ｈｅ'ｓ ａ ｓｃｏｕｎｄｒｅｌ

[xnovissimus]

hey guys, i had a super stressful weekend so i’m still gonna take some time off.

i will be back in a few days. thanks for your patience.

[wxndybird]

                                                  KISS LAND.

                           a meme inspired by the weeknd’s album kiss land. contains multiple themes.

❝ you need someone to tell you how to feel. ❞

❝ you think your happiness is real ? ❞ 

❝ there’s so much more the world has to reveal. ❞ 

❝ i don’t think you even know it. ❞ 

❝ to fall is unacceptable. ❞ 

❝ everything you’ve been through made you stronger. ❞ 

❝ nothing really played out how it’s supposed to. ❞ 

❝ i love the way you’ve put yourself together. ❞ 

❝ you deserve your name on a crown, on a throne. ❞ 

❝ but i remember on the bathroom floor when you said we couldn’t do it again. ❞ 

❝ you had a thing with some other man. ❞ 

❝ now i’ve heard that you’re single & i’ll give you something to live for. ❞ 

❝ you never thought you’d see my face again. ❞ 

❝ & you can always count on me. ❞ 

❝ i think i lost the only piece that held it all in place. ❞

❝ i could’ve stayed. ❞ 

❝ i chose the lie. ❞ 

❝ now i’ll never see your face. ❞ 

❝ i’ll stay up until tomorrow, just to tear down all their morals. ❞ 

❝ you’re free to relax. ❞ 

❝ you’ve been here before. ❞ 

❝ this world’s not for us. ❞ 

❝ there’s no need to hide. ❞ 

❝ don’t overreact. ❞ 

❝ nobody’s ever made me fall in love. ❞ 

❝ i’m not a fool. ❞            

❝ i just love that you’re dead inside. ❞

❝ you taught me how to feel. ❞ 

❝ you taught me how to love. ❞ 

❝ i know i should leave you. ❞ 

❝ this is the shit that i live for. ❞ 

❝ tonight i will love you, & tomorrow you won’t care. ❞ 

❝ don’t you shy away from me. ❞ 

❝ i don’t care about you. ❞ 

❝ why are you worried about me ? ❞ 

❝ i knew this day would come. ❞ 

❝ i hope he made you satisfied. ❞ 

❝ you will never feel so pretty. ❞ 

❝ we’ve been living in a cold, cold world. ❞ 

❝ he won’t make you feel this beautiful. ❞ 

❝ don’t show the world how alone you’ve become. ❞ 

❝ i deserve to be by myself. ❞ 

❝ you were mine. ❞ 

❝ you said keep our business on the low. ❞ 

❝ i only call you when it’s half past five. ❞ 

❝ i only love you when you touch me. ❞ 

❝ when i’m fucked up, that’s the real me. ❞ 

❝ i just want to live life for the moment. ❞ 

[xnovissimus]

angst sentence starters yay

i have used my satan powers to make another one of these, angst list 2.0

"You're not welcome here anymore."

"Could you tell the truth for once?"

"Don't touch me!"

"I've always hated you."

"Don't go where I can't follow."

"N-no... anything b-but that... p-please..."

"You sicken me."

"Why should I believe you?"

"You're a monster!"

"If you beg I might have mercy on you."

"I will kill you slowly and laugh as I watch the light leave your eyes."

"I thought you loved me."

"Why should I care about you?"

"Get away from me!"

"I have three months to live."

"I don't need your pity."

"No... No! NO! STOP!"

"I will cut you to pieces bit by bit until there's nothing left."

"Go ahead and cry, see if I care."

"I'm dying."

"You have two months to live."

"You don't love me."

"Don't think you can escape me."

"The buyers will go crazy over you."

"I will kill your family and make you watch."

"How could anyone love a monster like me?"

"Are you drunk again?"

"Don't shoot!"

"What am I living for anymore?"

"I can't... not anymore..."

"Pick a god and pray."

"Don't bother screaming, no one can hear you."

"I will do anything for you."

"You killed my family."

"It's all your fault."

"Disgusting."

"Don't forget that I own you."

"I can't breathe."

"You've been crying haven't you?"

"Who could ever love a monster like you?"

"I will bring you unimaginable pain until death comes as a blessing."

"Let's see... boiling water or red hot iron next..."

"Why didn't you tell me about this?"

[xx0nyctophilia0xx-deactivated20]

Send "Hush, you talk to much” For my muse reaction to being kissed by yours.

Or send "Just shut up and kiss me”  for your muses reaction to being kissed by mine.

