bring himself to just kill you off or destroy you to eliminate such feelings to solve his romantic dilemma. Izou would simply end up avoiding you, not wishing to acknowledge the way his heart would leap, the way everything else gets blurred out and how the world stops whenever he's with you. It's for your own good too, he'd think.
❥︎ And yet, he underestimated the full extent of your affection that turns out you've long since reciprocated too. When you notice Izou deliberately starting to look unavailable or is avoiding you (also with help from a small talk from Ryouma about his friend), you end up trying your ways to reach Izou. Izou is good at hiding in the shadows and sneaking around. But he certainly isn't good enough to counter your persistence. And it's only when he got caught off-guard once with Ryouma did you finally catch up with him.
❥︎ One confrontation led to another in the form of an exchange of confession. Izou was reluctant, cited his vices and that there could've been more better ones out there. Admittedly, maybe even someone like Ryouma. He's violent, doesn't use his head, only knows how to kill— and he'd get immediately shushed by your own strings of counters over your feelings for him. That it was his other side of the heart that was exactly what made you fall in love with him. Love is a strong word. Blades are strong. And yet, even Okada Izou relented to defeat in the face of your unwavering devotion to him. Suit yourself then. Okada Izou loves to gamble. Thus, loving him would be akin to gambling with life itself.
❥︎ Izou would highkey make it known that you're his lover. At least, it'll ring clear to everyone's heads that crossing you meant crossing him~ He'd be more protective compared to before. He'd follow you around as if he were some puppy, be loud and prideful but of course with smitten respect for you.
❥︎ Forgive him. He still isn't versed with love, but at least, he's so open in his adoration of you even though... He's a mouthful about it. Okada Izou would like for the world to hear, even in his drunken musings about how wonderful you are. He thinks so highly of you. When you're feeling down too, Izou may not know how to comfort someone that much aside from drinking out together, but it was his uncertainty yet positive affirmations of your character that does cheer you up~ (give him a good hug to see those pretty pink cheeks of his! ♡)
❥︎ Should anyone ever upset you, just say the word and there'll be some bloodshed! Of course, you do discourage him from violence, which Izou does surprisingly take well and just muses that they only got away because his beloved s/o is so considerate that they should be grateful to you. (He's just really that smitten with you, aye.)
❥︎ Izou doesn't openly say it aloud but he feels a lot more comfortable being vulnerable with you, even though he mostly only could express it whenever he's drunk, since he's too prideful to admit it when sober. But of course, he's no longer just a talkative drunk! He'd totally be an affectionate one who'd blabber a lot, and lean on you while he does so. Don't worry about being vomited on, hehe. He'd sooner plop down on the floor or perhaps be more mindful of how much he drinks, for you, as to not vomit on the floor instead. He doesn't want to bring you great trouble even though he could barely help it around drinking!
❥︎ Valentine's Day is just around the same day as his Birthday, so a double celebration it is whenever the fourteenth of February always comes by~ and since you're his lover, it's got an extra layer of meaning now. His Birthday became quite a lot more romantic now too. You two would totally match with his scarf exchange gift (in his Valentine's scene, he gave you a scarf to match with him~) Izou might consider more match-ups with you, teehee even though he'd deny or say aloud that it'll make you both look ridiculous. But he'd happily wrap his scarf around you, in the most gentlest way possible in contrast to every word that comes out of his mouth.
❥︎ Speaking of clothes, Izou would totally wear his special clothes for you! Be it his ceremonial attire or even his western clothes! He'd rock as your bodyguard and perhaps a gentleman too, just to probably outdo Ryouma or that he could totally look like a proper lover too despite being a manslayer.
❥︎ Kisses? Your first kiss most definitely would be the reluctant experimental one, but as it goes on, the more confident Izou becomes and thus the more intense your kisses may become~
❥︎ Dating spots or dating in general? Hmm, drinking and drinking~! Kidding aside, Izou would totally pull you aside at night, sit sown by a balcony and watch the moon with drinks present between the two of you, as you two talk about life or anything in general while absentmindedly drifting his hand closer to hold your own. He doesn't mind anywhere, as long as he has you around and... Maybe some good booze or two.
❥︎ Izou would totally be into the Quality Time and Acts of Service for Love Language~ He still isn't that versed in expressing himself well like other lovers do, since only he knew was killing. But he's always eager to give you his attention any time of the day. He both serves you and at the same time is your lover, after all. His attention needs no payment. Your smile is all that'll do. He's starting to learn more outside of servicing you with killing, so do be patient with him~ (most are definitely from Ryouma who went advising him whenever Izou is mumbling about it).
❥︎ Overall~? Izou still had much to learn, but for you, he'd try all that he knows and could do just for you, dear master. A life outside of killing. Perhaps this another chance of life isn't so bad, after all, indeed. And perhaps... He might be the best only with killing but, it wouldn't be so bad even if outrageous or laughable... If he learns how to love. All thanks to you. ♡
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❁☾︎ 𝐎𝐤𝐚𝐝𝐚 𝐈𝐳𝐨𝐮 (𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑢𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛)
❥︎ Just as how ferocious and bold he is with his tactics in combat as a manslayer, Izou, even with lack of actual experience in bedding a lover, he certainly knows how to make you reel over with pleasure. He'd be so overly touchy, when the heat gets to him and his eyes. He'd explore his hands all over your body, memorizing every curve and every nook and cranny of your body. He'd commit it to memory, not in the view of a manslayer studying the anatomy of his new target but rather that of a lover with an adventurous spirit.
❥︎ Izou is always up to spicing things up in your intimate life. If you wish to opt for sessions beyond the bedroom, Izou would gladly take it out with you~ It brings loads of thrills in someone, doesn't it? He may as well boldly or even boredly suggest that you even do it semi-publicly, in the hot springs, or somewhere anyone can walk in on you two. Being caught as a Manslayer can spell doom, either for the man himself or whoever caught him in the act. And as such, he finds it thrilling to indulge in such dirty pleasures with you, right where anyone can see or hear you both anytime.
❥︎ Izou just loves to get drunk, and so, drunken intimacies may happen between the two of you ♡ some unintentional, some with one sober or... Even sometimes, both are drunk. Compared to whenever he's sober, Izou shows exactly why he's the Ghost of Tosa with you, while drunk. You don't even need the lights on to see how much he's gritting his teeth so drunkily as he mindlessly pounds into you like there's no tomorrow. Heh.
❥︎ Izou absolutely loves marking you. That'll show everyone that you already belong to someone— someone who especially must not be crossed. Izou can be quite possessive at times, especially right after a night of passion with you. You can bet he'd proudly wear the sight of you limping and marked as a batch of honor.
❥︎ Izou is quite the thrilling partner, and so would opt to try several different positions off the top of his head. But of course, he'd be most into having you pinned over to the wall in a corner and pound into you, either from behind or while cradling you in his arms. It just fills him with masculine pride that you're caged in his arms, and is at risk that anyone can hear you both through the walls~
❥︎ Izou is a well-trained Manslayer and he prides on the fact that he can claim or easily copy any moves from a stare or a mere brief watch alone. Thus, any difference in the intensity of your moans and quivering whenever he hits or touches a certain spot will never go unnoticed. He also has good stamina, and may last a few more good rounds, with the goal of seeing you blissed out dumbly in his arms. He easily can know and effortlessly take information out of you, so that he may take and share pleasure with you more easily~
❥︎ Izou ploys deep dirty talks into your ear, even along the lines of letting a manslayer like him touch you, and even rail you on your bed? Not caring how filthy you'd look once people catch you two in the act, when outside? Izou is never going to run out of words to taunt you all the while you're already shivering in pleasure in his arms, barely able to bear with the intensity of his thrusts.
❥︎ Izou is heavily dominant in bed. But should you opt for a switch, then, prepare to match his undying competitive spirit even in bed~ Izou does not easily back down, and if you challenge him, he can be rougher and more domineering just to provoke you to the edge. He'll see who stands longer between the two of you.
❥︎ Aftercare with Izou, of course, is him worrying for you afterwards and then showering you with praises that you handled him well~ ♡ he'd take great care into wiping you clean, even treating your bruises or small bleeding areas in case of any, even apologizing for the pain he's caused even though it did feel good for him. Worry not, Izou is there, and even would cradle you in bed as you doze off to sleep <3 he may even be so willing to massage your back for once too, as an act of servitude for his dearest Master. You're all his now, so you better not be going anywhere else~
Hellooo, I wanted to ask (and if you’re okay with it) if you could please write SFW and NSFW headcanons for Ashwatthama and Bhima in fgo with fem reader (separately) 🥰
❥︎ not proof-read; possible errors and ooc; mix of fluff and smut content; reader is the master; female reader; floofity-floof!; established relationship; mature content under the cut after sfw headcannon content.
ᴇxᴛʀᴀ ɴᴏᴛᴇs: hii! Tysm for the request! I apologize for taking a bit to attend to your request ( ╹▽╹ ) hhh. And ofc! It certainly surprised me to receive requests for Angry man(/j) and Bhima, hehe. I sure do hope this is worth the wait and that you enjoy it! I split the parts of sfw and mature headcannons, so that leaves the option for people to simply read the sfw ones if they don't wish to read mature contents! (*´ω｀*) I hope you don't mind!
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✿︎☾︎ 𝐀𝐬𝐡𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐦𝐚
❥︎ Ashwatthama is a fiery-hearted soldier, devoted to whatever cause he may stand for— be it his previous honor or his vengeance. Once his heart is set on something, he is more than certain of upholding it. It's difficult to reason out with his whims, once his mind has been fixed on one thing. He is the flames that will burn eternally, be forever filled with rage but one that does not hate. That's the kind of person he is. To make him even steep down to loyalty for someone, you ought to make yourself compatible with his fiery whims, or be not someone that can piss him off with aura alone.
❥︎ But once he actually acknowledges you as an ally, especially you, the master, then you can give yourself a pat in the back. Fret not, he won't burn you alive, if anything, if he didn't even like you in the first place, Ashwatthama would've burned his spirit origin right upon being summoned or deployed in his first battle just to escape your whims. Ashwatthama, above all, respects you for your efforts in preserving human order. That alone won his admiration of you.
❥︎ Contrary to how he proclaims himself as or how everyone's impression of him is, Ashwatthama is actually pretty chill to hang out with. He may just look or sound mad, but there's nothing for him to be angry at, all the time. He's just simply born that way now as a servant. He does mellow down when around Parvati, however, so while he does acknowledge the flames of vengeance, there's the good that comes with calmness when off-battle. If you're bothered or worried about his feelings, Ashwatthama does assure you that he's got nothing to be mad at, towards you or anything at all. So don't worry.
❥︎ Once you've bonded and gotten much more closer to him, Ashwatthama does relents more into opening up about his past with you. Ashwatthama is the authentic kind of man. He doesn't mince his words, and whenever he feels strongly about something, he is honest. So, when he vows to protect you, he'll mean it. Even if he may crumble to dust, Ashwatthama will forever burn in your name.
❥︎ But in the field of romance, however, it's largely different. Ashwatthama had sworn himself to be a devoted servant of yours, but the idea of becoming your lover barely would cross his mind. He's satisfied that way, as long as he could protect and serve you. Ashwatthama is on the dense side of love. Should you attempt to show signs or court him initially, you're definitely getting bro-zoned at first. Ashwatthama is probably just going to think that it's you being nice, or has he become your favorite for some reason? You sure do have quite the taste! But the thought of you actually seeing him more went over his head.
❥︎ Ashwatthama probably won't even realize it, not until Karna talks sense into him or Parvati makes him pull his crap together to be able to see that his Master is actually romantically pursuing him. Like, what do you mean Master likes me? He'd say that out loud, eyebrows furrowed and in an air of unintended irritation from the avatar of anger himself. Sure. You two eat meals together at his volition, he drags you out to have fresh air, swears that he'll protect you even if the flames may burn him to dust, he considers your feelings, encourages you to have a crashout when you wanted to, looks after you like any good servant would, you'd give him treats and gifts, give him meals that you personally baked/cooked, always looked for him—
❥︎ Exactly. That's what Karna would tell him, once the brick of realization gets slapped right across the now flabbergasted Archer's face. Ashwatthama is going to need a moment or two on his own to register what he's just heard of you having romantic feelings for him. Ashwatthama is first and foremost a warrior. It'll take time for him to register and acknowledge the notions of love. He had the strong urge to fight for you and protect you, yes, but not once did he feel it developing into something such as romantic love. Give him some time to mull it over.
❥︎ Parvati feels delighted herself at your attraction towards Ashwatthama. So she wouldn't mind helping him actually understand your feelings. It's not that he's probably the most unconventional man to like, especially among all the other Indian Servants, but because you saw something in him so special that didn't go unappreciated by Parvati. He was bold. He was honest. He is strong and determined. Ashwatthama does still have his good traits, liked by men in armies on his side, or to rivals on the battlefield. It is his fierce devotion that warms your heart, so much it could be lit aflame but never be burned to dust. He was just that attractive to you.
❥︎ Once Ashwatthama does recollects himself better in your presence, after probably hiding himself away, he'll face you better and surprisingly, albeit reluctant, Ashwatthama wouldn't mind exploring the world of love with you. As silly as it may sound coming from him of all people. You've shown interest in him, so he'll consider exploring it with you. If you're truly that serious about pursuing him. Are you prepared to burn brightly with him, dear master?
❥︎ Ashwatthama noticeably becomes mellowed down whenever he's around you. He's considerably calm, and always asks for your input whether he's doing the right thing or not. He's still lost in romance, thus would appreciate it if you would communicate with him your thoughts. Ashwatthama would want to make you feel treated right.
❥︎ Ashwatthama would linger around you more often like some bodyguard just to ensure your safety. He always asks about your well-being, wanting to be caring as much as possible to you as your lover. Of course, once you do assure him that he doesn't need to overly change, Ashwatthama will flash you that with that smile of his alongside a brief murmur about your kindness must've truly been what charmed people to your side. Including him.
❥︎ Ashwatthama becomes more proactive in engaging in all that you like or is interested in. That book you're reading or blabbering to him about? Yeah, sure, whatever, a trip to the library sounds nice to kill some time. You liked that chocolate milk drink that he gave you on Valentine's Day that Parvati suggested he do? In a flash, he's already arriving with a tray filled with two cups in his arms. You liked a certain sweet? Fine, fine. Not that anyone can resist that smile of yours, anyways (only to fail by being too rough on the baking or burned it to a crisp). But hey, it's the thought that counts, isn't it? One way to actually surprise and make his heart actually leap not from the heat of battle is to openly appreciate all that he does for you. He'd probably just start racking his brain for other ideas instead to trouble the kitchen staff and your taste buds less. He's that considerate for you.
❥︎ Ashwatthama is one understanding servant. He's oftenly loud and even brash. But, however, given that you've become his lover too— in moments of vulnerability, Ashwatthama would be a little lost on what to do, but would stay by your side, put a hand on your back as you vented to him about all your troubles or simply if you wish to cry your heart out with him. He's not going to turn you away. Crying is humane, you know? Ashwatthama acknowledges the fact that you trust him enough to let yourself look weak in front of him.
❥︎ Afterwards? He'd definitely try to find means to cheer you up! Be it to take you out on a walk together and unwind or simply share hot chocolate milk drink together, or maybe even tea. Whatever you want. He's not gonna complain. Ashwatthama wouldn't propose battling your spirits out as he's become more considerate of your well-being and is more likely to start wishing that he'd raise a hand instead of you when necessary, but when interested? Hell yea sure. You asked for it, so he'll accompany you in the training simulator. But of course, he's gonna make sure you still don't get lost in the flames of battle way too much or burn quickly. Praises and a towel to wipe the sweat off your skin is in order!
❥︎ When it comes to physical affection, Ashwatthama isn't overly that sure about it either. He's more of a warrior and isn't versed in this romance stuff, cut him some slack. So, if you want a kiss or two or even some hug, you'd need to ask for it from him! At first, he'd probably be off-guard, but he'd acknowledge your wishes, since that's part of being a couple, yes? Just be gentle with him. Your first kiss definitely was a bit sloppy and brief, light as a feather, but it was sweet all the same. Ashwatthama truly has gone soft for you. As a bonus? Hehe, you're about to see his cheeks turn red as his hair~!
❥︎ Ashwatthama's love language is more on the Acts of Service type~ He'd help you out with even the littlest of things should you ask, be it to carry stuff or even help around with your room or elsewhere. Ashwatthama will grow to learn gentlemanly mannerisms that he got from Karna's suggestions off a book, by holding the door for you or even doing chores. All just to bring burden off your shoulders.
❥︎ Ashwatthama still has a lot to learn with romance, but for you? He's found more motivation to let his heart burn for, rather than simply for the heat of the battle. Even then, too... His heart will burn brighter during battles, just so that he may bring victory to your cause. He'd even willingly set himself on fire, if it meant saving you instead. No matter what. In any corner of the world— he will always return to your side. Fate is a funny thing, after all. He'd make sure to never let your memory burn away from his mind. No matter what. For you, he'd wander through more gloomy forests if it meant he could see you again, by the end of the maze. Even across timelines. Don't think you can back away now. Ashwatthama has bound himself to you now, after all~ The one who once burned for passion, will continue to burn for passion. Now, all for you.
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✿︎☾︎ 𝐁𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐚
❥︎ The second prince of the Pandava Brothers and son of the wind god, Vayu— Bhima, has come to sweep you off your feet with his great cooking and good looking smile! Aside from a few others, there's no one else who would say that they don't get along with this man. Bhima is incredibly likable, and even though his appetite is definitely huge, his heart is just as big for those that he's fond of.
❥︎ Bhima is kind, careful and gentle with you. He has a fine slice of formality and being his authentic self, where he's rather chill and disregards statuses just to get along with people over food or combat abilities. Bhima can be a good brother, friend or a comrade all in one package. Bhima just knows how to fill one's heart through the stomach, exactly just as the saying goes~ He enjoys cooking so wouldn't mind if you ask anything of him! His appetite is boundless, so is his love for good old cooking.
❥︎ Thus, it would be of no surprise if you were to fall for this handsomely and capable prince. Bhima takes great care of you, serves you such a good palate, looks after your health, always asks for your well-being, encourages you, praises you, swore protection and loyalty and would support you with anything you wish. He's the epitome of women's desires, basically. He's got it all. He's capable and everything. Should Arjuna be in the know, he'd approve of you— no other words needed. He already knows how qualified you fit for his good big brother.
❥︎ Bhima himself is already well-experienced in love to not notice your courtships. Sure, at first, he won't take too much notice of it. But the more it became visible to him, the more he'd wound up realizing what you're trying to do. Bhima would be surprised but honored that his master would even eye him romantically. The good food and his care surely filled you good, mm? Of course, should you convince him enough of your sincerity in love, Bhima would gladly take your hand and kiss it— not as any polite prince or servant, but now as your lover.
