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Legs don’t look so bad after all. [Oh Sehun]

Genre: HarryPotter!AU.

Where Sehun is determined to open an egg and you are destined to look from afar.

[SERIES]

pulchritudinous. [Ongoing]

Genre: DarkAcademia!AU.

Your proneness to leave notes on every book you touch finally comes with something other than misfortune. You're infatuated with this person, but, why is it so difficult to get to them?

Grimm fairy tales. [Soon]

Genre: GrimmBrothers!AU.

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Chapter 3

MASTERLIST

Genre: DarkAcademia!AU / SlightAngst(?).

Warning: English is NOT my first language. 

Word count: 582.

Chapter 2 / Chapter 4

It had been a few weeks since you and PCY had been exchanging notes. So far, it felt lika he had opened up a bit to you and you two actually enjoyed your debates. You decided it was better not to tell your brother, he would probably think talking to a stranger wasn’t a good idea. 

You had been feeling some type of way towards this man, and you were ready to meet him in person. The tricky part was that it was PCY we were talking about, and the chances that he would ran away were extremely high. You didn’t want to lose the relationship you already had, but it would end up worse if you didn’t do it now.

Sitting on your usual table you decided to write the note that had you so anxious.

“I think I like you.”

You were blushing so hard. Was this a good idea? You couldn’t help but to hope he had been feeling the same. Contrary to the first few notes, he had been really sweet towards you. He made sure to ask if you ate enough and check on how your research was going. 

You couldn’t really tell him that you already submitted your progress and the mere reason you kept going to that library was to talk to him.

 Nervous about what you just wrote, you collected your things and got ready to face the cold weather outside. It was freezing. Hugging yourself you walked as fast as you could towards your bike. It was a good way to move around the city, and way cheaper for a student without a job. 

Once you got to your brother’s house, you couldn’t really feel your nose. You needed a well deserved tea and you were going to make sure Kyung Soo gave it to you. 

The next time you went to the library, the book was gone.

Did somebody take it? If so, it would be pretty embarrassing that you left that note inside. Did PCY take it? Maybe he didn’t want to respond because he didn’t share your same feelings. 

You couldn’t help but to feel sad. You wouldn’t go as far as to say hearbroken, but you were hurt. You thought this could go somewhere, you shared the same interests even though you opinions on them were not the same. That’s what had drawn you to him in the first place. 

For the following week, you didn’t go to the library. How could you? You would sit there without anything to do, feeling sad about a man you didn’t even know. He was probably looking at you from the distance feeling pity. 

No. You were not going to think about this anymore. This was the final decision and you would accept it and follow with your studies. Revising week was really close and that would be a great opportunity to change your source of focus. 

A few of your classmates had asked you to revise with them at the park, but, that was just the perfect excuse to get distracted. You needed to focus on this tests and you couldn’t afford to lose time. With a warm cup of coffee in hand you went to sit on your desk.

You stopped petrified. The book. The green book with silver laminas was standing on your desk, almost mockingly. Was this a joke? This time, a perfetly folded paper was laying on top of the cover. Shaking, you opened it.

“I’m sorry.”

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Chapter 2

MASTERLIST

Genre: DarkAcademia!AU / SlightAngst(?)

Warnings: English is NOT my first language. 

Word count: 548.

Chapter 1 / Chapter 3

You were surprised to say the least. You were not expecting much, but not this answer. “Nothing.” Did that mean that he didn’t want to keep talking? Maybe you were thinking about it too much. What condused you the most was the initials at the end. What did PCY mean?

You started researching but you couldn’t really find anything. Did it really have to be this difficult, you were in a library after all. Frustration was filling your veins and you were pretty sure your hair was about to fall off. The last option you had was talk to the librarian, her badge said her name was Sungkyung, but she always preferred Mrs Lee. Her lack of good humor was well-known and you weren’t really in the mood to feel judged that day. 

But what if she knows?

You decided that you could cherish this horrible day by adding the cherry on top. “Good afternoon Mrs Lee. Would you, by any means, know what PCY stands for?” You could already feel the disconfort on you when her eyes locked with yours. “I’m surprised you read that book so much yet don’t know who the character is.” That startled you. What? Going back to your place you took the anthology in your hands, was this some kind of joke? Why would this person take the character’s initials? 

Maybe he doesn’t want you to know his name.

That made sense, you were a complete stranger and he didn’t have to tell you his name after exchanging a couple of notes. With that in mind, you decided to leave a short sentence.

“Nice to meet you PCY. Would you like to grab some coffee?”

“I do not like coffee.”

Ok, ouch.

This man, you had found out he was a man, lacked a bit of manners. His words were so dry that you had to hold your gasp in order to not get kicked out of the library. 

This was taking too much of your time and you couldn’t decide what was the reason it affected you so much. His point of view of the book made you want to discuss other anthologies with him. Why was he acting so rude while you hadn’t been anything but nice to him?

“Why are you being so rude?”

You really hoped he was willing to have a civilised conversation this time.

“Why are you so obssessed to fix me? I’ve seen you. Just let it go.”