[xnovissimus]

I am always wanting to write Rated R material threads but I’m never sure of who would be comfortable doing so. Can roleplayers please reblog this post if you are fully comfortable writing mature subjects in your threads? { Blood, gore, murder, alcohol and drug use, hack&slash etc. } I’d like to find out by this post who IS comfortable with these types of roleplays rather than making someone uncomfortable just by asking. Thank you!

[toxixpumpkin]

Ridiculous Sentence Prompts

“Who wouldn’t be angry you ate all of my cereal and faked your death for three years!”

“I’m going to need you to put on some underwear before you say anything else.“ 

“Quick catch that cat it stole my wallet!”

“Fuck I feel like I got hit by a car… Wait I did? And it was your car?”

“The skirt is short on purpose.”

“I can’t believe I’m sitting in space jail with you of all people.”

“So why did I have to punch that guy?”

“I may have accidentally sort of adopted five cats.”

“I hope you know that my name is actually ________.”

“Please stop petting the test subjects. ”

“That is the tenth demon summoning this week holy shit.”

“Please put me down it’s just a sprained ankle" 

“So what if I broke my arm I’m still doing it.”

“Why exactly do you need chloroform at 2AM?”

“I’m like 75% sure this won’t explode on us.”

“You need to stop leaving dead bodies in my kitchen.”

“I understand the whole sleep talking thing but what I don’t understand is the princess dragon dream and why I’m in it.”

“I’m sorry that I got way too into playing house and accidentally kissed you passionately.”

[ozziewald-deactivated20230314]

          “You are supposed to know me.”

   What was wrong with him? Why was he acting like he didn’t know her? She hadn’t seen the Doctor in so long and now this? There was nothing from him, none of that familiarity that she had with the Doctor. Where had he gone? What had he been doing all this time?

                       “Never.”

   It came out as a slow breath, the word. He had never laid eyes on her. That wasn’t possible. Not unless his memory had been wiped or he was just tricking her. Either of which was possible. She had learned to accept impossible things, seeing that she was one of them.

           “You are the Doctor. Old as you say you are and yet              I have seen you in many lifetimes. I am Clara Oswald,              I am your companion, the reason you still…”

   Clara paused. It was also possible that he hadn’t met her yet and in that case, she couldn’t tell him that she was the reason that he was still living, though he had never admitted that. He had said that River Song was the reason and while that had hurt her, it had also been true too.

                          “We must not have officially met yet.”

[xnovissimus]

   Her little dramatic speech made him cringe, as if he was in genuine physical pain from it.

         “--ri-i-i-ight.”

      Well, this was awkward. It wasn’t every day you ran into someone who was completely barking mad and seemed to recognise you.

            “--look, it’s... uh...                It’s... it’s always nice to meet                a fan--” liar “--but I don’t... I                have absolutely no fucking clue                   who you are, or could be, and                   I sincerely doubt you are my                companion, past, present or future.”

   The thing with dealing with people who were absolutely demented and knew him was that he usually had to just smile through it. It wasn’t something that came naturally, and he’d much rather just choke the life out of her. Unfortunately, the barking mad ones were usually the kind who smelled like cats and carried a knife fashioned out of a discarded toothbrush.

         “I can also assure you that I haven’t seen          you in a single one of my lifetimes, let alone          many of them, and I highly doubt you saw me.

            Now, ah... do you have... some sort of home             that you belong to..? An... an institute of some                kind that I could, uh, return you to? Yes?”

[xnovissimus]

"We probably shouldn't be doing this..."

;; mahrosetyler      this

   His mouth broke away from her neck, hands sliding away from her arms to rest gently on her shoulders. He studied her for a moment, before breaking away and shrugging nonchalantly.

      “Okay.”

   He turned his back on her, hands shoved into his pockets, and resumed waiting for the lift to stop.

[mahrosetyler]

“ Right- “ Rose said, taking a step back from him. How could she have forgotten? How dark this version of him was, how cruel he could be. Pushing the stop button on the lift, she turned to face him backing him into a corner. 

“ The thing is Doctor. I’m not going to stop, remember that promise I made you, so long ago? Promised you forever didn’t I? I don’t care if you try to push me away, but ‘m not going to let you hurt anyone else” 

[xnovissimus]

   Backing him into a corner was a poor choice. His lips parted, pulling into a ghastly, vicious smile.

      “I haven’t hurt anyone yet, but if you don’t let me out of here, I’m definitely going to.”

   From his pocket, he drew his sonic screwdriver, and pointed it at the buttons on the lift. There was a loud whirring sound, and the emergency stop button returned to its dark, inactive state. The lift began to move again, with a sudden, uncomfortable jerk.

