Little Prince, Lost Planet

He didn't run away. He just wandered out of curiosity, of imagination, while in awe, only to find out that there's no coming back. He's a little prince, in a lost planet. HIS lost planet. twitter/ig: xogeloxo

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I’m such a loser. I never win. I always try but I can’t get in.

I’m such a loser, I never win.

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#Tealizations

DON’T JUDGE PEOPLE THROUGH THEIR PAST ESPECIALLY IF YOU CAN SEE THAT THEY’RE TRYING TO MAKE THINGS BETTER.

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#Tealizations

REJECTION SURE IS BITTER, BUT NOTHING'S SWEETER THAN PROVING THEM WRONG AND MAKING THEM REGRET WHAT THEY DID.

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BIGBANG- LET'S NOT FALL IN LOVE M/V REACTION VID!

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#MyTea Views and Reflections

Taal Lake/ Taal Volcano view when I went to Tagaytay with Reg and Pau

While silently looking at this wonderful view yesterday, I can’t help myself from being serious. It made me think about the recent things that went down.

I asked myself why I did such things in the first place. I was ready to give something up, something very important to me, something I lived for and made me happy and continues to do so for more than a year now. It’s a kind of world that I’m in. By world I mean that it is “something” that consists of people, a culture, a lifestyle, ways of thinking, reality. A world that I wandered into and became a part of more than a year ago, and since then, I believe I have changed for the better. 

But still, I was on the verge of giving it up and turning my back on it. I did some things that could be considered as forms of betraying it. All for the choice of living in another world, explored by a wanderer, who invited me to come and leave this world that I’m in.

But it just wasn’t worth it. Talk about not being appreciated. Talk about ruined plans. I gave my pride without being stupid and figured and decided that my pride would be the last thing that I will swallow. Funny but yea really.

So still I’m here, I’m back, but still wondering why I did those things but instead of coming up with an answer, I guess I should ask myself why I fell,for me to even think about doing those things.

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HIS Tea: Lost and Lonely

He went straight to his room, dropped the bag, and closed the door. Then IT hit him. If there was a background music for this, it surely won't be the upbeat pop songs that he loves to play and sing along to. If words will come out of his mouth, they will only if he will even have any words to say but they definitely won't be the jokes and banters that people hear whenever they're with him. He would've chosen to stand in front of the mirror and do his crazy twisted gestures, but this time it's different. He sat on his bed, hands on his head, he cried. 

"Is this what they were talking about? Am I hitting my lowest point?” 

Felt like a lost child in the woods who told his mom that he can wander into the forest cause he knows the path and he knows how to come back anyway, but apparently, neither of them were true. The path that he knew from looking at photos and venturing in his imagination wasn't exactly how he pictured it. His way home was way different now. He used to just pull some things out of his bag and everything will just pass by him like some sort of a powerful magic fairy dust that he'd earned from just being great at things but even though he poured them all at once many times, this time, they weren't working.

Just when he thought things couldn’t be more challenging as ever, he found himself on the verge of losing someone even though he used to think that it wouldn’t happen because he thought sacrificing something important to him was enough to let things grow, but little did he know that what he had to do was to let things go. He thought what he was giving was enough, his pride, he gave it up too,all of it, almost. But still he’s there, on the edge, as if he’s about to jump off a cliff after saying a bitter goodbye, shattering all the good moments that sadly wouldn’t even happen anymore. He couldn’t ask for anybody’s help, nobody knew what was happening so now nobody would even know what’s about to happen. do they even have to? HDTS. He doesn’t think so. 

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Since it’s been quite a long time since my last post here on tumblr, I’m posting a photo. My latest photo. So yea I have a new hairstyle again. because of that one boring night when I decided to try to cut my own hair thinking that it would look okay though not great but ended up looking busted af so I had to have it fixed the next day. Now, though, I’ve decided that I’m gonna let my hair grow long again but this time, even longer than my 2012 hair so I can serve some androgyny for your nerves and see if I can pull it off.

