QUEEN

[xoloren]

lorenhudson: my lil reindeer couldn’t stay up but my oh my is he ever the cutest.

[xoloren]

lorenhudson: he is literally me wtf, mommy loves you, bubby. Nick got his redemption with our new baby because this little boy is mommy’s twin.

[xoloren]

tfnickhuds​:

He crawled on top of her. “Hi.”

“Hi handsome.” she said softly smiling at him

[xoloren]

tfnickhuds​:

“You read my mind.”

Loren got up on the bed “Come here mister hudson.”

[xoloren]

tfnickhuds​:

“We should.”

“We probably should like cuddle or something right?”

[xoloren]

tfnickhuds​:

“He probably fell asleep.” He kissed her head.

Loren laughed “Should we just stay up here.”

[xoloren]

tfnickhuds​:

“Yes ma’am.”

“Should we go get our son or do you think he’s asleep with his auntie?”

[xoloren]

tfnickhuds​:

“Yes. Always.”

“You are to never leave like that again, I can’t do this without you.”

[xoloren]

tfnickhuds​:

“I love you too my beautiful angel.” He smiled

“Will you come back home and be with me, please?” she asked

[xoloren]

tfnickhuds​:

“Baby no. You’re the only girl I’ve ever loved and that will never change.”

“I love you so much, Nick and having the thought of you not loving me anymore destroyed me.”

[xoloren]

tfnickhuds​:

“Like what?” He asked gently

“I just felt so inferior, like I wasn’t the glowing star I was to you.”

[xoloren]

tfnickhuds​:

“You have every right to be upset. I was being an idiot.”

“I’m sorry I overreacted but that made me feel so many things.”

[xoloren]

tfnickhuds​:

“It never should have happened and I’m so very sorry.” He ran his fingers through his hair. “I’m right here and I’m not going anywhere.”

“I know you are but I am just way too emotional, I’m sorry.” she said shaking her head

[xoloren]

tfnickhuds​:

“Loren I messed up so bad. I know that. You are the most important person in my life besides our children.” He sat next to her. “Nothing is wrong with you.”

Loren looked at Nick “I can’t do this on my own, Nick, being without you has been hell but that hurt me so bad.” Loren said wiping her cheeks on the sleeve of the hoodie she was wearing.

[tfnickhuds]

xoloren​:

Loren walked out holding the fussing baby “Jordy can you see if you can get him to calm down, I’ve fed him, changed him, burped him and rocked him but nothings working.” she said with a broken tone in her voice and tears running down her cheeks. Loren saw Nick and just broke, her emotions all just coming out in the form of tears, she just walked away as soon as Jordyn took the baby and went back into the bedroom sitting against the bed on the floor.

Jordyn took the baby. “Of course.” She knew the baby was probably sensing she was upset.” After Loren left, Jordyn looked at him. “After you fix this you can hold your son.” He ran upstairs. “Baby can we talk please?”

[xoloren]

“What’s there to talk about, Nick?” she asked as she wiped her cheeks “There’s something about me you don’t love anymore, right?” she asked as she looked at him “I’m too emotional, my stretch marks are still here, I’m acting crazy? What is it?” she asked

[tfnickhuds]

Nick sighed as he was met with Jordyn as he got into there house. “I know okay? That’s why I’m here…to fix things.” The brunette crossed her arms. “I just don’t know how you can call someone else hot so nonchalantly after watching your wife give birth to your fourth child.” “I didn’t say she was hot.” Nicholas lamely countered as he adjusted the items in his hands. “Indirectly. Same difference. It put thoughts in her head, that shouldn’t even pop up in one’s mind at this point of their life.” The blonde looked down. “Can I please talk to her? Try to explain myself?”

@xoloren

[xoloren]

Loren walked out holding the fussing baby “Jordy can you see if you can get him to calm down, I’ve fed him, changed him, burped him and rocked him but nothings working.” she said with a broken tone in her voice and tears running down her cheeks. Loren saw Nick and just broke, her emotions all just coming out in the form of tears, she just walked away as soon as Jordyn took the baby and went back into the bedroom sitting against the bed on the floor.

[xoloren]

jordynhuds​:

text ~lolobug

jordy: is nick in trouble?

@xoloren

loren: well i just had his child and my insecurities aren’t exactly shying away, i got nothing on her.