         “I won’t push you away, little girl, but I will kill you if you refuse to do as you are told. You’re lucky I haven’t killed you yet.”

   There seemed to be a moment of calm in him as he put his screwdriver away, before it was shattered. He lashed out, grabbing her by the neck, pulling her just slightly up so that she wouldn’t be able to breathe.

      “Do not make me regret my charity, Rose Tyler.”

[xnovissimus]

ok i think i’m going to take a break for a while, like a few days. i’m exhausted and need some time to relax without worrying about replies.

if you want to contact me to plot or if you need someone to talk to, you can hit me up on my oc or my personal, or message me for my skype, kik or aim

[xnovissimus]

-actually goes to do drafts for once-

[teethxcurls-deactivated20160229]

[xnovissimus]

Independent Second & Third Doctor Role Play  (Written by Lily)

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[mxdic-blog]

Let’s talk about this bullshit I just got sent to me. Let’s talk about this. Because it’s about me. Let’s clear this up RIGHT NOW. 

You have this giant victim complex that is hilarious. You think I am the only person in the universe that does NOT like you. I’m not sugar coating this. I do not fucking like you. I tried to avoid you. But you wouldn’t leave me the FUCK ALONE. It all started when I made a TARDIS blog OVER A YEAR  AGO  and you were so sure I copied you and made an OOC about my rules. I called you out and you denied it. From that point on I knew I did not want to be your friend. But you continued to badger me. You tried to get into my friend group and suck the literal shit out of my ass because I was ‘popular’. This is what you do. You befriend people because they are ‘popular’. You are not genuine, you are not kind. You are all about getting people to join your army instead of genuinely caring about people. And I wanted not a damn shady thing to do with it. But you just wouldn’t FUCK OFF. I was at a miserable time in my life. Working my ass off and having low tolerance for internet bullshit because I have shit to do. This was over a YEAR AGO. I couldn’t make you go away. All of my friends could not see through your bullshit and I did not want it. You had buried yourself deep into my friend group and I just left it. It wasn’t until I called you out in private that I became public enemy number one. Oh no!! Someone seeing through my bullshit and not sucking my ass and telling me how great I am?! ROT IN HELL, CASS. Everyone would always come crying to me about how fucking mean and hateful you are because they knew I was the only one who stood up to you. You’re a twisted bitch. Even now. I was convinced people can grow in a year. But it seems I still stayed fresh in your mind. Me and a few others who had dealt with your shit found friendship and support through your disgusting ways. Because it was just AMAZING to us how horrible someone could be and NO ONE see it. You’re like a germ. You multiply until you were just everywhere and all of us who wanted nothing to do with you could not find peace. 

I WAS GONE FOR SIX MONTHS. UNLIKE YOU, I HAVE DREAMS AND ASPIRATIONS AND A CAREER. I moved out and started my training for movie makeup. And even when I was away, I still got sent that you were so convinced every little anon every little burn book was from me. I WASN’T EVEN  AROUND, YOU PSYCHO. IT. WASN’T. ME. DO. YOU. GET. IT?  Even so, why would someone like me, who works with professionals and celebrities stalk some low life internet hermit who sends her own friends anons because she was jealous over a ROLEPLAY FICTIONAL SHIP like you? Take a step back and look. You fucking wish I was just oh so obsessed with you like you dream every night that I’m your abuser/stalker when you are CLEARLY MINE. And here I have been for the past six months, NOT GIVING A RATS ASS BECAUSE YOU ARE IRRELEVANT. And I should have been irrelevant to you. But I guess you have a hard time letting people go who dare stand up to you.

I checked your blog because you came back and I was damn well pissed. I didn’t want you to come back because I basically left because of you. My mom died and I deal with that, my life was hard, and you just made it x10 worse. A right sour taste in my mouth.  But now things are grand. I have an awesome job and I could give fuck all less if anyone listens now. But in case anyone is reading this, and I have been in this community a lot longer than you have, I just need to cast them a little warning. Because what the fuck have you done for people on here besides make everyone make graphics for you and just constantly complain?  You can tell by how finished I am with how much I’m cursing in this post. You are beating a dead horse. A horse that had been dead for 8 months on my end. I had no idea it was still active to you.

I want people to know you’re a monster. And I’m the one who should be taking legal actions against you. You tried to get people to find out where I live. That’s very fucking strange. But I don’t care. It’s the internet. For fucks sake.

It was a fucking accident I reblogged your post. As soon as I saw the source I deleted it so fast. Blowing shit out of proportions here. JUST CLASSIC YOU.

