Feelin like getting emo on main, so imma pull a Natalie Portman Updates and overshare
Hi it's been a long while it's now June and the morbid depression of canadian winter has left my bones so I'm back to here gerardmaxx.
I miss my emo/goth mum, she got me into mcr, she died in 2025. I'm returning to my 15 year old hyperfixations cause it's comforting, makes me feel close to her.
I started painting a lot recently, lots of medical paintings. Inspired by my wreched organ full of endometriosis. I think mcr is cannon for those with endometriosis. There really do be blood, gallons of the stuff.
Anyway idk just feel like my mcr fan page is also my diary so enjoy




