That was awkward. He had seen you revise every page of the book waiting for an answer that would never come. You felt embarrased. Did that mean he was at the library too? You couldn’t really remember seeing any man around when you did your research. With a frown you grabbed your pen.

“Just wanted to talk about literature.”

You bit your lip. Hopefully he wouldn’t notice that wasn’t your only purpose. Sighing, you stood up as quite as possible, you needed to breath some fresh air.

Was it really that obvious that you were trying to help him? It made you feel self-conscious, were you being too pushy? Maybe. You decided that you were going to leave this stranger alone for good. Maybe you were not meant to have a friendship with PCY. 

“Fine.”

Wait what.

[xmmxlxlxtrx]

Chapter 1

MASTERLIST

Genre: DarkAcademia!AU / SlightAngst(?)

Warnings: English is NOT my first language. / Implied depression ig.

Word count: 700. 

Prologue / Chapter 2

The next day you had been so busy you almost didn’t have time to work on your extracurricular activities. It wasn’t that you didn’t have enough things to do already, but you liked to keep yourself busy.

When you entered the library you couldn’t even be bothered to look at your surroundings. You were tired, with a headache and Kyung Soo had been calling you all day. You loved your brother but at what cost.

You sat on your usual spot and started to collect the books you needed. You couldn’t help but to look at the anthology that had you crying that previous afternoon. It looked like it hadn’t been touched, but let’s be honest, what were the odds. You ended up taking it with you without thinking about it too much.

After too many hours and curses to your politics teacher for wanting an essay in the last moment, you decided that you deserved a rest. You took the anthology and frowned when a paper fell from the inside. You remembered that you had written some complaints to the character and probably forgot about it inside.

Again.

You always liked to critisize the characters when you read a book but for some reason, you always forgot the papers inside. In the last year, you had so many problems because of this. Librarians didn’t appreaciate you spoiling the books and characters to other people and, to be fair, you would be annoyed too. Looking at your surroundings to check if anybody was looking, you took the paper and were about to throw it away when you noticed a handwriting that wasn’t yours.

What the hell?

On the bottom of the page, with an arrow pointing at your absurd complaints, a gold lettering stood clear and powerful.

“What makes you say that? Isn’t worrying about oneself part of being alive? Romanticising real life is a mistake too many poeple make.”

Well, this person got a point. You were lucky, in your twenty years of being alive you couldn’t really remember being in a situation of pure sadness, and it was sad realizing other people had to go through that. On the contrary, the individual behind this note seemed to be in a dark place. You started thanking your univerity degree when you realized you could notice these tiny things through a text.

Maybe I could help?

You were not a psychologist nor anything close, but you knew talking to someone you didn’t know was far easier than facing your own friends. For the next two hours you tried to think about the best way to approach a complete stranger and ask about their problems. 

There is no good way, you don’t just go to someone and ask about their life.

Maybe, and just maybe, if more people cared there would be hope for people like that. You decided to go for something neutral; this person decided to analyse the book, so why not do it together?

“It is. But without hope, what’s left of us?”

From that day, you checked on the book constrantly. Why made you so keen on helping this complete stranger? You didn’t know. But the feeling of uneasiness that got to you once you realized there was no answer was too much. You had talked about it with your brother but he had suggested that you shouldn’t worry too much.

“If somebody doesn’t want to talk to you, you have to accept it.”

Well that was easier said than done. Before you could notice, you fell asleep on top of your books. 

The tickling sound of something near you head made you frown in annoyance. After some seconds it was starting to get enfuriating. You had to collect a lot of your will to start opening your eyes but, when you did, you found the green book slightly touching your arm.

I swore I left it on its place before.

You looked at it with a bit of apprehension. You could see a piece of paper poking out between the pages and you cursed yourself for being so clueless. This person was here and you were too busy droolig on top of your books to notice.

Great.

“Nothing. -PCY”

[xmmxlxlxtrx]

Prologue

MASTERLIST

Genre: DarkAcademia!AU / SlightAngst(?)

Warnings: English is NOT my first language. / This is SHORT (sorry).

Words: 398.

Chapter 1

Dark walls danced along the raindrops, the gloomy weather indicating the new season had begun. The cold stone under your fingertips sent a shiver down your spine and made your toes curl in anticipation. 

Your apartment was fairly close to the library but, with all this rain, what were the chances of you not getting wet. You’d decided that afternoon that the weather would be a great source of inspiration for your book. And it worked, but you didn’t think it’d take so much time and, honestly, you didn’t want to walk all the way under the water.

You chugged one last time before going back inside the big building. You could wait until the sky was less angry and continue to work on your project. The university you enrolled had a magnificent program, but, unfortunately, you couldn’t say the same about their selection of books. That is the reason why you had packed your bag with snacks and headed to your brother’s campus. It was the most beautiful place you had ever encountered. If the old stone walls on the outside weren’t enough, the beautiful scales and rustic furniture didn’t disappoint. In a way, you felt jealous that your brother got to come here every day when you were stuck between four white walls that started moving after too many ethics lectures.