❥︎ Bhima is confident, strong and a good-cook! There's no day where you're never growing hungry. Since you're his lover, he'd happily indulge in you, should you feel even the slightest bit of hunger let alone a low rumble in your stomach. He'd serve you however you like, with also a fine slice of nutrition at hand so that you'll remain strong.
❥︎ Bhima is naturally pro-active. But lazy mornings? Aack, more on the sweet side! You'd wake up with his arms wrapped around you, and you'd get yourself a warm good morning plus a kiss on the forehead to start the day.
❥︎ Back-hugs! Bhima would love it should you come up from behind him, and surprise him with a hug while he's cooking, all the while you observe or mirror his smile, and he'd tell you that the food is almost ready~ Mm, what's cooking, good-looking?
❥︎ Though, sometimes, you'd wake up not to his warmth but even though his arms are upset, you'd be awoken by the warm and delectable aroma that rose from another side of the room, right in your small kitchen (one got installed when Bhima moved in with you), as if attracting you by force. Once you stand up and walk towards it, you'd be greeted by an apron-clad Bhima, who'd whisk you over with a kiss, multi-tasking between cooking in his pan and showing you affections, first thing in the morning. Truly, nothing beats a jet two holiday having such warm mornings with your beloved <3
❥︎ Feeling tired after a long day? Leave it to Bhima! He'd whip you up with something good for your stomach, have it served in bed even if you're feeling too tired to move, and maybe even give you nice relaxing massages. You feel as if you're on cloud-nine all the while he'd keep asking whether his grip is way too rough or not. He doesn't want to hurt you, after all.
❥︎ Mountain-hiking is your go-to long vacation date with him! Bhima would gladly guide you all the way, ensuring your safety until you two reached the destination he spoke of. Beneath the starry night sky, he'd tell your stories about his past and himself and even have a deep talk about life with you there. Bhima is willing to give you a listening ear, whatever it may be. Vent or even cry to him! He'd wipe your cheeks clean with those tears, all the while still calling you strong enough to keep going the entire time. But should you fall, then he'd catch you in his arms. Bhima never falters with making you feel valued.
❥︎ Bhima would happily pick out some flowers for you too (like he once did with his wife like in one of his stories), and even make you a flower crown out of it. You're his pretty goddess! <3
❥︎ Love Language, you say? All-of-the-above~! Bhima is a man of many talents, interests and stories! Of course, he is also a man of great service towards his beloved. He's husband material. He'd give you time to bond together (maybe eat homemade meals together), serve you well and nicely by helping you around or to some good food, tell you how lovely/beautiful and strong you are, giving you gifts other than good food, and of course— his warm kisses and hugs.
❥︎ Speaking of which, Bhima is a good go-to when asking for his opinion of what dress or clothes would be great to go with! Bhima would most likely just say that anything fits you, but actually is good at helping you pick the right ones out. That said, he's not opposed to seeing you wear traditional indian clothing too~ He'd definitely treat you like an actual goddess or his queen. He's at your service, ma'am.
❥︎ Bhima doesn't say it out loud, even from before, but he treats you like family. A lover even moreso, is also family. He'd pamper and treat his brothers so nicely, so of course, as his Master and Lover— Bhima dedicates himself wholeheartedly to you. He doesn't even need a marriage contract to act exactly how a husband should. Dedicated. Devoted and loving. His love is akin to the soft brush of the winds— gentle and refreshing.
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(NSFT(W)/Mature content under the cut! If you don't feel comfortable reading these kinds of contents, then you're free to skip! Again, Minors do not interact. Read at your own risk!)
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❁☾︎ 𝐀𝐬𝐡𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐦𝐚 (ఌ︎ 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑢𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛)
❥︎ If he's not any good with romance, then you can bet he'd say the same thing about bed but oho, the way your bed would almost break would say otherwise. As expected for the incarnation of Shiva.
❥︎ Ashwatthama burns with fiery passion in battles, so it'd be of no surprise if he can conquer you in bed too. He'd pin you down nice and good on the sheets, and you would be able to feel your soul soar up the skies with heart aflame, as every hot kisses and marks that he leaves over your skin, leaves that burning yet arousing sensation.
❥︎ The Red-Haired Archer would absolutely dominate you in bed, as if it were some challenging spar for him to feel so excited about. He'd make sure that the flames he leaves in his wake with you, would be enough proof that you have laid in bed with him.
❥︎ Ashwatthama can be rough, and likely would be. If you do specially ask for it, however, you'd better not take that back and prepare yourself for some toe-curling intimacy~ Ashwatthama would hump and thrust in you, with wild abandon, encouraged arching your back as the headboard would hit against the wall. It was as if Ashwatthama instead is the one making you go through the cycles of Samsara.
❥︎ He barely had experience, yes, but you're getting pleasurably wrecked anyways. He'd be incredibly vocal in bed, would pinch and provoke at you with his loud and fiery spirit. Come now, get that pretty voice of yours out, nice and well. Maybe even better, watch you choke on it once he slams himself into your mouth and grip at your hair, feeling it throb against the back of your throat.
❥︎ For long days, Ashwatthama wouldn't mind destressing with you in bed. In fact, he'd even stoke your flames of 'anger' just so that he could amuse himself with your growing ferociousness. Go ahead then. Take your pleasure from him, if you so dare. He'd hiss and throw his head back, mumbling about how mind-blowingly good it feels as you bounced on him, with your jiggling breasts up right his face for him to chomp on like a beast in heat.
❥︎ Ashwatthama would greatly appreciate wrestling in bed. ;)) he'd spark a reaction out of you, up to the point where you two would settle it out in bed. Playfully up course~ Spice up those good heat? Mm-hmm. Overclocked. Overcooked. Winner gets to do however the winner likes~
❥︎ Aggressive in battle, aggressive in the sheets. Coupling with Ashwatthama is akin to playing with fire. His throbbing shaft is just akin to seeing a match be lit up and be blown away once he fills you well with all that he's got to pop, heh.
❥︎ Aftercare? Of course. Once the fire settles, Ashwatthama would take care of you too. He'd grab a towel and wipe you clean as if you've just trained hard and well with him for an entire day. He'd bring you some water too, right afterwards to hydrate or simply let you sleep nicely in his arms as the afterglow of your lovemaking settles in.
❥︎ 10/10 passionate lover. Enjoy fanning your flames with him, dear master~
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❁☾︎ 𝐁𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐚 (𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑢𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛)
❥︎ This man has already been wedded back in life, and thus is experienced in knowing how to handle a lady well. You're in good hands!
❥︎ Bhima would start slow and gentle. He'd frequently ask how you're feeling, and even would put up a safe-word in case you wanted to stop. He wouldn't wish to bring you great discomfort. Bhima takes intimacy very seriously, especially with a beloved. Moreso if you were to tell him that it's your first time.
❥︎ His kisses are sweet like dessert, and you could melt in them. Bhima would guide you very gently, and wouldn't mind taking the lead for you, if you so wish. Other than that, he doesn't mind being a Switch and letting you top him! He'd so graciously watch you with amusement, admiring your strength as you ride him with all your mind with that blissed out look on your face.
❥︎ He knows every good spot and immediately could already memorize every nook and cranny of your insides, or where you feel most sensitive. Bhima would gladly service you, rub and touch at your bud in, or even lean down his face and eat you out like you're a huge feast for his taking.
❥︎ Bhima is normally composed here, yes, but he has his own appetite too, mm-hmm. He has good stamina, and after you've had your own fill of him, he'd flip you over and let the air break in and out of your lungs as you reach the peaks of paradise with his movements alone.
❥︎ Bhima loves you a lot, and thus, Body-worshipping is in order for him too! He'd lean down and whisper compliments with every touch, every breath and there's no moment between thrusts where he does not declare how good you feel, how snuggly he fits himself inside you and of how warm your kiss swollen lips are. And importantly, how beautiful you are in his eyes. A treasure that he won't exchange for anything else.
❥︎ Bhima would be greatly into getting intimate with you in the shower too. He'd bask in the warm streams of waters, all the while he has you pushed up against the shower screens, right in his arms, with your legs locked around his waist as he pounds into you, high on cloud-nine.
❥︎ For aftercare? If straight out of the shower, he'd clean you up nicely, dry you well and thoroughly, and even would happily dress you in comfortable clothes before laying down and relaxing together. (He doesn't mind another round in bed if you ask, but he certainly would find your appetite surprising~ who's he to decline?).
❥︎ He'd even serve you with a good meal or massages afterwards or rest with you momentarily until you'd wake up to a tray of food, served by yours truly! Bhima will stock you up on some good water too to refreshen up, and will tell you how amazing you've been <3
Lowkey having Harada cravings after reading your FGO NSFW Hc’s of him….I wanted to ask if you could write jealous (or brat taming…or both?) sex with Harada and a fem reader if that’s okay with you? ❤️
❥︎ not proof-read as usual because I like to court death by writing in tumblr drafts; female reader; reader is the master; minors do not interact; contains explicit content; nsft; jealous/possessive Harada; rough? Yes. rough; usage of vulgar language; sinfully-yours is in! /j; possible errors and ooc; first smut short fic aack; here goes my writing streak; absolutely filthy; no crumbs of shame is left yet again; written at night, cut me some slack againnn haha; gensai cameo; lowkey (?) based on the Shinsengumi Harada HCs I posted previously; the 'newcomer' servant is left vague, so it can be anyone you want/fits!; master got a bit too silly; someone pass me some holy water/floofy drink to chug down on, after this /j; this turned out longer than expected, I'm surprised; here goes my smut readings coming into good use (1); rip my harada, won't be able to face him properly in my own chaldea after this /j.
ᴇxᴛʀᴀ ɴᴏᴛᴇs: hii, nonnie~! I apologize for taking a bit to do your request, I sure do hope your harada cravings are satisfied with this one! (I'm still so surprised that my Shinsengumi HCs were so well-received, haha.) This would be my first time publishing spice in a one-shot/short fic format >.< But I hope you'd like it! (Hehe, I'm feeling well-fed too with the streams of Shinsengumi/FGO requests! ♡). Special thanks to my homie for helping me get through this one through late-night discussions over thirsts, lol; I can finally eep.
Again, MDNI (Minors do not interact). Please read at your own risk! (Content under the cut!)
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It was the third time this week.
Harada no issues, yes, when his darling of a Master interacts with the other servants, moreso for newcomers. He's aware that's part of your nature— bonding and attaching servants to your side and cause was exactly how you had attracted him like a magnet too. Even the most considerably difficult ones were fond of your unyielding kindness. Harada loved that in you too, and as much as he does want to keep you all to himself, he found himself of great privilege to be called as your one and only lover.
But goodness, you're spending less and less time with him. Even the morning kisses that he'd so relish and prolong before starting your day together with him, only felt so chaste and quick before you hurried off on your feet and stunned him in place. Not that he's one for being chaste in the bedroom with you, no. But all in all, as your lover, can't he feel even just a bit greedy for your affections?
Seeing how you bask in showering the newcomer servant with your affections, having made them recently as a good acquaintance of yours, like all other servants, however... Just pisses him off. Bit by bit. He doesn't even know if you're doing this on purpose just to prick at his skin, so that he may act on unchaste impulses beyond the usual deep kissing, hugs and hand-holding. Is he not enough for you already?
You're giggling. You're smiling. Even sharing whispers or two with them. You won't even hug him back during night at bed! Of course, he'd be one grumpy and pouty cat, he doesn't care how he's described now. The peaks of Jealousy are certainly starting to spike in his mind.
Deep breaths. Harada. You can't afford to put on a show for everyone just because of your heightening annoyance with this pesky little— he inhaled. Then exhaled, preventing the urge to just simply whip out his spear and lunge it Gae Bolg styled at the poor unsuspecting new servant. Whoever they may be.
".... Hey, Harada."
The red-haired lancer squints his eye, and turns his head to the side, right towards the owner of the low and muffled female voice that belonged to none other than Gensai. Her stare alone looked as if it was penetrating through his skull without the use of an actual sword.
".... What is it, sis?"
He answers with more irritation than he'd thought would come out. Rather than take offense, the striped-haired Assassin heaves out a sigh and shook her head.
"You know... You're not being slick, right now. I don't need to even hear you mumble curses beneath your breath to even know that you're feeling envious of the newcomer."
Gensai spoke, matter-of-factly before looking back up at him again and then crossing her arms with the same deadpan expression on her face.
"Stop sulking around. You're a man, aren't you? If you take pride in lunching ahead with your spear towards enemies, then do the same here. Man up. Master is not the kind of person to abandon a lover, once she swears herself to one. I heard from... Miss Mash herself that you're the first and only lover of Master. So chin-up."
Gensai calmly reprimanded him, which did render Harada quietly as he closed his eyes, trying to rationalize his thoughts before his class could shift from Lancer to Berserker out of peak jealousy. No, no. Indeed. He can't be a petty child. Not right now, while in front of so many people. Besides, Hijikata might get his ass kicked hard if he acts out of line.
"I'm no expert with romance but... Surely just being honest and upfront to Master that you're feeling touch-starved would do the trick. You're rightfully Master's lover. So, Demand that privilege out of her, in a polite manner. If you want, just march up over there, scoop an arm around her waist and make your presence known before whisking her off for a good talk. Demand what's rightfully yours."
Gensai says, and a sigh escapes past the Lancer's lips. A few seconds later, he turns his head towards her, opening his eyes and nods his head quietly, muttering a thanks before walking up to where you stood, chatting away with your new servant. His eyebrows furrowed, and his hands curled up to a fist at his sides, but remembering Gensai's words prompted him to unfist them lest he gets himself in huge trouble with you.
Demand what's rightfully yours. And he will.
"Master."
Harada greets you, and out of nowhere, elicits a gasp from your lips as he wraps his arms around your waist, and pulls you close up against his chest. He places his chin over your shoulder, sniffing out your scent, as blood rushed to your cheeks as you registered his warmth. The other servant looked stunned as you are, all the while Harada just went ignoring their existence to make your focus shift on him. That you may get the message.
"H-Harada—! You surprised me...!"
You recoiled from his tight grip, hands up in the air in a surrendering position, unable to break away from his grasp. Not even one bit. He definitely looked like some clingy cat, right now.
"You didn't even sit down for breakfast with me, Master. Do you even still manage to fill your stomach well, as you would, whenever we...sit down for a meal together instead? As your lover and not just your servant... Isn't it my duty to ensure that you're in good shape?"
He says, shifting his gaze momentarily to the servant in front of him, who blinked, still stunned at the scene that was playing out in front of them, and of his Harada's possessive grip on your waist and at his slight jab in proclamation of being your lover.
Of course, you've grown perceptive enough over the years. It did take a bit to settle in, but once you have, you sighed while Harada had a silent exchange of stares, his own threatening, while keeping you close to him.
It's not what he thinks, really. You were blabbering about Harada the entire time to the newcomer, about how dearly beloved your boyfriend is, when they got curious when you had mentioned it in passing that you were dating a certain Captain and no less, the Spearmaster of the Shinsengumi. Fairly famous, yes. You haven't even said anything yet, only opening your mouth when Harada did the excusing.
"Now then, would you excuse us a bit? Forgive me for the intrusion. But... I'd like to speak to the Master about something... important and private. Don't mind if I take up some of her time, for now. She'll... probably be back later."
Maybe not. He thought before pulling away only to grab one of your hands, and he practically just drags you away, leaving the other servant to react on their own about the scenery of the two lovers, grappling on the edges of jealousy. If he wanted to, Harada would've stolen attention to the both of you by carrying you up princess-styled instead. But alas, his heart was thumping so impatiently against his chest it could almost burst.
The moment you two got back to your shared room, with Harada finally letting go of your wrist, as he then pins you to the wall, cornering you with his hands on either sides of your head.
"Now, are you going to face me more properly now, dear Master? Or should I be more direct in how this touch-starved Sanosuke express his cravings for your attention? Is that what you want to hear out of me?"
Harada spoke, staring back at you, dead-eyed with his lips in one still straight line. You gulped, feeling his breathing mix with yours. It took you a moment or two before a semblance of consciousness came to you, and it was your low chuckle that gave the red-haired lancer pause.
"Haha, you know, Harada-kun, I never...expected that you'd actually be this...needy."
You mused, and his lips started to curve up to a pout at your words.
"Needy? Hah, as if! Maybe you're forgetting my rights as your partner, Master-chan?"
He sarcastically responds back, and you sighed, before a more daring look slips on your face. His sassiness is giving it away.
"So you are jealous. Don't be. I'm actually talking about you to the new servant, you know? So, quit that pouting."
Harada blinked, taken aback, but that didn't seem to convince him entirely and he leaned closer towards you, your locks almost brushing with his own bangs.
"Then, what's with the...quick motions, huh? You won't even hug me back in bed at night, let alone greet me with longer morning kisses like you usually do and even eat breakfast with me so you could eat with another. Am I wrong about being envious, if I am?"
Harada pouted, to which you kept lowly chuckling at, though you did feel kind of bad. Certainly not your intention, but you do admit you just want to tease him a little bit, to truly see the extent of his 'love' for you. Fair enough to match all the words you speak on him, on the newcomer, yes? And it seems like, he really has fallen hard. The idea occurred to you in one of your chats with the newcomer servant. And here you are, with him.
You've never seen Harada lose his cool this way as your lover, since he's got a fine balance of his emotions and is usually well sated with affections from your own end all the while you'd attend to the other servants too. But, doesn't that make him all the more worthwhile to tease, just a bit more?
"So, you long for me that much, Harada-san."
You mused, before leaning closer, a playful smile present on your lips. While he stared at you, with the same expression.
"In that case, why not show me how badly you want me, hm?"
Famous last words. He raises an eyebrow, and slowly, his gaze darkens. You're pushing him to his limits, huh? In that case—
"... We'll see if you can keep that teasing look on your face, and if you can even face that...servant again, once I'm done with you here, Master."
In a flash, you were already hoistered upwards into his arms and before you knew it, you were already thrown onto the mattress of your bed with a low thud and a startled yelp that slipped past your lips.
"Let's see how brave you are."
Harada says, as he hovered above you, while your cheeks flushed red but didn't do anything to stop him. You dug your own grave, probably, for daring Harada into this. Your sight blurs out as he then leans down his lips, and begins lapping his tongue and teeth at the exposed skin of your neck. You grunted, breathing becoming heavier as he launched a series of assaults upon your skin, eager to cover it with bite marks and hickies, to mark you as his own.
Nimbly, his hands matched his pacing all the while he filled your neck with marks as your body stiffened beneath his touch. His fingers skillfully unbuttoned your top, revealing your black lacey bra and your creamy skin. Harada can't resist not to lick his lips at the sight, as he went sliding at your top to slip past your shoulders before diving in like a man parched, drawing out his kisses and bites all the way down at your collar bone and onto your cleavage.