Before, I didn’t care that much. But now I do. Fuck you, Lulu. You’re a terrible person and you can rot in hell for all the pain you’ve caused everyone else on this website. Ones who aren’t like me, and it actually hurts them and upsets them. Just fucking stop. Stop trying to convince people everyone is out to get you when you’re the one causing trouble and being a toxic mother fucker for everyone. I am so tired of this shit. You are a grown woman. Get your shit together and just fuck off. 

TL;DR

IDRXS IS MANIPULATIVE AND A PSYCHO

[xnovissimus]

lol oh my god

shes still going guys

so the lulu thing is just this ongoing fucking drama because this girl is a fucking bully. she’s attacked cass repeatedly over the course of months and has been a general scourge for years

but hi i was the original victim basically. lulu messaged me about rping like two weeks after she joined tumblr. i turned her down, because she didn’t have any ideas at all, and she…didnt like that. at all. she went off her fucking head at me for turning her down. i published her message because like hell im going to let people treat me that way, and it blew up

since then, dozens, and i mean dozens of people have come forward to tell me about similar things. People have been bullied into rping with her, shipping with her, and basically forced into this gross fucked up abusive friendship with her. I know like a good two thirds of the active rp community, and have not met anyone who actually likes her.

you know who i have met?

tens and tens of people who roleplay with her because if you don’t, she sends you messages. she complains constantly. she starts drama. drama like this. drama like she started with michi, john and dawn.

she is a vicious, cruel little girl with a massive sense of entitlement. she has made people leave. she has made the community unsafe, especially among younger users who unlike cass and me, aren’t mature enough to recognise these tactics and aren’t able to escape this kind of manipulation.

lulu. own up. you are hurting people. you are not the victim. you need to stop endangering people in a community mostly used by minors. the game is fucking over, girl. apologise and get out until you get the serious help you need to stop pulling shit like this.

[christlsideblog]

it took me awhile before i decided whether or not i wanted to comment on this, but i do. i don’t think i’d feel right with myself if i didn’t and if this strikes you the wrong way you’re free to unfollow me for it if you so choose. i don’t like this sort of conflict, it makes me anxious to hell and back, but this user’s behavior has gone on long enough. i’m not trying to incite a witch hunt, i’m not trying to chase someone away just because i don’t like them (though it’s true, i do not like this person at all considering the stress they’ve caused me) — but i do want to use it as a warning: you do not want to get involved with idrxs. you really don’t. she is everything that has been stated here and then some. she is manipulative, she is a bully, she is extraordinarily jealous of others when they have something she doesn’t, and she has exhibited some of the most abusive behavior i have seen in my 13 years of rping. my story isn’t unique in this, but to try to give it in brief: we had a ship (barely) which started out fine and then morphed into weeks of increasingly volatile behavior on her end when i wrote more with another ship partner and didn’t give in to everything she wanted. when i put a hold on said ship — which i was, of course, entitled to do — she argued with me about how unfair it was, she tried to get me to still write the ship after i said it wasn’t an option, she displayed very emotionally manipulative behavior, and, when i thought everything was sorted as best it could be, she proceeded to sling some incredibly cruel comments about me to a close friend of mine. when my friend told me, as a friend would, i confronted her about it and - ? she lost her shit. she took no accountability whatsoever. she scared the hell out of me, actually, because a healthy person shouldn’t have been reacting to normal rp practice like that and shouldn’t have had a violent reaction to me saying that she had done something wrong. the kicker in this ? i can’t recall her ever apologizing and i forgave her after her blow up when i should have put a stop to it right then. but, i didn’t:

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[twiicetheheart]

My story might be a little different the rest. Not because it’s any worse than the others (although, I suppose it depends on how you look at it), but because I genuinely believed Lulu was my friend for a time.

Let me lay down some things before I get into what she did to me.

It was about two years ago that I met Lulu. Originally, she based her Idris’ story on the Interfector, and from the beginning, she wanted a ship with the Interfector. Everyone who follows Dawn (Interfector’s mun) pretty much knows this as fact. Dawn herself can tell you this as well based on private conversations with Lulu herself. I’ve seen these conversations.

She befriended myself and John (mun of the-tenth-will-see-you-now). She added us to Skype, sent us the nicest asks, and made super positive posts about us. She did this quite frequently. So frequently that I actually started to think she genuinely liked us– that she genuinely liked me.

It was nice. Besides with Dawn and John, I’d never felt so appreciated on a blog before Lulu came around. I genuinely believed the nice things she said about me as things she felt. I bought it.

For a time.

Fast forward to around… idk March 2014? I honestly don’t remember, I’m horrible with dates. Lulu began voicing her opinions about one of my ships publicly on her blogs. About how she didn’t like it, and one of my ships was better than the other etc.

