The Wallflower

Decluttering the mess in my head.

[neopuppy]

[neopuppy]

puppiest puppy of all the puppy boys in the world

[temporarilyconnected]

we were always together

never apart from each other

like my favorite pair of sneakers

you and I were meant for each other

but never a part of each other

— When You Ask Them About Love, They'll Tell You About Heartbreak.

[chogibin]

Me: :(

Jeno: *smiles*

Me: :)

[fallinforgyu]

ride

pairing: sub!jake/afab reader

summary: you and jake are on a roadtrip for his birthday and he can’t keep his dick in his pants

warnings: car sex, very light choking kink, unsafe sex, light degradation kink

requested: yes!

word count: 1.6K

a/n: happy nasty nineteen jakey! ♥

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[ghostlydinosaurland]

introducing my new obsession:

miss monika shin of PROWDMON.

i am sooo gay for you madame

[crayonflop]

HE'S A MANIAC...

[crayonflop]

just a girlboss building her empire

[clockworkswans]

du-sik every episode:

[reading-is-an-escape]

Him unconsciously waiting for the clock to strike midnight to go somewhere he did not remember.

Her unconsciously wearing the bracelet he gave her and feel uneasy if she did not.

Him raising his hand to caress her, and her who somehow feel familiar with it.

Them who did not know why tears falling from their eyes, and wipe it away. Confused.

Them trying to find out who each other were.

[crayonflop]

omg it's driving me crazy that everyone sees him differently like if i was dating the sexiest man in the universe and all my loved ones were seeing him as crazy ugly i would be so upset like i need u all to know how hot my man is i need u to know my power.......

[ohcessilia]

When you thought it was so romantic that he could not describe what he was feeling so he just called her by her name...

TAK DONG KYUNG

But then...

ME:

[temporarilyconnected]

Wow this post just hit me in the face like hot brick 🤯💔😭

[kateknowsdramas]

Ji A ~ The worried wife.

[temporarilyconnected]

Bye-Bye Beach

Ever swam just a teenie bit too far from the beach, which makes it seem easy to climb back onto land, but whenever you try to reach out for the sand, the waves keep pulling you further from the surface as if not wanting to let you go no matter how hard you've tried to swim? That's what's going on in life right now....

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—Farewells, Goodbyes.

Like the wind, ocean waves, blue skies, rainy days and stormy nights, people come and go. Which is why it's important to understand, love & appreciate ourselves, and know our worth before anything else.

Well, of course, this is easier said than done. Life's hard, living's difficult. It often makes me think: "why even bother to get close to ppl when nobody's gonna stick with you till the end. You'll end up alone anyways, whether or not you try to build rapport". You trust, you love, and that makes you happy. But when the trust's broken and the love's gone? The secrets and burdens shared would probably turn into another set of hot topics to gossip, spread by another familiar stranger. Tragic. Devastating. What does that give you? Heartbreak. Pain.

Talk about temporary happiness, what's permanent in this world after all? The good & bad, pain & pleasure, joys & sorrows. Everything's temporary, nothing's permanent. Well one thing's for sure though, wistful memories often remains in your head, mind & heart longer than mirthful ones.

Thus, one can never be too sure about anything in life.

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Sick

Ever since I started working, I feel like my body often picks the most convenient time to get sick...

Hear me out, so my workplace has a pretty strict policy to fight against Miss Rona. Two teams alternate between working from home (WFH) and working from office (WFO). [Might not seem important here but this is a connector, so please bear with me]

So... Last December, on the Thursday a week before Christmas & New Year's holidays, my body decided it'd be a great time to lose my voice. I had a sore throat & it was so painful that I couldn't voice out anything at all. Thus, my superior told me to not go to work the next day. At first, I thought "oh maybe I'd have to work next Wednesday" but little did I know, on Wednesday I was still kinda coughing, not in 100% condition yet, and sooo I had to go through a 14-day-quarantine per the company's health protocol to make sure it ain't Covid that I've caught. And because of that, I technically earned myself 2 extra weeks of old & new holiday LOL.

Now fast forward to February. The week after the few days off for Chinese New Year celebration on Wednesday (which was just the 2nd day of work after break), the office made my team go on a 14-day-quarantine in case anyone else gets infected too, because one of the team members got infected. Two weeks after the incident, if we were to have normal work days, I would've been at work yesterday, but because of the alternating work days, I'm scheduled to work today, and last night, my body decided to have a pretty major breakdown, which won't recover this morning even after the meds that I took. And so, here I am, in bed, writing this post, instead of being at work, which means the 14-day-quarantine (or, days-off in my dictionary) is extended to a 19-day-quarantine because my next WFO is scheduled on next Tuesday.

IDK if I should feel relieved, or guilty about it...

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UGH...

I have this incredibly huge urge to just quit my job because it’s taking a huge toll on me, driving me nuts. It’s not like I’m not trying to be grateful or anything but idk man.... maybe I should be more grateful that I even have a job but it’s seriously driving me insane, i actually dunno what to do. The stress my job gives me on top of the emotional load I already carry in the first place is just so extremely overwhelming for me, idk how to actually function properly albeit the ppl irl that do not know me personally probably just look at me like I’m this dumb mofo that’s a huge retard and can’t do anything. But I don’t know what to do afterwards if I were to quit my job, and surviving needs money. I wanna do something I like to earn money but also, idk what I like... IDK WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE and life is just so mean and suffocating and I feel super lost and confused and.... :/