He nipped rather aggressively and roughly, drowning out your thoughts into a series of wordless moans. Harada smirked, feeling already rather victorious at his hold of you, as he continued to hover his lips to graze along your skin.
"Still feeling bold, Master?"
He says, just to nudge at your senses. Not backing down so easily even in the heat of the moment, admittedly having liked his roughness, you managed to stutter out your response with a smile present on your lips.
"Hah... You call that neediness, Harada-san?"
You tried to speak, just to match his rough momentum to which Harada huffed lightly at, reaching up one of his hands to grab and firmly at your clothed chest, having a feel of your round breast even through the cloth that stood as barrier to his direct touch.
"Ah, playing hard to get... Or should I say, feeling bratty today, I see, Master?"
Harada mused, his eyes dark with the forbidden dark thrill of lust. His 'little spear' down there is starting to form and harden into its own spear too, poking through his pants, to which he pressed and grinded against your thigh so that you may be able to have a teaser of the monster that lays beneath Harada Sanosuke's pants.
"I'll have you eat up your own words, Master. You're gonna regret playing around with my feelings today."
He says. He's definitely going to demand what's rightfully his. Just like Gensai said. But of course, he's not gonna blurt out what he's done with Master to her later about making up. He might as well get a nice stab to the skull for being vulgar. Of course. All that he sees now is all his to see. The effects...in the aftermath, however, is another story.
Harada would want to draw this session between the two of you out longer. He'll make you a crying and squirming mess, sooner than later. He's going to take all that's rightfully his. You've deprived him for so long. Now, you're all his for the taking.
Everything went out in a blur, afterwards, and the next moment, after your cute little taunt— your clothes have already sprawled out on the floor so carelessly thrown around by the beast of yearning, er, rather, by Harada, leaving you completely in the nude. You look exactly like a feast of the taking. He's got no time to waste discarding your pesky and distracting clothes off.
Even at your revelation albeit playfully spoken, whenever his mind shifts back to your moment with that servant, a flare of jealousy truly just runs into his veins. Harada really is going to go all out today. Don't blame him for this, for you have brought this on yourself for being so playful.
Swiftly, he grips at your waist, lifts you up into his arms a bit, turns you around and makes you lie flat on your stomach with your back arched as he ensures that you'd be standing on your tip-toes before you yelped out aloud when the sensation of a loud smack to your rear made you wince and reel in pain but also of a forbidden thrill.
"Feel that?"
He says, before sending another smack to your rear, grasping one globe wholly into his hand before bending his body over to lean down slightly to whisper at your ear as he watches you slowly lose composure with the way your body quivered at his touch.
Smack after smack, until he could hear that little moan out of your lips. Then, with one last squeeze and grab at your rear (for now), Harada trails his hand down all the way to your slick bud— dripping so wet it could stain the sheets, and so visibly seen even from behind. He smirked, feeling slightly satisfied.
"Wet already, Master? A few smacks to the rear and you're already this wet...? What a whore."
He says, before then startling you when he snuck his hand down further, parted at your glistening folds from behind for presentation before slipping one finger in, exploring through your wet cavern as he grinded the bulge of his little spear up against your thigh, rubbing it just to overwhelm you.
Remember. You dared the same man who defied death numerous times throughout his entire life. Your little teasing does nothing to deter him, right now. He's no coward from a dare, least of all, yours.
"So tight... You're this excited already, huh? Surely I can just fit and ram myself in through this pretty little hole of yours, huh, Master?"
Harada mused, adding another finger in, sliding through your cavern as he explored your depths all the while you reached and gripped for the sheets, voice already turning slowly hoarse from his actions. You could barely even move so well as you shivered at his contact.
"Look at you. Already a sobbing and submissive mess. What a pretty whore you made of yourself. This hole loosened up to me so obediently, running in contrast to its owner's mouth."
He continued, dirty talking you at your wits' end as he roughened his ministrations inside you through his fingers that left no spot untouched.
"Bet that servant, no matter how close they'd get with you... Or anyone else... Heh, they'd never see you in this state. Only I get to have you like this, don't I, Master?"
Harada says, continuing to draw out your release as you tearfully held onto the sheets, barely able to hold yourself back any longer but before you could even make the release you've started to crave for, Harada suddenly withdraws his hand, leaving you a quivering mess, with bated breaths. You looked over your shoulder, eyes welling up with tears and a pout.
"What was that for?"
You questioned him, admittedly having enjoyed his touches and movements far a lot more than you thought. At the corner of your eye, you watched as Harada smirked at your expression all the while he raised his slick-covered fingers to his lips and made you watch as he licked them clean and thoroughly with his mouth.
"What? Expecting more, Master? Haven't I told you already? You're not getting princess treatment for today, not with that cute little stunt of yours."
Harada murmurs, before leaning over, hovering over your back before reaching his out with his hand, grasped at your chin to keep your head still and on him only.
"You want it badly? Then you're going to have to beg, Master. If you want a good time then beg for it. Not everything comes for cheap or so easily, you know?"
Harada says, watching your expressions with growing thrills of lust. Of course, normally, Harada won't be able to resist each and every whim of yours. But for now, he's going to dominate every fiber of your being, imprint his mark through the seed that he's been yearning to release from its cell in the form of his pants, until there'd be no denying that you're all his. No one else's.
But you were growing desperate. He's tracing his hands over your back so suggestively, teasing you of a denied release. You might as well just give him what he wants so that you'd finally see heaven with a fulfilling climax. But heavens not, dear, not with those sinful thoughts of yours. You cared not, for the moment for any of that. Harada feels heavenly himself already, frustrated, pent-up, pouty and rough. You're not going to lie. He feels good. He hits all the right places.
You can only wonder what he feels like once it's his member that's stretching you out.
"Beg for it, Master."
Harada repeats, his whisper husky against your skin, as he mused himself with patience to see how long it'll take before you lose your mind. And you finally cracked under sheer pressure.
"Harada... Please."
You murmured tearfully, as he hummed, urging you to continue with his teasing touches that continued.
"Please, what? Can't you be any louder, Master? You're normally so loud with yapping to that servant, but can't even muster to complete a sentence here with me. Come on. Out with it."
Harada says, his hand now hovering over her hips, tapping it gently as if already expecting your answer with how you're already surrendering yourself to him, little by little yet mind-reeling touches.
"Harada. Please. Fuck me."
You muttered, breathlessly. Still not loud enough. Harada startles you with a smack to the rear, his constraints starting to loosen up.
"What was that? Louder."
Another smack, and you've finally lost it.
"Fuck me, please, Harada!"
You yelled out louder this time, with all the air that your lungs could possibly breathe out. And that does it. Unable to take it any longer, Harada moves away a bit from you before you hear the sounds of clothes shuffling, and of a belt clinking undone followed by a low thud as it dropped to the floor.
Harada was already clad in sweat, with the atmosphere of the room charged with intensified heat, as he then frees his throbbing little spear from the confines of his pants, grabs at your hips, and rubbed it teasingly against your entrance, measuring out with his imagination just how much you'll be able to take of him.
You can't even form any proper words right now, until he reaches out with one of his hands to tug and pull at your hair back against him as he nudges himself against your entrance.
"One last time, Master. What do you want?"
Harada spoke, with you feeling dazed as he made you arch you back as he tugged and pulled at your hair, positioning you snugly against his 'little spear' that's just about to invade your folds.
"Y-you—! I want you, Harada—! I want you!"
You said out loud with little shame left, and in one tight grasp, you finally felt him penetrate your insides from behind, as you quivered and moaned out loud as he thrusted, parting your glistening folds to accommodate his humongous size. Harada spared no other effect with his declining patience, and once he's first filled you to the brim, he pulls out, leaving only the tip in before slamming back in and he began rutting in you— full speed ahead you could easily mistake seeing shooting stars fall outside the window.
But you know what, Harada is definitely shooting his own 'stars' inside you right now.
Sounds of loud squelching and skin-slapping sounds filled the air, engulfing the room in the heat of your passionate and rough lovemaking. With every thrust comes a recollection of your past neglect turned out to be a prank, and of that servant you showered affections on. The thought alone brings firs to his veins, and he grew even more ferocious with his speed.
"You feel that, huh, Master? Feel me... Haah... Stretching this tight hole open wide, splitting you open my cock?"
Harada spoke between loud and heavy pants, barely pausing in his movements as he then frees your hair from his grip only to grasp tightly at your hips to ram you faster and rougher with heightening heat rush.
"Say it."
Harada commands, gripping you tightly as he keeps pistoning his impaling length in and out of your weeping hole, eager to dry it out with plentiful of thrusts.
"Say it. Who do you belong to?"
Harada says, before bringing down another slap down to your already-reddened rear cheeks as he remained with a punishing pace to take you.
"You! I belong to you, H-Harada-san—!"
You feel another smack registering down in your already reddened cheeks.
"Louder!"
He commanded, as he kept going, only becoming rougher and rougher with his movements to the point it could bruise your insides.
"You!! I belong to you, Harada-san! I-I belong t-to... Ungh—! To no one else b-but H-Harada Sanosuke—!"
Now, that's more like it. Harada leans down, his forehead resting against the crown of your head, as he gritted his teeth and moved with all his might, barely halting as dark satisfaction filled his heart. Had servants been able to reproduce, you're more than sure he would've brought at least two children already out of you from this single union alone.
You gripped tighter at the sheets, and this time felt Harada wrap his arms around your waist, steadying you with his head resting on top of your own as you nearly could collapse from pleasure, and at your impending release. You could feel him throb inside you, indicating how close Harada already is too. You two went at it, for a few more thrusts until the both you moaned in synced, trembled altogether in shared warmth as release came crashing down on you both like a huge tidal wave.
Harada released into large spurts inside you, his movements stilling as he climaxed and filled you up, and momentarily made his shaft act like some sort of a clog before slowly pulling out, heaving heavily, his chest stricken with sweat through his black sleeveless top that flexed his muscles now almost completely with all the sweat.
As your release subsides, with his own dripping down your thighs, you finally collapse wholly on the bed, with your knees giving out on you. You're feeling rather dazed, not until you feel his hands, now gentler in touch, gently help you up and lift you up before laying you down carefully on the bed.
".... Sorry, Master, I went overboard with that one."
Harada whispers, eyes glancing nonetheless to all the marks he's left on you and at your quivering legs that could barely close as you're still reeling from your amazing peak of release.
"Mngh... I-it's fine..."
You tried to assure him, but Harada is quick on his feet, having already grabbed a towel and wiped you clean with gentle ministrations compared to his earlier rough movements. He's got you spent, and he got you all to himself. He's satisfied.
"Don't push yourself. Take a rest."
Harada whispers gently into your ear, letting the gentle coldness of water slide across your skin, before then even adorning you in your own sleeping clothes by himself when he has noticed the falter in your demeanor, prompting him to take good care for you, for the time being until you'd fall asleep to warmth's gentle embrace.
Soon enough, once you get up for work, Harada is definitely going to tease the living lights of you once the others have noticed the marks on your neck, and of the way your legs would quiver. Victory is all he is, at the moment.
Until he's more than sure, that you shall be all his. Forevermore. Harada will never live this one down with you and especially for the more-perceptive one. But truly, he's grateful especially given your efforts. Though, of course, he hopes that your intimate session hayd been a good lesson for you.
Regardless of your answer, either way, you'd probably be most happy being absolutely wrecked or not by him. Nonetheless.
Heyyy, I’m new here and I just wanted to say that I appreciate your writing a lot! how’s ur day (or night) going? I just wanted to request if you could write fluff (or dating, you could choose whichever) hcs of isami and keisuke from fgo ❤️
❥︎ not proof-read; gender-neutral reader; reader is the Master; fluff; floofity floof!; established relationships; belated Happy Kondo day! ( ◜‿◝ )♡; possible errors and ooc; dating/fluff headcannons; Shinsengumi Nobu/Nobugumi cameo~ (chibi nobugumi is kondo's little baby, yes!).
ᴇxᴛʀᴀ ɴᴏᴛᴇs: hii, nonnie! Tysm for the kind words! ( ꈍᴗꈍ) I'm glad to know that you like my writing, hehe. I'm fine, thank you for asking (hopefully it does stay that way). I do apologize for taking a bit to attend to your request sksksks, but I hope it's worth the wait! I'm beri beri happy to receive more Shinsengumi requests, waaaah >.< Please enjoy! (I added a smol/short scenario at the end for each of them as a bonus~! I hope it will be well-received (*´ω｀*))
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✿︎☾︎ 𝐊𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐨 𝐈𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐢
❥︎ The Commander of the Shinsengumi is hardly a man that anyone, especially ladies who possessed quality taste, would even ever pass up to have the chance to be with, especially at his time. He's got everything. Talent, Luck, Looks, knew how to wield a blade, Charisma and had a lot of achievements under his belt. He passed in life with rejection and regrets over the life he has lived, but with you, his Master? Kondo sprouted like a new flower again. It wouldn't be far-fetched to say that, Kondo would possess feelings for you, beyond just simply being that of a servant or a retainer.
❥︎ Though of course, he'd initially deny them, out of respect for you, his lord. He's content just being your loyal and devoted servant. It is with his servitude and gratitude— his Sincerity, that prompts him to stay by your side. Be it a blade that cuts away through the darkness or the arms that cushion your fall. Kondo will happily be anything to you— as long as he can serve you. But if romance truly blossoms between the two of you? Kondo is next level smitten ♡
❥︎ Kondo is top-tier boyfriend or even husband material. Especially for the Master that he once served but no revere as his lover. He barely got the chance to truly love this way back then, and since it's within the more-peaceful times, in a way, Kondo is content with treating you specially. He is at your command and side, however and whenever you ask him to. He's just one call away.
❥︎ If you two do end up sharing the same room/bed later on, you can bet that you'll immediately be in such good mood for everyday of your life by waking up in the morning and the first thing you'd see is Kondo's sweet smile before he greets you a good morning. Goodness, he'll never stop looking so effortlessly good even with bed hair. It's not even noticeable for him to have any. That's just how well-maintained his hair is.
❥︎ Ah, speaking of hair, Kondo does happily allow you to brush, tangle or even braid his hair! He'd even let you tie it up as you wish. Maybe even let you try on those ribbons and flowers, and he doesn't mind walking outside in the hallways looking like Rapunzel, taking pride in your work. People or his colleagues can stare as much as he likes, he's going to flex your adorable hairstyle. He doesn't mind at all! He's rather chill and looked extra cute with it. It brings a pleasant feeling to his heart.
❥︎ If you wish, even though he'd be surprised at first, Kondo will allow you to wash his hair too, if you're that obsessed with it or would like to help him take care of it~ It does bring him confidence that you love his long hair. He'd be patient and eager, following your instructions as you would apply haircare products or anything of the sort, rinse and wash it and even dry it. He'd look like some patient and happy little kid afterwards. He'd be so sure to gratefully thank you too.
❥︎ Since his duties proved less demanding than it is back in life, Kondo pretty much have more freedom to do as he wishes. Aside from training and perhaps just doing as he liked or taking up responsibilities, Kondo is the type to learn how to take better care of his beloved. He's grown more than aware that you carry heavy burdens, and as your lover, Kondo wishes that he'd be capable not just with the blade for you. He'd even volunteer helping out in the kitchen, and even take cooking lessons from Emiya and the others! He's got the spirit just for you. Then, he'd serve you his dish— cooked with love. He's trying his best!
❥︎ Kondo appreciates how you'd provide him a listening ear whenever he chats with you about values, swords or his interests so he'd be the same to you. Talk to him about anything. He'd listen, and would try his best to understand. He'd be also the type sometimes that your words would get lost in his mind, since he'd find himself mesmerized by how gleeful you are while talking that when called out, he just looks away, looking flustered.
❥︎ When you feel deeply troubled or upset, you can simply run to him too, and he'd welcome you with open-arms. Kondo can read you out easily, and sometimes, when words fail you, he'd understand but remain there for you. If you simply wish to cry or vent out to him, Kondo would gladly take your hand somewhere private yet comfortable, or maybe sit on a veranda, overlooking the skies as he listens to you, maybe even take you into his arms if you wanted to, just to comfort you. It hurts to see him see you look unhappy. But if it's just comfortable silence you wish, Kondo will still gladly be your companion.
❥︎ But if someone or something is what made you upset? Well, they're going to cross not just the Commander himself but the entire Shinsengumi, lol. That poor person isn't going to see the light of day, ever again. Totally. Kondo has his scary side that you'd never want to ever bring out by hurting those he treasures greatly.
❥︎ Kondo may say that he's not really that great with literary pursuits, but in some rare occasions, he does find himself picking up a brush and some ink and write you poetry on a whim. He may say that he's not good at it compared to Yamanami, but perhaps it's with his help too, that Kondo can compose you something just so that you would know of his feelings, even in such medium.
❥︎ Kondo's love language is Quality Time, Words of Affirmation and Acts of Service! To him, you're incredibly important. Not simply as a Master, but his lover. He wants nothing more but to see you happy, relaxed and of course— to ensure that he can take some of the burdens off your shoulders.
❥︎ For dates, Kondo is a simple man. He'd be most fond of quiet walks with you, or simply partake in meals in the cafeteria. But of course, if granted the permission to, he would love to take you to rayshifting to old Edo, and maybe just spend time as a couple while basking in old times— reminiscing the past he's grown up in, while holding your hand. He's willing to go out on picnics too!
❥︎ Kondo had been a busy man, back in his lifetime so he barely considered the thought of fathering children or spending time with them, in contrast to Yamanami. But sure enough, whenever you do spot him cradling a certain chibi-sized little nobu with the Shinsengumi Haori, you could easily mistake him for some doting father.
❥︎ Kondo doesn't even squint nor bat an eye, and just lets the little chibi nobu look all high and mighty being an adorable self-proclaimed captain. Chibi Nobugumi has gained themself an ally out of the beloved Commander of the Shinsengumi himself, so what do you mean Nyubu is not part of the Shinsengumi now~? Little Captain Nobu is just a little bean, give it a chance! Kondo would even be so delighted if you'd dote on little Nobugumi too, maybe cradle it together with him, all the while you two could almost look like an actual family.
❥︎ You'd start and end the day with Kondo at your side. Kondo would tuck you in first before slipping at your side, embracing you close for a cuddle as you two had a small chat or two about the day before slowly drifting off together, with Kondo's light patting on your back slowening until it stills completely while you two became reunited once more, in the land of dreams.
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It's been awhile since Kondo ever had the chance to properly appreciate the sceneries of his hometown. For most of his life, ever since he had become the Commander of the Shinsengumi, he barely had time to even gaze upon the falling petals of a cherry blossom tree in spring. And he passed on, never getting another chance to do so again, unlike in his youth.