It made me uncomfortable, and it hurt my feelings. She didn’t need to post that kind of stuff publicly. So I asked her over Skype to please keep her comments about the ship to herself from then on because I didn’t appreciate it and it hurt my feelings. She quickly apologized and stopped from then on, and deleted the post. I thought that was the end of it.

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[tefprivate-deactivated20180730]

//Mostly what has already been said on Michi’s part is the extent of what you need to know about my experiences with Lulu. I tended to keep a low amount of contact with her because she did make me uncomfortable almost right from the beginning. But out of respect, I never really said anything about that because I didn’t want to hurt her feelings just because I felt like I couldn’t be comfortable around her.

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[ancientandforevcr]

Basically the last two replies here cover the extent of my experiences with this person. Her and I talked through Skype several times over the extent of the nearly two years, but she never really talked to me a whole lot until my Mason blog became active. From the get go she wanted to ship with him. While it was just my Tenth Doctor blog, there wasn’t nearly as much communication from her.

I made it pretty clear on my blog Mason isn’t a shippable character. But she persisted, and I told her we’d see how things develop between them, because why not? Unexpected things happen all the time in RP. Suddenly, there was an increase in communication with me that I found odd. Was she suddenly speaking to me so much just because she wanted a ship? Probably.

Anyway, things never got to that point so it doesn’t matter. She sent someone she called a friend anon hate, and I was done with her at that point. Michi is an amazing person who believed Lulu was her friend. She didn’t deserve the cruel hate she received. 

As stated in Michi’s post there, it was over a ship. I know she’s spinning it to people on Skype. I know she’s spinning it to people on Tumblr, but it was 100% over a ship. 

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[timelordcurse]

My experience with Lulu isn’t nearly as bad as some of these posts, but I have noticed that the things I did encounter with her are like her early patterns with everyone else. 

Keep reading

[mxdic-blog]

Let’s talk about this bullshit I just got sent to me. Let’s talk about this. Because it’s about me. Let’s clear this up RIGHT NOW. 

You have this giant victim complex that is hilarious. You think I am the only person in the universe that does NOT like you. I’m not sugar coating this. I do not fucking like you. I tried to avoid you. But you wouldn’t leave me the FUCK ALONE. It all started when I made a TARDIS blog OVER A YEAR  AGO  and you were so sure I copied you and made an OOC about my rules. I called you out and you denied it. From that point on I knew I did not want to be your friend. But you continued to badger me. You tried to get into my friend group and suck the literal shit out of my ass because I was ‘popular’. This is what you do. You befriend people because they are ‘popular’. You are not genuine, you are not kind. You are all about getting people to join your army instead of genuinely caring about people. And I wanted not a damn shady thing to do with it. But you just wouldn’t FUCK OFF. I was at a miserable time in my life. Working my ass off and having low tolerance for internet bullshit because I have shit to do. This was over a YEAR AGO. I couldn’t make you go away. All of my friends could not see through your bullshit and I did not want it. You had buried yourself deep into my friend group and I just left it. It wasn’t until I called you out in private that I became public enemy number one. Oh no!! Someone seeing through my bullshit and not sucking my ass and telling me how great I am?! ROT IN HELL, CASS. Everyone would always come crying to me about how fucking mean and hateful you are because they knew I was the only one who stood up to you. You’re a twisted bitch. Even now. I was convinced people can grow in a year. But it seems I still stayed fresh in your mind. Me and a few others who had dealt with your shit found friendship and support through your disgusting ways. Because it was just AMAZING to us how horrible someone could be and NO ONE see it. You’re like a germ. You multiply until you were just everywhere and all of us who wanted nothing to do with you could not find peace. 

I WAS GONE FOR SIX MONTHS. UNLIKE YOU, I HAVE DREAMS AND ASPIRATIONS AND A CAREER. I moved out and started my training for movie makeup. And even when I was away, I still got sent that you were so convinced every little anon every little burn book was from me. I WASN’T EVEN  AROUND, YOU PSYCHO. IT. WASN’T. ME. DO. YOU. GET. IT?  Even so, why would someone like me, who works with professionals and celebrities stalk some low life internet hermit who sends her own friends anons because she was jealous over a ROLEPLAY FICTIONAL SHIP like you? Take a step back and look. You fucking wish I was just oh so obsessed with you like you dream every night that I’m your abuser/stalker when you are CLEARLY MINE. And here I have been for the past six months, NOT GIVING A RATS ASS BECAUSE YOU ARE IRRELEVANT. And I should have been irrelevant to you. But I guess you have a hard time letting people go who dare stand up to you.

