Hey, uh...since replies are restricted on a lot of your stuff, I figured I'd share this here. I don't wanna make you nervous or uncomfortable, so you don't have to reply to this if you don't want to. I just...wanna tell you something, and I hope it resonates.
I really, really like your art :3 your SU and SUF AU for TADC is incredibly fitting for Caine, I just wanna give him a hug even in his oversized form, poor boi 💔And Sorrow!Caine, I just wanna pick up and carry everywhere ;w; must protecc...
I saw the post that portrayed Caine's Self Harm, and that's...what made me wanna submit this in the first place. I lost a close friend a couple years back to s*icide...he self-harmed for years beforehand. I tried to be there for him, but it...wasn't enough. Part of what I love about TADC is the unfiltered portrayal of abstraction and how it can be interpreted as s*icide...and I love how the team wasn't afraid to depict how it impacted the cast. But...ah, I'm getting off-track.
This might sound messed...but I honestly love that Caine's Self-Harm post because, for a few minutes...it felt like my friend was here with me again. Like I was doodling on his bandages while he was staring off into the distance, slowly telling me what was on his mind, or just enjoying the companionable silence. Like, during good days, we were playing silly multiplayer games and cry-laughing at dumb stuff. Like...like he was apologizing for "being such a burden" instead of just being...gone.
God, I miss him. He never was a burden, of course, but...y'know. Depression...
When I saw your post depicting Caine's Self-Harm...I guess I just wanted to reach out. It might seem silly and unnecessary. I don't know you, you don't know me. You're not the friend I lost, I know...but still, I know what it's like to feel hopeless, helpless, and lost. I know what it's like to hurt, and have nobody to talk to about it. And I know that if he were still alive today, my friend would want me to be respectful of your boundaries, but offer my hand anyway.
I don't know what you're going through. I don't know how bad it is where you are...but I hope that this at least made things a little easier for you :3
Hiii! Just to say, thank you very much for your worry, also I am very sorry for your loss, Since I started to post my arts is been a new way to me, because all I want to do is just my silly childhood dream and not all the days I really fine, so yea, I got a lot of problems past years and still got, but I always try to be positive enough and have my happy energy to cheer up people, so Don't mind it! It's okay for me, also thank too for liking my arts and thoses cute commentaries I am pretty grateful that someone cares about it, I don't not do SH a much time, so don't worry about it too, I hope you feel better soon and found someone who will be with you. 🎀🩷
(Sorry if I not good at words, also thank you for my 2 ask, I am super grateful for all kindness of Tumblr people have with me here 🩷)
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