But, for a special date, you specially requested Da Vinci to rayshift (or simulate, you decide) you both to the clear sceneries of Kondo's hometown. In the more peaceful times, even though it teetered at the edge of bloodshed all the time throughout history.
Hand in hand, with your free hand holding a picnic basket, you gazed up at the man who accompanied you on this date that you have arranged for the two of you. Kondo looked relaxed, almost wistful even, as you watched him marvel at the blossoms of spring. His mind was thrown into a temporary loop of relapses, as he recalled his times with Okita and Hijikata in the long distant past.
He didn't wear his Shinsengumi Haori with him today, preferring to simply treat himself as your lover rather than a Commander or anything else of the sort. For today, he's all yours. Like all the previous days. For now, he is Kondo Isami.
"Master, thank you for bringing me... No, arranging this date for the two of us. I am immensely grateful for your great affections to even consider me this much. Seeing this scenery beyond life... It sure does take me back."
Kondo spoke, after a while of comfortable silence with walking together amidst the flowery pathway. Looking back over to you, his bangs swaying off to the side slightly with some of the petals grazing at the tips of his hair, he gives you his gentlest and sweetest smile.
"Master, are you sure you're fine with carrying the basket on your own? I wouldn't wish to see you straining yourself any further, after all."
He says with gentle concern, to which you shaked your head to, returning his smile.
"Don't worry, Isamin. I can carry it just fine!"
You assured him, addressing him with the same nickname as a few others would call him with. Kondo nods his head with your assurance, still smiling and clearly in good spirits.
"... Master, you must've been so well-traveled even amongst all the eras you've visited to even know of a good spot to go to, just as you've said earlier. A picnic in spring... And near all these blossoming trees... Mm, it does sound like a scene straight out of fantasy."
Kondo comments, as you two keep walking, nearing the spot that you told him about and intends to bring him to. A small hill just up ahead, not too far from town, but enough to provide two lovers their intimate privacy underneath the shade of another cherry blossom tree.
In fact, it wasn't just a simple date that you have in mind. Well, definitely simple yet intimate but— you've heard from a few other members of the Shinsengumi that today's Kondo's birthday. The Commander himself probably forgot or is oblivious to the date, but the Shinsengumi themselves told you about it. Thus, while you take him out on a date— you'll give the others some time to prepare with a birthday celebration for their dearest commander. You'd greet him, yes, though being the sweetheart he is, Kondo hopefully won't suspect that the others are up to something too about his birthday.
After reaching the spot, you and Kondo set down a mat, placed the basket at the side before getting yourselves seated. A small sigh escapes your lips, before you both initiated your picnic. Kondo would look up fondly at the flowing petals, blown by a small gush of wind, as he inhaled the fresh air. He'd partake in the cookies you have baked, as well as the sandwiches you brought along. There's some mochi and a few local cuisine snacks you brought along too.
Then, at one moment, while Kondo rested, you watched as petals tapped and slipped onto some parts of his hair, only to be met with a gentle smile from him as he carefully took them off, some he even blew off his palm. Goodness, he really just looked so mesmerizing, even moreso when he's this relaxed.
The perfect time too, for you to pull out the small cupcake (the actual cake is back at the base), with a candle on its top. Kondo is distracted by the cherry blossom petals, all the while you swiftly light the candle up, before calling his attention back to you.
"Ah, Master... This is—?"
Kondo murmured, blinking as you bring it up to his face in a careful manner with both hands as you knelt on the mat, wearing that smile on your face.
"Kondo-san. Happy Birthday! I heard that... It's your birth date, on the ninth day of the eleventh month..."
You sheepishly say, as Kondo blinked before the colors of his cheeks started to match that of the cherry blossom petals and he can't help but bring up his sleeve to cover the other half of his face. He looked so flustered and surprised even.
"M-Master... You're...too kind..."
A gleam of recognition slips past his eyes as you smile wider at seeing his reaction. Kondo had been living out his days well, to the point he'd almost forgotten about the passage of time. Or that, he had a birthday let alone it be celebrated with a lover— his own Master, no less, this way. It made his heart skip a beat, and almost rendered him to a teenage boy yet again.
At your instruction to make a wish quietly before blowing the candle as western traditions usually do, Kondo follows it. He closes his eyes for a moment or two, before blowing the calm flame off.
"What did you wish for, Isamin?"
You asked, in a lighthearted tone to which his lips curved up to a smile once again at.
"Hm... Well..."
Kondo muttered, trailing off his words as he leaned closer and in a blink of an eye, like the soft touch of a cherry blossom petal, his lips brushed against yours. You were taken aback but do close your eyes, reciprocating his kiss. One of his hands cupped at your cheeks, as everything else lay forgotten for that few seconds of sweetness before he withdrew but leaned his forehead against yours, blocking all other sounds and with the cupcake still in your hand. Forgotten.
"My wish... Is to be able to spend more birthdays with you... And to celebrate your own too, for many more years. I wish for nothing more... But to be able to remain by your side. Even if time were to be lost... My Sincerity for you would remain unwavering, my dear (name)."
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❥︎ Beautiful yet fleeting as the Mountain Cherry Blossoms. The Kind-hearted and warm Secretary-General is a man adored by those of his time, regardless of the ending his story had concluded with. The same man who now became your willing and grateful servant, and the man who had acknowledged his past and had embarked on a new path of change. Hardly, no one would find any reason to not adore him for both his intelligence and kindness. Sannan is a whole package in terms of personality, so it's no surprise that he's a lady-killer back in the day and was adored by many kids of the neighborhood as a model figure and a good older brother/teacher.
❥︎ Sannan may not be the dense type when it comes to the notions of love, but he is one to easily deny himself of such feelings. He considered himself a coward, and while he is content to be your most loyal servant— he feels unworthy of the thought of becoming your lover. It is with his yearning of you that he started to compose poems, in leisure times, to physically manifest the thoughts that chipped away at his heart. And yet, when you confessed with unwavering resolution? Keisuke would still be reluctant but since you insist that you wish to have him, then he is all yours to have.
❥︎ Sannan is a caring lover to have. He'd personally tuck you to bed with a forehead kiss, bring you water to hydrate, sit with you for tea, bring you snacks to munch on, and would always remind you of how essential rest is. He is always at your service.
❥︎ As a daily/weekly routine, should you ask for it, Sannan would gladly teach you calligraphy or even more on literature. Perhaps even about strategy or two? But of course not all, so that Keisuke would still be of use to you, no? But he'd be pleased should you show progress in all that he teaches you. He knows full well how fulfilling it is to see a student outgrow the teacher.
❥︎ Keisuke is considered as the mother-hen of the Shinsengumi. He's rather perceptive, so don't even think of hiding being unwell or fatigued from him! He'd worry even more if you're trying to keep a strong front when you clearly are crumbling deep inside. Especially for his beloved master. He's not one to typically nag at the food you consume but would still suggest good nutrition for you. He cares about your health, after all but won't take the fun from you completely. As long as you don't overconsume unhealthy food or have poor eating habits, then Sannan can be rest assured.
❥︎ Sannan is the type to show both verbal and written encouragement with a partner. If there is something he must attend urgently for the day whereas you're sound asleep in your bed, Sannan would make a habit of leaving you a note. It'll slowly become a trend to the point you could go easter egg hunting for the notes he leaves around, should you tell him that it was well-received.
❥︎ It'd be notes of poems, or gentle reminders here and there. You could almost hear his gentle voice as you read them out in your mind. Sannan could never fail bringing a smile to your lips.
❥︎ Reading! Yamanami Keisuke values education highly, and so, he'd definitely try to whisk you off to bond together through reading. Be it in the comfort of your shared room or even in the library! He'd read with you, taking turns if you so wish, or maybe hold hands while reading your own books! <3
❥︎ Sannan would happily let you blabber or yap about your own interests with him. He's a good listener. If it's on topics that he's not overly familiar with, you can bet he'd totally research on it just to match your pacing and continue seeing you so enthusiastic about it.
❥︎ The same goes, of course, for in times of sorrow. Whenever you feel upset or down, Sannan will welcome you into his arms. He doesn't mind sitting in silence, listen to you vent out or just crying your heart out to him. He'd be there to listen, even offer a comforting thought or two that could bring you back to your senses. He won't turn you away, not even in the most late of hours or even if you may drench his clothes with your tears.
❥︎ In sharing the same bed, Sannan is content with sleeping on his back or to the side but would happily accept the chance to cuddle with you. Sannan is good at lulling you to sleep, with his gentle words alone. He'd clutch you in his arms, whisper the sweetest of words and watch you fall asleep first before he'd follow suit.
❥︎ Sannan does complain about his sword hand, which had been strained from a past injury. As much as he tells you not to worry whenever he does wince slightly about it, Sannan would be incredibly surprised if you are to gently take said hand into your own, and bring it up to your own lips for a kiss. He can't be the only one making your heart skip a beat with his gentlemanly demeanor now, yes? It did effectively kiss the pain away, but thanks to you too, he's now red as a tomato.
❥︎ Ever since you two have started dating too, Sannan is the type to slowly start addressing you by your name or with a personal endearment like 'dear', 'dearest', 'honey', 'sweetheart', etc. he's the type to know how to be sweet with his words and how to get to your heart, after all! But call him the same and you'd get another blushing Keisuke too~
❥︎ Sannan may be the serious type most of the time, but he does have his fair share of a fun side too. Don't worry if you wish to be outgoing with him, as long as he can see you happy as you two spend time together.
❥︎ Like Kondo, Sannan would happily prep up a meal for you! He'd try and practice baking too, and would personally serve you snacks and show you his skills with handling tea. Keisuke has a natural talent for those even though he barely once got the chance to even dabble in culinary arts, but you'd be sure that with every positive feedback he gets, the more he'd happily indulge you with sweets! (Keeping it at proper consumption, of course). He takes you not just as his motivation for poems, but also to learn more dishes to make just to satiate your palate.
❥︎ Sannan is malewife material, why yes. He'd happily even pick up a broom and clean for you himself. He knows how to be organized and keeping the room clean as a welcoming home to you both is enough to make his heart feel fulfilled. He's indeed a mother-hen.
❥︎ Sannan would be very must into Acts of Service and Words of Affirmation as his love language! He's got good literary wit for poetry, and would certainly want to treat you nicely with his devoted love for you. Even if no marriage contract is present, being with Sannan already feels as if you two are a wedded couple already. He also treats the child servants well, as expected of his genuine fondness for children. If Jack calls you "mother"/parental figure, then Sannan definitely is going to become the Papa.
❥︎ For dates, Keisuke is pretty much just as the same as Kondo but would prefer quieter and empty places to be with you, so that his attention would be undivided for you. Just as yours with his. He'd most adore being in the same setting as nature, but also wouldn't mind just sitting on a veranda with you, tea and snacks at the side while looking up at the skies.
❥︎ Yamanami gets flustered when you two becomes jointly considered as a married couple together, with the way you two act around each other, especially Sannan himself. You may take it as a jest, but oh dear him, he might actually be so bold one day to offer you a ring of his own and make it official already. Maybe even... The wish of settling down with you after all these are over, and be your most devoted caring husband doesn't sound so bad at all.
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With a day free of work, you have decided to take Sannan out on a date (Rayshift or Simulator, you decide). He feels rather surprised by the sudden offer but does accept it nonetheless with a gracious smile, and does simply tell you to nudge at him once you're ready to go.
Keisuke does look rather surprised when you bring him to his hometown, all just so that he can watch the cherry blossoms with you. With the amount of cherry blossom references in the poems he'd give you, you resorted, out of curiosity to bring Sannan for a date to watch the spring trees bloom. Returning to his hometown, even if it may just be for a brief while, did bring him great wistfulness at the past. You could see the smile on his lips too, as he quietly held your hand to walk with children passing by, playing a game of cat and mouse so merrily in the midst of the falling petals.
"Master...— No, for this moment... My dearest, you've certainly caught me guard with the idea of dating to watch the cherry blossoms at such a time. Not that I'm in any place to complain, of course. I find them pleasant to watch with a beloved of mine."
He says, after a long comfortable silence as he allowed for all the scenery to settle into his mind while holding hands with you as you both walked down on the petals-clad pathway. It must've been a lot to take in for him, after all.
These Cherry Blossoms have been among the constants throughout his entire short life, that he has seen with every chapter of his life. It began as a joyful sight and ended on a sorrowful note. Sannan could've gone on differently to still be able to see such scenery, but he had a personal choice to make— one that he risked, for it gnawed at his gentle heart. The Cherry Blossoms that he saw when he united with friends, gathered with friends, traveled with friends...killed his friends and fled from his own friends. The mere sight of them alone is enough to invoke great feelings from within him, all that he could only shake his head at now, with a reminiscent look on his face.
But looking at your intertwined hands... Even if beyond his lifetime, he is to see the same Cherry Blossoms again, but with his beloved Master. His Dearest.
"These Blossom petals... They have the hue of warmth, do they not? Warm and plush... Yet fleeting only in Spring."
Sannan comments, raising his free hand as you both halted to a stop to reach for a falling petal to which landed on his palm, settling there as if it were a grace bestowed upon he who had reached for its warmth.
"Beautiful but fleeting..."
He murmurs, before turning towards you, petal still resting on his palm as he lets you have a look at it.
"... But may our love be different from it, dear Master. Beautiful just as it was... Or even greater, but eternal."
Sannan says, watching as your eyes gleamed in interest, cheeks flushed as you looked at the petal held out right in front of you.
"Pretty, isn't it? Just like you, Master."
With his time being your lover, Sannan does still blush but becomes more confident in expressing his thoughts and emotions with you. Just like now, to which he chuckled when he saw the blush appear on your cheeks. There's a certain kind of bravery that comes with the thought of loving someone, after all. It is with your love of him that which encouraged him to properly express himself more with shying away less.
".... You know, I'm glad to see you happy like this, Sannan. It does relieve my stress not only going out on a date with you, but to also see you smile so sincerely with such a relaxed expression on your face."
You responded, upon recomposing yourself better to which he only smiled wider at, and closed his eyes momentarily to relish at you two's closeness. Your company is all that he could ever yearn for, in this life.
Letting the wind blow away the petal off his palm, Keisuke then reached out his hand, opened his eyes and took you by surprise this time when he gently slides back a lock of your hair behind your ear and then cupped your cheek with such a fond expression all the while cherry blossoms continued to fall all around you both, with the merry giggles of the children who played fading into the backdrop of your mind.
"With you, my dear...? Of course. There would be no day where I do not feel my heart beating out of love for you. In you, I see no troubles but rather...of wishes I never thought I could ever make in this second chance of life."
He whispered, words so gentle and exclusive only to your ears as the world goes still. There's great freedom in loving you. That's his thought. Yamanami Keisuke is happy to have met you in this timeline, where he could sincerely be happy at your side as a devoted partner and servant.
A petal slips by, temporarily disrupting the moment— or perhaps, only adds intimacy to it, and it lands, entangled in your locks. You were about to lift your own hand to gently take it off, until Sannan reached out first before you could, and before you knew it, your breaths have mixed with lips only inches apart as he held the petal in his hand.
"A cherry blossom petal departs for the North Wind of the old... So that a new one may grace the weathered one that has lived so that rather than mellowing in the endless piles of autumn leave... You'll be greeted with the blossoms of spring."
He brings down both of his hands, after his whisper, and wraps his arms around your waist, pulling you closer, his eyes never leaving yours. And then, before you know it, just seconds later, Sannan leans forward and finally locks your lips with his— a chaste yet loving kiss. As pure as his love for you. A weathered love that has gone through the trials of time and companionship.
He lets his lips linger more than usual, allowing his heart beats to spring free as he kisses you with all the love he could offer until he pulls away, watching your dazed look with a smitten one. His eyelashes fluttered like the petals in the wind, and bespoke his declaration of love for you, another time.
"I have departed this world... Once, in pain and regret. Even to my second life, my heart had once experienced the drought of love that you only ever watered back to life, Master. I have lingered on the path you have walked, and so, will continue now to walk forward and will never stray away from your warmth. Being with you...is as if I were living in a boundless spring. Never forget of my unyielding devotion to you, my beloved. Even if you may forget... I'll always be here, reminding you over and over again."
Hi Xin! Thank you for writing FGO content! For the sake of FGO content in Tumblr (what) can i request Kondo-san, Harada, Heisuke, and Oberon with first time! master! Reader? You can take the timeline before Chaldea or after Chaldea.
❥︎ not proof-read (courting death through writing in tumblr drafts as usual, heh.); possible errors and ooc; fluff; gender-neutral reader; reader is a master; set before chaldea's timeline ig?; apologies in case some details/info look off, my memory of some of the lore has become fuzzy wkwkkw; master and servant relationship; fluff-ity floof! and maybe some slight angst in some parts; kondo is in his third ascension (OG pure Kondo); implications of holy grail wars ig; Oberon written only in his 1st-2nd ascension form w/o Vortigern as it's not specified to include that part of his personality/ascension www; written in the dead of night as if I still haven't returned from dabbling in on Amphoreus content, tears stricken ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ (cut me some slack as usual, dearies (´；ω；｀)); I see Heisuke=Neuron Activation; belated Kondo day~! (Nov 9).
ᴇxᴛʀᴀ ɴᴏᴛᴇs: omg hiii! Tysm for the request! I apologize for taking some time to do it, as since I was trying to catch up with HSR content (sobbing about it) (still a long way to go (´；ω；｀)) Anyways, I'm beri beri happy to receive more FGO/Shinsengumi requests in my inbox! 🫶 The numbers are growing 🥹 (I already got quite the queue!) tysm for the support and ofc, cheers to letting FGO fanfics grow here again~! (Goshh my notifs exploded (*´ω｀*) Teehee.) Also... I initially am not sure about how to do the request but I sure do hope this still sufficed >.< I hope you still like it, though!
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✿︎☾︎ 𝐊𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐨 𝐈𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐢
❥︎ Kondo Isami has lived an eventful life, yet passed with regrets. At his final moments, with immense remorse for all the mistakes and failures that he had kept so deeply in his heart, Kondo Isami normally would refuse even a normal summoning yet his spiritual heart that lingered in the throne of heroes continues to ache. He thought that he deserved no recognition, acknowledgement even from his past comrades neither honor at all. No. Nothing.
❥︎ And yet in a twist of fate, he finds himself standing in a complete form, and right in front of a bewildered person. He was meant to reject even the idea alone of manifesting as a servant, and is less likely to be disturbed from his slumber that he thought he could be content with— even in the embrace of darkness. But, why me? Is the question he mentally would ask himself at first. Kondo Isami wasn't meant to be summoned as a servant. That's the idea he tried to keep telling himself in the throne of heroes.
❥︎ But that twinkle in your eyes and the look of pure curiosity clouded away even halves of his doubts, self-loathe and pain from his past life. Just as how he's been given form, even if out of nowhere and shouldn't have happened— your eager look breathed life, even just a small piece, for his spiritual heart to beat even in slow motions again. Little did he know, this will be one experience that will completely make his heart whole again.