I checked your blog because you came back and I was damn well pissed. I didn’t want you to come back because I basically left because of you. My mom died and I deal with that, my life was hard, and you just made it x10 worse. A right sour taste in my mouth.  But now things are grand. I have an awesome job and I could give fuck all less if anyone listens now. But in case anyone is reading this, and I have been in this community a lot longer than you have, I just need to cast them a little warning. Because what the fuck have you done for people on here besides make everyone make graphics for you and just constantly complain?  You can tell by how finished I am with how much I’m cursing in this post. You are beating a dead horse. A horse that had been dead for 8 months on my end. I had no idea it was still active to you.

I want people to know you’re a monster. And I’m the one who should be taking legal actions against you. You tried to get people to find out where I live. That’s very fucking strange. But I don’t care. It’s the internet. For fucks sake.

It was a fucking accident I reblogged your post. As soon as I saw the source I deleted it so fast. Blowing shit out of proportions here. JUST CLASSIC YOU.

Before, I didn’t care that much. But now I do. Fuck you, Lulu. You’re a terrible person and you can rot in hell for all the pain you’ve caused everyone else on this website. Ones who aren’t like me, and it actually hurts them and upsets them. Just fucking stop. Stop trying to convince people everyone is out to get you when you’re the one causing trouble and being a toxic mother fucker for everyone. I am so tired of this shit. You are a grown woman. Get your shit together and just fuck off. 

TL;DR

IDRXS IS MANIPULATIVE AND A PSYCHO

[xnovissimus]

lol oh my god

shes still going guys

so the lulu thing is just this ongoing fucking drama because this girl is a fucking bully. she’s attacked cass repeatedly over the course of months and has been a general scourge for years

but hi i was the original victim basically. lulu messaged me about rping like two weeks after she joined tumblr. i turned her down, because she didn’t have any ideas at all, and she…didnt like that. at all. she went off her fucking head at me for turning her down. i published her message because like hell im going to let people treat me that way, and it blew up

since then, dozens, and i mean dozens of people have come forward to tell me about similar things. People have been bullied into rping with her, shipping with her, and basically forced into this gross fucked up abusive friendship with her. I know like a good two thirds of the active rp community, and have not met anyone who actually likes her.

you know who i have met?

tens and tens of people who roleplay with her because if you don’t, she sends you messages. she complains constantly. she starts drama. drama like this. drama like she started with michi, john and dawn.

she is a vicious, cruel little girl with a massive sense of entitlement. she has made people leave. she has made the community unsafe, especially among younger users who unlike cass and me, aren’t mature enough to recognise these tactics and aren’t able to escape this kind of manipulation.

lulu. own up. you are hurting people. you are not the victim. you need to stop endangering people in a community mostly used by minors. the game is fucking over, girl. apologise and get out until you get the serious help you need to stop pulling shit like this.

[christlsideblog]

it took me awhile before i decided whether or not i wanted to comment on this, but i do. i don’t think i’d feel right with myself if i didn’t and if this strikes you the wrong way you’re free to unfollow me for it if you so choose. i don’t like this sort of conflict, it makes me anxious to hell and back, but this user’s behavior has gone on long enough. i’m not trying to incite a witch hunt, i’m not trying to chase someone away just because i don’t like them (though it’s true, i do not like this person at all considering the stress they’ve caused me) — but i do want to use it as a warning: you do not want to get involved with idrxs. you really don’t. she is everything that has been stated here and then some. she is manipulative, she is a bully, she is extraordinarily jealous of others when they have something she doesn’t, and she has exhibited some of the most abusive behavior i have seen in my 13 years of rping. my story isn’t unique in this, but to try to give it in brief: we had a ship (barely) which started out fine and then morphed into weeks of increasingly volatile behavior on her end when i wrote more with another ship partner and didn’t give in to everything she wanted. when i put a hold on said ship — which i was, of course, entitled to do — she argued with me about how unfair it was, she tried to get me to still write the ship after i said it wasn’t an option, she displayed very emotionally manipulative behavior, and, when i thought everything was sorted as best it could be, she proceeded to sling some incredibly cruel comments about me to a close friend of mine. when my friend told me, as a friend would, i confronted her about it and - ? she lost her shit. she took no accountability whatsoever. she scared the hell out of me, actually, because a healthy person shouldn’t have been reacting to normal rp practice like that and shouldn’t have had a violent reaction to me saying that she had done something wrong. the kicker in this ? i can’t recall her ever apologizing and i forgave her after her blow up when i should have put a stop to it right then. but, i didn’t:

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[twiicetheheart]

My story might be a little different the rest. Not because it’s any worse than the others (although, I suppose it depends on how you look at it), but because I genuinely believed Lulu was my friend for a time.

