Prince Jayden @xjaydenxbatmanx - Tumblr Blog

Being poly and playing gotta catch em all r distinctly different n I wish more people understood that.

I don't miss "just the sex" I miss the connection I felt to you when we did it. I miss the feeling of actually having you have that spark we had. I miss feeling your body respond to my touch. I miss your touch. I miss the electricity we had. And I dont know how to get it back....

#ThingsIWishYoudHear #ThingsICantVerbalize #YouWonderWhatsOnMyMind #IMissYouMoreThanYouKnow

Confession:

I dont wanna be treated like a sex toy or a fetish item.... its really starting to get to me.... like I'm good enough to fuck but not for a relationship... but then there are other thoughts in my mind of what my ultimate relationship looks like and wish it would be fulfilled....

#TooManyThoughts #ICantBreakThisFeeling #NotFeelingGoodEnough #ImScreamingOnTheInside

MAKING OUT WITH A FRIEND AT A BAR WHILE SHIT FACED- AS A DIFFERENT PERSONALITY MIND YOU, IS NOT EQUAL TO WILLINGLY GOING TO FUCK YOUR BABY DADDY. Revenge only gets karma smashing you in the face threefold. Remember that

I JUST FUCKING WANT TO STOP RAPID SWITCHING FOR THE LOVE OF FUCKING GOD.

I want you to stop insisting that I'm not

A lost cause, 'cause I've been through a lot

Really all I've got is just to stay pissed off

If it's all right by you

But hearts are breaking, and wars are raging on

And I have taken my glasses off

You got me nervous

And you're turning it into a joke

A half empty girl

Don't make me laugh, I'll...

Just let me cry a little bit longer

I ain't gon' smile if I don't want to

Hey, man, we all can't be like you

I wish we were all rose-colored too

My rose-colored boy

IF YOU ARE TAKEN AND IN A MONOGAMOUS RELATIONSHIP YOU SHOULDNT BE SCROLLING THROUGH DATING APPS.

I wish you had come back to me.... 💔

I just want to throw everything that I see in front of me. NOTHING IS FUCKING RIGHT ANYMORE.

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

It fucking hurts to breathe

temporarilyconnected

Bye-Bye Beach

Ever swam just a teenie bit too far from the beach, which makes it seem easy to climb back onto land, but whenever you try to reach out for the sand, the waves keep pulling you further from the surface as if not wanting to let you go no matter how hard you've tried to swim? That's what's going on in life right now....

enigmaticmyocardium

about fifteen seconds from a breakdown

There are so many things I wish I could say. There is so much I hold onto because I don't know how to even say things anymore. I feel like I am literally dying inside... I didn't think he'd leave this soon... and I guess it's just really hitting me.... I don't know how to breathe without him here. Even if we aren't together he still holds me together. He's still the only one who understands how to take care of each personality... and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't terrified. I'm terrified to be alone. I'm terrified to see what those demons can actually do.... im terrified that I'm going to finally lose the fight and no one outside of him sees how truly bad it is.

People say fake it till ya make it.... well.... I don't even know which personality really wants what is going on right now. Because multiple r sitting here going WTF is wrong with you you stupid fuckin idiot... no wonder people hate you... yeah..it's ugly up there.... and it's affecting my way I view myself as well... I don't see the attractive person everyone says I am. I see all the flaws....

But I digress.... I guess my heart is just truly broken..... 💔

I MISS MY DADDY 😭😭😭😭😭😭

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