❥︎ When he finds that you're a first-timer or had little actual knowledge in maintaining neither keeping a servant, that only strengthened his will to actually be dutifully at your side. As unpleasant as he may find being summoned is till now, Kondo can't deny that he has a responsibility to look after you and ensure your well-being as your servant. There must at least be a meaning behind his summoning, right?
❥︎ Contrary to the norms of Masters, you're... Well, less experienced in comparison to what most servants would expect. He's not in any place to complain however, as Kondo never set any expectations in the first place given how unexpected his summoning is, yet he relented into accepting. He doesn't mind whether you're mediocre at best or still have a lot to learn in being a good master. Lean on him, then. Perhaps this stay would indeed be worthwhile for him.
❥︎ Kondo treated you with the utmost of respect, referred to your as his lord, and did declare that as long as his form remains— then he'll be by your side. Not like he had any other choice but to learn about you and the world he's been brought to, anyways.
❥︎ Given how he's summoned in a timeline far from the era he grew up in, Kondo possessed great curiosity in how humanity had advanced. If you wish to bond with him, this is the way to go! Tell him stories, teach him about new technology or even about those "moving pictures" aka movies that he's caught you watching, late at night. The more you spoke to him, even in just the mundane of questions, or things— the more Kondo thought about how you're more of a normal person than a magus. You're human.
❥︎ In return? Kondo doesn't have much to teach you as a servant in the magecraft department, but he could certainly do what he can! Kondo considerably preaches to you about life values, believing it'll help you best in the long run. If you don't mind it either, since this era rarely ever used blades anymore as well (and since you're only likely to borrow his own once he allows it), Kondo will teach you a thing or two about martial arts. It helps to stay prepared so that you're capable of defending yourself too.
❥︎ Kondo will guide you as a teacher and still respectively as if he were your retainer, and an advisor of yours. When you do show progress, he'd be most proud of you, with that smile on his face. It's been awhile since he had ever thought about teaching someone, after all, let alone his own master.
❥︎ If you ever do possess books, especially classic literature— or even better, Chinese Literature, you can bet he'd be interested in getting a look at them. Kondo can absorb knowledge incredibly well like a sponge, and you'd notice it, if he started to talk to you comfortably about what he's been reading and what his thoughts are on it. Bonus points if you're into the Romance of the Three Kingdoms too, hehe. You can bet, as much as he'd try to stay composed, Kondo would be so enthusiastic to chat with a fellow fan. Should you show any interest with swords however, he'd gladly indulge you too, if you're willing to learn about them.
❥︎ As for disguises, especially with how his coat could easily give his identity as part of the Shinsengumi away... Well, you did manage to convince him about wearing casual clothes that you did of course provide considerably for him! (He's thankful, and you do catch him marveling at them with that curious look on his face. It's a far cry from the traditional garb he's worn back in his era, after all.) Whatever Kondo wears, he'll always manage to look so effortlessly handsome.
❥︎ Slowly but surely, Kondo feels more of a living person again in an era of peace rather than be a former Commander of the Shinsengumi. You showed him so much of the new world that most people of the past could only dream of living within. Kondo becomes less stiff, less serious and more open-hearted with you. Perhaps, even from time to time, he'd get wistful about his youth and would relate it to yours. He's never felt this happy before— not when he, Hijikata and Okita were still altogether in their own little world of dojo swordfighting... Right before the Shinsengumi was formed. You were his Master/Lord. But now, you were also his own friend in a way. Rather than simply live by your side as a servant, Kondo starts to feel actually alive— thanks to you. He learns a lot from you too.
❥︎ In battles, Kondo will ensure that your well-being remains top priority. Even just a small cut or scratch would cause him great worry on you. He won't let even a blade, bullet or anything else of the sort that may cause you harm ever get to you. Even if it may ultimately cost him his life, and cut the developing blissful life he's having with you— no matter how surprising it may be to admit.
❥︎ Kondo will willingly sacrifice himself for you, yes, but as it goes on— Deep inside his heart, the desire to live to continue staying by your side, gnawed at him. You've been his first master, after all. And a good one at that. He'd want for you to live, but at the same time, could barely deny that he wanted to be with you longer. He felt alive with you.
❥︎ If you are at least capable in the magecraft department but lacked experience, Kondo will appreciate the headstart but will remain devoted in being an assistant to your cause. It'll even create a good combination of him creating direct attacks whereas you could cast magecraft in tandem with his attacks!
❥︎ Slowly, maybe on an idle day, Kondo may find himself just sitting or standing somewhere while staring up at the skies. It's been awhile since he had been summoned by you. Kondo reflected over the time he has spent with you. Even if it may end up just within a small passage of time in living with you, as since all things do come to an end, Kondo finds himself reminiscing in a good way. He could've just been content in following you as a dutiful servant. And yet, you treated him well.
❥︎ Too well. To the point he sometimes would forget about the fact that he's just your servant, and a ghost of a bygone era. He found no trouble in your initial inexperience, and yet you bloom, and he felt his protection being all the more worth it. Ah. That must be it, then. The reason why he's been brought to your side, maybe.
❥︎ Kondo had passed in life, rejecting the notion of 'Sincerity', of the foundation that which formed the Shinsengumi in the first place. But it's in you, his Master, whom he formed a connection with did he find his crumbling meaning of 'Sincerity' being refined anew. You were sincere in the way you treated him. You stood strong by his side. Perhaps... Deep inside his heart, even a small fragment of his heart still yearned to grasp onto his 'sincerity'. To believe that he still deserved the honor of keeping his oath, even beyond the grave, and even for a new cause. To accept the life he has lived, even though it ended so tragically with losses.
❥︎ With you calling in the distance, Kondo looks back, smiles and with slow steps, he makes his way to you. Time had flown so quickly. You've learned a lot. You grew, and especially with his patience. If only time could be slower... So that he may stay longer with you. If you could even allow it, Kondo would happily stay by your side, as long as you'll have him and without any other force dictating his time. He has opened his heart into acceptance again. A chapter of his life that had brought back meaning, made him wish it would just never conclude.
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❥︎ The Lancer who courts Death. Such is the life that the notable spearmaster and rearguard of the Shinsengumi had lived. His entire life, his purpose had only been for one thing— to die for good. When death finally knocked on his door, he gazed not with fear but with fondness as if he were looking at blue-colored skies. Harada had lived through turbulent times, and with such a hard life after he left the Shinsengumi. A decision he did live to regret, but accepted the label of being a traitor to the cause— and to his comrades whom he had seen as his own friends too.
❥︎ When he first opened his eyes and sees you, his Master, with that curious look on your face— Harada was intrigued. It's not everyday he'd easily respond to a summon, after all. And moreso to a Master whom he already easily can tell is inexperienced with handling one. Not that he's protesting, though when he confirmed that, Harada mentally considered if he had affected you with bad luck or you— of him, for summoning someone as he. But then again, you're not going to be able to get rid of him easily. He'd just see how long you can last with him. Will you be overpowered? Or will he be surprised that you have such an undying will to survive and grow as a Master? Only time will tell.
❥︎ Harada is a serious servant, though is largely distant to you in the first chances of staying with you, off-battle. Best not to get attached— not like you'd get attached to him, anyways, he considered. Whenever you'd call him or look for him, Harada would simply assume that you need something and is always about to turn on his heel, before insisting that he's content simply being used like the servant he is, and does tell you that you should just keep things that way with him.
❥︎ But of course, when Harada does notice your efforts to bond with him— he may relent, but it'll come little by little. He did consider that it might boost team rapport better, between the two of you. You've won him over, but of course, you must handle his attention with care! But if you did directly talk some sense into him about interactions and bonds, Harada might as well hear you out on it too. He does appreciates good convincing and reasoning, after all.
❥︎ Unlike Kondo, Harada is already upfront about not being a good teacher. He isn't ever confident being one, and considered his movements to be just a tap closer to death all the time given how difficult it is to handle a spear, or generally commit to martial arts as an instructor.
❥︎ Harada may claim to be lacking in the etiquette/manners department, or views himself as good-for-nothing-but-for-death, but should you ever find yourself hopeless or lost in your duties to be a Master, Harada knows how to spark you back to your senses. Harada knows full well how bad the human mind will turn out to be, if it started yearning for death. He doesn't want you to turn that way— and as much as possible, he'd talk to you, maybe even gentler, just so that you'd feel encouraged to keep trying your best as a first time Master. Between the two of you, as long as he draws breath— he's the only one dying for your cause. You have a long life ahead of you and so much more to learn, as a Master, after all.
❥︎ Harada, the more you grow closer to him, the more he'd start looking after you. He's turning more "charitable" compared to before. He started having a heart when it comes to doing things for you. Even in just the littlest of things— be it to help you train, run errands or whatsoever, you need only instruct him.
❥︎ During battles, Harada is rather a tough opponent to go against. This man isn't lying one bit about how hard it is for him to simply just die. Thus, even if you may have your concerns about his nonchalance with dancing around death, Harada wants you to rely on him. That he's not falling so easily. He's a rearguard in his life. He can certainly protect you, so be rest assured.
❥︎ Harada is good at scouting or snuffing out information from the enemy. If you ask him to, he'd bring you back intel that he could manage to gather. All for your advantage, and in return for your unwavering faith in someone like him.
❥︎Harada can say much about how you've already surpassed most Masters. You know how to connect with your own. Even with a lack of experience, you're considerate towards your own servants. You know how to establish moral support. That alone made him respect you further, after awhile of knowing you better. Maybe it's with you that he'd think he's still deserving of the desire to live, then?
❥︎ Harada likes you for a Master. You're a good person and he feared them a lot more but you showed him kindness for a servant whose entire life had been fixated only on death. Ironically, you gave him the will to live for you instead. Harada had watched you grow and came to think of how he must continue to become dependable, so that you won't die easily lest it's the kind of death that'll actually make him shed tears in the afterlife.
❥︎ You're never getting rid of him easily, after all. You bonded with him and now that he's grown attached— Death may dance around you, but it'll never stick directly onto you, as long as he's around. Perhaps, if he could be granted a wish, maybe it'll be one where he'll be granted the chance alongside you to live long lives until you both just pass into the passages of time. Harada has found meaning in you. Too good of a thing, but you made him feel deserving of it.
❥︎ An unending story with bliss. Too good to wish for, but something he'd wish to now grasp in his hands.
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❥︎ The star that burned the brightest— yet fell the soonest. That was the life that the Eighth Unit Captain of the Shinsengumi had lived. Heisuke had lived his entire life, lacking most things early into his life. He lacked a complete family, to start with. Yet, that didn't deter him from finding meaning within the blade of which he's been praised for and has left him craving to do more for the land of his birth. Like the stars that shone in the night sky. Though, at his abrupt and unfortunate end, Heisuke had wandered in the afterlife— had he truly burned or brightly or is simply a star that erupted into flames and dust? Maybe he just truly is unfortunate. He died with so many regrets, and with the thought of how unwanted he is. How unnecessary he is— to everything.
❥︎ And yet, when you have summoned him on a whim— Heisuke was surprised to say the least. He's an unconventional servant to own. He passed with his body scattered to pieces, as he says so himself. And yet, here he is— complete with a form. His proper class should have been that of a saber, but for some reason, he was summoned as an Avenger. Could it have been his feelings over his sorrow that strongly caused that manifestation? He could only guess. But it truly is troublesome to be in.
❥︎ The moment he learns that you're an inexperienced Master, well, Heisuke doesn't have much expectations. Harsh it may be, but maybe you've been unfortunate to even summon someone like him. He thought he's definitely not lasting long. But since he's already here, he might as well adhere to your whims and see how long you might actually last with him. Maybe later on, he'd be proven right that death just wants to slap how much of a failure he is, with his life back at him. That even as a servant, all his efforts would be futile and that he's not worthy of even the faintest recognition. That he's to be associated with bad luck.
❥︎ To his surprise, you could actually maintain his form a bit longer than expected. What's more? He thought you're just going to discard him as a pawn and maybe summon a new and better one who's actually of the conventional class once you've known better. But, you didn't. In fact, even, Heisuke found it strange how content you are with him. And instead, the one who'd ask if he's content with you, as a master.
❥︎ Regardless of his answer, when you did show effort into interacting with him, wishing to know him better and bond with him— Well, who is he even to say something about it? Since you're persistent in keeping him around, Heisuke won't deny you of that. It's only up to you whether you'd live to regret or not ever having him as your first servant.
❥︎ If you truly still lacked knowledge to be a proper Master, but showed enthusiasm with living through it... Well, it might prickle into his heart. But he's not one to comment on your lack of inexperience. Heisuke doesn't call himself a suitable teacher either but subconsciously, he might teach you a thing or two about strength training and movements. If you ask, he'd probably decline but should you keep pushing, well don't blame him for it— but he'd teach you about forerunning then, and hone your agility. That's the most he could do for you. But maybe, if you showed enough persistence, Heisuke might finally acknowledge your stubbornness and take kindly to teaching you more about martial arts if you wanted to learn about it.
❥︎ Heisuke did find himself still yearning for an answer behind his summoning, especially in such a class and form. He didn't exactly decline nor accept your summoning. He's just slumbering in darkness, when he is squinted awake by the light. It's worth looking into, since he found himself living longer than expected.
❥︎ The first time he truly had his heart mellow down for you, is when Heisuke finds out that since he told you that his existence is 'more unconventional in comparison to normal servants', you actually took it to heart. And when he's treated by others as such, the more resolve you've been fueled with, into helping Heisuke. You couldn't form it into words, but you found yourself wanting to care for him a lot more than most masters would with their servants. You started researching, and reaching for tomes on about magecraft and magic in general, especially if you're not that familiar with it.
❥︎ You'd make efforts to preserve mana, and even would seek for more possible sources. All just to help him. Heisuke was surprised to say the least, when you truly wanted for him to healthily keep his form with that innocent look on your face, all he could do was turn away, with a tint of pink on the tips of his ears. Well, looks like you trust him a lot. Better not let it go to waste, he considered.
❥︎ Heisuke is used to taking the initiative in battles, moreso if you've been with him longer now, and so, he doesn't mind helping you out with strategizing and all or simply fighting for your sake. He's got his prosthetic limbs to assist, at least too. It was as if you've made him feel much of a shining star again— and for you, he'd even be willing to be a falling meteor. He actually found himself willing to sacrifice himself for you, even in such an unstable form, not because he is a servant that could be easily discarded but because you treated him kindly for a servant.
❥︎ During his time with you, even if may have been filled with hardships, Heisuke found himself looking back. You accepted him, you persisted, you bonded with him... He trusted you slowly, even started to relay some of his past to you and even found himself living the joys of an era that he could only hope to live in. You were human, unlike any other master. Easily exploitable to some, yet, it had been his source of strength.
❥︎ Maybe this is the answer that he's been looking for. He allowed himself to be swallowed by the despair of his death, in the afterlife, so much as that he believed that the skies in his own little world had all fallen into darkness, scattered like dust. But with you... Maybe, it isn't bad to wish and strive to be a star once more. Maybe, even though his life met a premature end to its chapters— he had found himself a good epilogue nonetheless.
❥︎ You always looked ahead too. No matter the situation. But you're more careful in your steps. In a way, you reminded him of himself back during his lifetime. But perhaps, that could be one of the reasons why he started slowly accepting that even the dusts of stars may be used to build a star anew again. You believed in him, no matter what he's been or what he is now. Perhaps, he's actually fortunate to have met you as his Master. You valued him. You looked only at him, and with kindness. You made everything feel so worth it. All that he now did, in return for your grace. He stopped obsessing and drowning himself in sorrow, and mellowed in the warmth of your acceptance.
❥︎ If he could, Heisuke would wish to keep staying by your side. You've bonded with him. Well, he's never leaving your side now. For as long as he breathes. Keep him company until the end. He'll protect you with all his life. Perhaps, next time too... His existence would've been more of the conventional kind.
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✿︎☾︎ 𝐎𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐧
❥︎ The Faerie King, is one of, and if not, among the most unconventional of servants to be able to be summoned by a master, let alone one that's barely starting out. Perhaps it may have been the nearby book that made him sprung out of the summoning circle, but alas, wouldn't Shakespeare have been more plausible to be summoned instead of Oberon himself? Oh, well, seeing that curious yet marveling glint in your eyes— who is he to decline? This experience might be worthwhile, perhaps. One second in, he's still in the land of dreams and another, he is already standing, right in front of a Master. A twist of fate. Or maybe, all this could just be a temporal fairytale inside your head.
❥︎ Oberon does wonder aloud how you are able to even summon someone like him, out of nowhere, and with little of any idea. But, since he's already here, he'll be willing to play as your Servant, anyways. Though, he'd most preferably call himself as your willing advisor instead, in that manner, given how you did pronounce yourself as inexperienced. Fret not, the Faerie King knows how to ease away your worries.
❥︎ Oberon is eloquent, and patient. He prides himself in his princely demeanor, and while he does acknowledge you as a Master who managed to summon such as he, he'd still likely keep his guard up at times. Though, of course, he plays his part well. Oberon would look after you, always encouraging that even the slightest of troubles be expressed with him.
❥︎ You lacked knowledge with Magecraft or anything of the sort? Well, he can teach you a thing or two! You're up against a formidable foe? Well, he could snuck them away to a field of dreams. You needed somewhere to stay cooped up in, momentarily? Well... He's a King by name only, but as to not disappoint his dear Master, Oberon can come up with another way in order to ensure that you remain protected by him.
❥︎ Rather than you, Oberon became the one to initiate a form of bonding between the two of you. One reason is that he did figure it could boost morale and connection between the two of you— and the other, of course, is to see if he could figure out the answer of what had brought him to you as a servant, to see if there had been any underlying reason that prompted his wake by your side.
❥︎ Whenever you're feeling stressed out or is struggling with your duties, Oberon is just there, walking or flapping over with a tray of tea. Just sit down for a moment, sip some tea and why not converse about fairytales with him? He'd stay there, for as long as until you can compose yourself. Either way, when you're feeling better, he does urge to also commemorate it with some good tea.
❥︎ During battles, Oberon takes great care into ensuring your safety. He's not one for violence, and wanted to be able to resort to reason first. But if it truly can't be helped, well, just stand back behind him and let him handle it! Should you even get a scratch or two, it'll be tantamount to offending the Faerie King himself too. He'd ensure as much as possible that it does not happen, but of course, should you still sustain any form of injury, Oberon would patch you up himself. Do thank him for his care, he'd most appreciate it~ See? He knows how to take care of an inexperienced master and help you develop!
