r.i.p xiuru

[akariu]

i downloaded the snapchat app again bc of how good it makes me look

[xiuru]

self promo please go follow me so that someday ill have enough money to buy a nice house and own 1000 thread count sheets

[xiuru]

if ur gonna @ me @ me on my new acct at least

akariu

[xiuru]

hey friends in case u didn't see i started a new blog at akariu so if u want to follow me there that would b great! see u soon

[xiuru]

follow my new blog im trying to be as irrelevant as possible

[xiuru]

actually the reason why im here is to make my new blog and plan out my summer so ya ill get to that

[xiuru]

back at it again at tom n toms

[xiuru]

new age selfies ill see u in the afterlife

[xiuru]

bro idk what to do today bro should i throw a dart at a map of los angeles and work from there? fuck not crenshaw

[xiuru]

i havent remade yet but i think ill go to a tom n toms today jst to do tht... classic kira

[xiuru]

im gonnna remake too catch me if u can

[bts-trans]

thank you Russia for da great energy and passion that u gave us. this gon be a rlly great memory 4 all of us. thx!:3 pic.twitter.com/6eHSE87F3n

thank you Russia for the great energy and passion that you gave us. This is going to be a really great memory for all of us. Thanks! :3

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[xiuru]

honestly idk how to wear this hat also now u kno how terrible my wallpaper is

[samcumdoong]

xiuru kira suga’s camera is the Olympus OM-D E-M5 but he also uses the sony alpha nex

[xiuru]

holy shit i love u sam i sent an ask to his fan blogs but i didnt even need to thank u!!!!!!!!!

[chensoomyun]

[xiuru]

goals for 2day:

eat a lee's sandwich

figure out wht kind of camera suga has

play super smash bros

play tennis

delete all my posts or remake or s/t idk yet

also hang out with camille soyiv nerd

[bangtan]

[soyiv-blog]

i want to touch suga’s face

[xiuru]

No space for myself. For a year it felt as if I were walking on thin ice. I don’t know where I’m going. The battle over my feelings and my anxiety with a deep sigh are over, like yesterday. But I still cannot sleep at night. It was predictable chaos though. I still can’t sleep at night. I put myself in the jail of envy and bitterness. And it constantly suffocates me. My future seems blurry. My mind is possessed by the word, “Success”. Something that I have to do and something that I want to do. I’m Gulliver, standing in the middle of them. Fuck it. I don’t give a shit. Did I achieve my dream? or Did I lose it? I don’t know yet. Maybe I dropped my dream for success. Behind my helpless smile, there’s exactly the other half of my self. I’m crying. This is the evidence of my guilt for this identity. Dream and reality…I became more indifferent but also more desperate. The sigh of despair bursting out from my desire in music.