I’m still waiting for new opportunities to come although I’ve missed some too. Guess I just really have to find the right one for me. I just can’t get it right. Either I will be the one who gets a bit disappointed and steps back or sometimes I just can’t fit in. Gotta be choosy cause child I’m reaching for the stars here. The right time will come. Trust and believe.

Getting there, but for the meantime, GAG!

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Le Petit Prince ⭐️✈️ #TheLittlePrince #AntoinedeSaintExupéry

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Baccalaureate Mass. :) #2015Graduates #FRIENDS

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Paddle up! ;)

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Roar was just a boring song for the LSFYL

But Kennedy and Katya still performed well. Kennedy slayed the performance but overall the whole lip sync for your life felt a bit boring cause the song wasn’t that energetic and dance-y

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I actually love Katya and wanted her to win so badly but Kennedy slayed the stage!

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My Tea: Owl City Live in Manila

As a big fan since 2009, I was so glad and excited when I found out that Owl City's gonna come back to Manila for a concert and this time, its free! I definitely cannot miss this one at all.

I made sure that I’ll be there, and yes I was. 

I really wanted to watch a concert of an artist/group that I stan for to party, enjoy, and sing aloud as they sing the songs that keep on giving me my life. 

During 2NE1′s concert, although I really partied and danced hard, I wasn’t able to really sing along that much cause during that time, I wasn’t fully familiar with their other songs YET which, now, makes me feel like I missed a huge load of fun and if I were to go back to that concert, I would definitely sing my heart out and have the best time.

But with Owl City, it’s different. I’ve been a fan for years and Adam Young is really one of the people in music that I admire a lot for his talent in singing and songwriting. Been listening and singing his songs since my High School days and many, if not most of my favorite songs of all time are actually by this amazing artist.

Started at 7:30 pm, the concert opened with “Angels” and I can’t even. I love this song so much! “WAKE ME IF YOU’RE OUT THERE!” We screamed. And it was the start of one heck of a night full of wonderful thrilling moments.

I love the feeling of singing aloud along with Owl City, and in unison with all the other fans. (I mean, who doesn’t, right?) ;)

Some of my favorite moments include the surprising choice of songs on the setlist. I didn’t expect at all to hear “Meteor Shower” and “Kamikaze”. Heart-raising when the intro played and he sang them!!! But, on the other hand, some songs that I expected to be performed weren’t on the set list like “The Real World”, “Dreams Don’t Turn To Dust” and the most expected one, “Vanilla Twilight”. Owl City didn’t perform those songs that night.

I sang my heart out all night and appreciated the experience a lot. During “Fireflies”, (Which I consider as Owl City’s “Pokerface” cause you know, it’s their song that everyone definitely knows) as expected, everyone sang it was so fun.  During the last song, “Good Time”, I ended up singing along with a cracking and hoarse voice (hello puberty again?) and itchy throat but screw this, I still sang along aloud! I still can’t move on from the experience.

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Excited for this one!!! Friends are you ready?! ;) @owlcityofficial in Manila #ultraviolet

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Prints. with @jasmincordero (at Puerto Galera)

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My Tea: New Experience

Today,I once again have experienced something new, and it was a job interview. I went to Makati to have my first ever job interview. I won’t even talk much about it I just wanna say that aside from hardly feeling any nervousness, I found it easy to talk to the interviewers. yes there were three

It was of course an advantage. The interview went smoothly and I actually had fun. I was comfortable and so were my interviewers, I guess. Thanks to my ENG025 and ENG026P classes, especially to our great professor, Ma’am Valero because through those courses, not only was I able to improve my English speaking skills and confidence, I also learned how to behave and act on a real job interview and how to handle similar situations.

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I’m not even exerting that much effort when it comes to my “KPOP” fashion cause at this point, whatever I wear will always be “KPOP” in everybody’s eyes so..