❥︎ As time flew by, Oberon started to ponder had everything was just a dream— a lie. You, his Master that he can't deny having grown fond of... Could you have just been a lie? No, better yet... Should you have known of what he truly is, would you even still accept all his 'lies' or his 'love'? Oberon can't somehow deny that existing in this reality with you, made him consider his fondness of his Master, someone who blossomed by his side, with his guidance and sugar-coated words, had made him consider if he's ever truly even capable of never spewing hatred at one person. You were innocent. Any other Faerie King could've just exploited you for your innocence already. Yet, admittedly, Oberon became truly fond of you.
❥︎ Would it be selfish of him to wish to keep remaining in this dreamscape that your time have created in the boundaries of reality? Ah, well, perhaps Oberon truly became attached. That matters not. Perhaps it was due to your dreamful state of mind that brought him a physical manifestation to reality. That alone should tie him with you. May it be your dreams or still in reality, the Faerie King will safeguard your thoughts, even if he were to fade away to the whims of fiction and illusions again. His time with you wasn't so bad at all.
Hehe, I'm happy to hear that you enjoyed them, nonnie! (*´ω｀*) I tried my best into writing it, and I'm glad to see it being well received! (It's my first time writing such content too for publish lolz) I have quite the lineup of requests now on FGO and the Shinsengumi in general, so stay tuned for more~! (I'm soo happy to see fellow Shinsengumi/FGO fans popping up in my inbox!) (I do apologize for late responses/slow updates (• ▽ •;) hehe... I'm catching up on HSR content but I'm currently in the middle of writing one of the requests as a small update!)
❥︎ not proof-read; gender-neutral reader; fluff; reader is the doctor; yearning; established relationship; logos returns from a long mission; possible errors and ooc; we adore our beloved Banshee Prince/Lord here; domestic bliss; short fic; some fine dessert after writing some spice; references to penelope and odysseus; comfortt; logos is a gentleman; writing this made me feel sleepy too while imagining logos as a sweet lover (*´ω｀*) gosh— I can only dream.
ᴇxᴛʀᴀ ɴᴏᴛᴇs: hii, nonnie! I apologize for taking a bit to complete your request (*´ω｀*) but I sure do hope it's worth the wait! I hope you like it! And fr, I relate. I'm none the wiser— acck I miss him too, none could resist fawning over this pretty man ♡
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If Autumn is the season of drought, then why has it deprived you of much needed rest and spiraled your heartbeat in circles like leaves spewn around the ground by the blows of wind?
Day after day, the paperworks that remained on your desk seemed endless. Your eyes would squint and twitch in the face of light, and not even your own bed felt so welcoming like before. It lacked the kind of comfort that your heart has come to beat for— the best pillow you've ever embraced in the form of a living being, whose mesmerizing crimson-painted eyes and smile soft as the clouds. Logos. Your beloved.
It's been days already, since you've started to be accustomed to slipping beneath the covers of bed, your arms reaching into air as you try to drift off to slumber, imagining his smile that would greet you a good night. He was your rest, in a world that moved so fast with the currents. It's in him that you find solace in the piled up autumn leaves in the form of paperwork on your desk. Not even poetry could properly phrase how strongly you felt for this man— one that you've only realized your heart would yearn for, so greatly, when he had gone off to a mission for his duties. Such is the life of an Elite Operator as he.
To ensure that you won't be so lonely during his brief departure, Logos did promise to write to you whenever he can. The location he went off to is in a remote area, thus, you can't easily switch him up for a call the entire time. Unfortunate. But, the letters he sends do still send your heart beating fast as light, not enough for a heart attack— but if you could pass from a Banshee's endearing affections, you would've already.
He would update you of his situation, his routine, his thoughts of you and how his mind would trail off idly when you would reappear in his thoughts. Logos yearns for you, as much as he does with you. Every letter he sends has been inscribed with layers upon layers of incantations, which were imbued with spells meant to slip calmness through the tips of your fingers, flow through your veins, moving ever so flowly in rhythm with the pulses that vibrated off from your vital points, and right into your heart.
He can't be there to set his hands down on your shoulders for massaging motions, or press chaste kisses against your skin, narrate stories until you fall asleep to the sound of his voice... Ah, oh, dear. You really miss him.
The mission felt so dragged out longer than you thought. You did trust the heavens that your Banshee Prince would come and return to your side, soon. And then, you'd be able to bask in his warm affections as if you were basking beneath the sun's rays as much as you like. That was always his promise, whenever he returned from his missions. You two are no wedded couple just yet, but acted like it, sometimes.
In times like these, you felt as if you two were akin to those lovers you've read off a book that you've borrowed from his shelves. Torn by war and circumstances, but the man does return even though it had taken him a long pilgrimage just to return to his wife's side.
Fatigue clouded your eyes as you returned to your quarters late into the night, hand clutching onto the new letter that you have received from your beloved. You always save them for comfort readings into the night before bed so that it may at least give your heart solace in his absence.
After cleaning up and adorning yourself in your sleeping clothes, you slipped your figure into the blankets, lifting it up and covering the other half of your body, getting settled into the welcoming yet cold sheets before you then reached for the envelope that lay on your bedside table. Your hands carefully traced the edges of the envelope, tracing your fingers along the invisible yet airy incantations that he has imbued within them as usual.
Your eyes felt slightly droopy, as if it had effectively cast a long-drawn out spell that'll take effect with every word that your eyes would take in.
'My beloved.' The letter would start out. 'Sunshine has finally slipped through the foggy clouds. These lands had witnessed the absence of the morning light, and now, it shall return to them.' it continued, as you rolled to your side.
'With each ray of sunlight that my fingers could feel, the closer I feel to returning to the embrace of my own sun— you.' you smiled. He never truly wavers into expressing his love for you. You continued to read through it, letting the ebbs and flows of ink bleed into your mind, your heart slowly stilling. Each time you read his letters, you felt as if you were hearing his voice narrate the words inside the letters, right inside your head.
Even in just simple papers, a thin singular sheet that contained texts— with Logos as the sender, you still felt as if you're being swept away into another world, the same way you'd feel when reading books. He just had that special charm about him.
'.... By the next dawn, may you expect me by your side at last. We'll have all the time in the world together again, by then.' his letter signs off, and your eyes drooped close, as if by gentle commandments of the incantations that he has cast onto the letter, like a child lulled to slumber. Your hands wavered slightly and slowly, the one holding the letter tighter slipped it off of the other's grip, and swayed off to the other side.
The letter that was once so neatly kept, now was formed with slight creases and light folds as you slip into the land of dreams of his making, from a distance.
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Meanwhile, on Logos's end, he had boarded the transportation for return to Rhodes Island now that his mission has concluded. The rest of his team slumbered, whereas he stayed in his own space, lightly humming the hours away. Just a little more, and he'll be back in your arms. He could barely sleep not when the thought of reuniting with you has filled his heart as a whole.
Resting by your side feels a lot more hits him a lot more different. His heart that feels so restless will only ever find peace once he's next to you, and may submerge into the depths of dreamland a lot more better. Logos knew that you had long days, in his absence. You felt miserable by your desk, and he could only heave a sigh as he imagined the look of dread on your face as you poured over piles of documents. He only could wonder too about how well your present assistant is faring in helping you out with them.
The sun has already risen over the horizon by the time he has reached Rhodes Island. Logos steps out, his coat bellowing alongside the wind, followed by a row of operators that have come with him— yawning and stretching. They have a long rest ahead of them for a job well done. Now, all he needs to do, as the team leader, is to pass on his report that he's already done sitting all night and return to your side for rest.
Logos hopes that you're still at bed during this hour, so that he may at least catch a glimpse of your slumbering figure, so that his heart may at least be at rest to see you in such a state. His yearning controlled his steps, and in a rush, he walked all the way, passing through the early risers, after he had turned in his report, so that his yearning may finally have its end.
After a while of walking down the hallways, all the way to the dormitory, Logos makes his way into your room, brushed his fingers along the creases of his coat before darting his eyes over to the bed and a small smile appears on his lips. There you are. Looking so deep in slumber. His incantations worked wonders, indeed.
Making his way over to the side of the bed, Logos sits down, shifts his body and as he stares down at your face, he reaches a gloved hand out. Carefully, he places it over the crown of your head for a gentle pat.
"Doctor... I have returned."
Logos whispers softly, his words meant for your ears, even though you still have yet to stir awake from his motions. Slowly, he felt fatigue seeping down on his shoulders and he ended up shifting, careful not to startle you, and laid down on the bed beside you, barely minding the fact that he is still wholly dressed in work clothes. Cut him some slack— He's been yearning for this moment to gaze upon that lovely face of yours.
The same face that Logos adores waking up to, early in the morning. He continued his gentle ministrations over your head, brushing out your locks that formed into bed hairs, until you moved— stirring awake. You squinted your eyes open, and looked back with half-lidded eyes to a blinding light.
Logos's hand stilled, still watching you closely, up until you recollect your senses until he withdraws his hand away from you, tints of pink filled his cheeks. Right. He had touched you with no permission, while you're fast asleep, even though you were both lovers. He's a man in love, yet he can only remember his mother's words of being a gentleman echo in his ears.
"Logos?," he hears you call out softly to him as if to confirm that he was no illusion at your side. The curtains made brief low fluttering sounds as the wind made it sway upwards, letting the sunlight pour in. Logos leaned his head down further onto the pillow, and he smiled once more, as if having allowed himself to be deprived of the strength he once carried. He's stood for so long.
".... Yes, it's me, doctor. I have just returned."
The moment he finishes his answer, it was Logos's turn to be surprised when you nimbly reach out and wrap your own arms around him, overtaking his yearning. You leaned down your face over his shoulders, inhaling his scent, and you brushed your nose against the exposed skin of his neck. In return, he embraces you back, his yearning finally taking hold of him— you showed affection, and he shall do the same.
"I missed you," you whispered softly, as you felt his lips brush the top of your head as he held you close. "The days have been so long without you, Logos..." You continued. Seconds passed by until a sigh escaped his lips, as he felt his muscles relax further.
"Likewise... Doctor— no, dearest. There's not a day where I did not envision our reunion. But... I am here now, with you, once again. Fret not. I stayed true to my word about keeping safe." He says, followed by a pause. "I certainly do hope that you kept your word about... sleeping in time in my absence, however?." The tint of pink on your ears says it all.
"Hm... That can't be right. Hm, you truly are hardworking. But you must remember that rest is essential, doctor." Logos whispered, as he extended his hand upwards to curl his fingers around the locks of hair that he could entwine his finger around over your head. This season really just happens to be the busiest the entire year, he understands. Logos's concern stretched beyond that of being an Elite Operator, but also, as your lover.
But now, you have won. Spring has surpassed winter. Your heart is blossoming once more with fast pacing of the heart, as it's relit with romance in his presence. You have truly learned to treasure all that's in your hands, when he had been gone for too long.
".... Doctor, may I selfishly ask of you to rest longer with me here?" At his question, you drifted your gaze upwards, tilted your head and saw his dropping eyelids. He must be very tired, you thought. After all, he had come from such a long journey. "I promise... I'll assist you with work later. I simply would like to ask if you could keep me in your arms, a bit longer while I rest."
How could you ever refuse him? You tightened your hold around him as a quiet answer and rested your head against his chest, as you could hear and feel his breathing grow slower.
"Being apart from you... I certainly have learned the full extent... Of how I feel so strongly for you, doctor. I'll always be by your side." He whispers, this time, you close your own eyes. It was a silent yes to his request.
Sunlight kept pouring in, but all was blocked out with the two lovers that have kept one another safe and warm in a shared embrace. Time seemed to slow down, as thoughts drifted away to the sea of nothingness and you were lulled once more to slumber, to join your beloved in the land of dreams.
You have all the time in the world, later, to catch up with him directly and exchange more of those pleasantries that soothed your souls mutually, especially yours. For now, the world shall be at rest. Even in the dreamland, the two lovers have reunited.
Hiii, hru?? this is my first time requesting on page, but I wanted to ask if you could write NSFW headcanons for Fgo shinsengumi members? Please and thank you! Also I love your writing ❤️
❥︎ not proof-read; gender-neutral reader; descriptions of getting together is included for some fluff before jumping right into it(aftercare included); floof is mandatory here; here goes my readings of smut fanfics paying off lol; reader is the master; possible errors and ooc; slight play at humor in some parts; nsft; minors do not interact; established relationships; contains explicit content; xincerely-yours who? today it's sinfully-yours/j; included only the playable members; finished late into the night so please cut me some slack aaack (it's my first ahem 'intimate' content too 🌚); filthy. That's it. Absolutely no shame left; please skip right on ahead if you're not comfortable with such content!
ᴇxᴛʀᴀ ɴᴏᴛᴇs: Hii! I've been a bit well these days with scoops of anxiety here and there, but otherwise I am fine (and I hope will continue to be totally fine in the coming days)! (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.) Tysm for the request, I didn't expect to get any request for the Shinsengumi members so soon aaackk (or for fate series in general) (*´ω｀*) I love them a bunch! Ty for the kind words too, I'm happy to know that you're enjoying my writing! I apologize for taking a bit to do your request, but I sure do hope it's worth the wait! 🫶 (Also fun fact: my blog bio description is inspired off the Shinsengumi's motto about Sincerity, hihi. I initially opted for a Shinsengumi theme but settled for my current one instead~) (I apologize for the long yapping, hehe.)
Again, MDNI (Minors do not interact). Please read at your own risk! (Content under the cut!)
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❀☾︎ 𝐎𝐤𝐢𝐭𝐚 𝐒𝐨𝐮𝐣𝐢
❥︎ Okita herself never had any romantic experiences, and she says so herself. She becomes easily flustered at any topic revolving around the notion of love — so, what's more with the topic of intimacy? If her cheeks and ears were tinted pink, then this time, they'd reach down her neck, to the point the parts of her exposed skin could be mistaken as part of her pink hakama, should she be wearing it at the moment.
❥︎ But, of course, she's not completely opposed to the idea of love— that is, with someone who's willing to accept the parts of her having a bloody history in life, and in regards to her illness that carried onto her life as a servant. With how caring you've proved to your own servants, it would be of no surprise that Okita finds herself catching feelings for you in time.
❥︎ When you two actually got together, Okita is that one sunshine-filled lover. Cheery, Bright, Protective and Caring even with her coughing fits. When she gets too flustered even sometimes, she tends to cough up blood out of embarrassment but gets the extra response of being caught in your arms. (She just finds you that charming).
❥︎ When the topic of intimacy was first brought up between the two of you, Okita is most flustered about it, but doesn't deny she did also consider doing things beyond handholding, chaste kisses and warm embraces with you. She could only imagine how warm you would be, in such a state with her. So, she did agree in the end.
❥︎ Okita is inexperienced, initially sloppy but learns along the way. She mostly would allow you to take the lead, if you're up for it. But otherwise, does willingly try to act on her own will too based on the books she's tried reading off Nobunaga's shelves regarding erotic literature (shh, don't let her know about accessing the secret stash!).
❥︎ Okita would most prefer to be intimate with you, in bed. That way, she could stay focused only on you and within the warmth of the sheets. When it was your first time, Okita wasn't overly used to being touched naughtily, and is incredibly vocal through her moans and shivering.
❥︎ Gentleness isn't even out of the question, in regards to her health. At first, it was exactly that, not until Okita feels the peak of arousal and while she may appreciate your boundless care, she'd slowly ask if you could be more forward and rougher in your movements. She can handle you now, no pressure. She's not that delicate, so give it your all~
❥︎ Kisses! Okita loves to feel your warmth, not just with how your hands were interlocked with hers or how your hips would pounce/press against hers, but also through mixed breathing and the locking of lips. Her tastes are very much into the vanilla territory, yes.
❥︎ Okita would definitely be into oral too. The sensation of having to kiss, lick, massage or stuffing her mouth full of you from down there, just to feel how your seed would set course and be swallowed down her throat is much of an exquisite experience for her. She might as well find herself coughing less with it as it goes on, to the point she might as well seek more "mana" (wink wonk) from you from time to time. Choking on you, regardless of your body part down there, is one thing but being able to swallow your seed is the best thing~
❥︎ Kondo mentioned about Okita shoving fists into the mouth, as an expression to jest with his character. A joke between her and the Commander becomes one of an intimate scene between the two of you, when she's bashfully and heatedly licking off your release from her fingers, or— even licking your own, sounds fine too. Moreso if you're making her lick her own release off your fingers ;)
❥︎ When you do ask her to top, and if she's already gotten used to intimate sessions, Okita would be bashful but more than happy to bounce on you and grind your intimate parts together, cheeks flushed, breathing heavy, and with shared deep kisses that leaves a trail of saliva all over. She's adept at riding and humping (saber-class do have its perks, indeed).
❥︎ Okita would initially have low stamina but once she's used to it, she could last rounds after rounds of stimulated bliss. Her body would adjust for your whims and her own.
❥︎ Okita would most adore seeing you in a kimono or even a yukata! You'd definitely look so gorgeous in it, but even better—with it off. Once she's swallowed with more confidence, she might as well just show you how much of a capable captain she has been by taking the lead, teasing you about creasing your clothes before showing you how swift and skillful her hands are, with taking those off, as if she were unwrapping a present. She's one dedicated lover to her craft, mm?
❥︎ For aftercare, Okita is the cuddly type of lover. She'd wash up with you, or simply bask in the afterglow of your lovemaking, in each other's arms all the while whispering how amazing you are :>
❥︎ Dominant in the streets, submissive in the sheets. That's Okita for you. Vanilla-flavored that's abundant of sweetness and perhaps, creamy devoted touches ♡
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❀☾︎ 𝐊𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐨 𝐈𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐢
❥︎ Kondo Isami is one devoted man to his cause. Unwavering yet kind— anyone who meets him, ally or enemy, becomes enamoured with the charm he radiates. His charisma can win anyone over, with high respect. Kondo once was riddled with doubts and self-deprecation over his strife-filled life, and of all the failures and mistakes that came streaming down off his life, but in his new life as a servant, he did grow to find closure in it— in both his past companions, and...you.
❥︎ Contrary to his past beliefs in life, Kondo is more than open now to trying new things. He's open to consider and dabble in things once foreign to him, with the glee alike to that of a child. He's bound to find things that he'll find interest in, aside from swords. He initially didn't take lightly for interactions due to his failures in life that he takes deeply to the heart. But show him your own sincerity enough, he'll slowly show it wholeheartedly in return.
❥︎ In the topic of romance, Kondo isn't that much unaware in the field like Okita is, but he didn't dabble too much on it back in his lifetime due to his duties. But in this life, Kondo is open to changes which includes the notion of love. Once he realizes that he's fallen for someone (you), Kondo would initially deny it within himself as he's only firm with seeing you as his Lord and Master whom he's close with. But as it goes on, the more his yearning slowly becomes unbearable. He'd slowly start showing hints as proof of his sincere admiration of you, and when returned, Kondo makes for a wonderful and dedicated lover to you. You're another reason for him to use his blade for protection of the future that you're pointing him to, and of your heart that's been tempered with sincerity.
