stayalivemustdie

[xltcarolina]

youre about to miss everything…

[xltcarolina]

would it be ok if i followed you?

yeah of course!! i’m still learning how to use tumblr so i ask for patience, but definitely, always open!!

[xltcarolina]

i don’t know how much longer

i can stay here on this earth

cause i’ve lost all touch with everything

and nothing seems to work

and i’ll never be the person

that we both want me to be

i don’t deserve to be alive

[xltcarolina]

seriously i just want to stop living, i don’t even want to rephrase it anymore, just want to stop existing

[pupisized]

[xltcarolina]

okay okay but hear me out.. what if i drop out of college AND life?

[xltcarolina]

if dying didn’t scare me so much i wouldve been gone so long ago

[xltcarolina]

i hate to feel like a failure and having everyone pissed at me cause of it, all bc i’m not able to tell them i just want to kill myself everyday of my life and that’s all i can think of

[xltcarolina]

i feel like i’ve been feeling like this all my life and since i’ve never done anything about it, now it’s just too late to try and fix it. I just feel so empty all the time.

[xltcarolina]

shes looking goooood

[xltcarolina]

i miss you so much

[xltcarolina]

i feel so empty without you

[xltcarolina]

if i’m not falling, why does it feels so strong?

[xltcarolina]

it’s so crazy how one minute i’m fine and the other i just want to kill myself

[xltcarolina]

i almost forgot how good it felt to let it all go physically

[xltcarolina]

oh my god i did not knew i could use this font

[xltcarolina]

you were a jerk anyways