Let me lay down some things before I get into what she did to me.

It was about two years ago that I met Lulu. Originally, she based her Idris’ story on the Interfector, and from the beginning, she wanted a ship with the Interfector. Everyone who follows Dawn (Interfector’s mun) pretty much knows this as fact. Dawn herself can tell you this as well based on private conversations with Lulu herself. I’ve seen these conversations.

She befriended myself and John (mun of the-tenth-will-see-you-now). She added us to Skype, sent us the nicest asks, and made super positive posts about us. She did this quite frequently. So frequently that I actually started to think she genuinely liked us– that she genuinely liked me.

It was nice. Besides with Dawn and John, I’d never felt so appreciated on a blog before Lulu came around. I genuinely believed the nice things she said about me as things she felt. I bought it.

For a time.

Fast forward to around… idk March 2014? I honestly don’t remember, I’m horrible with dates. Lulu began voicing her opinions about one of my ships publicly on her blogs. About how she didn’t like it, and one of my ships was better than the other etc.

It made me uncomfortable, and it hurt my feelings. She didn’t need to post that kind of stuff publicly. So I asked her over Skype to please keep her comments about the ship to herself from then on because I didn’t appreciate it and it hurt my feelings. She quickly apologized and stopped from then on, and deleted the post. I thought that was the end of it.

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[xnovissimus]

Shout at my muse to see how they respond:

"I shouldn’t be in love with you!"

"It’s not fair!"

"I could kill you right now!"

"Knock it off!"

"Screw you!"

"You’re a complete moron!"

"I love this song!"

"Bring that here!"

"I hate you!"

"I’m pissed off!"

"Make me!"

"I wish you’d never been born!"

"I bought ice cream!"

"Kiss my ass!"

"Shut up!"

"I can’t do it anymore!"

"Take me home!"

"Just kiss me already!

"I can't be in love with you!"

"I can't believe this!"

"Piss off!"

"I wish things were that simple!"

"I love you!"

"Jump off a bridge!"

"You’re so hot!"

[xnovissimus]

sorry i havent been around everyone

ive been busy and unwell. but im gonna make a good start in my drafts tomorrow!

[mxdic-blog]

Let’s talk about this bullshit I just got sent to me. Let’s talk about this. Because it’s about me. Let’s clear this up RIGHT NOW. 

You have this giant victim complex that is hilarious. You think I am the only person in the universe that does NOT like you. I’m not sugar coating this. I do not fucking like you. I tried to avoid you. But you wouldn’t leave me the FUCK ALONE. It all started when I made a TARDIS blog OVER A YEAR  AGO  and you were so sure I copied you and made an OOC about my rules. I called you out and you denied it. From that point on I knew I did not want to be your friend. But you continued to badger me. You tried to get into my friend group and suck the literal shit out of my ass because I was ‘popular’. This is what you do. You befriend people because they are ‘popular’. You are not genuine, you are not kind. You are all about getting people to join your army instead of genuinely caring about people. And I wanted not a damn shady thing to do with it. But you just wouldn’t FUCK OFF. I was at a miserable time in my life. Working my ass off and having low tolerance for internet bullshit because I have shit to do. This was over a YEAR AGO. I couldn’t make you go away. All of my friends could not see through your bullshit and I did not want it. You had buried yourself deep into my friend group and I just left it. It wasn’t until I called you out in private that I became public enemy number one. Oh no!! Someone seeing through my bullshit and not sucking my ass and telling me how great I am?! ROT IN HELL, CASS. Everyone would always come crying to me about how fucking mean and hateful you are because they knew I was the only one who stood up to you. You’re a twisted bitch. Even now. I was convinced people can grow in a year. But it seems I still stayed fresh in your mind. Me and a few others who had dealt with your shit found friendship and support through your disgusting ways. Because it was just AMAZING to us how horrible someone could be and NO ONE see it. You’re like a germ. You multiply until you were just everywhere and all of us who wanted nothing to do with you could not find peace. 

I WAS GONE FOR SIX MONTHS. UNLIKE YOU, I HAVE DREAMS AND ASPIRATIONS AND A CAREER. I moved out and started my training for movie makeup. And even when I was away, I still got sent that you were so convinced every little anon every little burn book was from me. I WASN’T EVEN  AROUND, YOU PSYCHO. IT. WASN’T. ME. DO. YOU. GET. IT?  Even so, why would someone like me, who works with professionals and celebrities stalk some low life internet hermit who sends her own friends anons because she was jealous over a ROLEPLAY FICTIONAL SHIP like you? Take a step back and look. You fucking wish I was just oh so obsessed with you like you dream every night that I’m your abuser/stalker when you are CLEARLY MINE. And here I have been for the past six months, NOT GIVING A RATS ASS BECAUSE YOU ARE IRRELEVANT. And I should have been irrelevant to you. But I guess you have a hard time letting people go who dare stand up to you.