❥︎ When it comes to intimacy, Kondo is the composed kind of lover who does readily accept once you're actually sure about committing it to bed. You're in for a good time, sweetie ;) when this man loves, he loves greatly.
❥︎ Kondo has a low drive for intimacy. But when you do ask for it, he'd ease into getting into the mood for you.
❥︎ Kondo is a flexible man. You want him in his black swordsman form? Why not? You want him in his older form? Well, as long as he could be of use to you. His prime and current form? Whatever you say, dearest. He is at your command.
❥︎ Speaking of flexibility, Kondo is a Switch. Though, he does lean more into the dominant side. But otherwise, he is open to letting you take the lead, however you want. All he wishes was for his dear beloved master to be sated with his sincere love.
❥︎ Kondo may be slightly shy at first, but he makes for a good kisser, and you'd already be drowning in a dazed state of bliss to even notice the marks that he's already leaving down your neck. He handles you with great care, eager to serve your needs.
❥︎ Body-worshipping. Kondo adores kissing every nook and cranny of your skin, leaving none unexplored to his gaze and love-filled touches. He doesn't even need to spare effort in making you quiver with dirtier speech, when you already are writhing beneath his touch all the while whispering how amazing you felt to the touch ♡
❥︎ As a plus, Kondo usually loved to preach about values. He'd definitely do that in bed too, graze his lips over the tips of your ear, and preach about how beautiful you are and how you felt to the touch. Exactly like ASMR, yes.
❥︎ Maybe a bit of a crack thought, but this man would definitely be up for showing you his progress in the engr(l)ish language, hihi. Perhaps in his first ascension appearance or in general if brought up. He'd loom over your body, and flex to you how well he's been learning the foreign language lately~ He'd whisper in his japanese accent, soft and sensual yet ticklish to the skin, about how he'd lovingly ravish your body.
❥︎ He would mostly treat you with gentleness and care, but should you ask for him to be rougher— One more confirmation would be all that it'll take before he'll leave you breathless, as the hickies across your skin bear more visible hues, and your body quivering in the sheets as you gripped onto them for dear life as he sends you reeling with pleasure, with every pump— with every thrust.
❥︎ In his first ascension, he announces about how Kotetsu is hungry for blood for tonight. In the sheets, his other sword definitely is hungry for your "warmth". ;)
❥︎ Kondo has a good body. He's more than well-toned, tall, and "big". He can use it all to his advantage, regardless of form in helping you reach the heights of pleasure.
❥︎You wanna bring up about the "putting one's fist in one's mouth" line? His fingers are already dancing inside your mouth, coating itself with your saliva as it explored your mouth like his own tongue did. Maybe fitting his cock right in would make you look prettier in his eyes too. That should fit snugly better than a fist inside your own mouth, heh.
❥︎ Having said that he possess a good physique, Kondo has incredibly good stamina too. He could last how many rounds you wish, and perhaps, also, without even pulling out. Continuously.
❥︎ Kondo wishes that you use him however you wish and to the utmost of your desires. He wishes to please you and serve you well, hence, he might as well also prop you up on his lap and watch as you bounce up and down on his throbbing shaft with a pleasured expression. Use him well, dear master ;)
❥︎ Kondo is open to trying out new things with you, in bed. But of course, as long as they do not hurt you overly! He's one to set his boundaries too, even in bed. So don't be shy about telling him of your desires.
❥︎ Like Okita, Kondo would most prefer doing it in private with you. Aside from the bed, he doesn't mind doing it on the desk with his beloved master too. He'd have you bent over, either facing away or locking eyes with him. Whatever you want. Though, he'd most prefer looking you in the eye, so he may be able to see how you react to his touches and movements.
❥︎ See those long beautiful locks of hair? Kondo would be taken off-guard but would absolutely end up liking it should you tug and pull at it during intimate moments.
❥︎ For Aftercare, Kondo is the King of Aftercare. He'd come to your bedside, carrying over a basin of water and wipe you clean, gushing about the hickies and possible marks he's left on you (though at least, it'll show people that you're taken~). He'd massage your back and legs, bring you tea or if you really want it and for your soreness to go away, he'd carry you up into his arms, princess-carry styled and set you a warm bath. He doesn't mind joining you, if you ask him to! ♡
❥︎ Overall, 1000/10 would make a good lover. You're in good hands and arms with the beloved Commander of the Shinsengumi, teehee. It's not only your heart that feels full but also ahem your holes.
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❀☾︎ 𝐇𝐢𝐣𝐢𝐤𝐚𝐭𝐚 𝐓𝐨𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐳𝐨
❥︎ Hijikata is known for his ferocious temperament in the battlefield, of his "extreme tastes" and of the way he pronounces the will of the Shinsengumi as his lifeblood. He does have his moments of lucidity when off-missions, but his traits as a Berserker still do not fade either way. He is loud, of harsh temper when crossed (he is called as the demon vice commander for a reason). But of course, as much as his strokes of flames of anger burn bright, so does his unwavering iron will to protect the Shinsengumi and— you, his master.
❥︎ Still, it'll come off as a surprise should you actually pursue this man, romantically. If you are to tell it off to the other Shinsengumi members, most probably would think as if you've grown a second head. Hijikata? Really? With that temper and unyielding... mouthful declarations of the Shinsengumi's name wherever you go? But, alright, you do have special tastes for a master. They'd support you either way, if you're that serious with Hijikata. It'll be hard to woo this man, but of course, when he accepts, Hijikata does treat you well. To the surprise of most, he actually could be quiet and sensible around you more since then. He still remained largely the same, of course.
❥︎ When the topic of intimacy does get brought up, Hijikata does agree right after ensuring that you're absolutely sure that you wish to experience getting to bed with him. Well, advanced condolences to your body, dear master.
❥︎ Hijikata is the embodiment of 'what's on the outside, is the same on the inside'. Rough in the streets, rough in the sheets.
❥︎ Upon attaining your consent for intimacy, Hijikata is rather fierce and forceful in his movements. He is incredibly dominant and ensures that he'll remain so.
❥︎He'd immediately push you down on a bed, and hungrily lap at your skin, leaving your lips swollen and slightly bruised from his beastly kisses, your neck full of hickies and your legs trembling from the rough pleasure that he's giving you.
❥︎ He's quick to shove your throat down on his throbbing shaft too. No questions asked. He'd grip tightly at your hair, and would even thrust rhythmically to match the throb of your throat. He'd grip and plunge in so tightly, you could almost be rendered breathless. All that he spills, you'll drink and gulp down like water, to quench your thirst.
❥︎ Hijikata would grip down on the sheets tightly, with wrists above your head as he'd thrust into you, senselessly— like some wild animal in heat. He'd visibly grit down onto his bottom lip, as he moved with all his might all the while you're seeing stars, with your soul already ascending from his roughness. He'd make sure you'd be able to feel his steel will, and be filled up nicely with all that he could release.
❥︎ Regardless of your chest size, whether it may be flat or squishly round, Hijikata would love you all the same as a whole despite his preference. The Shinsengumi is wholeheartedly sincere about their cause. He embodies the Shinsengumi. So why won't he appreciate this lovely body of yours? He'd lean down wordlessly, as sweat trickled down your skin and lap his tongue around your nips, biting and kissing. He almost made it a goal to conquer every part of your body.
❥︎ His line with Carmilla shows it enough already too. Hijikata would be greatly into trying ahem BDSM. Of course, only if you consent into the more hardcore kinks of his. He's not that sadistic with his lover... Unless, of course, you have a compelling masochistic side. I'd leave that to your imagination, heh. Hijikata would appreciate someone who can match his freak. But of course, he wouldn't mind stooping down to your level to ensure your comfort. You matter to him, after all, he was the one who agreed to be with you, romantically. He may be forceful, but he does gain bits of consciousness here and there to be mindful of you lest you break, and humanity breaks into chaos.
❥︎ As for Aftercare, Hijikata is greatly caring with you. He knew he exerted your body a lot, and thus, would ensure you're well-taken care of. He'd clean up your marks, and any bleeding, patching you up and as well as taking you out for a shower/bath to ensure that you are clean and well. As fast as he had taken you, the faster your soreness might as well leave your muscles too ♡ he takes responsibility for your well-being after such an event.
❥︎ Bed? Soaked. Your heart? Full. Your insides? Broken and rearranged at the same time. Your body? Warm as a whole. Your spirit? Absolutely wrecked. Your bottom? Reddened. Your legs? Limping. But with such care from him, especially after the first time, Hijikata would be very mindful of your health amidst his usual demeanor (you'll definitely receive looks of concern the next few days, especially from the other Shinsengumi members, lol). After all... You and the Shinsengumi are now one ♡
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❀☾︎ 𝐒𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐨 𝐇𝐚𝐣𝐢𝐦𝐞
❥︎ Saito Hajime is a chill and laid-back man. He usually moved with the flow of things, lived all he could in this new life as a servant. He is an indispensable ally to the Shinsengumi, and of course, to you. Amidst his laidback demeanor, softness does lay beneath it. He'd willingly dabble in dirty work/shady stuff just so that you won't have to taint your own hands. He isn't one for socializing much, however, and preferred to keep his distance, with the reasoning of not having people involve themselves with a 'shady guy' like him. But of course, should you interest him enough or proved persistent, he's not one to deny such an interaction. Life is meant to be enjoyed, after all. Making new friends here and there doesn't sound so bad.
❥︎ Initially, when you harbored affections for him— Saito initially would turn a blind eye to the first signs, thinking it's just your caring personality as the Master. But as it goes on, Saito is torn between having to call you out on it or... Simply to let his feelings dictate the motions. He wanted you to think about your choices more carefully, but at the same time, can't help but think of the possibility of being with you— more than just being a Master and Servant.
❥︎ He existed in this timeline, and has met you beyond his lifetime... Is that not fate enough, indeed? In the end, when a confession gets through, and you've proved yourself sincere with your feelings, Saito could be convinced to finally open his heart to you, in a romantic manner.
❥︎ Love is illogical in his eyes, but what's he to do when his heart starts to beat faster than how his mind ran his thoughts? He can't refuse that yearning look of yours, at all. Why deprive you of love, when you're so insistent on it? To him, you deserve all that's good in the world, after bearing so much pain for the sake of humanity.
❥︎ Saito made for a good lover. He takes great care of you, willingly sits in silence or lets you vent about your days, treats you to some good old ramen/soba. He makes sure that you stay hydrated, is in good health (both physically and mentally), as well as never staying up so late into the night! (But he won't deny you either if you wanted to stay awake just to stay with him longer, or do as you like as long as it's not detrimental to your health. What's important is to enjoy life, indeed~)
❥︎ When the topic of intimacy first came up, Saito is rather lighthearted with it. He doesn't consider it at first, amidst him being straight-laced, but does get surprised when you proposed wanting to get intimately involved with him too. Well now, isn't life about enjoying it to the fullest? With that look of yours as you say it with conviction, who's he to deny you?
❥︎ Saito has a low intimacy drive, thus, getting him in the mood can take a bit. But with you being so cutesy with such a heatedly charged atmosphere? Oh, he's going to lose that composure of his. He might not be able to resist himself taking you right and there for being so pretty.
❥︎ Saito prefers to take it slow— to savor every breathing second. He's not quick to undress you, preferring to take his time as he slowly undoes your clothes, planted kisses down your skin, alongside his kisses that were light as a feather. He'd trail his fingers over your skin, in sensual motions just so that he'd get a reaction out of you. You both have all the time in the world, so what's the rush? There's no fun in that.
❥︎ Saito is incredibly consensual. Personal pleasure is nice and all, but you— his master will always come first. Your needs take precedence compared to his own. He'd ask of you to be more verbal with how you're feeling. Where would you like to be touched? How do you feel when he touches you over in this particular spot? What are your desires? He's more than keen to give you a listening ear.
❥︎ Saito would love to drag your intimate session longer. Speak of your desires, and he'll be touching you ever so slowly until you crave in, beg that he sate your needs until he'll comply after seeing such a begging expression on your face. He likes to hear you whine so adorably, begging him kindly to give you such shady desires, that only he has exclusive access into giving.
❥︎ Saito is rather systematic about giving you pleasure. He ensures that you're more than well-prepared before he'll serve you with the main course of the night. He'd stick his fingers inside your slick cavern, massage it ever so slowly, drawing circles until he could send you reeling over the edge. He's growing bolder every second. He finds immense satisfaction and amusement, the more he sees you look so dazed and flushed out with his movements.
❥︎ Once he has eased you out, Saito does confirm one last time before he'll take you in the sheets. Only after your consent does he ease you down, hold you at your hips and the moment he slides himself in— all sounds fade into the backdrop of your mind to the point all you could ever think of was him.
❥︎ Saito wouldn't mind it, if you are to seek stress relief through intimacy with him. Though, of course, he's careful enough not to turn it into a vice for you (and himself). He times bedding you with the perfect atmosphere and momentum to send you reeling from the heights of pleasure once more.
❥︎ Saito can't help it whenever he gets verbal during intimacy. He'd lean down and whisper how good you are to him— such sweet nothings and even sometimes passively dirty murmurings. You feel just so good, surpassing even the warmth that emanates off the soba he would eat, for most of the time. It's within intimacy does he grow more affectionate, and more vocal about how he feels that are mostly reasoned out by him as a careless slip of the tongue. He enjoys teasing reactions out of you, until you'd tell him to stop with that blush of yours which also sends your heart into faster beats.
❥︎ Saito does not have a particular kink, but if you want to court death for the day and ask for him to be rougher— well, sure. It could be fun, he figures. Maybe even a nice way to destress on his own end too, without having to hold back much from taking pleasure from you, this time on his own end. But of course, he's very open to trying new things with you, just say the word and you two can have a discussion about wants and desires ♡
❥︎ Aside from the bed, Saito wouldn't mind taking you while you're pressed up against the wall too. The thought of having to pin you in a corner, with your legs wrapped around his waist as he pounds into you and induce such bashful reactions out of you is enough for him to feel thrilled. Perhaps that's where he could start considering the option of being 'shady' with you by taking you around the corners outside, with the thrill of getting caught by the other Shinsengumi members or other servants, while well-hidden as he takes a quick good session with you. It might be fun to try, he once considered.
❥︎ In lazy days, and when you're both in the mood, Saito would just simply pat his lap and let you mount him and ride him however you wish until you'd tire yourself out. (Good luck with that, once he actually follows suit by taking his own pleasure from you next, heh.).
❥︎ another 1000/10 green-flagged bf. So much for his shady guy setup <3 he'll take good care of your needs, as promised, and will serve you however you wish— and that includes fulfilling your needs at bed too. Relaxing with you however you wish is enough to make him feel invigorated for the following days. Better than seeing you look so distressed over your duties ♡
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❀☾︎ 𝐍𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐫𝐚 𝐒𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐩𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐢
❥︎ Shinpachi is a spirited man. Regardless of his ascension, what remains is that of the impulsive yet steadfast man he is. He dislikes being treated like an old man neither being dominated over, but of course, he still shows respect to you as his Master. He's rather amicable, despite his boisterous personality. He's pretty good at taking care of others too, even though... it usually comes with the signature asian-styled scolding of kicking youngsters up to their feet to move around rather than stay idle all day. Don't fret, he means well, hehe. That's just how he is. He is rather fierce, loyal and protective to those he holds dear— the Shinsengumi and of course, you.
❥︎ So when you started catching feelings, Shinpachi is ignorant to it, since he usually just takes forms of your affections as you being friendly. He's slightly dense in the romance department since he hasn't even considered it in the slightest, considering his looks, the way he acts and of course the label of being an old man no matter what that he detests so greatly. He always remains mature-looking regardless of his ascension, after all (and acts like it).
❥︎ Shinpachi is no stranger to love, he knows the rules and so I but doesn't immediately realize it when you've actually taken interest in him at first. But once he realizes, he actually questions your decisions or even doubts it. Because, he's just another seasoned guy in the Shinsengumi. You're just his friendly master. You went on hangouts (dates) for movies, you two always share a meal, you 'jested' about how his old form is just as handsome as his young one, eagerly took the challenge of learning the art of the blade with him, he feels comfortable being wistful around you at times, he likes how true you are to yourself and—
❥︎ Oh. Well, that exactly answers it too. Shinpachi can't deny that he's grown fond of you. But you sure do have strange tastes, he notes. But of course, while he initially had reservations about your choice of guy, Shinpachi does acknowledge your honesty and would end up accepting it nonetheless. After all, you stir up his meaning of 'Sincerity' once more, within him.
❥︎ When intimacy was first brought up, Shinpachi is lighthearted about it but does dares you to give it a try with him, since you asked, and when you're absolutely sure— well, down to business he goes.
❥︎ Considering that he's lived a long life, Shinpachi definitely is experienced in the whims of intimacy. He knows where to touch, where to kiss, and where to send you reeling off the edge so easily. He's incredibly observant.
❥︎ Shinpachi takes pride in his skill of the blade, and since he knows how to handle his blade, he must certainly know how to handle you nicely with how sensual and mind-boggling his touches are, whenever he stuffs his fingers in and out of you, all the while he muses himself with your reactions so vocally. He would muse about how sensitive you are, about how you seem to like it here and there and moreso of the sort. He knows how to hit the right spots.
❥︎ Shinpachi prides himself too, in being an instructor. That'll mean he's rather dominant in bed. Before you could even register the sounds of your own breathing, you wound up only hearing his dictation of wrapping your hands around his throbbing shaft or how to bob your head in sliding motions over his shaft. He's giving you time to learn and master pleasuring him, hehe.
❥︎ Heed his words, excel and he'd reward you nicely. If you do good and follow his words, he will give the nice reward of being able to release or perhaps even humoring some of your desires for such a good work. Shinpachi knows how to reward and when to give it.
❥︎ Can be slightly vulgar in bed, but of course, is not one to mostly direct his cusses at you. He'd mostly hiss and mutter underneath his breath about how you're taking him, making commentaries of all that you're making him feel at the moment.
❥︎ Shinpachi likes it when you're honest. Tell him what you're feeling. Tell him what you desire. Demand from him equally, and he'd oblige you for your boldness.
❥︎ Shinpachi is rough. He doesn't immediately give it to you, but once he thinks you're more than well-prepared, he'd stuff himself in, and welcome himself and then you'd see stars with the way he'd pounce on you that's overwhelmingly good.
❥︎ Be a brat, however, and he'd teach you a lesson. Shinpachi would have you lie down on your stomach on his lap, and smack your rear a good few times until you'd learn not to cross him. He'd deny you of any release, drag his touches out long enough to hear any form of begging out of you until he'd finally let your release crash down on him.