Once you settled on your spot again, you started reading an anthology of poems. If you were honest with yourself, you had picked up the book because it was mesmerizing. The dark green of the cover was decorated with silver laminas that hugged the mold protectively. So far the topic was dismal, you had to hold your tears a couple of times already and the thunder on the outside wasn’t helping.

You decided to write down your discomfort towards one of the characters. How could he be so selfish and give up life, when everything around him was a sign to keep trying? Clearly you didn’t understand his situation, but it seemed quite unfair. 

The yawn that crept into you, along with the loud whimper of the clouds, was a great indicator that it was time to go home. You left the book where you’d found it; section C, row Y. With a last look to the table to make sure you weren’t forgetting anything, you started your way outside. You were definitely going to grab a cold.

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pulchritudinous

/ˌpʌlkrɪˈtʃuːdɪnəs/

Genre: DarkAcademia!AU / SlightAngst(?) 

Warnings: English is NOT my first language. / I do NOT own any of the images, I took them from pinterest. 

Summary: Your proneness to leave notes on every book you touch finally comes with something other than misfortune. You’re infatuated with this person, but, why is it so difficult to get to them?

Prologue

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

[xmmxlxlxtrx]

“Legs don’t look so bad after all” [Oh Sehun]

Slyth!Sehun x Mermaid!Reader

Genre: HarryPotter!AU / SlightAngst (?)

Words: 529.

Warning: English is NOT my first language.

You had been looking at the boy from a fair distance all week. If the fact that a 183 tall guy with a giant egg was wandering around the lake with a frown wasn't weird enough, the look of determination on his face drew you towards him. You asked a couple of professors about it, but they just looked at you weirdly before going away.

You didn't blame them. Mermaids didn't usually bother to talk to anyone and the fact that you were there, without any other purpose than to indulge your curiosity, was something very odd.

You had thought about just going to him and ask, but every time you convinced yourself that it wasn't a horrible idea, somebody came and spoiled your plan. The first time, you had been so focused on your inner thoughts, that when you could actually form a word the tall boy was already far from you.

It always seemed that no matter how hard you tried, you were too far away. There was no way you could go out of the water and, to be fair, legs didn't look so bad after all.

It wasn't until that afternoon, when Myrtle had come to you with a stupid grin on her face, that you realized you may like the boy a bit too much.

"I saw him naked you know." you chocked on your own saliva at her words.

After that, you had been confusedly swimming near the castle. First of all, why did she feel the need to tell you and, second of all, why did you care so much? It wasn't as if you hadn't seen a naked male before, boys had a weird fascination for skinny dipping after all.

No, it was worse than that.

With a last roll of your eyes, you decided that the situation was not worth it. You would go back to your activities and, hopefully, forget about the pretty boy with the giant egg. The problem was you didn't remember what you used to do before admiring him from the distance.

"Am I really this pathetic?"

"Did you say something?" you gasped. You were so focused on yourself, again, that you hadn't noticed you were not alone anymore.

"Uh, no." This couldn't be more awkward. The fact that the person in front of you was the guy on your mind didn't help either. "Did you open your egg?"

The sudden warmth of a blush appeared on your face.

What is happening to me?

"Oh, that! Yes. Actually, Moaning Myrtle helped a lot, apart from invading my personal space." If you thought he was attractive, the red on his cheeks made him look adorable.

Stop it.

"I'm Oh Sehun by the way. What's your name?" Before you could respond, a tiny girl called his name. "Well, I guess I'll see you around!" The only thing you could do was nod and look at his figure embracing the cause of your interruption.

It was unfair.

Unfair that you wanted to bring him to the depths of the lake with you.

Oh Sehun.

Unfair that you fell in love with his name even when he didn't know yours.

[onlyaglimpseortwo]

Which Baby Are You?

JANUARY BABY

Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality.

FEBRUARY BABY

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.

MARCH BABY

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.

APRIL BABY

Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that’s caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

MAY BABY

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak too much in the next 4 days.

JUNE BABY

You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.

JULY BABY

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days

AUGUST BABY

Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of “that someone”. Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by “no pain no gain” caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter. Repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.

SEPTEMBER BABY

Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. If you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.

OCTOBER BABY

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. repost this in 5 mins or you will not meet the love of your life for 10 years.

NOVEMBER BABY

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.

DECEMBER BABY

This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible… Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

[kristensnotebook]

“And one day the girl with the books became the woman writing them.”

— Kristen Costello 

[purplebuddhaquotes]

“The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die.”

— Juliette Lewis

[cartwheelandfaceplant]

My 3 moods:

I should be studying

I should be writing

I should be sleeping

[myonlywayoutofhere]

“I spend most of my days thinking of ways to say goodbye than thinking of ways to make you stay”

-Day 403

[lomasdope]

I am pretty much 3% human and 97% stress.

[apocryphalstories]

my life is constantly just an inner monologue of “why did I do that”

[lomasdope]

I’ve been in a bad mood since like 2010.

[lomasdope]

stay away from people who make you feel like you’re asking for too much when you’re demanding what you truly deserve.

[mypenleaksiridescence]

If she sends you songs to listen to, you’re important to her.

-Music Will Tell You More About Her Than Her Mouth Ever Will