I checked your blog because you came back and I was damn well pissed. I didn’t want you to come back because I basically left because of you. My mom died and I deal with that, my life was hard, and you just made it x10 worse. A right sour taste in my mouth.  But now things are grand. I have an awesome job and I could give fuck all less if anyone listens now. But in case anyone is reading this, and I have been in this community a lot longer than you have, I just need to cast them a little warning. Because what the fuck have you done for people on here besides make everyone make graphics for you and just constantly complain?  You can tell by how finished I am with how much I’m cursing in this post. You are beating a dead horse. A horse that had been dead for 8 months on my end. I had no idea it was still active to you.

I want people to know you’re a monster. And I’m the one who should be taking legal actions against you. You tried to get people to find out where I live. That’s very fucking strange. But I don’t care. It’s the internet. For fucks sake.

It was a fucking accident I reblogged your post. As soon as I saw the source I deleted it so fast. Blowing shit out of proportions here. JUST CLASSIC YOU.

Before, I didn’t care that much. But now I do. Fuck you, Lulu. You’re a terrible person and you can rot in hell for all the pain you’ve caused everyone else on this website. Ones who aren’t like me, and it actually hurts them and upsets them. Just fucking stop. Stop trying to convince people everyone is out to get you when you’re the one causing trouble and being a toxic mother fucker for everyone. I am so tired of this shit. You are a grown woman. Get your shit together and just fuck off. 

TL;DR

IDRXS IS MANIPULATIVE AND A PSYCHO

[xnovissimus]

lol oh my god

shes still going guys

so the lulu thing is just this ongoing fucking drama because this girl is a fucking bully. she’s attacked cass repeatedly over the course of months and has been a general scourge for years

but hi i was the original victim basically. lulu messaged me about rping like two weeks after she joined tumblr. i turned her down, because she didn’t have any ideas at all, and she...didnt like that. at all. she went off her fucking head at me for turning her down. i published her message because like hell im going to let people treat me that way, and it blew up

since then, dozens, and i mean dozens of people have come forward to tell me about similar things. People have been bullied into rping with her, shipping with her, and basically forced into this gross fucked up abusive friendship with her. I know like a good two thirds of the active rp community, and have not met anyone who actually likes her.

you know who i have met?

tens and tens of people who roleplay with her because if you don’t, she sends you messages. she complains constantly. she starts drama. drama like this. drama like she started with michi, john and dawn.

she is a vicious, cruel little girl with a massive sense of entitlement. she has made people leave. she has made the community unsafe, especially among younger users who unlike cass and me, aren’t mature enough to recognise these tactics and aren’t able to escape this kind of manipulation.

lulu. own up. you are hurting people. you are not the victim. you need to stop endangering people in a community mostly used by minors. the game is fucking over, girl. apologise and get out until you get the serious help you need to stop pulling shit like this.

[impossibleandbossy-archived-blog]

Clara narrowed her eyes at him, only now noticing how different the Time Lord before her was. She watched his movements, something she’d never seen from him before. It suddenly dawned on her that the person before her wasn’t who she thought he was. 

“I have a key.” 

She said, reaching into her pocket to hold it out to him. 

“See. A key.” 

She repeated herself as he emphasized his question again. Looking up at his eyes, she nearly let out a gasp. It was like looking in dark pools she didn’t recognize in the least. It sent a shudder down her spine, but she tried to remain calm. 

“I guess I should be asking who you are. Because I don’t recognize those eyes at all.”

[xnovissimus]

   The key was only held out for a fraction of a second before he snatched it away and retreated. He held the metal object in his long, spindly fingers and stared at it. Well, it was genuine, and it came from his TARDIS, but it was... wrong.

   Something was just so wrong about all of this. The TARDIS mechanism above them let out an upset whine.

         “--you have a key to my home. You must know who I am. Don’t play coy with me, either, little thing. There is little point in lying to me.”

   Curiously, he took his own key from his back pocket, dangling on a thin chain. Draping the chain in his fingers, he held it above the other key. Like magnets, they tried to repel one another, before he finally managed to make them touch.

   The flash of light was immense, and there was a loud crack. With a snarl, he shoved his own key away, and threw the other one back down at her feet, apparently irritated by this occurance.

      “Take it and get out.”