❥︎ When coupling, Shinpachi would be more likely to ensure that you reach the peaks of release first before he'd follow suit and fill you up to the brim. He has good stamina, and rather than immediately release with you, he'll probably be more invested in having you release a dozen of times to the point of feeling dazed and stimulated until he'd release. Even in his old man form. The only difference would be that— he's gasping for breath much more than he would be, in his younger form.
❥︎ Like most, Shinpachi would prefer to take it to the bed. But since he's one good instructor, he'd be into bending you over the table or on surfaces he could. He just likes to take control and stay ahead.
❥︎ Netflix and chill, or something along those lines, he's up for that too. Shinpachi doesn't mind chilling on movie dates with you, right before, if you're in the mood, he'd be flabbergasted but who's he to deny a good time with you? Maybe that can even help you sleep better at night.
❥︎ For Aftercare, Shinpachi remained caring and would fuss over the tiniest of details with you. He'd bring you water, help you stand up to your feet, set you up in a warm bath or shower, help you clean up and then afterwards tuck you in bed with some nice cuddles, forehead kisses and sweet whispers of how well you handled him, of your tenacity.
❥︎ You're more than in good hands with Shinpachi <3 he may act wistful, boisterous and overly loud at times, but he cares about ensuring that your heart stays intact. He loves you that much, dear master. Shinpachi would gladly stay with you, as much as you want, as long as you wouldn't mind him and his temperament. It's with you that he's found another reason to raise his blade up again, after all. All for you.
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❀☾︎ 𝐇𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐚 𝐒𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐬𝐮𝐤𝐞
❥︎ The spearmaster of the rear has got it all: looks, unwavering tenacity, devotion, protective nature, fearlessness with death, skills, fiercelessness and whatnot... Even with how he rambles off and on with his past of venturing beyond his homeland with great wistfulness of being a traitor, you're more than sure that he's ventured far within your heart too. Of course, he's likable nonetheless even with his nature. You are, after all, besides his comrades, the only person that he's made an exception out of, in comfortable interactions.
❥︎ Harada is dedicated to your cause, so when he does catch feelings for you, he initially denies it but slowly became showy about it with how he treats you, and how his eyes would stare back whenever he sees you being all so touchy and close with another servant. It's what's going to prompt him to blurt out his feelings aloud to you first, and does look greatly surprised when you accept them, and so it turns out that you feel the same way about him. Well, now he has the upper-hand with forming a relationship with you, his dear master, doesn't he?
❥︎ Harada has become extra dedicated to you, almost bordering on obsession, the moment he's become your lover. He'd be protective, reluctantly but learning affection, and does treat you as what a good lover would do. He's not that experienced with romance, and so, does consult his colleagues about it, and it's from their input does he considerably take you out on dates, even traveling with permission or to use the simulator to go on dates with you.
❥︎ Intimacy just naturally built-up between the two of you. When you were the first to propose it, Harada does deeply blush at your boldness— but hey, no backsies now.
❥︎ Harada gets straight down to business, pins you down and ravishes you nicely. He'd take his time, undress you with his eyes, and lock his lips with yours. He'd trail his lips down, and would leave marks, even in your pulse areas, or upwards your neck. Harada wanted to be a good lover, truly. But he can't just resist the urge to chomp down in places where you'd struggle to even hide your marks from the public's eye. Letting people see and know that you already belong to someone sends a dark thrill down his spine.
❥︎ Harada was initially experimental with his fingers, but he was adept at bringing you at the edge with them. His mouth serves you well too. He certainly knows how to...use it well on you. He enjoys getting between your legs and gazing upwards just so that he can watch your face as he ravishes you down there.
❥︎ Harada likes it when you tell him to whom you belong to. You tell him. Repeat after repeat. To prove that you're truly and irrevocably his now with those marks on your skin. It's how he'll render you as a begging mess.
❥︎ Harada is the rear guard, back in the Shinsengumi days and even today. So... He's definitely adept at working on you from behind too, heh. He'd position you on all fours, and make you face a mirror, just so that he can watch your expressions even from behind as he manhandled you like the rear guard and spearmaster he is ;)
❥︎ Harada knows how to shift between Dirty talk and Body-worshipping. On one hand, he'd say the wildest of whispers and then proceed into telling you how good you are at taking him. He absolutely dominates both your body and mind. He'd call you a sweet compliment with a derogatory word to call you, within the same sentence.
❥︎ Being exploratory and adventurous in nature, and especially with his history of courting death, Harada is definitely the type to try and do it in semi-public places. He enjoys seeing the flustered look on your face, with a hand to cover up your mouth as he ruts into you, at a pacing of his desires, depending on his mood.
❥︎ Whenever he gets jealous... Well, good luck with that. Gambatte, Master-Chan. Harada would play the nice guy on the outside as he slips you away, but once you're behind closed doors, you're going to see heaven real quick with how fast you got bent over and railed real quick, and with smacks to the rear as if you were some instrument he's so invested in playing (drummer harada eyy/j).
❥︎ Harada can be quite possessive of his beloved, especially in intimate sessions. He'd make sure that, other than the marks you'd struggle covering up, he wouldn't even mind ensuring you'd walk with a limp for the next few days all the while he assists you like the loving boyfriend he is. Oh, let them get the right idea. It is what it is. He'd even make sure that mid intimacy, you'd be loud enough to wake his poor sleeping comrades just next door. You definitely see him smirking victoriously whenever you're outside and in such a state.
❥︎ With how loving he is towards you, sometimes too much, out of pure dedication, it'll be no surprise if he just forgets to lock the door when at it, and it'll be a poor comrade of his or a random staff that gets to walk in on you getting absolutely devoured by a beastly redhaired spearmaster. Most of the time, it's usually poor Heisuke who walks in on you both. Poor Heisuke would go all red, step back, apologize profusely before leaving, muttering about ensuring that the door is locked. (You and Harada do apologize by treating him to some of his favorite chocolate ice cream, but that's not enough to push off the trauma you've given the poor guy now, yes?).
❥︎ In regards to Aftercare, Harada is just as devoted to you just as how his touches had been. He's careful this time in handling you, would apologize for getting ahead of himself, and would treat you for a good bath to ease your sore muscles. He'd gladly join too, and keep whatever thoughts of marvelling you in all of your sore splendor to himself as he helps you clean up. He makes the bed comfortable, assists you and ensures to rub circles around your back or right where it aches to comfort you as you drift off to sleep with him. Harada is not going anywhere else.
❥︎ To sum it up, Harada is as 'energetic' as the color of his hair. He's got fine sides to him. You're in for quite the ride in a relationship with him <3 Harada is all yours to have, dear master. He'd willingly cheat death, anytime you so desire. Just for you.
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❀☾︎ 𝐘𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐢 𝐊𝐞𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐤𝐞
❥︎ Ah, yes. The sweet, gentle, and nurturing mother hen beloved advisor and companion to the Shinsengumi. Even with how his life played out when he had deserted the Shinsengumi, Sannan is well-treasured by the entire group. So much that even with his loss to seppuku in life, the impact that Sannan has left on their lives reached even to the end of their days. Far beyond his own. Of course, even you are not immune to his impactful charms, even with the many times that he's tried to humble himself down in front of you and everyone else.
❥︎ He's well educated, well-mannered, kind, gentle, compassionate, good with kids, caring and composed... He's rather charismatic and inspirational too. What is there not to love about him? How could you ever resist such a genuine smile of his?
❥︎ When he catches wind of your feelings for him, needless to say, Keisuke is flustered. At first, he tries to set it aside but does wound up realizing how mutually fond he's become of you too, the moment he finds himself writing poetry while thinking of you. With every brush and stroke of his ink across his parchments, even as he spoke of the mountains, the blossoms and of the wind— it all comes down attributed to you. He only wished to be a loyal servant to you, to aid you in your own peaceful path— and yet, it appears that...your path leads straight back to him.
❥︎ With enough care and time, Sannan slowly returned your feelings of love. He instantly did ease up to the role of being your lover. Sannan is gentle, observant, and caring. He'd ensure that you get proper rest, and would be able to write his poetry with clarity— and of course, he would finally be able to look you in the eye with fondness as he teaches you calligraphy. Your hands are clasped together as he guides your motions with the brush to form characters on the paper.
❥︎ When it comes to intimacy, when you had brought the idea to him as the first one to do so, Sannan was incredibly flustered but he does acknowledge that intimacy is part of a romantic relationship. Reluctant he may be— he does accept, anyways.
❥︎ Keisuke is old-fashioned. He'd prefer the warm confines of the bed, and is not one to instantly force you down on it. No. He starts small and gentle, hesitant even. He'd start with soft pliant kisses here and there, trail his lips down your neck, hold hands with you and would keep asking for your input and consent before loosening and removing your clothes. He'd admire you, bit by bit, with each article of clothing off. He reveres you almost like a deity.
❥︎ Keisuke likes to take his time. He does not wish to rush your body. He'd touch you gently with his fingers, slipping it in and out of you down there with great care, looking at you for traces of discomfort. The least thing he could want is to hurt you. He's soft-core coded, mm.
❥︎ Direct him where to touch and he'd happily oblige your desires. Tell him where to trace, where to rub, where to grope and where to run his lips all over in a sensual manner. He's always listening for even the slightest mewl out of your lips.
❥︎ Sannan has low drive for intimacy, though you could naturally get him into the mood through sensual whisperings and touches. He'd touch and trail his fingers over you, map out your hips and body as if he were writing characters on your skin like the devoted lover he is.
❥︎ Sannan prepares you up thoroughly before getting straight down into full-blown lovemaking. He's clearly vanilla coded too. He'd ask for your consent one last time, right before he'd slowly position himself in, and rock your entire world like streaming waters of a river. That'll be how he'd flood your insides later too.
❥︎ Sannan is open-minded. If you have desires, simply tell him and he'd discuss it with you. Of course, he'd consider it largely with hardcore ones— setting it as a boundary as per his wishes not to harm you.
❥︎ Even with that soft looks of his, Sannan does opt for bondage. Stay down, dearie and keep your impulses in control so that the dear Secretary could reward you handsomely for your patience~ considering bondage, he'd be into trying shibari out too. He'd stare and trace your skin with his fingers, and keep you still as he'd ensure that you'll marvel at his movements.
❥︎ Speaking of kinks... Sannan has great fondness for children. He adores their smiles and considers them as a treasure. He'd totally be into Breeding with you. Of course, as servants can't reproduce (unless under special circumstances and magic shenanigans), but the thought of filling you up with his seed until it takes root— ah, definitely fulfilling. It might as well encourage him to last longer rounds, all the while imagining what it would be like to have a child of his own with you, his dear master. He'd adore Body-worshipping too, in that case.
❥︎ Yamanami feels flustered when being addressed as "sensei" or teacher, and would deny being worthy of being one. But tease him with that, and he might actually teach you your place with 'huge love'.
❥︎ Yamanami is the type to whisper the most comforting and loving of words to you as he folds you into half as he ruts gently and with the perfect pacing into you. His movements are certainly thrilling but his words are warm.
❥︎ For Aftercare, Keisuke is another King that takes a share of the crown, hehe. Depending on your state whether you could stand up or not— he'd happily cater to you. He'd bring a wet towel and a basin of water and clean you up with it manually, or simply relax in a bath with you, in a bathtub of bubbles even just so that you may destress further after such a session. Keisuke would cuddle you close, lift some of your locks, lacing them around his fingers for a kiss before watching you drift off to sleep and eventually joining too.
❥︎ Overall, a sweetheart and vanilla connoisseur <3 Yamanami Keisuke will always be by your side, and would happily serve you however you wish.
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❀☾︎ 𝐓𝐨𝐝𝐨 𝐇𝐞𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐤𝐞
❥︎ I absolutely adore this beloved captain aackk <3 Heisuke is usually the distant type of person with strangers, especially given his inferiority complex and regretful reflection of his life. But still, he is grateful and strives to keep up and be worthy of the second chance at life to his former comrades and of course— of your kindness to him. Heisuke has a hard time being honest with himself, moreso with expressing his own thoughts, so everyone especially you, his master, had to be very patient with him. He's like a street cat who's seen all sorts of pain and troubles that you've taken in to take care of.
❥︎ Heisuke would try to deny it, when he realizes himself actually falling for you, his master. What could he do? You're caring, kind, selfless, brave, and repaired his broken lonely heart. Slowly, maybe... Perhaps holding your hand, and getting nearer to you doesn't sound so bad at all. Slowly, he started saying less whenever you ask to hangout with him, hold hands or manually feed him chocolate ice cream as you hold it with little protests on his end. He found all the joys in the world within you. He'd never want to leave your side.
❥︎ Heisuke still had doubts nonetheless but when you confessed first or started showing signs of admiration that stretched into the romance boundary, Heisuke is put-off but internally flustered to learn that he's the object of your affections. But really, why him? List him a huge essay or blabber with a straight face so that he'd stop questioning his worth, and he'd bashfully ask you to stop midway, unable to stop his smile while his cheeks are flushed red. Alright, you attained his heart. Take good care of him ♡
❥︎ Heisuke remains reserved at times but since he's your lover now, he does make efforts here and there to show affection to you. He's another one like Okita who doesn't know much about love. He's greatly inexperienced in that aspect too, and ends up walking over to his comrades to shyly ask for advice and inputs. You shower him with love, it's only fair, he thought, that he returns it with care! He'd go on dates with you willingly, go out on walks, eat ice cream on the veranda together, talk about life, and perhaps even train if you ask him nicely to teach you~
❥︎ It was from his comrades' teasing did Heisuke first considered the possibility of growing intimate with you. He only gets flustered in such mentions, swats them away with a bashful shake of the head but when you actually proposed the idea yourself... Well, who's he to decline? Just give him time to catch his breath first.
❥︎ Heisuke is inexperienced. So, you may take the lead with him. He'd start out incredibly submissive to your whims and touches. Heisuke is easily so sensitive all over, easily blushes but bears with it to ease the growing heat between you both. He'd close his eyes to kisses and sloppily return it with fervor, and would lean in to rain down light hesitant kisses over your neck.
❥︎ Once he collects himself better, Heisuke does slowly become more confident. Compliment him loads, and up his confidence bar meter goes~
❥︎ Another one for the Body-worshipping list. As you two slowly shed your clothing, Heisuke is heavily flushed but you could see the twinkle in his eyes as he marveled at your body, shyly asking if he may touch you, and what entails afterwards is him exploring your body with ardent curiosity using his lips and hands, and with your voice as guide. He'd slip here and there about how beautiful and soft you feel to the touch.
❥︎ Orally, it was you who initiated it. Heisuke is one quivering mess, barely holding onto the sheets when you begin to reach down and grasp at his member, sliding your hand up and down, or even leaning down to suckle the sensation of hot pleasure that'll cause him to tense up further, and hold onto your head with one hand for dear life. Considering how sensitive yet touch-starved he is, Heisuke is quick to release but even you would be surprised at how much load he releases.
❥︎ Heisuke definitely belongs to the small body yet big down there. Ahem. Well, have you not seen his final ascension art?? This guy's packing beneath layers of clothes! And if you ever do express fondness for his body, although it may fluster him greatly to have such a comment regarding his figure, his confidence meter is gonna go off the ceiling. He'd start training more to maintain it, heh. He might as well start flustering you whenever he appears shirtless about where your eyes trail off to.
❥︎ You wish to experience the sensation of being fingered with his prosthetic arm? Heisuke would be shocked but well... You do have strange tastes, anyways, for liking someone as him, he thinks to himself. With sweat running down his skin, and with your guidance, Heisuke does as asked and would actually entertain your wish and would ease his mechanical fingers right into your cavern, parting at the folds, and used exploratory ministrations all the while he imagined handling you like how he handles his blade. The moment you do spill over his fingers, coating it with release as if it were oil, he's never been the same (his prosthetic arm found new usage), moreso if he's to watch you lick them off his fingers.
❥︎ Initially, you took the lead with coupling with him too. Heisuke would lie down all the while he'd gasp and pant as you bounce up and down on him, watching him grip the sheets as you ride the living lights out of him. And when you two release together, Heisuke turns into a huge trembling mess, who babbled incoherent strings of thoughts.
❥︎ The next time, however, you'd be surprised. Heisuke tried his best to learn off books, and in return for your care, he's come to suggest taking the lead this time out of fairness ♡ his touches would remain largely experimental, but you can tell that he's starting to get good at it. He'd pleasure you using his own mouth, his normal hand and his prosthetic arm until you could not speak of anything else but his name this time. Heisuke would blush but would keep the momentum, and always asked for your input.
❥︎ He's rather vanilla in normal states. Perhaps even, when is lacking mana to sustain his form, he'd grow further in intimacy by dabbling in it with you, as well as considerably for stress relief on your part.
❥︎ Forehead kisses! Considering he has a scar over his forehead, it must be one sensitive spot~ should you kiss and shower him loads of affection and be so fond of his scar, it'll make him melt like butter, especially during intimate moments. He's going to show you a good time, afterwards for such great care~ You've been so patient for him, after all.
❥︎ For the main part, Heisuke is already confident to show you his progress over time, would start topping you and would rut into you with all his might and all the love he could give you. He'd pin you down, legs over his shoulders as he moved in rhythm with your quivering hips, all the while he'd lean down for a kiss, up until he'd spurt out his release, right inside, of course.
❥︎ How about for his second ascension...? Oh, dear. He's still apologetic in this form but he's extra, and I mean, ferocious in this form. That's avenger-class for you. Bedding while he's in such a form is akin to charging to battle. He'd even ask if you're absolutely sure about doing it with him in such a state, buut no backsies once you say your consent~
❥︎ He's largely the same but is more rougher in his movements, even starting to nip at your skin leaving marks all the while you're a shivering mess as you watched from below with the hisses and muttered words beneath his breath as he takes you with heightening pace, you might as well pass out soon enough the more he continues. He does apologize afterward, but he can't really help it— having taken you like that.
❥︎ Heisuke doesn't have kinks of his own, and can't consider himself having any for the meantime, but should you request it, he's open for considering it with you~ Just say the word. Though if he were to try, he'd likely take his hair tie off or bandana off (in second and third ascension), and use it on your wrists to keep you in place while he pleases you as you like.
❥︎ Aftercare? Heisuke is one caring cinnamon roll~ He'd ask you every second about how you are feeling, wipe you clean with a wet towel, apply ointment on marks (he feels flustered thinking about the teasing he'd receive should you be spotted with a hickey). But doesn't even have any protest when you give him one instead. He's good at hiding it, with his clothes, he tries to reason with himself.
❥︎ Sweet Heisuke would give you a glass of water or two just to rehydrate, give you plentiful of massages, bathe with you and even help you put your clothes on! He'd prepare the bed nicely for you too, ensuring it is comfortable and clean to your tastes before laying down in bed for cuddles and small kisses before drifting off to sleep together.
❥︎ Overall? Sweetness overload. Take good care of dear Heisuke, master-san! ♡ He's trying his best, give him his love! Overly Vanilla yet delectable all the same.
